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suguruuuuu-chan · 2 months ago

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Do you ever think about the fact that the ONE time Sanji let himself be comfortable and enjoy dresses and makeup with cigarettes, Ace died and Luffy almost died all alone and so far away. Will Sanji ever forgive himself for daring to relax and explore himself a bit while catastrophic things were happening? (Jk he'll never do so again, just in case)

#will he ever stop feeling like its his fault #it obviously wasn't but the feeling of guilt #and the feeling that the one time he explored himself it led to this #and the association #and he can never let himself be so weak again (thank you Judge for this nonsense)#add in the fact that Ace might've been his awakening #and they did get along quite well and he had a crush on Ace #it would be DEVASTATING #losing Ace #not even mentioning what Luffy must have gone through #the guilt of not being there with his captain of being split away from Saboady even #i love transfem sanji #but crossdressing sanji too my beloved #mayhaps the egg was beginning to crack but trauma closed it shut #and he spent two years not dealing with it well apart from gettung stronger and finding ways to help his crew get stronger #sanji #one piece #one piece headcanons #black leg sanji #blackleg sanji #portgas d ace #acesan #just a bit

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