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sanchoyo · 3 months ago

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We had to put him down this morning. His health was getting too bad and I couldn’t stand the idea of him suffering.

it’s just crazy to think I don’t really have puppy pictures of him because we got him before we even had cell phones. I picked him because all the other puppies had cute little shirts on and when I asked why he didn’t, the guy giving him to us said he was too rowdy and was a wiggly little fighter and I was so charmed by that. He had so much personality and would wake me up at ungodly hours in the morning for our walks. But like, he gave me a reason to get outside and see the sunrise everyday. I hope I took even half as much care of him as he did for me. Love you forever, fuzzy ❤️

#I feel so sad but I’m so grateful to have had this long. 15 almost 16 years is crazy #the grief will be forever but so will the love #animal death #fuzzy #animals #dog #sanchoyorambles #ive known it was coming but I don’t think any amount of time or knowing could really make it hurt less. it’ll just take time #he was safe and I hope he wasn’t scared #I did what I could to make him feel comfortable but it never feels like enough I wish I could’ve done more I wish he could’ve lived forever #I know it’s selfish but I wanted more time with him. I wish I could’ve got him a house with a big fenced in yard.#and always have fed him home cooked meals and spoiled him even more #not just any crusty little white dog. MY beloved crusty little white dog #he got along with cats better than other dogs and used to bark at even the WORD squirrel before he lost his hearing #he was so silly and I’m going to miss him so so much #I wish we could’ve seen a million more sunrises together buddy #it’s so quiet without him I don’t know what to do with myself #making this as an online memorial. but I did make him a shadow box with his collar and leash and paw prints and pictures and his #adoption papers and everything and his grave is going to be marked with a cute engraved thing it’s just not here yet #I’ll never love a dog so much again man I can’t handle this #but I want something online to look back on #I want people to know he was great and I love him and I’ll always love my baby #I’ve been trying to distract myself but god. ow

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