#aghhh they just make me so so crazy and so so tender

[lsleofthelost]

eye contact

[endless-ineffabilities]

DOLLFACE (18+) - Bucky x f!reader

your boyfriend devours.

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Your boyfriend likes it rough. He likes it quick and heated. In the back of a truck. In the movies. 3 am in the kitchen of the Avengers compound. He'd make you cum in 4 minutes, twice in 6.

But when you're off-mission and time is on your side, he takes his sweet, sweet time. He eats you out until your toes curl and you have to bite back a scream.

Bucky's nose is pressed against your clit, as you're perched at the edge of the minibar in your room. The pad of his tongue glides against the slick of your pussy, lapping at the juices that leak out of you.

"That good, baby?" He looks up at you, asking for approval. "Just beggin' to be fucked, aren't ya, dollface?"

"Yes, Buck – aghhh – " His tongue plunges in your aching hole and you forget how to form words. Your own tongue becomes tied in mewls and whimpers and sounds that would make a virgin weep.

His jaw is taut as he devours you, lips curling in a precum-covered smirk when he pulls back for a split second, only to eat you out again. Your fists bunch in his brown locks, pushing his face in, further, harder.

"Cum on me, doll," he pants. "Let me taste you, baby."

He continues to suck on your labia, soft kisses that make you want to cry. Too soft, too tender, and you would complain if he also didn't bury his vibranium fingers deep in your walls. You clench around the cold metal, your release just within reach.

Your legs begin to shake, your pelvis vibrating with those blissful tremors, and the heat builds and builds until you can't hold it in any longer. Bucky notices the switch – he always does – and he positions his tongue to receive what you surrender to him.

Lips parted, his breathing warm on your center, he lets you cum on his face. Milky, almost translucent droplets coat the tip of his nose and his swollen mouth and his chin.

He grins.

"I fucking love that," he says. "I love you."

He attacks your mouth with his, tangy from your substances. The hardness in his grey sweatpants presses against your core, a stain growing visible on the material due to his leaking tip. Your bottom half is already bare so you eagerly pull your shirt overhead. He hums in appreciation.

His blue eyes darken, his hands grope, but he is still – regrettably – fully clothed.

You pull at his tight black shirt, groaning in complaint.

"Take your damn clothes off," you plead. "Fuck me already."

"In a hurry? Are you forgetting something, dollface?"

You roll your eyes fondly. As if he needed a reminder of how crazy you are about him, but you are more than happy to oblige. "I love you too, James."

a/n: the gremlins in my mind won out, and so you have this. Okay, carry on. Dollface. 🍬

[lixiesbrowniess]

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Chapter Ⅲ

Professor!Jensen x Student!Fem!Reader

Reader is 22 Jensen is 35

Warnings: Nsfw, contains smut, angst, fluff, sexual tension, shyness, age gap, brat!fem/brat tamer!male, professor/student size difference, size kink, blowjob, slight choking, fingering, almost getting caugth, unprotected sex, overstimulation, dominant/submissive, p in v, vanilla sex, rough sex, sliiight roleplay, slight forbidden love

Words count: 2.930 Reading time: 10 min

Dividers cr. @cafekitsune

THIS CONTAINS ANGST AGHHH

Follow the don't like don't read rule please - MINORS DNI

"What? This is not funny. My curls just drive me crazy." You mumble, frowning lightly. He grins at your frown, reaching out and gently tugging a lock of your hair. "I think your curls are cute." He says simply, his smile still present. Your eyes lock with his, words dying in your throat, noticing the soft look he gave you, cheeks instantly red, maintaining eye contact.

He looks back into your eyes, a softness in his gaze. His smile is tender, the look on his face almost fond. He tucks the strand of hair he just pulled behind your ear, his fingers lingering on your skin for a moment longer than necessary. You feels your stomach twisting at his move, his green eyes swallowing you up, heart beating faster. He continues to hold your gaze, his eyes fixated on you. The silence that hangs between you is heavy, almost electric. He notices the look in your eyes, the way your heart beats faster.

He can see himself reflected in your eyes, his heartbeat increasing as well. Seeing the look in his eyes you feel the urge to pounce on him and kiss him. To pull him in a heated make out session. He can see the look in your eyes, the want and needy look that he's come to recognize. He sees the way your eyes dart from his lips back to his eyes, and he knows what's running through your mind. He smirks at you, silently challenging you to give in to your desire. You get fidgety before finally giving in, you pull him from your tie, connecting your lips to his.

His hand goes to the small of your back as you stand on your tiptoes, he can feel your breath on his skin, your lips gently brushing against his. He tilts his head to the side to deepen the kiss, his hand pulling you closer against him. His other hand moves to the side of your neck, his thumb brushing gently against your jawline. He responds to the kiss, gently parting your lips with his tongue, you let it slide into your mouth. His hand moves up to thread through your hair, pulling you closer against him. He can feel the heat growing between you, a spark of desire igniting.

Your hands go to his nape, the kiss is heated yet it feels just so chaste. His figure towering over you. He continues to deepen the kiss, his tongue exploring your mouth as his hand tightens in your hair. His body towers over you, his broad frame pressed against yours. He brings his other hand to your hip, pulling you closer to him. After you properly devoured each other he pulls away, taking in a deep breath. His hand is still tangled in your hair, and his breathing is ragged. He looks at you, a combination of satisfaction and pride in his expression

"I think you should really go home before the principal finds you still here and with student" you murmur softly, he nods, reluctantly letting go of your hair and stepping back. He runs a hand through his own hair, looking at you with a conflicted look. He wants to spend more time with you, but he knows that it's too risky to stay any longer. He sighs, running a hand through his hair again before speaking "Yeah we should go." He says grabbing his own bag.

