#aaxz fic

[aaxzlyte]

guns blazing

[CW: Drug Use/Marijuana]

2k words | F/F | M

Near watches her lips —like she’s fascinated— as Mello blows more smoke from her lungs. “Can I have some?” Mello scowls. “Hell no.” Near frowns disappointedly. “Why not?” or Mello and Near shotgun a joint.

Pairing: Mello | Mihael Keehl/Near | Nate River

[aaxzlyte]

the price of loss

100 words | read on ao3 | part two of sign of weakness

He hardly spoke of Mello. To Kira: to explain Mello's role. To the SPK: to give credit. To himself: to justify Mello's death.

Otherwise, Mello's presence remained strictly in Near's thoughts.

Nobody ever asked about him, anyhow.

In the comfort of being completely alone, Nate lets his face contort and sob, occasionally. His fingers reach to snap the heads off his puppets.

Rarely ever does Nate feel emotions so strongly; enough for them to influence this behavior.

In his grief, he's reminded of Mello. Raw upset. Always angry. Always violent.

The comparison is almost comforting.

Near calmly watches heads roll.

[aaxzlyte]

you write so fast wow… could you perhaps do something with mikami and light that makes use of the fact that mikami is significantly stronger than light

hi this is another nsfw ficlet so beware the cut !!!

i hope this is satisfactory (also thank you for the compliment?) !!:

But today Light wanted something different. He asked Mikami to force Him onto his knees, to keep Light's mouth forcibly stuffed with Mikami's cock.

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It was usually Mikami on his knees, bowing his head to Light like the humble follower he was.

And what could Mikami do if not obey his god's will?

Light chokes on his length, trying to pull back to cough. But Mikami grips his hair tightly and shoves him to the base, violating Light's throat.

Light moans and gags. His hands move to Mikami's thighs, clawing into them and trying to push away.

Mikami grunts let's Light fall back onto the ground. He quickly forces Light's back to the floor and grabs both of his wrists.

The struggling is over quickly and Mikami pins Light's hands above his head, reangling himself to thrust into Light's mouth.

Light's eyes water as his head is forced back again.

"God... you look devine when you are crying like this."

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the pain of grief

100 words | read on ao3 | third and final part of sign of weakness

Being L was exhausting. Near finds himself considering it would be more interesting with someone beside him. Someone working with him.

Someone who could contrast him. Someone who would make theories Near would've never thought of. Someone who wouldn't be afraid of telling Near he was being stupid or out-of-touch.

Near believes he'd gotten a taste of what that was like. Once. Briefly.

But L works in solitude. That's how it always should be. Light Yagami had tarnished the name enough and Near planned on keeping it honorable.

Besides, there's no one who could fill that place beside him anymore.

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2024 Fic Masterpost

A list of every one of my Death Note fanfiction works on AO3 in the year 2024.

【General warning going in to read the tags on ao3 and be mindful. Triggers and sensitive content is included in some of the below works.】

2024 events collections:

Death Note Kinktober Collection on ao3

Remisa {Misa/Rem}

satisfying pleasure

1.1k | F/F | E

Rem finds another reason to hate Light Yagami. And another way she is better than him, as well.

watch

1.6k | F/F | E

"Please," she whines. Her wrists twist away from each other, but remain flush due to the rope connecting them. Misa groans in frustration and partial embarrassment. She glances back up to the mirror in front of her and bites her lip. She really does look pretty, though.

break all the rules

<1k | F/F | M

Rem indulges in Misa's public exhibitionism.

my heart is rose-tinted (a dream world)

2.3k | F/F | E | ongoing

Rem visits her nearly every week. Since she turned eighteen, the succubus (that is what she claims to be —Misa sees her more as a Goddess) has been draining her for all she is worth. It is perhaps due to the manipulations of her mind and body —the way Rem always knows the right place to touch, how hard to press, how much pain to inflict to balance out the pleasure— that Misa has found herself unable to be truly upset about it all. Rem is perfect, really. It’s to be expected, considering her role. But Misa cannot help but feel attached to her, foolish as it is. Love makes you foolish; Rem says it all the time.

baby blue

<1k | F/F | G

Misa paints Rem's nails.

good boyfriend

<1k | F/F | M

Rem doesn’t technically have a gender, so does it matter if she lets Misa refer to her as a man for Misa’s own comfort?

Meronia {Mello/Near}

bloody mess

2.9k | F/F | E

Near is unfortunate enough to have a menstrual cycle, but Mello is there to take care of her.

only you and i

3.1k | M/M | E

It's, honestly, exactly what he'd wanted upon initiating this. Mello would take Near's virginity and no one else would get the chance to even look at him. Near wouldn't want anyone else to look at him, because Mello would finally be enough, in some aspect.

