#aaaa i can't wait to finish this I'm so excited

[asteronomical]

RTRN Canon Compliant Snippet where they have a small talk before Penacony

“You’ve grown complacent, doctor, if all it takes for you to go behind the IPC’s back is a vague request from a Stoneheart.”

“That is not complacency. It is choice.”

“Well, isn’t that a little careless?” Aventurine huffs and looks away, absentmindedly tracing the rim of the forgotten shot glass in between them. “What, when Topaz comes knocking at your door in the middle of the night, you’ll drop everything to assist her in her plight?”

“No.” Ratio says easily. All too easily, all too quickly, and giving away just a bit too much. “Of course not.”

Those striking eyes look up at him, flashing with an unreadable glint. He feels like his very soul is being picked apart, like the fundamental machinations of his being are being tinkered with. “Then?”

“I accepted your request because it was you who needed my help. Not the IPC, not the ten Stonehearts, but you, Aventurine.” He pointedly looks away, as if he hadn’t laid his heart bare on the granite countertop just in front of them. “Is that so hard to fathom?”

“Perhaps.”

“It shouldn’t be. For you, I have done far more for far less.”

Aventurine scoffs. “What do you have to gain here, then? You know as well as I that I cannot promise you anything.”

“You can, my dear gambler." Ratio insists. "Your safety, for one. Your life and its continued existence, for another.”

“My sincerest apologies, doctor. I’m afraid that not even that is set in stone.”

“On whose terms? Yours, or the IPC?”

“Are those not one and the same? I am but an asset. My life is but a debt to be repaid in full.”

[quijabored]

OKAY SO I JUST FINISHED WATCHING LIKE THE ENTIRETY OF S3 FOR BSD SO UH SPOILERS FOR A LOT OF IT BUT ESPECIALLY THE ENDING CUZ HOOOLYYY SHIIITTTTT

I JUST

I CANT PUT MY THOUGHTS DOWN INTO COHERANT SENTANCES SO LIVE LAUGH BULLETPOINTS ((o(^∇^)o))

OKAY SO AKUTAGAWA AND ATSUSHI???

THEYRE GONNA WORK TOGETHER ARENT THEY I JUST KNOW DAMN WELL DAZAIS GONNA LIKE MAKE IT SO THEYRE COINCIDENTALLY PAIRED UP TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF A GUY

ALSO THE PROMISE ATSUSHI HAD AKUTAGAWA MAKE??? FYM AKUTAGAWA CANT KILL PEOPLE HES IN THE *PORT MAFIA.*

Just realizing I don't know how to do the whole colored text or different font thingy BUT ANYWAYS

STILL I LOVE ATSUSHI FOR THAT AND SINCE IT WAS MADE WITH A GOAL IN MIND, I REALLY HOPE I GET TO SEE AKUTAGAWA DEVELOPMENT

AAAAHHHH HES SO SILLY I LOVE AKUTAGAWA HES MY SON

SPEAKING OF SONS

IVAN??? HES SO ME LIKE HE IS SO ME????

ASAGIRI WAS SPYING ON ME WHEN MAKING IVAN FR

Funny thing when I first started getting into the fandom bit for bsd and I saw Fyodor being simped on I was like "eeehh I mean I guess hes cool but I dont really get it. Like sure hes an interesting character but..." AND THEN I SLOWLY STARTED BECOMING A FYODOR SIMP AND I JUST SKDHKSJD I HATE THAT MAN I HATE THAT MAN HES SUCH AN ASSHOLE

please I love him so much hes such a bitch I hate him I love him so much

"If Fyodor told me to cut my skin off I would" FUCKING SAME

ALSO AAAAAA THE ENTIRE TIME LIKE I WAS JUST STIMMING LIKE IM TELLING YOU IT WAS AJSHSKDJSJ

I HAVENT HYPERFIXATED ON A SERIES LIKE THIS SINCE THE PROMISED NEVERLAND (Specifically the manga. Miss you Yuugo)

AAAAAA ALSO THE FACT THAT CHUUYAS JUST STUCK IN POES STORY??

