#ahh how precious!! 🤧❤️

[13-nastin-13]

🎂 27/09/2022 🎂

September was such a difficult month to deal with I ignored my own birthday on my own blog, as I was very busy procrastinating, and in general the day passed by somehow quietly and uneventfully...

BUT! I’ve decided that I won’t stand on ceremony with anyone anymore, so long live the local shock content like this just because I can 💅🏻 All non-icons and non-legends can feel free to unfollow right now, because on sep 27th, the great and incomparable ICON, LEGEND and even LIBRA celebrated his day! - it's Louis XIII❗

Yes, he turned 421 the previous year, he's a relatable miracle and any yellow press about him infuriates the heck out of me (and it'S literally almOST EVERYWHERE WTF even in articles where it's like 50% of actual facts). You probably think "ahh yes louis xiii the noname from the musketeers" and oh boy if only u knew :"((( It is especially sad that in this book, which on one hand at least somehow promoted him, he is still completely different from how he was like irl.

Dumas, of course, is not particularly to blame, but it just hurts me that these stereotypes are so tightly stuck to my precious Louis that many people judge him based either on them or on the shite written by his ancient haters from the 17th century who simply could not make it in p0litics or whatever...

All this seemed to me illegally unfair on every possible level of unfairness, which made me start spreading my love for this historical figure from this little birthday drawing!

I remember how I had much more fun that day than on my own birthday ahaha, I would even say that it was the happiest day of the year. I drew this drawing while listening to "Ballet de la Merlaison" and it was so heartwarming that I caught some kind of euphoria, as if it was my second birhday ❤️

P.S. By the way, "Ballet de la Merlaison" was written entirely by Louis himself and if you haven't heard it yet then whaT ARE YOU DOING PleasE GIVE A LISTen tO MARLESON BALLET THIS IS NOT MUSKETEER MEME THIS IS ETHEREAL 🤧🎶

[tenderlyrenjun]

hi!! <3 i just finished reading timeout and this is so embarassing but holy shit that was such an intense experience, you just took my breath away with how amazing this fic was. 🤧❣️ like literally!!!!! i was feeling dizzy and having a hard time breathing while reading NWKSISJSJS i love the way you described each details of their actions like the part where jeno and y/n got pressed up on each other MSKSKSKS I'M GONNA GO FERAL PLS THAT WAS SO GOOD I ALMOST LOST IT😭😭😭😭 the fact that i could see everything so explicitly in my mind and my brain going 🚨🚨🚨. and i don't why but i love the "jeno always sees her first before she does" AAAAAAA. and i'm also obsessed with y/n shoving jeno inside his car and hovering over him BBBBBBRRRRRRRR🤒. aND THEN THE SMUT GOOD LORD I WAS FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE!!! i am not kidding when i say i had to take mini breaks in between bcs i. suddenly. forgot. how. to. breathe???????? wtf?????? iT'S THAT GOOD. even right now as i'm typing this i'm still catching my breath like hOW DARE YOU PLS TAKE RESPONSIBILITY RN😤😤. jeno whimpering from y/n groping his thighs, y/n whispering on jeno's ear and jeno pulling her skirt, jeno grabbing her waist, the teasing, and jeno biting on his shirt bc he was told to daMN, the whole "can i kiss you? no, not there" part just got me like fUCK I WANT THAT LMAO. and when it got to the fucking part, just when i thought "ok this is it i'll get some oxygen here" but nO it just kept going and going and it became too much to handle that i'm just 😵🚨😵🚨😵🚨😵🚨 the whole time. and up until the end. and the ending!!!!!! 💯 i'm so curious of what's gonna happen to them next eeeee eee. i also really love how jeno kinda just accepts whatever y/n does lol. anway, you did such a great job on this fic, it's so well written and it's one of my fav jeno fics now💞 it's been awhile since i've felt this overwhelmed over a fic aaaa😩💖 i'll prolly read it again!!! 😎❤️ i love u i'm literally so happy i found this beautiful work of yours❤️

