Welcome to my Masterlist. Everything I've written so far will be kept in one place until I feel like a mini masterlist is necessary. Requests are Open so please send in your requests!
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Who I'll Write For:
Right now, I'm only writing for characters or celebrities I am familiar so I apologize if I don't recognize for your person that you request for. However, I am hyper-fixated on Twice so that's your best bet. I primarily write OCs instead of Y/N just to make it easier for me to write. Also all my OCs are G!P too.
Stories/Imagines that are highlighted RED is 18+. CONTAINS SMUT!!
I have been working on this list in the series all year 😂 it just took me that long to read a decent amount of underrated YA - but I got there in the end and I'm pretty happy with the recs on this list 🥰
there are rainbow flags next to LGBT+ rep, wheelchair symbols next to disability rep and koalas next to Australia YA simply because there's a lot of that on this particular list
so take a gander and maybe consider picking up a title or two (or ten) in 2024 to support lesser-known authors and books 😊
Take Me With You When You Go by David Levithan & Jennifer Niven 🏳️🌈
Margo Zimmerman Gets the Girl by Brianna R Shrum & Sara Waxelbaum 🏳️🌈♿️
Imogen, Obviously by Becky Albertalli 🏳️🌈
To Break a Covenant by Alison Ames 🏳️🌈
It Looks Like Us by Alison Ames 🏳️🌈
Scout’s Honor by Lily Anderson 🏳️🌈
Grace Notes by Karen Comer 🐨
The Sky Blues by Robbie Couch 🏳️🌈
Blood Moon by Lucy Cuthew
After Dark With Roxie Clark by Brooke Lauren Davis
Blind Spot by Robyn Dennison 🐨
Melt With You by Jennifer Dugan 🏳️🌈
The Lake House by Sarah Beth Durst
Where You See Yourself by Claire Forrest ♿️
What We Harvest by Ann Fraistat
All Eyes On Us by Kit Frick 🏳️🌈
When We Were Magic by Sarah Gailey 🏳️🌈
The Lightness of Hands by Jeff Garvin ♿️
Then Everything Happens at Once by M-E Girard 🏳️🌈♿️
The Buried by Melissa Grey 🏳️🌈
Because of You by Pip Harry 🐨
The Lost Girls by Sonia Hartl 🏳️🌈
Howl by Shaun David Hutchinson
The Weight of Blood by Tiffany D Jackson
Jay’s Gay Agenda by Jason June 🏳️🌈
Out of the Blue by Jason June 🏳️🌈
Riley Weaver Needs a Date to the Gaybutante Ball by Jason June 🏳️🌈
Girls Like Girls by Hayley Kiyoko 🏳️🌈
The Honeys by Ryan La Sala 🏳️🌈
Luck of the Titanic by Stacey Lee
It Will End Like This by Kyra Leigh
Extasia by Claire Legrand
Ryan and Avery by David Levithan 🏳️🌈
Starlings by Amanda Linsmeier 🏳️🌈
The Drowned Woods by Emily Lloyd-Jones
A Scatter of Light by Malinda Lo 🏳️🌈
We Didn’t Think It Through by Gary Lonesborough 🐨
Sadie Starr’s Guide to Starting Over by Miranda Luby 🐨
None Shall Sleep series by Ellie Marney 🐨
The Girls Are Never Gone by Sarah Glenn Marsh ♿️
Our Last Echoes by Kate Alice Marshall
These Fleeting Shadows by Kate Alice Marshall 🏳️🌈
The Narrow by Kate Alice Marshall 🏳️🌈
Dark and Deepest Red by Anna-Marie McLemore
Mask of Shadows duology by Linsey Miller 🏳️🌈
Sugar by Carly Nugent ♿️🐨
All Our Hidden Gifts trilogy by Caroline O’Donoghue 🏳️🌈
The Life and (Medieval) Times of Kit Sweetly by Jamie Pacton
Lucky Girl by Jamie Pacton
The Vermilion Emporium by Jamie Pacton
Accidental by Alex Richards
Some Kind of Animal by Mar Romasco-Moore
Luminous by Mara Rutherford
The Poison Season by Mara Rutherford
The Midnight Lie duology by Marie Rutkoski 🏳️🌈
Can’t Take That Away by Steven Salvatore 🏳️🌈
When You Call My Name by Tucker Shaw 🏳️🌈
If You Still Recognise Me by Cynthia So 🏳️🌈
Our Year of Maybe by Rachel Lynn Solomon ♿️
Breathe and Count Back From Ten by Natalia Sylvester ♿️
Cold by Mariko Tamaki 🏳️🌈
Outrun the Wind by Elizabeth Tammi 🏳️🌈
The Weight of a Soul by Elizabeth Tammi
Wild and Crooked by Leah Thomas ♿️
Violet Ghosts by Leah Thomas 🏳️🌈
The Comedienne’s Guide to Pride by Hayli Thomson 🏳️🌈🐨
The Siren, the Song and the Spy by Maggie Tokuda-Hall
Sweet and Bitter Magic by Adrienne Tooley 🏳️🌈
Sofi and the Bone Song by Adrienne Tooley 🏳️🌈
Nothing Sung and Nothing Spoken by Nita Tyndall 🏳️🌈♿️
The Spirit Bares Its Teeth by Andrew Joseph White 🏳️🌈
This Is the Way the World Ends by Jen Wilde 🏳️🌈♿️🐨
23:56 NORMAN BROWN - It Keeps Coming Back
23:52 KEN NAVARRO - Walking Each Other Home
23:49 VINCENT INGALA - Snap, Crackle, Pop
23:45 BE'NE MUSIC - Missing You
23:41 PAUL DOZIER - No Ordinary Love
23:37 JEFFERY SMITH - Groove You Tonight
23:33 JEANETTE HARRIS - You Can Dance
23:29 KOOL&KLEAN - Cruise
23:24 JAZZ FUNK SOUL - Fall Departs
23:20 BRIAN SIMPSON - Here with You
23:15 NICHOLAS COLE - Between Us (feat. Michael Stever)
23:11 BLAIR BRYANT - Red Tiger
23:06 NILS - Hey Ya
23:00 MARCUS ANDERSON - Clean Heart
22:55 ROGER SANCHEZ - Another Chance (Afterlife Mix)
22:49 R.I.B - I Look At Sea Horizon
22:45 FILIPE NARCISO - Forbidden Love (Original Mix)
22:41 JENS BUCHERT - Polaris (feat. Shine)
22:37 LOWLAND - Seven Cities
22:32 SEXY LIYA, DEEMA - Chemistry Of Love (DJ Shved Remix)
22:26 DEEP SECTOR - Rainbows (Original Mix)
22:21 DJ SHAH, ADRINA THORPE - Who Will Find Me (Acoustic Version)
22:18 SWEET EUPHONY - After We Close Our Eyes (Chillout Version)
22:13 ANN GRACE - Moon In Love
22:08 ABOVE & BEYOND, OCEANLAB - I Am What I Am (Original Mix)
22:05 ZARA, SNATT & VIX - No Angel (Zetandel Chill Out Mix)
22:01 DUBDIVER - Desert Land (Eternal Calling Mix)
21:58 SCUBBA, IVETTE MORAES, RONAN - The Sweetest Taboo (Remix)
21:55 SENSPROOF - Starflight (Alex Atmospheric Chillout Remix)
21:52 ACTIVA, JULIE HARRINGTON - You Are Here (Ambient Mix)
21:49 ASHLEY WALLBRIDGE, ELLEAH - These Walls (Album Mix)
21:43 SHERRIE LEA - No Ordinary Love (Arnold T Chill Mix)
21:37 ADELE - Skyfall (Skerdi M & Angelo DownTempo)
21:33 BLANK & JONES, ELLES - Mind Of The Wonderful (Acoustic Version)
21:28 YIRUMA - River Flows In You (N-Drew Fate Remix)
21:24 SYLVERING - Strangelove
21:21 LEO ROJAS - Flying Heart
21:15 MILA - Impation
21:11 FOR FOUND FUTURE - Time Is Moving (Chillout Lounge Mix)
21:07 GARBAGE - Milk
21:02 MEDINA - You & I (DJ Petroff Remix)
20:58 TYDI, TANIA ZYGAR - The Moment It Breaks (Original Mix)
20:52 JOHN DAHLBACK - Everywhere (D.O.N.S. vs. Tranquillo chill mix)
20:48 ZAZA, JORGE NAVA - Broken (Chill Mix)
20:43 DINKA - Hotel Summerville (Original Mix)
20:39 SOLID SESSIONS - Janeiro (Chiller Twist Blue Line Remix)
20:33 VIVIAN LACOSTE - Clair Del Mar