You grip his wrist lightly, eyes locked to his. "You're not gonna forget it and avoid me tomorrow... right, Mr Ackles?" He looks back at you, his eyes locking with yours. He can see the slight hint of insecurity in your expression. He gently puts his hand on top of yours, his fingers wrapping loosely around your wrist. "No, I won't" he says firmly, his voice soft but reassuring. You gasp as he pulls you in his arms, you get comfy into his hug "You think I could come home with you?" You ask snarkily looking up at him.

He chuckles, his arms wrapping around you as you get comfortable against his body. He gently rubs your back with his hand, and grins at your question. "I don't think you should" he says, his voice low and teasing. You sighs. "My apartment is gonna look very lonely then" you answer before collecting your things and slightly checking your hair one last time. He watches as you collect your things, his hand still gently rubbing your back. He smiles at your comment, but he also knows that it's for the best. "You'll be alright" he says gruffly, reluctantly letting go of you.

"Well I'll see you tomorrow." You wave carefully, getting out of the office quickly and runnin home. He sighs once you're out, running a hand through his hair again. He knows that tomorrow is going to be even more of a challenge to maintain his professionalism.

Once you got home, you mood was all bumpy and you nearly got some sleep, the thoughts running through your mind nonstop. You hated overthinking but you couldn't help it. You kept picturing him acting like nothing had happened and you could feel your heart in your throat while you tried to sleep.

The next morning you entered class visibly tired. His eyes instantly looked you over, taking in the fact that you didn't get much sleep last night. He could see the fatigue on your face, but he also saw something else there too lingering between your polite smiles to your friends. You take a seat holding your face in your hands after getting your notebook and a pen. He knows he should say something to you, to ask if you're okay, but he also knows that it would be better to keep his distance during class.

You tried hard to get some notes and to listen, sighing when the bell rings for the break, everyone storming out the class, your friends asking you if your coming, but you decline. "I'm sorry guys, not feeling very well today." He notices your friends asking you to join them for the break, and his stomach twists at your refusal. He knows that you probably want to see him, to talk to him, but he also knows that it's too risky for you both to be seen together.

You remain silent on your chair, reminding yourself you're a 22-year-old adult and you will survive. Maybe. You feel like you've drunk two bottles of whiskey in a row. He glances over at you, still sitting on his chair silently. He can practically hear the thoughts swirling around in your head, and it's taking every ounce of his self-control not to walk over to you and talk to you. "So what now? We gonna act like nothing happened" You ask, a pain in your chest making you feel like you're sinking into the chair.

He looks over at you again, hearing the pain in your voice. He can see the hurt in your eyes, and it makes his heart twist. He wants to say something, to explain himself, but he knows it's too risky. At his silence, you make a hurt smile trying to ignore the pain in your chest, getting up and slowly walking away your hand reaching the handle. As he saw you get up to leave, his body moved instinctively, his hand reaches out to grab your wrist, stopping you. He stands in front of you, pressing you back against the door as he closes it behind you.

You gulp slightly, not daring to look up, your insides twisting and twistin. He feels the tension between you, his hand still holding your wrist. He's watching you closely, seeing the way you avoid looking at him. He's silently cursing himself for the fact that he's putting both of you in this situation. "If you don't want to, I'll just fade away" You whisper, your voice slightly cracking, your eyes are burning, cursing and blaming yourself.

He inhales sharply at your words, his hand tightening on your wrist. Something about hearing those words coming from you, the thought that you would accept his silence and absence makes something twist inside him. He suddenly presses closer to you, his hand letting your wrist go and going to the side of your neck, forcing you to look up at him. Your glossy eyes meet his, your expression giving away your emotions brows knotted together.

He looks into your eyes, seeing the expression on your face. Your eyes are glassy, and he can feel the pain coming off of you in waves. He knows that you're fighting with yourself, trying to understand all the conflicting emotions and thoughts swirling around in your head. You were about to speak only to be interrupted by his lips crushing onto yours in a soft, gentle kiss. His arm goes around your waist, pulling you closer to him as he feels your body relax against his. He kisses you softly, almost tenderly, trying to make up for how he made you feel. You feel the floor disappear from under your feet. Your eyes squeezing closed, kissing him back.

He kisses you back, gently biting your lower lip as he continues to hold you against him. He feels the way you respond to the kiss, and knows that he should stop, but he can't seem to want to pull away. He runs his hands over your back, pulling you even closer. You feel his hands pulling you closer and closer. You gasp as he lift you up with ease. You wrap your legs around his waist "Mr Ackles-" you whisper as he opens the classroom door. He carries you into his office as quickly and discreetly as possible, shutting the door behind him before gently setting you down on his desk.

The room is quiet except for the sound of your breathing, the silence nearly deafening as he steps between your legs and cages you in between him and the desk. Your eyes stare back up at him silently asking. He looks into your eyes, seeing the silent question in your gaze. He can practically hear your thoughts, your silent plea, and it makes his breath catch in his throat. He wants you. Badly. But he knows that it's wrong, that he shouldn't give in to his desires. "It's all right" you murmur, about to hop down.

