#aaah i love making stuff for a dying fandom

[forgetbeam]

at long last i’m finally starting to post my baby who i have nurtured for several years now [<- slow writer]

here’s the first chapter of my patton-and-logan-adopt-virgil vampire au fic ^-^ hell of a premise but in my defense i came up with it when i was 18

Virgil, at only 8 years old, had resigned himself to never having a real family. To growing up in the orphanage where he was left at two years old, with only his roommate to really talk to.

And then, one rainy day, two kind men show up who want to take him in as their own, and the sun shines just a little brighter from then on.

Or: Virgil gets adopted by vampires. What could go wrong?

[franeridart]

Anon said: what do you think about kami//sero?

Definitely prefer them as bros, right now!

Anon said: Do you have an Instagram account too?

Nope! Anything of mine you see on instagram was posted without permission

Anon said: i've been going thru my old hq blog for nostalgia and i gotta say your matsuhanas are my fave... u drew makki so pretty ;; as a hq fan i rlly want to thank u for giving so much to the fandom, your art is amazing

Aw god anon thank you for liking it! I’ve been missing making stuff for hq a bunch lately, ngl ;;; it used to be fun

Anon said: Hello, i really like you and your art. Recently i have been thinking about starting my own art blog/account but the problem is that i am a very shy and awkward person. I want to post stuff i like but at the same time i am afraid that not many people would like it. And i dont want to just post fanart of popular stuff to get likes. Do you have any tips on how to start an art blog and how to overcome anxiety of showing it to other people? Thank you and sorry for bothering you :)

Aw damn, I’m really not the best person to ask this to, anon orz the thing is that in my case most of my anxiety about posting comes from knowing people will see it? And find faults in it? And get on my case for it or misinterpret it? or have expectation only for me to let everyone down??? Scary stuff, having an audience - so the starting part of making an art blog was never a reason of anxiety for me, since at first with no followers at all I was just doing my thing and not expecting anyone to ever find it hahahaha rip the coward in me misses those times ngl

but yeah, with the limited experience I have in this the best thing I can tell you to do is to just start your blog and post what you want to post, and people who like exactly the type of content you want to post will eventually find their way to your blog - look for the right tags to use to try and put your work in their line of sight, but aside from that I’d advice you to not think too much about followers at first. It’s gonna take a while for them to start coming, and even longer for your notes to go as up as you’re wishing right now, keeping track of the numbers will just fuel your anxiety and make you want to quit in the long run - for this to be in any way a fun experience it’s best if you start your blog knowing full well that you’ll be your own whole audience for a while, I think, and just draw keeping in mind what you would like to see

Anon said: god i love how you draw kid and black star i'm... love 💛

I’M GLAD they hold the most special place in my heart, drawing them always puts me in a good mood uwu

Anon said: need... more... deathstar you’re art is amazing! i love your soul eater doodles!

Thank you!!!!!!!!!!! <3

Anon said: hey i just wanna say how much i adore your art!!! thank you for making them :D :D :D love your krbks!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhh you’re too kind!!!!!!! thank you so much!!!!! <3<3

Anon said: Hi I’m back, just here to say I have been so delayed liking ur posts cuz my WiFi is dying so just here to say keep up the awesome work!

HECK THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Anon said: CAN I... JUST SAY... I FUCKING LOVE WHEN ARTISTS GIVE ADULT KIRISHIMA CRAZY MASSIVE ONI-MANES. THIS IS AMAZING. I LOVE YOUR KRBK ART. aaaaaaaaAAAAAAHHHH!!!! it's so good i cAN'T STOP YELLING!! and their personalities REALLY just SHINE PERFECTLY in your comics like SO TRUE TO THEMSELVES AAAH. SO GOOD. YES. LOVE. ALL THE LOVE.

ASDFSKFGSJASDFS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And yes!! Adult Kirishima with long thick hair has been my fav design for adult!him for a while now, it just fits him so nicely imho!!! 

[patricianandclerk]

liveblogging episode 1

hhhh i already love the scrapbook style and the NARRATION, I'm in LOVE

I'm loving how much stuff is just... the same as the book??? like!! guh. remiiiix.

