#aghhh i hate them they make me go crazy i am so sad

[beanghostprincess]

It would be cracked if judge had no problem with them being trans. Like during whole cake island yonji is already transitioning in a hyperfem raid suit.

Sanji is in shock like

Sanji: it's fine when you do it but it's a problem when I do it?!?!? What the fuck? How is that fair?!?!

Yonji: Dad didn't hate you because you were trans. He hated you because you were weak...... Also, you might need to invest in getting a push-up bra looking a little flat there sweetie.

Yoiji would be so mean pointing out Sanji's "flaws" and " imperfections" In reality she's just finding ways to make herself feel superior to Sanji because she doesn't get that much support at home from her brothers or dad. Judge allows her to transition but he won't recognize her as a girl or his daughter and will misgender her. He also made it a rule for everyone in the Germa Kingdom to do the same and her brothers well...... after Sanji left they needed another scapegoat to pick on and take out their complicated feelings out on and unfortunately yonji was it. She does fight and stand up for her self, she may not admit it but it does get to her most of the time.

Sanji hates her but does sympathize with her asking why she chooses to stay even though they treat her so terribly. Of course she's welcomed with defensiveness and anger. How dare you ask that question like you care!! I never cared about you why do you care about me?!?!

Deep down she doesn't know why she stayed maybe because this life is all she knows. She's kids scared of what's beyond those castle walls and she's not really ready to find out.

TW // Transphobia (Because the Vinsmoke siblings can always get a little bit more traumatized)

I adore this whole thing so much. Judge lets Yonji do whatever she wants but never acknowledges her as a woman. It gives Judge also the opportunity to say shit like "You owe me for indulging you in your dumb wishes like... Choosing to act like a woman". Yonji wishes she could complain but both Niji and Ichiji also tell her she should be glad Judge is giving her this opportunity.

Aside from the egg, do you know what else is cracking open? Yonji's emotions. Realizing who she truly is is making her feel things she has never felt, and yeah, she turns sadness and dysphoria into frustration and anger. But she's on her way to feel more stuff.

And now I can't stop thinking about that other ask about Yonji wanting to fight Sanji but Sanji refusing to do so because she doesn't hit other girls,,, Yonji keeps pointing out things about Sanji that make her seem "not feminine" but it's only things she doesn't like about herself. And Sanji knows, even if the things Yonji says get to her sometimes, that Yonji only needs help. She can't forgive her but she can't leave her there either.

[doctorgerth]

Hey my lovely? 💚 Can I ask for a headcanon with Zoro, Kid and Crocodile reacting to their female s/o asking for a break because they are afraid of their feelings for them? Angst and NSFW, if you want 😌 but also some fluff! The big best cocktail! Love youuuuu ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

MIHOOOOO my sweet lil mouse! Thank you for this lovely request and I’m so so so sorry it took so long to get this out to you. I am a SUCKER for angst aghhh especially angst for characters who are usually so calm and cool like these boys! I hope I wrote this to your liking honey 😌❤️

HCs: Fem S/O Wanting to Take a Break (Zoro, Kid, Crocodile)

(warning: light ns.fw content mixed in, typically at the end of the HCs list)

(( under the cut as it’s kinda long! ))

Zoro

“I can’t do this without you.”

- Zoro is a man of very few expressions, and it’s always hard to figure out just what he is thinking most of the time; his brows seem to be permanently furrowed, and paired with that infamous scowl of his, it’s taken you quite some time to figure him out

- but, when you approach him with a sad look, he’s instantly alert to what you have to say as he’s been your biggest comfort throughout the relationship; Zoro was tough and cold at times, but whenever you needed him he was always there to get you through anything (we all know Zoro is secretly a big ol teddy bear)

- needless to say, he wasn’t expecting that his girlfriend all of a sudden wanted to take a break, especially after assuming everything was perfectly fine, if not great between the two of you

- when you tell him that you’ve decided to take a break from the relationship, you see a little shift in his demeanor, as if he’s cracking underneath the surface 

- his scowl is pulled up into tight lips, the brows that always hung low above his eyes are raised in shock and disbelief; and still, no words are able to leave him as he just looks at you, searching for any sign of pretense 

- the way you look at him, like you’re already beginning to view him as a stranger, it doesn’t sit well with him; it wasn’t easy for him to sacrifice his selfish and cold ways to fall in love with you, but he did it any way because he truly believes you are his person and even though he never says it, Zoro knows full well that he needs you in his life

- and now, you looked at him so coldly, so sadly he could feel his heart shattering in his chest; all the months, years you two worked together to make things happen, it was all for nothing?

