#abyss is gross
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whats wrong with abyss?
(Ooc)
TW â SA, SUICIDE, ABUSE, KIDNAPPING, VIOLENCE, R@PE
The Tw speaks for its self she drew a comic on her nsfw twitter account of fakeman doing this to bullfrog and ramon both . I was reading her comic anyways before this until I found that account . Now I just stopped supporting it altogether .
Not to mention the time Ramon got REALLY close to sexually assaulting bullfrog before he pushed him away from it after he already said no. I donât care if he didnât follow through thatâs disgusting.
Recently she posted a new part of this comic that shows Ramon trying to manipulate bullfrog to not leave him by saying he will commit suicide, and even before this he had hit another character named Bass. Physically abusing him.
Even in the beginning , she made a comic of Ramon being kidnapped by someone who keeps him in a room and has a shock muzzle put on his snout . (Yes I call it a snout I donât see it as a nose .) This person then tries to get Ramon to have sex with him, and Ramon makes many excuses as to why he wonât. Eventually Ramon snaps at the guy for the constant âRaymanâ Name calling, absolutely shredding him before bullfrog comes in to slit the guys throat and finish it up.
It is disgusting. But besides the gross stuff, Ramon and Bullfrog are really out of character anyways??? And even though this is I think SUPPOSED to be rayfrog Comic she kinda keeps adding new random characters.
When I tried posting about her on TikTok to spread more awareness a mutual commented something about my arguments not being like. Idk correct in a way?? I ofc was like WHAT?? Which the moot then said my video was posted and being shared in TV ABYSSâS DISCORD SERVER. WHICH I DIDNT RVRN KNOW SHE HAD?? This caused me to block that person and make my account private until I felt safe enough to be public again all because I was afraid of being sent a hoard of threats by abyssâs dickriders .
I hate her and you should 2
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i love seeing (certain) people bitch about parasites and its like. yeah. now youre rousing the urge to infect you with them
#n a s t y thing to say out loud. I actually have 0 problems and in fact heavily endorse education on malicious spirits and even just...#general dangers that dont come from malicious acts. i know imposters exist Ive dealt with them. I know... insert five million things.#but theres a deep-rooted instinct in me when people start bitching about Lower Beings and Demons and Things That Feed Off You#not as what they are - higher than you are on the food chain - but as mindless gross parasites to be squashed Below you...#I have parasites as a function of myself. Would you like to feel the Static? This isnt about or directed loosely at the random person i saw#I dont know if they were like (what I have an issue with) or coming from that angle. its not about them this is a general thought#that i was reminded of. Have you considered there is an environment and that things like bacteria and insects and so on have#an integral place in the recycling of the universe - as well as /keeping you alive/? have you considered that just because something#will eat you and especially eat what you naturally give off... that doesnt make them an Evil Demon? Have you considered youre#just not the top dog of the universe. god's favourite. where everything else around you exists to be eaten by you or turned#into buildings and concrete to house you or trained and domesticated to protect you and so on. Have you considered#that maybe what you call parasites arent biologically evil things to be eradicated. Heres the thing - and the reason this isnt about the#person who triggered this thought train to move - I think you should bite what bites you. I think you have every right to kill a spirit#that harms you and eat them and chew them up (like I'd do to you if it was inverted). Life is like that. We eat and are eaten. We also#suffer and long to have that lifted. But when people go onnn and onnnn and onnnnnnnn about Demons and these programmed entities#that apparently just refuse to be nice and have fallen to temptation and to feeding off you because theyre abusive (and...#simultaneously. mindless.)... haha. would you like to get to know actual parasites? because the Sky is like that.#you hold its oxygen in your veins it's your choice if you want me to trigger the Choir singing inside you. and thats not even talking about#the Static I mentioned.#~abyssal murmurs#either way. Things will feed off you yes. Do warn people about it. Spirits are like everything in the animal kingdom and earth's ecosystems#- complex. Not human-serving. Not bound to your ideas of morals. Sometimes incredibly violent and abusive and traumatic and malicious.#but my godddd shut up about how youre love and light and that attracts Evil Demons like yes. Your food is beautiful to the fruit fly#but maybe nature doesnt operate off your self-centred morality complex. You are not the centre of their universe
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Get a fcking room?!?!!
