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haru is 100% the funniest character in strikers and nobody can change my mind. her going “we literally hate the cops 🌈✨🥰💕🎀” absolutely sent me
#squishy talks too much#squishy plays p5s#i think everyone should keep being mean to zenkichi#i can’t decide if i like him or hate him but either way i don’t think anyone should be nice to him#anyways haru is so good i adore her#honorable mention for funniest character is sophia#‘no need to worry. he is merely having a meltdown.’ is my new favorite line ever#about haru <3
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i spent my summer break playing persona games and i’m making it everyone else’s problem
#p3#p4#p5#sunny made this#in two weeks i will be a senior in college#and i havent thought about it at all#persona 3#persona 4#persona 5#shuake#ryomina#souyo#makoharu#okujima#pegoryu#jundori#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#yu narukami#souji seta#minato arisato#makoto yuki#ryoji mochizuki#yosuke hanamura#goro akechi#ryuji sakamoto#tohru adachi#chidori yoshino#akihiko sanada#haru okumura
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long month
#everyone misses the january safe room dialog where noir and oracle talk about how they can't forgive crow#it's important to me though <3 i think more of my favs should fight so i can feel some kinda way about it#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5r#p5r spoilers#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#haru okumura#kasumi yoshizawa#sumire yoshizawa#goro akechi#art
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more p5 text posts but it’s kind of just shuake and akechi
#guys i promise i care about all the pt…morgana + ann + ryuji + yusuke + makoto and#checks smudged writing on hand#hair oakland#KIDDING i love haru i actually got a pin of her recently :)#goro akechi#shuake#persona 5#persona 5 text posts#TS IS SO FUNNY LOOKING RN I COMPLETELY FORGOT FUTABA NOT ON PURPOSE OML#futaba im so sorry i love you so much. i actually do rlly like futaba bc she is kinda me lwk.#my personality is 1/3 futaba 1/3 makoto 1/3 akechi. basically.
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haru nsfw headcanons hand them over
(╯°▽°)╯ ofc friend this damn near wrote itself. This is meant to be very general, I might try writing a fuller fic for him the future since he and MC deserve some alone time. Maybe they can leave the kids with Hyde for the weekend since he's supposed the be the advisor, make that loser do his damn job for once.
notes: they/them used to refer to mc, I have 0 experience writing smut so sorry if this is bad. I tried to keep things gn but a reference is made to face riding x-x this is harder than it looks. much like Haru-
I think Haru would be OK with casually hooking up, but the sex would be a lot less playful? You're doing this to de-stress and don't have a lot of time so no need to do anything extreme. It still feels good, Haru would hate to leave you unsatisfied, but there's a lot less experimentation and he doesn't laugh or crack jokes like he would with a long time partner. There is also the prosthetic to consider; if he has one I don't think he'd want to get fully undressed with someone he's just hooking up with. What happened to his arm is a sore spot even if he acts like it's not, so he doesn't really want to talk about it in a fwb situation even if you are close friends. That's not to say that he would never tell you about the prosthetic and the story behind it, it's just not something he wants brought up during casual sex. If he doesn't have a prosthetic then I don't see him having any insecurities about taking his clothes off with a casual partner, though he probably still ends up staying half dressed just to save time.
If you're dating and he has a prosthetic arm, Haru still needs to work up the courage to take off all his clothes even though he really really wants to. Part of him is afraid you'll think he's broken or ugly, he doesn't think of himself that way but it would really hurt if you did. Praise isn't so much one of his kinks as it is a key part of his personality, he wants you to know that he's with you because he is attracted to you and he loves you. He wants you to say it back to him, needs it really; please tell him how in love you are and how attractive you find him. Want him as much as he wants you and watch how much he gets off on your need.
Loud whiner Haru is so real, he knows he can be loud he's just not ashamed of it at all. He's seen those posts about it being sexy when men moan and he already thinks he's a total catch, that just solidifies it. It ties into his praise kink, he's super sweet during foreplay but he almost always loses the ability to speak once you start fucking, so to let you know how good you are making him feel he just has to make some noise. He only really cries if he's had a really bad day or you've been away for a long time, he missed you ˙◠˙ so let him hold you as close as physically possible.
