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[Poor Chronicles Pt. 43]

I have returned!

“SEXI” will no longer be getting called, “SEXI”…she’s just “Bitch.”, now. I am considering passing her to a friend.

I have gotten deep into my career, but am backing out. I see many problems with things I believed to be easy. I will be searching for other options in the meantime. Cash rests for no one, it will only sleep when you don’t need it.

Women and I, once again, need to take a break. They frustrate me with being chaotic. I do not believe a single one in the world understands me for who I am or what I need (which isn’t much). I do not request this, so much as it’s not being offered.

I am excited for this next football season, but only so much. I will be awaiting for Patrick Mahomes’ return to the Super Bowl, otherwise Russell Wilson is better than him and will prove it in the AFC Championship or sooner. 49ers possibly returning and the Eagles, Lions and Buccaneers returning to try to surge for yet another chance at a Super Bowl appearance. Frightening. Last year repeat with some additions.

Savings: $0. I spent it all. I saw no purpose in holding the $150 or even having a savings in general for my current situation.

We’re (myself) fasting again. I have absolutely no food in my home. I will be awaiting my next pay. I may start another diet, cooking “frenzy” or change up my food intake entirely.

I’ve found a special purpose in everything and cannot help, but keep that the center of my focus, eternally. It is a great feeling to have that be concrete.

I see no purpose in shopping or upgrading my life other than needs for a little extra money.

- MH (2024)

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One of the most historic neighborhoods and famous streets…Kenwood, Chicago, Illinois📍 (47th Street)

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“And the spirit of God and all his angels guided their ancestors through time until they found the perfect place to be.” - Mark (God) 1/1

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[Poor Chronicles Pt. 44]

TOPICS: “Coworker Hell”/“Old Ladies”/Older Women/MILFs/Work Experiences/My Expenses/My Budget/My “Latest” Interests

I failed to mention…there was another girl, OF THE SAME NAME, as girl I’d never fuck (work bestie). Blonde, big ass, big titties… she quit after I took her shift for her birthday. Unintentionally and intentionally…

She was the “non-Mexican” seeming version.

She called or texted and told my former assistant manager, now “head manager”… that she would not be returning. Hilarious.

Extremely confident, but terribly shy at the same time…

However, older women have been “hitting” lately, I’m talking 50-60+. Not just 30-40. Dolly Parton bitches. I’m talking 100 looking. Wrinkles all over the place. Never in my life did I start to think that was attractive. Had to get some closure…there were like 10 other extremely old women, and some moms. I just usually talk to women AROUND my age, less of a wide range for a dating pool, but I can see why people choose to date older, HOWEVER that should not dictate who you do and don’t date ENTIRELY.

One just straight up grabbed her ass cheeks in her jeans yesterday or the other day. I’m not sure if it was intentional, but she was attractive and had a great ass, surprisingly. Having two teenage kids is crazy though, insane. I could see why a man would do that…

There was even a fucking girl in a wheelchair… I’m getting her to walk, someday. Somebody has to fuck this bitch. Criminal as hell to deprive her of a sexual experience. She’s hot is another bonus. If that hasn’t crossed someone else’s mind, I would argue it is homosexual

My head manager, “resigned”. She kept changing my hours for no reason, so I stopped showing up outside of my scheduled times and ONLY showed up when I was scheduled for about a month or two, to allow others to see the difficulty of working the job at any level without my assistance on new hire training and the overall help of an experienced worker while business is hectic. I just refused to help her cover the reality of our staff (team) performance.

Another girl transferred from another location. Looked like my ex, big BEEFY bitch. Think it’s her cousin, but the Aardvark looking version. She had the WORST attitude. We had to stop working to discuss our issues with the manager, on multiple occasions, in his office. She also had the HOTTEST breath. I was disgusted infuriated to find this out RIGHT after we began having problems with coexisting peacefully while working together. One day, our argument got her sent home for over and hour and asked to come BACK. She eventually left our location, stating that most of us made her experience there horrible and made her want to leave…

It was mostly me, but yes, let’s say it was ALL of us. I said to myself one day, “I’m going to get that fat ass bitch FIRED”, then she transferred. That’s a technical.

I’ve found something to purchase and “waste” my money on that I may “NEED”. I said for Christmas, I would purchase myself a mini refrigerator, but I said, “For what? Will I use because I need it, or because I have it?”. Senseless purchase, if I don’t need it and waste money JUST to keep it full simply because it takes up space and needs to be made use of. Also, they are expensive and have to be cleaned routinely, which requires MORE purchases to maintenance it.

While still poor and comfortable, I feel like I should use any additional income on something that can generate MORE income or simply find a way to acquire a larger income with my current employer.

Videography and photography remain the most fun new interests.

Have a horrible today and horrible tomorrow if you do not wish to have a wonderful forever!

- MH (2024)

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[Poor Chronicles Pt. 43]

TOPICS: SEXI (“Final” Update Pt. 4)/“Coworker Hell”🔥 Experiences/HORNDAWG/“Coworker Hell”🔥 Experiences 2/Football (NFL)/Savings/“No Game” Girl/Photography/Videography/Room/E-Pal (Pen Pal)

A “[Poor Chronicles Pt. 42]” (UPDATE)

Returning…again! SEXI is just a complicated situation. She messages me, I reply. I message HER… I’m trying to fuuuuuucccckkk. SEXI is developing a terrible relationship with me. It’s awesome

The manager who I said I’d never fuck (let’s call her SEXI #2), resigned. She’s finishing school, so she had to make time for her career and the transition. She was excited to go. I’m 100% sure she’s had a “crush” on me since I got interviewed there…

I caught her giving me a good look, a couple looks. I was like, “Oh, pretty hispanic girl”. She’s Mexican

Coworker who I said I’d never fuck (let’s call her SEXI #3).

