#abandonedau(rottmnt)

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I am having a blast with this AU Oldest to Youngest: April Raph Donnie Leo Mikey Carol doesn’t want to trap the boys inside the house just because they look different, she wants and needs them to be treated the same way as she do with April and to let them know they are an O’neil through and through, not letting their growth be stunted just because they are mutants. Because oh boy she learned it the hard way last time. But they still don't go outside often since Carol still has that fear that the boys will get hurt by arrogant people, but as they grow up to teenagers, Carol allows them to go outside. But they need to text her every hour because her poor heart can’t take it.

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Can I request a leosagi interaction? >.> (abandoned au)

:AbandonedAU: For context: Leo works at a local coffee shop, he is a cashier and the one making the orders since only a few costumers come in, save for a few well-stayers who are familiar and kind around Leo. He is still the family medic (Medic Leo supremacy) when Usagi and him met in an accident (i'll save that for another time) they grew closer which are stemmed from curiosity and interest because Leo has never met someone who is like him other than his brothers, and Usagi who has hatred towards humankind sees a yokai (he doesn't know that the turtles are creations of draxum's.) living among humans so casually. They both learn a lot from each other, Usagi will sneakily visit Leo on work time because he likes Leo's playful and layback energy as oppose to most people he works with and nothing more than that. Sometimes he visits looking somewhat beaten up and Leo will fret over him and patch him up (he now brings a first Aid kit to work.) They are just good friends :))

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Abandoned AU: Apathy?

The man behind him froze from the underlying meaning beneath Donnie’s tone, he didn’t blame the man for stopping his tracks but for his apathy’s sake, he didn’t care, he shouldn’t care. He is not like his other brothers where they freely let their emotions take a hold of their actions. He does not have Mikey's compassion to see good in people, he does not have Raph’s understanding nature, frankly enough, he is most similar to his twin, Leo, who held his anger like a vice grip when it came to their former father, letting the spite and rage out till the whole world could feel it, but the difference between them is Donnie is quiet, so very quiet, furious but silence, only cold. He sometimes wonders if this silence is suppressing him, an acting shield to not let anything burst because emotions are tiring. He does not see any benefit from taking action to an old wound, a hurt he does not want to admit (yet, why did he plunder through the internet trying to find any smidge of ancestral history about the Hamato clan? Why did he do that? Out of curiosity? Interest? Closure? Why does he continue to build machines as if stopping will lead him to think of the things he does not want to acknowledge?) “Donatello, I-” “Whatever you're going to say, I'm not interested nor is relevant to the problem at hand.” he turned to him, face slightly pinched. Yoshi could only feel his throat close up. He doesn’t have the right, the man whispers regretfully in his own mind, he lost that right. Donnie cleared his throat, trying to focus on the main reason why they are here.

“Give me all the information about the Hamato clan and the whole Hamato Ninpō, and why it has something to do with me and my siblings.” ---------------------- Just a small sketch to warm ur day abit Disguise 101: Make sure to use sickness and skin condition or made up incidents to intimidate them by either guilting them or scaring them, or making them uncomfortable bc humans do not just ask why you have green skin without them feeling it is wrong to pry nor ask.

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“But aren’t you scared of getting hurt because of us?”

Guilt and fear recoiled inside of him despite the warmth his mother’s hand holding him so securely like all those years ago, when everything used to be cold, damp, and so

desolate

“I am scared, but I'm more scared of my boys getting hurt.” she whispered painfully at just the thought of it “you are all still so young to hold onto something that isn’t even your fault.” Raph could only close his eyes, giving into her sheltered hands.

He was confused, how isn’t this his fault? They chose to stay with Carol and April out of desperation and now that desperation became the embodiment of danger, if it isn’t his than who? The man who used to raise them? Then that means he has to hold that anger again but he doesn’t want to, he doesn't want to exhaust his energy towards something that isn’t there anymore.

“But we’re a burden…”

His mother shushed him as she wrapped her arms around his neck hiding him from the world she fiercely wants to keep them safe from.

“A burden I do not regret carrying.”

Firm as she spoke, as her arms held her child, as her heart held this family close, she will not hesitate to protect them at all cost.