He can feel his resolve start to crumble as you murmur, trying to stop him from fully giving in. "You're not going anywhere." His voice a low growl. The look in your eyes, those beautiful eyes of yours, they make something in him snap. He grabs your hips, pulling you flush against him as his lips find yours again, this time in a rougher, more needy, more passionate way. The heated kiss is quickly returned, your hands into his hair while his are wrapped around your waist and hips. You feel the tears prickling your eyes.

He presses into the kiss, his tongue instantly slipping past your lips as his hands tighten on your waist, pulling you even closer to him. He lets out a low growl, wanting to feel more of you, to be closer to you. He nips at your bottom lip, and he feels his entire body start to heat up. He notices the light tears rolling down your cheeks, his gaze softening as he kissed your tears away, feeling the salty taste. "Please don't cry my darling" He rubs his nose against yours gaining a giggle. "Your laugh is much prettier." He smiles before kissing you again.

He sees the smile on your lips and he knows that you're enjoying this as much as he is. You smile when he runs his hands down your thighs, going to the edges of your skirt pulling it up noticing the black lace panties. His eyes darkening at the realization, the idea of you being so exposed under your skirt. You notices his gaze. "Oh no worries, none of the boys even noticed" you murmur planting kisses onto his neck. He grins, his hand coming up to grip your chin, making you look back at him. "Oh, but, I noticed" he says gruffly, his voice low and rough.

You feel your insides twist at his low voice, legs almost moving on their own as they spread as you get back into his neck leaving little marks. He lets out a low growl as he feels your legs spread, your body moving on its own. He knows that he'll have to figure out a way to cover up your little marks later. His hands go to your hips, holding on tight as he presses his body against yours, his lips finding your skin, his teeth scraping gently on your collarbone.

You feel his bulge pressing against your thighs, your hips moving towards his desperately. He hears you whimper, his teeth gently nipping at your skin. He responds to your murmurs, his body shifting forward, pressing even closer to you, the hardness in his pants against your inner thighs. He groans at the feel of your body against his. Your breath is caught in your throat as he hooks your lace panties pulling them to the side.

You whine eagerly while he unbuckles his belt, pulling his aching erection out without bothering to pull his jeans down, you shiver as he presses against your entrance. He looks down at you, seeing the look on your face as he slips his hardness inside you, sighing with satisfaction as your heat envelopes him. Your eyes roll back in ecstasy as he rolls his hips, finding the perfect spot. He's immediately reminded of how good you feel around him, you clench around him perfectly as he pushes further, stretching you even more.

"Jensen..." His name fell from your lips like honey, the sound of it coming from you makes him shiver. You gasp lightly as he pulls your legs onto his shoulders. He starts to roll his hips against your core, pulling sweet sounds out of your mouth, angling you just right for him to slide deeper. Your head falls back as you grip his biceps while his cock sank into you, his thrusts soft but steady.

As he notices your exposed throat he leans in and starts leaving kisses sucking onto your skin, leaving red marks as he moves his hips against you, his pace picking up just a bit as his hands run up and down your thighs giving a slight squeeze. "Oh God..." You curse moaning, legs bouncing as his thrusts get more decisive. He grins at the sound of you cursing, your moans music to his ears. His hands now hold your hips as he keeps you pinned onto his desk.

You notice him throwing his head back while holding your waist, his hands almost wrapped all around your waist. he feels your body moving underneath him, his hands feeling your skin. He can't help but notice how small you are compared to him, and it just drives him crazy. You whimper while he leans onto you, folding you in half, knees touching the sides of your chest, his mouth latching onto one of your nipples. He sucks and nips at your bud, his hands keeping you in place, hips rolling into yours.

You call out his name, which makes him move his hips a little faster. His name leaving your lips is one of the most beautiful sounds he's ever heard, he moves harder but still gentle. He feels your body against his, your chest rising and falling rapidly as you start to feel light-headed. You whimper, hands cupping his face and pulling him into a kiss while he keeps moving. He can tell you're getting close by the way your body is shaking against him.

You whimper as your motions get sloppy while you get closer, "sir..." The desk creaks. He picks up his pace, your pleading words, and the sound of the desk only driving him further forward. He can feel himself getting close as he moves, You lock your arms around his neck. He gets closer to your ear, nibbling at your lobe. He then buries his face in your neck, groaning softly.

That sends you over the edge as you cum, clenching around his cock. Softly moaning as his hips falter his mouth dips down to your ear, his breaths coming out in labored pants as he gets close to the edge. "Fuck you're beautiful" He whispers agaist your skin, with deep and decisive thrusts he buries himself deeper and comes, a low groan escaping his lips, his face buried in your neck. You breathe heavily while he kisses down your neck then looks at you. You feel your cheeks heating and you let your head fall onto his shoulder.

He chuckles, feeling you bury your face into his neck. He finds it adorable how blushy you get sometimes. He slowly pulls away and out of you. "That was unexpected..." You whisper softly. He watches you try to sit up. He nods in agreement, following your moves. "Yeah, didn't expect that either" he says with a laugh. Seeing how your face is flushed, he smiles. He knows you're embarrassed of getting so worked up, even though it had been him who initiated it. He can't help but find it adorable.