[I thought she was Mexican too, until I found out her name. She just dyed her hair, she’s naturally blonde. It was uncertain from the start anyway…]

She graduated college and resigned. She was my favorite coworker, aside from a couple others along the way… she frequently brought up when we hated each other when I first started working there. We used to have passive aggressive conversations where we were borderline disrespecting the fuck out of each other…PROFESSIONALLY. It was hot. I was pissed. I was like, I can’t fuck this bitch…and she fucks white boys…

Right before she resigned, she talked to me about her and her boyfriend breaking up. I thought it was a white boy… the guy was black, with dreads. Had his shirt off and his back to the camera. I just got surprised by a black ex boyfriend and a picture for proof, so I said, “________, I’m about to say something REALLY gay right now, but that dude (nigga) was fat and probably like a 6 or a 1/10, you could do better…”

In other words, myself. When she comes to her senses and sees she wants to do more than just be a random black man’s girlfriend… and get fucked

They pissed me off in the first month, so they became my work besties.

HORNDAWG, went off to college on the other side of the country. I was excited for her. On her first day, I thought she was just some tall, skinny nerd who would be KIND OF funny, who I said should get tattoos. She ended up being some pretty long haired girl with big titties and a really big ass. Crazy statistics for her physical appearance

She was like my other work bestie. Great coworker chemistry. Interesting person. Smelled fucking GOOD.

Otherwise, earlier this year, I had run into this goth girl with dark brown hair who worked at my job and quit after about a month. I knew she was going to quit, she was struggling to remain optimistic about how hard the job really was. She had a fat ass… she ran into me outside of my job after I clocked out, one day. It had been more than 6 months, so I was blanking, she asks, “Remember me?”. I almost thought she was from one of the colleges I attended, she quickly reminded me before I remembered her name…still can’t remember it. Erin? I don’t know.

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[FOOTBALL (NFL)]

The Ravens and Eagles seem to be headed towards the playoffs again, but no signs of the Dallas Cowboys, who have seemingly traded their winning season and playoff berth to division rivals Washington Commanders. The San Francisco 49ers are in the hunt, but no guarantees that the Minnesota Vikings won’t take the #7 seed.

The Detroit Lions lead the NFC again, the Tampa Bay Buccaneers look to return to the Wild Card round playoffs again. The Chiefs are currently, and only currently, undefeated with a 9-0, win-loss record and are likely to be in the Super Bowl given the Denver Broncos, Baltimore Ravens or Pittsburgh Steelers defeat them in the playoffs this season.

The same few teams seem to be in the playoffs, ONCE AGAIN! Consistency! JUST LIKE IT SHOULD BE! But not these teams, maybe a couple to a few different ones. MAYBE EVEN ONE! Just something INTERESTING.

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[SAVINGS]

I have removed the savings and decided to just budget my money based on how consistent my work is, alter the budget depending on my work day:off day ratio.

Now, I always carry money, to the point that saving is not necessary until I see purpose in holding large amounts of cash over a long period other than traveling plans and monthly expenses

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The girl from college who has no game, HAS to get fucked. Her life is boring, I assume and can use a touch up. Something interesting with SOMEONE interesting. A normal love life with lots of problems, arguments and “stupid” anger…

Something to spice that shit up a bit

The other girl in a similar situation, is still a possible contender for being added to the roster.

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I’ve found a separate love for photographing and videographing scenes rather than myself and my fashion

It was hard to remain being excited when the source of all the excitement couldn’t be pinpointed right away…

I like where it’s headed, I just don’t know what I’d use it for…

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[ROOM]

Gaming system with a flat screen television certainly elevates the experience. Being horny in a room USED to, and STILL IS, QUITE, the experience…

Both are immaculate experiences to have

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[E-PAL]

Haven’t responded to my e-pal/pen pal in over 10 weeks. A little over 2 months. This is saddening, but I shall recover

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[LIFE OPTIMISM UPDATE: MY FUTURE]

I still love how my life is going, I just thought I would be FINDING more things to appreciate about life, not creating them myself to the best of my abilities.

Still not feeling drained, unmotivated or the sudden urge to give up. Regardless on what progress I “do or don’t make”, I feel that things continue to workout how they should… as perfectly as you dream them. I haven’t exactly stopped all efforts on everything, but I HAVE been at a comfortable “standstill” pretty much for the entirety of the year, 2024. I’ve decided my success simply will and HAS to help others, in some way. Whether I intended on it or not. Still feeling like I should limit seeing people or speaking to them… still barely finding new things that I need or want, I only can work with what I have and make something new WITH it.

I repeat, “Suicide of your success is crazy, but bettering a world who doesn’t value your offerings is crazier! NAIL. IN. COFFIN.”

Errands fill my day more than rest on the average day. Have a great and wonderful day or night and even more wonderful, TOMORROW!

- MH (2024)

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[Poor Chronicles Pt. 42]

Topics: SEXI (“Final” Update Pt. 3)/Savings/Girls/NFL (Super Bowl)/Photography/“Interior Design” (Update)/Mental Health “Battle”

I HAVE RETURNED! My only updates are that, I DID reply to SEXI…after leaving her on read. Terrible decision, we’re currently in a conversation.

My savings? $150. Decided I’ll see how I’d do with no additional stashes to keep myself ahead. Not planned, but still had to be done.

The girl from college does not have “game”, I decided I could not fuck her. Getting pissed off prematurely will surely get you there. I, however, have stumbled upon a new prospect in a similar situation.

The 49ers made it to overtime, but not out with a Super Bowl win! The Ravens, Cowboys and Eagles all fell short to the Kansas City Chiefs, ultimately.

I’ve been more into pictures lately. I feel so happy while going to the photo shoots, but I can never fully embrace the feeling. It’s so disappointing. I’m not unhappy. I just can’t seem to find my happiness in it. It’s so complicated. It frustrates me a lot. I’ve been trying so hard, but I don’t think it’s possible so I’ll just have to endure it, unfortunately.

