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If anyone cares I am STILL thinking about that phone call. He tried to call her back!! TWICE!!!!
And the line about how she keeps thinking about the way his scars felt. 🫠🫠 end me.
Edit: actually im not done. How long has britta been thinking about this??? Since before her loss of willpower??? After??? How did that psychic attack change things?? Would she have said all that if she still had her full willpower?? How did that affect all her other emotions? I'm going to say it intensified them, or at least the shame she feels at wanting something for herself. Now she just doesnt have the control to say no. How often has she denied herself in the past??? What other consequences will we see going forward??? Britta!!!!!
#path of night podcast#that line was for me specifically i am such a sucker for scars my weakness 🫠 so full of narrative importance and history and emotion#a story within a story cmon!!!!#so many britta thoughts and not just about the fucking i promise!!!#they are percolating#like a good coffee#actually i make no promises it might be a shit coffee#about how britta has chosen to and used her sexuality and appeal as a weapon and a mechanism of survival and now that she actually#wants something it feels too fucked up to go after it and all the signals in her brain are so tangled and she doesnt remember#we dont see britta want very much or very often her entire existance has been just trying to keep herself alive and keep everyone happy wit#her so they dont kill her#and the shame!!!!! the shame!!!!!! can we talk about the shame!!!! about using these things as tools and not remembering and being so unsur#and having so much responsibility#i am unwell
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