Your eyes go wide, at the words that come out of his mouth. excitment taking over you

"I think you should come home with me." he murmurs, smiling at your fingers, drawing patterns onto your thigh as you sit up. "Will you?"

...to be continued

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[lovelykil]

headcanons─

: ➛ killua & gon x reader

hc; clingy hunters

cw; none

note; yall wanted clingy hcs which I was hoping this would get picked 😊😊

˗ˏˋ gon

“stay here with me y/n, pleaseeeeee” :(

yes he's clingy

hes clingy without him realizing 🤔

he'll cling to you like crazy when he misses you

probably doesn't understand why he suddenly wants to have you all to himself and touch you alot

"gon why are you so clingy today?!"

(￣□￣;)!!

"because.. I miss you?" σ(￣∇￣;)

he smiles nervously, holding onto your hand so you won't leave.

you let out a sigh and sat back down on the floor with him. The boy immediately beamed with joy, his eyes sparkling watching you. You smiled, ruffling through his hair.

"I guess I can just use the bathroom in a bit.."

there was one time when he had his head on your lap, his finger booping your nose with a giggle. You would scrunch your nose with a laugh as well. He'd go on a little rant about his adventures with Ging, going in full detail and getting some surprised facial expressions from you as you mess with his hair.

he loves laying on your lap as he talks about stuff that or absolutely LOVES clinging onto your arm.

you're cooking for him and kil? Arm.

you're brushing your teeth? Arm.

you're about to test your special ability and beat the crap out of your enemy? ARMMM.

"GON GET OFFFFF"

"whyyy you look so cute!"

"AGHHH" ((ヾ(≧皿≦ﾒ)ﾉ))

"gosh you two are soo lame.." (-_-;)

killua definitely makes fun of gon for being so clingy if he's around you and him

gon gets flustered obviously, he literally does a face like (●´ε｀●)

"yeah but I just miss her.." (´ﾍ｀；)

"YOU SEE HER EVERYDAY—" Σ(｀Д´　)

he's sooo doggy coded oh em geee

he's so cute when he whines for your affection.

it's like his little doggy ears prop up and his tail wags when you finally give in and run your fingers through his hair and kiss his doggy nose, then his ears droop down when you stop.

never stop petting your doggy .

gosh don't even get me started with sleeping 😭

likes to hold your hand as you two sleep

also not to mention no space AT ALL

so forget trying to move around he's got you trapped.

˗ˏˋ killua

“hold me back dammit!” (*｀Д´*)

he's normally NOT clingy, especially in public but he's been feeling low lately and wants to be around you.

he's soooo cat coded

he'll poke your face, tug at your shirt, nudge himself into you all because he wants some attention.

loves pissing you off with his obnoxious tail of his whenever you stop petting him.

never stop petting your cat .

he's around you more than usual, snooping around to see what you're doing with an innocent face.

acting like he doesn't just want you to love him

oh my god just touch the boy, he's so annoying if you don't

I feel like he wouldn't cling onto much like gon but try to make you do it

he's still embarrassed like why is he wanting your warm, tender, super amazing, gentle touch?? You're usually the one who wants him to hug, kiss etc you.

he's so irritated that he demands you cuddle him, his face is a hot mess..

"DON'T MAKE THIS SUCH A BIG DEAL"

"but you're asking ME to hold you."

"could you just please shut up and do it." (｡-｀へ´-｡)

he's such a cutie when he's finally in your arms, he's obviously angry from being so flustered but inside he's at ease and calm

he's like that time in season 1 when he was talking about murdering his whole family with a wide smile and gentle sweet eyes.

you pat his fluffy unique white hair with a confused smile as to why he was suddenly smiling like an idiot.

best believe he's a whiner.

like I said he's so annoying he doesn't shut up

you're on the couch watching something? whines.

you're on the phone? whines.

you're taking a NAP? WHINESSS.

how dare you nap without him in your arms

I'd imagine he'd be at the door, clawing at the wood as you get out of the shower, your towel wrapped around you, water droplets trickling down the sides of your arms and legs, the mirror fogged up from your long hot shower and a brush in your hand.

you go reach for the door to see what the hell he wanted.

"KILLUA WHAT." you yelled with irritation.

the sad cat boy kneeled with a frown, his sharp claws out as looked up at you.

"you took too long, I missed you" :<

"oh my god (/ー￣;)

"now that you're out, can I lick the water off you"

"WHAT" (*｀Д´*)

I'm so sure he bites you or like nibbles on your skin when he's feeling clingy

he does that in general tbh but more so when he's needy

and when sleeping??,

does not let you sleep

sleep was never an option

really wants you to big spoon him, kiss his face, tell him he's the best ..😒

BUT soon that boy eventually falls asleep with your arms around him as one of your hands massages his head that calms him and sends him to deep sleep

[doctorgerth]

Hey my lovely? 💚 Can I ask for a headcanon with Zoro, Kid and Crocodile reacting to their female s/o asking for a break because they are afraid of their feelings for them? Angst and NSFW, if you want 😌 but also some fluff! The big best cocktail! Love youuuuu ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

MIHOOOOO my sweet lil mouse! Thank you for this lovely request and I’m so so so sorry it took so long to get this out to you. I am a SUCKER for angst aghhh especially angst for characters who are usually so calm and cool like these boys! I hope I wrote this to your liking honey 😌❤️

HCs: Fem S/O Wanting to Take a Break (Zoro, Kid, Crocodile)

(warning: light ns.fw content mixed in, typically at the end of the HCs list)

(( under the cut as it’s kinda long! ))

Zoro

“I can’t do this without you.”

