#about admin jaefairy

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-Lovely Summer With You- (Summer K-Pop Playlist)

This is a summer playlist I made just for fun and to share some semi-oldies and new songs with you guys! The playlist is on YT, because a few song couldn’t be found on spotify :( Sorry, but enjoy! - Admin Jae Listen to Playlist Here! Tracklist:

  (Side Note: I wanted to share some girl group songs and some older songs because I feel like these artists/songs don’t get enough love. I added a few recent jams because why not? It’s the summer, and I hope all these song help make it a great one! <3 - Admin Jaefairy)

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My girlfriend is the best and the worse 💖 - Admin Jaefairy

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Admin Jaefairy is having a breakdown

BECAUSE MY GOT7 BIASES ARE HAVING A COMEBACK. JJP IS COMING BACK. JJ PROJECT IS HAVING A COMEBACK AFTER FIVE YEARS. MY ASS ISN'T READY FOR THIS. I'M CRYING IN THE CLUB. I WANNA WATCH ALL OF JJP'S REALITY SHOW NOW IN PREPARATION. I WANNA BATHE IN MY SINS BECAUSE WHEN THIS CONEBACK DROPS I KNOW I'M GONNA BE CLEANSED BECAUSE PARK JINYOUNG AND IM JAEBUM ARE COMING BACK AS JJP AND I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY. SHAKE IT UP SHAKE IT FOR ME DADDIES, FUCK ME UP. - Admin Jaefairy

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KookJae on Sehun’s new hair - Admin Jaefairy

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Gilfairy said we're not friends anymore. 😣😣😣😣😣😭😭😭😭😭😭 - Admin Jaefairy

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Announcement [Real Talk w/ Admin Jae.]

Hey there. I wanted to do an update and talk about some stuff going on irl. First of all, I’m gonna be inactive June 9th - June 16th. I’ve been going through alot lately. I’ve started Life skill courses as a part of my community living program, pushing more responsibility on myself at work and trying to start a plan career wise. At first I was like “ Hell yeah! I’m adulting! I’m doing this I can do anything!” and then I kept going. and going. and going. and going. Nonstop. If my brain berated me, I disregarded it. I’d pull myself into the blog or work or my classes to cover up all the stress everything was putting on me. I started losing sleep, getting headaches, and finding myself crying more often than usual. Thoughts of cutting myself came up and at one point I found myself breaking down at work and taking a box cutter with me to the bathroom. I ended up venting to Ji and calming myself down before anything happened. Things got worse after that. I bottled up things more, my counselor quit, then my social worker so all of these things were piling up on top of my self hate. I felt bad for bothering my caseworker (who is a sweetheart and willing to talk to me when I have time.) Who had to deal with her whole team quitting also. I felt selfish. I felt like if I was upset about anything it was wrong, and here I was being there for you all and my friends IRL ,but I wasn’t taking care of myself. My sleeping pattern got worse, and the past weekend I ended up throwing up from stress. But I had to disregard it and work on something else. I was basically going by what Yoongi said. “If you feel like you’re going to crash, accelerate”. But how could I do that if I was running on E?

When I wasn’t on Zoloft and not going to therapy, It was easier to think I could end it all. I thought that that feeling would arise again, but sadly something else took it’s place. I was crying and sad because I knew I couldn’t kill myself, not like this. I have too many people counting on me, including myself. It hurt that I wanted to give up, I felt like I was going back to square one. This Monday I ended up breaking down during my therapy appointment. I told her I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I felt trapped I felt like I wasn’t worrying about myself enough because I didn’t matter. Tuesday in my seeking safety class (A class for emotional boundaries and coping skills) I couldn’t pay attention because a lot of what we were learning triggered me. I couldn’t find myself telling myself that I wasn’t a bad person, I had to be. I had an anxiety attack, and vented to my class. One of my close friends was proud of me, since earlier that morning I gave her my only razor to throw away, upon request of my therapist , and didn’t tell her anything but that. I’ve talked to a few people and I realized that I do need to take care of myself. I love people and I love being there for them, but I feel like I need to be there for myself before anyone else right now.Take a break, listen to some music I love (put Never Mind and Blooming Youth into rotation, haha.).  I’m sorry for the random venting, I felt like since I’ve listened to all of you guys, you wouldn’t mind listening to me for a while. I will be posting a report from the information given from the survey, my masterlist, a chanyeol angst, and part one of a new story sometime tomorrow or Friday. When I come back, I will post my reactions and probably be less active until July. Please be understanding while I mentally recover from everything. I love you guys, and after everything I just want you guys to know that please love yourself. Please be there for yourself , take care of yourself. Okay, Jaefairy out. - Admin Jaefairy

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Inside "it's time for Jae to go to bed" - Admin Jaefairy

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In stress management class we made journals and I remembered my kpop stickers... - Admin Jaefairy

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Ok! I have a challenge for whoever is up to it! Make a list of things that whoever is you has to know. For example, for whoever is me: 1. Only wear booty shorts and crop tops. 2. Sing and dance along to music in public because it's fun and to embarrass your friends. 3. Spend too much time reading. 4. Be blind 5. Have a super overactive imagination, imagining complex scenarios about things from fairies to business to sex. 6. Never curse 7. When someone accidentally quotes a song start singing it.