He's stupid easy to turn on. Laugh at his jokes, pull him around by his tie, even smiling at him will get him hard if he stares at you long enough. The fastest way to get him up is to wear his clothes, it's not smart for an inspector to declare a house allegiance but you will be literally cold before you stop wearing your boyfriend's jacket and he loves seeing you tie yourself to him. It can be sort of hard to tell when he's horny unless he outright tells you because he can hold onto those thoughts for a scarily long amount of time. He'll see you snuggling his shirt while he's on his way out the door to milk the cow and think about that all day until you're done with classes and he can have you to himself. This also means he's really easy to tease, do anything mildly suggestive, he'll start whining and won't even punish you for it later. Unless you want him to of course.
Haru is very big on service, he wants to be the one giving you pleasure but he's not picky on how he does that. If it’s something you're interested in he's willing to try it at least once, but I can't see him being into harder bdsm/kink mostly because it takes too much time to set up. He's been busy and away from you all day, he doesn't want to wait to fuck you. Same with roleplaying, he gets the appeal but it's a lot of work especially if you want to bring costumes or cosplay into it. He also kind of sucks at roleplay, he really likes making you laugh so he accidentally turns things into a joke. It doesn't turn him off at all, but he understands that's not really what you were going for so it might ruin the mood. His one hard no is anything that could injure either of you, he doesn't like seeing you hurt or worrying you when he's hurt.
Or so he says, but if you sit on his face and break his neck he's not going to learn a single lesson from it and will brag about it to Rui and Romeo. He probably brags about a lot of things once he gets drunk actually, in the off chance you were wondering why Romeo isn't making eye contact with you anymore. Everyone in Darkwick knows you rode Haru's face like a bicycle seat and that he wants you to do it again, he has enough sense to know he maybe should pretend to have some shame but he can't bring himself to do it. You want him to be ashamed of making you scream that loud? Please it's not happening he loves you too much. I don't think he'd be super into exhibitionism either, he takes his job as Anomaly Ranger/Tamer really (too) seriously and getting frisky in front of the animals would be setting a bad example! He's less embarrassed about other people seeing, it's just that he really values his alone time with you and doesn't want to share it with anyone.
Other than those two things he's not picky. Want to fuck him in the ass? Just make sure you prep him first. Ride his dick until it falls off? His place or yours? Probably safer at yours. Having a horrible day and want to suck his dick to feel better? How did he get so lucky, you're the best MC. Want him to rearrange your guts remove your ability to walk? He'd love to! But with how overworked he is that last one might be sort of rare. Haru is a very go with the flow kind of guy so if you want him to take a more dominant role he can, but he really appreciates it when you take care of him. Especially with how things are in Jabberwock right now, you gently insisting on taking charge is so sexy of you he might cum without you even touching him.
I could see him maybe liking it if you tie his hands back or above his head with your tie. He'd like to do the same to you too, it's just the impromptu nature of it that he finds really sexy, and again he likes seeing you in his clothes. If you were to tie his hands back while wearing his uniform shirt unbuttoned just enough for him to stare at your chest he'd skip the praise and go straight to the whining; he'd really love to have a picture of you sitting in his lap dressed like that. He's also a big fan of lingerie, but more on his partner than himself and not anything that takes too much time to get off. If you want to put him in a set he won't protest, but he'd prefer you pick it out for him since he's not the best at that sort of thing.
Despite how single mom core he is I don't see him having a breeding kink himself. He likes cumming inside, but more because it doesn't make as much of a mess than because he wants to get you pregnant. He's very good at playing into it if you have one, and if things stabilize in his life to the point he can think realistically about giving Peekaboo siblings then he could really easily develop one, but for now that'd be way too stressful for him to think about.
He gets really tired after sex but takes aftercare super seriously, I keep saying it but he really does want to take care of you. To him sex is another way of saying he loves you, and he doesn't want you to feel like he only loves you by halves. It's not unsexy to him to clean things up, but he doesn't rush it either. He likes being there to hold you, and is always pleasantly surprised when you are the one holding him. If he had more time he'd like to stay like that longer, maybe kiss you awake for a second round in the morning but he knows he can't stay away from Jabberwock for too long. If you're ok with it he takes pictures of you naked in bed together to go with all the ones of you in his shirt, if he's having a bad day he just looks at them and he instantly feels better. He'll never show those ones to anybody even if you would be ok with it, their his little alone time treats.
He's shown everyone that picture of him with his neck brace on when you broke his neck though.
