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Whumptober 2023, Day 15 - "Suppressed suffering"
Tags: Alternate Universe - Supernatural Elements, Zombie Illya Kuryakin, Movie setting with supernatural elements basically, Undead, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Hurt Illya Kuryakin, Protective Napoleon Solo, Introspection, Non-Linear Narrative, Dehumanization, Referenced/Past Non-Consensual Body Modification
Notes: WELL, apparently the Zombie Illya AU is a thing now LOOOL. This is a combination of ideas I had written down when I first started writing this verse and things @ikeepwatchinghelicopters commented under the first fic, thank you for the inspiration! <3 Fair warning that Waverly doesn't come across too well in this fic, because as much as I like loving dad Waverly I love myself a messy agent/handler relationship, but I promise he does care and he does feel bad, it's just that, you know, when you have an immortal asset it would be stupid to NOT use him at all. Anyway. I like this verse, lots of suffering. might write more if I get inspired looool enjoy!
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“I don’t think that’s a good idea,” Solo says, loud and clear, going off with the same subtlety as a bomb.
Waverly doesn’t betray any irritation at the interruption, but he swiftly closes his mouth and his attention switches to Solo, the calculating look on his face making Illya shudder. He fights the instinct to shift in his partner’s direction as Waverly calmly asks: “Excuse me?”
Solo doesn’t even blink. “He’s going to get caught,” he says, tightly, and if his anger is seeping through he can only imagine just how strongly he feels about it.
It’s—warming. Illya still isn’t completely used to it.
“Yes,” Waverly says, placidly. “As I was about to mention, I don’t think there is a way to pull this off without getting caught, not without pushing this back a few months, but I’m confident in Kuryakin’s ability to slip away.”
It isn’t misplaced confidence either: Illya has barely escaped with his life multiple times, back when he was still a living and breathing thing and he would be sent on missions that were nearly impossible to complete.
He was young and eager to prove himself, yet he still doubted, sometimes, that that was a complete coincidence. Oleg never seemed to like him much, always so stingy with praise and almost annoyed when he’d started pulling off mission after mission without much of a hitch, and if the timing of the near-impossible tasks could be attributed to an attempt at challenging him, since he was so good, Illya suspected he was trying to make him fail.
It didn’t really matter, it only drove him to try harder.
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#whumptober2023#napollya#napollya fic#tmfu fic#napoleon x illya#illya x napoleon#the man from uncle#tmfu#zombie illya au#my fanfic#this WAS actually ready for the 15th but then i just kept Not Posting It loooool#ah well here it is#not spn
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i forgot that in the official art he has blue eyes
#chrome draws#GUESS WHO FINISHED TRIALS OF APOLLO!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!#I am trying to figure out how to draw him still#I need to mess with his hair and also his face more I think#Sigh ah well I’ll figure it out#hi the couple people who followed me for the one toa drawing I did if you are still here enjoy <333333#anyways tag time#trials of apollo#toa#pjo hoo toa#apollo pjo#lester papadopoulos
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i lied i had like atleast one more weston thought to expell from my brain, before i miss this boat entirely. we're heading to green lands woooo
#god i had a fever this entire morning and afternoon so I think it was my inability to do anything that finally pushed me to finish this#seriously it took a month... disapointing#more disappointing is that i didn't have the time to tear up the internet in order to find what a professors break room looked like in 1899#if there was such a thing#really tragic#ah yea welp im very glad it's out there atleast. I want to release all of my black butler stuff so badly but guh...#tragedy has struck and i have been inspired to finally make a person project of my own#so that's taking a long time#but not to worry after like 5 years and some pondering i know well that black butler will always be one half of my brain#coooool#anyway i got more dorky stuff coming I hope??? wasn't lying before I am thinking of the midfords#and ill pray i can find the strength to get everything done soon#hope my rants are more tasteful after months of absence if ur still here#kuroshitsuji#black butler#kuroshitsuji fanart#fanart#sebastian michaelis#digital art#animation#animatic#video#weston college arc#black butler anime#black butler agares