AND POE BEING LIKE "But if Ranpo were to die what would be my reason for living..." LIKE HELLO??? I LOVE MY OTHER SON (Poe)

AND AND AND FYODOR???? AHHHHHH HES SUCH A BITCH I LOVE HIM

THIS MOTHERFUCKER WAS REALLY COMMUNICATING QITH MUSIC??? ALSO THE SURPRISED AND SHOCKED LOOK AT THE END WHEN DAZAI FOUND HIM??

I KNOW WE SEE MORE OF HIM LATE BUT FUCK

ALSO FYODORS ABILITY?? From what I saw it seems that it's just kill by touch but if Dazais like "welp, idk" then I'm guessing it's a bit more complicated than that AND I AM SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS AAAA

Also Mori and Fukuzawa did the sskk punchy thingy they did in the end of S2!! I'm not sure if people ship them (I refuse to take in any content about Mori) but if people do then win for them :D

Also Im extremely excited to see Nikolai cuz hes me minus the Ukrainian terrorist bit BUT AAAA I HOPE I GET TO SEE HIM SOON

JUST SEARCHED IT UP ITS S4 EP 5 AND AAAAAA

I can't watch BSD until tommorow now cuz I wanna have a minute to process everything BUT AAAA I CANT WAIT TO WATCH S4

Fyodor made me feel so many ways I love him

AAAAAAA OKAY SO MY FAVORITE BOY (Akutagawa) IS ALSO SUPER SILLY THOUGHOUT THIS WHOLE THING LIKE

THE SCENE WHERE ITS LIKE "Are you sure youre the real Akutagawa?"

"Yeah."

"...And youre not gonna try and kill me?"

"Yeah."

"What did you have for breakfast?"

"Yeah."

LIKE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

Live laugh love Dazai but FUCK MAN AKUTAGAWAS TRAUMATIZED

Like don't get me wrong I love Aku how he is and I'm gonna love him more when I learn more about his character, but god damn it hurts to watch him seem so reliant on Dazais praise and Dazais approval like akdjkajsdj Ive been there my boy :(

ALSO I FEEL SO BAD FOR KUNIKIDA LIKE HE HAD TO GO THROUGH SO MUCH THIS SEASON

I PROBABLY HAVE OTHER THINGS TO SAY BUT AHDKSJDKWBD I LOVE BSD AND I CANT REMEMBER WHAT ELSE I WANTED TO YAP ABOUT BUT AAAAHHH ASAGIRI WHEN I CATCH YOU ASAGIRI- ASAGIRI WHEN I CATCH YOU-

Twas talking about this scene earlier btw :3

AH ALSO WHEN FYODOR GOT SMASHED WITH A WINE BOTTLE??? HELLO??? I LOVE HIM BUT I STARTED LAUGJING AT THE SCENE

[merakiui]

Incoming spoilers for tmdg!

OMG I JUST FINISHED TMDG AND IT'S SO SO SO GOOD!!!!!!!!! WAS GONNA COMMENT BUT I HAVE TOO MANY THOUGHTS, SO HERE WE ARE!

First, I love a Yan fic where if some of the details are slightly different it could be another fluff fic. And this gave me that! Like, wholesome Jade moments, where both of us are in a love circle/triangle thing, and eventually fall in love on our own is good, but the added darkness? Delicious!

Also, we love Jade and Azul plotting in the background while Floyd literally has no idea. The only truly innocent one in this fic, and if he did have a normal person crush (which I hc he did) he in some ways was the coolest guy.

Also!!!! I thought I was strong, but I got caught up in the delusion as well, sometimes forgetting that Floyd wasn't Floyd, oh lordy the writing.

And then there's the genuine nausea I had when we were about to seriously confess, knowing exactly what was about to happen. OMG got a little light headed 😭

Anyways, beautiful masterpiece, and out of all the iterations of Jade, I think this one probably has the best chance for a genuine happily ever after.

AAAAAAA THANK YOUUUUU!!!!! (´▽`ʃƪ)♡ I'm so very happy you enjoyed it!!!