#<3 asks#tokyo debunker smut#n/sfw#tokyo debunker x reader#tdb x reader#haru sagara#haru sagara x reader#god imagine being leo and trying to figure out how to black mail haru or whatever but you can't#because he won't shut up about how good he is at giving head#he's never making eye contact with a ginger ever agin fr fr
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every now and then I think about Haru and I go a little bit insane bc each and every day she chooses kindness and selflessness even though life has been nothing but unfair to her. She lost her father before he was even dead, and then had her last hope of ever being able to have him back ripped from her in the most violent way possible, and even then she chooses to trust the people around her anyways. She could have isolated herself, cut herself off from everyone, she could have been selfish and angry and lashed out, and no one would have blamed her for that- but she didn't. She put her faith in people and she relied on her friends, and she put on a brave front and she powered through and she refused to be the center of attention for even a minute. She denies herself the emotional catharsis she needed bc it just wasn't about her in her eyes, what was important was stopping the perpetrator and ending the corruption. And even then, in the face of having the perpetrator right in front of her, she never makes it about her, and she doesn't show him any contempt or disdain or unkindness in any way, she only shows him pity. There is just not a hateful bone in her body, and it's so sad when people say she's boring just because she's a nice girl who exudes kindness and wants the best for everyone. I adore Haru so much, she is so sweet and so strong and she deserves the entire world, and also a lot more screen time
#we're having loving haru hours today fellas#haru okumura#persona 5#p5#skaterboy speaks#about: haru <3
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Shuake/akiren
Bittersweet
"You know, I don't actually come to Kichijoji that much," says Ann. "I didn't even know this place was here."
It's kind of a hole in the wall. In the floor. Ren glances back towards the narrow stairs like he's expecting someone. Muhen looks bored. He's flipping through a book at the counter.
"This is super good, though," Ann adds, holding up her mocktail. "Thanks for bringing me!"
"Sure," says Ren.
There's no singer today. She's not scheduled to come in for another couple of days. Maybe he'll bring Haru to see her then, since they're technically dating as of last Sunday.
Ann knows this, but didn't say anything about that when he asked her here tonight. She's too tactful for that. Besides, they're here as friends.
Ren's never brought a friend here. He's never brought anyone here. A handful of times, he was brought. The Jazz Jin feels comfortable and familiar enough to be an old haunt, but now that Ren really thinks about it, he hasn't even tried all the mocktails on the menu. What is it they say--that people come, and they go?
"Hey, so," Ann says softly.
It feels too weird to contemplate bringing Haru here. He really should. They're dating. He likes her. She likes him. He really does like her. It's just, the boy who'd brought him here that handful of times might have killed her father.
Some people may stay with you, though.
Ann's nails are painted an eggshell blue today. He isn't really sure why he called her--no, of course he is. It's always Ann he calls when he needs exactly what only she can give, something uniquely warm. Ren had been on the way to Kichijoji before he'd registered the tap of his train card, realised he couldn't stomach the music alone, and she'd said Hello? only a few shorts moments before he noticed he'd called her at all. Her company is like hot chocolate or a sticky toffee cake, warm and sweet, hard to feel empty with.
She folds her hands over his and says, "Hey, Ren, how are you feeling?"
Pretty alive, all things considered. So his cheek's a little tender, and maybe she had to help him down the stairs.
Ann squeezes his hand.
Someone changes the record. Ren likes this one. Someone else hadn't so much, but then, his opinion isn't of consequence anymore.
"I like the music here," Ann chirps. "Should I get a record player, do you think? You can give me recs, yeah?"
"Sure," says Ren again. He smiles back at her and doesn't look at the stairs again.
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#UH OH... DID I HIT THE BRIEF WITH THIS ONE. IM NOT SURE#i unfortunately really like doing ship stuff where one half of the ship isnt there...</3#something super fun about his presence haunting the whole thing like an entitled ghost and his name doesnt even get said#like what's the opposite of a vampire. no invitation? no problem#anyway. this is based on my ng+. my ren started dating haru about three seconds before the interrogation room kicked off#then was left with a wealth of free time because everyone had been about maxed out. and i wanted to go to the jazz club#and i was thinking about how ren probably would also want to go to the jazz club but i/he hadn't invited a single other person all game#and i thought maybe he should invite haru since they just started dating but somehow inviting his actual girlfriend felt like cheating on#you know. the boy who just tried to shoot him in the head? like what about good old fashioned loyalty. so i had him bring ann#which i just liked so much from a narrative perspective that now it's canon to me#rookfic#p5#this is akeshu but i wont tag it akeshu. people looking for akeshu might actually want to see the other guy#im cool with his absence.
