#actually Balat also making it to the end was a shock

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Cosmeres most pathetic man results!

it was back and forth for Balat and Elhokar there at the end. But with one more vote, Elhokar is officially the cosmeres most pathetic man.

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STRANGERS

So I downloaded meet new friend apps rather dating apps in my android phone and see what kind of people are in it. since im looking for new friends or maybe solemate (insert song: maybe your my destiny,you and I were meant to be, char!). where to find mr right? thats my question, since hndi nmn ako pwede lumabas ng bahay why not meet friend thru social medias or thru networking. I have one month to enjoy my vacation leave and since wala nmn ako gala I play with my phone, ano pa ba?, I download an app, the one which most popular and im just curious kaya ko sya naidownload, then sign in, la pa 30 seconds may mga nkikipagfriends na. sabi ko hala dami wala magawa. ahahaha. syempre, hndi ako ang una magtxt or mag say hi, I want them to want me, bwahaha 😈, many of them saying hi, ako nmn syempre si kilatis muna, pogi ba? d b kadudaduda at higit sa lahat may asawa ba or gf. alam na this?.. well mga lalaki.kasi ang naghihi walng girl. IDK but kala ko ba make friends to. ahahha. aun n nga. nag hehello nmn ako sa mga taong alam ko na may pinagaralan, may magandang loob, at iba pa.. then they will ask. taga san ka? sabi ko nako kikidnapin ako ahaha, charot, sabi ko tga mindanao para matakot, joke! I told them im from laguna and you? . btw hndi ako nagrereply pag 23 yrs old pa baba.. not my type! ahahha. anyway,after knowing basic info syempre d nmn lagi naka ol. so minsan lang nakakusap siguro every other day may bago ako nakakausap. some of them want to meet .. well ako, ok lang basta may 3 rules ako sa sarili ko: 1. dapat sa mataong lugar (ako dapat magseset ng lugar) 2. wag kang magpapaganda (light lang) 3. wait for the red flag effective to kasi alam ko hindi ako mapapahamak. actually sa dami ng nakausap ko 2 lang nakita ko in person, actually ung isa thru video call taga manila kasi. ahahha.. and 5 of them lagi ko nakakatxt, pero ngyn kasi paend na april 2 n lng sila. ung isa nagkita n kmi ung isa nmn hndi natugma ang sked kaya d kmi magkita. pero feel ko walang tatagal sa knila sakin. meron p nga ako isa ininjan ako, sabi nya magkikita kmi sa nuvali, kaalmamater ko pa nmn sya, aba nung kinabukasan hndi na nagparamdam, hello di ka kawalan! boom panes! ahahah. ung isa nmn gsti nya magkita kmi sa mnila eh hndi nmn ako nagmamanila. hala sya!well alam nmn nila na ako ay isang NBSB pero nagpapaligaw nmn. gulat, duda at excitement and naramdaman nila pero ako poker face lang. I dont really care if ano mafeel nila, kasi dapat mafeel nila eh dapat ako irespect! hello rare kaya ako. ahahha. charot! meron pa nga inask ko baka may gf sya baka kasi may magalit. aba sabi wala, eh nung tinignan ko sa fb, may dalawang babae,, asawa at anak nya.. ayos ka kuya! sa lahat ng ayoko makakasira ako ng pamilya! so I ask again the guy, to give him a chance na to be honest, inask ko ulit "eh wife?'' sabi niya na pabilis, wala. from that nessage hndi ko n sya nireplyan at blinock ko pa sya sa lahat ng sm ko. after a week I decided to tell him that he can lie to me, but if he met god please dont lie to him coz he will be in hell, kawawa din ang dalawang babae sa buhay nya if ganyan sya, I told him also na to stop using the app for the purpose of doing something that might break a relationship that is perfect.. then he stop. maybe he realize it, hopefully. hehe.. next, ung lagi ko nmn katxt before na ngyn ay limited n lng, he confessed to me that he has a 9 yr old daughter but seperated na sila ng mother, sabi ko sa sarili ko sayang! parang sya na kasi kaso my red flag! #araykobe , well I clarify to him nung nagsecond meet kami na hangang friends lang kmi and he understand it because he knows what kind of family I have. pero until now we still have conversations, coz I respect him as a friend. ahmp!!..pag nagdownload ka pala ng app na to matututo ka rin pla pero may part na medyo di ko kinakaya sa apps na to, ung about sa make out! ayan tayo! mga manyak! ahahha well d nmn lahat. its just they are asking for that if V ka pa ba or what (millenials) well for me im old enough nnmn siguro para sagutin un so I answer it in all the possible and honest answer! ahahah char! (depende kasi) pero sa akin tlga certified v ako. some of them asking if they can kiss me. ayy dyosko matagal ako sasagot. ahaha. I dont know the answer actually! well this app has a lot of strangers tlga, pero one lesson I learned in this app they all need love. well, honestly? I cant give them that, coz I really dont know how to love, I never been inlove and I never felt it, I just have love from family and friends. thats it. but one thing for sure if mr right will come, he will come in the right place and time. like this lunch time, I went to a mall, I decided to eat to another mall which is one block away, after I ate I return to the mall I first visit to claim my picture, maybe the temperature outside is aroung 30°, really damn hot!, and I dont have umbrella, while im walking under the sun, Im shocked because there is a guy behind me with an umbrella and ask me "miss, isabay na kita sobrang init", I looked at him, maybe for about 5 seconds (cute nmn si kuya umbrella), and say "ayy thank you, masakit sa balat ang init ngyn no", he replied " ayy oo". (shocks! wala bang slow mo?), syempre wala mainit eh, ahahah. and then at the end of our walk I said "maraming salamat kuya!". sabi nya "sige miss, welcome". ohha! "may natitira pang gentlemen sa pinas!" un ang una kong naisip. alam nyo bang pangatlong beses na un nangyari sakin to, ung makaexperience na niaalagaan ka ng taong d ko kilala, ang sarap ng pakiramdam. (chileg!) at the end of the day I decided to right this blog. btw, I deleted my account in all of the apps and uninstalled the apps sa phone ko and this gentleness happened, I realize that I should be love with the person who is always strangers in my eyes, that he can do simple things that unpredictable, that make me feel im a woman not just a strange woman without dignity. coz the end o the day I must love who love me most. Lesson learned! wait for your destiny because strangers do exist!