I’ve added a flat screen TV and a gaming system to my room for television/film. I decided being in a blank room while horny is quite an experience, so I shall try to elevate the experience.

I’ve earned a “pen pal” or “ e-pal”, it’s actually kind of fun. She says I’m “funny”

Overall, I was loving how my life was going, I just couldn’t see a point in pushing more aggressively. I’m not drained, unmotivated or giving up. It’s not even that it’s “not working”, I just have gotten to a point where I feel like I should just stop on ALL efforts. I want success, but it only seems like it would be to help others. I personally feel like I should just commit to a life where I limit speaking to or seeing people. It just doesn’t feel like there is anything around that I need or want anymore. Suicide of your success is crazy, but bettering a world who doesn’t value your offerings is crazier. NAIL. IN. COFFIN.

I tried to keep this up, but my days have been filled with errands and rest, if possible. Have a wonderful morning AND DAY!

- MH (2024)

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[Poor Chronicles Pt. 41]

Topics: Work (Vacation)/Chicago vs. CPD/Photography/Vocabulary/Girls/Super Bowl/SEXI (Final Update Pt. 2)/Phoenix “Theory”

Week 1 of my work “vacation” is complete. I am not scheduled for this entire holiday season. This may have been one of the only weeks I’ve had off since I had started.

I was almost murdered by the police for ignoring their “greeting” and being identified as someone holding a firearm. It was a visual misunderstanding. Still, he pulled his gun on me and I was not entertained. Will not elaborate any further.

I took some more pictures, my Ralph Lauren Polo sweater is actually more intriguing than I had initially thought.

I will be referring to my housing design as an “assortment”. I want a 50-story assortment so that my promiscuous wenches must go through multiple levels of physical activity before fucking me. Showers on the 47th floor. For example, “wife” #1 must complete a video of 10 three point shots, 1 min of jump role (freestyling), obstacle course with barbed wire (Jokes. Possibly. I like crazy women). First woman to the top, no reward. Just fucking. I don’t want the others to get jealous, but she was first and this ideally shouldn’t take the same amount of time for them all, so it shouldn’t even be an issue on finishing first (for them). Not like if I did…sexually. Like who makes it to me first…because it’s not a race, so they won’t finish near eachother in time, as I only have one dick in my arsenal. How would I start fucking 50 bitches at once? A bit of a friendly fire on myself for the “finishing first” originally. But nonetheless (anyways), unless I make my room door transparent… should I just make them come join? Do I make them edit it and put it all together. If they have time. DON’T. BE. LATE! Class is in session *yard stick slam on the desk* (All jokes). Timed? 30 mins or less, if task based not speed based. Effort based? Like “punitive” measures for intentional slacking/decrease in quality? I will obviously do mine as well. I may do timed 30 minute sessions for myself as well for hobbies such as sketching to say sharp. There may be a hot tub or even a pool on my level. A large TV! First done can pick today’s show or movie. Watch whatever show in the meantime. Or update others as they come if you don’t choose an [appetizer show]. Paused? Or maybe it’d just keep getting stopped from someone new always entering the room and become a big group discussion. Once a week. I forgot they’d have to have jobs and have to travel a lot so I can’t make them do it ALL week. Can I? They may have time. It depends. Can’t complete a level? That’s okay. Ends at 2:00pm. We’ll have those digital clocks with the red numbers, so everybody knows what floor and hour they are on. Make it tomorrow’s whole day goal. If met early, complete other tasks from previous day (for daily fitness/exercise). Until you can complete the circuit by 2:00pm, don’t set a new goal. (This would be a great reality show, but I don’t want cameramen, have any interest in entertainment as far as movies/television and I could potentially do this naked. Why would I record obstacle course porn?).

The Ravens continue to reign dominant. Lamar Jackson is a spectacular Super Bowl champion versus the Dallas Cowboys. The Philadelphia Eagles will be there though. Obliterated the Dolphins for that 28 point comeback last year. I like Tua, but damn Lamar did him dirty.

I have decided to reduce the number of baby mommas. I said I would never speak to SEXI again, last year in 2022, for my own personal reasons. She responded to the direct message from the other day and said “Thanks” with a crying laughing emoji. I said she looked “sexy”. I’m about to leave this bitch on read for life. I, however, elect to resume fucking up people’s lives. I will not fuck up hers in any fashion. As long as she holds this fumble in. Otherwise, they will make fun of her.

Your pathways from birth until death carrying every breath you take, following your every step. New cells are created, hair sheds, skin sheds, blood, sweat and tears, saliva shed. One day, they will all follow along the same path as the airways and in the perfect moment will all come together and you will rise again as phoenixes do. Everything you once were will all come back together long after your death and you will rise once more. If you hate your being, you will continue to pollute the airways and deteriorate your natural being through practices such as drug consumption and heavy eating.

I have more thoughts, but time to smoke.

- MH (2023)

[12/31/2023 - 7:59PM]

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[Poor Chronicles Pt. 40]

Topics: Weed/Diet/SEXI (“final” update)/HORNDAWG/Fake Lesbian Girlfriend/Living Arrangement/Accounting/Geography Thoughts/Remaining Thoughts (3+ Parts)

*$260. I obviously lied. I will continue to purchase weed, but only in small amounts now following my thorn strain mishap. The second wasn’t rashy throat, as it was just not very great serving as an improvement while simultaneously there were some improvements. If you can’t rely on your dealer who can you rely on? I refer back to guy last. Solid improvement, still not surpassing quality of guy last to him. I decide it is time to stop waiting for my schedule to align with my dealer and let it be. I crossed passed with the second dealer from the second location. The one I had looked for and didn’t find until his services were no longer needed, I requested them for the first time. Greatest quality since “guy last to him” had been present. My dealer, although he gave me discounted weed “for Christmas”, I wouldn’t have even believed it was weed, if a seed didn’t fall out. Not my first, but it will be the source of a great experiment. We all know weed is good. We all know weed is great, but can “bad” weed become strong weed using proper gardening techniques as terrible crop soil, improper harvesting method and growing techniques could have harmed the first plant’s growth. Much like a bad plant with a bruised fruit or vegetable, or is it just aged? Or not aged enough? I also purchased a “grapple” of chips.

