#abt arbitrary things that stacked on top of each other . like . they way she treated me but in small ways but it rly ticked me off
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i actually do not want to do this bye . i will henceforth be...on my own wherever possible until i get home lol
#like the group of ppl who are also on this module r nice ig ?? but so . not my type of ppl yk#also they only message like 1 other person if they wanna go out etc who will then message their friend or smth#thereby excluding a few ppl . me included . and it sucks and its like why am i paying attention to these ppl#i didnt know 2 weeks ago when i could simply enjoy my time and care less abt them#also i dont usually get irritated by ppl but one of them is rly rly . Annoying like i felt horrible for feeling that way bc it was at first#abt arbitrary things that stacked on top of each other . like . they way she treated me but in small ways but it rly ticked me off#like why am i doing this . im trying to getl an education and also explore and have poetic moments etc#and the way some of these ppl treat me is rly not ok . also im tired of being misgendered . and ik i just Know most of the reason why they#act this way is bc im ND growing up autistic u just learn to know when ppl are being mean to u bc of ur autistic traits yk#also if one of them says mei come on! come on mei!! in That Tone like im a dog i will literally Scream like. why thr fuck would u say it#like that . or like being ignored etc . it has happened 3 times when i was like were going the wrong way and ppl just ignored me#(except there was a moment of silence so i knew i was heard) and then ended up going the wrong way . hmm#genuinely contemplating enjoying this place alone
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