"it starts, as it will end, with a garden"

OHHHHHH

i love that the hem of aziraphale's robe in the beginning is kind of unfinished and fraying it's... a great look.

tue TATTOO i die!!

i can't believe aziraphale is all but screaming "top me" within SECONDS

why is crowley such a fucking HOMO im CRYING

"i don't think you can do the wrong thing..." the "do me" is silent, i think

im dying at aziraphale SHIELDING him. with his wing like he doesn't NEED to!!! and crowley doesn't even ASK! he just sidles. under!!! god im d y i n g

God hastur and ligur... why are they EVEN MKRE MARRIED than aziraphale and crowley? big respect

GOD THE MUFFLED MUSIC FROM THR CAR!! i cry. what a FAG i LOVE him. he's so WEIRD... also why does he need to sashay his HIPS like that

also I'm sorry to sound like I'm prejudiced against posh english cunts, it's just that i am, and crowley sounds fuckin DRUNK the WHOLE TIME

"Glorious tool" jesus WEPT

also why is cumberbend even IN this, jesus, so unnecessary

ALSO OMG AZIRAPHALE BABEY LOVES SUSHI

G A B R EIL

im,,,,, he's so hot

"its sushi... its nice..."

gabriel didn't need to be this homo but im. so grateful

aziraphale is so AWKWARD with gabriel and i diiiie.

THE NUNS!!! AND THEIR SPY MUSIC!!! GOD!!!

THE NAMES. I LOVE

the score is so fucking good?? im love!

i love the CARD thing!!!! god crowley looks so FUCKED i LOVE him... god i REALLY love his... vibe. he's so different to book crowley but IM INTO IT

GOD the dowlings are SO unbearable its LEGIT

aaah i LOVE the lil black and white shot of what the winks mean!!!! this is so CREATIVEly shot and conceived and im. into!!! the whole thing

also mary is so dumb and I'm just like... big respect

Americans are so,,,, "warlocke??? YAAAS" its wild

aziraphale...... u fag.... im crying

"heaven will finally triumph over hell" just say you want to top, you dumb slut

ans crowley oh my god APPEALING to his HEDONISM im. DYING, he's so m e a n

crowley's hair is so pretty and i also just... cry over aziraphale LOVING food and crowley WATCHING him? the whole time?

"for special occasions..."

"brain city, whales" yeah bc u don't have a fucking brain you stupid thot oh my god

they're so DUMB

OH MY GOD THE SOBERINH UP PROCESS IS HIDEOUS IM SCREAMING

lads that's so GROSS why do you have to DO it like that

hastur omg you bastard im love!!

why is crowley so good at pushing all of aziraphale's buttons like he's the gayest fucking accordion ever im DYING... "we'll be godfathers, sort of" and the SOFT SMILE im. CRYING

"its not that bad when you gey used to it"

BROTHER FRANCIS IS FUCKING HIDEOUS CHRIST

utterly Horrible and I Hate It.

also I'm sorry but i absolutely hate the lullaby. not that it isn't well written! not that it isn't CUTE! just that my whole body is EMBARRASSED by how fuckinh extra it is

i do appreciate how they made warlock is a lil tiny tim parody and is equally annoying

I LOVE HELLS Design!!!!

also crowley's stupid man bun thing it's so cute... and also heaven? i also love that design and it's equally creepy and weird

i really love how thr angels have their lil bits of gold and silver!!!

aziraphale's glasses...

PLEASE DO NO T LICK THE WALLS FUCK

hilarious that they gave warlock a fuckin snape hairdo jesus wept

crowley: we could kill him, y/y?

IM SAYING YOU COUDL KILL HIM YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE SO BLUNT

aziraphale is so soft and upset and im,,,,

god

it's interesting to have this as crowley TEMPTING him bc it's so traditional and it's really interesting that like... crowley is trying to tempt him but aziraphale just wants? jim?

also the magic is SO cute!

aziraphale is SO adorable and im,,,,

also i know WHY a twelve year old didn't call him a faggot but like, to be fair... he is one...

GOD THE CAKE IM WAILING also the slick way crowley just slithers out

idk I'm interested in the way they've put some of thr traits around... not jsut aziraphale reviving the dog, but that killing the boy is crowley's idea originally - it is a more traditional angel /demon split, which makes sense, given that its for tv and these chars are gonna be simpler?

idk i stand by the fact that I'm treating these as diff chars in a separate fandom

esp bc like... idk, brian and wensleydale are... idk, i never imagined brian as a little thin boy lol, so that's a bit of a? wensleydale also looks... cute, rather than being a little weirdo

ALSO...

interesting

"i know what you smell like!" fucking hell

but also like. idk it's interesting that crowley is more... explicitly lying to head office, and thst aziraphale is way more like

oh you must not lie, even to other demons? hm. yes!!!

[mizuri-chan]

AAAH I’VE FINALLY GOT SOME TIME TO ANSWER THESE!! I’ve wanted to answer so many of tag memes but then they’d be burried in my notes and I can’t find them anymore ;v;

So here goes!!