- Zoro is a man of very few expressions, and it’s always hard to figure out just what he is thinking most of the time; his brows seem to be permanently furrowed, and paired with that infamous scowl of his, it’s taken you quite some time to figure him out

- but, when you approach him with a sad look, he’s instantly alert to what you have to say as he’s been your biggest comfort throughout the relationship; Zoro was tough and cold at times, but whenever you needed him he was always there to get you through anything (we all know Zoro is secretly a big ol teddy bear)

- needless to say, he wasn’t expecting that his girlfriend all of a sudden wanted to take a break, especially after assuming everything was perfectly fine, if not great between the two of you

- when you tell him that you’ve decided to take a break from the relationship, you see a little shift in his demeanor, as if he’s cracking underneath the surface 

- his scowl is pulled up into tight lips, the brows that always hung low above his eyes are raised in shock and disbelief; and still, no words are able to leave him as he just looks at you, searching for any sign of pretense 

- the way you look at him, like you’re already beginning to view him as a stranger, it doesn’t sit well with him; it wasn’t easy for him to sacrifice his selfish and cold ways to fall in love with you, but he did it any way because he truly believes you are his person and even though he never says it, Zoro knows full well that he needs you in his life

- and now, you looked at him so coldly, so sadly he could feel his heart shattering in his chest; all the months, years you two worked together to make things happen, it was all for nothing?

- he couldn’t believe it and he refused to believe it; the scowl returned to his face as he turned away from you, his attention turning back to what he was doing beforehand, awaiting your laughter and reassurance that everything was fine

- but everything wasn’t fine as you repeated yourself, reaffirming that you wanted a break from the relationship, a break from him

- his back was to you and you figured Zoro had already begun to shut you out, easily accepting your breakup; so you turned to leave, grabbing at your bags and heading towards the door; that was until a firm hand grasped at your wrist, making you turn around

- you turned around to see Zoro an absolute mess in front of you; the usual stoic and stern swordsman was visibly shaking, lips quivering, and eyes messy pools that leaked down his cheeks 

- “I won’t let you walk away like this! Please, don’t leave me. I can’t do this without you.” 

- you were taken aback as you had seen your boyfriend cry before, but nothing quite like this; he was begging for you to stay, and though he tried his hardest to remain strong, he couldn’t stop the cracking in his voice as he cried for you; it was truly heartbreaking to see him like this and you couldn’t help but break down in front of him as well

- you attempted to explain how you were so scared of your immense love for him and how a break would help you sort your feelings, but Zoro would hear none of it as in a state of sorrow and desperation, he couldn’t help but cling to you as you cried together in each other’s arms

- his hands were eager as they roamed your body, rougher in contrast to the sadness in his eyes as he kissed your skin tenderly; he undressed you with ease as he littered your bare skin with affections

- “Please, just stay with me. I won’t let you be scared of us again. I love you. I need you. Always. Please let me love you forever.”

- Zoro shamelessly pleaded for you over and over, embracing and loving your body all the while tears still cascaded down his face; you had been so worried, so terrified of loving Zoro too much, and yet Zoro was only terrified of losing you; you were a fool to think this couldn’t work 

- it was a long, emotional night as you two got lost in each other, crying while reminding one another just what you loved and cherished in one another through passionate love-making

- it was the first time you had ever seen Zoro so emotional, soft, and vulnerable towards you, and with each loving touch and embrace, Zoro showed just what you meant to him and vowed to show you how much he loved you every day so you could see how he was just as crazy for you; there would be no more questioning, no more fears as he promised to love and protect your forever if you’d have him

Kid

“What did I do wrong?”

- the moment you come to him and say that you want to take a break, Kid is fuming, instantly argumentative

- all walls that he had spent breaking down for you are slowly beginning to build back up and he is pissed about it; he loves you and he doesn’t want to shut you out; he doesn’t say it enough but he never wants to lose you!

- why in the hell would you want to go on a break? he’s made himself vulnerable towards you, spent so many days and nights doing whatever it takes to keep you happy! you make him happy! since when was he not doing the same for you?

- is he not enough? is there someone else? do you not love him anymore?

- so many questions are rambling through his head that he can’t even think straight; he wants to kick and scream and hit something because he’s so upset right now; he hates not feeling in control of himself and at this moment he is collapsing right in front of you

- Kid is a very sensitive person, highly insecure though he tries his best not to show it; but the moment you try to end it with him, he can’t help but break down

- he yells at first, spitting false accusations, spilling guilt trips, blaming everything and everyone under the sun; nothing is making sense anymore but god the thought of losing you just makes him go crazy!

- then come the tears when he sees you not budging; he’s still screaming, not at you but more so at the situation, but the tears are evident as they roll down his pale face

- his body is shaking, and he’s near the point of emotional exhaustion after having that outburst; he’s still so mad, eyes clouded with agony, but he just wants to know why

- once the thunderstorm is over, Kid just reaches out to you, grasping for your touch, a reassurance that this is all just a horrible nightmare

- “Please, don’t do this to me. I need you. I really need you. Is this what you want to hear? What do I need to tell you to make things okay? I fucking love you! Is that not enough? What did I do wrong?”

