#ahab rambles

[ahabthetaco]

Sometimes you just want to fall into a tentcale pit and be stuck there hours, being changed.

(assuming reader has pussy and boobs)

Tentcales playing with your chest, squeezing and groping as some latch on to your nipples, sucking away. Each suck, each grope, each squeeze growing them little by little, getting heavier and heavier with milk..

Tentacles coiling around your arms and legs, squeezing, covering you in its slime, only leading you to be more horny as it's full of aphrodisiac

Just feel as it changes you, let the tendrils slide into your mouth, feeding you, as it slithers in and out, pumping you full of cum...

Let it slide right around your leg, to your leaking, desperate pussy. It teases you, sliding it self on your slit, teasing your clit, like it knows what it's dond but it's going to milk the moment. Letting it self in, fucking you, in and out, over and over.

It squeezes your tits again, getting more milk out, it fucks your face at the same pace, your mind broke from so much pleasure. It's deep in you, pounding your holes, over and over

Over and over

Until you feel the pressure build, build build build as it pushes it thru. Filling you with not just cum, but it's eggs. Pump after pump, clutch after clutch, a small bulge of eggs and cum, letting you breath as it slides out, your mouth and cunt leaking with cum. It comforts you, petting your head for a job well done.

A couple minutes of rest, but the pleasure, the sensation, it's running thru you again, and it knows it, as it goes back to wrapping you again, a tentcale in your mouth, a tentcale in your pussy. Perhaps another few rounds and you'll be satisfied~

Hours pass, you leave the pit, breasts swelled, milk leaking, a womb full of gestating eggs, you need to return home, return home and spread the pit, perhaps your friends would enjoy the fun~

[vatrocvet]

her design is already peak but i wanted to do a personal take with some book details included

[patchworkfox01]

So I was just thinking about this early image of Limbus' chapter select and how Faust's chapter is last which, don't get me wrong, does make sense. She seems to be the most important to the overall story.

BUT. Something did hit me while thinking about it. In Faust's EGO, the room is white

Like. Entirely white. We see in Canto 4 and Leviathan that N. Corp's buildings are ALSO almost entirely white. This got me thinking.

What if Faust's equivalent to a "Deal with the Devil" is a deal she made with N. Corp to gain the knowledge to make Mephistophiles, and Faust's chapter will involve us finding out what her side of the deal was, and perhaps even betraying us. This could perhaps even come with a reveal that Faust, and Limbus as a whole, doesn't have a way to bring Garnet back. Who knows how that may go.

I know this doesn't add much BUT

Both Lobotomy Corp and Library of Ruina [spoilers for those that haven't played] end with important characters betraying us. [Angela and Roland respectfully].

[unma]

okay random thoughts moment. Everyone who sees my posts on this blog already knows I ship SinKro, but I recently thoguht about Ahab x Ishmael and genuinely this idea is slowly taking over me. I wouldn't even have to change their dynamic from the game because there's so much to say about these two through such an exploration. It almost feels weird to say it's a ship when what I'm really doing is trying to explore what happens when these two truly become the same. To see Ahab leading Ish on into becoming her and succeeding, and to see where Ahab becoming the subject of Ishmael's blind obsession leads the two of them. To see the result of Ishmael killing Ahab. To see how their encounter would change without Dante there to reel her in and make her reconsider her path.

[karthedense]

Do we Call Hermann x Ahab AMann or HerHab

[lockandkeyhyena]

the mending book is grian’s white whale

[old-pirate-lady]

Massive vent ahead, I don't even know why I'm putting this on here

I hate myself, so much, it's like, memories come and go like flickers of embers on a flame.. it's like, why the hell am I here? I know it was a process in our brain, I know that I simply am because we needed me, but why did I form the way I did? Why am I *her* why am I here? I wish I was anyone else... I want to be someone else yet I can't seperate from my source because I'm FICTIONKIN and It... everything hurts..

I lead everyone to die. I'm.. I don't know if I'm exactly OK right now but that's okay...

-🐋

[outeremissary]

wait I have another canto v thing to say I can't help it. I really love the way it largely works backwards from the Life Ruining Whale Hunting Disaster through Ishmael's history on the Pequot so that the very last piece of her past you see is her meeting Ahab. You start from the most extreme point and then go through the Pequot like it's all that existed of her life and she could have been a part of the ship and Ahab's crew forever before then and then you only arrive at the very end at the answer to how she fell in with Ahab to begin with, all in the midst of Ahab trying to blame her for all the horrors she survived and to twist the knife in the survivor's guilt she's carried. Because like. That's the answer. It's that Ahab met her at her lowest, Ahab always had her at her lowest, and Ahab always caught everyone at the time when they couldn't get away. The vision of Ahab as something like a savior there. The trust in this kind, confident stranger. It's so good!! It's why despite the wild soliloquys Ahab still feels like a kind of chilling villain- it's unlikely a person is going to fall in with an obsessive sea captain and wind up stranded on the sea, but there are plenty of people out there who can catch you at your lowest and isolate you from what you know. Obviously Ishmael was never to blame. She was preyed on by someone who didn't have a hint of remorse about it.