SEXI, has not replied to my latest direct message. It is time to retire her jersey number on the roster. She is not a destined baby momma. I am speechless.

Horndawg has to be retired. I had attempted to recruit a lesbian bride-to-be and she can’t be disrespected by competition. It was all or nothing. I couldn’t let another woman challenge her position. Unsettling. Both are to be retired.

I am considering abandoning my upcoming plans and taking them on alone. I do not believe such a perfect situational preference exists. I am stuck between frustrated and angry, less so of the angry.

Am not getting tired of the chips. Am getting tired of the endless cycle of nothing to do. There is almost nothing to spend money on.

Discovered my walking path to my old neighborhood was the projects and you would never notice in the present day. The idea of people hating it here is actually outrageous. The idea of my old neighborhood being the same for almost 50+ years in almost every way statistically is absolutely outrageous as well. Still the poorest in the whole city. Although people carry out these ideas poorly, we used to be a country. Mostly just Chicago, but this is nearly an island or country. We certainly are larger than many other places as far as population for some who have an outstanding amount of land in comparison and land for those lacking enough of it to consider declaring independence rational. We’re just larger in every way.

I have been getting an abundance of things lately. I had a ton of [Bad Questions] for the series, personal ones. I cannot remember them all or any really. I am unsure of where to place my money still. My savings series is still in process. I just had to spend about $400 on weed in 6-7 weeks just to show you it is not even a terrible expense. Just costly and uncertain in desired quality. Otherwise, I’d put it there. For what? To never spend? Exactly. Outrageous concept, really an emergency fund. I get the sense my ancestors were here and departed at some point surrounding the period of the Great Chicago Fire as a “smoke signal” (primarily marijuana) notifies African Americans of where it is and is not safe to be in the near future. I’m getting that they have relocated to Canada. I assume they departed from Haiti and traveled north near Nova Scotia and headed through the Great Lakes into the Chicago area and most have not returned since. The water quality declined and citizens were killed daily of cholera, so it had to have been a million signs notifying people to leave the area and were met with no responses. Eventually, the signals began to falsely be sent out after everything began to die down and safety was called. We now live in a period and/or era where almost nobody knows what is going on. There will be joy and cheer someday, but for most, not like the times that existed previously.

I’m so interested in what my projects will evolve into over time. I am happy with the progress that I didn’t even see myself making with them. The creativity is not satisfactory, but it’s becoming something to appreciate. I’m not sure what comes next because the additions I’ve made and am making could be disastrous or a significant improvement from the first attempts made. My “version” (totally new idea) will be better.

I have gotten back into reading, not the traditional kind, but articles at the very least. I’m loving it. It’s fun. I shall have a library for me and my nerdiest wench. I intend to treat every single one of them the same, because that is who I am in nature, but who am I to not “reward” my first available angel. It feels scum-like, but why would that relationship not be more personal. It has to align a certain way for some reason, right?

I miss cooking. I would like to learn _______chicken and fried rice. Shrimp, but that’s expensive. Chicken fried rice would be a lot of chicken, unsure of the clash. I would like to try the traditional General Tso’s, Orange, Etc…, but would also like to make my own sauce after I’ve gotten comfortable with cooking methods and tastes. I would love to try a chimichanga still, but wonder if I can make it more like nachos (cheesier). What creates the difference in texture with cooked ground beef versus ground turkey. Does turkey bacon get as crispy as pork? Bacon, cheese, fries. Ghost peppers? (Wendy’s). Any other peppers available?

- MH (2023)

[12/28/2023 - 10:58AM]

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[Poor Chronicles Pt. 39]

Topics: Weed/HORNDAWG/[Bad Questions]/Dietary Habits/Photography/2nd Phone/Budgeting/Rational Questions/Happy (fuck you!) Holidays!

*$250. Done with weed purchases. Not only for the year, but for the foreseeable future. I can’t keep wasting my money on this. Last few servings have been horrible. I ran into my dealer again. It’s better, but here he goes again with some of this rashy throat. I believed the guy before this was going to be better, but he was not very good either. I’ve had “worse”. It’s all good, but then I met Betty. What does that mean? I. Don’t. Know. Yes I do. It means it’s all good until you want to see another planet or another world or another idea you’ve been looking for. It’s all good until you’re walking around town looking for who has(who’s) got the best stuff. (It’s you!). Now you want a higher “FIX”, but you can’t try crack (rock) or meth, so what do you do?

[May revisit. “Prophecy”, not personally though. Quest. “Where is the gas?”]

I don’t want to “make love” or “have sex”. I obviously want to FUCK. With Horndawg, I want to have somewhere between fucking and having sex, almost as if we were making love (…although it’s just fucking). I want to make it seem like what we have is better than those losers who want the fame and fortune and don’t want to work for it. Also, those who are just together for the sake of a name and a chance at losing the feeling of emptiness.

[Do people actually want to spend eternity together (marriage) or do they just not know how to break the ice for separation?

If being alone didn’t exist, would you still stay?]

I may be done with food (snacks) for the time being. Although, if not, I will be adjusting my potato chip diet to mostly just (or all) flamin’ hot fries. I didn’t know how I would afford this new lifestyle, but it seems a way has been made.

I got around to those pictures. My photography skills are improving. I cracked my phone without service’s screen. I was thinking of replacing it (AGAIN), although it is only a small portion of the screen cracked, but I had just replaced the entire thing (from a worse crack) almost a year ago, today. Could my photography, the phone or location be cursed? I presume the phone. Nonetheless, I do not deem this occasion as necessary for a screen repair.

