#ah cold i sure know how to deal with that 😉

[lluvllimoo]

Apart from you

English isn’t my first language so there might be mistakes.

Lee!Hyunjin

Ler!Felix

Words:1944

TW: bondage

Its angst first then tickles 🤭 (i die for angst something is definitely wrong with me.)

@itzsana-kiddingmenow 😉

Skz was at the Makneas dorm watching the new Skz Code episode. Everyone seemed to be having fun except Hyunjin, who was zoned out. He was way too far gone. Until he felt someone shaking him back to reality.

"Hyunjin-ah, are you okay?"

"Oh yeah, I'm just tired."

"I think I'm going to go to my dorm and get some sleep."

"Okay."

Hyunjin got up to leave. He walked out of the door and started walking down the streets. The fresh hair really woke him up. It was cold, and there were gray clouds.

"It is probably going to rain soon."

"A little rain won't hurt anyone anyway."

Don't get him wrong. He actually loved the rain so much. I mean, how could anyone hate the rain? Every time it rained, he jumped in joy and wanted to go out, but he was quickly stopped by the leader, Bang Chan.

He was walking toward God knows what. He was just having a deep thought. He wasn't really thinking about where he was going or what he was doing. Now you may be asking, What is he thinking about?

While others were watching Skz Code, he was focused on one thing. Felix. Felix is the person he adores the most. He loves him, but because of some "stays" that started giving them death threats, the staff had to separate them for their safety. He appreciated that they were looking out for them, but he missed his little sunshine, where he could hug him on camera. And hugging was a pretty big deal for Hyunjin since he doesn't like skin ships. Felix was the only person he accepted to hug. I mean, how could he say no to that cute ball of sunshine? Well, he didn't have to say no now since he couldn't even talk to him on camera. It hurts him deeply to know this will likely last for a while. As he was walking, he watched old clips of them when everything was okay and they had so much fun together on set. He didn't even realize the tears that were coming. It was all too much for him. So he just cried and cried and cried. When he looked around, everything was blurry because of the tears in his eyes. With his blurry vision, he sat on a bench that was facing the Han River. If he hadn't found a place to sit in time, I think his legs would have given up on him. As he looked around again, he realized. When did he get here? It doesn't matter anyway. Soon, it started to rain. He couldn't care less; he put on his earphones, opened a sad song, and kept on crying. He missed his best friend. Why couldn't they understand that there isn't anything going on between them? Why?

"I want him back so badly."

He said it with a shaky voice. His nose was running because of the crying and the cold. But suddenly, his music stopped. He looked at his phone for the cause and saw Bang Chan calling him.

"Shit."

He looked at the time. 1:36 a.m., he wipped his tears in an instant and answered the call.

"Hyunjin, where the heck are you?"

"Sorry, I wanted to get some fresh air."

"At this time, and while it's raining?"

"Yeah"

"You better come home right this instant."

"Okay, Hyung, I'm sorry."

He hung up the phone. He got up from the bench and started walking back. He tried not to cry again because he didn't want them to know that he had been crying for hours. He opened a happy song to get his mind off it. Soon, he arrived at the dorm. He slipped in the key and quietly opened the door, trying not to make any sound. But, to his luck, there was an angry leader on the other side waiting for him.

"Hyunjin, you're sooked.

"Come here."

Chan opened his arms to Hyunjin, waiting for a hug. Hyunjin hesitated a bit. Hyunjin thought he would be furious at him. How can he be mad at his children when he loves them deeply? He slowly hugged back.

"Are you sure you're okay?"

"Yep, I haven't been this sure."

He assured him with a smile. 

"Well, you better take a shower if you get sick; I'll beat your ass."

Hyunjin giggled. His giggle was precious and so cute.

"Okay, okay, I'll take a shower now, and you should go to bed, Chan Hyung."

"Ill try."

"IlL tRY"

He mocked Bang Chan.

"Ya! I'll kill you."

"Okay, okay, I'm sorry."

Hyunjin walked towards the bathroom. At least he could keep crying there, right?

Hyunjin took a long shower. He thought about Felix a lot and cried while listening to the sound of water dropping. It made him relax more.

After what seemed like ages, he got out of the shower and dressed up in his pajamas. He should at least get some sleep. So he was going to bed, but not his; he was going to Bang Chans bed. As he entered, he saw Chan looking through his phone.

"Is something wrong?"

He didn't answer his question and went straight next to him and cuddled him. Well, that's a first.

"woah!"

"Are you sure you're good?"

"Mhm."