I love writing yandere fics in which they're mostly soft, so you're left waiting for the kick to the stomach or the part in which the atmosphere changes drastically from soft and sweet to scary and sinister!!! I had so much fun writing all of the wholesome moments with Jade and all of the times where he's trying so hard (and sadly failing). T^T it gave me great satisfaction to write his desperate pining from afar. He is but a silly (definitely not menacing) eel in love. <3

Jade and Azul scheming…… aaaa they're so sly!!! >:( perhaps, on some level, Floyd suspects it because if anyone's going to know Jade the best it's his own blood. But then maybe he just chooses not to address it because he can't be bothered or doesn't want to get wrapped up in it. And the reader doesn't know the lengths Jade went to in order to orchestrate the perfect opportunity to have you truly alone (and what better place for that than the sea? >:D). I really love it when characters are scheming in the background while the others remain oblivious, and Jade and Azul make for such a scummy duo when it comes to covert plans.

I'm glad my writing could allow you to get immersed in the parts where Jade was playing Floyd. >:) those parts were very exciting to write because I got to write Floyd dialogue and actions while also mixing it with some of Jade's mannerisms and way of speaking. His little convenient slips where he speaks or acts as himself while being Floyd..... aaaaaa it's so fun!! And Reader's confession!!!!! Doomed from the beginning,,, (๑﹏๑//) I wanted to hug her while I was writing it, but that's what Jade is for hehe. :D he will give her lots of hugs and continue to slowly slide his way into her heart.

Thank you again for reading!!!! o(≧∀≦)o soft yan!Jade has a very good chance at procuring a happy end where it's mutual and willing. I cannot say the same for my other variations of Jade..... ^^;;;;;

[angelicyoongie]

CONGRATS ON FINISHING LOVESICK OMG!!!!! the end has me actually crying, which is super embarrassing. thank you so much for all of your hard work, this story has been amazing to watch develop!! (I know it's only a maybe but I'm super looking forward to any deleted scenes that get commissioned, but obviously doing what you want to do is the most important!!! excited to see our abundance babies back again. slash. extremely stressed for mc's case LOL) 💕❤️💖💛💕❤️💖❤️💕💛💖❤️💕💛💖

THANK YOU SO MUCH AAAA!!! 💖😭💖 it's nothing to be embarrassed about, it means a lot to me that the ending actually made you emotional 🥺 thank you!! it's been a wild (and long) ride and i still can't quite wrap my head around the fact that the story is actually finished, haha. i do think opening up for some commissions in the future could be fun, maybe i'll have time for a few over summer or something!

i really can't wait to return to abundance, i miss those goofs so much 😭 i don't think the poor mc really knows what she's gotten herself into... there's a lot happening in the upcoming chapters 🫣

[prentissluvr]

hi my lovely 🥰 just checking in because i miss you sm <333 how are you? i hope you’re doing well and sending sm love im handing it over in a little gift basket for you

every time i open your blog i just have to stare at your theme it’s so pretty hozier and sam is just. ugh

and speaking of hozier im so so so close to writing the in a week fic even though i told myself i’d finish up some of my other drafts before starting it LMAO but it’s my favourite hozier song and sam it’s just raaaagh i need it

love you sm honey!! <33

hehe hello hello my darling! thanks for popping by I MISS YOU TOO !!! <333 i'm doing good!! i hope you are too lovely!! hehe thanks for the gift basket of love, i'm sending one right back to you!!

ahhhh hehe i'm SO glad you like my theme ehehe i can't get over sam + hozier anything!! and i LOVE your new theme too!! it's soooo so pretty ugh <3

AAAA THIS IS SOOO EXCITING TO ME!!! we're both prepping to write our hozier sam fics hehe our minds are intertwined me thinks. i just CAN'T wait for in a week it's WAY too good of an idea aghhhhh

i love you too, so so so much my sweets!!!

[misssleepless12]

Hey Mina, My exams are finished! They are finally fucking over YESS!

So,

I NEED to know what you think abt that last bllk chapter. Bcuz Rin really surprised everyone and I am so proud of him "wipes a tear"

Like, Rin seeing Sae's phantom and Isagi breaking through it and the look on Rin’s face.😭And did you realize that if Rin had not scored when Isagi tackled him, Isagi would've been red carded??? He should thank his stars Rin scored, bcz bro was not thinking straight at all 🫠. "Grabs a tissue" ,They saved each other 💚💙

I thought Loki would be a rlly nice person but he's such a selfish brat?( Snuffy, I'm so sorry I ever doubted you, you’re the kindest coach out there). Idk whether to fangirl over how hot it was when Loki grabbed Rin’s collar or get mad bcz he was bleeding all over the ground and he didn't even care 🫥.