20:28 ALBERT ST. BARTH - Sabor Do Lounge
20:22 20SABANCI - As Faces Fade (Domenico Cascarino & Luca Lombardi Chill Out Remix)
20:15 AUROSONIC, KATTY HEATH - My Good Place (Mark Otten Downtempo Remix)
20:12 DJ PAULBASS, DJ GORODNEV & P.KOLVINKOVSKY - Call Me (Lounge Mix)
20:08 HEAVN - Bright Lights
20:01 TORNIKE - Night Steps (Original Mix)
19:55 GREEN POINT ORCHESTRA - Miriam Dub
19:50 GARY B - Time To Slow It Down
19:47 LOST FREQUENCIES, FLYNN - Recognise (Acoustic Version)
19:42 ATB - Let U Go (Schiller Remix)
19:38 MICHAEL E - People Watching (Rubber Neck Mix)
19:32 351 LAKE SHORE DRIVE - Soiree Rouge (feat. Blueberry)
19:28 KIRSTY HAWKSHAW, TENISHIA - Reason To Forgive (Piano Mix)
19:23 ANDAIN - Much Too Much (Zetandel Chill Remix)
19:19 EMMA HEWITT - These Days Are Ours (Zetandel Chill Out Mix)
19:13 CHRISTIAN HORNBOSTEL - Waiting At Potsdamer Chaussee
19:08 SUNLOUNGER, ZARA TAYLOR - Lost (Chill Version)
19:04 ALY & FILA, JWAYDAN - We Control The Sunlight (Chill Out Mix)
19:00 MICHAEL ANGELO, MELISSA LORETTA - Hearts Unspoken (Christopher Breeze Chillout Mix)
18:53 KITARO - Matsuri
18:49 THOMAS ANDERS - You're My Heart, You're My Soul (Acoustic Version)
18:44 SAGI REI - Fall Again
18:39 RHEINGOLD ENSEMBLE - Deja Bo
18:35 SUPER8 & TAB, JAN BURTON - Free Love
18:31 PIANOCHOCOLATE - Les Souvenirs (Original Mix)
18:27 AREA CODE 51 - Chillout In Paris
18:22 BISSEN, THE CROSSOVER - Washout (Piano Mix)
18:19 CJ STONE, ANNA TURSKA, SHERLOCK - Believe Me (Chill Out Classic Mix)
18:16 HOUSE MASSIVE, J. GOLUBEVA - Apologize
18:10 GAZEEBO - Shiny Lust
18:05 IT'S DIFFERENT - Tell Me
18:01 PELARI, COLLIN WEX, DOMINIQUE FRICOT - Oasis (CollinWex Chill Mix)
17:56 BLUE STAHLI - Corner (Ad Astra Remix)
17:53 MARIUS NEDELCU, RED HEAD - Rain (Acoustic Version)
17:48 ZETANDEL, TIFF LACEY - Cosmos (Original Mix)
17:44 NURKO, AUTREY - So Far Gone
17:41 LEMON ICE - Hello
17:34 LA NUIT DEL MAR - Everybody (Luxury Lounge Cafe Mix)
17:29 JOSEPHINE SINCLAR - Paradise Deluxe
17:25 GORDON GECO - Fade In Away
17:20 HARD GREY, HOUSE REPUBLIC - Music Sounds Better With You (Eat More Cake Remix)
17:15 HESS IS MORE - Yes Boss
17:11 GABRIELA MENDEZ FUENTE - Romance In Ibiza (Orchester Lite Edit)
17:06 ATB - Still Here
17:00 LUSTRAL - Someone (Original Mix)
16:55 NAJEE - Center of the Heart
16:51 UNDER THE LAKE - Can't Believe It's True
16:47 MARION MEADOWS - Miami
16:42 PETER WHITE - Bittersweet
16:38 BLAIR BRYANT - Smooth Sailing Tonight
16:34 WALTER BEASLEY - Expressway
16:29 DREW DAVIDSEN - Double or Nothin'
16:25 BLAKE AARON - Shine
16:21 WAYMAN TISDALE - Way Up
16:17 ROD BEST - A Moment In Time
16:12 CHILLAXONIC - Quintessence
16:08 JACOB WEBB - Near the Amazon
16:04 PIECES OF A DREAM - Gettin' Through It
16:00 VERNON LOUIS HICKS - Je'anne (feat. Austin Jay)
15:55 BRAD ALEXANDER - Through the Fire (feat. Andrew Gouche)
15:51 PAUL DOZIER - Myrtle Beach
15:46 BRIAN CULBERTSON - Later Tonight
15:42 ACOUSTIC ALCHEMY - Catalina Kiss
15:38 SEAN U - Xlr8
15:34 PAUL BROWN - Softly, as in a Morning Sunrise
15:30 NILS - The Hump
15:25 MICHAEL LEMMO - Nobody Knows
15:22 PEET PROJECT - Bring Me To Life
15:18 PHIL DENNY - Ride With Me
15:14 NORMAN BROWN - Spirit Power
15:09 JAZZ FUNK SOUL - Keep Holding On
15:05 LOUIE FITZGERALD - Surviving the Storm
15:00 NICHOLAS COLE - Feelings
14:56 AL DEGREGORIS - Mauritius
14:53 DAVE SERENY - Talk To Me
14:48 JOE MCBRIDE, THE TEXAS RHYTHM CLUB - Morning In A Distant Land
14:43 PAUL HARDCASTLE - Domino Effect
14:39 RAINFOREST BAND - Annisa
14:35 KENNY NIGHTINGALE - My Saxophone
14:31 RICK HABANA - Eclipse
14:27 BENNETT B - MIdnight Passion
14:22 KIM WATERS - Go
14:18 GREGG KARUKAS - Show Me The Way
14:14 KEN NAVARRO - Into The Light
14:10 JAREZ - Take My Time
14:05 BRANDON WILLIS - Bring It On
14:00 PETER WHITE - Our Dance
13:56 DEON YATES - Suit and Tie
13:52 CAROL ALBERT - Sometime
13:47 JAY KING - Soulful Bossa Nova
13:43 THREESTYLE - Prime Time (feat. Magdalena Chovancova & Robert Fertl)
13:39 CHRIS STANDRING - Snowfall
13:34 LIN ROUNTREE - Fluid
13:30 DANIEL DOMENGE - Always to Run
13:26 NILS - Waiting on Hold
13:21 LARRY CARLTON, PAUL BROWN - Miles And Miles To Go
13:17 JEANETTE HARRIS - Thankful (feat. Joel Bowers)
13:13 STEVE OLIVER - Chips And Salsa
13:09 RICHARD ELLIOT - Ricochet
13:04 EUGE GROOVE - Tango in Rio
13:00 ANDRE DELANO - Vocalistic
12:56 OLI SILK - the Limit's the Sky
12:52 NILS - My Friends
12:48 JACKIEM JOYNER - Trinity
12:44 PIECES OF A DREAM - One for the Money
12:39 NELSON RANGELL - Welcome Home
12:35 NORMAN BROWN - Up 'N' At 'Em
12:30 GERRY SMOOTH - Let's Dance
12:27 DEAN JAMES - Georgia On My Mind (feat. Salio)
12:24 WALTER BEASLEY - Be Thankful
12:19 QUINTIN GERARD W. - Attitude Indicator
12:16 NICHOLAS COLE - It Ain't Over
12:11 KEN POWE - Wish You Were Here
12:08 VINCENT INGALA - Personal Touch
12:03 JEREMY HECTOR - Islander
12:00 MARK JAIMES - ABC
11:56 BENNETT B - Buenos Aires
11:51 MICHAEL LINGTON - Til the Morning Light
11:47 MARCUS ANDERSON - Hazelnut
11:42 JAWANZA KOBIE - Let Me Lead
11:37 KEN NAVARRO - By My Side
11:32 GEORGE JINDA - Beautiful Gold
11:29 DAVID BENOIT - @Home
11:24 JULIAN VAUGHN - Ecstasy
11:20 RICK BRAUN - Love Will Find a Way
11:17 DEON YATES - Wiseguys
11:12 ALTHEA RENE - Inner Circle
11:09 JAY KING - I Once Had Your Love
11:04 ROB TARDIK - You Know What I Mean
11:00 BOBBY LYLE - Living In The Flow
10:55 TONY LINDSAY - Soul Soldier
10:51 LES SABLER - Tranquility
10:47 ADAM HAWLEY - Just A Friend Of Mine
10:42 DOMINIC CAMARDELLA - Carmelita
10:38 LEBRON - Red Hook
10:34 JOHN E. LAWRENCE - Wake up the Groove
10:30 JOY RIDE - Joy Ride
10:25 EUGE GROOVE - Of Course
10:21 PAUL BROWN - The Rhythm Method
10:17 NILS - Don't Hold Back
10:13 FOSTINA DIXON - More
10:09 JACKIEM JOYNER - Europa (feat. Keiko Matsui)
10:04 STEVE OLIVER - Long Road
10:00 NORMAN BROWN - West Coast Coolin'
09:55 RAGAN WHITESIDE - Gonna Fly
09:51 MARCIN NOWAKOWSKI - Huggy Bear
09:46 DAVE KOZ - Surrender
09:42 PAUL JACKSON JR. - B.F.A.M. (Brothers from Another Mother)
09:38 FREDDIE FOX - No U Turn
09:34 SAM BASSMAN JENKINS - That Moment
09:30 VINCENT INGALA - Sexy Mama
09:25 JOYCE COOLING - Jelly on My Jacket
09:21 CHAN HALL, TONY CRADDOCK - Stay Awhile
09:17 BRIAN CULBERTSON - Your Smile
09:12 PIECES OF A DREAM - Just Do It!