Chan put his phone on the night table and cuddled Hyunjin back. With Hyunjin's warmth, he could fall asleep. That's also a first. It must be the magic of Hyunjin's hug. When they woke up, they looked at the time: 1:38 p.m. They had never slept that much. So they got up and went to the kitchen to see Han and Changbin talking.

"good morning."

"It's not even morning, idiot. You guys slept a lot."

"Then why didn't you wake us up?" Chan said.

"Well, how often do we get to see you sleep?"

"You guys were too cute." Changbin said as he waved his phone in front of them.

Changbin had taken a picture of them.

"Heyyy."

"That's not very nice." (ifykyk;)

"Just eat so we can go to the Makneas dorm," Han said.

They ate and started getting ready to meet the other members. When everyone was ready, they hopped into the car and started driving to the other dorm. Five minutes later, they had arrived at the dorm. They got off the car and went into the dorms. They had been greeted by none other than their little sunshine, Felix. Everyone was sitting in the living room talking about stuff. Suddenly, Hyunjin got up and went towards Lee Knows room. 

"Hyunjin-ah, where are you going?"

"Im tired; im going to sleep."

It was true that he was so tired, both emotionally and physically. After Hyunjin went to sleep, the others started to talk about him.

"Did you guys notice Hyunjin's behavior?" Jeongin pointed it out.

"He is acting weird these days," Lee Know said.

"Yesterday, he got back home at 2 a.m. He was sooking wet, and he looked very sad, and while he was showering, I heard him cry. I didn't want to talk about it since he looked like he didn't either."

Felix couldn't believe what he was hearing. How could he not know his own best friend was struggling? He felt angry that he couldn't be next to him while he cried. He wanted to be there with him. He felt so bad for him.

"Guys, I think I'm going to talk to Hyunjin a bit." Felix said. 

"Okay, tell us if something happens."

He got up and went to Hyunjin, who was sleeping. He looked closer to his face. There were tear marks on his flushed red cheeks.

"I'm sorry, Hyunjin."

"I'm sorry; I didn't know you were having a hard time. If I knew, I would have been there for you."

"I feel very bad."

Felix laid next to Hyunjin and hugged him from behind.

"It's okay, Felix." Hyunjin whispered.

"Hyunjin!" Felix jumped when he heard his voice. He thought he was sleeping.

"Look at me." Felix demanded.

Felix sat up and looked at Hyunjin, who was also getting up. When their eyes met, Felix saw for the first time that Hyunjin's eyes looked tired. 

"Oh, my sweet baby, I'm sorry."

"What happened?"

"Please tell me."

With that, Hyunjin couldn't stop his tears and started to cry about everything. But he refused to tell him what he was crying about.

"Hyunjin, please, what happened?"

"N-nothing."

"Okay, do you at least want a hug?"

"That would be good." He said it with a shakey voice.

As he hugged him, Felix's finger slipped to his sides and started to tickle him softly.

"Felihihixx."

"Stohohpp ihim nohot in thehe mohohod."

He giggles to himself, and Felix won't stop.

"No, you've been sad for so long. It's time to cheer you up."

He tackled Hyunjin and sat on top of him. Hyunjin was giggling in anticipation.

"Awww, already giggling for me, cuteee."

Hyunjin got embarrassed, so he covered his face.

"Nah-ah, do you think you can hide from me?"

Felix pulled his hands from his face and tied his hands to the head board.

"So will you tell me whats wrong, or should I tickle it out of you?

"Felix, please don't do this."

"Wrong choice, Mr. Hwang Hyunjin."

As he said, he lifted his shirt and tickled his ribs at a fast pace.

"OMGAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH."

Hyunjin tried to squirm away from the tingly feeling, but he couldn't escape anywhere. Felix got a feather and was circling around his navel. 

"NO." Hyunjin screamed. He knew what was about to come was going to be torture. 

"Yes."

Felix finally went in, and the scream Hyunjin produced. You could hear it from the other side of the country.

"FELELEELIIHIHIHHIXX IIHIHIHI-IHIHIHI CAHAHAHANTTT."

"IHIHIHTHTSS TOHOHOHI MUHUHUHUCHH."

Hyunjin saw stars, and he thought this would be his end. That's how bad it was.

"So are you ready to let me know, or would you like me to continue?

"I can't tell you.

"All I can tell is..."

"It's about us."

"What's up with us?"

"N-nothing."

"Okay, Hyunjin, you're getting it."

Felix kneaded his armpits with one hand and tickled his navel with the other. And Hyunjin went ballistic; he was arching his back, which only made it worse; he was screaming; there were tears coming out of his eyes. The worst part was that he was immobilized. He screamed so much that he ran out of breath. Felix stopped to give him a break. He didn't want to kill him.

