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you’re the real mvp anon. 

7: any games you own multiple copies of?

y-yes…i own the original versions of KH, CoM, KHII…i own the original KHIIFM+, i own Re:CoM, i had days, own coded and 3D…i own multiple copies of most kh games, simply said. including the remixes. i also own two copies of ACII and the first devil may cry game!

29: what is your gaming set up?

an acer 22 inch led monitor hooked up to my PS3! my speakers…are my old shitty tv because i didn’t know that it didn’t come with speakers and i wasn’t spending more money. lmao.

32: did you ever play a game based on your favorite show/cartoon/movie/comic?

uuuuh…it’s usually the reverse? i guess i could say kh because i read a volume of the manga and then i bought the games for myself (i’d only seen my cousins play a little before). also there’s fate stuff, like grand order and unlimited codes!

46. do you like relaxing games like animal crossing or harvest moon?

e-eh? i own one harvest moon that i barely played b/c i didn’t get it as a kid, i returned animal crossing after a week…does pokemon count? i find that relaxing…i also find khux very relaxing too. also those dumb phone games. 

55. did you ever make someone you hated in the sims and did mean stuff to them?

i…i never owned the sims? minus that one vet ds game, i’ve never played lmao.

68. ever save up a ton of tickets in an arcade to get something cool?

i’ve never been to one and only went to chuck e cheese once and my dad gave all my tickets to one of my other cousins, bleh. 

70. very first game you ever beat? 

hm…good question! i never really played beat-able games much but…either naruto path of the ninja 2 (it’s a gba game) OR guitar hero two. can’t remember.

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my favourite word? that’s easy! 

something i say a lot? uh...i repeat myself a lot (oh my god i’m so sorry to anyone who talks to me). but i actually rarely have conversations with people outside of the internet and that’s just typing but i say but a lot or i essentially keep adding into stuff by saying “oh yeah,” “also” etc...

i do! there’s just some shit that happens that i can’t explain and i just like to think it’s some kinda magic. i also get weird fucking deja vu too much for it to be a coincidence. 

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oh dear. 

9: favourite band?

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12: what does your url mean?

I CHANGE IT SO MUCH I HAD TO CHECK, i wanted a squall url and he’s. literally the grumpiest lion to ever fucking exist. and his lion’s name is griever, and viola! it wasn’t taken and it’s one word. 

27: last movie you watched?

at home, i watched winter soldier with nana! (she really really liked it. ; v; )

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50 + 47 + 24 + 27 !!

here we goooo. 

50: fave color(s)?

reds, blues and purples are usually my go to! i’d say black but bullshit color rules about it being a shade and all that. 

47: what is the single best decision you’ve made in your life so far?

huh...well...i guess going to my university and pursing my silly dream? i’ve figured things out this semester and it feels...really nice. i’ve made a lot of very good friends and i’ve experienced a lot of good since i decided to take that chance so i’d have to say that. might not be here if i had settled for less. 

24: most attractive singers of the opposite gender?

oooooh shit boy. uh. oli sykes, shane told...tyler joseph’s face is my taste in music too? alex william is pretty cute too--TYLER CARTER THO, i’m very very straight when it comes to hardcore/metalcore band leads;;

27: what was the last movie you saw? 

in theaters it was age of ultron! i saw it twice ‘cause i’m trash. 

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28, 30, 13

awh ye.

28: are you a forgiving person?

too forgiving, some might say. 

13: do you believe in love?

without a doubt. it’s all subjective with the person, of course!

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10, 42, 27 !!!

it’s des-finitely not a surprise to see an ask from you!

42: do you think everyone has a soulmate?

yeah! it just might not be romantic or sexual, it could just be a friend who understands you best or you could have multiple. plato said we seek our other half in order to become whole again like before, right? sometimes people are like two halves of a heart, some people are like a jigsaw puzzle and need more pieces. 

27: do you plan on moving out in the next year?

i...i really wish i could, but no...

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awh yisssss, you go nonny. 

2: when did your last hug take place?

i hugged @auranaborealis before i left for nintendo world yesterday! rana’s hugs are the bestttt. 

4: are you tired right now?

you have no fuckin’ idea anon, i can’t see straight or keep my head up but i am still kickin’!

6: have you ever been called a tease?

mhm! s’only by one person and even then it doesn’t really counttt. 

8: do you cry easily?

hell yeah, i nearly cried this morning because of homework.