- he couldn’t believe it and he refused to believe it; the scowl returned to his face as he turned away from you, his attention turning back to what he was doing beforehand, awaiting your laughter and reassurance that everything was fine

- but everything wasn’t fine as you repeated yourself, reaffirming that you wanted a break from the relationship, a break from him

- his back was to you and you figured Zoro had already begun to shut you out, easily accepting your breakup; so you turned to leave, grabbing at your bags and heading towards the door; that was until a firm hand grasped at your wrist, making you turn around

- you turned around to see Zoro an absolute mess in front of you; the usual stoic and stern swordsman was visibly shaking, lips quivering, and eyes messy pools that leaked down his cheeks 

- “I won’t let you walk away like this! Please, don’t leave me. I can’t do this without you.” 

- you were taken aback as you had seen your boyfriend cry before, but nothing quite like this; he was begging for you to stay, and though he tried his hardest to remain strong, he couldn’t stop the cracking in his voice as he cried for you; it was truly heartbreaking to see him like this and you couldn’t help but break down in front of him as well

- you attempted to explain how you were so scared of your immense love for him and how a break would help you sort your feelings, but Zoro would hear none of it as in a state of sorrow and desperation, he couldn’t help but cling to you as you cried together in each other’s arms

- his hands were eager as they roamed your body, rougher in contrast to the sadness in his eyes as he kissed your skin tenderly; he undressed you with ease as he littered your bare skin with affections

- “Please, just stay with me. I won’t let you be scared of us again. I love you. I need you. Always. Please let me love you forever.”

- Zoro shamelessly pleaded for you over and over, embracing and loving your body all the while tears still cascaded down his face; you had been so worried, so terrified of loving Zoro too much, and yet Zoro was only terrified of losing you; you were a fool to think this couldn’t work 

- it was a long, emotional night as you two got lost in each other, crying while reminding one another just what you loved and cherished in one another through passionate love-making

- it was the first time you had ever seen Zoro so emotional, soft, and vulnerable towards you, and with each loving touch and embrace, Zoro showed just what you meant to him and vowed to show you how much he loved you every day so you could see how he was just as crazy for you; there would be no more questioning, no more fears as he promised to love and protect your forever if you’d have him

Kid

“What did I do wrong?”

- the moment you come to him and say that you want to take a break, Kid is fuming, instantly argumentative

- all walls that he had spent breaking down for you are slowly beginning to build back up and he is pissed about it; he loves you and he doesn’t want to shut you out; he doesn’t say it enough but he never wants to lose you!

- why in the hell would you want to go on a break? he’s made himself vulnerable towards you, spent so many days and nights doing whatever it takes to keep you happy! you make him happy! since when was he not doing the same for you?

- is he not enough? is there someone else? do you not love him anymore?

- so many questions are rambling through his head that he can’t even think straight; he wants to kick and scream and hit something because he’s so upset right now; he hates not feeling in control of himself and at this moment he is collapsing right in front of you

- Kid is a very sensitive person, highly insecure though he tries his best not to show it; but the moment you try to end it with him, he can’t help but break down

- he yells at first, spitting false accusations, spilling guilt trips, blaming everything and everyone under the sun; nothing is making sense anymore but god the thought of losing you just makes him go crazy!

- then come the tears when he sees you not budging; he’s still screaming, not at you but more so at the situation, but the tears are evident as they roll down his pale face

- his body is shaking, and he’s near the point of emotional exhaustion after having that outburst; he’s still so mad, eyes clouded with agony, but he just wants to know why

- once the thunderstorm is over, Kid just reaches out to you, grasping for your touch, a reassurance that this is all just a horrible nightmare

- “Please, don’t do this to me. I need you. I really need you. Is this what you want to hear? What do I need to tell you to make things okay? I fucking love you! Is that not enough? What did I do wrong?”

- when you tell him your fears, the fact that you love him so much that it’s terrifying, and how you think a break would be best so you can sort your feelings…Kid doesn’t take that, and you should have expected as much from this stubborn man

- he rushes to you instantly, yanking your body close to his, and settling you down on the nearest surface; his stained lips are on yours, sloppy and desperate, his flesh hand roaming your entire body; he grabs your face to make you look at him 

- “Like hell I’m just gonna let you go so easily. Don’t say stupid shit like that. I love you and you love me. Isn’t that all we need?” 

