#a very merry unbirthday for me!
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this may be my first birthday where it is depressingly draining.
what I’ll do when home, waiting for this day to end:
#why the fuck did i have to go to work?#oh yeah. im broke#slowest day since the start of the new year#what a ripoff#can someone share their birthday with me?#any fellow taurus out there?#i already spent a birthday with one days ago already#taurus#may 8#my birthday#a very merry unbirthday for me!#really feels like an UNbirthday to me#going twenty six this year#i ain’t asking to be spoiled!#just for someone to make me feel happy today#regardless of it being my birthday#god im so depressed
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ENDO YOU HAD AN UNBIRTHDAY AND I MISSED IT?!!? HOW RUDE OF ME
UNBIRTHDAY HUGS FOR THE UNBIRTHDAY SLUGGER<33 MUCH LUV
AWWWW THANK YOU! No worries on missing, technically I have 365 un-birthdays as everyone does! Happy un-birthday to you!
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#digital wonderland#tadc au#alice in wonderland#i’m the goober who secretes slugs into your esophagus :p#a very merry un birthday to you#a very merry unbirthday to me
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Happy birthday
Oh I believe you’re mistaken.
It’s my UN-birthday today! ^w^ I have 364 of them
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Would you be open to a possible Birthday Fanart of you once I finish with all the NRC boys and Rollo?
Granted the only problem is I don't know when your birhday is haha
I would LOVE birthday fanart! 💜
Unfurtunately, my birthday was December 9th, so it has already passed.
I’m a purroud Sagittarius! ♐️ It’s purrfect for me, even the color associated with it is purrple! 😸
But since it’s already passed, does that mean I don’t get any presents? 🥺
Could I get it as an unbirthday present instead? That’s why I purrfer unbirthdays! You only get one birthday, but you get 364 unbirthdays~! 😸🥳
#a very merry unbirthday to youuuuuuuu~!!#and to me too! 😸#ar: and my birthday was October 2nd so it has passed too 🤷#ar: I’m a Libra that is nothing like a Libra ♎️😂#che’nya chats#twst rp#che’nya rp#boxy foxy birdy friend#ooc: if you’re wondering whether I spent way too much time trying to find an Alice in wonderland related date to give as Che’nya’s birthday#ooc: that would also fit Sagittarius because it is legit the PERFECT zodiac for him#ooc: you would be correct#ooc: and I did NOT find one. while the book was published in November and Carroll gave a copy to Alice Liddell on Nov 26#ooc: it was actually published Nov 18 which falls outside of the Sagittarius zone 😭#ooc: and even though I looked every which way I could not find a good date to fit a canon Easter egg#ooc: so I went with December 9th because cats have 9 lives 😂#ooc: and no other twst character birthday fell on that date either#ooc: Che’nya is now the third Sagittarius of twst - along with Rook and Idia. what a weird group
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Robin: What the Hell, Steve?!
Steve: He was in the hotel lobby dressed like a Rockstar, Robin. How was I supposed to know he was a real one and not just a dork larping as one for Dustin's party?!
Robin: You literally pulled a Rockstar while larping as a Rockstar for Dustin's party.
Steve: I don't know how I'm even gonna tell our kids about this one day.
Robin: *facepalms*
Eddie: *still holding Steve's hand* Don't worry about it Sweetheart, we can save it for the grandkids.
Steve: I'm ready to leave now.
Eddie: Your penthouse suite awaits, My Liege. *Bows and kisses Steve's knuckles again*
Robin: False alarm he is a dork larping as a Rockstar.
Some guy Steve and rockstar Eddie
Steve sees Eddie out in public and partially recognizes him, no idea he's famous but in one of those I've definitely seen your face before but he can't get his concussion riddled brain to place where
Eddie meanwhile is bracing himself for either an over eager fan or based on how angry Steve's confused face is for him to start shouting about 'satan worship'
Imagine Eddie's surprise when Steve does finally approach him he simply asks 'do you know Dustin?'
#steddie#steddie fic#i am sleep deprived#very merry unbirthday to you#and apparently robin had to get her say in#lol#comedy#goodnight#steve harrington#robin buckley#eddie munson#rockstar eddie munson#rockstar!eddie munson#dorks larping as rockstars#steddie prompts#steddie fic prompts#stobin#platonic stobin#platonic with a capital p#character dialogue#dialogue#writing#op#is it me#tism#tis me
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Mine wish list that I can use as an indefinite layaway. And for future goals 😁
#wish#wish list#throne#throne.me#christmas#birthday#birthdaygift#unbirthday#a very merry unbirthday to me
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A Very Merry Unbirthday
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Female!Reader
Word Count: ~1.2k
Warnings: minor angst, fluff at the end
Request by anon: I was wondering if you could do a angst fic where Spencer forgets readers birthday maybe he’s too distracted by JJ (or anyone else) then Derek is the one who reminds him, maybe Derek brings reader flowers and Spencer got jealous and confronted Derek and that’s when Derek tells him that it’s her birthday
Summary: Your birthday is here and the one person you expected something from doesn't even remember it's here.
Square Filled: penelope garcia for @anyfandomgoesbingo
Author’s Note: any and all comments are appreciated <3
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Today is a very exciting day because today is your birthday! To celebrate the big day, you’re wearing your favorite jeans that hug your ass nicely, shoes that make you look taller without it being a high heel, a nice blouse that stays in work regulations, your hair is half-pinned to the top, light makeup on your face, and a smile to tie it all together.
It sucks you won’t get to spend it with your family but you have another family waiting for you at the office. Being surrounded by the people you care about, especially your boyfriend, is something you’d never turn down. Spencer has always been known to do cute and romantic things for you so you’re so excited to see what he has planned for your birthday.
The first person you see when you walk into work is Spencer. He is at his desk on the phone and based on his face, it’s not a pleasant phone call. You’re not going to bother him when he’s working so you’ll greet him when he gets off the phone. You walk to your desk and set your things down when JJ and Emily approach you from behind.
“Happy birthday,” Em grins.
“Thank you!”
“Anything special planned?”
“You mean besides the not-so-surprise party Pen is throwing?” JJ and Emily have shocked looks on their faces. “Come on, I know even if no one told me. Don’t worry, I’ll be prepared to be surprised.”
“She does make it obvious sometimes,” Emily chuckles.
“Other than that, no. Spencer might have something planned but that I do not know about.” Spencer gets off the phone with a sigh and you depart from your friends. You walk over to him with a smile even if he doesn’t return it. “Hey.”
“Hey. Sorry, I can’t talk right now.”
He grabs a bunch of files off his desk and leaves his desk and you behind.
“Okay, I’ll catch you later,” you call after him.
Maybe he’s having a busy morning. You’ll meet up with him later once he’s had enough time to get done what he needs to. Hotch and Rossi walk into the bullpen after visiting someone on the first floor, and you smile at them.
“Hi, Hotch. Rossi.”
“Hey, happy birthday, kiddo,” Rossi smiles.
“Yeah, happy birthday.”
“Thank you. Another year older. It seems like the older I get, the faster time goes.”