Whoever is me:1. Always feel uncomfortable in anything other than a hoodie, soft shirt and comfy jeans/shorts/leggings.2. Goes from really quiet to loud and bubbly in 0.5 seconds3. Hates loud noises and loud voices (my ears can’t handle it) 4. Loves staring at the rain with indie music playing5. has a slight overbite that makes them fuck up words (”Is that the Chris Bown song?” “...Chris Brown?” “ *embarrassed blush*” )6. always crafting or thinking of new story ideas or worlds to get lost in 7. hands shaking from anixety 80% of the day8. Awkwardly jamming out to music in public like I’m alone. - Admin Jaefairy

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At the community center, they had an outdoor party for the kids. After it ended, I took some kid's chalk and played around for a bit. It was fun 😃😃 💕 - Admin Jaefairy

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IF BTS DON'T WIN I'M BURNING DOWN ATLANTA. NSJSKSJSGHDHSEDSSS - Admin Jaefairy crying in a teacup

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Send me a song and I’ll tell you what I think 💜

I’m working on reactions and need some new music in my rotation. Send me any kind of song and I’ll tell you what I think  of it! Come share some of your music with me c: I’m excited. - Admin Jaefairy

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PSA: This isnt wreck Admin Jaefairy night

Got me crying in the club its gonna be steamy tonight just a heads up 😭😭💦💦😤😤

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If you don't listen to rosy, you should start - Admin Jaefairy

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Like I wasn't fucked up enough already. Fuck Baekhyun. I hate my Bw. 😭😭😭😭😭😭- Admin Jaefairy

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About Admin Jaefairy

 Name: Admin Jaefairy 

Position: Writer, Hoe Night Coordinator, Baekhyun's bottom bitch, JJP's Sugar Baby, Chanyeol's Daddy

Biases: 

Jaebum/Jinyoung (GOT7)

Chanyeol (EXO)

Minho (Shinee)

Yoongi (BTS)

Mark Lee (NCT Overall)

Taeil (NCT 127)

Doyoung (NCT U)

Chenle (NCT Dream)

Yijeong (History)

Irene (Red Velvet)

Sunny (SNSD)

Naeun (APRIL)

Bom (2NE1)

Daehyun (B.A.P)

Minhyuk (Monsta X)

Yoon Min Rae (MFBTY)

Hoshi (Seventeen)

Nana (After School/ Orange Caramel)

Binnie (Oh My Girl)

Taehyun (Winner)

Hani (EXID)

Jimin (AOA)

Jimin (15&)

Seo Kang Joon (5urprise)

Lisa (Black Pink)

Other groups/solo artists: ELO, Mad Clown, Sun Woo Jung Ah, MFBTY, Heize, Kisum, Zion.T, Beenzino, Giriboy, San E, Yerin Baek, Jimin Park, Baek A Yeon, Jessi

Affiliated Fandoms: JOYOUS, AHGASE, STORIA, EXO-L, ARMY, FINEAPPLE, STILL YOUNG, JAY WALKER, REVELUV, NCTIZEN, SHAWOL, CARAT, BLINK, MONBEBE, ELVIS, AOMG

UB: Jaebum/Yoongi

UB bias wrecker: Chanyeol

Personal blogs: @suganeedsanap

Age: 25

Location: Atlanta Area

Gender: Genderfluid Male

Sexual preferences: Pansexual

Height: 5'5

Star sign: Sagittarius

Dick size: Enough to stretch Chanyeol's ass.

Bra size: Big enough to smother Jimin's face and make him nut. 

Kinks: see here.

Hobbies: Writing, crafting, reading, computer games, music. Games: Hunie Pop, Undertale, Tetris, Fallout, Bioshock, Pokemon ( FireRed, Y, Sun), Bravely Default, Kid Icarus, Smash Bros, Final Fantasy (V, X, XII ) , Soul Caliber, Dragon Quest.

Favorite non-Korean artists/bands: The Killers, The Mountain Goats, Muse, Hot Hot Heat, Marianas Trench, Lorde, Luhan, Z.Tao, Couer de Pirate, Arctic Monkeys, Melanie Martinez, Tyler the Creator, Earl Sweatshirt, Incubus, Bo en, Fiona Apple, Radiohead, Childish Gambino, Kanye West, Panic! at the Disco, The Decemberists

Favorite food(s): Flan, Homemade Burgers, Yoongi’s Fat Dick, Cereal, Bibimbap, Pasta, Sour Candy

Favorite drink(s): Cranberry Juice, Honeydew Bubble Tea, Orange Juice, Grapefruit Juice, Gin, Red Merlot, Sangria, Fanta

Favorite color(s): Teal, Cerulean Blue, Caribbean Green, Carbon Black Favorite animal(s):Turtles, Otters, Snakes, Foxes

Favorite anime(s):The Disappearance of Haruhi Suzumiya, FLCL, Boogiepop Phantom, Yu Yu Hakusho, Your Lie in April, Apollo on the Slope

3 facts about me: 1: I can't stay up past Midnight (ask the admins, I'm always the first one asleep.) 2: Before I was a kpop hoe, I was a homestuck and a Rooster Teeth fan. 3: I'm actually the oldest admin