09:09 JESSY J - Mr. Prince
09:05 BRANDON WILLIS - Next Friday
09:00 KEN NAVARRO - Stoned Soul Picnic
08:57 ERIC DARIUS - Heaven Sent
08:52 RICHARD ELLIOT - Ain't Nothing Like The Real Thing
08:48 JULIAN VAUGHN - Loving You
08:44 RICK BRAUN - Me And You
08:39 ANDY SNITZER - She Loves Me
08:34 DREAMING IN COLOUR - Yearbook
08:29 AL DEGREGORIS - Odyssey
08:24 BOB BALDWIN - It's a New Day
08:20 MARION MEADOWS - Consequences
08:17 PHILLIP DOC MARTIN - Pocket Love
08:13 PETER HEROLD - Something About The Name Jesus
08:09 CRAIG SHARMAT - Outside In
08:04 PETER WHITE - Walk On By
08:00 JAY KING - Baby Lets Dance Tonight
07:56 KONSTANTIN KLASHTORNI - If I Told You
07:50 CINDY BRADLEY - Sonny's Home
07:45 PAUL BROWN - Las Vegas
07:41 PHIL DENNY - Kinda Wanna
07:36 JAREZ - All Night
07:31 JACKIEM JOYNER - In Love Again
07:27 MICHAEL ROSS - On the Beach with You
07:22 CHRIS GODBER - Energy
07:16 MARCUS ANDERSON - I Surrender All
07:12 RAGAN WHITESIDE - How Do You Know (vocal)
07:08 DAVE KOZ - Together Again
07:04 BE'NE MUSIC - Journey
07:00 LUKAS LEUTHOLD - When I See The Sunshine In You
06:56 BLUEY - You Are the One
06:51 GERALD ALBRIGHT - So Amazing
06:47 DEE BROWN - Deep Secrets (feat. Blair Bryant)
06:44 KENNY PORE - Love Crossover
06:39 BLAKE AARON - Groovers and Shakers (feat. Darren Rahn)
06:35 PATRICK YANDALL - Down at the Shell
06:31 NILS - Let's Bounce
06:27 DREW DAVIDSEN - I'm Into You (feat. Ron Tyson)
06:23 ERIC DARIUS - Jean Maries Groove (Dedication for Prvcy Jeans)
06:19 PETER WHITE - Stormfront
06:15 REGGIE CORDINGTON - Waterfalls
06:10 VINCENT IOIA - Caribbean Nights
06:04 OLI SILK - This Was Then, That Is Now
06:00 DAN SIEGEL - A World Away
05:56 GREGORY GOODLOE - All the Way
05:51 ROBERTO RESTUCCIA - That's It For Tonight
05:47 MARCIN NOWAKOWSKI - I Love Your Smile
05:42 RICHARD ELLIOT - Moomba
05:38 PHILLIP DOC MARTIN - Beautiful
05:34 VINCENT INGALA - Baby I'm Hooked (Right Into Your Love)
05:30 TONY SAUNDERS - Celebrate You
05:26 FREDDIE FOX - Southern Ways
05:22 MARCUS ANDERSON - Paisley Red
05:18 KIM WATERS - Hidden Treasure
05:13 LOUIE FITZGERALD - Plantation Key
05:09 ROB TARDIK - Flip Flop
05:05 AL DEGREGORIS - Connect the Dots
05:00 MEKIEL REUBEN - Stop Stalling
04:56 JAREZ - Driving Force (feat. Willie Bradley)
04:52 NORMAN BROWN - Won't You Stay
04:48 JAKOB MAGNUSSON - Hook, Line & Sinker
04:44 JIM ADKINS - Into the Storm
04:40 CHUCK LOEB - Springs
04:36 BONEY JAMES - Solid
04:33 MILES GILDERDALE - Where I'm Going
04:29 EDGARDO CINTRON - Together Again
04:25 MARK ETHEREDGE - Resonance (Remastered)
04:21 DEE LUCAS - Zimbabwe
04:17 PETER WHITE - Life Story
04:12 KEITH MASON - He's Holy
04:08 THE SMOOTH JAZZ ALLEY - Let's Ride
04:04 MARCUS JOHNSON - Sunday @ Sequoia
04:00 DAVE BAKER - California Dreaming (feat. Rich Kurtz & Walter Runge)
03:56 MARC ANTOINE - Groovin' High
03:52 JEANETTE HARRIS - People Make The World Go Round
03:47 ANDRE CAVOR - Heaven
03:43 FUNKTASTIC PLAYERS - Second Date
03:38 ERIC MARIENTHAL - Flower Child
03:34 GARY MEGGS - Life's Little Changes
03:30 DON VINO - Worried (Feat. Tye Platinum)
03:27 WADE C. LONG - Happy Go Lucky
03:23 TERENCE YOUNG - Love Ballad
03:19 JAZMIN GHENT - Kickin It Up
03:14 REZA KHAN - Painted Stories
03:11 BENNETT B - Together We Stand
03:08 ADAM HAWLEY - Dance With Me (Feat. Gerald Albright)
03:04 PHILLIP DOC MARTIN - Sexy Love
03:00 CHRIS STANDRING - Whatever She Wants
02:57 VINCENT INGALA - Look At Me (I'm In Love)
02:52 JOHN E. LAWRENCE - Photo Shoot
02:48 RONALD BOO HINKSON - Simply Beautiful St. Lucia
02:44 CAROL ALBERT - Fly Away Butterfly
02:40 GIL - You & Me
02:35 GINO ROSARIA - Island Life
02:31 ROB TARDIK - That's a Strut
02:26 AL DEGREGORIS - East 86th
02:22 DAVE KOZ - Can't Let You Go (The Sha La Song) (feat. Luther Vandross)
02:18 JAREZ - All Of Me
02:15 PEET PROJECT - Down to the Lake
02:11 DEE BROWN - Love You Too
02:07 EUGE GROOVE - Hey Boo
02:03 2UNES - Rock Steady
02:00 RICK HABANA - LA to KC (feat. Blair Bryant)
01:55 DEE LUCAS - Dollar Bill
01:51 JACKIEM JOYNER - Close 2 You
01:45 DEE LUCAS - Take The L
01:41 PETER WHITE - Venice Beach
01:36 NELSON RANGELL - That's the Way of the World
01:32 THE SMOOTH JAZZ ALLEY - Night Out
01:28 KENNEY POLSON - Love on a Two Way Street
01:23 MARC ANTOINE - Follow Your Bliss
01:18 MADOCA - Surrender
01:13 AMANDUS - Chrome Improvement
01:09 MICHAEL HAGGINS - Gift To The World
01:05 PETER HEROLD - The Way You Are
01:00 RANDY SCOTT - Intimacy
00:56 SONIX - Cloud 9
00:52 KONSTANTIN KLASHTORNI - Chica Timida
00:47 DAVID DAVIS - If Your Girl Only Knew
00:42 ACOUSTIC ALCHEMY - Now I'm on My Way
00:38 GREGG KARUKAS - Fly Away (Thinking of You)
00:35 BEN TANKARD - Afternoon Nap
00:31 J. WHITE - Just Ride
00:27 PHILLIP DOC MARTIN - Flowin' with It
00:21 NICK COLIONNE - Whatcha Gonna Do
00:18 DANNY LERMAN - Saxsultan
00:14 JOYCE COOLING - Take Me There
00:09 LOWELL HOPPER - Night Song
00:04 CHRIS GODBER - Soul Searchin
00:00 GABRIEL MARK HASSELBACH - Hang On To Your Love
After Anna by Alex Lake @alexlakeauthor @harpercollinsuk #afteranna #bookreview
Happy Tuesday everyone! Today I’m reviewing Alex Lake’s 2015 thriller After Anna. It’s been on my Netgalley shelf for far too long so it’s another hit on #OperationNetgalley.
Continue reading After Anna by Alex Lake @alexlakeauthor @harpercollinsuk #afteranna #bookreview
Again, this is just for me to pre-plan this isn't the official layout for my reading in the new year just a list of what I plan on reading/re-reading just so I have a visual to keep track of, it will be under my new re-read tag, anything under a series or trilogy will be titled in bold with the singular books listed beside the aforementioned title.
Red White and Royal Blue
I'll Give You the Sun
The Duff
Beach Read
Book Lovers
The Hating Game
Grishaverse: The Lives of Saints, The Language of Thorns, Six of Crows, King of Scars
The Wrath and the Dawn: Wrath and the Dawn, Rose and the Dagger
Cruel Beauty: Cruel Beauty, Crimson Bound
The Secret Circle: The Initiation, The Captive Pt. 1 and Pt. 2, The Power
Simon vs: Simon vs the Homo sapiens Agenda, Leah on the Offbeat
THUGverse: The Hate U Give, Concrete Rose
Alex Stern: Ninth House, Hell Bent
Off Campus/Briar U: The Deal, The Mistake, The Score, The Goal, The Chase, The Risk, The Play, The Dare
All For the Game: The Foxhole Court, The Raven King, The King's Men
Anna, Lola and Isla: Anna and the French Kiss, Lola and the Boy Next Door, Isla and the Happily Ever After
The Kiss Quotient: The Kiss Quotient, The Bride Test, The Heart Principle
The Witcher: The Last Wish, Sword of Destiny, Blood of Elves, Time of Contempt, Baptism of Fire, Tower of the Swallow, Lady of the Lake, Season of Storms
ACOTAR: A Court of Thorns and Roses, A Court of Mist and Fury, A Court of Wings and Ruin, A Court of Silver Flames
To All the Boys: To All the Boys I've Loved Before, PS, I Still Love You, Always and Forever Lara Jean
Poldark #7-12: The Angry Tide, The Stranger From the Sea, The Miller's Dance, The Loving Cup, The Twisted Sword, Bella Poldark
Lord of the Rings: The Silmarillion, Unfinished Tales, The Hobbit, Lord of the Rings
Bridgerton/Smythe Smith Quartet: The Viscount Who Loved Me, An Offer From A Gentleman, To Sir Phillip, With Love, When He Was Wicked, It's In His Kiss, On the Way to the Wedding, The Sum of All Kisses, The Secrets of Sir Richard Kenworthy
One of Us: One of Us Is Lying, One of Us Is Next, One of Us Is Back
Sweet Magnolias: Stealing Home, A Slice of Heaven, Feels Like Family
The Hunger Games: The Hunger Games, Catching Fire, Mockingjay
The Lunar Chronicles: Cinder, Scarlet, Cress, Winter, Fairest, {Heartless}
Bloodlines: Bloodlines, The Golden Lily, The Indigo Spell, The Fiery Heart, Silver Shadows, The Ruby Circle
Throne of Glass: Throne of Glass, Crown of Midnight, Heir of Fire, Queen of Shadows, Empire of Storms, Tower of Dawn, Kingdom of Ash
The Raven Cycle: The Raven Boys, The Dream Thieves, Blue Lily, Lily Blue, The Raven King
Shades of Magic: A Darker Shade of Magic, A Gathering of Shadows, A Conjuring of Light
Shadowhunter Chronicles: Clockwork Angel, Clockwork Prince, Clockwork Princess, Chain of Gold, Chain of Iron, Chain of Thorns, City of Bones, City of Ashes, City of Glass, City of Fallen Angels, City of Lost Souls, City of Heavenly Fire, Lady Midnight, Lord of Shadows, Queen of Air and Darkness
Addicted/Calloway Sisters/Like Us: Addicted To You, Ricochet, Addicted For Now, Kiss the Sky, Hothouse Flower, Thrive, Addicted After All, Fuel the Fire, Long Way Down, Some Kind of Perfect, Tangled Like Us, Sinful Like Us, Charming Like Us, Wild Like Us, Fearless Like Us, Infamous Like Us, Misfits Like Us, Unlucky Like Us
Slide 1: A brown background. In white lettering, a title reads: "cicada nights"
In the centre of the page, there is the cover art for this episode. It pictures a wooden building against a night sky.