And the whole Charles-Rin-Shidou situation was so cute. (I want them to bully him more and crack his walls)

Can't wait for your Nagireo fic to be out 💜

Mitraaaaaaaa 🫶✨💖 Congratulations!! I'm so proud of you!! OHHHH I'VE BEEN FOAMING AT THE MOUTH OVER 275 YOU HAVE NOOO IDEAAAAA AAAAA Rin out here reminding everyone why HE 👏 IS 👏 NUMBER 👏 ONE!!! Isagi tearing through the phantom of Sae and making Rin see him AS HIM was such an impactful moment!! Isagi's big sparkly eyes!! I love it when he gets moon-eyed over his rivals and their soccer! And actually 😱😱😱 I hadn't even thought about how if Rin hadn't scored Isagi definitely would have been red carded!! Isagi really was putting it all on the line in that moment, including his (soccer) life!! Insanity. They saved each other, fr fr!! kbddjkbfdjbgjbgjf and well Loki is like 17 so he's like Prime Blue Lock age bracket and yeaaaah it makes sense he's a little spicy. 👀 Loki grabbing Rin by the collar was hilarious tho, I loved his silly little face. 😂 Never beating the cat allegations. And AAA I'm excited to finally share the ngro vampire fic with everyone! 👀 Probably this weekend, either Friday or Saturday! 🤍💜

AAAA thanks for the ask Mitra!! 👋💖🥰

[moonlightandmarble]

It took me a few months, but I finally gave in to curiosity and looked into Sleep Token. I just finished listening to "Take Me Back To Eden" for the first time.

I did enjoy the metal sound in the second half of the song, which I expected from their whole look and vibe. But I was NOT prepared to hear the voice of an angel at the start.

Fricking fantastic, can't wait to binge watch and listen to all their music this weekend. 👍

AAAA THIS IS SO EXCITING! I'm glad you liked it and I'm glad my endless posting is getting more friends into them. Vessel really does have That Voice and it's one of the things that really got me hook, line, and sinker.

[thedeal-if]

Me reading about the ROS be like:

First of all I read about best himbo, (can we call him that?) Dante, me: YESS (I'm a certified moronsexual)

Then I see the person who Dante share his two braincells Nathan: YEEEEESSSS

Then I read about their poly: *insert skeleton meme* wait I think I have it here

I don't know them, but if something happens to them I will kill everyone in this room and then myself

BUT, BUUUT THEN I READ THE DEMO AND I COULD MEET BABY BOI AND MY GAY ASS CANT RESIST THE BEST FRIENDS TROUP AND AHHH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!

So... I will make two MCs, one who love theatre so he can fake with his asshole boss and another to study literature or history so he can think in different ways to torture sublevate put his depression into something more creative? Yeah... That...

Oh one last thing, when you finish the first chapter (Chapter 1) you enter in a loop like, the game starts over from the prologue I played like two times lol

Thanks for all your hard work! I love it with all my heart, this can and surely will be one of my faves Ifs ever, I only crave for angst and soft things at the same time and I think this will have both of them HAHAHA

Have a good day!

(sorry for all the mumbling lol it's only that I love it so much, and I hope I could express myself good enough, English it's not my mother tongue xD)

Primero de todo muchísimas gracias 😭😭💕

You can certainly call Dante a Himbo (I do too + babygirl 🤝🏻). And omg I'm so excited to write scenes with Nathan and Dante together 😭 they're disastrous and I love them for it.

AND YES JOSH🫂 aww baby boi that's so sweet I can't 😭💕 I'm so excited for you all to meet him again in ch1 part 2!

So... I will make two MCs, one who love theatre so he can fake with his asshole boss and another to study literature or history so he can think in different ways to torture sublevate put his depression into something more creative? Yeah... That...