- when you tell him your fears, the fact that you love him so much that it’s terrifying, and how you think a break would be best so you can sort your feelings…Kid doesn’t take that, and you should have expected as much from this stubborn man

- he rushes to you instantly, yanking your body close to his, and settling you down on the nearest surface; his stained lips are on yours, sloppy and desperate, his flesh hand roaming your entire body; he grabs your face to make you look at him 

- “Like hell I’m just gonna let you go so easily. Don’t say stupid shit like that. I love you and you love me. Isn’t that all we need?” 

- in heated passions, he undresses you fairly quickly, ripping and discarding your clothing without second thought as you let him; he needs to feel you, touch you, he needs to show you what you mean to him so you can forget your petty insecurities

- Kid has never been good with his words, he knows that, you know that, so he makes sure to show you with his actions by making sweet, passionate, intense love to you, reminding you over and over again how much you mean to him with every loving thrust 

- there’s no room left for questioning as he holds you close and rocks into your body with a tenderness only you get to experience from him; Kid’s not a sappy guy but he would be anything for you, so he doesn’t hold back in whispering sweet nothings in your ear, reaffirming his feelings for you, begging to hear you say you love him back

- he needs to hear you say it; he’s too emotional to go without hearing you confirm that you do in fact love him and that you won’t ever leave his side; please just say it

- when all is said and done, he won’t allow you to be so insecure any more; he makes it a point to say/show how much he loves you just a little more every day so there’s no more questions

- he needs you after all; you’re supposed to be by his side when he becomes the Pirate King; no King is going to let his Queen escape so easily! 

Crocodile

“You don’t mean that. Tell me you don’t mean it.”

- very disbelieving at first and is not amused if this is some sick joke; he can’t believe what he’s hearing and you can read it all over his face

- when you express to him that it’s not a joke, and you wish to have some distance from him….he can’t help but break down that calm and collected facade of his

- his voice unintentionally raises at this notion, he’s not quite yelling yet, but it’s obvious that what you’re saying has heavily upset him as his brows are furrowed and the scowl on his face has only sunken deeper

- Crocodile is an independent man and has little to no need of other people in his life except as pawns in his plans; but you, you’re the exception to all of it

- he’s given himself to you wholly, unconditionally, with no regrets; he’s chosen to make a life with you as his partner and he chooses to love you and only you every day

- and now all of a sudden you just want to throw it all away? he can’t let that happen, he won’t let that happen 

- when you explain to him how insecure you’ve been feeling, how scared you are of your feelings for him, his heart drops into his stomach and his body begins to shake visibly

- when you tell him you want to leave for a bit to sort things out, he can’t help but bite his cigar in half, digging his nails into his thighs

- “You don’t mean that. Tell me you don’t mean it. Come here.”

- even in the midst of your breakdown, you still find yourself obliging to your lover as you approach him, a part of you wanting to touch him one last time before you leave

- “You’re scared because of how much you love me? Don’t you think I was terrified to fall in love with you too? And still, I choose you, only you, every single day, and I’ll choose only you for the rest of my life. I’m not going to allow you to throw this away, (Name). I love you, so much. And I know you love me. Let’s not waste that.” 

- Crocodile pulls you into his lap to embrace you and soothe your insecurities; his big arms wrap around you without hesitation, his flesh hand petting at your hair

- he lets you cry into his shoulder though his heart is racing, awaiting you to tell him that you’ve changed your mind and that you won’t be leaving him; the wait to hear you say you love him is agonizing

- the moment you pull away to apologize, he responds rather quickly with connecting his lips to yours; it felt like years before you said anything so he wasn’t going to waste a second longer 

- his lips are passionate and his thumb wipes at the tears that flow freely down your cheeks; he leaves kisses all along your face and neck, gentle affections that form as apologies for letting you worry so much

- Crocodile wastes no time in making love to you in his office chair, praises and endearments spilling from his mouth as he controls your movements and makes love to your body, making you feel like a truly loved and cherished woman

- he can’t help himself from getting just as emotional when you relocate to your shared bedroom, continuing your love-making session in your most sacred place; he chokes up a bit as he looks into your eyes and tries to imagine what would have happened if he hadn’t stopped you from leaving

- though he wouldn’t admit it out loud, Crocodile knew he was a better man because of you; no part of him wants to return to the lonely shell of a man he was before you came along

- and so, he made sure to never take your love for granted from here on out; insecurities come and go, but the love between you and Crocodile would remain forever 

[contrivedcoincidences6]

SO this is a continuation on my missing moments from the comics series called “Dirty Hands” @otterandterrier has betaed each and every one of them and I couldn’t do it with out her.  You can read these stories on their own but why not just read all of them? 💁🏻 This particular story is verrryyyyy NSFW

This takes place after Issues #16-19 right after Leia has a run in with a former Alliance spy turned crazy bad guy. Eneb Ray was an Alderaanian survivor who, after a run in with Palpatine, loses his shit and decides he needs to teach Leia how to kill people. So he traps her in the Alliance’s most secrete secure prison and tries to force her to kill the prisoners. Han and Luke come and try to save her but are immediately captured and used as hostages. (Also because this does come up Han and Luke had to herd literal Nerfs in the Falcon after Han lost a bunch of Alliance money gambling. It is golden.)