The cover art has arrows pointing away from it with text coming off them.
The text coming off the arrows reads as the following:
"1. Southern accents
2. Y’all means all!
3. Drag in the south
4. Celebrations of queerness
5. T4t boys
6. Hallmark cheesy but they’re all drag performers.”
There are sparkly gold stars across the top of the page, and cowboy boots in the bottom right corner.
Slide 2: A brown background.
There is a design of a piece of paper in the centre of the page. On the paper, text reads: “Two trans boys who’ve been in love with each other for years team up with the other trans queer kids in their small southern town of Starry Lake, Mississippi, after they’re enlisted by their local beloved drag performers to save the only drag bar-and trans safe space-in miles.
AKA, a trans country story about protecting your safe spaces no matter the cost.”
There are sparkly gold stars across the background, and cowboy boots in the bottom left corner.
Slide 3: A brown background.
Covering most of the page, there is a design of white lined paper.
On the paper, an excerpt from the episode reads:
“Lucky: Here’s the thing about Cici, Beau. The things she did don’t start here at Cicada’s and they don’t end here. If we don’t save the bar - and that’s a big if - what she gave us is connection. And friendship. I looked up to you for years. I thought you were so brave. And then when you were the one who fixed up my motorcycle, that felt like fate. That felt like community. Connection. You had my back, and I had yours with the mean kids at school, too. And Darlene, and Jojo, and Brooks - she introduced you all to each other. She made sure that even if somethin’ terrible happened, like losing her, or losing Cicada’s, we would still have each other. And we do still have each other.”
There are sparkly gold stars down the right side of the page.
Slide 4: A brown background.
In the centre of the page, there is a design of white lined paper. On the paper, the credits read:
“CREW: Written by Morgan Champine. Directed by Felyx Pozorski. Audio editing by Alex Abrahams. Music by Eden J. Storm. Cover art by Wyll.
CAST: Necrotika Trashwhore as The Announcer. Theo Wampuszyc as Beau Dixon. Kaz J. Calkins as Lucky Rivers. Kash Hervias as AnnaMae Dixon. Wes French as Jojo Jackson. Moira-Juliet Scott as Darlene Porter. Zoey Davis as Indie Anna // Indy Tyler. Wyll as Miss American Pie // Buck Garrett. Sats Di Stefano as Hush Puppy // Hazel Macy. Charles as Little Miss Peachy // Patrick "Patty" L. Emily Larus as Corn Hole // Gage McLean.”
There are sparkly gold stars across the top of the page, cowboy boots in the top right corner, and a cowboy hat on the left side of the page.
20 Things I Do NOT Own Or Buy As A Minimalist | Minimalism | Simple Living | Decluttering Ideas
20 Things I Do NOT Own Or Buy As A Minimalist | Minimalism | Simple Living | Decluttering Ideas
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Soft Pastel Garden Painting Time Lapse
Welcome, friend! I help creative women find peace through original artwork. A Selection Of Sold Artwork: It is an honor to send these pieces to their forever homes. I am grateful. Let’s Connect: I would love to chat with you, hear your story, and help you find the perfect piece to add to your collection. Email me here.
15 Inspirational Art Quotes For Artists That Will Inspire You to Create
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Unfashionably fashionable: the best of Rankin – in pictures
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Twin Flame Art: 77 Ideas To Keep The Love Alive - Twin Flames Universe
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Show Me Love
Amongst all the clinician psychologists in the world, no one probably stands a chance to beat France-based Ciryl Rolando at digital art. Working under his artist’s name Aquasixio, he focuses his painting ideas around the emotional aspect of humans and the colors of life.
Caption this - 16 November 2019
Caption this - 16 November 2019
6 Pics That Show What Happened 'Behind The Scenes' Of Famous Paintings
Probably anyone can agree that classic famous paintings by Leonardo Da Vinci or Pablo Piccaso will always be among some of the most appreciated art pieces in history. After all, who doesn't know "Mona Lisa"? Fun fact: over 6 million people visit this famous painting at the Louvre each year! But, have you ever thought about what happened while these famous paintings were being made? Was it easy for models to pose standing or sitting still, barely moving, and waiting patiently for the painting to be done? Well, Russian artist, Lesya Guseva has all the answers for you! A while ago, we presented you with her funny series where she showed what several famous characters would look like if they had aged. This time, Lesya decided to create a new series where she shows what was happening behind the scenes of famous paintings during their creation.
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Egypt has been on my Africa wish-list forever! For those that are planning a trip to Egypt here are the most inspiring photos of places to visit.
Alex Dos Diaz Uruguay Artist Based in the U.S. (Interview #9)
We are so pleased and excited for Alex Dos Diaz to be a part of our interview series! It's an honor :) You can find his art at: Website: http://www.alexdosdiaz.com Behance: https://www.behance.net/alexdosdiaz Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/alexdosdiaz/ Anna: (Your Art Bud): Dear Artist, I’m so glad to have you here with us! It’s a pleasure :) Tell us a little bit about yourself? Alex Dos Diaz: Hi Anna! Thank you, it's my pleasure! Well, speak Spanish. Believe it or not, even though I've always loved art, at one point during my high school years I considered seriously pursuing a career playing volleyball. I love the sport but I
Две мастер-спальни
Правильный дизайн спальни - залог качественного сна, который необходим для восстановления жизненных сил и энергии. Мягкие изголовья, прикроватные тумбы, теплая подсветка и шторы blackout - детали, которые подарят вам ни с чем не сравнимый комфорт и по-настоящему здоровый сон. Какие другие составляющие спальни можно считать must-have? И как не перейти в стадию "загромождение пространства"?
Horse Inspired Girl Room
horse inspired girl room with a rainbow mural. Ideas and decor that kids will love. Plus an easy diy for painting a striped and colorful
Join me in wishing a safe journey to my father, Alex Fadynich. He left us last night peacefully at home to join his sister, Anna, who passed away on Christmas morning, and just 5 days after dad’s 88th birthday. Those two raised one another after their father died when they were very young. It did not stop them from knowing how to nurture a family, they both excelled with their children and grandchildren. My father, my hero, my critic, but always my friend, beyond that and above all he set the example for me in every step I took becoming a man. I could not have raised a well rounded son of my own without my mom and dad. Forever unconditionally loving, his family always came first. He provided for us, opening up opportunities, that put me in a position for success in my own career. He shared that strength with countless friends and business associates too. I will miss his mortal being, but his soul lives on in everyone he knew I love you dad, and glad you are at peace. (at Pines Lake, Wayne, NJ) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cm9rCcJvVVU/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
"I've always just looked at 100 miles as life in a day. You have all the trials and tribulations of a life in one day." - Ann Trason
I accomplished a very big thing this past weekend. It was one of the hardest thing I've ever done in my life, but what a privilege it is that I was able to choose to do this hard thing.
The day started off at 8 AM along the buttery Pacific Crest Trail and winding back around Timothy Lake. We couldn't have asked for a more beautiful day and the forest provided shade and some views of Hood through the trees. I saw Keiren around mile 7 at the first aid station and we did a little dance and hugged before I continued moving. The next 24 miles were spent listening to a throwback Thursday playlist @katherine-withak put together for me and talking with people on the trail. I went into the race with a goal of getting sub 24 hours (sub 14:24 min miles) which was ambitious but didn't feel impossible after speaking with Anna Mae. I started off conservatively, averaging 11:00-12:00 min miles, knowing that I would slow down later on in the race and also lose time at aid stations. I ended up running with a group of infectious disease docs/professors from Seattle for several miles before I landed at mile 31 to see Logan, Mom, and my uncle David again.
We spent a total of 13 minutes tending to my feet, refilling my pack, taking in some Tylenol and salt tabs, and slathering my legs in diclofenac gel before I set out again. Unfortunately, in the midst of all the chaos, I forgot my phone with Logan and couldn't listen to any more music until I saw them again at mile 57. This stretch was tougher (more ups and downs vert wise) but legs were still feeling pretty fresh and I was in good spirits. Passed a "Disco and Dad Joke" aid station, heard a few dad jokes that were just as bad as you'd expect. Saw an amazing sunset over Mount Hood National Forest. Didn't realize how low I was on water and ran out with about 4 miles to go before I saw my crew again. Made it through though and came into the mile 57 aid station at around 8:00 PM.