With wide eyes, he breathed shakily.

“okay.”

In spite of his larger structure, he never felt so small, so scared and

tired.

“Okay…” He buried his head onto her shoulder and let his tears fall. —-------------------- AbandonedAU!Raph has this thing called Older Child Syndrome like his OG counterpart, he is overly-protective of his brothers when they are still with Yoshi (Splinter) and it goes over-drive when they are abandoned by him.But it took a back seat when the O’neils adopted them since he isn’t the oldest anymore (April is 16 while he is 15, he also finally has a parent that is present so he doesn’t have to hold all of this burden anymore.) But when the past comes shoving in due to them having the Hamato blood and the whole yokai situation, he feels as if it’s his fault therefore he should take all of the brunt and responsibility for it, slightly going back to that phase when things are dark.

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So like do the boys have cloaking brooches or do they go out in disguises like in the show? Also why don't they wanna watch Lou Jitsu movies?

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The thing is, they don't know that a hidden yokai civilization exist at all, therefore, they do it the old fashion why- wear as much clothes as you can when going outside, that means wear a hat, a mask, with your big oversized hoodie up, and black gloves. It's not hard for them to blend in, and even if people did notice their green skin, a bump in their back, and raph's spikes.

People will not ask about it cus there's this thing called in society that people collectively agree with silently, that is "do not ask what that is or what happen because that is insensitive to do." Or if their is a few people who did ask about it, Carol, April, and the Boys will perform what is called "Make them uncomfortable." That means full on sadness and despair cus "I was born a wee lad, we never ask to be this way but oh golly gosh the world is cruel to me-" till they either try to now finish up that topic or try leaving the conversation.

Another trick is casually saying you have a very rare illness and if they ask that illness the turtles will say the most longest and hardest word to ever spell or pronounce "what's your illness?" "Oh! It's ihameturmothainlehousalasnightis" "....what?" Or they could just intimidate you, like full on twitter mode "why is you skin green?" "What? R u racist against green skin? MMMM??"

And the whole Lou jitsu thing? Well to summarize it up "Your former parent came on screen, you look away, you turn your volume off, and try to forget the moment he left through that door." For more information! Here!

https://at.tumblr.com/spenobis/abandoned-au-where-splinter-escaped-from-draxum/992rnq3mrtfx

https://at.tumblr.com/spenobis/abandoned-au-i-looked-up-to-you-he-shouted/2s9c789pgtbe

https://at.tumblr.com/spenobis/so-abandoned-au-mikey-he-would-forgive-lou/bf7oo84henq6

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In the abandoned au do the boys go to school, or do they stay home all day?

Before they became teenagers, Carol taught them herself since well- the whole mutant thing. Raph became interested in gardening since it helps his anger issues and stress, he also loves watching wrestling matches. Mikey loves arts and helping his mom cook food. Leo became really interested in puzzles, chess, and also making tea, and Donnie loves math, science and creating things, and April really likes sports (baseball is her favorite) and sewing. All of them like jupiter jim (April likes lou jitsu movies but she stopped watching it because her brothers refused to watch any of them for some reason.) When they turned into teenagers, Donnie seems to be the only one interested in enrolling into online classes while his other brothers are more inclined to watch videos instead, (Donnie, Carol, and April made sure the website they are watching from are credible and real.)  April and Donnie are often called the “Spect team” because they are the only ones wearing glasses in the family, and if a problem arises where Carol isn’t available they will come running towards April and Donnie for help. The ones who often go outside are Leo and Mikey. Leo has a job as a cashier and the one who makes the orders in a small local coffee/tea shop, Mikey goes outside to practice his spray painting skills and also do scenery painting, April also has a part time job as a waitress in their local albearto’s.

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:Abandoned AU: The brother never knew a Hidden City ever existed so imagine Leo’s shock to find someone who is just like them (even more so from someone who's definitely his type.) Yuichi Usagi on the other hand works closely with Baron Draxum, he is Draxum’s eyes and ears when it comes to any surface news without knowing Draxum’s connections towards the turtles. Lets just say Yuichi and Leonardo are ‘fascinated’ towards each other, Leo being joyful and surprised that there are more people just like them, and Yuichi shocked to see a yokai (He doesn’t know Leonardo is a mutant.) living among humans so normally.