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Finally breaking my fear of cringe and posting this here
Haru is a a nipobrazilian who now works as a additional spy for the blu team. One of the things he learned on the new workplace is that he absolutly hates his new coworker, Soldier. In this scenario tho, his hate starts to shape in another thing...
Bonuses under the cut
Also, Haru has a 10 yo son called Makoto. Feel free to ask me anything about them or other tf2 ocs i have
#again feel free to ask me anything about him or my other tf2 oc's i kinda suck in putting their infos on my social media#i do enjoy talking abt them a lot tho :3#artists on tumblr#brazilian artists#pencil sketch#tf2 oc#tf2 spy#tf2 haru#tf2 soldier#tf2 fanart#tf2 ship#tf2 makoto#my art
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i want a full essay on haruta, you seem like a knowing person
*cracks knuckles* My time has come.
So, Haruta. Whether you love 'im, hate 'im, love to hate 'im, he's a character that few people in the fandom feel indifferent about. But I believe that he's also slightly deeper than the giggling sword-wielding maniac he seems to be at first glance.
Also there will be MANGA SPOILERS so don't click if you're anime-only
First, let's take a look at his name.
Shigemo is written with 重 (“shige” = heavy, important) and 面 (“mo” = mask), and together those two characters can literally be read as "multi-faced". This is already a hint to his personality: Haruta is someone who acts childish and humorous, but is actually cruel and cold-hearted.
Haruta is written with 春 (“haru” = spring) and 太 (“ta” = thick/big, a common male suffix). Spring is the symbol of new life, of a fresh start. It could be a possible hint to him recently becoming a curse user, or maybe a reference to his power.
Next, his perceptive and cunning nature.
Because yes, Haruta is actually pretty damn smart and tactical despite acting like a goofball most of the time. People are way too quick to write him off as a weakling and make fun of both him and Nobara for her defeat at his hands. Here are a few examples:
^Recognizing Nobara and accurately gauging her growth despite not fighting her during their previous (and only) encounter
^Understanding what the injured Megumi was doing and not letting his own guard down
^Realizing what Megumi was about to do (unfortunately too late)
He's also surprisingly self-aware about his own limitations despite his arrogance regarding his own abilities. When Gojo broke the barrier around the school, what did Haruta do? Immediately dip. When Nanami backhanded him across the whole store, what did Haruta do? Realize he was way outmatched and try to run. He's different from the likes of Juzo (hang rack guy) or Jougo, who overestimate what they can do and underestimate their opponents. Haruta knows he's not hot stuff, and as he says it himself, he's best at picking on the weak.
And let's not forget what a tactical fighter he is.
^Sending his sword after Nitta, fooling Nobara and allowing him to both keep track of her position and take her down
^Targets his opponent's weak spots to take them down
That was actually one of my few pet peeves with the anime: it felt like they made him less tactical. They removed Nobara's line about him aiming for specific points, as well as him injuring her leg, and it made his question about the sword hitting her head seem genuine rather than sarcastic.
His potential past.
This is where I'll be entering headcanon territory, but canon backs me up quite a bit on certain elements of it.
Haruta mentions that he doesn’t even know what exactly his own cursed technique does or how it works. Therefore, the likelihood of him coming from a family of sorcerers or having received a formal jujutsu education are more or less void. Had he inherited a technique like Nobara or Megumi, or gotten schooling, he would probably know more about it.
There is a running theme among curse users (whose past we know) of being rejected, sometimes even persecuted by society for their ability to see the supernatural:
Therefore, it’s not too far-fetched to assume that Haruta likely went through something similar himself. It would explain a few things about him.
Haruta's psychological issues.
I'm going to say it straight off the bat: I won't diagnose him with anything. I'm not a psychologist, though I did study psych in college. All I'm going to do is list a few of the obvious issues he has and their potential causes. JJK is a series of grey and gray, not black and white. No one is pure good and pure evil in it (except arguably some of the Curses because, well... they're Curses), and everyone has their own unique circumstances that led to them being the way they are.