I was feeling much worse at this aid station. Getting ready to run for hours alone in the dark felt daunting. My feet had started to develop some nasty blisters and my shirt/sports bra were soaked with sweat from the day. I had packed a long sleeve shirt and spare sports bra, but had completely forgotten to pack a spare short sleeve shirt. My uncle David gave me the Under Armour shirt off of his back and it made all the difference having dry clothes on. We slathered my legs in diclofenac gel again, popped two Tylenol, filled up my bag with all the caffeinated things, and I set out into the night.
Miles 57-83 consisted of me going through most of the aid stations again (this part was an out and back). The climbs were hard. I was very tired, mentally and physically, and had been up for almost 24 hours at this point. I started getting paranoid about mountain lions following me while I was alone in the dark. Every shadow scared me. Every time my life hit a reflector on a course marking, my heart skipped. But another playlist that Kat made me got me through it and I kept repeating the mantra that Alli told me before the race- "It's not always. It's just right now." I said this to myself over and over and over.
By the time I got into the mile 83 aid station, I was still 40 minutes ahead of schedule for my sub 24 hour goal. Mom, Uncle David, and Logan were pretty dialed at this point, lightened my pack for the last 18 miles. Crew was very limited and so many of my friends couldn't be there in person. Logan showed me videos they all created to encourage me - Claire, Mindy, Kirsten, Alli, Dani, Kat, Tay, Bronwyn, Alex, Anne Mae. So much support, so much love. It was completely overwhelming. I was finally able to pick up Keiren at this time to pace me. She was so encouraging, distracting me with stories about her time in the Alps this past month and holding me steady as I went uphill. I had knots in my right calf and left quad that wouldn't go away and every step uphill hurt badly.
Once the sun came up, I got a little bit of a second wind and saw the end was so close. I thought rocks on the trail were potato sacks. I told Keiren that I missed malls because they're so nostalgic. I'm sure I said other very silly things.
I heard the screams at the finish line and ran as fast as I could down the hill, trying to hold it together until I crossed at a time of 23:44. As soon as I did, I broke down crying, hugging Logan and my family so tight. I hugged the race directors, who handed me my sub 24 hour buckle. I hugged Keiren, who was also crying.
I think the most overwhelming part of running 100 miles is how many people were willing to help me get there. Running 100 miles is innately very selfish. Time is suspended and you are solely focused on putting one foot in front of the other. Not to mention the time it takes to train for one. Friends modified their schedules to get in miles with me. They sent me care packages and encouraging messages. My family flew across the country and spent 2-3 days helping me prep for and complete a 100 mile race, all while sleep deprived and jet lagged. Logan made dinner almost every night as I put in the miles after work, walked Harper every morning because I was too tired and needed more sleep, adjusted our weekend plans around my long runs, crewed for 3 days at Wonderland while I ran around Mt. Rainier with friends. He did all of this and never expected anything in return. The most selfless, giving partner I could have ever asked for. I just feel so lucky and so loved.
I don't really know what's next for me. I'm taking a break from training for a while and just plan on doing what feels good for my body and soul. Whatever the future holds, I've taken so much away from this entire experience.
Allen C Ivanov, Washington inmate 396362, born 1997, incarceration intake at age 20, sentenced to life without parole
Murder, 3 individuals
Allen Ivanov, who took his newly purchased rifle to a Mukilteo house party and killed three people, was sentenced to life in prison without parole.
Snohomish County Superior Court Judge Janice Ellis handed down the sentence before a packed courtoom, telling Ivanov, "Your actions are heinous. ... You deserve to be separated from society for the remainder of your life."
Ivanov, 20, pleaded guilty to three counts of aggravated first-degree murder and two counts of attempted murder.
Court documents portray him as a young man distraught over a break-up with his girlfriend, Anna Bui. The documents say Ivanov considered Bui his "dream girl."
Bui was one of three people killed. Jordan Ebner, of Lake Stevens and Jacob Long, of Everett. Ivanov also shot at Tristan Bratvold and Alex Levin as the two men tried to escape the house party, according to charging papers. A fourth victim, Will Kramer, was shot in the back but survived.
Ivanov also addressed the packed courtroom, saying he apologizes "wholeheartedly" for the shootings.
He said current gun laws make it too easy to buy a firearm, but took full responsibility for his actions. "Satan was in control," he said.
"I did not intend for events to unfold the way as they did that night. In a moment of shock, I pulled the trigger because I could not control my emotions."
Court documents, written by Mukilteo police Detective John Ernst, say Ivanov crept outside the home in the Chennault Beach neighborhood with an AR-15 rifle he had bought a week earlier. The rifle was so new that he had to read its instruction manual to operate it as he sat in his car outside the home where a party was going on.
As he was hiding outside the home, a male who was at the party discovered him, Ivanov told police. "No, no," the partygoer said.
He told police he was scared and opened fire. "He stated at that point that it was too late to turn back, and once he had pulled the trigger his adrenaline kicked in," Ernst wrote.
Ivanov went into the house and found Bui, and shot her twice, court documents say.
He saw a male running toward the house and shot him. He went to a balcony off the master bedroom and shot two more males, court documents say. Ivanov went to the roof, but realized that he was out of ammunition.
Ivanov returned to his car.
He had another magazine in his car. He had bought it hours earlier after he left his job at the Apple Store at Alderwood Mall.
Ivanov said he was loading the magazine in the call and intended to go back into the party and use the AR-15 rifle more. Instead, he drove away.
The documents portray a distraught Ivanov who was jealous that Bui had moved on with her life and had begun dating other men.
Ivanov, questioned by police after he had been arrested in Chehalis later that day, told investigators that he had broken up with Bui two months earlier, but realized it had been a mistake. He wanted to resume his relationship with her.
She was the first girl he had kissed, he told police.
i was just on youtube and i saw a sneak peak for the next hsmtmts episode and i thought i would take it upon myself to do val & ej a favor and cast the show for them. you’re welcome. it is currently 12:34 AM. i will come back after watching the auditions episode to reevaluate my guesses and then again after the cast list is posted to see what i got right.
Elsa: Kourtney
There’s literally no need for me to explain this it’s so fucking obvious I will die on this hill. Kourtney is a powerhouse and Elsa is a powerhouse role so come on!
Anna: Gina
Once again dying on this hill too. Come on! Use your brain! It’s literally her season!!!
Hans: Jet or Ricky
I say Jet purely because of his broody bad boy attitude and Hans being one of the villians of Frozen. I also said Ricky because of the clip in the trailer where he dips Gina cause why else would they be dancing together if not to practice for “Love Is An Open Door”?? But if Jet doesn’t audition I legitimately don’t know who would get this role cause I said Ricky is gonna be Kristoff and he can’t play both roles.
Olaf: Carlos
I think this cause of when he played Lumiere for Beauty and the Beast in my brain the roles are kind of interchangeable. Idk why but it feels right in my gut tho.
Kristoff: Ricky
I mean what other option do we have??
Duke of Weselton: Jet?
This could be Jet if Jet doesn’t sing and somehow gets roped into doing the show. But I feel like this is a stretch.
Oaken: Maddox
So in episode 1 Maddox sings Shallow Lake which kind of has the same vibe as “Hygge”, the song Oaken sings in the musical so that’s where I get this from.
Bulda: Ashlyn
I would die on this hill cause this just makes sense. I mean think about it Ashlyn singing Fixer Upper to Gina makes sense cause Ashlyn is the one who is always giving Gina boy advice and the person Gina goes to for boy advice. It would be so cute!!
Young Elsa: Alex
This comes from the new cast member Aria Brooks literally looking like a mini Kourtney in the trailer. So... and it works with having Kourtney be Elsa so.
Young Anna: Emmy
Also coming from the new cast member Liamani Segura looking like a literal mini Gina in the trailer. I really want Gina to play Anna please!!!!!!!!!
I love horror and thrillers. Something about zombies and midnight murders really pull me into stories. But nothing gets to me quite like books with realistic bases. Nothing’s scarier to me than what people can to do to each other. I recently read After Anna by Alex Lake and I have a lot to say.
Genre: Thriller
Overall Rating 6/6 Glass slippers
Julia’s life isn’t perfect. She and her husband are…
23:57 Olga Scheps - How Much Is The Fish?
