#aesthetics are no good and i hate when anyone implies that mysticism is a reasonable response to any forest-related information.

[unopenablebox]

what personal quality exactly is the one where i am constantly driven to write "firing shots in the air" style posts but ones that i think my mutuals will be genuinely unsympathetic to. why can't i stop trying to compulsively confess that i'm an atheist. or making disclaimers about my fear that my career as a biologist will trick people into believing that i am someone who Cherishes The Sacred Importance Of Trees And Frogs [good, virtuous, near-druidic, queer] as opposed to my actual motivation, Thinks Taking Videos Of Cells And Arguing About Them Is More Fun And Materially Grounded Than Almost All Other Activities [stembrained, cold and sentimentless, utterly lacking in the sacred feminine, not even a real gay person and if you were it'd be one of the bad ones where you're just a coupled gay man whose perspective is not relevant to the modern era]