“You’re preaching to the choir,” Rossi jokes.
They both have gifts for you but they will give them to you at Penelope’s surprise party. She is a dead giveaway when she is doing something for other people. Once she starts planning, she has a hard time keeping it inside. It’s endearing.
After lunch, you find Spencer in the break room. He has been working his ass off all day and is in desperate need of something to eat.
“Hey, Spencer. How was your morning?”
“Rough. Hotch has me running around doing everything under the sun.”
You wait for him to say something but when he doesn’t after five seconds, you decide to take matters into your own hands.
“Do you know what today is?”
“Monday?”
“Yes but no.”
“It’s not a holiday.”
“No, it’s not.”
“I don’t know. What?” The smile on your face falls when you realize that he may have forgotten about you. He forgot. “Are you okay?”
“No, yeah, um, I just made you some lunch. It’s in the fridge.”
“Thank you,” he smiles and kisses your cheek.
“You’re welcome,” you whisper.
You wait for him to say anything else to you but he doesn’t. Spencer never forgets anything but he forgot this? He forgot you? Spencer’s desk phone rings and he abandons the lunch you made to answer it. Maybe you’re not important to him anymore.
You avoid him like the plague for the rest of the day. He doesn’t seem to notice since he is nose-deep in his work, but he does notice Derek walk in with some flowers in hand.
“Who’s the lucky lady?” Spencer smiles.
“Yours.”
“What?” Spencer stands up and checks the card to see your name on it. “Why are you giving my girlfriend flowers?”
“You didn’t get her any?”
“No, why would I?”
“You’re in trouble, that’s all I gotta say,” Derek chuckles.
“I’m not in the mood to play games, Morgan. Why are you getting my girlfriend flowers?”
“I got them for her birthday which is today.”
“No, it’s next month.”
“No, it’s today.”
Spencer groans in realization as Derek places the flowers on your desk.
“Are you kidding me?” Now he knows why you’ve been avoiding him all day and why you were so weird during lunch. “I messed up big time. She asked me earlier what today was but I told her I didn’t know. Now I have no idea where she is. She’s been avoiding me.”
“I saw her head into Pen’s office.”
“Thank you.” Spencer rushes over to Pen’s office and knocks twice. He tries to open the door but it’s locked. “Penelope? I know Y/N is in there.”
The door unlocks and Pen only opens it slightly so he can’t barge in.
“She doesn't want to see you right now.”
“Just let me talk to her.”
“Try again later.”
“Y/N, I am so so--”
Penelope closes the door on Spencer, cutting him off. Spencer debates on knocking until you relent but he has a better idea. It’s nearing the end of the day and Hotch has granted him early leave for the day.
“I get he’s busy and gets distracted, but not one ‘happy birthday’ to me? He remembers everything but not this?”
“Honey, all men are stupid, even the smartest of them.”
“Yeah,” you sigh. “I gotta get back to work. I can’t hide out here forever.”
“Good luck!”
You finish the rest of the work day without seeing Spencer and you don’t see him on your way home. You unlock your front door and enter your apartment expecting to just go to bed and forget today ever happened. Instead, you see fake candles making a path straight to Spencer who is holding a single rose in his hands.
“What are you doing here?” you eventually ask and close your front door.
“I am so sorry for today. I was caught up in work and I didn’t realize what I was doing until Derek told me, but that’s not an excuse.”
“Do you even know what today is?”
“It’s your birthday.”
“You forgot.”
“No, I was distracted. Darling, I am so sorry.”
You sigh, take your jacket off, and hang it on the rack by the door.
“I’m not upset that you were busy. We all get busy. I’m more upset that you forgot. You have a mind that can’t forget but you forgot me. It made me feel like I’m not important enough to you.”
Spencer rushes over to you and pulls you into his arms, lifting your chin so you’re looking right at him.
“No, don’t ever think that. You’re the most important person in my life. You are the light in all this darkness. You are the reason I get up in the morning.”
“Really?”
“Yes. Hotch has been bombarding me with work lately. I got caught up in that today.”
“You’re sorry?”
“Yes.”
“Is that rose for me?”
Spencer smiles and holds the rose out for you. “Yes.”
“Do we still have time for dinner?”
“Why don’t we stay in tonight and I’ll cook for you? We can plan something for after your party I know you know about.”
“Okay, deal,” you smile.
He leans down and kisses you, relieved that he didn’t mess everything up.
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── ༊*·˚⋆ 𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗽𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗲!
paring: florence pugh x fem!reader
tag(s): fluff, r's birthday party organised by flo herself (lol), flo and r being sooo in love (i want what they have), surprise birthday party, billieee
warning(s): r having a 'rough' childhood (not much details tho), mentions of anxiety and stress and overthinking (?), grammatical errors, unedited
word count: 1.9 k
requested?: yes, you can find the request right here
note: NONNIE, I'M SO SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG. I hope you had an amazing birthday, full of joy. And I also hope that you like this, as much as a loved writing your request. I'm not a native english speaker, so please let me know about any sort of mistake. Hope you all enjoy, happy reading, and happy birthday or very merry unbirthday! Lots of love, M <3
requests are open! + check my rules here + masterlist <3
The rain was pouring, your coffee was growing cold and your eyes were getting heavier by the second, but you just couldn't take your eyes off of your book.
"Are you done yet?" she complained.
"Almost," she huffed at your response, the same answer she had been getting the last 30 minutes.
"Yeah, you keep saying that," she wanted to sound annoyed at you but she just couldn’t.
"I swear I'm almost done," you chuckled.
"You know what? I'm just gonna—" she said as she took the book off of your hands.
"I wasn't done," you scoffed.
"And now I'm gonna get over here," she sat on your lap.
You smiled at her, impossible for you to stay ‘mad’ at her for more than just a few seconds.
"Hi."
"Hi."
She pecked your lips, the simple action sending a shiver up your spine even though it wasn't the first time that she did it.
She went to peck your lips once again, but this time your lips captured hers, while your hands at her hips pushed her closer to your body. Florence moaned into your lips as she felt her chest being pushed against yours. Your soft warm hands slowly crawled around her back, setting her skin on fire. Your book long forgotten.
“Wait,” she said, almost breathless. “I wanted to talk to you about something.”
“Yeah, sure,” you said, your lips moving to the soft skin on her neck.
She threw her head back, giving you more access, trying to hold back her moans and focus on what she wanted to tell you.
“I’m serious, Y/n.”
“I’m listening,” you mumbled into her skin.
“Your birthday’s coming up,” she breathed out.
The mention of your birthday made you stop for half a second, but then you gathered yourself up, shrugged all the memories away and decided to focus on marking Florence’s soft skin. But your small action didn’t go unnoticed by your girlfriend.
“Yeah, it seems so… what about it?” you wanted to kiss her so she could just drop the subject, but you knew she meant well.
Florence’s brows furrowed, it was your birthday for god’s sake, and she felt like it was just her who was excited about that special day.
“Well… I was thinking,” she cupped your cheek with her warm hands, forcing your eyes to meet hers, “we could invite everyone over, maybe I can cook some pizza and we can do karaoke and…,” she sounded so thrilled that it hurt having to cut her off.