- in heated passions, he undresses you fairly quickly, ripping and discarding your clothing without second thought as you let him; he needs to feel you, touch you, he needs to show you what you mean to him so you can forget your petty insecurities

- Kid has never been good with his words, he knows that, you know that, so he makes sure to show you with his actions by making sweet, passionate, intense love to you, reminding you over and over again how much you mean to him with every loving thrust 

- there’s no room left for questioning as he holds you close and rocks into your body with a tenderness only you get to experience from him; Kid’s not a sappy guy but he would be anything for you, so he doesn’t hold back in whispering sweet nothings in your ear, reaffirming his feelings for you, begging to hear you say you love him back

- he needs to hear you say it; he’s too emotional to go without hearing you confirm that you do in fact love him and that you won’t ever leave his side; please just say it

- when all is said and done, he won’t allow you to be so insecure any more; he makes it a point to say/show how much he loves you just a little more every day so there’s no more questions

- he needs you after all; you’re supposed to be by his side when he becomes the Pirate King; no King is going to let his Queen escape so easily! 

Crocodile

“You don’t mean that. Tell me you don’t mean it.”

- very disbelieving at first and is not amused if this is some sick joke; he can’t believe what he’s hearing and you can read it all over his face

- when you express to him that it’s not a joke, and you wish to have some distance from him….he can’t help but break down that calm and collected facade of his

- his voice unintentionally raises at this notion, he’s not quite yelling yet, but it’s obvious that what you’re saying has heavily upset him as his brows are furrowed and the scowl on his face has only sunken deeper

- Crocodile is an independent man and has little to no need of other people in his life except as pawns in his plans; but you, you’re the exception to all of it

- he’s given himself to you wholly, unconditionally, with no regrets; he’s chosen to make a life with you as his partner and he chooses to love you and only you every day

- and now all of a sudden you just want to throw it all away? he can’t let that happen, he won’t let that happen 

- when you explain to him how insecure you’ve been feeling, how scared you are of your feelings for him, his heart drops into his stomach and his body begins to shake visibly

- when you tell him you want to leave for a bit to sort things out, he can’t help but bite his cigar in half, digging his nails into his thighs

- “You don’t mean that. Tell me you don’t mean it. Come here.”

- even in the midst of your breakdown, you still find yourself obliging to your lover as you approach him, a part of you wanting to touch him one last time before you leave

- “You’re scared because of how much you love me? Don’t you think I was terrified to fall in love with you too? And still, I choose you, only you, every single day, and I’ll choose only you for the rest of my life. I’m not going to allow you to throw this away, (Name). I love you, so much. And I know you love me. Let’s not waste that.” 

- Crocodile pulls you into his lap to embrace you and soothe your insecurities; his big arms wrap around you without hesitation, his flesh hand petting at your hair

- he lets you cry into his shoulder though his heart is racing, awaiting you to tell him that you’ve changed your mind and that you won’t be leaving him; the wait to hear you say you love him is agonizing

- the moment you pull away to apologize, he responds rather quickly with connecting his lips to yours; it felt like years before you said anything so he wasn’t going to waste a second longer 

- his lips are passionate and his thumb wipes at the tears that flow freely down your cheeks; he leaves kisses all along your face and neck, gentle affections that form as apologies for letting you worry so much

- Crocodile wastes no time in making love to you in his office chair, praises and endearments spilling from his mouth as he controls your movements and makes love to your body, making you feel like a truly loved and cherished woman

- he can’t help himself from getting just as emotional when you relocate to your shared bedroom, continuing your love-making session in your most sacred place; he chokes up a bit as he looks into your eyes and tries to imagine what would have happened if he hadn’t stopped you from leaving

- though he wouldn’t admit it out loud, Crocodile knew he was a better man because of you; no part of him wants to return to the lonely shell of a man he was before you came along

- and so, he made sure to never take your love for granted from here on out; insecurities come and go, but the love between you and Crocodile would remain forever 

[jiminieloved]

About the dating thing... I've been a kpop fan since 2011, so for a good 9 years. And I followed other groups before BTS. At the beginning, my stance on dating was the same as yours (it still is!! but there is something I want to discuss, so please bear with me). Basically I was a Bigbang fan and GD had that Kiko dating rumor (they dated 100% xD), and I actually felt so sorry for Kiko because the girl got nothing but hate for YEARS. Then Taeyang married Min Hyorin and it wasn't a big deal at +

all, we were all so happy about it. I believe the way their relationship was presented to the public made the public accept it better, because it was kinf of a good guy-girl-next-door relationship, where she was his first gf and he dedicated one of the most iconic songs in kpop to her - eyes, noes, lips... Anyway, good times. :D I noticed, that over the years, I started calling dating a scandal too. I feel like - the more you get into this world, the more it drags you in and changes your perception on things. I don't know how to explain this well aghhh haha 

Basically, I still feel like dating should be a normal thing and OFC no one shoul be bullied and no one's career should be ruined, that is just crazy. And no one should have to hide their relationship for years. But I think the problem lies with kpop itself and the way they market their artist. They market them as super dedicated, ain't nobody got time for love kind of people. The word idol in itself is problematic bcs an idol presents like a higher being, a perfect image everyone should look up to. Who they are as people is not separated from their job, rather it is used to draw people in and make them feel as close to the artist as possible. In the west you have Rihanna telling fans to f off when it comes to her personal life, in kpop you have artists apologizing for their personal life. I think it has a lot to do with the culture. 