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Oooh I LOVE it when I come back to an anime that got another season 5+years later and they also made a movie that recaps the whole first season~
#i started watching made in the abyss again!!!#i forgot how mystical this series was#im rooting for these kids i hope they didnt take any gross direction with the second season#and i hope her arm is okay
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I need you all to know that I stand with my tags for the cannibalism poll that I wrote in the wild emotional aftermath of losing my ballpoint pen... just re-reading my posts/reblogs from last night like hmmm... anyway, speaking of cannibals... back to unpopular opinions...
#If it's gross#it's tasty#was so correct of me actually.#but really cannibalism as hot and tasty? fork found in kitchen so normal#abyssal stuff#cannibalism
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it's weird what some people find scary. like i absolutely love horror stories, but i only find them truly scary when they're unexplained. it seems so obvious to me that nothing is scarier than the shadow you can't quite make out in the dark. once you turn on the light, it's just a jacket draped over a chair.
the fear comes from asking the darkness, "who's there?" and feeling deep in your bones that something has heard you, something is watching, but it's not answering. you know it's there, you can sense it, it's a flash on the edge of your vision or a sound you can't quite place or a breath on the back of your neck. something is here. it hears you. it sees you. and you're stumbling in the dark, never knowing if you're running toward it or away.
i swear this feels like saying "the sky is blue" but i'm becoming slowly convinced that there are people in the world who find monster movies actually scary
#don't get me wrong every type of horror story can be scary in the right hands#but i don't want a jumpscare or a gross out personally#i want the existential dread of staring into the abyss#also the way i'm explaining this is extremely simplified#for example ghosts could be considered a monster but i also find the completely terrifying for existential reasons
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"#it's almost enough to make me wonder if there are people from neither fandom who are getting involved#and gleefully jumping on OFMD because they like to stir shit up"
you do not need to wonder. a massive amount of this was people openly admitting that they had never seen black sails/did not care about it but just hate ofmd/ofmd fandom for being popular and annoying and/or were gleeful about ppl attacking it because it's the designated cRiNGe fandom and they just like drama and watching ppl be mean.
Ah. Thanks for the clarification! Puts all the bullshit in context, I guess. People are so eager to be shitty.
#honestly if your reaction to seeing people gleefully into a show about queer love and the destruction of toxic masculinity#is 'gross cringe make people stop'#you should probably take a good hard look at yourself#but they won't I know they won't they're incapable of that level of reflection#pirate poll#black sails#ofmd#actually I feel sorry for all the black sails people who aren't engaging in this and have to see their fandom's rep slide into the abyss
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i am lurking for tonight bc i still feel like Garbage & i gotta actually sleep early for once (or try to) bc i have an early drs appointment in the morning
if i get anything done, it'll be a miracle tbh
#;forever yelling into the abyss (ooc)#( considering i have been unable to sleep before 5am lately this will be. fun. )#( but i'm also not allowed to eat or drink anything after midnight (except water. gross) bc blood test reasons )#( and that will be *torture* if i'm awake for *hours* )
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Working with Leviathan be like
Leviathan: *completely both rewrites a severe trauma trigger back into something neutral and freeing, and further reconnects me to the Sky and myself off plane and pre-incarnation in the space of 24 hours* yeah nice, anyway we should play video games now I'm tired