“Flor, it’s okay. We don’t have to do any of that,” you grabbed her hands and left a sweet kiss on the back of them. “We can just chill here, order something and watch some films.”
“But it’s your birthday and I wanted—.”
“It’s not that big of a deal.”
Florence stared at you for a minute, trying to read your thoughts. She figured that your mood changed and your birthday were, somehow, related.
“You don’t want to celebrate your birthday, do you?” she quietly asked, as her fingertips transcend small circles on the back of your hand.
“I mean… I just…” you huffed, clearly annoyed at this whole conversation.
“What is it, babe?”
"I just…" you let out the breath you had been holding onto, blinking the tears away that you hadn't even noticed they were about to spill.
Florence kissed your forehead in an attempt of offering you some comfort, she didn't know that your birthday was a sensible topic for you to talk about. She waited, patiently, for you to talk, giving you time to gather yourself up, and letting you know she was right there for you.
"Back then we didn't have enough money, we weren’t poor but we always were short on it. So a birthday party just wasn’t on our plans, but mum always made sure to cook my favourite and I always had a great time,” you smiled at the memory.
“Y/n…”
"I loved those special meals, but deep down it made me sad. All the kids on my block had all these amazing birthday parties and I just had a family dinner like any other day,” you laughed, but there was not a trace of humour in your tone.
“But I’m grateful for everything my parents did for me, I don’t want to sound ungrateful,” you shook your head, emphasising your words.
“You’re not ungrateful, Y/n. You could never be.”
You breathed in, pushing all the messy emotions away, nodding to her words. “So, I don’t need everyone to come over, or you cooking pizza for everyone or karaoke,” you chuckled.
“But… but you deserve it,” she tried.
“It’s okay, Flo,” you pecked her lips, and a second later you yawed. “Well, I’m going to sleep now,” you wrapped yourself in the soft warm blankets. “Don't stay up late, missy. Love you,” was the last thing you said before finally closing your eyes, leaving Florence with her own thoughts.
The only thought on her mind was that you deserved the happiest of birthdays someone could ever have. She decided that it was up to her to give you the birthday party you could never have had as a child. She didn’t blame your parents for such an arrangement in the past, she understood they did their best with what they were capable of. But she was there now, and she was going to make sure to give you everything you deserved, and the least she could do was to throw you the best birthday party she could ever organise.
She smiled to herself as she watched you sleep, a million ideas rushing to her mind, picturing you with a big smile on your face when the day came.
[…]
It wasn’t easy for her, especially with so little time left for your birthday. But she wasn’t going to give up so easily, not when it was about you. Florence had only two weeks to organise the best birthday party you could possibly have.
The date was already set, the same day as your birthday, which was a Friday, so it was perfect. Given the short time, she had no other alternative than to host the party in your shared home, but it was fine, it was just about right for everyone she had planned to invite over.
Raffie, her little sister, helped her out with the digital invitations and they were already sent, every guest confirming their attendance, which brought a smile to Florence’s face. On the invitation Florence —and Raffie— clarified that everyone should be right on time, so they could be all there when you walk in the door after work and surprise you.
The food was the easiest part of it. She gathered Toby, Arabella and Raffie, and the four of them got to work, and in no time they had that problem solved. Pizzas and sandwiches were made, and were ready to be defrosted as soon as Friday came. And lots of different cakes were ordered, one of them wishing you the happiest of birthdays on top.
Now, what was left was convincing you that she wasn’t up to something. Hiding this little secret was a bit hard for Florence, she wanted to come clean to you, she felt terrible about lying to you about your birthday. But she knew deep down that you would love the surprise. So she did her best and kept her mouth shut. And luckily for the both of you, she managed it pretty well. With some help of Raffie, of course.
[…]
Florence was sweating, even though it was cold outside.
She was getting nervous as the time of your arrival came closer. Everyone that was supposed to be present was already there, which was a good thing that gave Florence some comfort. But she was worried about something else.
“What if she doesn’t like it?”
“Flossie—,” Toby tried but her sister cut him off.
“She didn’t want this,” she shook her head in disapproval of herself. “She told me she wanted something simple.”
“Y/n will love this,” Raffie tried to calm her sister.
“She will hate me, she will definitely hate me after this. I shouldn’t have—,” she cut herself as she heard the breaks of your car outside. A second later Billie barked at her, as if confirming you were there.
Her eyes winded as her heart skipped a beat, which Raffie took notice of. “Hey!” she grabbed her sister by the shoulders. “She is going to love this, I swear. Her mum told me, okay? You are good.”
Raffie’s words sinked into her. Florence took a deep breath, nodding to herself and got the last step of her plan in motion.
“Okay, everyone at your place, please. Y/n’s here,” she said as she moved closer to the front door, turning off all the lights on her way. “Don’t say anything until the lights are on, and remember it’s: Surprise, Y/n. Okay?” she heard everyone humming in agreement. “Okay,” she confirmed to herself, getting into her position, straightening her skirt with her sweaty hands.
She felt Billie right next to her, getting ready to surprise you as well. Sensing her owner’s unstillnes, Billie nudged Florence’s leg, with the tip of her nose, trying to comfort her. Florence smiled at her dog in the darkness, taking in one last breath as she heard you unlocking the door.
“Flo—? What the—?” you said, confused, as you opened the door to only find a darkened home.
Your hand went to turn on the light, but Florence beat you to it.
“Surprise, Y/n!” the loud cheering straddled you, but it also brought the biggest smile to your face and tears to the corner of your eyes.
“Happy birthday, baby!” Florence said excitedly, leaving a kiss on your cheek. Some of her anxiety washed away as she watched you smile, her heartbeat finally beating properly.
In a sudden movement, you grabbed her and brought her into you, hugging her tightly, as if not wanting her to slip off from your arms ever.
“I can’t believe you did this whole thing for me,” you whisper into her ear, as your eyes trailed all over the place, taking in all the details.
There were balloons everywhere in the shade of your favourite colour, some shiny fringe backdrops hanging from the ceiling, big shiny balloons in the shape of your new age number, and most importantly, everyone you cared for was there. Florence even succeeded in bringing your grandma. And your heart became even warmer when you saw Florence’s family as well, her parents, her siblings and their partners and, obviously, granzo Pat.
She pulled away from the hug, much to her dismay, and cupped your cheeks with her warm hands. “Of course, I did, silly,” there was so much love in her eyes, that you swear you could have melted right there. “I love you.”
“I love you more,” you smiled at her.
Billie nudged your leg, wanting to get your attention, and she slowly howled to you, which you took as a ‘happy birthday’.
“Why, thank you, missy moo,” you said as she looked up to you and planted a kiss on the top of her head.
“Y/n!” you heard your name being called.
“Go,” Florence pushed you forwards. “Everyone wants to say ‘hi’ to you.”
“Yeah, you’re right,” you smiled at that thought.
Everyone was here for you and only you, you felt like your heart could burst out of your chest from all the happiness you were feeling.