"So will you be telling me?" Felix wiggled his fingers towards Hyunjin.

Hyunjin started giggling like crazy.

"fehehehelihihixx."

"Didn't know you were air ticklish?"

"nohohohohoo."

Felix's fingers got dangerously close to his sides and belly, so he gave up; he knew it would only keep getting worse.

"Okay, okay, I'll tell you."

"Finally."

"You know we can't stay close to each other on camera, right?

"yeah."

"It hurt me every time I looked at you. It wasn't fair to me. You could touch anyone except me; it hurt. It hurt so much. I can't stay away from you, Felix. He whimpered this time, and sad tears came out.

"Hyunjin..."

"Nothing is more important than you."

"We'll talk to JYP about it, and I'm sure he will gladly accept helping us out."

"You think so?"

"I know so."

"Now, will you stop crying, or should I help you out?"

"No, no, I'm done."

"Hmmmm, well, I'm not done with you yet."

"wait what?"

This was going to be a long day for Hyunjin. Let's all pray for him to make it out alive. And I assure you, the other members also joined Felix.

 So i originally gave this idea to @itzsana-kiddingmenow her fics name was “closer to you” but back then i didn’t write fics but since i now do i decided to write my own version.

[georgiapeach30513]

Which characters you got in mind 😉 I hate you’ve had a long week! We’re preparing for snow 🥴 // I don’t mind actually, surprise me! 😌 I’m hoping for a better week next week but you never know😅😫 ah it’s cold and icy where I am but I don’t think we’ll be getting snow anytime soon! -🦋

Well, I have had a certain astronaut and Ellie belly cuteness brewing in my mind...Well I hope next week is a bit better for you! Winter is such a tough time. We're expected to get 3-4 or 6-10 inches depending on which station you listen to 😂 very rarely does it snow where I'm from.

*so at this point Beck has been living at the townhouse with Aster and Ellie for quite some time, and it's not much longer until he goes on his mission...

🖤🖤🖤🖤

My Life

Summary: Ellie is sick

Pairings: Aster X Beck, Becks X Ellie

Rating: sweetness

Warnings:  sick Ellie, 18+ ONLY

Word Count: 1.1K

Desperate Lives AU Masterlist

Aster Drysdale Masterlist

“Why are you here?” Aster is very much aware of her father randomly looking into her office as soon as Beck walked in.  But she just can’t help it.  Finding him extremely sexy and randomly showing up at her work with a bag of take out.

“Thought you might want a lunch break,” she steps the tiniest bit closer to him, closing the gap in between them.  Her hand resting on his chest as she wraps the other around his neck; pulling him into a kiss.  Giggling on his lips when her father growls.

“You’ll have to excuse him.  No matter how old I get, I’m still his baby.”

He gives her a shy grin, but starts laying out the food.  Normally she doesn’t take a lunch, just picks at food, continuing to work, but having him here, and forgoing a few phone calls for thirty minutes is nice.  She’s never had this, never had someone just want to do something nice for her.  It was always, what can she do for them.

“Hey Aster,” Judith the secretary pokes her head in the office, and Aster looks towards her acknowledging her presence.  “The school is on line two, Ellie’s got a fever and isn’t feeling well.”

“Oh, shit.  Thanks Judith, you want to get my day cancelled?”

“You’ve got that meeting with the board.  You want me to see if Ran...”

“No.  She’s my responsibility, and he’s got a meeting with Walt that he’s put off long enough.”

Beck clears his throat, raising his eyebrows he gives Aster a soft smile, “Let me go get her.  I'm not just some man.  I’m not busy today, and I kinda live with the two of you. She's part of my responsibility too," Aster shakes her head at him, still ready to cancel her day, "Starlight, I don't mind. Let me do this for you. Finish what you need to, and if she just needs her mom, I know how to get in touch with her, okay?"

"You're sure? You're not going to hold this over my head later?" his face falls when he realizes that people have always just used her. Used her kindness and her money just to get what they want.

"I want to do this. It's been awhile since Ellie and I have had a day anyways. How about, you bring some soup home for the sweet girl? I can call your mom, she'll get something fixed right up."

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Ellie sits and holds her newest buddy, Mars tight to her chest. Those chubby little cheeks inflamed and heated with her fever, and she only gagged a bit at the taste of the medicine. Her eyes pout up at Beck, and he's unaware of what he should do, "Pumpkin, what's wrong?"