I keep sensing there is something I could spend my money on, but I’m running out of ideas. I assume it will just never come to me.

I’m getting, “What if the person you want to be with is 5 or more years younger than you?”. I would have to say not everything is meant to align with what you view as “normal”, but it also doesn’t have to be too far off from what you perceive to make sense.

Another Christmas with no gifts (not that I care) and no daughter’s titties in my face. So if you didn’t have either for me this year. Fuck you! (kidding)

Some things might be spilling my mind, but that’s okay.

- MH (2023)

[12/25/2023 - 2:18PM] - Christmas Day 2023

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[Poor Chronicles Pt. 38]

Topics: Weed/Work (Hours)/Cellular Service/Photography/Work (Social)/HORNDAWG/Girls/Mail Services

*$200 of my money. I don’t know how much more of my money he can afford to miss out on. I think I’ll just limit the snacks and smoke more weed. I have an unpaid vacation from work.

I was cut today. Quite early. About an hour and a half. I was also given the day off tomorrow. This is ludicrous. That is $100 or so I could use to be high enough to maintain working at this job.

I have paid my next month’s phone bill already, so it’s not necessary (to work more hours). Unsure if the SIM card will be a recurring issue yet or not, but fuck it. I’m willing to take the chance. I will be halfway on monthly expenses through the 3rd month upon my next pay, regardless. These next few weeks should be interesting.

I hadn’t taken the chance to select my outfit for my next photo shoot, so not being able to have my photo shoot exactly one month from my last was successful. Cheers. I was unfortunately asked to work that day. I have gotten around to it. During one of my showers.

We had two days worth of 30 minute breakfasts for our team meeting. Yesterday was various bagels, McDonald’s sausage biscuits with strawberry, no jelly jam packets (against my diet practices now realizing), cereal, cookie cake, juice and milk. Today was some sort of cinnamon cake. My head coach prepared. During our second meeting, I was asking everybody about the holidays (vacations specifically), making jokes, asking people about their secret Santa gifts, etc… and when my head coach asks everyone what we’re doing for the holiday(s), Horndawg says “Maybe applying for colleges…I was thinking maybe UIUC…in Urbana” and a car accident went off in my head. I thought to myself, “There is no way this bitch is in high school. Bitch could be 17. 16 NIGGA!? I’ve been saying this bitch’s ass is so fat for like 40 weeks. Nigga what the fuck!” (No question mark needed (!?) that fuck was loud). You should’ve saw my face. Also, first of all, no she is not going to college out of town, and if I let her, she’s coming back a lot so we can FUCK. The other bitches don’t listen, so we’ll see about this one. I was wondering what side of the city she may be from, but shit clearly the side where they commit felonies. There was no way I just said this is the bitch I imagined in 2016. Her walk is so cute by the way for a 5’9 girl. It’s almost like she doesn’t know her ass is that fat. A new coworker and I left the meeting early. Our managers lied on the bench. One of them’s ass was so fat laying on her stomach. The new coworker asked Horndawg about her college situation and she was like “Oh, I’m 18!” and I came back to life. I figure she took a gap year or some shit. I also realized she works before 3pm, so there’s no way she could be anyway. I was about to say, what kind of bitch has a fat ass, big titties and looks like this in HIGH SCHOOL. I guessed 18-22. I don’t prefer, but yesterday I was just thinking “Damn, maybe I need me a younger bitch”. She also dyed her hair red like Christmas. Never asked her why. I thought I was seeing things through her hairnet. Maybe she was horny. It seems like all the bitches my age are scared, in a relationship or have been emotionally abused enough to not seek a relationship with anyone who actually likes them. I’m not fixing that shit. I’m not a mechanic bitch. Then I started to believe that sounded crazy as fuck and I might be capping. Well here we are. In conclusion, my manager is out to get me.

A sex worker messaged me, then eventually ended up telling me she sells content. I told her I don’t do that, but if she ever wanted to make some with someone. She knows where to find me (we exchanged locations). She didn’t respond. She doesn’t have a very fat ass, but I noticed in one of her posts she had a very fat pussy and that makes up for it, honestly. She has SUPER big titties, but that is insane.

The MILFs (or cougars, but I prefer MILFs, even if they aren’t) are beginning to be seen as regulars again. I forget that some of these women are only, but human and get just as horny and excited as these other girls and sometimes can’t contain themselves either. I never really considered this more than one of those fun escapades because situationally it’s not very realistic (at least in my situation), but now I see having multiple baby mommas quite older than me rather than just around my age as something I can’t just rule out, altogether. Nothing against it, but having a bad bitches quarter finals is insane, so you can see why considering would be outrageous, but one of these thick grandmas got one more time to come in here looking thick and beautiful and I’m going to strike her with this dick. Shit is so crazy.

Overall, this has been an interesting poor week. I was considering getting a PO Box (as I have been for a while, but see no real purpose, and ordering a new jacket, sweater or gaming system). I think I have tortured my thieving neighbors enough with halting all orders after they went through my package once and stole another entirely… but potentially not, as well. I’m content with this lifestyle.

- MH (2023)

[12/21/2023 - 4:44PM]

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[Poor Chronicles Pt. 37]

Topics: Baby Mommas and their Types/Work (“Off Days”)/Photography/Girls/Read, Reply or Delivered (RRD)/Shopping/Work (Personal Image)/Weed/Football

I’m so sick of one of my future baby mommas. I had replied to her story, telling her, that her ass was ugly. I was not lying, bitch. You are so fucking ugly. You and your little gremlin ass boyfriend. She fucking left me on read. What a bitch? I hate her ass. Imagine your bitches…in bed…with some *triple disrespectful African American explicatives*. Now I COULD do something about this (for her), HOWEVER…I’m not stepping out of bed for a bitch, an *African American explicative* or anybody else. Y’all bitches are hopping out [*sparkles* ~ for me ~ *sparkles*]. I’m sure one day this feeling will be owned by them, but that’s not hitting. Retaliation does not soothe over being in bed with my bitch and and her wasting your time and money does not make me less mad about it. How could I let someone get under my skin to the point where I seek revenge though?