Likes, comments and reblogs are appreciated! <3
-M
#florence pugh#florence pugh x reader#florence pugh x fem reader#florence pugh x you#florence pugh x y/n#florence pugh imagine#florence pugh fluff#requests by lovely anons ‘๑’#littlexscarletxwitch's fic
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"If there are no objections, let it be unanimous, a very merry unbirthday to us!~"
Name: March Hawthorn
Twisted from: March Hare (Alice in wonderland)
Age: 18
Birthday: Mar. 21st
Height: 173cm (5’8)
Gender: Male
Dominant hand: Right
Grade: Junior
Class: N/A (attends RSA)
Club: N/A
Hobbies: Singing, pin making
Pet peeves: Talking before you think
Favorite food: Macaroons
Least fav food: Carrots
Talent: Sculpting and pottery
Three ocs down! Hopefully I stop making these soon before I start to lose track of them all.
Originally I was going to just leave it at Whitney and Maddox, but I was reading about the mad hatter on the Disney wiki and saw that it had listed the March hare as his best friend. And, obviously I can't deprive my oc of his best friend! So here he is.
But since the universe separated me and my best friend (goes to different schools) they don't get to go to the same school either. It's okay though, he sneaks in to NRC with Chenya to attend the unbirthday parties lol
On another note, one of my friends said he's doing the super senior "where my hug att" pose, and now I think I need to re-evaluate the way I pose my characters.
#art#my art#kumikoart#oc#oc art#oc artwork#disney twst#my ocs#twisted wonderland#twst wonderland#twst oc
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A Very Merry Unbirthday
Pairing: Captain Syverson X OFC
Word Count: 1179
Warnings: Fluff
Taglist: @amberangel112 @utterlyhopeful-fics @marantha @kebabgirl67 @littleone65 @omgkatinka @luclittlepond @elizabetharegina @enchantedbytomandhenry @narnianaos @geralts-yenn @peaches1958 @avengersfan25
A/N: Another one from the forgotten WIP file
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At oh-five-hundred on the dot, Sy’s eyes cracked open to find sunny rays beginning to light up the bedroom. It was Saturday and he had no obligation to be up so damn early but it seemed that his body had yet to register that he was now a civilian. Instead of staying in bed a while longer like he normally would have, he slowly slipped out from between the sheets and gathered some fresh clothes before exiting the room.
He showered and shaved then went downstairs to get the plastic shopping bags out from the under seat storage at the back of his truck. He’d hidden the contents there, knowing that if he were caught with them in the house, his girlfriend would have his hide.
You wouldn’t think that wrapping paper and ribbon would be the worst kind of contraband he could sneak into his home but it was something she felt very strongly about.
After retrieving the scissors from the kitchen and letting Aika out in the yard, Sy sat in the den and began meticulously wrapping the small box. He marked and folded each side of the paper, ensuring the edges were crisp and neat before placing the box in the center and taping everything in place.
Finally, he pulled out the card he’d had printed specifically for the occasion. He’d been agonizing all week over what he wanted to say and what words to use. He wasn’t very good at sharing his thoughts or emotions, being more of a “show don’t tell” type of guy, but the woman sound asleep upstairs deserved that he at least make an attempt.
By the time he’d finished it was only a little past six. He still had at least two more hours to kill so he made a pot of coffee and kept himself busy by cleaning the kitchen, living room and dining room before setting the table and heading out the door.
It was a quick drive to his chosen restaurant where he placed an order to go. The enticing smells perfuming the place made his stomach rumble, reminding that he’d forgone breakfast in order to eat with his girlfriend once she woke up. Luckily, the restaurant was mostly empty still and the hostess quickly returned with two full bags of food.
Now came the hard part: waking his girlfriend without getting too many pillows thrown at his head.
The door creaked as he pushed it open and his sleeping beauty stirred. He knelt by the bed, pecking her nose and cheeks.
“Mornin’ Sugar.”
She hummed but didn’t open her eyes as she sought his lips for a deep, slow kiss.
“Hey handsome.”
“Happy—”
Her eyes darted open and she gave him a stern frown. “If you know what's good for you, you will not finish that sentence.”
Sy chuckled, giving her another peck between her tightly knit eyebrows.
“Come on…,” he coaxed. “Birthday girls get coffee and food from the good breakfast place.”
He’d hoped the promise of her favorite food would pull her from the bed and he’d been right. She pouted comically as she stood, wearing only underwear and one of his old shirts. Sy watched shamelessly as she walked to the dresser to retrieve a pair of soft fleece shorts, pulling them up her legs.
He followed her down to the dinning room where their breakfast awaited. Though she continued to pout out of principal, the little satisfied sounds she made as she ate let Sy know that she was very much enjoying her surprise breakfast.
When they both finished their meals, Sy cleared the plates and replaced hers with the card he’d prepared.
“Sy…” she warned.
He pulled her chair closer to his and placed his arm around her shoulders.
“I just want to celebrate my woman and know she's as happy as she makes me.”
“Happy would be no special attention,” she argued, leaning into his side.
“What are ya gonna do when it’s our kids wakin’ ya up first thing in the mornin’ by jumpin’ up and down on the bed and screamin’ that it’s their birthday?”
“Our kids?” she repeated, pursing her lips as she pretended not to smile. Sy only shrugged, like it was no big deal that he’d just assumed with so much certainty the two of them would have kids one day .
She focused her attention on opening the card, ignoring the way her stomach fluttered at the thought of her and Sy trying for a baby.
“A very merry unbirthday to you. Yes, you,” she read aloud. She turned the front of the card towards Sy, pointing at the image from the movie Alice in Wonderland. “Okay, I have to admit that’s pretty funny.” She opened the card, reading the inscription.
After a few seconds, she looked up at Sy. “I don’t get it.”
“Maybe this’ll help.” He placed a box on the table which his girlfriend hadn’t even noticed was on his lap.
“Sy…”
“Open it.”
Her eyes flickered between Sy and the box as she reached out and gently peeled back the clear tape until she revealed the black velvet box. She slipped the cardboard sleeve off and slowly lifted the cover.
“Sy…” She didn’t know what else to say. Well, “yes” might be an appropriate response but he hadn't actually asked a question yet.
“I know ya hate birthdays but this is the first time I’m not overseas on the day of… I hope you’ll forgive me, I just wanted to make it special this one time to celebrate the amazin’ woman I’m hopin’ will be my wife.”
If you say one word, I will promise you a lifetime of very merry unbirthdays, the card read.
“So,” Sy continued, taking the ring from the box and getting down on one knee. “Sugar, you are the light of my life. I love you and all your quirks, even if it means I don't get to spoil you on this one day of the year. I am incredibly grateful to wake up by your side every day and I never want that to change. Will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?”
“Yes,” she quickly answered, tears beginning to pool in her eyes. “Of course I will, yes!”
Sy couldn't hold back his smile at her answer, nor did he want to. He ran his thumb tenderly over her knuckles as he took hold of her left hand and slipped the ring onto her finger. When it fit almost to perfection, he made a mental note to thank his future brother-in-law for the insider tip.
She let herself be pulled onto Sy’s lap, cupping his face as she locked her lips with his.
