#ah yes my foot hurts again i think the lunges with dumbells and the running and muay thai the following days were too much
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urprofsqueermenace · 8 days ago
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had no problem falling asleep 2 days in a row!! ...but both times I woke up before my alarm
#still a win tho since i struggled with sleep since the end of 2024#now get ready for an unnecessary life update in the tags#im doing 30days of yoga and thats good i think at keeping me calm bc life is kinda overwhelming#now that i know what to do for my 1st phd paper i start to realise all the potential problems#thats stressing me less than the holidays and new year did#i often dont feel like i can be fully myself with my parents as a leftist queer#especially around my tory dad#and this time his tory brother was there and i just was so tense all the time#and annoyed like could you stop with the eu bashing you got ur brexit shut up#but im so scared of conflict that i never say anything#and then i visted a friend for new year and afterwards realised that that was actually too much#and im feeling like im falling out of this friendship from my side at least#like we dont actually have so much in common#and i realised how much i hide myself around this friend#so that was a lot to think about starting a new year#i got a date for a first meering about a autism diagnosis tho so thats a thing#i hope the psychotherapist is queerfriendly#what else is new#ah yes my foot hurts again i think the lunges with dumbells and the running and muay thai the following days were too much#so i probably have to make a doctors appointment to get that checked out#writing this down feels weird but also good bc i talked with no one about the entirety of all of it yet#it also felt like i had to get this off my chest before i could post normally again on here
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