Another one. Shared a white influencer’s shirtless picture. Yuck! I asked if that was her type.

These bitches drive me insane.

I was off yesterday, they called me to come in. I intended on taking pictures. Exactly one month from my last photo shoot. I intended on starting a monthly 17th post (and because being 17 was so lit, ironically). Weekly or more, honestly. This foiled my plans. Imagine awakening stiggity-stoned from an hour to two hour long nap to your manager asking if you’re available, an hour ago. I say, “What time?”. I arrive 20 minutes early. My hispanic manager (not the one who says “Nigga”), joked with me about becoming a manager at the other location. I don’t see this for myself, but others do. This will make for 8 straight days of work. Amazing. I will follow this up with a 13 day long vacation. What the fuck am I? In high school? I presume I’ll be called in or a shift may arise. I hope not. I can use this time to take those pictures. It is rather piercing outside though.

I was asked to visit my regular location today. I was asked to work with the most flirtatious bitch alive (manager) and the tall girl. We’ll be calling her Horndawg, not only due to her last name, but feeling, although concealed, she LOVES to get off. Every time I see her I wonder when she’ll stop flirting with the world.

Horndawg, on the other hand…is there a name for sexual attraction based on scent? I damn near lose track of time when in arms reach of this bitch. I wanted to ask her if she was 5’8 or 5’9. Our coworkers watch us very aggressively, it’s almost dead silent, so I throw in a few interactions. I think they think the height thing is “cute”. Otherwise I would tip the manager off to how she had me fucked up. Also, presumably homosexual for a wage. Other than that every time we get too close, I want to kiss on this bitch’s neck and I think she wants to put a hickey on mine. It’s a very aggressive feeling. I asked her a question. Not only did she almost pop a blood vessel in her eye trying to respond, but she gave me the “Hey Daddy” eyes. She’s tall, but not taller than I. Also, I assumed she was a student…she is still around currently, this thickens the plot. A local? Anyway, in 2016, I told my friend (married woman who I said isn’t taking our relationship seriously) that my dream woman has to be the baddest bitch…with the FATTEST ass. She has to be so bad, I’d eat her ass. This is her, I’d spit right in her butt.

I replied to this one girl’s story. Pushed my last DM right through. Said she had gorilla grip coochie (not verbatim, how the fuck would I know), I never considered this likely. She just might be the perfect bitch, if so. She liked it. She frequents Chicago, so this would be fun. She fucked this other guy I used to be friends with. I don’t have any doubts. I just want to prove his dick game is terrible. This bitch’s ass is fat from the FRONT. Commented on this asian girl from high school’s post (wholesome). Never really thought she was cute, but now I want her squirting all over my dick. Outrageous. I’ve been going crazy about some asian pussy lately. Like I want her to look REAL asian, like straight out of a 90’s movie.

Shopping! Oh shopping. I decided I would give hoodies a run (if there’s good enough options). I have quite a few newer clothing options that are for colder weather, but I may empty stock quickly. Either hoodies or plain tee shirts next, but hoodies are limited due to color theme. Tees are even more limited for designs due to there being none and the only option being repetition in colors. Which is what I wanted to do anyway.

I see nice clothing and accessories for my whores. Feels like it’s their style, but this is designer drip baby. Chicago only rocks designer, bitch.

My former favorite coworker got a neck tattoo. I said I’d avoid getting mine to remain professional and the other one would be a terrible marketing strategy.

I may have to slow down on the weed (unfortunately). I am seeing a problem in my ways. He has now missed *$180 of my money. Even though he sold me thorns, last. I may use this for my hoodies. I may just starve and smoke less weed. That wouldn’t save so I may just stop smoking. To be determined.

- MH (2023)

[12/18/2023 - 8:00PM]

Go Lamar Jackson, Lions could beat any NFC team except the Eagles. 49ers could lose to the Cowboys. Eagles over everyone. Texans making a push without CJ Stroud.

Ravens to Super Bowl

#3 Texas to CFP Championship #GoHorns … side note thought this content creator I followed was delusional rooting for them…but then they washed Alabama. They haven’t been good since like fucking Vince Young in ‘07. I’m rooting for the 2016 “Juju On That Beat” Texas Longhorn to make a comeback now.

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[Poor Chronicles Pt. 36]

Topics: College Football (CFP/NCAA)/Cellular Service (story)/Work (Social)/Girls/Weed

I’m feeling disrespected…Alabama’s in it. Versus the University of Michigan…who has #1 in a chokehold. At #2, I thought they’d get to the CFP Championship (or even sooner) and lose, but they actually might …fucking still do it (I changed my opinion mid-sentence). I thought Texas was out since they lost to Oklahoma, but I guess it’s loser season. Back to supporting the University of Texas.

By midnight, I had been asleep and had slept an additional 3 hours past. My cellular service was discontinued. I attempted to get there before close, but the store had been closed earlier than close time.

I went back yesterday (my off day) and it was STILL “not open” even though it was during store hours. She opened the door and said, “We’re not op-, we’re not open yet.”…she stuttered while doing so. I was informed a customer had broken all the keyboards in the store, I assume in a fit of rage, and that she was fixing them. I was told to come back in an hour. I went to get rubber gloves for changing the toilet seat and potato chips and decided to use the rest of the time viewing a nearby street playing, “Whose block is going to get blown down in the near future?”. I returned. She was now assisted by a man. I informed her of my situation, she still asked if I had my receipt. I said, “No.” and explain again. She is on the phone with the worker from the other day and tells her how to correctly perform this act going forward. It sounded like she has done this incorrectly before (payment option). I had assumed they all were just unskilled, the way the one on the phone had described it to me and that they were “usually by themselves”. The one in front of me installed my phone service though, initially. I thought, “Damn she’s stupid too?”. My payment was able to be reached under my phone number. It is apparently possible for the payment to linger as some sort of: Confirm/Decline or Accept/Later option. I was upset. I came prepared to deliver my speech about how I was fully prepared to pay. During the last portion of my customer service, an attractive dark skinned girl walked in. She also sobered me up. My high was lifted. I was informed my service would be restored in 5 minutes. I couldn’t wait, I walked for 3 minutes and then checked. I received a text saying it had been restored.