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OBLIGATORY KISS REDRAW FOR ALL THE 1.7ERS OUT THERE
#reverse 1999#r1999#reverse 1999 kakania#kakania#reverse 1999 isolde#isolde#isokania#isolde x kakania#titaniumart#gustav klimt kiss reference that's RIGHT babey#i mean this particular art style/movement is quite literally a huge overtone in this overall update#hahahahahahahahaahhahahah#i wanted to finish it on 1.7 release but. ah well!!#we're still here right
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Danse Macabre
#rgu#revolutionary girl utena#shoujo kakumei utena#utena tenjou#anthy himemiya#slight loud noise for the link maybe? that's danse macabre from ultrakill#as of yesterday i would be graduated with my bachelor in fine arts orz#so that's that insane 4 years of stress sorry for putting this here#anyway its time time for spooky month#why the mismatch skeletons? ah well mannequins happened
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we're at the combination ash valentine's wednesday
#ultrakill#v1#gabriel#gabv1el#sorry for the millionth post BUT tumblr hates me on this holiday of love.....#AH WELL i still want this here ^^#doodle tag
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experimenting with my artstyle so i decided to redraw this shidou drawing i did last year and im happy with how it turned out!! ive improved quite a bit i think
#milgram#shidou kirisaki#hello milgramblr its been a hot minute since i last went here i once again come bearing suspicious doctor guy#i was supposed to be cramming for exams but like. ah well
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Day 23: Pearls Crown Jewel
#rain world#rainworld#rwartmonth#rw art month#was originally brown. rapidly learned i do not work well with browns. it is no longer brown#Also its not really clear thats the ID drone but it turns out it also looks bad when its the only thing obviously at a different angle so#whatever. anyway i like to think the scavengers just thought it was a really cool shiny thing like a pearl#also the scavenger chief doesnt have the mark of communication here cause i like to think the only reason it got that#was because pebbles couldnt blow it up due to the citizen drone#so they were trying to be like “please stop fucking around” and it Did Not Work#anyway i dont think i really did this prompt 'well' but im going to be busy tomorrow so ah well!!!!
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💋 MetaDede Week 2024 Day 2: First Kiss 💋
(ID: Kirby series fanart of King Dedede and Meta Knight standing on a balcony - the latter on the railing - overlooking a late-evening sky, painted in the gold-pink-purple tones of sunset and speckled with stars high above. Turned to face his knight, DDD boldly takes his hand and plants a small kiss on the back of it, eyes shut and cheeks dusted in pink. MK looks up at his king with soft fondness, a hand over his heart, a blush of his own glowing through his mask. Above them against the starry sky, a low-opacity, sepia-toned memory can be seen. Meta - teenaged and maskless with nearly-grown wings, wearing plain steel pauldrons and white gloves; and DDD - teenaged and acne-plagued, wearing an oversized red-and-orange hoodie and a maroon beanie. In a fit of last-second courage, Meta grabs his friend by the front of his hoodie and yanks him down, shutting his eyes and blushing fiercely as he plants a hasty kiss - their first! - on his cheek. DDD leans over unsteadily on one foot, an arm thrown back for balance, his pimply face bright red, his eyes wide with surprise and touched with heart-shaped shines. END ID.)
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Started 08/05/24, finished 08/10/24. | Childhood Friends AU Masterpost
#veins art#veins ships#veins fanart#kirby series#kirby#king dedede#meta knight#king dedede x meta knight#metadede#AU#childhood friends AU#mtddweek2024#day 2#first kiss#memories of farewell… and welcome home 💕#a little glimpse into the future with this one#and the past! technically#we haven’t gotten to either of these points in the story yet soooo…#(is this spoilers? it might be spoilers ^^’ )#(ah well - let’s just be generous and call it a “sneak peak” instead haha)#also can you tell the kids’ designs were last-minute because I had no time to concept-sketch before doing these prompts?#if so no you can’t 🙂#my brain be like “we need to make ‘em look like teenagers here - how we do that?” “I dunno; acne?” “good enough.”#kissing#veinsfullofstars
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A comic about Sam and Max being trans guys, taking place at Sam's old job as a stewardess before he transitioned. Being that it's Sam & Max, weird ridiculous hijinks ensure.