She looks around the room and gives a little rock in the seat. She's scared that he's going to tell her no, but she's tired, and she just wants to be held. "Mommy holds me when I don't feel good," looking down at her Mars buddy she plays with the hair a bit before looking back at Beck with a few tears in her eyes, "And I don't feel good."

"Come here, Pumpkin. Let me hold you. And if it's not good enough, we'll call mommy, deal?"

"Lay down," getting up off the couch, she points at the cushions, and Beck follows her command. Crawling up on him she lays her head down on his chest, and releases a satisfied sigh. "She also plays with my hair."

Giggling to himself, he takes his hand to brush over her hair. Still smelling like strawberries and Biscoffs. Ellie gives a little cough and a cold chill runs up her spine. Beck grabs the blanket off the back of the couch to cover the two of them up. Still running his fingers over her hair and heated cheeks. "Becks?" he releases a soft hum in answer, "How how long are you gonna be gone?"

"About a month."

"Are you going to miss us?"

"Of course. I'll call as often as possible. May even get to have a video chat."

Ellie lets that conversation float in the room, her eyes getting heavier but still she has more questions. "Do you love mommy?"

"I do."

"And me?"

"Of course silly goose. Why are you asking?"

"Are are you gonna marry her?"

It isn't a thought that hasn't crossed his mind. It's just too soon, he knows that Aster will require more time to fully trust him. Still letting her walls down slowly on brick at a time. Him being here with Ellie is a big step, and he's fully aware of that. "I hope to eventually."

"Is that why you had a picture of a ring on your phone?"

"Yes. I knew I shouldn't give you my phone, snoop."

"It's pretty, but it looks like Iris's ring, so don't get it. Mommy is different, she doesn't want a traditional ring like Ree and Iris. She wants teardrop, okay?"

"Can we keep this our secret?"

"If you bring me back a star from your trip. And you promise to call because because you're missing my birthday."

"I promise."

"Then it's a secret. Don't wait though," her mouth let's out a big yawn, and she nuzzles her face deeper into Beck's chest. "You're warm Becks."

He sits quietly still petting along her hair and back, before he himself drifts off into a sleep. Dreaming of stars and teardrops. Neither of them stirring when Aster walks in, and see the two of them sleeping. Not even wanting to wake them up for soup, because they look so peaceful. This is everything she never thought she wanted.

Made herself believe she wanted children with Scott, and when it didn't happen, she just chalked it up to being infertile. Didn't care about who she was sleeping with or even how she allowed Mickey to be too comfortable with her. Not long into their partying ending up pregnant, and knowing that baby was just for her. She didn't even care if Mickey wanted to be in her life.

And now the picture in front of her, of the love of her life, Eliana Rune Henry snuggled up to a man that she's falling so deeply in love with, it makes her pause. It's scary how quickly she and Ellie both were falling for Beck. How effortlessly he worked his way into their lives. And how he truly enjoyed every minute of their domestic life.

Beck peaks open his eyes a bit to see Aster just staring at the two of them. His chest a bit wet with Ellie's notorious drool. Pressing a hand over her head, he feels how she broke the fever, and he fully looks at her, "What're you looking at Starlight?"

"My life."

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[norsesuggestions]

I find it DEEPLY amusing that this USA Published graph has put what one would wear a normal winter day in sweden at "extreme cold"

So, being that is how i would dress a normal day

(except the face mask because, erm. No?? Things gotta be very very extreme for that to ever be needed. Like if you are not planning to spend literal days going through a snow storm non stop. It wont be needed) ,

But the extreme cold image shows how i would dress if i knew i was going to spend some hours outside during winter. Like, when going skiing on a beautiful winter day in the scandinavian mountains

well because of this, i wonder were what the graph imagne we should wear when its ACTUALLY cold in sweden? Hm?

Apperntly, an actual cold day in sweden is outside the scale of this graph pfffft

(also also. Why oh why are the people on the graphs wearing short jackets? They BETTER be wearing some good long johns and/or termobyxor if they gonna run around in that sort of jacket in "extreme cold" just saying...)

(also also. No hat at chilly. How warm is this chilly? Like seriously. If one wanna keep warm in ultimate fashion, one should honestly were a hat during basically.... All times of year, except summer? In sweden. Not that people do it, when they turn adult, but we do so with our children, which always signify we know we too Should Wear A Hat To Keep Warm, but are not because. We dont wanna)

(and one layer at chilly? What is this?? Is it 20+ C on the chilly pic? Because one needs two layers during a normal swedish summer night LIKE)

(and warm socks? Were are the crucial multiple layers of socks?!)

(tldr: that graph sucks, and as near arctic dweller i SCOOF at it 😉)