At my original location, I was scheduled with one of our newer, but veteran managers, the Hispanic one. Not the one who says, “Nigga!” to City Girls. He didn’t like me being the “funny man” and making all the jokes during my returning shift. He started to make a joke of it and then got real serious like he wanted to beat me up like a WWE wrestling backstage match. He did give me props for being a very helpful and outstanding worker during our team meeting as being sort of a model employee.

I messaged this other girl, from college (second one) - this is what FaceBook was intended to be used for, by the way (Ironically, she JUST replied, right now). When I met her she had the FATTEST ass, she has a baby now, but she’s a lot more fun than I thought. I thought she was some mean, boring, pasty bitch with a fat ass. Total opposite. Ironically reminds me of what I thought this other girl I fucked was like. I say this “painfully”.

Anyway, so I think she’s single now. Let’s see another love of my life walk away *peace signs*!

Dealer has missed on yet another advance, *$140. What a fool? His last pack severely burned my throat. Considered retirement. This other guy was quite the servicemen.

- MH (2023)

[12/15/2023 - 12:04PM]

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[Poor Chronicles Pt. 35]

Topics: Weed/SEXI (update)/LOML (update)/Trolling/SIM Card Troubleshooting/Photography/Work (Hours)/Work (Social)/Girls/I Remembered…?/Reply, Read or Delivered (RRD)

I finally went to the dealer at the other location. Needless to say, will not be doing that…again. He wasn’t even the guy I looked for, just one of them. Still was the first though. I found my dealer … $100 later. I told him, he had missed out on $100 worth of my money. RIDICULOUS! While I was leaving yesterday, after I dropped my weed. Called me “Whiteboy!”. I almost said, “So you gone bitch me in front of yo friends? IIGHT!”. I considered getting a new dealer. I considered going the fuck off. I needed a solution for being called caucasian. My pet peeve. The disrespect was sky high. Is it this hard to identify light skinned African Americans? This dude’s from my part of the hood too. So confused. Weed, still, unfortunately, will be playing a larger role in my expenses going forward (I presume).

No updates from SEXI, I presume she’s dead.

The LOML left me on delivered. About my 4th DM in 2 weeks.

Still trolling the bad bitches of TikTok (with a fat ass). The jokes are now relative to having a fat ass. Still harassing the girl with 1000s of followers about talking to other dudes.

My SIM card was actually the issue. I had to spend $11 on that shit. It was not the phone at all. Compatibility issue and whatever else was fucked up. I also paid my bill. I keep receiving texts about payment today, so I’m getting frustrated about where my money went. Instinctively, I was going to pay online, at first. I will wait until the night hits to decide whether or not this will become an issue. I considered going in to see today, but I shall wait until midnight. I have wet the receipt, so it has been thrown out and I’m not sure how I will confirm this payment/purchase because it is not showing up on my account. Was not an AutoPay payment though, so we shall see.

I finally got around to the pictures, they came out just as I had wanted them. Look forward to taking more.

The other location I started at is going well. Two days in a row I was asked to leave early. Good for going home to smoke, but incredibly upset (about leaving, as I informed them). I was intended to be back tomorrow, but will be at my regular location instead. No issues, just extremely unexpected.

My head coach randomly starts becoming condescending and angry. I’m starting to think, “BITCH DO YOU WANT ME TO QUIT!?”

I went to my original location assignment after both days for my chicken salad. Told one of the managers that it’s better, here. The tall girl with the fat ass was there. Sadly, she works next on my off day. Cutie. Peeped she had some great titties yesterday too. Caught me off guard on every occasion. Now I have to fuck her. I’m not sure if I like tall white girls, black girls or short white girls with a fat ass. Crippling thoughts. Maybe just all.

Remembered this girl from college (second one). Bitch disgusts me, is annoying and most importantly is racist as fuck. I hate this bitch and her big titties. I said I’d never fuck her. She fucked this one dude I was friends with and dated the other. Now, I thought they were dumbasses for getting played by this one bitch (they called me after), but now I’m going to be dumb with them. This bitch makes me want to throw up on myself and I still want to fuck her. Damn…bitch got game…

Still playing goalie at your dream girl’s DMs. I’m like the 2010s Chicago Blackhawks bitch. Messaged this one girl from high school. STUPID fat ass and big titties. Guaranteed quarter finalist in girls I’d still fuck in any bracket.

Messaged these two married bitches. One to let her know she’s not taking our relationship seriously and the other to know she was thick (in her wedding photos). Damn, the 20+ers are going in on marriage and engagements. You bitches don’t cheat anymore?

- MH (2023)

[12/12/2023 - 6:22PM]

Dolphins lost to Titans. Chiefs lost to Bills. Jaguars lost. Browns still in it. Ravens on top, it’s looking like. Texans?

Eagles lost BAD to 49ers AND Cowboys. Terrible for the best record and a few next bests. Still very good playoff potential (preparation against best opponents). Lions? Tough loss to the Bears. I just told my African American manager he could relaunch from where his high school football career went wrong and play for the Bears. We have a wide receiver with 1000+ yards and 6 TDs and we don’t even have 5 wins. Well now we do and beat one of the best teams. He also did returns as well for special teams. He may be on my shitlist, but I really think he could do this (unfortunately). He actually has several talents. Is just an asshole. Acting and/or comedy would be his next best options for success. Unfortunately, people think I’m joking when I suggest these things.