That being said, one thing that immediately jumped out to me about Haruta is his barely hidden low self-esteem and insecurities. He's actually quite self-deprecating. If he just did it around other people I'd be inclined to believe that it's part of his "uwu i'm baby" front, but he also does it when he's alone.
It's worth noting that he also seems to specialize in sneak attacks from behind - fitting for a self-admitted bully who prefers to prey on the weak.
Yet at the same time, he's pretty full of himself and seems to have a certain paradoxical sense of superiority.
That's why I half-jokingly said in the tags of a previous posts that he has an inferiority-superiority complex. I think Haruta knows that he's not strong, but that his technique is absolutely broken even if he himself isn't particularly skilled (though he seems to have gained some confidence between the school invasion and the Shibuya incident - that's part of why I think he's a fairly recent curse user).
It's worth noting that the jujutsu world is much more dangerous than the regular one and death roams around every corner, doubly so for curse users who have a Kill On Sight order on their heads, and triply so when one’s cursed technique isn’t suited for fighting. It must be easy to feel weak and helpless under those circumstances.
Now let's get to the obvious, which are also Haruta's biggest flaws: his sadism and impulsivity.
Haruta obviously takes a lot of pleasure in hurting others, but what's especially concerning is he seems unable to hold himself back when he sees an opportunity for it, or think of long-term consequences. He tried to kill an injured Hanami just because he could, without realizing that doing so would anger the other Curses, and he went after Megumi despite barely escaping his encounter with Nanami an hour or so prior, which led to his death. He actually reminds me a bit of Himiko Toga from My Hero Academia, in that both of them just want to have fun in this world. What Toga really wants deep down is love and acceptance though - unfortunately Haruta never got the character development that she did.
He also clearly lacks empathy, which in itself isn't necessarily a bad thing, but combined with a personality that enjoys tormenting other people and has poor planning skills, it makes for a devastating combo.
^A perfectly healthy reaction to seeing an injured ally
It's worth noting that sadism and aggressive behaviors are believed to stem from both genetic and environmental (e.g., childhood trauma) factors. It can for example be a way for the person to turn the tables on the world and vent out their past hurts and anger, by making other people suffer like they suffered. Or a way to feel powerful - again, Haruta is someone with low self-esteem who preys exclusively on the weak.
TL;DR
Haruta Shigemo is actually pretty damn cool and smart and not just some one-dimensional grunt and he deserved better.
^Me @ Gege
#asks#kiwimura#jujutsu kaisen#haruta shigemo#this took so long i'm SORRY. truly being an adult with adult responsibilities sucks#they don't tell you about that when you're in school#but anywAY thank you so much for the ask!! i may have gotten carried away just a little bit fhghfdudfd listen i just love wordvomitting#about my blorbos okay. especially the severely underappreciated ones#no one ever talks about haru </3 even now with the anime airing it's always beefcake nanami this and nanami's hands that (i love and suppor#all nanami fuckers i just wish there weren't so few of us twinkgemo enthusiasts)#also thank you 🥺 idk if i'm knowing but i did my best
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The Masuda Family
Miyu Masuda (Mom) || Akihiro Masuda (Dad) Haruhi 'Haru' Masuda (Brother) || Chihana 'Hana' Masuda (Sister) || Sarina 'Rin/Rina' Masuda
Thought I'd start this fun little picrew game! So basically its just a little intro of your ocs family (they don't have to be blood related, obvi) since most of us always do picrews of our favorite little guys (gn) but I never hear much about their families! Figured it'd be something new and different, idk :) Feel free to use whichever picrew you want, even a mesh of different picrews, whichever shows off your preferred image of your ocs family! I know some picrews don't always do the image in your head justice, so. Also, obviously don't feel obligated to do it. Again, I just thought it'd be fun
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Tagging @socially-awkward-skeleton @adelaidedrubman @inafieldofdaisies @strafethesesinners @direwombat
@carlosoliveiraa @alexxmason @purplehairsecretlair @simplegenius042 @g0dspeeed
@cassietrn @clicheantagonist @tommyarashikage @henbased
#oc: miyu masuda#oc: akihiro masuda#oc: haruhi masuda#oc: chihana masuda#oc: sarina mabaroshi#Sarina changed her last name; if that wasnt already readily apparent...#i know theres like not really anyone here (with the exception of a few) into jjk but its been giving too much brainrot lately so...#ALSO this is when the kiddos are younger! sarina is supposed to be 7ish here. her brother is 12 and her sister is 10#and yes the roughly same hairstyle as her sister is intentional... shes gotta be annoying & copy her siblings <3#sarina also shares the same eye color as her mom but haru's eye color is slightly lighter#ok anyway sorry enough rambling from me. i just.. am having thoughts about her family..