Keeping faces is very important in Korea. and they expect their celebrities to be "perfect" and crucify them when they do things all of them do, but they are not famous, so no one cares. It is hypocritical, but then the way that kpop is marketed makes it easier for me to understand it. It's like a vicious cycle. A lot of my friends, who are from the west and who have been fans for a while, got dragged into it. Just to clarify, no one ever followed anyone or bought information or anything like that nonono, but they've had this idol they "fell for" and it was really hard for them to deal with him having dating rumors, eventually they got over that and now they don't feel that way when there is a dating rumor. For me as well - I feel like I am a reasonable person, and I would NEVER insult anyone because they are dating someone, buy information, spread malicious rumors, start hating a person or drop a group because of the dating scandal. But, I was hurt when Jungkook's scandal happened and it was a really hard time for me and I would like to explain why.

 I am a psychologist, so I am very in tune with why I am feeling a certain way. In that particular situation, there were a few things that made me feel that way - I was unhappy with my own life at the time, BTS used to be a safe heaven for me and it was the only thing in my life that hasn't changed for 7 years, I was jealous because we practically grew up together (I am the same age as Joon and Hobie), but my life sucks and they have everything going for them (love on top or a great career), and also... I've been supporting them for years bit I will never get to meet them. It is something I can't control and ot is out of my reach, while some people get to meet them just like that. But none of it is their fault. My image of them is not their fault, them succeeding faster then me is not their fault, them being happy while I am miserable is not a bad thing and so on. This is all on me, and I am aware of that. Still, I let myself feel those things, because putting them under a rug does nothing. I realized that I have to change some things and that it is really bad for my mental health. I realized that I should just ignore these "scandals" from now on and focus on the music and focus on myself more. 

Anyway, I don't a lot of people are capable of realizing why they feel that way about these scandals - and as a psychologist and someone who struggles with anxiety and depression myself, I feel sorry for them. I feel sorry because and I can work on it. The next "scandal" is going to hurt me too, I know it, but since september, I've been working on it and I think it's going to be better this time and I will do everything in my power to not focus on it too much or obsess over it. I too judge people, but then I realize that it must be so hard for them as well. That DOES NOT give them the right to attack people or I don't know, burn stuff or smth. But I feel sad that they are not in tune with their feelings and that they can't turn away from this. 

Sometimes I wish that I never got into kpop. Because for someone of my mental state, it is obviously not the best thing, but it is what it is now and I am working on it.I just feel for people who can't.Kpop will never change, it will always treat their artists as a product much more than in the west and it will always dehumanize them in a sense. I wish that would change so that people can get used to artist having a life off screen and focus on the music, but..

Wow. First of all, I’m so sorry that you’re having to struggle with your mental health so much; I wouldn’t wish that on anybody. With a person in this position, I can definitely see how easy it is to get sucked into a toxic mentality about your idols. The most important thing to remember is that as human as you are, idols go these struggles as well, if not magnified to a much greater extent due to pressures of the public. I’m glad that you’ve been able to identify your own issues and are working through them. Not many people can say the same, and I’m proud of you! 

Thanks for sharing your perspective. :)

[yoongiinspired]

Suga Crush - Part 2 Angst/Fluff

Admin- SquishyMinMin

Summary- Yoongi still refuses to acknowledge you but just when you’ve lost all hope, when you’re bringing him his coffee you find that not only does he know your name, nut he’s not too afraid to talk to you either.