Give MC an Oscar if he can pretend to put up with William fr 😭

Oh one last thing, when you finish the first chapter (Chapter 1) you enter in a loop like, the game starts over from the prologue I played like two times lol

AAh thank you!! Some would call this a bug, I'd say it's a feature

Thanks for all your hard work! I love it with all my heart, this can and surely will be one of my faves Ifs ever, I only crave for angst and soft things at the same time and I think this will have both of them HAHAHA

Thank you for the support! And omg that's very high praise I will try my very best to live up to it😭 you're very right too! I intend for td to be the epitome of hurt/comfort and heart-wrenching angst

Dw about rambling I love reading this kind of feedback it feels so nice and fuzzy and AAAA. And your English was very good, I understood you perfectly 🫂

[uroboros-if]

So, I played the game again (maybe a few times if i need to be truthful lol) and decided to draw my MC, gonna drop they here and my stats for silly context

|• Callisto.

kindhearted and outgoing deity, one with a strong sense of duty to their role as the guardian of the afterlife. Their words are measured, courteous and tactful, and are rather charming. They are sincere, though they keep a few secrets close to their chest, and approach the world with a blend of optimism and skepticism.

They are fond of mortals.

Titles

The Everlasting.

The Enduring Word

The clothes don't have any historical or real base for now, but i was too excited to not do something about them after finishing the game again.

(the hands are miserable please don't notice them much)

I'm very very indecisive between the ROs ( i love them all) and can't decide who Callisto is going for, so i may just..wait a bit do choose one to start and then play every single route :D

Hopes up that wasn't boring

Not boring at all! 🥹 I love the design of your characters, the colors are amazing! 👌 The portrait and the background are also wonderful!!

Super excited for how Callisto is going to develop throughout the story, and also seeing which route you go for first! 🫣🫣

Aaaa thank you so much for drawing your MC, it's... epic!! (I am out of words. I am speechless. I am reduced to severe brain damage and I don't know the English lexicon.) 💕💕💕💕 I love it!!

[bonesandthebees]

So update, I have now survived the last of my official exams. There’s still a few oral presentations, but most of those are already prepared, so I am free. I have started my Stars ramble in my notes, It’s going to be nowhere near as structured as I normally do that. Sigh. I’ll get over it.

Anyway, you do mention that Blaziphane lengthens life span. It happens in relation to queen Minerva (I think) or like the last anon said, at least something Themis related. It’s definitely in there somewhere.

-🌲

aaaa congrats on finishing your exams spruce!! best of luck with the remaining oral presentations <3

I can't wait to hear your stars thoughts I'm buzzing with excitement over here. no worries about it not being structured!! I love hearing your rambles

yeah ok that sounds familiar thank you for the reminder lol

[taintedsoul-if]

AAAA I just finished playing the update aaaand THE KISS!! (꒪ཀ꒪) I LOVED IT it was nice while it lasted 🤧 oh I also found misspelled word on the part where we have to choose whether we want to bath but overall, I love the update and am super excited and looking forward to the next update ✨

Can't wait to meet the ROs especially, our precious Cadmus 🥰🤍

Now that I think about it... If we romance other ROs, would Cadmus's character blacken? 👀

aaaand I think I have a clue as to which RO will die when you said "This RO will die... karma." 🤭🤐

for now, I have to sleep hehe love ü author, and also have a good night's sleep, you're still softhearted lady for me tho 😂

You ain't seen nothing yet. A certain vermilion eye man, is going to get a *wink. wink* for the MC. If a certain servant never interrupted them. Cadmus would have taken the MC right there in the gazebo. 👀👀

For the misspelled words. I am currently working on doing some editing along with the chapter update. So some of that will be fixed in the next update. ☺

Oooo lots of ROs to be introduced. When the MC was hearing about their classes. The headmaster brought up a certain instructor's name. The headmaster blushed slightly.... do you know Why? 😏 why do people blush when mentioning another person's name? I wonder.

Blackened huh? 👀 that's spoiler territory. What I can tell you though is... if the PC goes for the polygamous route... MC will literally turn into a scumbag. If MC sleeps with Cadmus, but at the same time they're drawn to Atticus, a special scene will be unlocked. Where the instructor will... [REDACTED] 👀👀. I wonder what he will do. What do you think he'll do?

😏😏 you're too smart. Just one word and you figured it out... damn. I need to get better at this. Next time it'll be an whole encryption!

Aww love you too... have a good rest also. And enjoy your day. 😂🤣 "you're still a softheartedlady" I'm blushing and laughing at the same time! I bet you didn't type this line with a straight face.