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Here is some information about Abandoned AU Donnie and Raph! Due to living on the surface surrounded by humans, they got used to wearing clothes all day. For Raph, he likes clothes that are open such as wearing sleeveless shirts that aren’t too tight for his body nor is easily tearable due to his spikes and big structure, he also likes wearing short jeans. He likes gardening and still has some heavy burdens by being the oldest of the brothers, but now that April is here he doesn't have to feel constant extreme pressure anymore. Oh! And Raph is definitely a momma’s boy. For Donnie, he is more on heavy clothing that is warm. Satin jackets are especially his favorites, he also doesn’t wear his battle shell often nor ever because no danger ever comes to them, he is also more controlled with his evil antics but still has his flair- Oh- and he also attends online classes cus education is key to massacre. Their individual relationship with Splinter is very messy , to put is bluntly (because I rather show than tell-) Raph is Angry yet so painfully confused about his feelings towards Splinter while Donnie is dangerously protective to his family from Splinter and sarcastically blunt, but beneath all that he is just like Raph. 

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-Abandoned AU-

“I LOOKED UP TO YOU!”

he shouted shakily, not caring how wet and strained his voice was.

“YOU WERE EVERYTHING TO US!”

His trembling hands shook tightly against Yoshi, his mask breaking bit by bit despite any desperate attempt to act like his usual self, to be an arrogant fool like he always was, but Leo cannot help but feel so much hatred, so much anger, he wanted so desperately to give back the pain he caused to him and his brother, he wanted to make him know how much damage he gave them when he left, when he abandoned them.

But when he felt hands grabbing his in such a familiar and soft manner, with dark-brown eyes shining with tears and so much unbridled guilt- Leo finally spoke, but more scared, hurt, and so betrayed. “You were all we had.” He choked, unconsciously leaning his head against the man’s chest he wishes to forget, he closed his eyes, exhausted. “and you just left…”  No words were spoken between them anymore, and only the silence reigned. -----------------------------------  (Here's a kicker, when Leo was a child, he always wanted to be like his dad so he copied everything his dad does, down to his mannerisms and his face-man, snarky, attitude. He also wanted to be an actor just like his dad, but after Splinter abandoned them, Leo grew up with these mannerisms and he hated it so much, he hated himself because he unconsciously acts like Splinter and it feels so wrong. Out of all of his brothers, Leo’s hatred for Splinter is the most strongest.)

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  The brothers never told April and Carol who abandoned them knowing full well their dad is a worldwide superstar, it is also a way to further the gap between them and Splinter.  Donnie was content to have Carol (April’s mom) to be his only parent, but due to unhealed scars and unwanted yearning he started to secretly research silently about the Hamato clan as a way to find closure, but it only gave him more questions than what he wanted.

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so... abandoned au mikey? he would forgive lou jistsu the quickest for sure. not that his bros would agree- itd be like with draxum but way worse. and how much does mikey actually remember of lou?

(Abandoned AU) The difference between Draxum and Lou is that the turtles didn’t have the chance to grow up and get attached towards the man only meeting him when the brothers are finally teenagers, in the original, Mikey gave that chance to Draxum because he is hoping that the man will change if he gets the taste of familial affection. But when it comes to Lou, he raised the brothers for 5 years till they can talk, walk, and remember. Mikey may remember small bits of memories, like flashing pictures of obscure moments, but he will never forget the moment Lou abandoned them. How Donnie will grimace just by looking at a poster of Lou, how Leo will turn silent when a commercial of him turns up, or how Raph has to carry immense burden and separation anxiety because of that man. Or how all of them became so terrified to be abandoned again where they are willing to beg for April and Carol not to leave them like their dad did if the time ever came. Lou has that chance, and yet, in Mikey’s view he took away that chance and broke it. Mikey is the most sympathetic and merciful person between him and his brothers, but he cannot forgive Lou for abandoning them, not until Raph, Leo, and Donnie stop hurting, not until Lou earned the forgiveness. In short, he doesn't hate Lou, but he loves his brothers too much.