So... After two years of working on this on and off, it's finished! I had posted pages as I was making them on here before but those posts are no longer on my blog- I actually redid most of the pages with new jokes and panels, and fixed a lot. I'm really proud of how far this has come. :)
Please reblog if you can if you like it, so more can see it! It'd mean so much! Thank you. <3
#sam and max#sam & max#sam and max freelance police#sam & max freelance police#i cant believe its done#im posting this at 6 am and i know im gonna come back and be like 'DAMNIT I CANT BELIEVE THIS MISTAKE IS LEFT HERE'#but ah well!!#seriously please share if you can ;_;#when i felt like making the last page again i wanted to come back with the full comic mostly revamped#i hope those who liked it before are still here and like it still haha#thank you to everyone who has been so nice about my art and this story in particular - i learnt so much in how to make comics better becaus#of making this#there's some extra jokes that are hard to see in the background ill explain in a later post!#if theres trigger warnings i should add lemme know
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Hi, i recently stumbled upon your silly bitties AU and i really like it, but i have a small Guestion for it.
Is the secret wish canon in there?
If you're referring to the wish Timmy made to Stop Time, then, it's only partially canon here!
Cosmo and Wanda decided to steal Timmy a few days before he tried to make the wish. It was meant to be a kept secret until Timmy's birthday, but when Timmy approached Cosmo with that wish, well. Cosmo couldn't keep it secret that much longer.
Timmy did not successfully wish to be 10 forever. He didn't have to. Timmy Turner simply became a Fairy, instead.
Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]
#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop timmy turner#fop timmy#timmy turner#asks#itty bitties fop au#between freezing time or abandoning the self#maybe freezing time woulve been the better options of the two#but ah well#he was only 10 after all#also no art on this one#wasnt sure what to draw besides timmy talking to cosmo? so heres info instead!
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⋆ ₊✧ ˚ 𝐄𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐌𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐨𝐧 ˚ ✧₊⋆
#certified goofball (in leather!)#who asked for another eddie moodboard?? no one?? are you sure??#ah well here you go#eddie munson#stranger things#eddie munson moodboard#moodboard#st moodboard#eddie munson aesthetic#m
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This entire scene emotionally destroyed me but there's one part in particular that was like taking a knife to an already open wound.
So, Gon shuts down after the reveal that Kite was dead all along and his stunned and racing mind is disjointed and contradictory. Most of his statements fit into roughly three categories of desperate thoughts:
Vehement inability to process that Kite is dead. From the statement being repeated multiple times to the amount of "no"s everywhere on these pages.
Taking the blame for Kite's death, in a frankly horrifying show of self-hatred (especially given the context of what comes next).
Blaming Pitou and proclaiming that he "didn't do it" in an attempt to absolve the weight of his guilt.
Heartbreaking. But there's one thought here that's a bit different.
Throughout all of this, Gon has been adamant that Kite, and by extension the situation, can be "fixed" - after all, most every issue that's come up before on his adventures could be resolved nicely. But now, suddenly, it can't. Gon can't stand feeling powerless or helpless, and now he finds himself more helpless than he's ever been. And we get this.
"Somebody help me."
Gon is independent. Gon has a burning need to prove his worth through his own strength. Gon has a bad habit of equating "taking responsibility" with fixing things all by himself and rejecting help from others.
Gon has never pleaded for someone to save him before.
And it's just. Holy shit. Holy shit - he's a kid. He's just a kid. And in just a few pages, he's going to make a despair-fueled decision to throw away his life just to regain any semblance of power over a situation that was doomed to be unfixable from the start. He says, "Let it end. I don't care what happens to me now.", because this is the only way he can think of to make his pain and his guilt and Pitou all just stop, by losing himself to all of his power instead of his grief.
