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yandereloversworld · 2 years ago

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yan!Azul with a soulmate s/o

notes: Just felt in the mood to write this instead of learning for my exam :D

important: gn! Reader; yandere and yandere typical warnings including: obsessive behaviour, disturbing thoughts, etc.

Other warnings: Self-esteem-issues (azul)

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- from the moment Azul heard of soulmates as a small kid he had a vision of a happy and domestic life visioned before his inner eye.

-He sat in a corner in his class, a bit abside from his classmates, but still in hearing range. He didn’t listen too closely to their conversation, halfway expecting to just hear them commenting on him and his pathetic body. The thought alone was enough for him to having to hold back inky tears from streaming down his face, knowing just well that it would make the mean comments just so much worse. That was until he heard what they were actually talking about. Soulmates!! When listening in closer to their conversation he couldn’t prevent himself from growing fascinated by the very concept of someone who was literally MEANT to be with him. A person, whom would love and cherrish all and every single detail of

himself instead of seeing what most others saw in him: A pathetic, fat, ugly-crying octopus.

-From there on out Azul thought every day about his beloved soulmate. It made the days where he got bullied so much easier, their terrible comments now not even getting to him, for he knew that his soulmate was the only person whose opinion mattered.

-This however didn’t mean that he was not insecure about himself anymore. No no no!! It would take far more for him to grow over that, but just the thought of his beloved somewhere out there waiting for him motivated him to work on himself without any mercy. He dedicated every second of his time to gathering as much knowledge as he could. How to make potions? He memorized every single potion recipe there was as well as how to improve its effects and prolong them. Laws? He went through the books for several weeks, till he could remember every passage word by word.

-What limited free-time was left he used to search the coral see up and down after his fated one, often even throughout the night, instead of going to sleep, seeing no sense in doing so, when it was clear that he could use his time so much better in striving for a beautiful life with his mate by his. Most of the times his parents were searching for him, worried for their small child out on its own when it was dark, his obsession not going unnoticed by either of them. They knew that this was not healthy and when his concerning behaviour did not stop but instead grew worse they decided to have a talk with him.

-The talk was mortifying for Azul. His own parents telling him how rare soulmates were nowadays and that they often just settled for someone else... someone who was clearly not meant for them instead of searching for their chosen one terrifying him.

-What made it only worse was when they told him that someone could easily be happy without their soulmate. That there was no REASON to go to such lenghts for a person, that he would never meet anyways. Telling him that they were not soulmates but still happy with eachother.

-At the mention of the last statement he SNAPPED.

-Everything around him became a blur as he screamed at them. How DARE they?! They knew NOTHING of the connection soulmates had, how important it was and how dare they cheating on their soulmates like that.

-After that he swam away as fast as he could, hiding in his octopot in a hidden corner of the coral reef.

-After that Azul distanced himself from his parents, unwilling to be near them anymore after they tried to ruin his happy future with his mate.

-Though still mad Azul couldn’t ignore their words.

What if he’d NEVER find his true love?

What if they shared his parents disgusting view on soulmates?

Or worse: What if someone else tried to take you away from him? To STEAL you?!

-Fearing these questions Azul hid himself deeper in his pot, hiding himself away from the terrible, disgusting world.

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Timeskip (NRC)

Time moved by a lot slower for Azul, the terrifying doubts, as well as his parents voices never fully left his consciousness.

-At some point he stopped the nightly strolls through the coral reef, watching for any sign of his beloved. But not because he gave up. No!! He instead began to fully focus his attention on becoming more successful, knowing fully well, that along with his success, he would gain the resources to find you more effectively through informants and with the money and name he’d built for himself by then, he would be more than capable of protecting you and to take proper care of you and the family you would, without a doubt, build together.

-Along his journey of now trapping people into contracts, he met two young eel mermen called Jade and Floyd, with whom together, he made his way to become the new housewarden of Octavinelle.

-Now, at the beginning of his second year, Azul patiently waited for the new first-years to be assigned to their dorms, when suddenly...