10: are you a heavy sleeper?

ye, i don’t wake up unless i need or want to tbh. 

20: do you secretly like someone?

ye, i do. can’t be with them ever tho, and i’m not good at not being obvious tho.

30: do you fall for people easily?

mm...yes and no? i’ve only truly fallen for like 2 people and the only reason i loved/love them so much is because they treated/treat me like a person who felt like they were worth somethin’ y’know? platonic love comes easy for me, but romantic is...hard. 

40: are you currently in a relationship?

nah, i wish. 

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sunrise or sunset: I like both...the sunrise when i go to my early classes and the sun setting whenever i come home from classes/going out/making my way to a concert venue...they’re pretty either way. 

favourite part of my personality: uhm...i’m good at making people laugh, maybe...? 

favourite part of my body: i have nice legs, i guess. 

what color eyes, hair and skin do i have: i’m pretty brown all around, except my skin’s a little lighter. 

talk about my birthmarks and scars: i have a lot of scars from hurting myself when i was younger, purposely or not, i was very clumsy...i have a lot of beauty marks in weird places, like in the fold of my hand, and other places i shouldn’t say. 

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Rules: tag 10 followers you want to get to know better! 

I was tagged by eva-cybele!

Nickname: I usually like to go by Vi (I don’t like my name that much? Violet is kinda dumb because my mom will give animals people names but she’ll give people names after flowers or colors OR , but I’ve been given a couple of weird nicknames over the years? Most notably by my High School Italian teacher, he insisted on calling me Social Butterfly because I was super nervous about doing well in his class and then uh...my real personality came out. Every parent teacher conference I’d be with my Nana and he’d just scream down the hall “There’s my social butterfly!” Fucking ridiculous. I got 4 straight 100′s in his class, though. I used to get called kohai a lot as a joke, there’s the general “asshole” and “VI NO” when I start talking headcanons? 

Birthday: March 13th, 1996. 

Star sign: Pisces, the whinest fish to ever grace the sea. I’m too angry and don’t have enough chill to be one, though. 

Gender identity: Female. For now.

Height: On my ID it says five three but I’m actually like straight up five feet. Smol Vi. 

Sexual orientation: Pan, I guess? It’s the most convenient one to describe how I feel. I think I’m an even three on the Kinsey scale last time I checked, but this summer’s been pretty gay. 

Favourite color: Unsurprisingly purple and every single one of its variants. Everything I own is purple and it scares people and I’ve had a professor stop mid lecture because he was fucked up over my entirely purple outfit and school supplies. I also love red something terrible and cyan as well. I usually only wear black, though. 

Average hours of sleep: During school it’s anywhere from an hour to five, during the summer it’s anywhere from NONE to like 15 hours. School usually keeps me up or m insomnia hits an all time low and I just focus on studying in bed or something by the light of my iPod so Nana doesn’t kick my ass for being up so late. 

Lucky number: Thirteen, of course. I was born on that day and it’s always served me pretty damn well. Also 313 because whenever my grandfather plays my birthday he ALWAYS wins a couple hundred dollars. Pretty lucky if you ask me. 

Last thing I googled: I roleplay and I needed to look for in game icons for Riku from KHII because I wanted to match my partner |D 

Favourite Fictional Character: Fuckin’ Riku from Kingdom Hearts, okay. My son, my husband, my tragic garbage child with no fucking fashion sense or eye for color, we love you anyway. I COULD CRY ALL DAY ABOUT HIM, but he’s such a good character because he’s the asshole best friend trope but he was used and he forever feels guilty about fucking up so badly that he got his own destiny taken away from him that he’s willing to die to make it up to his two best friends and it’s so endearing. He could ahve easily been killed off in KHII if they wanted to make a whole manpain arc but they didn’t and in the newer games he’s just slowly recovering and coming into his own and sdkjfgef. He’s a strong character who had flaws and he accepts his weakness well enough to use it to his advantage and he’s one of the main reasons why I love KH so fucking much inpsite of the batshit story. 

Favourite book: Gods, uh...Surprisingly one of my personal favourites is a book I was assigned during my senior year of high school English? Well a couple of them, anyway. White Oleander is an amazing story, I relate to Astrid so much because I had a crazy mother too and being thrown around and forced to move all the time--minus the foster homes--is something I had to do until I started permanently living with my grandparents and just??? i didn’t genuinely expect the book to be so good but it was. Also! The Joy Luck Club was amazing, the chapter called “Two Kinds” is literally me with my nana and just. I love books too much and I can’t pick favourites but Game of Thrones is getting up there I have like 150 pages but I love everyone and I want to pick Jon Snow up and save him from this AWFUL BOOK.