[merakiui]

Firstlyyy, can I be Scorpion anon? 💜💜

Aside from that, I'm so happy to see that DRU is being spoken about again!!

I love all of your writings but DRU just- It hits different zhshsbsb!! It was the first story I read from you and I actually stumbled across it after reading the shorter concept you had which was quite similar to the longer series djsjhs

I love all the chapters sososo very much!!! But the chapters with Jade being an super vindictive eel is ultra yummy

I literally wait on any crumbs and teasers you give us of DRU!! Your writing's so eloquent and just- AAAAA 

Much lob to you!! Sometimes I just feel like how horrifying would it be if we straight up just got a cooking lesson from Jade except the meat he's using is- *drumroll* HUMAN MEAT!!! You can't convince me he wouldn't live stream his cooking and pretend like he's just a normal wholesome fellow making something's in the kitchen but NOOOIO he's actually a vicious eel and a murderer!! :(( HE'S SO BAD HE DOESN'T EVEN REALIZE IT  (I would let him eat me)

Hello hello, Scorpion anon!!!! ( ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ഒ aaaa the shorter concept!!! I remember it! I can't believe it's already been two years (I think) since that concept....... (⊙_⊙) two years of sk!Jade giving everyone nightmares and being his terrifying self... we have come a long way!

But thank you so much for enjoying the story and awaiting the crumbs and teasers!!! I also love writing the chapters in which he's particularly scary and vindictive. His banter with Reader is also very fun to write. They really can't stand each other. T_T hopefully I can finish the next chapter one of these days!! It's a bit of a heavy one, so there may be more pages than usual (along with more trauma for our poor reader). But it will also be a fun one to write because a major plot point happens and I am immensely excited to reveal it!!!!!!!

Omg Jade livestreaming himself cooking and no one knows it's human meat... the worst eel ever!!!!! ( ｡ •`ᴖ´• ｡) he's so annoying as well because he will offer you a portion and say something like, "Do try some. It tastes just like chicken." T_T Jade,,,,, JADE!!!!! *bites him bites him bites him* he has too much fun scaring you.

[sturmdunkel]

🧡❄️Yay! I'm so excited to get started on this it's really bad. Like I'm participating in another fandom event right now and I have to finish the fic for that first because the deadline for that is coming up soon…but mechanic!Andrew and android!Neil tho 😭

And to my shame I have to admit that I'm really, really bad at reading fanfic so not only don't I have any sci-fi au recommends but like. no recommends in general. I'm sorry. Do you have any recommendations for me tho? I can't promise I'll read them, but maybe there is hope for me yet.

(I have written some sci-fi aftg fic myself, but I'd feel weird passing off my self promo as a genuine rec, so I'll have to wait to tell you about that until December…)

I can probably recommend you some published sci-fi works tho. On the topic of robots/androids/ai I read a short story called "The Lifecycle of Software Objects" by Ted Chiang for a class on AI in literature once that I absolutely adored because the development and then treatment of these AIs just felt super realistic (it's in a collection called 'Exhalation' that i've been meaning to continue since but for some reason haven't). For the same class we read 'Klara and the Sun' by Kazuo Ishiguro which was also really good. Both of them are a little bittersweet tho. Then there's 'A Closed and Common Orbit' by Becky Chambers, who, if you've never read anything by her before, just writes really good spacefaring sci-fi. I adore her worldbuilding because it's so creative and detailed.

Also on the topic of robots: I only watched Studio Trigger's 'Promare' this year and absolutely fell in love so if you want some big robots and haven't seen that one yet I can only recommend that. The same with Evangelion. I'm *obsessed* with Evangelion.