Abuse of Power

1.5k | F/M

Mello’s head is fucking killing him and it makes his mood worse. Not that it could actually get much worse than it is now. Being tied up in the brightest room known to man is pretty fucking annoying. “This isn’t legal,” he speaks up. His voice is hoarse and he has to swallow down the scratchiness in his throat before he can speak again. “It fucking can’t be.” The voice that answers is far smoother. And quieter, calmer. It makes a small little part of Mello feel more at ease to hear it (he snuffs out that part quickly). “You’ve never been one for following the rules. You are also a criminal, after all.”

F sharp

3.7k | F/M | T

[for femininity] Near keeps having weird, totally out-of-the-blue thoughts. Near has a hard time accepting that these thoughts may not be so weird or out-of-the-blue, but mostly can’t get comfortable with what they imply. or 4 times Near should’ve known she was trans, plus 1 time she finally figures it out.

close my eyes, you're here

<1k | M/M | M

This is the only time Near ever allows himself to cry, to mourn for Mello. The only time his thoughts fill with what could have been, what he really wanted.

Stuck in the Dryer...

1.6k | M/M | M

Mello deserves a trophy for dealing with this shit. Firstly for putting up with Near at all, let alone being charitable enough to allow Near to live with him (as if Near couldn't afford his own, nicer apartment on top of a caretaker). Secondly because Near trying to be seductive is like watching a teenager fumble with shitty pick up lines on their first date. And thirdly for not giving into Near's admittedly shitty, yet somehow alluring attempts at getting into Mello's pants. or Mello might be slightly delusional and too horny for his own good. Near gets stuck in a dryer.

Lawlight {Light/L}

tie the knot

3.4k | M/M | E

This isn't really what Light had in mind when L decided to chain them up together. Sure, it might have felt like some sort of fucked up marriage certificate that Light had no choice but to sign. A sort-of ‘death do we part’ kind of agreement. But Light was also well-aware (too fucking aware) of how ridiculous he sounded when he told himself that. ‘The old ball and chain’ was a stupid saying anyway. Light is kidding himself.

Focus

<1k | M/M | M

Light and L are watching porn and yet Light can’t seem to keep his eyes on the screen.

Bathroom Break

<1k | M/M

L uses Light's mouth.

monsters who suck blood (and monsters who always tell lies)

3.5k | 2/2 | M/M | E

Seeing Light bent over a body, scooping ludicrous amounts of blood into his mouth and missing almost entirely sent L reeling. His first thought was that he was right; Light Yagami was clearly a vampire.

Other {Misc. Ships & Gen}

Forgive Him Before He's Dead

<1k | Gen | T

Light bites back a frustrated huff. Of course, he's still just as predictable to L. The man even saw his own death coming. Although... he seemed genuine. Even in the face of saying words that should mock Light's need for a mask, L looks like he means it. And he seems disappointed that Light took the path he's supposed to in order to uphold his facade. Light wants to surprise L, for once. He wants to give him what he wants, what he thinks he can't get. or The rain scene goes slightly differently, yet it changes nothing.

Misa-Misa

<1k | Gen | M

Misa-Misa bleeds out next to her stalker and perpetrator in the alley of her porn industry building on the 12th of March at 21:13 in Tokyo, Japan.

can you stomach it

<1k | Gen / M/M | Implied Bloodmoon

Light’s lips part obediently to take B’s fingers into his mouth. He sucks and gags slightly at the taste. B knows, in time, he will no longer shiver as the blood runs down his esophagus.

MY HUSBAND IS A BOTTOM!

2.7k | F/M | E | Yagamane

Misa is not above breaking out of her ‘perfect, obedient wife’ shell if it means Light will finally pay attention to her.

Closed Game

1.7k | F/F | M | Kiyomisa

Kira is dead. The world doesn’t know that, of course. Not even the current owner of the notebook understands that the original Kira is long gone. Light was a stand-in. A temporary substitute until Misa finally assumed her role. That is what Kiyomi will tell Mikami —and Mikami will believe her. Light may have paved the way, experienced the original vision of a New World, but Misa will be the one to experience the fulfillment of that vision.