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The trip to the base on Horox III from Sunspot prison was mercifully short for the small crews of the Millenium Falcon and the Volt Cobra. At first Leia had naturally just walked over to the Falcon for her trip back, but she found the place covered in various mysterious substances and smelling like it had been filled to the brim with Nerfs, which was a definite step down from the usual mix of dirty socks and wet Wookiee. When she’d said as much, Luke had turned pink and mumbled something unintelligible while Han had become belligerent. So Leia flew back with Sana, glad for the extra time away from Han for her to think through her next step with him.

Before going to Sunspot prison with Sana, Leia had shared multiple passionate kisses with the smuggler and he had seemed to want to discuss it, and assuredly continue it, when she got back. She, however, was not as eager for such a conversation. 

They arrived at the outpost exhausted and wounded, and Leia went to find a quiet place to finish putting together her report on what had happened. Horox III was desolate, which was a big reason why it had been chosen. When the rebels had set up camp, they’d built a couple permanent buildings but for the most part the outpost was just temporary structures and tents.

Hoping to avoid Han, Leia was watchful and quick, and only when she was behind a wall and out of sight of the Falcon she started to breathe a sigh of relief... until Han’s voice sounded behind her. 

“You really should be heading to medical, get some bacta on your arm.” 

Leia stiffened and turned to face him. She was covered in all manner of scratches and bruises from head to toe but had little interest in being a captive audience for Han while she got fixed up. 

Glancing down at the long gash on her arm, she scowled. It was worse than she’d thought and looking at it brought the pain to the front of her mind. 

“Thank you for your concern,” she said flatly, and started to walk away. 

“Hey.” Han followed her. “Just wait a sec, okay? Sorry Luke and I kriffed up the rescue.”

She frowned at him, shook her head, and kept walking until he took hold of her arm and stopped her. 

After a deep breath, Leia forged ahead with a speech she’d been practicing ever since their first kiss. 

“I’m not sure what you are expecting from me but I can’t give it. The kisses have been… nice…” 

Han snorted at her choice of words and she paused to glare at him. 

“Han, I don’t have time or patience for whatever this is,” Leia gestured angrily between them, “so I would appreciate it if you could drop it. If that’s beyond your capabilities, then we will just need to start avoiding each other-” 

“Kriff, Leia, you’re acting like I proposed to you or somethin’!” Han waved his arms in his patently wild way and, despite her deep blush, she continued before he could ramp up his rant. 

“We work too closely for this to become an issue; it’s a distraction I can’t afford.”

“So your life just stops then until- what- the war’s over?”

“My life stopped when Alderaan was destroyed.”

Han’s face grew deadly serious and he moved in close to her. She felt claustrophobic trapped between him and the wall, and looked anywhere but his face until he put a finger to her chin and forced her to meet his gaze. 

“How long are you planning on punishing yourself for what the Empire did?”

“Get over yourself Han.” Leia was fuming but he didn’t back down. She could have gotten away from him, either kneed him in the the groin or just slipped away, but she didn't. Instead, she stared up into his eyes. Equal parts brown, green, and gold, Han’s eyes were a reflection of the man himself; all contradictions fighting to take over, changing to fit the situation. They were dark as she looked up to meet them. They reminded her of the forests on Alderaan, beautiful and untamed, and she felt her heart give way a little bit under his gaze.

She really didn’t mean to kiss him, but in that moment it had felt like her only option, like it was what she was meant to be doing.

The past few days-hell, the past few months-had been so frightening, that sinking into Han’s kiss did more for her than a bacta tank. He leaned her against the wall and Leia couldn’t stop the thrill that ran through her body when she felt him press against her. 

Static filled Leia’s ears when Han ran his tongue between her lips and she gripped his arms, holding herself in place. He wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her even closer.  

The man knew how to kiss, and she opened up her mouth to let him show her the extent of those skills. 

He pressed against her hungrily and lightly bit her bottom lip. Leia felt herself responding in kind, needing him more than air. 

The distant sound of laughter from a nearby hangar forced them apart. They were hidden enough but someone could easily come across them. 

“Not here,” Leia said roughly, and she pushed him away before continuing her path to the tent she’d been assigned. 

Han followed her wordlessly, a man possessed, but still wary of any onlookers. Leia, however, hardly noticed her surroundings. She felt more alive than she had since she’d been on the Death Star. 

Fine. She would give into her unrelenting want for Han Solo, she would quench that thirst and move on.  

When he entered the tent, they hardly paused to look at each other, instead just colliding in the middle of the small space. Han’s hands tracked burning trails up and down her bruised body causing a small eruption of lust to explode in her belly. He roughly grabbed her ass, pushing her hips against his and she felt him there, hard as iron and hot to the touch through their clothing. 

She suppressed her moan by biting his neck lightly which in turn brought up a choked sound from him. 

“Quiet,” she rasped and kissed him again. 

Han was unusually quiet and in some ways that made it easier for Leia to pretend it would mean nothing. It wasn’t really Han, the brilliant yet goofy smuggler who tried so hard to pretend he didn’t care. This wasn’t the man who had helped her off the Death Star and who had chased after Darth Vader in a stolen AT-AT, who questioned her relentlessly but always backed her up when it mattered. 

This was just a body, a hard, calloused, warm body, with hands that knew exactly what to do and when. Hands that were making quick work of her bodysuit. 