23:52 Leslie, Ben E, Falki - Help Myself (Original Mix)
23:48 Two Lanes - Pièces Froides: Ii. Danses De Travers
23:44 Kygo & Sasha Sloan - I'll Wait
23:40 Trentemoller - Miss You
23:38 Atb & Topic - Your Love (9pm)
23:35 Lika Morgan - Ding Dong
23:27 Nor Elle - Silent Storm
23:23 Dvine - Ever After
23:19 Daniel Steidtmann - Pigeon Lake
23:11 Boral Kibil, Mahmut Orhan - Herneise (Original Mix)
23:07 Blank & Jones - Sunshines Better (Feat. Mick Roach)
23:03 Federico Aubele - Salvacion
22:59 Lstn - Undecided
22:56 Bernward Koch - Flowing Colors
22:54 Robert Manos - With No End
22:51 Mike Candys & Séb Mont - What's On Your Mind
22:49 Christopher Von Deylen - She Never Told Him Her Name
22:47 Suduaya - Flow
22:42 Elderbrook & Bob Moses - Inner Light
22:38 Schiller - Free The Dragon
22:32 De-phazz - Anchorless
22:30 Vievie - Sea Roses
22:27 Hagen Feetly - Cry
22:21 Fous De La Mer - Esse Sonho
22:18 Nora Van Elken - Interstellar
22:12 Parra For Cuva Feat. Anna Naklab - Swept Away (Original Mix)
22:08 Scotty & Wilcox - Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! (Wilcox Extended)
22:05 Robin Schulz - Never Know Me (Radio Mix)
22:01 Adele - Skyfall
21:56 Tebra - Istok
21:52 Robert Manos - Silver
21:48 J-walk - Soul Vibration
21:44 Alex Breitling - Faith
21:41 Robin Schulz & Felix Jaehn - One More Time
21:36 Soulcraft - Beware Of My Love
21:33 Schiller - Midnight In Shiraz
21:29 Passenger 10 - Serving The World
21:24 Armin Van Buuren - Never Wanted This
21:20 Klangperlenspiel - Million Words
21:15 Black Zone Ensemble - Bubbles
21:12 Hypnosis - Pulstar
21:08 Lstn - Sky & Sand
21:06 Lost Frequencies - Are You With Me
21:01 Sum Wave - Beach Memories
20:58 Hein Klein & Cheyenne - Every Breath You Take
20:53 Dalibor Dadoff, Nacho Lezcano, Grabo Bakos - Sounds Like A Melody
20:50 Armin Van Buuren Feat. Rbvln - Weight Of The World (Feat. Rbvln)
20:44 Hraach & Armen Miran - Nowhere
20:40 Lemongrass - Comme Toujours
20:37 Mike Candys & Jack Holiday - The Riddle Anthem Rework
20:33 Nora En Pure - Enchantment
20:28 Hannah Ild - Right Beside You
20:24 Golden Tone Radio - Glück
20:20 Sans Souci - Twin Lakes
20:14 Monolink & Zigan Aldi - Fidale (I Feel) Vocal Version
20:10 Klangperlenspiel & Puzzls - Kyoto (Wish You'd Move On)
20:06 Beatkonexion - On Air
20:04 Digital Camel - Shine Bright
20:01 Avaion X Vize X Leony - Pieces
19:58 The Alan Parsons Projekt - Eye In The Sky
19:54 Armin Van Buuren & Garibay - Phone Down
19:50 Blank & Jones Feat. Zoe Durrant - Adios Ayer
19:45 Kaskade - Maybe
19:42 Junge, Junge Feat. Jamie Hartma - Wicked Hearts
19:37 Thomas Lemmer & Andreas Bach - Embracing Love
19:31 Mollono.bass, Ava Asante - Feeling Good
19:27 Kidsø - Fir
19:21 Roger Shah, Feel, Zara Taylor - One Life (Pedro Del Mar & R.i.b Chillout Remix)
19:16 Victoriya - Nothing Remains
19:12 Klangkarussel & Poppy Baskcomb - This Love
19:07 Alex Sail Feat. Al I Bo - Symantec Clime
19:04 Robin Schulz & David Guetta - On Repeat
18:59 Lyke - Stay With Me
18:54 Jonson - S.c.e.n.e. T.w.o.
18:49 Arden - Open
18:45 Passenger 10 - Voices In Her Head
18:39 Lemongrass - Feel Good
18:33 Banderas - This Is Your Life (Easy Life Mix)
18:22 Cell - Above The Clouds (Live Version)
18:15 Hraach And Armen Miran - Krunk
18:10 Bolier & Leandro Da Silva - Floripa (Extended)
18:05 Lux - Secret Fish
18:01 Tycho - Horizon
17:58 Blank & Jones - Swept Away
17:53 Depeche Mode - Useless
17:45 Armin Van Buuren & Avira Feat. Sam Martin - Mask
17:42 Undressd - Forever Young
17:37 Aromabar - Renegade
17:34 Majestic & Boney M. - Rasputin
17:31 Sanah - Invisible Dress (Maro Music X Skytech Remix)
17:24 Cosmo Klein Feat. Ynot - When Doves Cry (Original Mix)
17:17 Colyn - Lightyears
17:12 Mr.da-nos - San Francisco 2k20
17:08 Maomakmaa - Unicorn (Remix By Jasmon)
17:02 Christopher Von Deylen - Free
16:59 Alle Farben Feat. Jordan Powers - Different For Us
16:55 Above & Beyond - Is It Love? (1001) (Original Mix)
16:52 Nora En Pure - Fibonacci
16:47 Lovers Lane - Island Memories
16:41 Beyhude - Terso
16:34 Hraach Feat. Iveta Mukuchyan - Sarer Jan
16:31 El Profesor - Busy Bye Bye
16:28 Robin Schulz Feat. Alida - In Your Eyes
16:25 Armin Van Buuren Feat. Jake Reese - Need You Now
16:17 Chaim Feat. Meital De Razon - Love Rehab
16:14 Dimitri Vegas - Pull Me Closer
16:11 Shaun Frank & Takis Feat. Shells - Don't Say I Love You
16:06 Airstream One - Southern Light
16:03 Klingande, Wrabel - Big Love
15:55 Trinidad - L'oiseau (Original Mix)
15:51 Maxim Lany Feat. Freya Alley - Anymore
15:44 True & Berger - Imprint Of Pleasure
15:39 Fous De La Mer - Luz
15:36 Lunax - I Like
15:34 Sam Feldt & Sam Fischer - Pick Me Up (Vavo Remix)
15:27 Wd2n - Sultans Of Swing (Original Mix)
15:23 Jan Blomqvist & Bloom Twins - High On Beat (Sofi Tukker Remix)
15:20 Nora En Pure - Epiphany
15:15 Axwell / Ingrosso - Something
15:07 Julian Wassermann - People
15:05 Felix Jaehn, Cheat Codes Feat. Bow Anderson - I Just Wanna
15:01 The Chainsmokers Feat. Daya - Don't Let Me Down
14:57 Karsten Kiessling Feat. Helin - Fight Like A Lion
14:54 Moby - Lie Down In Darkness
14:51 Steve Forest, Te Pai - Never Gonna Give You Up
14:46 Atb & Anova - Route 66
14:37 Aural Float - Dreamer's Dream
14:34 Alan Walker Ahrix - End Of Time
14:32 Alok & James Arthur - Work With My Love
14:27 Tibet Project - Tibet (A Passage To ...)
14:23 Daniel Portman - Sensual Desires
14:19 Schiller - White Nights (Don't Let Me Go)
14:15 Lexer Feat. Audrey Janssens - Till Dawn
14:12 Avian Grays & Azteck - Endlessly
14:09 Lost Frequencies & Mathieu Koss - Don't Leave Me
14:02 Schwarz & Funk - Savannah Sunset
13:55 Armen Miran Feat. Jivan Gasp - Lost Memories
13:52 Lilly Wood & The Prick And Robin Schulz - Prayer In C
13:49 Sans Souci - Take My Breath Away (Original Mix)
13:46 Lunax & Zana - Gone Tomorrow
13:41 Boozoo Bajou - Lava
13:38 Chicane - Capricorn (Back Pedal Brakes Remix)
13:31 Worakls - By The Brook
13:25 Chris Zippel Feat. Tusnelda - Blade
13:22 Vievie - Blue Island
13:19 Pulsedriver & Tiscore Feat. Anna Grey - We Are
13:13 Alex H - Seeking Agapism
13:10 Mefree - Horizons
13:07 Paratone - Time After Time
13:00 Depeche Mode - Waiting For The Night
12:59 Nathan Evans - Wellerman (220 Kid X Billen Ted Remix)
12:52 Djuma Soundsystem - Les Djinns (Trentemøller Remix)
12:49 Moli - Cloud No9 (Montmartre Remix)
12:46 Parov Stelar - Fire
12:41 Schiller Mit Moya Brennan - Falling
12:39 Sons Of Maria - A Kiss Like This
12:36 Trinix - Soweto
12:32 Era - Ameno
12:29 Klingande & Bright Sparks - Messiah
12:26 Lucas Estrada & Henri Purnell & Neimy - In My Fantasy
12:22 Lelo - On Your Mind (Lemongrass India Mix)
12:19 Gamper & Dadoni - My Lovin'
12:16 Edx - Neptune
12:10 Vargo - The Moment
12:07 Pretty Pink Feat. Mark V - Don't Dance
12:03 Schiller X Ro Nova X Tricia Mcteague - Illuminate
12:00 Armin Van Buuren Feat. Angel Taylor - Make It Right (Trinix Remix)
11:57 Nto (Fr) Feat. Sofiane Pamart - Invisible (Piano Version)
11:50 Armen Miran - Precious Story
11:46 Blank & Jones Feat. Zoe Durrant - One Evening (Lofi Selection)
11:42 Sons Of Maria - Elevate
11:39 Patchy - Friend (Original Mix)
11:34 Tinlicker Feat. Roos Jonker - Come Back Home
11:28 Deep Dive Corp. & Setsuna - Transatlantic
11:23 Eli Kazah - Return Home
11:19 Jean-michel Jarre - Oxygene, Pt. 4
11:15 Winona Oak & Robin Schulz - Oxygen
11:10 Kölsch - Left Eye Left
11:07 Dennis Kruissen Feat. Liza Flume - Another Soul
11:01 Matvey Emerson - Luna
10:56 Faithless Feat. Nathan Ball & Caleb Femi - I Need Someone
10:53 Kryder & Natalie Shay - Rapture
10:50 Ed Sheeran - Photograph (Felix Jaehn Remix)
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Title: FULL FLIGHT
Author: ASHLEY SCHUMACHER (author of Amelia Unabridged)
Release Date: FEBRUARY 22, 2022
Everyone else in the tiny town of Enfield, Texas calls fall football season, but for the forty-three members of the Fighting Enfield Marching Band, it’s contest season. And for new saxophonist Anna James, it’s her first chance to prove herself as the great musician she’s trying hard to be.