If there are any mistakes you noticed on this masterlist please DM me on Tumblr and let me know. It's much appreciated :)

⟨dividers by cafekitsune on tumblr⟩

[aaxzlyte]

another request: can misa forcibly feminize light please… and he is not into it at first but who knows maybe he does like it. or maybe he doesn’t but misa does and that’s what matters

NSFW ASK INCOMING!!!! that means i put a cut here hehe

(Micah thank you for another request,, i love your ideas so far <3)

warning for some dub-con and, of course, forcefem !!:

Light shudders, groaning and trying to push her off of him. "I'm not a gi–"

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"Good girl," Misa mutters into his ear, her hands trailing down the naked expanse of his body.

Misa presses her finger to his lips and shushes him as she gently rubs her fingers around his entrance.

"My Goddess... you're so pretty," she giggles. Her fingers slip in with the help of the lubricant, prying into Light's body. Her nails scrape against his skin within and he arches his back.

Light pants, clutching at the stupid fucking pink, silk bedsheets Misa had managed to sneak past him into their apartment this afternoon.

Misa kisses Light's navel. "You're so wet." She sounds smug, like Light could actually fucking get wet down there.

"No..." Light shakes his head.

But she sounds so sure and as his body gets used to the sensations she's giving to him, he relaxes more. Misa's fingers pump into his ass while she whispers soft praises into his stomach.

Light throws an arm over his eyes, saving himself the embarrassment of watching pre-cum leak from his cock.

"Let's get you some lingerie for next time, okay?"

Light doesn't bother protesting anymore.

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my heart is rose-tinted (a dream world)

Chapter 1/?: a cruel dream

Rem visits her nearly every week. Since she turned eighteen, the succubus (that is what she claims to be —Misa sees her more as a Goddess) has been draining her for all she is worth. It is perhaps due to the manipulations of her mind and body —the way Rem always knows the right place to touch, how hard to press, how much pain to inflict to balance out the pleasure— that Misa has found herself unable to be truly upset about it all. Rem is perfect, really. It’s to be expected, considering her role. But Misa cannot help but feel attached to her, foolish as it is. Love makes you foolish; Rem says it all the time.

Rating: E

Pairing: Amane Misa/Rem

(written for dnkinktober 2024 day 27: incubus/succubus)

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request: something in the f sharp continuity. I don’t really have anything specific in mind I just liked their dynamic a lot

hi Micah ily /p :) ,,, thank you for this ficlet request !!

first of all, i just want to say that several works within the F sharp universe have been discussed and are currently, technically in-progress!!! but for now, i will leave you with this ficlet (set sometime after the end of F sharp) (which i also posted to ao3):

Re: F (E sharp)

600 words | F/M | GA

Near's hands are built for intricacy; Building card towers, stitching dolls together, staining wooden horses. That kind of thing.

Of course she can paint nails too. Mello keeps his short (he’s got enough issues about not presenting masculine enough as it is). Near's longer nails poke slightly at his skin as she gently brushes the black polish over his thumbnail.

"Watch it," Mello grunts quietly. Near nods her head slowly, her eyes laser-focused like a child trying to keep inside the lines of their coloring book.

When she's done, she twists the cap of the polish back on and sets the bottle aside. She gently takes Mello's hands into her's —extra careful not to touch any of the wet polish— and slowly blows on his fingertips.

"It's fast-drying." Mello frowns, but doesn't move his hands away from her meticulous method of getting this activity done.

Near hums. "So?"

"So you don't have to blow on it. It already dries fast."

Near glances up at him, looking slightly indignant. "Then if I blow on it, it should dry even faster."

Mello rolls his eyes and lets her continue her unnecessary, petty behavior. As expected, the polish dries exceptionally fast and Mello pulls his hands back.

Near grabs two other bottles of polish: white and pale blue.

Mello quickly grabs the white from her and shakes it slightly, mixing together the contents. "Lay your hands flat."

Near pushes at her cuticles idly. "Why? You're just going to grab them and manhandle my fingers into awkward angles anyway."

Mello scoffs and twists off the lid, gently wiping the excess liquid on the rim of the container. He sets down the small glass bottle with a soft tink on the wooden table.

He grabs Near's hand very carefully, just to spite her. He pushes her fingers around for a moment before bringing the first bit of polish to her nail.

"This is not fast-drying polish," Near says disappointedly.

Mello chuckles, sitting behind her and methodically plaiting pieces of her hair around each other. "Yeah, it's not."

Near sighs, shoulders slouching for a moment before Mello tugs her hair slightly to straighten her posture and pull her head up.

"Why do you get the quick dry nail polish and I don't?" Near admires the work on her fingers, turning them around as if to see them in every lighting she can.

"Because I'm better than you. Obviously."

Near hums. "Obviously," she repeats sarcastically, making Mello grin and give a sharper tug to her hair.