“Thank you for waitin’, Sugar. I know I put you through Hell these last few years. I’ve got a lot of time to make up for.”
She shook her head, her nose brushing against his as she remained wrapped in his embrace. “I don’t need you to make up for anything. Having you here now is all I need.”
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Cruel Summer Part 13
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pairings: Eddie Munson x fem!reader
summary: After breaking up, you and Eddie do your best to soldier on with your lives, but you slowly begin to discover that there is a stronger line of connection keeping you together than just history…
word count: 11.5k
warnings: swearing, descriptions of violence/the Demogorgon ate Barb, angst, fluff
A.N.: Happy Birthday to me and a very merry unbirthday to all of you! Thank you to everyone who sent such nice comments and asks after the last chapter, I really hope you all enjoy the update!!! if you see typos, no you don't :D
Dustin can’t decide who hates this plan more, Eddie or himself.
They’ll split into three teams, one at the Creel House to draw Vecna’s attention on this side, and two in the Upsidedown, one to lure the bats away from the house and hold them, and one to send the bastard to kingdom come while his guard is down.
Simple and more or less straightforward… until a very frustrating though decidedly no less valid question is raised: how do you know the plan is even going to work?
Which is to say, how are you going to make sure the bats will do what they’re supposed to and leave the house unguarded when Team Distraction turns the volume up?
Because if Dustin and Eddie can’t guarantee that their distraction will lure the bats — all of the bats — then Steve, Nancy, and Robin won’t be able to get into the house, and if they can’t get in the house, then they’re dead in the water before they’ve even begun.
As so often happens when the dark storm cloud of sobering truth rolls in on the horizon, they all come to the same simultaneous conclusion.
It strikes like a bolt of lightning in the distance — a brief purpling flash that is so sudden you can’t be sure it was even there until its presence is validated by the staggered clap of thunder following dutifully behind.
That’s what the realization feels like. Loud, pervasive, numbing. It leaves Dustin’s ears ringing in the hollowness it leaves behind.
One of you is going to have to get out there and do something to lure the bats away — one of you is going to have to be bait.
Naturally, nobody is exactly eager to throw their name into the running for that prestigious task, least of all Dustin, who is under no delusions about being an athlete of any capacity.
He’s a Hawkins Middle AV club alumnus for Christ’s sake, not exactly the picture of physical prowess.
The notion itself is enough to set something cold and heavy settling in the pit of his stomach, like something out of a stress-induced nightmare — he knows no one is going to ask him to be the bait, but there is still that nagging pressure of worry.
He can’t imagine what he’ll do if the task falls to him, he can’t imagine what any of you will do. More to the point, he can’t imagine any of you being stupid enough to willingly go and put your life on the line like that.
Only that is not expressly true. Steve would do something that stupid, and he doesn’t even have to imagine it as the older boy steps bravely forward into their Socratic huddle.
“I’ll do it,” He says, nodding solemnly like he’s just presented himself to steward the one ring to Mordor … though probably not, because Steve wouldn’t get that reference in the first place.
He’s not Frodo Baggins, he’s just a big brave dog too stupid to know when to stay quiet and save his own life.
Thankfully, the suggestion goes over more or less like a lead balloon.
“That’s not gonna work, Steve,” Nancy says, a messy halo of curls dancing about her features as she shakes her head, pursing her lips.
The sting of her rejection is immediately evident across Steve’s face, and Dustin has to wonder just how much of that bravery is actually just plain, old fashioned peacocking to try and impress her.
Even if it isn't, there is not much of an argument to be made against the refusal of his offer, considering the general consensus of the room is more or less in agreement with her.
It leaves him visibly deflated.
Dustin doesn’t fault him for suggesting he be the one to do it. It is nothing less than entirely on brand for Steve — big damn hero that he is — but in this specific case, it’s more of bonehead thinking rather than the noble gesture he imagines he thinks it is.
“Why not?” Steve presses, speaking to Nancy more than anyone else in the room, “I’ll lead them away and double back — it’ll take ten minutes tops.”
He makes a show of dusting his hands of imaginary grime before presenting her with his empty palms, impressing absolutely no one, Nancy especially.
“Yeaaaah…” Eddie says through his teeth, stretching the word like he knows he’s got something to say that Steve won’t thank him for, “Only that didn’t work so good for you last time, did it, Bud?”
His head lolls left to press his ear to his shoulder as he levels him with a knowing look, squinting at him and scrunching his features in a way that could almost be misconstrued as apologetic.
And he’s right, Steve does not thank Eddie for so graciously pointing out the shortcomings of his last expedition to the Upsidedown.
“Last time I wasn’t running away, Bud.” Steve deadpans, hurling the pet name back at him with perhaps a tad too much vitriol. “They caught me off guard, I’ll be ready for them this time.”
It does nothing to breathe any confidence into their group as a dissenting murmur passes through the cabin of the RV.
Dustin thinks deep down they all know they probably should let Steve do it, despite their misgivings.
He’s really the only one among them with the prerequisite skills for the job – all those sports he played – but there is still a glaringly obvious issue with that plan because Steve has already assigned himself a pivotal role, one Robin is all too happy to remind him of.
“Listen, Stevie.” She starts, “We all know you’re super impressive or whatever, but this is one thing we don’t need you Galahading yourself over — you’re supposed to be running point up at the house so Nancy can light Vecna’s ass up, remember?”
“Well, I don’t see anyone else volunteering.” He snaps, crossing his arms over his chest and making a point to scan the room in an expectant glare, suddenly towering over them like some kind of angry lighthouse sweeping the shoreline for signs of life.
Dustin does his best to shrink out of his line of sight when it passes over him.
He’s got no business volunteering for something like this, and even if he did, he’s already got his own job with Eddie, acting as his roadie of sorts — at least he thinks so, that’s how Eddie had described it and for his lack of expertise on the matter all he can do is agree.
If he had to pick someone, Lucas is probably the best substitute for Steve, but he’s got to stay with Max on this side just in case Vecna’s hold grows a little too tight and a musical intervention is needed.
It’s a moot point, anyway, because they’ve already left that group at the Creel House, and Dustin can’t feasibly see doubling back for them just because the plan has changed.
As far as he can tell, Steve is right, and there’s no one else left to be the bait.
“I can do it.” You offer then, speaking in a small, tentative voice from where you’ve tucked yourself in at the other side of the camper.
There is a shift in the group as everyone moves at once to find the source of the voice, staring in an almost stunned silence like they’d forgotten you were there.
Dustin feels his heart seize in his chest in a violent spasm that has his intestines responding accordingly.
Oh, God!
His eyes go wide as he whips around to regard you with something that can only stem from the gut-wrenching, pants-shitting terror he is suddenly gripped in.
Not you, anyone but you!
Beside you, Eddie mirrors the motion, head snapping up so quickly Dustin is half surprised it doesn’t roll right off his shoulders and across the length of the RV.
Under such tense scrutiny, you wilt ever so slightly, glancing nervously around the room, looking for any kind of a reaction.
And nobody outright rejects the suggestion like they had with Steve, much to Dustin’s abject horror.