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Title: ALWAYS JANE
Author: JENN BENNETT (author of Alex Approximately)
Release Date: MARCH 29, 2022
A chauffer’s daughter finds herself in the middle of a love triangle with the sons of her boss’s wealthy next-door neighbors in this delightfully romantic story.
Love—and Fen Sarafian—do not care about your summer plans.
Eighteen-year-old chauffeur’s daughter Jane Marlow grew up among the domestic staff of a wealthy LA rock producer, within reach of bands she idolizes, but never a VIP. Every summer, Jane and her father head to the Sierras to work at the producer’s luxury lodge at Lake Condor—a resort town and the site of a major musical festival.
The legendary family who runs the festival are the Sarafians, and Jane’s had a longtime crush on their oldest son, Eddie—doltish but sweet. So when a long-distance romance finally sparks between them, she doesn’t hesitate to cross class lines.
But Jane’s feelings about Eddie are thrown into question after she returns to the lake and reconnects with his alluringly intense brother, the dark horse of her placid summer plans. A fellow lover of music—and hater of the game—Fen Sarafian has been ousted from the family and is slumming it at a vinyl record shop. He burns for Jane like a house on fire and will do anything to sabotage his older brother, even if it means taking a wrecking ball to a multi-million-dollar music festival. Or Jane’s heart.
Title: SEE YOU YESTERDAY
Author: RACHEL LYNN SOLOMON (author of Today Tonight Tomorrow)
Release Date: MAY 3, 2022
A magical romance in the vein of Groundhog Day about a girl forced to relive her disastrous first day of college—only to discover that her nemesis is stuck in the time loop with her.
Barrett Bloom is hoping college will be a fresh start after a messy high school experience. But when school begins on September 21st, everything goes wrong. She’s humiliated by the know-it-all in her physics class, she botches her interview for the college paper, and at a party that night, she accidentally sets a frat on fire. She panics and flees, and when she realizes her roommate locked her out of their dorm, she falls asleep in the common room.
The next morning, Barrett’s perplexed to find herself back in her dorm room bed, no longer smelling of ashes and crushed dreams. It’s September 21st. Again. And after a confrontation with Miles, the guy from Physics 101, she learns she’s not alone—he’s been trapped for months.
When her attempts to fix her timeline fail, she agrees to work with Miles to find a way out. Soon they’re exploring the mysterious underbelly of the university and going on wild, romantic adventures. As they start falling for each other, they face the universe’s biggest unanswered question yet: what happens to their relationship if they finally make it to tomorrow?
Warnings: yandere, obsession, stalking, mentions of death and grave robbery, might get darker as the story progresses.
Words: 3870.
Summary: One night your friend calls to remind you about commemorating your classmate who had drowned many years ago.
P.S. This was influenced by a Russian VN Opravdanie and some mourning rituals.
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One more evening. One more wasted day. With a grocery bag in your hand you kept walking the snowy streets of your home town where you spent all your life, never really trying to move somewhere: you had long decided there was no sense in going anywhere else even if your never changing routine was driving you crazy sometimes. Life was all the same in other places, too.
It was boring. Always quiet, always repetitive, always reminding you that it didn’t matter even if you’d forget the whole past year because it was all the same. A boring office job, small but stable salary, meetings with a couple of friends and fellow classmates from time to time, going to the same grocery store every week, returning to an empty apartment, spending your evening watching tv on the couch near a small radiator. Sometimes you would visit your parents or grandmother, listening to their concerns about you not having your own family yet and refusing to meet some son of their friends. Visits to another town close by were even more rare. You had never actually been to another country, and you had no idea what if felt like. Funny, but you didn’t even care.
You were stuck in that small snow-covered town where it had always been cold even when the gloomy summer was coming, and that was how it was supposed to be. You were destined to work somewhere you didn’t even like, one day marry a good for nothing guy and give birth to children who would inherit the same fate. There was nothing that could change - unless some hurricane would come and destroy the town at all. Then you would have to settle in some similar boring place and live the same way there.
Shaking off the snow from your hood, shoulders, and boots, you stepped into your apartment, happy it was much warmer inside - the radiator was working, thank goodness. As you hang your coat inside a hall closet, you brought the bag to the kitchen, lazily opening the fridge and looking at the meat leftovers and some porridge you cooked this morning. Uh-huh, you were too tired to make dinner, really. Some ham sandwiches would do.
Sitting on the coach again and watching some noir movie with a sandwich in your hand, you thought about how stupid your life was. What was you reason to live? Do some work nobody cared about? Making those silly reports nobody was going to read? Pleasing your parents with your mere presence? It was all you could think of, and the thought made you sad.
Suddenly, your phone rang, and you almost dropped the sandwich. Who was that? Your parents were going to bed early, and they didn’t really call you at this hour. Who was that?
Ah, Alex, a former classmate of yours who then studied in the same university as you. He was your good friend, and from time to time you were gathering in a cafe to chat about how things were going or just walked the streets together, complaining about your jobs.
“Don’t forget to commemorate Barnes today.” The message said, and you froze, furrowing your brows. Commemorate who?
That’s what you wrote to him, trying to remember who Alex was talking about.
“Barnes! Our classmate.” The next message said. “Remember when he got transferred to another school when we were 14? I’ve just talked to Anna, she said he drowned in the lake that year. Commemorate him today, it’s the day of his death.”
Oh shit. It’s true, you remembered that funny kid with a smile a mile wide and striking blue eyes all the girls were jealous of. How could you forget James? If you remembered well, you were kind of in love with him, but you were too young to really recognize your feelings and do something about them. Besides, when you thought of it now, you doubted James wouldn’t laugh at you. You two were just 14 years old, for God’s sake.
So, he died? Drowned? He probably wanted to take a shortcut through the lake instead of going through the whole park surrounding it, but that year the ice wasn’t strong enough to carry his weight, and he drowned just like several careless boys before him. Poor James. He was just a kid when it happened.
Suddenly, you realized how stupid of you was to think about your boring life and get upset over something so trivial. James was dead. You’d never chat about him with Alex and hear something about Barnes moving to some other city or getting a good raise or having a kid. He died. He was never going to get a job, marry someone, have children and live happily. You bet he would give anything for the boring life you were having.
Feeling cold, you stood up from the couch and headed over to the kitchen with a phone in your hand, a half-finished sandwich in the other. If it was the day of James’ death, you should really commemorate him: it meant having a drink and remembering something good about the boy, rest his soul. Maybe the next time you saw Alex you should talk about James with him, ask how did it really happen.
Despite you going through all the kitchen counters the only thing you found was some half-empty bottle of vodka probably forgotten by Alex or some of his friends. Shivering in your old knitted sweater, you looked out the window and furrowed your brows: it was too cold and dark to return to the grocery store for a bottle of wine. You’d prefer staying home and having just one shot of vodka, it was more than enough for commemorating someone. Not like James would care, really.
Cutting a few pieces of ham, cheese and some stale bread, you stopped for a second and went to an old wooden cupboard, taking out a few candies in bright-colored wrappings. Deciding it would be enough, you poured vodka into the glass and flinched, taking it closer to your mouth. Ugh, you never really liked strong alcohol, and the smell was kind of disgusting. Alex would laugh at you now, you thought and brought the glass to your mouth again.
I’m sorry it happened to you, James, you said to yourself, and the image of a smiling boy suddenly appeared in your head. You were a good kid. Rest in peace.
Knowing you won’t be able to tolerate the drink in your glass if you kept taking a sip after sip, you downed the shot and squeezed your eyes shut, feeling the liquid burning your throat and making you cough. Shit, it was certainly too strong for you, so you quickly took a piece of bread and put some cheese on eat, swallowing it to get the taste of vodka away. Disgusting.
I hope you are in a better place now, James.
Taking a deep breath, you quickly finished your improvised sandwich and took a candy, leaving a wrapping on the table and not even bothering with throwing it in the trash bin. The taste of alcohol was still lingering on your tongue, and it was hard to breathe, making you cough and shut your eyes again. Damn, that was the last time you drank it. From now on nothing but wine!
Thinking water wasn’t enough to keep that irritating taste away, you put a metallic kettle on the stove to make some tea and sat back, watching the snow storm becoming stronger outside. Except the actual snow, everything was pitch black - street lights never worked despite people complaining to the town administration all the time. They only shone bright near the town hall, that’s how thing were in this godforsaken place.
Shit, you had the audacity to think of things like that when you were commemorating James, the boy who died before he even reached adulthood. Who on Earth cared about street lights right now?
Shaking your head, you decided to switch the lights off in the kitchen to have a chance to see the street. Soon you were sitting close to a cracked windowsill and staring at the never ending blackness, finding an odd comfort in it and the sounds of a raging storm. With each passing second it felt like your life wasn’t as bad as you thought.
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When you woke up from a loud sound as if someone was hitting the walls with great force, it smelled like something was burning in the kitchen, your throat dry and your head heavy; you felt like you were knocked down and stepped on because your head hurt. What had happened? What was that? That smell?..
The kettle on the stove.
Your body moved on your own when you opened a window, the snow getting in immediately and flying over the kitchen while you struggled to stand, using a chair to get closer to a stove with its surface becoming red, a kettle slowly melting on it. As you switched if off, you turned on the tap and immediately poured water over the kettle, then spraying some water on your face and clothes, realizing you almost caused a fire. Why didn’t the damn alarm work? Oh, this shit was so old you were hardly surprised.
Damn, you were lucky you had an electric, not a gas stove. You’d be dead by now.
As you slowly came back to your senses, you suddenly thought about that odd sound of someone hitting the wall upstairs, eventually waking you up. There was an old man living upstairs, the one who had always been in a cranky mood, but he had never woke you up at night like that. Was it the heat? Did he feel it and woke you up? Was it something else?