After all the stress and anxiety that you had helped Suga through you thought things might be different, that he might even acknowledge you from time to time; part of you had even hoped that he'd remember your name...but two weeks later and everything had continued on as it always had. You ran his errands, bought him his coffee and carried his equipment, yet he only acknowledged you with simple thank yous, hardly even looking up to speak to you. You couldn't lie and say that it didn't get you down a little, to think that you were so forgettable that even after helping so much and even telling him your name directly, that he would forget your face so fast; it crippled you. But did you let it show? Absolutely not. You carried on bringing him drinks and hauling round equipment simply to be in his presence, to see the way he relaxed around the other members and how his personality let loose was enough for you to laugh at yourself. It didn't matter if you meant nothing to him, he meant something to you and if being around him made your day a bit better then why not stay. It was late at the Big Hit studio and all the boys were still hard at work, you had just brought a tray of waters to the practice room and caught a glimpse of dancing, you didn't need to see them to be able to guess the song though as Spring Day boomed through the surrounding hallways, its mellow swinging tune filling the air. You slipped the tray in without disturbing them as you usually did. They had better things to do than thank the water lady and you knew you had other work to do too, it would only slow you down no matter how much you wanted the approval. You zipped down the hallways carrying papers from one room to the next and frantically making tea and coffee for other late night workers, you often got stuck with the night shifts but you could use the extra money so took them anyway. You wouldn't say they worked you to the bone, but with the amount of running around you did you hardly needed anymore exercise, this was more than fine for you. You had just found one of your silent moments, no one needed you and just for a minute or so you were left to yourself, with a long sigh you collapsed into a nearby chair next to the coffee machine, knowing that someone would need one soon. And just as you thought, a minute after sitting another employee ducked into the room on his way somewhere else and seeing you made a rushed request for a coffee for Yoongi, Namjoon and Hoseok before running along to do something else, you assumed they'd retreated to producing having been tired out from all the dancing and found you were right as when you were just about to leave the room, tray full of coffees in hand, you were almost knocked over by Jungkook, V and Jimin practically running down the hall. You jumped back just in time and managed to save the drinks, this was by no means the first time something like this had happened and as you looked before stepping out you were greeted by Jin “Ahh I am so sorry, please excuse them...ashh so rude.” He exclaimed, you smiled and thanked him before moving on. Jin was always the most polite and you found yourself having spoken to him the most, though you were certain he didn't know your name either. Making your way to J-hope’s studio first you found him hard at work with his headphones on. You were worried that if you silently placed the drink down as you did the water, that it would go cold before he noticed it so for situation such as this you placed it right next to their monitor so they could see it. You got quick thank you’s from Hoseok and Namjoon as you usually did before slipping back out their rooms, leaving Yoongi until last as the thought of being alone with him made your heart clench with anxiety. Quietly you opened the last studio door to be met with the sight of Yoongi hard at work, tapping along to the beat of a song he was working on, large headphones placed on his head. You hardly ever got a thank you from Suga, and more often than not you came back to a full cup of cold coffee as he's been too busy to notice it's appearance. So as you silently approached you made sure to lean over him a little so he'd know he’s got some caffeine to keep him going, though as you got no reply you couldn't be certain he knew. You gave a sad sigh as you hurried yourself back to the door, sad that nothing had changed and defeated on the fact that he probably wouldn't notice you again. Just about to go though the part way open door you were stopped however. “Aghhh! Y/N it's you who makes the coffee too strong!” Yoongi shouted from his chair. You whipped your head round to see that he was spinning his chair to look at you. “Why do you always do this?” He questioned you, his eyes staring at your face as he waited for a answer, but you were stunned, just standing there unmoving and staring right back at him. “Ashh...come with me, I'll sort this out.” He said as he strutted past you, the coffee you made him in hand. Your eyes followed him out the room...but your body just stood there, dumbfounded and befuddled on what had just happened. He said your name. “Y/N!” Yoongi shouted down the hall at you “how am I supposed to teach you if you don't follow me?!” that snapped you right out of your trance as you ran down the hall after him. Reaching the coffee room just as he did you watched as he strode over to the machine. “Are you watching Y/N? Come closer so you can see, I don't want you screwing it up again.” You moved in closer but were careful not to invade his space too much, anxious you were already in trouble. “I don't bite Y/N…” he sighed “just stand next to me.” You were glad he wasn't shouting anymore and you quickly did as he said, still very on edge. “How many spoons of coffee do you give me?” He asked as he emptied his cup and grabbed the coffee from the cupboard. “...three.” You answered in a quiet voice, knowing it was the wrong answer. Yoongi swung his head round to look at you in disbelief, his actions making you jump as his face was too close to yours all of a sudden. “Three! Are you crazy!?” He resumed his shouting again and you just couldn't stop yourself. “Suga if you keep shouting you'll hurt your voice as well as my ears!” You shouted back, quickly closing your eyes as you realised what you had done, you just hated shouting with a passion. “Don't call me that…” you heard and that being not what you had expected your eyes shot open to see Yoongi looking down, cheeks tinted red as he spooned coffee into the mug. “Call me Yoongi, and remember I have two spoons of coffee not three.” He said regaining his confidence and striding out the room leaving you to look after him. He knew your name.