“I’ll do it.” You say again, this time with a little more confidence, giving a subtle nod as if to punctuate the affirmation.
Dustin, of course, is ardently against it, but has found that he has been rendered suddenly and woefully mute by the complete and total shock of your suggestion.
Eddie is thankfully not caught in those doldrums, and he is all too happy to tell you exactly how he feels.
“Like hell you will,” He gawps.
For the lack of any higher functioning brain power, all Dustin can manage is a stupid, emphatic nodding, and when the initial shock begins to fade and more of his brain starts to switch on again, he searches the room for the naysayers of the earlier moment.
He waits for the dissenting murmur, the interjections from prevailing cooler heads going on to explain exactly why you cannot, in fact, be the bait, but they never come.
It’s just Eddie, telling you you’re crazy if you think he’s gonna let you get out there, and Dustin frantically nodding along like a goddamn bobblehead.
“Why not?” You demand, sounding almost offended that he would disagree.
“Because it’s a suicide mission.” Eddie presses, putting harsh emphasis on the last two words.
You narrow your eyes.
“Oh, please,” you start, but he doesn’t let you finish.
“Babe,” the pet name causes Dustin’s skin to prickle uncomfortably, Eddie doesn’t seem to notice, “You weren’t there, okay? You don’t know what’s down there–”
“Giant vampire bats?” You deadpan, quirking a brow.
He wires his jaw shut and glares at you.
“And a whole network of vines and tentacles and creepy crawlies that report directly back to the fucker himself,” He presses, only he doesn’t know the half of it.
“Not to mention the Demogorgon,” Dustin says.
The room reacts appropriately at the mention of the foe of their past.
You remain unimpressed where you stand, but Eddie twists slowly to regard Dustin with a highly suspicious look.
“...I’m sorry…” He begins slowly, “The what?”
Steve answers for him, dismissing the question with a vague gesture.
“It’s like I told you, Munson,” he says, “We’ve been through all this before,”
“Only this time, we don’t have the benefit of having a girl with—” Robin starts, but Eddie cuts her off.
“Superpowers, yeah, you mentioned — can we just circle back to that Demogorgon thing?”
“…that’s what happened to Barb.” Nancy says then, getting this strange, haunted look in her eyes as she speaks – the color drains from her face, “… what really happened…”
The room goes eerily silent, leaving Eddie fumbling to understand what such a cryptic comment could possibly mean.
He looks from face to face, confusion etching itself deeper and deeper into his features as he waits for someone to elaborate.
“What do you mean what really happened?” He finally demands.
They don’t have to say it, their silence speaks volumes — Barbara Holland’s disappearance had been big news for almost a year — almost bigger than Will’s disappearance, death, and subsequent resurrection.
An honor student ups and skips town out of the blue? Not a chance in hell, not Barb, at least.
As far as Dustin can tell from the hushed conversations he’d overheard his mother having, most people didn’t outright believe it, even if only quietly so.
They preferred to keep their heads in the sand and keep the horrific alternative to themselves: that something terrible had happened to Barb right there in their sleepy little town, and she was never coming back.
It's no wonder the good people of Hawkins had grown progressively more wary of things that didn’t expressly fit their happy little narrative over the last couple of years.
If only they knew just how right they were to be afraid.
Eddie blanches as it dawns on him – the bats aren’t the only thing down there that can and will eat you alive if you’re caught.
“Oh, shit.” He mumbles.
Then, like you hadn’t heard a thing they’d just said about the bestiary of horrors waiting for them on the other side, you shake your head.
“I don’t care what’s down there –” You scoff, dismissing the truth of Barb’s horrific and untimely demise with a flippant gesture.
Eddie whips back around to level you with an incredulous look – eyes out on stalks and as big as dinner plates.
“You gotta be kidding,” He stresses, “Didn’t you hear what they said? Something down there ate Barb.”
“Nobody said that.” You snap.
“Henderson—!” Eddie practically shouts, whipping around to glare at Dustin, though he hardly thinks the look is meant for him, especially with the way Eddie thrusts an accusatory finger back at you, “Tell her!”
“The Demogorgon ate Barb.” Dustin drawls.
Somewhere to his left, Nancy flinches and he can’t help but feel a pang of regret for putting it in such crass terms, but it is very important to him that you understand the ramifications of what you were about to do. The danger you are putting yourself in.
You roll your eyes in that same maddening way you always do that lets Dustin know exactly what you’re thinking – that this is all nothing more than D&D bullshit and that they’re blowing it out of proportion to try and scare you out of volunteering. He wishes it were as simple as all that.
He wishes that he wasn’t stuck thinking about the faceless horror that has haunted his dreams since that night in 1983 back at Hawkins Middle.
And then he feels eyes on him, boring holes into the side of his face. Dustin turns to find Eddie staring at him, brows pulled tight over his eyes, still wide and fearful as the question he doesn’t want to ask forms on the tip of his tongue.
It hadn’t occurred to Dustin that Eddie didn’t actually expect him to back him up like that, that he didn’t really believe that’s what happened. He was just being dramatic, like always, how was he supposed to know he was right on the money?
It’s visibly sobering, and Eddie clenches his jaw as the urge to ask about it escapes him, and he levels Dustin with a knowing look, nodding curtly.
Yes, the Demogorgon had, in fact, eaten Barbara Holland, as plain and simple and horrific a fact as that. Nothing more need be said about it.
And honestly, a lot more could be said, because that’s not even the worst thing that has happened since the Upsidedown came crashing up into their world, but somehow Dustin knows that nothing he says is going to be enough to deter you.
“Look, I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but I’m the only one who doesn’t have a part to play in this.” You huff.
You bet your ass you don’t.
You had, in fact, been excluded by design, because that’s the way Eddie wanted it, and Dustin was only happy to agree with him, much to your patent dismay.
Every single one of your arguments had come with just as many explanations as to why you couldn’t go — the least of which were that, despite the new bandages Karen Wheeler had wrapped your hand in, you’re still injured, just as you had stressed on the shore of Lover’s Lake the night before.
“So what?” Dustin huffs.
“So, it’s not fair.” You grouse, halfway to whining about it before Eddie shuts you down.
“Life’s not fair, Sweetheart,” He says. “The sooner you realize that the better.”
Harsh but true, Dustin thinks.
Anyway, what you said is not expressly true – you do have a job. An important job that keeps you very far removed from danger of any kind — you’re supposed to guard the gate in Eddie’s living room from this side in the unlikely event someone comes snooping, and you’re extremely unhappy about it.
Normally, that would fill Dustin with some sort of gut-wrenching guilt, but as far as he can tell he doesn’t give a shit about how you feel right now.
He only cares about keeping you safe.
You’d already sat arguing about it back in the field when the details of the plan were laid out, nearly spoiling what was just about the closest thing Dustin has experienced to a perfect moment with you in months — running around and playing in the grass in a fit of euphoric, childlike whimsy. It was almost enough to make him forget that there was anything wrong in the world.
That all came crashing down the moment Steve called you back to the camper.