Favourite bands: Silverstein, Chunk, No! Captain Chunk!, A Day to Remember, Dangerkids, My Iron Lung, Twenty Øne Piløts, All Time Low, Beartooth...There’s so many, I listen to so much hardcore and then there’s my trashy pop punk obession. 

Dream trip: There’s multiple. Spending time traveling across all of Italy and tasting all of my motherland has to offer is an amazing idea, going to Japan during festivals is my dream, though...Realistically, I’d like to go visit my best friend Rie because she lives in Texas and is far from me. I want to cuddle her and she can experience my STUPID L AUGH in person. 

Dream job: Cliché as fuck but I’ve always dreamed of being in a band and getting to perform since I was little. However now I’d really like to work at a college and be a professor? I’m studying for high school level but I wouldn’t mind working at the university level and writing an affordable textbook for physics. 

lemme see i’m gonna drag... vvhite, beamkatanachronicles, sournakei, kideraxpride, musicalpriestess, tffvny, pianosmasher and fuck idk who else oh wait auranaborealis. 

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Do you prefer traditional drawing, or digital?

Digitally, my traditional skills outside of watercolor paintings are…lackluster and messy as fuck.

How long have you been drawing?

Uh, I taught myself when I was like 4? so that’s what, 15 years on and off?

How many classes have you taken?

A…lot…? Like none in college but I took like 12 or so in high school for basic skills like painting and fashion design? I’d love to take a couple at my college but physics classes are conflicting…maybe during my extra year!

Do you have a DeviantArt, personal website, or art blog?

We don’t talk about my deviantart, but my artblog is vidisegna!!!

What’s your favorite thing to draw? 

Boys. I like them broad as fuck shoulders and the tiddy.

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Stars.

The only time I’ve ever gotten to see the stars at night have been when I went to Florida. I hate the place something terrible but it’s nice to see a sky full of stars for once instead of the lights in the sky being airplanes.

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for the ask meme 11 (@ me tho) and 31 (yeS ME!!!!)

Damn it, I’ve been found out. 

11: Do you like someone?

Yes, yes I do. The feeling’s semi-mutual for once, sorta I think? I love them a whole lot and if they ever asked me to be theirs I would say yes in a heartbeat. (Newer person than before.)

31: Does somebody love you? 

Mm, I like to think so. There’s a lot of different kinds of love and I think I have plenty of different people in my life that feel different loves for me.(I mean I hope one day someone truly feels the big love for me genuinely but I can live without it.)

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Hathor, Ra, Thoth. Cernunnos!

Lovin’ the Hei icon, btw. 

Hathor: What brings you joy?

Writing, drawing, listening to music, being around my friends in person or online, buying commissions, the list goes on. I’m easy to make happy, it’s the sustained part that’s difficult.

Ra: Do you have any major responsibilities or importance?

I do have to take care of my grandparents so that’s a responsibility. I also have university grades to keep up, and I’m the secretary of tae kwon do club and the president of paintball club! A lot of things, honestly. I’m not very important, though.

Thoth: Do you like to read/write?

Absolutely! I love to read when I’m in the mood, and writing is my passion despite me not being amazing at it from a literary sense. I come up with a lot of good ideas, and I can make a story flow well but grammar...fuck my fine ass, lmao.

Cernunnos: What is your favorite animal?

Tie between bunnies and pitbulls. (I love cats too but I have literally lived my life surrounded by them, so I never really think of them as my faves, THEY’RE JUST THERE.)

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Hello there question anon, how’re you?

1: Favourite character? That’s pretty hard because I like so many but uh, Riku’s got my bias because of how well his development is done throughout the series.

3: Favourite boss? Definitely a lot of contenders, but mission 20 of DMC3SE where you fight Vergil for the last time is a personal favourite. It’s very difficult, yeah, but it’s a good ending to a very good game. 

5: Favourite Rival? Uh, shit. I suppose a good rival would be...Nero! I know DMC4 is all about him but he felt like a good rival who bit at Dante’s heels. I kinda liked him a bit more than the old bastard, tbh. 

7: Favourite song? The Price of Freedom, because it makes me teary whenever it makes me think of Zack and Crisis Core. 

9: Favourite Overworld? I always really liked the scenery of FFXIII! I have mixed feelings about the game as a whole but it’s fucking beautiful. 