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#oh he's making me insane#JESUS CHRIST !!??!?!?#his arms ...#ohhjwhdhehdhenjsns#do u guys know those like pictures of guys headlocking their gfs#like#are rhey called headlocks ?????#idk but i need rin to put me in one rn#no srsly .#HES CRAZYYYYYYYYYYY#i dont care if its fan service as long as im the fan being served#HIS BREATHITKSBDJSBSENJFNEJD#how can someone make breathing look hot#ougsudhshhsjs ineedhim#me and him are about to show the world a real free!#<- a minor shouldn't be saying that i'm sorry#need him to wear tank tops more#wait no actually i need him to be shirtless#thank god this is a swimming sport anime#🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤#<- i've never used this emoji before does it look weird#watched a few tiktok edits of him earlier and almost went into a heatstroke#HES JUST SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨#i get it haru I GET IT SOOO BADDDD#anw guys meet my swimmer bf ! :3#🐰 : miro talks
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HARU LITERALLY HAS THE SILLIEST FIRST IMPRESSION OF ALL TIME AND I AM OBSESSED... i adore how she just roasts everyone in the metaverse and then when they confront her she's just like "makoto you looked pretty <3". FAVE
#squishy talks too much#squishy plays p5r#'you need to learn to take a hint'#'you're very vulgar and very stupid'#HAD ME ABSOLUTELY CRACKING UP OMG#haru you've been here for about 30 minutes but i'd give up my life for yours#also don't worry about why i was playing when i have so many assignments okay don't worry about it.#about haru <3
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Can you draw scenemo haruka doing cottagecore fuutas makeup.... :3
I tried my best to give them fitting outfits~ Thank you for requesting!!
#SCENEMO HARUKA SO REAL#milgram#haruka sakurai#sakurai haruka#fuuta kajiyama#kajiyama fuuta#my art#i dont know much about aesthetics except like REALLY specific ones so i did my best!!!#haruka would sooo love scenemo stuff dude i think his aesthetic would be scenemo y2k stuff#cottage core fuuta is new to me but is an adorable idea nonetheless#really reflects how he is just a gentle good person on the inside :3#what do we think of haru with piercings🔥🔥
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THE NEW ARGOPRO CHARACTER DESIGNS ARE SO PRETTY !!!!!! LOOK AT THEM !!!!!
#can we talk about gyroaxia and fantome iris PLEASE#LOOK AT HARU SLAYING THE HOUSE DOWN#reon and ryo just keep getting cooler and cooler#AND SHU !!!! WITH THE NEW HAIRSTYLE !!!! SO CUTE#my baby haruka also slayed with the new outfit <3#aoi is so cute and tiny i wanna put him in my pocket#from argonavis#argopro#argonavis#gyroaxia#fantôme iris#fuujin rizing!#epsilon phi
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henlo the juice in that mh separation au sounds BANGING and if you feel like it i would love to press X for more dialogue 👀👀👀💕
(it took a bit for me to loop back around to this BUT let’s goooo!! Thanks for showing interest beloved 💕)
The mh separation/reunion AU (do I have a name outside of the song that first inspired it? It could be like the “something blue” AU for like. Wedding reasons. ANYWAY) is fun largely because it’s a chance to explore how Haru isolating himself or running long-term could’ve affected the Tachibanas, but I’ve been lingering a little more lately on the Haru details of those years spent apart. In this universe, it’s not as if Haru and Makoto dramatically never talk again after the fireworks fight, but something… shifts. This time, Haru doesn’t have that quick turnaround on what he wants to do with his future, especially in a way that has him (still confused and cagey) ready to uproot and choose Tokyo. So, he watches his friends get ready to transition into their hopeful futures, chase after their dreams, and tries to fade into the background. Out of everything he feels, the two he learns to put a name to are “unremarkable” and “untethered.” This is what he said he wanted once, right? To be “ordinary,” to be “free?” He doesn’t let anyone close enough to tell him otherwise and uses those two emotions as his reason to recede further into himself and away from the people who (he convinces himself) are ready to let him go in pursuit of the future. He doesn’t repeat his blow-ups with Rin or Makoto, but he resigns himself to both of them leaving as an inevitability, and he plans to do exactly what he did as a scared kid every other time somebody decided to leave: throw himself into the familiarity of routine and creature comforts for as long as possible until he feels safe enough to take another step.