Oh, and Florida State. Might be #4, but better than being Alabama and not in it. People were scaring the shit out of me with the post game day ranking updates. Temporary, but they’re still in it. Ohio State, Alabama & Texas were upsets with those losses, still. I still believe the lower rankings in the Top 25 should be able to knock off #1.

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[Poor Chronicles Pt. 34]

[6:49AM]

Topics: Weed/Content Creators (Tik Tok)/Troubleshooting Phone/Work (Social)/The Verdict/Wisdom (Faith/Religion)

Another day, another delightful evening I don’t run into my dealer. This is horrible, horrible news! I decided to get myself some snacks instead. The dealer I was looking for, last time, was near. I was ready to fight. Your services are no longer needed…I’m spending this on CHIPS! Now I await a long day, where I may run into my real dealer.

One of my favorite content creators on TikTok viewed my profile. I didn’t think she would even “reply” seeing as though she has 1000s of followers. I told her, that her problem is talking to other dudes (not me). My latest hobby is trolling bad bitches (mostly the ones with a fat ass) in TikTok comments. Otherwise informative trolling or defending Juice WRLD’s legacy against Playboi Carti fans.

My SIM card almost made it the WHOLE night. I woke up from my slumber with no issues. The issues arose while awake unfortunately. The radiators, however, were serviced (again) and I am now not living in the igloo.

My favorite coworker quit (I believe). The one I said I’d never fuck because her attitude sucks. Has been quite a tough winter. I noticed I hadn’t seen her in like a week and thought, “Oh yeah, she’s from Kentucky! Maybe she’s out of town.”. Nope, not even on the schedule anymore. I told this bitch, I was coming to her house if she quit. That wasn’t a part of the deal, bitch! Making me crazy.

Anyway, I see a reason every day to fuck someone’s life up. I honestly try everyday to see beyond the situation, but someone has talked these people into thinking they are mightier than I (God). Sadly, I cannot negotiate with those individuals and have to use ill will in “retaliation”. They don’t respond to reason, only to eternal suffering. Otherwise, they recover and resume their habits following a humbling partnered with an epiphany that causes them to see fault. Only to be “improved”, so that they may resume.

Respect others’ wishes (the reasonable ones) and getting what you want should be easy, if not, every single action you have done and will do, will easily count for nothing. Wishes cannot conflict (Ex: War and Peace)

- MH (2023)

[11/30/2023 - 7:55AM]

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[Poor Chronicles Pt. 33]

Topics: Deletes & Cheats/Cakesters/“SEXI”/Phone Troubleshooting/Bills/Weed/Work (Hours)/Weather/Bad Bitches (Search & Destroy)

[5:12AM]

Cackling because one of my old “friends” convinced his baby momma to unfriend me on all social media platforms (I believe). Except Facebook and possibly Twitter. We have one more app to see if she’s cheating. Lovely.

Messaged another old friend’s ex girlfriend. I wonder if her ass is still fat.

No word from “SEXI”, still. Her return is far, I fear. *Sigh*

My SIM card keeps glitching. Hope to fix this issue soon, but it is quite cold outside, maybe have to troubleshoot myself.

The radiators are off AGAIN. Outstanding invention, but this is ridiculous. Imagine you’re like, “Okay we have a place to stay, electricity and water!”, then the fucking radiators shut off after they had just come to fix them. Sitting at the TV feeling like an uncooked fucking TV dinner.

I lied, my schedule does align with my dealer. It was just 1:45PM and 27 degrees outside. I even tried the other one about 10 blocks away while getting chips. No sign of life there either. Alas at 4:45PM, he was around. I managed to get my weed. No randoms this time.

I was called last night to pick up another shift tonight. Not necessary, I was already working and will just work a double. It seems like when I am not at a high necessity for money, it just seems to offer itself up. Unlike these bitches.

Currently can’t find my scarf and the temperatures are only dropping. I fear it is ski mask season without warning.

Otherwise, it is rather boring. Only thing that could lighten the mood is probably some titties. Where are the bad Mexican shorties? Off to smoke though. “BURRRRRRR!” - Gucci Mane

- MH (2023)

[11/28/2023 - 5:32AM]

[afr0-thunder]

[Poor Chronicles Pt. 32]

[4:11AM]

Topics: Timely/New Location (Work)/Shopping/Diet/“SEXI”/Weed/Titties the Racist/Work (Social)/365 Days

Remember how I said I was timely? Why did I show up late about 3 times this week? To the new and normal location. 29 minutes because I walked past the new location on the first day. 11 minutes late Tuesday from setting no alarms. 2 minutes late Wednesday at the new location. I expected my whole life to be fucked up after that. The head coach who hired me works at this one.

Unfortunately, they didn’t have the Jordans in my size, nor did they have the other Jordans. I ended up getting the coat for about $70 and getting a second pair of all black Air Force Ones to make up for the emptiness. I anticipated two shoe purchases, so two were made.

Nearly 3 months ahead, once again. Although one of the 3 months is almost over. My diet still consists of mostly sugary snacks, potato chips and the occasional chicken salad. I tried oreo cakesters…pretty good, not a terrible item.

“SEXI” and I made the 7 hour gap smaller for a few days. It was all well, until she stopped replying the other day. I guess she can show someone else her titties. I kept making comments about her nerd activities. We’ll see if she ever wants her mind back because clearly she’s lost it.

Right after my last post, I ran into my dealer. His schedule lined up with my work schedule perfectly. Unfortunately, yesterday it did not. I had to use some stranger. This is quite outrageous, what the fuck? Other than that, the smoke has been good.

Titties from work, quit. She was stressed about school, I assume. I found out newer girl is from Michigan. The tall girl with the fat ass didn’t quit. It’s been quite the Fall season. I’m excited as I await my one year anniversary of my start date. Astonishing accomplishment.

Excited to see where this next year takes me!

- MH (2023)

[11/25/2023 - 4:34AM]