11: Most Emotional Scene? ZACK MOTHERFUCKIN’ FAIR’S DEATH. 

13: Biggest letdown? Tie between Persona Q and Lightning Returns. Got hyped as fuck for both and just. Disappointment has a name, after all. 

15: Favourite Game? Kingdom Hearts II Final Mix +, because it’s just. Perfect in my book.

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L A M P E R T (I thought my first name wasn't substantial enough)

L: Your favorite love song.

The Way You Look Tonight - Frank Sinatra 

With each word your tenderness growsTearin' my fear apartAnd that laugh..wrinkles your noseTouches my foolish heartLovely ... Never, never changeKeep that breathless charmWon't you please arrange it? 'Cause I love youJust the way you look tonight

A: A song with advice that you follow.

Hold On Pain Ends - The Color Morale

And sometimes the most beautiful pain in life is the kind you can't disguise or hide. And the hard truth about life. If I'm not allowed to give up on mine, you are not allowed to not even try. 

M: A song you want to make out to.

Stay Awake (Dreams Only Last For a Night) - All Time Low

Stay awake, get a grip and get outYou're safe from the weight of the worldJust take a second to set things straightI'll be fine even though I'm not always rightI can count on the sun to shineDedication takes a lifetimeBut dreams only last for a night

P: A song that you'd love to learn how to play.

Toronto (Unabridged) - Silverstein

You know I have to go back to the place I hate the most.Long ago it used to help me grow,Always kept me feeling safe from coast to coast.Lock the gates at night and don’t set my place,I won’t be back to see how the snow covers leaves.I counted down the hours until I found a shortcut home to you,But I’m just passing through,Barely a guest, a stranger in my own home.

E: A song that you like by a band nobody's ever heard of.

In Love Again - River Becomes Ocean 

I tried my best to let you go You don't know, what it feels like You never understood, how much this meant to me Please go now, it's too late now Someone help me, I'm in love again But it always ends the same His hands, your hips, I'm a witness as your lips Make their way to his

R: A song to run to.

The First Punch - Pierce The Veil

Speak slow now, I don't wanna miss when you cryGlass over diamond blue eyesAnd it's good enough to make me wanna fall in loveSo move a little bit closerHear the sound of your voiceWe're screaming, "Why can't we just be friends?"It's not that easy, but it's half of the funTo see you throw the first punch.

T: A song that completely transforms your mood.

Replace You - Silverstein 

You're the swirling wind above the sea, the maddest storm they've seen.Now you're breaking waves and smashing dreams, and you can't help it.You're drowning streets and stranding a million people, you're starting out with me.You're crashing down from anger, your stuff is settled and now you're sound asleep.And so serene...I said I'd never walk away, but I'm not able to stay.I said I'd never leave this place, but I can't stay here.To watch you fade and watch you change into someone I can't face.I can't replace, I can't replace you.

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B, S, W, Z please 😊

You rock, anon!

B: my favourite band.

Silverstein is my number one, but All Time Low is second. Yes, they’re trash, but they’re feel good trash! And I too, am trash. 

S: A random fact about myself. 

I collect a lot of things! Figures, vinyl, books that I like, video games...band t-shirts! I like just having things, honestly, even if it kills my wallet a bit. I treat myself a little too much, ahaha. 

W: Concerts I’ve been to. 

Oh boy. The Feel This Tour with Sleeping With Sirens/Issues/Memphis May Fire/Breathe Carolina, The Hollow Bodies Tour with Heartist/The Amity Affliction/SECRETS/Silverstein/Blessthefall, Warped Tour 2014 I saw Chunk, No! Captain Chunk!/Issues/Dangerkids/SECRETS/The Color Morale, Discovering the Waterfront 10th Anniversary Tour with My Iron Lung/Major League/Hands like Houses/Silverstein, The Hold on Pain Ends Tour with Alive Like Me/Vanna/Slaves/The Color Morale, The Future Hearts Tour with State Champs/Tonight Alive/Issues/All Time Low, and in 10 days, Warped Tour 2015 where I see my beloved Silverstein again! 

Z: How am I? 

I...eeeeeh...It’s been a bad mental health week with my stupud hormones out of whack but I’m pretty good. Love Live is angering me a little with my zero luck in scouting whatsoever, but I am writing and happy about it. I also just. Have a really good friend now and really don’t know how to express how happy I am other than trying to buy her things t b h.