“We really should have someone standing by in case the cops come poking around,” Dustin had tried to explain to your angry, pacing form after they’d broken the news that you were not invited to cross the gate with them. “A-and since you’re so good at thinking on your feet—”
It did nothing to soften the blow of rejection. You’d silenced him with an angry look and spent the next half hour quietly fuming in the furthest corner of the RV you could squeeze yourself into.
And now you’re volunteering to smear yourself in blood and go willingly into the lion’s den, and no one is disagreeing that it should be you. If that isn’t some form of cosmic justice…
That’s perhaps what distresses Dustin the most, that you’ve volunteered to go and die, and everyone is just going to let you do it.
In a shocking turn of events, suddenly he and Eddie are the only sane ones among you.
“This is ridiculous , you guys–”
“No, you’re not doing it.” Eddie says, slicing the air in a clipped gesture, “End of story. Harrington? Tell her.”
You scoff and open your mouth to protest the supposed finality of the statement, and by extension what Dustin can only imagine is a healthy dose of outrage over any kind of decision involving you being left up to Steve of all people, but he is quick to jump in before you can say anything.
“Steve!” He stresses, “Tell her!”
It catches him woefully off guard and Dustin watches as something a little closer to panic than he is comfortable with flashes across Steve’s features. Like being unexpectedly called on in class when you haven’t been paying attention.
Thick brows shoot up toward that immaculate hairline before bouncing back to furrow over Steve’s eyes.
He flexes his jaw and breathes in deeply through his nose, and after a moment’s hesitation, he finally opens his mouth to say… nothing. Dustin can’t believe it.
He could scream.
In all the time he’s known him, Steve has never been caught without some kind of a smooth one-liner, a witty comeback. Of all the time Dustin has known him, he has never once been rendered speechless.
There’s a first time for everything, sure, but why on God’s green Earth did it have to be now? It’s just bad timing.
Steve stands there, working his jaw like a gaping fish for another agonizing moment of deafening silence, even turning to Robin and Nancy for some kind of support – they have nothing to offer but incredulous stares – but it’s no use, he well and truly has no idea what to say.
You’ve started in again before he can get much more out than a bitten-off “Uuuuhhh….”
“I’m not just gonna wait around babysitting a hole in the ceiling while you all put your lives on the line,” You bite, and somehow Dustin can’t help but get the sense that even though you’re addressing the room, you’re speaking directly to him – to Eddie, who has spent the duration of your spiel violently shaking his head in outright rejection.
He hardly lets you finish before he makes a harsh sound of incredulous disbelief.
“No.”
“Eddie–”
“No!”
“Will you shut up and let me do this?” You shout, “I’ll lead the bats away from the house and make them chase me back here–”
Eddie barks out a bitter laugh that has you clamping your jaw shut with enough force that Dustin hears your teeth click together.
“Right, just like you led Jason and those fuckers away from Rick’s place?” He snaps, his words dripping with disdain, “How’s the hand, by the way? Still hurts?”
Despite their united front, Dustin can’t help the stirring sense of injustice Eddie’s tone kicks up in his chest, rattling around like embers in his ribcage.
He’s not the enemy here, regardless of what his guts are trying to tell him, but the urge to defend you has long since been stronger than any of Dustin’s natural instincts.
Of course, you don’t need him to come running to your rescue – you never have, and he’s starting to suspect that you never will. Some small part of him aches with the grief of that realization. He doesn’t know why, but it feels like a loss.
Suddenly it’s like you don’t even know he’s there anymore, with the way you’re looking at Eddie. Glaring at him like you’re the only two people in the room. It’s strangely charged, almost intimate, and it makes Dustin’s insides go squirmy like he’s witnessing something torrid.
Somehow it feels like the scene playing out before them is not for their eyes, and Dustin wonders briefly if they ought to leave the room, leave the two of you to this moment.
He watches you bristle, sees your gaze turn to white hot steel, and feels his insides clench for it.
His concern swings hard away from you to land on Eddie’s shoulders, then. Under the molten heat of your anger, he is surely about to whither and melt down to the bone.
Dustin thinks he ought to do something to try and protect him from that, but he doesn’t dare put himself in your line of site. Eddie is made of much stronger stuff than he is, he doesn’t need his help.
“Don’t be an asshole,” You warn him through your teeth.
Eddie throws up his hands and offers you a sarcastic smile, tilting his head ever so slightly like this is all just good, harmless fun.
“Babygirl, I’ll be whatever I need to be to stop you from doing this.” He says, “Because this is a stupid fucking plan, you’re gonna get yourself killed and when you do, I’m gonna say I told you so.”
Each point is punctuated by a sharp poke to your shoulder with his index and middle finger, firm enough to jostle you each time he hits home – you slap his hand away before he can poke you again.
“And here I thought chivalry was dead.” You hum, a harsh, clipped thing oozing with disdain.
Thankfully, before either of you can really start to fight about it, Robin interjects.
“Children – enough!” She shouts, breaking the spell - you both shrink away from the moment, settling back with arms crossed tightly over your chests, doing your utmost to avoid looking at one another.
Robin continues.
“We don’t have time to sit around and watch you two go another ten rounds, okay? We’re on a ticking clock here so both of you need to grow up or go in the back and bang out whatever the hell is going on here. Get it out of your system.”
A momentary if not bone-crushing silence falls over the cabin as Robin’s words hang heavy in the air.
It does nothing to help the awkwardness of the moment when Eddie perks up, brows jumping toward his hairline as he gestures toward the pullout haphazardly folded up at the back of the RV.
You roll your eyes, and Dustin pulls a disgusted face.
He looks to Steve for some kind of commiseration only to find him and Nancy fidgeting awkwardly and trying to avoid looking at each other.
Robin looks decidedly pleased with herself as she continues, evidently more than happy to have made the moment exceedingly more awkward than need be.
“Now,” She says, “Everyone is making valid points on both sides. Is this gonna be dangerous? Yes. Is she more than likely going to get seriously injured if not violently dismembered attempting this? Absolutely, but that doesn’t make it an excessively bad plan—”
“It doesn’t?” Eddie scoffs, which only serves to draw Robin’s attention as she sticks him to the spot with a very pointed look.
“Eddie...” she drawls.
He squares his shoulders and levels her with an expectant if not uninterested look, hugging himself that much tighter like he’s bracing for whatever it is she’s bound to hurl his way.
Robin continues, gesturing to you as she speaks.
“She’s a grown woman – fully consenting – if she wants to get out there and get her ass eaten, that’s her decision to make, not yours.”
Dustin doesn't realize there’s any sort of innuendo behind the words, intended or otherwise, until Eddie makes a harsh, choked sound in the back of his throat.
Almost immediately, his hand drifts up like he means to clap it over his mouth but switches gears at the last moment to rub at the faint hint of stubble shadowing his jawline, trying his damnedest to hide a less-than-subtle smile.
“Jesus – that’s one way of putting it.” He says, pulling his lower lip in past his teeth.
“Eddie.” You say then, voice lilting in a gently critical tone as your brows come down over your eyes.
The tension of the previous moment evaporated in an instant, and Dustin doesn’t understand why everyone is suddenly fidgeting and rolling their eyes.