-He felt his heart setting out a beat at the sight of a figure in the crowd of first-years. Upon seeing them, he felt himself unable to look away, resulting in the alluring figure to notice his stare and to glance right back at him, locking their eyes with his. As a reaction, Azul’s heart tried to make up for the missed heartbeats by now beating so loud, that Azul initially thought that the whole room would be able to hear it, not that he could bring himself to care, still being unable to look away from, what he now knew to be his soulmate. A heavy blush coating their soft cheeks, as they were starring wide-eyed at him, without a doubt realizing the strong connection that they had to him. He couldn’t help himself, but to stare logingly at them, even when noticing the twins low chuckle, without a doubt having followed his gaze and noticed his lovesick expression. Normally he would have given them a stern look by now, but still not being able to care for anything besides the sweet being, with whom he still locked and exchanged gazes until the next name was being called out by the headmage, by which they snapped their head up, and with a nervous last glance in Azul’s direction approached the mirror. Azul followed their every move intently, not daring to stare away for even a second from his soon-to-be-mate. With every fiber of his being he hoped for the mirror to send them to Octavinelle. To HIS dorm. In HIS arms.

-But, unfortunately the magic mirror did no such thing, instead announcing that they did not belong to any dorm, which resulted in hushed mumble to break out throughout the mirror hall, eyes, that a second ago didn’t even bother to eath the ceremony, now locked judgingly onto the new first-year, making them squirm uncomfortably, much to Azul’s anger. How DARE they making HIS mate so uncomfortable. And more important: How DARE this stupid piece of glass to put you in such a situation?! Even though he seethed with rage, he still had to put up a mask, even if it was only for his poor little mates comfort. He sent you a reassuring look, which seemed to calm you down atleast a bit, making Azuls chest beam with pride. He slowly approached the headmage, and you, his sweet and adorable mate, alongside him. Graciously offering you to stay at Octavinelle, alongside him with a charming smile, that seemed to make you blush in an adorable red shade, sending butterflies through his belly and turning his brain to mush for a second until he remembered that the two of you were still not alone.

-He now spent a good amount of ten minutes convincing the stupid headmage that you were much better in his care, time that would’ve been used way better if the stupid crow would just agree to leave his precious mate in his care. Time that he could’ve spent with you and starting this new life together, for which he waited all these years.

-After much too loong of a time the headmage finally, FINALLY!! agreed to let you stay at Octavinelle instead of throwing you out of the school, which was only immediately out of the way when the headmage realized that Azul wouldn’t hesitate to turn him into yummy chicken wings chould he not comply.

-After this was now finally settled, Azul turned with a sweet smile on his face to you, while offering you his arm, which you, extremely flustered and blushing, took and clung to HIS arm, making Azul the happiest octopus alive.

-He then began showing you the way to Octavinelle, and unbeknownst to you, your Happily Ever After.

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Alright!! DONE!!! I initally wanted to write for the whole of Octavinelle and only make small headcanons, but seeing as Azuls part is already this long, I instead decided to just leave it at that for now. I’ll still write for the twins (and eventually some other *ahem* rook *ahem* characters) but couldn’t convince myself to make this even longer than it already is now.

What makes me actually sad about most yandere soulmate fanfics is, that only the yandere seems to feel this love at first sight, this “belonging” to the reader, and not the other way around as well, making the reader act like they were NOT meant to be , which they actually ARE in this au. I just see yandere soulmate au!s just in a different light in that way, that they are literally two parts of a soul which are meant to accept and love each other, which in my opinion should result in the reader to be more accepting of the characters yandere traits, but also to make the yandere (even) softer for the reader and less likely to hurt *ahem* jade/floyd *ahem*.

But yeah, enough of that already. I hope you enjoyed this small fanfic and feel free to send me requests and questions for future fanfics. I already uploaded a list of what I am going to write, so don’t be shy and just ask. (If a certain anime/manga, etc. should not be on the list, don’t let that discourage you, as I am sometimes really forgetful and forget to add something to the list)

Have a nice day!!!

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