#after the constant crime (causing paranoia and fear) and disrespect (by neighbors we tried talking to) we are going to sell our home
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#sigh#the crying has been coming and going#i feel like i'm grieving our future plans#after the constant crime (causing paranoia and fear) and disrespect (by neighbors we tried talking to) we are going to sell our home#this was our first home#i was so happy to make plans for it (and even achieve some of them in the short term)#and now its all torn up and strangers will live here#will they love it like we did at first? will they keep our hard-wrought garden alive?#every moment of thought and care we put into this place... it feels wasted#i'll be sobbing i think when i take down our art - some only recently put up after being in storage - and back to storage it goes#our nice things... our independence... our garden... gone gone gone#i know if we stay here though that i will continue to break - my mental health has declined horribly living here#constantly waking up and checking if the car has been broken into/stolen#unable to focus on work or play because the neighbors are hell to be near#paying money to people who can't even get us mailboxes that aren't pried open every night#i just feel done and undone
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