I could probably scrounge up some more general sci-fi recs, but idk what you may or may not have read already. So let me return the question: do you have any recs for me? ❄️🧡

Ough same,,, I have to finish a comic for a fandom event but I'm really excited for it and also for this hehe >:DDD

Also don't worry!!! I think I'm on the opposite side of this spectrum,,,I think I've read most aftg fics on ao3 that are over 50k,,(this is foreshadowing) my favorite sci-fi work on ao3 is probably this monster of a fic called the wonders I've seen by gluupor and it's a farscape au!! Tho I've never actually played the game :")),,,,regarding other reccs I have,,,too many haha but nothing that's short :"

Aaaa thank you so much for the recommendations!!! I will go check out my local bookstore to see if they're in stock >:D I've been in a reading slump lately so I'm really excited to check them out!! I read Klara and the sun when it came out and I felt my brain expand reading it haha :)))

Also I really loved promare!!! I'm glad you enjoyed it!! :DDD studio trigger has such a wonderful animation style and I love their stuff >:) I'm also a really big fan of evangelion,,,,a kaworu figurine has been tempting me for a few months but it's like,,,200 ish euros oughh

On the topic of recommendations!! Have you read/ heard of the murderbot diaries? :O it's got a more satirical approach on the android but it's really wonderful and fun nonetheless!! I can't think of any more books at the moment however!!! If you liked evangelion have you considered watching Pacific Rim (directed by Guillermo del Toro the coolest guy ever) and studio trigger has some more fantastic sci-fi series like kill la kill, cyberpunk: edgerunners and star wars: visions! I also like tiger & bunny (recommended if you like a seemingly more lighthearted mecha pilot series) , gurren lagann is also a wonderful mecha series and one of my favorites BUT if you're to watch one I'd say you should watch Pluto, or read it!!! The mangaka is Naoki Urasawa who also made Monster and 20th Century Boys!! :DDD ah right and Trigun,,,,my timeless obsession :"

Also podcast wise if that's your thing,,,,wolf 359 is really really great, starts out as a comedy and ends up with you staring into space :P

Ok phew I'm so sorry,,,,,I love recommending stuff can you tell,,, :") either way!! I hope you have a wonderful day/ evening depending on your time zone!!! :DDD

[sunflouwerhabit]

hii! it's me again! I wrote to you here a few weeks ago and I just noticed that you have replied and like 😭 you are so sweet and I absolutely loved your long and rambly reply, thank you so much for taking your time with it.

in regard to what you said:

louis' character in It's Fine To Fake It Til You Make It is soooo good, I keep thinking back to that fic and to him and I feel like he's so singular, the characterisation really sticks out, you did such a great job!!

also, I used to like Snow On The Beach but since I've read your fic I became REALLY obsessed with the song like why did they write "My smile is like a won contest// And to hide that would be so dishonest" AND THOUGHT THAT WAS OK??? as if I wouldn't combust every time I hear it. ANYWAYSSSS

Evermore is The storytelling masterpiece I mean I love The love triangle as much as the next person and folklore is obviously amazing but taylor really exceeded herself with evermore like every single song is a tale and I love that. I totally agree with you, it is really inspiring.

"winter four is their reason to keep fighting and it's so special" I AGREE SM, that winter was just so perfect, it still warms my heart 💙

ANYWAY in the meantime I've read "down the line" (I finished a few weeks ago) AND I LOVED IT (perhaps I just really love everything you write). THE SLOW BURN WAS SO GOOD like sisksksk the way that Harry has a crush on Louis so early on is so cute compared to how Louis is like "I 😡 dislike 😡 this 😡 man 😡 that 😡 I 😡cannot😡take😡my😡eyes😡off😡and😡who😡so😡PURPOSELY😡hit😡my😡knee😡SOOO😡MUCH😡😡 also 😡 have 😡 i 😡 mentioned 😡 he 😡 has 😡 dimples? 😡 DIMPLES😡" sjsjsj also I loved Louis SO MUCH??? I want to be his friend. And I REALLY WANT TO GO TO CLEVELAND. your description of places/locations always makes me want to go to visit them. it's insane but everything seems so idyllic and has a certain stillness (or sadness?) that makes me want to DIVE!! into them. and that's that on your great descriptive skills.

Something that I reaaaaally loved about this fic though was the side characters! The team definitely felt like a little family (I loved Micah and James) and their dynamic was so heartwarming plus THE PRANKS AND FAB FIVE AND WATCHING AVENGERS IN HOTEL ROOMS 😭 i just loved loved reading this. 

i havent started the extra innings (yet!) but I'm really excited to see some things from Harry's pov, he was probably my favourite character (I loved Louis A LOT and I related to him so much sometimes but there was something about harry that was so amusing, he's a comfort character for me).