#~abyssal murmurs#Emphasis on he works over the span of months but he really is a uh... A pool of water that doesn't drip into your mind until you open the#door. And you think you will be drowned when you do but he is so soothing. And he walks with you#And sometimes what he walks you through is really painful and it's like what the actual fuck am I doing but he stays there like#duh it's what I said would happen it's fine trust me#And you do and then it's like. Holy shit. Look what I walked through. Hope you're proud of me#leviathan //#ramblings //#Anyway. Friendship ended with Despise A Certain Game now Ending Of The Game Where She's Soothed And The Rain Fades is my friend#And. I didn't realise how much I'd become afraid to talk about me. I talk about Leviathan all the time as the sky but I don't.... Like#talking about myself as a part of the day sky and what that means. I have. Thanks to him. Had gateways opened to astral memories#that I was too scared to touch and.... I'm.... I think I'm ready to start recorroborating my info between brains in astral and physical#bodies..... I think..... I'm ready I'm... I am So fucking End Of Game Where Rain Fades right now and that makes me want to fucking bawl my#eyes out because a) I wasn't allowed in the cult I was in to go near that part of the game bc they told me the character there was alive and#she hated my guts and thought I was disgusting. And b) god the storyline involving her is just so so so so so relevant to my life post-cult#:( you know. Just :(#Diary //#The child returns to her mother the cycle is done the rain clears the ocean is infinite the workings of the cult I mean church are undone#And that doesn't scare me anymore? The cult was so.... Had me thinking that any time that game was brought up they were in control of it#and they would see me and it was their game and they made it alone and I could never just enjoy it as a video game.... It#Still hurts a little but leviathan walked me through allowing it to be neutral and admitting that I see myself in it. Because I tried my#hardest to not admit that thinking that if I did they'd be in my head but mo#No* it's... Its a communal thing. It's allowed to be relatable to a wide audience for neutral reasons. I don't have to break down when I see#it. And I'm allowed to talk about the Sky and I'm allowed to talk about where and when I met Leviathan and I'm allowed to not hide what I do#with him because others may take it as gross exaggerations for bragging rights - I'm allowed to be neutral. Just because at one point in my#life I thought astral projection was only for a select few does not mean now that I do it I have to hide it in case someone like me#takes their insecurity so far that they see my neutral declarations as an attack on them............. Anyway#The Day Sky. My beloved. You mean so much to me. I won't forget my purpose in this incarnation I will not hide it#Thanks Lev#I love that arguably calling him Lev is more controversial than calling him Tengri but it's Not just a nickname lmfao
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FUCKING LOVE BROCCOLI!!!!!!!! one of my favorite food ever literally one of my main safe foods
#specifically steamed broccoli because i think plain broccoli is gross as hell#atlas screams into the abyss
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i was never told selfsonas couldn't be nonhuman so here you go, my first mock up of my sona
#technically i have a better sketch in my notes app on my phone where i like the colors better but like#i'm a pasty white boy and this mockup looks better for that#i accidentally went w/ a darker skin tone in my notes app which looks great but also that's supposed to be me and i am whiter than paper#also i changed the eyes here and i like them#there's something more non-human about this version that i like#he doesn't emote#doesn't blink#doesn't have eyes#just deepset abysses in his head#and you know what?#that's me#that's literally me#i love this design though bc like#there's something distinctly off here#nothing bad#nothing gross#just off#this is such a cool design to me#yes mutuals today is the day you learn i do not have eyes/j#no i have eyes but i like the idea of âsomething that looks human with one glaring flawâ that still somehow manages to be mildly endearing#at least i hope i'm mildly endearing#and my design too#anyways this was fun and i will be making a proper mockup and then a ref sheet#probably w/ some other non human features bc like#this isn't enough for me#i want to look straight up monstrous#don't know why#i just do#also no i didn't color in the chest i didn't want to#do i uh
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For all Ive said about nonhumanity being like transness... took me a hot minute to realise the dysphoria im having lmfao. no normal person this side of the galaxy is feeling grossly out of place in their own body because it settled naturally into a head, two arms, and two legs. Im not even thinking about species. This isnt an attempt to be something Im not, its a continuous "my brain isnt aligning with my body". I feel so intensely like Im being forced to appear like this in order to be respected/considered normal/not shunned or feared or otherwise repulsing those around me. god.
i hear my voice monotoned and string-instrument-esque and it sounds so unnatural. i see eyes and nose and mouth and all i can think is, even when i look like what humans would call completely inhuman, how human it is. Sorry. Four limbs and a head and standing upright? So human. Speech in a linear singular voice? So human. ugh. god.