[kinsbluestars]

Ahjjjhhh

[onefey]

back to reading house of leaves after an (unintentional, adhd moment) extended break. my review of it 400-ish pages in is that it's a book that doesn't Feel that special when you're reading it but it really Sticks With You

[ahabthetaco]

Aliens who recently discovered hucow/cowgirl art and thought "what if we did that irl" Abducting you to be one of the first of many hucows!

Injected with numerous different vials, probed and scanned with so much technology, breasts directly connected to pumps, as you see them swell, milk pouring out. Feeling your ass rip thru the pathetic excuse of a patient gown they gave you, feel your vocabulary gain a new attraction to saying moo and long o. Not to mention all the screens around you with hucow and cowgirl porn, telling you how to be a good cow~ has it been days, weeks, months, you can't tell, you've been mooing away Happyily as they test and "test" the new hucow, your little tail wagging and ears flopping as your tits and ass bounce and bounce from "testing"

But the testing and evaluation are over, and with a kiss farewell and a suitcase full of cow themed clothes, your returned back home! Massive, milky, and so so cow! Hopefully they didn't leave any surprises in you, like you can make more hucows hehehe, that would be silly!

[saranilssonbooks]

Warning! Suicide and self harm mention upcoming! ➡️

Having submerged myself in Moby-Dick trauma theory for the past 3 years, I dare argue that the whole thing was suicide by white whale due to PTSD.

It's made clear as early as chapter 16 The Ship that Ahab already had pretty severe mental health problems and the attack by Moby Dick (your own fault, buddy) and subsequent disability broke him once and for all. As Ishmael puts it in chapter 41 Moby Dick: "then it was [on the return voyage], that his torn body and gashed soul bled into one another; and so interfusing, made him mad."

Developing severe obsessive psychosis, personality disorder, and panic disorder, his only coping mechanism becomes the prospect of anihilating the thing that destroyed his life. Early on in the trauma, the idea of killing the whale comes with some hope of a not as bad future, but after returning to Nantucket and having his prosthetic - the very item supposed to keep him physically able - split and slash his balls (chapter 106 Ahab's Leg), he gives up on there being anything good left in the world.

It's here Moby Dick levels up to god tier evil incarnate. To Ahab, destroying him is now the sole purpose of his remaining life to the point where he doesn't care whether he survives or not as long as the whale gets it. It's not until chapter 117 The Whale Watch, that he imagines some sort of existance beyond boss fight, an idea planted in his head by Fedallah.

Here we see a new kind of behaviour develop in the form of self harm - he denies himself food, sleep and personal hygiene until he has succeeded in his objective - but he also becomes more and more reckless, most notably in chapter 130 The Hat when he is about to be hauled aloft and picks the only man on board who wishes him dead to watch the untrustworthy rope which if let go of will result in the crew having to remove his remains from the deck planks with a mop. Oh, Starbuck, why did you have to be such a good boy?

In the following chapter, 131 The Symphony, the tiny fragment still remaining of his old personality shows itself for a brief moment, reminding him of what normal life could have been like, but rather than giving it a chance, the opposite proves too overpowering.

His final wish at the peak of boss fight was to be completely erased, body and soul and all - guess that was the only time Nature ever gave him what he wanted - and is given the ultimate peace.

Personally I strongly argue that there was no other kind of peace for him to find. In the modern era, maybe medication and therapy could've put Old Thunder back together again, but during the time in which the story is set, the best scenario to hope for would've been being locked and hidden away in the attic of his home. RIP, you poor son of a bitch.

With Whale Weekly coming to an end, I wanted to talk about something that's been bouncing around in head for awhile.

I've seen a lot of AU speculation about what would happen if Ahab gave up his pursuit of the White Whale, but what if in another universe he isn't doomed to failure? What if he succeeds in killing the White Whale? What then?

Does killing the allegory for God that caused him so much pain and obsession bring him peace and satisfaction? Or in the end is the whale just a whale after all, and Ahab is still left with all the hurt and anger and nothing to show for it but ruin?

[patchworkfox01]

CANTO V SPOILERS

In love with how Mili always manages to have such will written songs for bosses

[unma]

Underfell Papyrus and Ricardo would be really good friends come to think of it. I ca see it already.

[burningvelvet]

moby dick summarized without going into any of its loftier themes:

act one: adventure story ft. unexpected queer romance between a quiet teacher and a tattooed butch cannibal via the "only one bed" trope. one quoted sentence to summarize: "better sleep with a sober cannibal than a drunken christian."

act two: national geographic textbook on the history and biology of whales and all associated subjects, incoherent rambling, in-depth studies of background characters we never see before or after, procrastinating the ending. one quoted sentence to summarize: "nor have i been at all sparing of historical whale research, when it has seemed needed."

act three: greek tragedy ft. queerplatonic romance between a doomed madman and his voice of reason henchman who literally offers to ride off into the sunset with him but who he ultimately betrays for a whale. one quoted sentence to summarize: "here’s food for thought, had ahab time to think; but ahab never thinks; he only feels, feels, feels; that’s tingling enough for mortal man! to think’s audacity."

[devilemon]

update 2

here's the gaylist i mean playlist

my friend and I may or may not have made a 50+ long song playlist of Canto V-coded songs that're organized in chronological Canto lore order w/ """"slight"""" emphasis on Ishqueg

I may or may not share it here for y'all :]