"You're the one who picked out your polish," Mello shrugs, brushing a stray hair into the braid.

"I thought the quality of this brand would be best." She sounds like she's reconsidering her options.

"It is. The fast-drying bullshit always flakes off easily anyway," Mello snorts.

"Then why do you wear it?"

Mello shakes his head despite her being faced away from him. "Because to reapply it all I have to do is paint like one or two layers onto my nails. I don't do all that cute, fancy stuff you like to do —drawing hearts and putting stickers on and shit."

Near shrugs. "The time you save not having to wait for it to dry will be spent repainting the parts that flake due to low quality."

Mello narrows his eyes, glaring into the back of her head as he grabs a satin scrunchie and ties off the end of Near's braid. "Fine. I'll get the better quality brand next time."

Near looks at him over her shoulder once he drops her hair, a small, smug smile on her face.

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Stuck In the Dryer...

Mello deserves a trophy for dealing with this shit. Firstly for putting up with Near at all, let alone being charitable enough to allow Near to live with him (as if Near couldn't afford his own, nicer apartment on top of a caretaker). Secondly because Near trying to be seductive is like watching a teenager fumble with shitty pick up lines on their first date. And thirdly for not giving into Near's admittedly shitty, yet somehow alluring attempts at getting into Mello's pants. or Mello might be slightly delusional and too horny for his own good. Near gets stuck in a dryer.

Rating: M

Pairing: Mello | Mihael Keehl/Near | Nate River

(written for Mello's birthday)

[aaxzlyte]

sign of weakness

series | 3 works

"The risk of love is loss, and the price of loss is grief– but the pain of grief is only a shadow when compared to the pain of never risking love." -Hilary Stanton Zunin

the risk of love

100 words | M/M | GA | Jan 25

Near misses Mello, surprisingly.

the price of loss

100 words | M/M | GA | Jan 26

Near is quiet. Nate is grieving.

the pain of grief

100 words | M/M | GA | Jan 27

Near aches for companionship.

[written for Mello's Death Anniversary]

[aaxzlyte]

satisfying pleasure

Rem finds another reason to hate Light Yagami. And another way she is better than him, as well.

Rating: E

Prompt Used: cuck / premature ejaculation (day 9)

Pairing: Amane Misa/Rem

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MY HUSBAND IS A BOTTOM!

Misa is not above breaking out of her ‘perfect, obedient wife’ shell if it means Light will finally pay attention to her.

Rating: E

Pairing: Amane Misa/Yagami Light

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Bathroom Break

300 words | M/M

L uses Light's mouth

Pairing: L/Light Yagami

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F sharp

[CW: Minor Internalized Transphobia & Excessive Misgendering (see Author's Notes on ao3)]

[for femininity] Near keeps having weird, totally out-of-the-blue thoughts. Near has a hard time accepting that these thoughts may not be so weird or out-of-the-blue, but mostly can’t get comfortable with what they imply. or 4 times Near should’ve known she was trans, plus 1 time she finally figures it out

Rating: T

Pairing: Mello | Mihael Keehl/Near | Nate River

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Closed Game

A GIFT FOR @jayjamjary

THANKS TO @dnsecretsanta

Kira is dead. The world doesn’t know that, of course. Not even the current owner of the notebook understands that the original Kira is long gone. Light was a stand-in. A temporary substitute until Misa finally assumed her role. That is what Kiyomi will tell Mikami —and Mikami will believe her. Light may have paved the way, experienced the original vision of a New World, but Misa will be the one to experience the fulfillment of that vision.

Rating: M

Pairing: Amane Misa/Takada Kiyomi

(written for death note secret santa 2024)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS !!!

little yapping for my giftee under the cut ↓

jayyyy <3 hi!!! mwah mwah mwah,,, i may have stalked your Tumblr a bit throughout the month so that i had more ideas hahaha

this fic was not even close to my first idea and i had sooo much other stuff in the vault to play around with

but you were very cooperative answering my anonymous questions in your ask box hehe,, so thank you for that :))

urgh and i was so excited to see that i got you this year for Secret Santa bc i've actually been wanting to follow you for ages and just... never got around to it?? (i managed to stop myself from following your acc until i posted your gift officially JUST IN CASE it looked suspicious hehe)

but anyways happy holidays and i hope you enjoy this fic (if you don't... msg me and i'll write something else for you based on a prompt or something [no extra charge! ...unless you have cookies...]

[aaxzlyte]

good boyfriend

Rem doesn’t technically have a gender, so does it matter if she lets Misa refer to her as a man for Misa’s own comfort?

Rating: M

Pairing: Amane Misa/Rem