Tagged by sweet @nostalme!! ♥

Five Things You’ll Find In My Bag

A sketchbook

My pencil case

My 3DS and my 3DS games hahaha

Phone charger

Sometimes my agenda

Five Things In My Bedroom:

Lots of sketchbooks

A lot of Zelda merch

Posters

Books

Very often, a cat haha

Five Things I’ve Always Wanted To Do In My Life:

Travel a lot

Learn lots of languages

Own a rat

Uhhh...Travel with my cats fhdghdfhgdsk

Dye my hair lilac

Five Things That Make Me Happy:

The series i’m currently into

Ja’far fdgsgfd

My cats

My friends

Summer

Five Things On My To-Do List:

Going to japan

Surviving university and getting through it without giving up

Going to New-Zealand

Meet a sloth, hug it and kiss it

Get a tattoo!!

Five Things People May Not Know About Me:

uuuuh... I can’t be directly mean to someone who never did something to me???

It’s pretty safe to say I was literally one of the worst kid in maths in the whole school in highschool (and i’m not even kidding I had to redo the final exam 4 times before getting it somewhat right)

When I was in elementary school I had half a year of intensive english class (like we only had english, everyday) and this is how I became a little better after

I’m actually a sucker for very cliché romance, like waltzes and stuff

I don’t know how to properly study, I have never really learned how

Name?: Élodie

Nicknames?: Well irl it’s basically just Élo hahaha and Mizu on the internet :3

Zodiac?: Pisces

Sexual Orientation?: Asexual

Ethnicity?: uhh French Canadian

Favorite Fruit?: Watermelon

Favorite Season?: Summer

Favorite Flower?: aaaaaaaaa well i love hortensias a lot!!!

Favorite Scent?: You know, the smell when it’s spring and you open your window and then it smells so so so nice in your room?? This

Favorite Animal?: Cats and sloths!!

Coffee, Tea, or Hot Chocolate?: Hot choclety

Cat or dog?: Both!!

Dream Trip?: Japan or New-Zealand

Number of Followers?: 1257.......i still don’t know how ;v; i love you guys so much

What do I post about?: Fandom stuff mainly (Magi, hxh, Steven universe, zelda...)

Do I get asks on a regular basis?: Not really

Favorite Band?: Gorillaz and Coldplay

Aesthetic?: Anything with flowers

Fictional Character I’d Date?: I love fictional characters as if they were my own children. i cannot imagine dating one of them

Hogwarts House?: I really can’t remember but that would probably be hufflepuff

Rules: BOLD the statements that are true for you!

APPEARANCE:

I am 5'7" or taller

I wear glasses

I have at least one tattoo (ONE DAY)

I have at least one piercing

I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes

I have short hair

My abs are at least somewhat defined

I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:

I love meeting new people

People tell me that I’m funny

Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me

I enjoy physical challenges

I enjoy mental challenges

I’m playfully rude with people I know well

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it

There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well

I can play an instrument (i used to play a bit of violin)

I can do over 30 pushups without stopping

I’m a fast runner

I can draw well 

I have a good memory (I have the worse memory)

I’m good at doing math in my head

I can hold my breath underwater for under a minute

I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling

I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch

I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else

I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else

I have learned a new song in the past week

I work out at least once a week (thanks to my pe class only hahaha)

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months

I have drawn something in the past month

I enjoy writing

FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION (sadly)

I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss

I have had alcohol

I have scored the winning goal in a sports game

I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event

I have been in a taxi

I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year

I have beaten a video game in one day

I have visited another country

I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS:

I’m in a relationship

I have a crush on a celebrity

I have a crush on someone I know

I have been in at least 3 relationships

I have never been in a relationship

I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them

I get crushes easily

I have had a crush on someone for over a year

I have been in a relationship for at least a year

I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”

I live close at my school

My parents are still together

I have at least one sibling

I live in the united states

There is snow right now where I live

I have hung out with a friend in the past month

I have a smartphone

I have at least 15 CD’s

I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced

I know a person named Jamie

I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce

I have dyed my hair

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now (Kass’ theme from BOTW)

I have punched someone in the past week

I know someone who has gone to jail

I have broken a bone

I have eaten a waffle today

I know what I want to do with my life

I speak at least 2 languages

I have made a new friend in the past year

Thanks for the tag ♥♥

Tagged by lovely @lheonce ♥♥

10 favs from 10 fandom

1. Ja’far - Magi my absolute and ultimate dear son... 2. Pearl - Steven Universe 3. Killua Zoldyck - HunterxHunter but also every character in hxh lol 4. Green Oak - Pokémon 5. Oikawa Tooru - Haikyuu!! 6. Marceline Abadeer - Adventure Time 7. Every Zora Ever In Every Zelda Game tm 8. Chat Noir - Miraculous Ladybug 9. Hinata Hyuuga - Naruto 10. Len Kagamine - Vocaloid

Thanks for the tag!!! ♥ (it was rlly fun but for the last one i had to think a lot and then i remembered the soft banana boy)