Looking at what was left from your beautiful metallic kettle on the stove, you let out a breath nervously and, wearing something like your old autumn jacket - it was hard to tell what you pulled from a hall closet - you quickly left your apartment, running up the stairs. What if the old man was having a stroke?
Feeling a bit dizzy still, you banged his door desperately, not knowing if he was still conscious or not. Was he still alive? Was he alright? If he were, was he going to open the door and yell at you at the top of his voice for almost burning your apartment down? Well, you thought you’d prefer the last option if it meant the man who saved you also stayed alive.
But he wasn’t opening. In fact, you heard no sounds coming from his apartment at all. Shit, he was really having a stroke, and you needed...
“Is everything alright?” Somebody to your left asked, and you jumped, clutching the jacket on your chest. “I’m sorry if I scared you, but you have been banging the door as if your life depends on it.”
It was a tall, beefy man in a black t-shirt with some heavy metal band on it, his dull brown hair quite long for a man living in a town as conservative as yours, eyes strikingly blue. He was living next to the man above you.
“Your neighbor...” You had a hard time pulling yourself together, your throat parched and scratchy. “He has been hitting the wall... He might be having a stroke.”
The man arched an eyebrow at you, cocking his head to the side. “You sure? He went to see his children a few days ago. I don’t think he came back.”
“No, I’m sure!”
Obviously, the wall banging sounded right above your head, and no one but an old man living above you could do it. Yes, you were close to fainting that moment, but the sound was too clear to just brush it off.
“I need to call an ambulance.”
“Wait, he left me the keys to his apartment in case if the drain bursts again. Give me a second.” The next moments the stranger disappeared inside his own apartment, and for a couple of agonizing seconds you were left all alone on the staircase until the man showed up with a key in his hand, proceeding to open the door.
Getting inside, you started yelling loudly, “Sir! Sir, are you here?”
You ran to the kitchen, almost forgetting about the stranger: the picture of an old man laying on the floor breathless was making your hair stand on end. However, once you got there and put the lights on, you realized there was no one there. The kitchen was completely empty, dust gathering on the top of the counters and in the corners of the room. It looked like no one had been there for at least a couple of days. Were you mistaken? No, it couldn’t be, you heard that sound, it woke you up, for God’s sake!
Immediately proceeding to the other rooms, you saw a blank expression on the face of the stranger wandering the corridor and realized no one was in the apartment at all. How could it be?
“See, he didn’t return yet.” The man said as you turned to him, perplexed and not really understanding what was happening here. “There was no banging, I didn’t hear anything but you, actually.”
“No, it can’t be.” You put a hand on your forehead, deciding whether you had been hallucinating from the heat or the man was simply lying to you. “I... I’m sure I heard something. Could it be the other neighbor?”
“There are no other neighbors. Just the old man and me.”
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You tried forgetting about that night, still shivering from the thought you could easily die if you didn’t wake up. The kettle was destroyed along with your stove, and dad sent you some money to get a new one once he heard you crying over the phone. He promised not to tell about this your mom - she would definitely either faint or have a real heart attack.
The old man came back home a few days later just like Bucky, the guy you met that night, told you. He was perfectly alright, still in his snarky mood though. You decided you really heard that knock in your dream, otherwise the only way to explain what had happened was if thieves got inside old man’s apartment, but it was ridiculous. Bucky’s flat was certainly too far for you to hear the sound so clearly, too.
When you told Alex the story, he took the whole other direction, watching you wide-eyed and telling you it was certainly the spirit of James waking you up and saving you from such stupid death. In the end, that time you had been in the middle of commemorating your dead classmate. He certainly didn’t want you to die the same day as him. Maybe he was even grateful to you for remembering him.
Well, whatever. Despite you actually getting nervous because of Alex’s words, you decided it didn’t matter. You were safe. Now you just had to take care and never drink anything alcoholic at all. And never switch off the lights when your stove was on.
The next week you spent trying to forget about this story, working like a horse and taking extra hours just not to return home to your empty apartment. You were going to spend the weekend at your parents’ place for a change, but on Friday the last minute when you already wanted to depart Alex suddenly showed up at your door with a bottle of vodka, pack of ham and some sliced bread in a plastic packet.
“Are you mad?” You raised your eyebrows at him, angry he brought a bottle when you explicitly told him you weren’t drinking anymore. “What is this?”
“That’s not for you.” Your friend brushed it off as if it didn’t matter. “We have to visit Barnes’ grave.”
“Wait, what?”
“We need to visit his grave.” Alex repeated to you angrily, shoving a pack of ham into your arms. “I talked to the priest, and he said we need to go visit boy’s grave. It’s a must!”
You rolled your eyes at him, not even knowing how to react. Clearly, your friend has lost his mind.
Surprisingly, Alex was so pushy you couldn’t get him out of your place until you agreed to go to the graveyard with him and pay your respect to your classmate. Alex was absolutely sure the boy had saved your life, and it was disrespectful towards him to just leave things as they were. You agreed only because your friend had promised to bring you to your parents with his car.
Once you bought a couple of red carnations, the two of you headed to the graveyard, passing a small church and stopping the car right in front of the large iron gates. Nervously looking at them, you wrapped your coat tighter around your body trembling from cold, glancing at Alex in that stupid fur hat of his.
“Come on, it won’t take long.” He said, catching a sight of you. “I know the place. Let’s just go clean the grave, leave flowers and vodka, and then go. It’s the least we can do.”
Huffing and puffing with irritation, you got up from your seat and left his old car, a pack of ham still in your hands along with carnations. It was ridiculous, but, well, cleaning someone’s grave wasn’t a bad thing, really. You wouldn’t be surprised if James’ parents moved to some other place after that terrible incident, and his grave could be deserted after all these years.
Clenching carnations in your hand, you followed Alex into the gloomy graveyard, looking at old rusted crosses and new shining ones, moss-covered gravestones and a couple of monuments made by some rich citizens for their beloved who had passed away. You didn’t like coming to this place - it felt like it had always been cold here even in the hottest day of the year. Now, in the middle of February, it was freezing.
“Just a few more meters!” The man in front of you said, gesturing somewhere to the left where there were much less graves. “It should be here.”
Furrowing your brows, you kept walking, looking at the grey gravestones and looking for a familiar name. Not this one... not that one either... those two weren’t what you needed...
You bumped into Alex all of a sudden as he froze in place, and you snapped at him, “What the hell man? Why are you standing here?”
But he didn’t reply to you, gesturing somewhere to the right side of the path, and you stilled on your spot, too, looking at the destroyed grave with a broken tombstone laying in the snow. A little iron fence around it was torn apart, and it even looked like someone tried digging the grave. As you got a bit closer, you read “James Buchanan Barnes” on the broken stone and clenched Alex’s hand in yours, afraid to make one more step. God, who did that? What monster could destroy a grave, much less the one of a poor boy who died so young?
It looked so horrible there was no reason to attempt cleaning this mess. This place certainly needed a renovation, but you didn’t even know if you were allowed to do it since you weren’t James’ relative. God, why no one tried doing something with it? Did his parents really leave the town?
“That’s not good.” Alex suddenly said, his face getting extremely pale. “Oh shit, this is not good at all.”
“Of course, it isn’t.” You shook your head, still unable to believe your eyes. “What kind of bastard do you have to be to do that? Let’s go ask a supervisor what has happened here.”
When you found the man cleaning the path on the other side of the graveyard, he told the two of you it was a very odd story when somebody destroyed a boy’s grave, going as far as ruining his tombstone and even digging up the coffin. Well, of course, from time to time some vandals would show up to make a mess, but it had never went further than painting a few tombstones. Besides, only James’ grave had been destroyed, all the ones close to him were left in the same state as before. Why? Why targeting a grave of some poor drowned boy? The supervisor thought someone decided that his parents put something very valuable into the grave, provoking a thief to act, but the strangest thing was that the coffin turned out to be completely empty. The corpse had never been found as if it had never been there at all.
Did they bury an empty coffin? If the body had been destroyed or not found at all, there was nothing odd in that, but the supervisor swore the coffin wasn’t empty when he had been helping bury the boy. It had been such a tragedy when it happened, he said, adding he remembered that day well: the town you lived in was small, and the death of a child was a big thing here.
What happened to James’ body? The supervisor didn’t know. By the end of the story he was talking in a hushed voice. On the other hand, Alex was so pale as if he saw a ghost.
You spent time crossing the graveyard in complete silence as you processed the words of an old supervisor. What a cruel thing it was, to stole a corpse of a 14 year old kid who had done nothing wrong in his entire life. You couldn’t comprehend the reasoning behind this act: what, when the thief found nothing in the coffin he decided to take a corpse and throw some punches at it? God, it was disgusting. You really hoped that person was already in prison.
“Listen, I need to go and see the priest.” Alex mumbled to you in the car, and you realized he was trembling a little as if the thing he saw was too much for him. “That’s a very, very bad thing. I'm not sure Barnes’ soul rests in peace.”
“Alex, please.” You rolled your eyes, eating a piece of ham you were intended to leave on the grave. What, did you friend was really going to talk about ghosts after all he saw? He should have been worried about the thief destroying people’s graves. “You’re too superstitious. Of course, he rests in peace! His grave has nothing to do with it, but we really need to contact the administration, make them repair the place and found the bastard who did this. It’s inhuman to leave it like that.”
“No, no, you don’t understand!” The man on the driver’s seat shook his head disapprovingly. “What if James is still here, unable to continue his path? What if his ghost still wanders this place after all these years? Fuck, he certainly isn’t good anymore.”
“Alex-”
“No, can’t you see? That time when you fell asleep with your stove one... What if he didn’t save you but tried to kill you when you commemorated him that night?”