Anyway, I actually started writing this now because I JUST SAW THAT YOU POSTED WRITE THIS DOWN (FROM THE VAULT) AND I'M SCREAMING. I COULD NOT BELIEVE MY EYES WHEN I SAW IT. I'M STILL SMILING WHILE LOOKING AT AO3 TO CONFIRM THAT IT'S NOT A DREAM CAUSE LIKE. AAAA. I'm so excited to read it. I still haven't but like. "they are so in love it is sickening" is perhaps the best tag ever. AAAA. ok. perhaps I will stop screaming and just read it instead but I'm sooo happy that you decided to explore this universe even more and I'm sooo thankful. I just can't wait for future updates and such. 

I!LOVE!YOU! I hope you have a great day & weekend and that your creative juices flow splendidly :) thank youuuu soo much for blessing us with your writing!!! take care! :)

HIIIIIIIIIIIIII :'))))))))))))) ohmygod i am back after a LONG pause and you must know that your messages literally make my entire life they are so sweet and wonderful and AHHHHHHHHHH. i'm just so happy you love my louis in it's fine to fake it, and also that my little fic could help you love snow on the beach a little more??? i was also not the biggest sotb fan when it first came out (but i LOVE lana and the version with more of her is my favorite) but it is lyrically just so ......... taylor???? "time can't stop me quite like you did" ???? INSTANT TEARS ???? it's so BEAUTIFUL AND ROMANTIC AND MELANCHOLIC and !!!!!!! one of taylor's best track fours like. GOD.

also. just. i am an evermore truther so i am always here to give that album and its storytelling alllll the accolades!! folklore is #3 in my taylor album rankings like she is beautiful and perfect but evermore is just. my entire soul wrapped up in 17 tracks (hence an entire fic based on one of my favorite songs on the album hehehe)

BUT ANYWAYYYYYYY- ONTO DOWN THE LINE!!!!!! :') so full disclosure, i am so proud of every single one of my fics and my characters, but down the line is just my absolute baby. it's so special to me and i am SO happy you love it tooooo!!!!!! that description of louis is SO REAL IM SCREAMING SLDJFASDJFASF i call the first 2 chapters of DTL "louis' hater era" 😭😭😭 just a bro hating his bro while also falling asleep cuddling him and waxing poetics about how stunningly beautiful he is lasdjfalsdfasf

BUT ALSO- OMG ABSOLUTELY COME TO CLEVELAND. IT'S MY FAVORITE PLACE IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!! i love writing little love letters to my city, and i will always always always be promoting the cleveland agenda! "idyllic, still, pangs of sadness" is just so cleveland and the rust belt!!!! and i'm so happy you loved the spider's dynamic, too! they're unapologetically my favorite team EVER (sorry, guards!) and my favorite thing about the innings is that i get tp explore other team members more and it's just... so fun. i feel warm and fuzzy whenever i think about my spideys!!! and i hope you enjoy the innings, if/when you start them! they're so much fun for me. my goal is 9 a year (because of COURSE!). and i also LOVEEEEEE down the line harry!!!! i can't wait to hear your thoughts and also i can't wait to write dtl (harry's version!)

BUT HAHSADLHFSDFHASDFHASDF OHMYGOD GETTING THIS IN REAL TIME WHEN YOU WERE REACTING TO THE VAULT CHAPTER IS MAKING ME LAUGH SO HARD. I HOPE YOU ENJOYED!!!! WRITE THIS DOWN IS BACK!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!! i think you have another message after this one reacting specifically to it, so i shall leave this here and just say again that i love you and also. just. thank you so much?????? :'))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

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ajshdskjskahjkhds pls im so excited to see this finished i love what you have so far!! this premise is so good i can't wait to read the whole thing!! aaaa i gotta get to writing my new fic again i'm all excited now ^^

Insanely wild realization it was just now to realize that I'm following you and I've literally read your shit since then lol?? Pretty damn good shit too makes me want to write my own ss/dd fic faster. 👍💪

aw shit TTuTT i'm glad you like my fic!! you should totally write your own ss/dd that would SLAP :o the ao3 tag is too bare for my liking lmao

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I’m just *lies down on floor* totally *wraps myself in a blanket like a burrito* in such amazement and catharsis right now