There was a wince and a sharp intake of breath when Han looked down at her body. She was covered in bruises from her fight with Eneb Ray. The thought of the former Alliance spy caused a pain that began inside Leia’s soul and overwhelmed any physical pain; she couldn’t take it. She chased it away by taking hold of Han’s inert hands and placing them firmly on her cloth covered breasts. The thin fabric of her bra made for excellent friction between Han’s mechanic’s fingers and her diamond-hard nipples. 

He worked her body the way she’d watched him work his ship and countless pieces of equipment. Leia tried to ignore the way he looked at her, though; it was too tender to be coming from Han. His eyes would turn mossy and soft for moments between kisses and she preferred the dark desire that took over when she moved her hips against him in a way that made small fireworks explode all over her body. 

She tugged at his troublesome blaster belt until he finally grunted and pulled it off himself. Even the moment of lost connection felt like a blow to Leia, and she pulled him back quickly, letting one hand go back to her breast but moving the other between her legs. Han gasped silently into her mouth when his fingers touched her warm hot center, but he hardly hesitated. 

His fingers moved in different ways until he found exactly what she liked, and then he didn’t stop. 

Leia’s legs nearly gave out when he trapped her clit between two fingers and played with it there. God, it was almost exactly how she touched herself, how she’d touched herself just days before thinking of him, and that thought was overwhelming. 

“Cot,” she mumbled into his mouth. The one word was so mumbled, it sounded like an alien language, but Han moved to the cot without any further explanation. 

“Yes…” Leia breathed when he settled his weight on top of her and began moving his fingers again. His hips moved against her leg and the feeling of his hard cock was delicious and dangerous.

“Yeah, you like that?” Han asked gruffly. She squinted open one eye to see his sideways grin and wanted to argue with him, but the way he was moving his fingers was too heavenly and she didn’t want him to stop. So she just nodded. 

His smile took on a hint of playful menace and he took one of her nipples between his lips, lightly brushing his teeth against the puckered skin. 

“Aghhh!” Leia burst out before she could slam her hand over her mouth. She hated how vulnerable she felt, so easily read by Han and his-what had to be- Force-filled fingers. She wanted to push him off her and take control, but the waves of pleasure were stronger than her need to dominate Han Solo, so she let him have this round. 

After just a few more minutes, she could practically see her climax behind her eyelids; she bit down on one finger to keep from shouting as she thrust her hips against Han’s moving fingers in just the right way and she was flying through hyperspace to an unknown destination. 

Before the fuzzy feelings of her orgasm wore off, she was struggling to push his pants down. Han eagerly helped her and, after an eternity, he was in her hands. 

Leia had done this before and had been unimpressed. She’d been aroused by her boyfriend at the time and had enjoyed running her hands up and down his erection, causing him to lose it before he’d been inside her. Eventually they’d had sex, and afterwards Leia had wondered what all the fuss had been about. 

The boy at the time had been a secret fling, a way for her to privately rebel without truly being destructive, but this was Han, and the thought of having that kind of power over him almost drove her right back over the edge. 

She was starting to understand the hype.

Thanking the stars that the Alliance asked all people under their command take tri-monthly shots, Leia was about to pull him right into her when she realized how intimate their position was. He was looking at her like she was some kind of beautiful fantasy, and part of her soul lit up at that in a way that made her distinctly uncomfortable. So instead, she flipped herself over and onto her hands and knees. It would be better this way, not meeting his eyes. 

Han didn’t seem to mind; he practically growled as he grabbed hold of her hips and pushed in. 

Leia threw her face into the rough, Alliance-issued, probably used pillow and let out a silent scream. Han nearly bit into her shoulder, trying to control his own reaction, and he stopped moving for a minute as they got used to the feeling. 

It was such a good feeling, too. Leia pushed back against him, needing more, and he obliged. 

Within minutes they were moving together, totally lost to the world around them, only aware of each other and their own efforts to be as quiet as possible. 

Later Leia would thank the Force that most people had been busy at that time of day, and be grateful that the sound of running ships and equipment would have drowned out anyone but the closest bystanders, because she knew they were loud at the end. 

Han especially broke his silent streak with a string of Corellian curses as he came. He kept moving inside of her, seemingly determined to get her off again and, with one hand on the railing of the cot, he moved the other between her legs and swirled around her clit with his rough fingers until she came violently around him. 

They collapsed seconds later, sweaty, dirty, and sated. 

For a few minutes following the deed, Leia let Han collect her in his arms, but horror filled her when she began to gather her breath and understand her surroundings. 

“This won’t change things,” Leia insisted against his neck before she began to push away. He tried to hold onto her, but sighed in resignation and let her go when she kept moving. 

“Sure, sweetheart,” he muttered and wearily watched her as she began to dress. 

When Leia threw his pants on the cot next to him, he grabbed for them in a huff and was dressed before she was. 

She could see the frustration coming off of him in waves and knew he was trying to find the words to express it. 

“I need to find General Madine and turn in my reports,” Leia said, pointedly ignoring the awkwardness hanging in the air around them. 

“Sure. Have a good day, Your Highness,” Han snapped at her before he stalked out of the tent. 

After he left, she took one more look at the ruined cot and closed her eyes, wondering how much she’d regret this. 

Squaring her shoulders and collecting her data pads, she finally left the tent, determined to forget about this new tryst.