#here's where i decide to let myself settle more naturally or keep forcing myself into a humanoid shape huh#~abyssal murmurs#I dont hate humans just like i dont hate women. But i look at my bodies and... physically all the ways im womanly invoke the#same feelings as looking at my astral bodies and all the ways im human. its so... its dysphoria lmfao its the exact same experience#its the exact same ''i expected to see something different. im not in the right body. theres no shame in my body but this isnt what i am#and i keep forgetting i am stuck in this form'' like. yeah biology does that#i love humans. but the intensely gross and out of control and ''i swear two minutes ago i wasnt this'' and so on feelings are...#Like its not ''humans are gross'' the gross feeling comes like nausea at being in a foreign body that doesnt align with who#you feel and know you are. My physical body?? If it was someone elses Id be attracted to it - actually I have proof of that lmfao -#and Id say theres nothing wrong with it. but its intensely not me in subtle ways. the way it grows fat and where. the roundness of features#the etc etc so-called feminine features. The way my astral body settles into human-like configurations...#ugh. god. coming back from being the almadia Im about ready to never take a fucking human form again - and thats the thing#its dysphoria as in i could be in a Considered Nonhuman Form like i said and still all i can feel and see are things im not even consciousl#thinking of. Ive been annoyed tonight about my understandings of reality coming from The Other Side Of The Galaxy - I am intensely#missing home. And like. theres a whole lot of. shit to deal with in regards to waking up as an incarnation#because you are not you. You are decidedly not you. The more you wake up to You the more you realise youve spent hundreds of thousands of#years vs 20 odd ones this life as something - im so tired man#im a force of change and dysphoria is a bane of my existence because its so tightly knotted into the strings of Cannot Control#its based on ''my own /body/. not my life. my /body/. my selfhood. is not in my control and will always be controlled by#other peoples opinions of it and they will always pilot it into boxes without my consent that i dont agree with because everyone else can#do with my body what they want and i can do nothing''#does every damn trauma and bad event in my life need to be underlined by rape trauma yes apparently so
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Screaming and crying and suffering and <- my clean laundry is in the washing machine and the bathroom door is locked
#why does my hosuemate have to take a long shower the moment my washing finished i had no time to get it on the line and now its gonna stink#if it all smells gross and i have to wash it again its over for me I'm walking into the abyss
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WHAT THE FACK WHAT THE SHIT WHAT THE FAVK WGAT THE SHIT WGAT THE FACK WHAT THE SHIT WHATTHE F
res. Bestie. Amigo. Fren. Sunstone brother in arms. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS
WH WHY WHAT WHEN THIS ISNT FACKING RETALIATION THIS IS WAR
WHAT THE FACK ARE YOU DOING TO ME WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO SO FACKING HARD ON THIS IM BAWLING JDJDJDJSJJSKDKKDKDKDKDMKDKDKMSMD
Violence on my mind @lyss-butterscotch
Ain't it fun when your 'close friend' is semi conscious and being forced to attack you? And you have to decide if you should put him out of his misery? :)
#IN PAIN IN SORROW IN ALL THAT HIS UNOKAY#WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME#MY BABIES MY BLORBOS#THEYRE KILLING EACH OTHER :(((((((#HOLY FACK THIS IS SO GOOD AND SO SAD AND#IM SO FACKING NOT NORMAL RN#LITERALLY JUMPSCARE IN THE MORNING IM BAWLING#system failure hi hello hi#literally the one facking au that will ghost me for the rest of my tumblr carrier#because its easy angst retaliation shots BACK TO ME#YOU HURT ME LIKE THIS#GIVE US MORE HC ABOUT YOUR SUNSTONE SO I CAN HURT THEM BACK#or not i like happy hc too :)#literally not even in the abyss anymore ive ascended#saint shot even im typing from whatever hell birthed me#Im going. to. facking. die#Urgh cries this is so good but it hurts me so deeply#also idk why seeing suns with their weapon makes me a lil happy#otherwise bravo#youve scrambled my brain today#im never gonna be okay and im gonna be looking at this for like... all the time#I ALSO JUST PUT DOWN KRITA#i was ready get back to normal simple doodles#BUT THEN THIS HAPPENED#bye i need to pick up the pieces of my sanity#and find out how to fire back idk dhdh#bye goodbye im dead â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸âď¸â¤ď¸#also i love how you draw the rot its so gross and natural looking#gift for lyss
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Soon everyone goes exploring a little more until a big shadow turn into abaddon soon mizuki let out a candeloro out soon sheâs see him candeloro ahhh filthy creature soon use makougaon non stop until it disappeared
Haruki: Woah, even Miss Candeloro?!
Mizuki: Damn, I guess she's not a fan of Abbadon. I can only imagine how she'd react to seeing Mara.
#haruki speaksđ°#mizuki speaksđ°#answered asksđ°đ#bunny anon#persona 5 strikers timeline#abyssal jail arc#the fact that mara is actually a good persona but he's just so gross đ
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well the shower i took this morning feels like a waste of time bc i feel so fckn gross already and i've only been outside for an hour at most. it was supposed to be cooler today but the only difference is there's at least a breeze today
i will be lurking only on dash for tonight as i'm off to spend a night with some friends for more d&d chaos (well, pathfinder to be specific-) but i will be in dms etc sporadically for chatting or plotting purposes
#;forever yelling into the abyss (ooc)#( guess it's a two shower kind of day )#( which i hate doing bc it is terrible for my skin but )#( i am not going out again feeling this gross )#( fuck this heat. fuck the sun )
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