and last, i'm gonna have a hard time recovering from this jsksoskssj the jeno feels are hitting me bad these days. he's just soooo damn fine🙄 i'm tryna deny it but this just dragged me back in by the leg NSKSISJSKS this fic made me feel weak and vulnerable!!!!! :")))))

ahh thank you <33 thank you <33 i'm really glad that you enjoyed reading it!! it's supposed to be an experience! i try to make all my fics somewhat intense, just because i like the emotion - i was worried, at first, that it came across as cringey >-<

and yeah! every scene that i write, i can see it very clearly - it's why my fics are member-specific! they can't really be interchangeable.

they way that i see jeno is like ... someone who enjoys the security and familiarity. he can be free to do things; they can be free to do things, but the two of them must be loyal to each other. like, he's posessive but in the sense that, like, he needs security lol. and the whole letting y/n do whatever she wants thing is based off of jaemin and haechan chosing jeno during nct 2020 enquete20 for "member whose preferences match mine" solely because jeno would do whatever they wanted lol. he's easy breezy and only likes (10) people.

read time out: the prequel here

the part where they get pressed against each other:

this part sets up a whole thing that I have in the main part! everything is going to come full circle to this prequel lol. i'm glad you liked this part lol; i thought that i described it too much >-<

You have the same look in your eyes as when Jeno first met you. It took a few more meetings, after that one, until he was able to name it: contempt, maybe even irritation, or disrespect. However, unlike now, he was unable to discern why he had been so deserving of your precious scorn; all he did was show up to practice! This time though, Jeno concedes that it was partially his fault. He was weaving between couples and trios, trying not to hit anyone on his way to alcohol; he barely had any in his system, to be so wobbly on his feet, like a drunkard, but he walked too close to the drywall and bounced off it, in an attempt to avoid two people making out, then he hit you right in the shoulder, your arm carrying a shot glass filled to the brim (you would get dinged in a chem lab, Jeno thinks, not that he has taken chemistry recently; he mostly listens to all the ways Jaemin kept failing the lab safety quiz). You spilled peach soju on his wrist and the edge of his shirt, forcing him to lift it enough to show off his sharp v-line, his transversus abdominis, that gets cut off by his pants tied above his waist, rather than at his waist – a tease, honestly.

Jeno’s arm jerks backward, responsively, to force some space away from everyone, mostly you, but your watch snagged on the fabric, pinching the draw string tightened around his hips, wrapping you closer the more that Jeno tries to detangle himself. He takes a step to the wall, shoulders alert, feeling for the rough material until he falls against it. Your waist slumps against his as he drags you with him, and you grumble, ugh, holding out a second while people pass behind you, pushing past you away from the kitchen. Jeno presses your hips down, your feet coming to the ground, his hands resting more on your butt than your lower back, almost like a trap. The hallway is too narrow for this many people, Jeno thinks, wishing that Hongjoong had the sense to either limit how many students could attend or limit Seonghwa’s invites. Although, he probably would not have been able to attend had any of those two events occurred. And his hands tighten with the thought, locking you between his arms. He can feel you stare at him, blocking out the crowd that he watches equally intently.

the part where jeno notices you (or at least, one of them):

my user name is tenderlyrenjun, after the lipstick that renjun promoted, yeah, but mostly because they're tender!! they haven't said that they hate each other; they're just assuming it!! they don't know what this feeling is!!

Jeno scans his eyes further into the living, searching for someone familiar, then he spots you and Yeeun. Well, you first. He noticed that he always does this: sees you before you see him, and it turns into this whole thing.

I can't put the whole sex scene into this ask because it's ... the whole fic bdfkjghfdsghds but i'm glad you like it!! i'm aware that smut is my best genre - I just don't write it very often .-.

but there are only two times where "can i kiss you" is said and it is by each of them!! he says it in the closet; y/n says it in the car! they're not polar opposites!! they are two sides of the same coin ahhhhhh.