#aghdssffffff
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Should I be crocheting Christmas gifts? Yeah
Should I be buying Christmas gifts? Yeah
Am I gonna spend most of my December paycheck on myself because I'm addicted to the drug like feeling of Retail Therapy and I gonna keep crocheting sunflowers like a insane housebound mistress in a book?
Yeah.
#aghdssffffff#it's only the 4th I'm bad😭#but also....#I love my family but they're both giving me stress so o don't wanna think about them most of the time lately#and crocheting is a personal activity#I have gifts for them already I'm not a monster#but I don't think I'm gonna break my back this year stressing#my dad and sister are just both driving me insane separately#I know I'm also mentally ill so there's alot that's my fault#this is why I feel cornered and like I should just d!e#I dunno I'm not letting myself get sad#I just feel bad that I'm focusing on myself this year#highgoblin
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