#hi. i'm sad and i decided to make it everyone else's problem.#i know i'm stating the obvious here but. ah well. i did say i was here to share the sadness#storyrambles#hxh#hunter x hunter#gon freecss#thank goodness a certain best friend of his actually did show up to help him huh...?#killua as always snapping him out of his own darkness...#hxh meta#<- does it count#omg should i use my analysis tag? i'm gonna.#call me ace detective the way i am ace. and also a detective#hxh spoilers
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Sorry, most likely my memory being poor, but I thought Malleus' mom (don't know how to spell her name and too lazy to check how to spell it) was already an adult when Lilia ""proposed""?? Like I was always under the assumption that it was like a one-sided child crush on somebody completely out of your league you tend to have as a kid 💀
I don't think they say how old she was? although it's entirely possible I just misunderstood; my Japanese is...shaky. :') the actual line is "幼い頃に私に求婚したのは偽りか?", which I read as "isn't it true that you proposed to me as a kid?", and took as her being older than him, but not necessarily an adult (like, I was thinking of Lilia as being not quite a preteen and Mel being preteen/young teen). although I don't know if there's a connotation or something I'm missing that implies a bigger age gap, if that makes sense!
(and of course, I might also just be forgetting some other line -- if someone else knows, then please correct me! I need to know which headcanons need adjusting 👀)
BUT YEAH in a canon-y sense, Malleus is 178 and around the third-years developmentally. which makes me think that even though dragons have a way longer lifespan, they go through childhood at about the same rate as most fae (or at least the kind that Lilia is) and just kinda...slow waaaaay down once they hit adulthood. so it makes sense in my brain that he and Meleanor could've basically grown up together!
...it makes it angstier that way, anyway. :)
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 5 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 5 spoilers#this week on ego thinks way too much about diasomnia#(what do you mean you're not supposed to overanalyze the chronology)#but yeah mel was completely out of his league regardless#she was out of literally everyone's league#though seriously i think i just...narratively want them to be more equals?#because a big chunk of lilia's Issues were (and let's be real. are.) based on internalizing that he doesn't deserve love#and that he doesn't deserve to be around the people he loves#while mel is over here going 'you stupid idiot. you absolute fool. i'm going to go die for you out of spite'#(i do think lilia never realized she died to save him too and not just malleus) (but we digress)#i think it's a bit more satisfying if there isn't a big gap between them like that#(same for raverne) (assuming we ever get to learn ANYTHING about him) (please twst just a few more breadcrumbs i'm begging you...)#but ah well. the angst is delicious either way >:)#please definitely let me know if i misunderstood though! i need the character trauma to be Correctly Devastating. >:)
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the ye baiyi effect
#word of honor#wen kexing#rowan gifs#userbon#tusermona#tuserashinlae#userhanyi#baek1nho#lextag#roserayne#seamayweed#tostrangers#lizlookatthis#wen 'criminal offensive sideeye' kexing#wen 'had it not been for the disapproval of my ah-xu i would've slaughtered you where you stand' kexing#(like he had a chance)#i love his face.#anyway if any taglisters want off rowan's word of honor wild ride please let me know. 😨 i am just. out here doing whatever#i still have a few more things i want to gif as well so . its not even over yet
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|| part 1 || part 2 || part 3 || part 4 coming soon... ||
man sabo really thought he'd get away from ace that easy, huh? well tough shit buddy you just got the attention of one of the most stubborn men on the seas. i do wonder how this'll play out now that sabo's cornered... hehe >;3
textless versions below the cut for those who want to look at. pictures <3
(skipped page 5 due to. y'know. it not having any dialogue)
#see this is why i don't give estimations on when updates will come#because literally 3 days ago someone asked when part 2 was coming and i said at least a week or so cause i only had 1 page done#and then i just got in the grove and cranked out 3 1/2 pages in 2 days dfkghsdjkf#consistant workflow? what's that lol#warlord!ace au#one piece#sabo one piece#sabo the revolutionary#portgas d ace#hmmm koala's here but i don't think enough to tag her#cause she's entirely offscreen#ah well#art#comic#warlord!ace au update#feels wierd to post textless because like. the bubbles are a very important part of the page balance#but i'm also the kind of nerd who likes to look at that sort of thing so i get it akjbdfkgj#i'm posting this so late but whatever. your welcome uhhhh australians? maybe? sdfkbgk#pleaaase let there be no more errors i've corrected like 4 since starting the post and i'm so worried i'll post it and find another
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