I don’t have the clearest idea of Haru’s entire timeline between one of the last times the Tachibanas see Haru (right before Makoto plans on moving to his apartment) and when Ran finds him at his uncle’s bakery, but I’ve been think about how those years might look to him in retrospect, specifically in the context of Ran reintroducing the possibility of Haru seeing Makoto again after so long. He was recruited by extended family over into their business and their lives at his lowest/bleakest (practically unreachable to all of his friends and almost hiding away in his house from the town he thought he wanted to cling to), and his time with them led to inevitable changes and a life forming for him, whether he intended it or not. As much as he wants to say these years are divorced from his friends and life before, that’d be a lie and a disservice to all of the memories that shaped him.
For all of the ways he tries to avoid thinking about Makoto… some nights, man. I think I said it before, but it’s like trying to forget the feeling of hunger until one mundane trigger makes you realize you’re starving. Of course his best friend’s influence is woven into many of the ways he relearns and knows how to care for the world (build himself a present, if not a future, piece by piece), and every little bit that he notices is a reminder of how much Haru misses him. Whether it’s all platonic, romantic, or something else entirely, Haru only knows that it’s heavy and haunting. He misses having him in any form beyond a memory.
But, Haru left first. He’s the one that stretched the distance between them until he couldn’t hear Makoto call out his name anymore. What was he supposed to do, chase him belatedly? Try and covet that big bright spirit for himself after being the one to push it away in all of his fear? There were so many nights here and there where he thought about reaching out, but he didn’t know what would hurt worse: seeing how Makoto moved on and didn’t need or want Haru back in his life, or being welcomed back hastily just to disappoint him again. Time stretched on, the yearning/reminiscence came in as sporadic pangs, and Haru could never bring himself to reach out (out of fear, out of shame, out of… a lot of things, really). “The one that got away” and “right person, wrong time,” so it goes.
Those old resignations all get called into question as soon as Ran has anything to say about it, though. She is going to have those idiots face each other one way or another, because the few meetings she spends back around Haru again makes clear something she has maintained the whole time: Haru didn’t stop caring about them, not really. Soooo, why not make planning her special day a chance to scheme a little bit, just to see what happens?
#more or less. Haru gets left to figure out his feelings and come to conclusions on his own a little too often#and now that he’s no longer 17 and scared he gets to make some more choices. perhaps different ones this time#makoharu#free! au#something blue#(idk we’ll trial that tag for this AU)#I am hashtag Thinking About Them#thanks for sending! <3#shenyaanigans
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Loud whiner Haru truther? 👀
LOUD WHINER HARU REAL ( • ̀ω•́ )✧
If it's true Haru has a prosthetic that he's insecure about then I think there's got to be a really high level of trust between you if he's letting you take off his shirt. It starts out laid back, funny even he loves the sound of your laugh and how happy you are to be around him. He blows raspberries into your stomach before he snuggles into your thighs, tells you how much he trusts and loves you before taking you into his mouth. Haru might not know much but he knows service, he wants you to feel how much he treasures you as you pull him up and kiss him all over his face.
All those thoughts leave when he's inside you. He's choked up and stuttering, no technique at all because he needs this he needs you. He gets louder when you roll him onto his back, it's less taking control and more returning the favor; he's always taking such good care of you, won't he let you take care of him? He still tries to help settling his hands on your hips and guides you through the movements whining about how thankful he is for you but he won't protest if you playfully smack them and guide them over his head. And if you tell him to get louder he'll happily oblige.
#<3 asks#tokyo debunker#tdb#n/sfw#tdb smut#tokyo debunker smut#tokyo debunker x reader#haru sagara#listen i think most people don't fall into dom/sub bottom top dynamics right#haru right haru just wants to serve because he LOVES providing for the people he cares about but like#he's just so tired and overworked that he's got to let you do all the work while he WHINES#and MOANS about it#one of these days when he's got better helpers he'll rail u he promises but for now please make him take a seat and enjoy the show!!!#HE NEEDS IT!!!
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