Nancy makes a soft sound of disapproval in the back of her throat, and suddenly he feels like something has flown right over his head.
He hates being the only one not in on the joke. Max might have been able to explain it to him if not entirely unwilling, maybe even Lucas, but on his own he is hopelessly lost among this group of older kids.
“What?” He can’t help himself from asking, looking from face to face as everyone quickly avoids his gaze, “What’s so funny?”
“Nothing.” You say immediately, “I’ll tell you when you’re older.”
Dustin still doesn’t get it, but there’s no air in the conversation to ask what exactly he’s missing before Robin addresses you in turn.
There is the faintest pink tinge to her cheeks as she says your name in a commanding if not entirely sheepish way.
You lean over to smack Eddie’s quivering shoulder as he continues to fight the losing battle against the fit of giggles still threatening to overtake him.
Before Robin can speak, Steve swoops in, taking her by the arm and literally tugging her back from the center of the huddle.
She wrenches her arm out of his grasp and levels him in a harsh glare.
“Come on, Rob, give it a rest–” He starts, but Nancy quickly cuts him off.
“No, she’s right,” She says, then turns to you, “You ought to know what you’re volunteering for”
You, in turn, tilt your head to the right to press your ear to your shoulder.
“Running like hell and hoping they’ll try to make a meal out of me, right?” You deadpan, quirking a brow.
Like cracking a window at forty thousand feet, all the air is immediately sucked out of the room, taking any sense of levity with it as your words hang heavy in the air.
Dustin can’t stand it.
“Oh, come on… come on! There’s gotta be another way.” He presses, “Somebody has got to have a better idea than this.”
A heavy silence falls over the room, one that leaves a hollow ringing in Dustin’s ears as he waits for someone – anyone to speak.
Somebody has got to have something in the back pocket, some kind of last-ditch hair-brained scheme that doesn’t require anyone to make prey out of themselves.
It’s so quiet he’s half surprised he doesn’t hear the telltale chirping of crickets.
“Seriously?” He demands, “Nobody?”
When Dustin looks to Eddie for help, even he has suddenly become far too interested in his sneakers, hanging his head until his features are obscured by a frizzy curtain of hair.
It’s madness. It’s got to be some kind of spontaneous contagious insanity that only he is immune to, Dustin can’t think of what else could have such a hold on your tiny group that they’re actually genuinely considering letting you do this.
Steve rolls his neck in a halfhearted shrug, like this time he’s the one with something to say that is going to be hard to swallow.
“It’s the closest thing to a guarantee we have,” He mumbles, rubbing sheepishly at the back of his neck. “And she’s the only one here freed up to do it…”
“No way!” Dustin says, whirling around to level you with a horrified look, “You know this is crazy, right? You’re gonna get yourself killed!”
“We’re all gonna get ourselves killed.” You argue. “But if I can buy us a little time before that happens and make sure we take Vecna with us…?”
He shakes his head violently back and forth, hard enough that it just about dislodges the cap from his head.
“Let Steve do it.” He begs, “Steve, tell her you’ll do it–”
He knows he’s whining, he sounds like a petulant child who has just been told something they don’t want to hear – totally uncool – but he doesn’t really care.
He wants to grab you by the shoulders and shake you until it knocks this parasitic idea loose from your brain and you see reason again.
“Steve’s gotta make sure Nancy gets to Vecna.” You snap.
It drives him to the desperate edge, and before he even realizes what he’s doing, Dustin hurls himself out after you into the abyss.
“Then I’ll do it.”
There, finally, comes that dissenting murmur again, snatching him back from the precipice and placing him gently back on the ledge. It’s a rescue that comes too little too late and for the wrong person because you’re still freefalling.
The room fills with a dull discordant roar as all of a sudden everyone seems to have something to say, admonishing him for even suggesting the notion.
On one side he’s got Steve already halfway through a lecture about what will happen to him if he lets Dustin go and do something that stupid, meanwhile, Eddie is reminding him that just because he can do something in D&D it doesn’t qualify him to do the same thing in real life.
Everyone talking at once is at best, mildly overwhelming, and at worst, giving Dustin a headache, but at least everyone is focusing on him rather than agreeing to let you offer yourself up in the Upsidedown.
It feels almost like a chance, like maybe somehow he can grab you and whisk you away from all of this while everyone is distracted.
Maybe he’ll be the one to save you this time – if no one else will do it, he has to save you.
He should know better not to hope for things like that.
“Enough,” You snap, silencing everyone with the sharp utterance of the word – you level Dustin with a look that has him wilting under its heat, “This is happening. It’s gonna be me whether you like it or not. It has to be me.”
There’s no arguing with you because there’s never any point in it when you get like this. You are a mountain and he is the wind, and no matter how he gusts and howls and rants and raves, you will not be moved … a big stupid, stubborn mountain, and that’s that.
As quickly as it began, the debate fizzles out, and the decision is made. Everyone quietly moves to take their places in the RV again.
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The sun is setting when you arrive, fiery claw marks cut the horizon to ribbons and set it ablaze with oranges and pinks and the faintest smear of purple. It sends a strange chill running down your spine, despite how relatively safe you still are on this side. The danger isn’t here, it’s lurking just below your feet.
For obvious reasons, you leave the RV parked among the trees and cross the threshold back into the Forest Hills trailer park on foot. You move silently, single file like good little ducklings weaving in and out of the trailers, broken down lawn furniture, and laundry lines.
It’s strangely abandoned, eerily so.
The only sound other than the gentle hum of the odd generator or the quiet murmuring of a television is the crunch of yellowing grass underfoot. Every step is like breaking glass and you have to work to remind yourself to breathe.
You’re leading the way, which is not something you would have typically volunteered for, but among the lot of you, you’ve got the most experience sneaking around the trailer park (besides Eddie of course, but he’s not exactly the ideal candidate to go playing Percy Faucet) so it’s you, just like you’d told Dustin back in the RV.
It has to be you.
He’s actively ignoring you now, which is not something you’re sure you’ve ever experienced.
Sure, he’s been mad at you for one reason or another over the years, it would be hard to spend so much time as an authority figure in his life and not have some kind of disagreement crop up between you eventually.
But this time he’s pissed at you for good reason and you can’t rightly blame him for feeling so.
There’s nothing to be done about it. The plan needs bait and you need to feel included, one way or another – you know he’s got to understand that, even if he refuses to admit it.
Even Eddie is resigned to the fact that you’re the only person for this job, as much as you know it’s eating him up inside.
You arrive at the Munson trailer in no time at all and hold the door as you usher your companions inside – Eddie first.
His mattress remains where you left it, along with the cascading fall of bedsheets knotted together, standing in suspended animation. You do your best not to look at it, or anything else you don’t expressly have to as you follow the last of your party through the door and shut it tightly behind you.
You tell yourself that you’re not going to look at the hole in the ceiling again until you have absolutely no other choice, which is to say until you’re crossing through it.
A shudder passes through your body at the thought, grinding through you like the crunch of tectonic plates – you’re still not entirely convinced the thing isn’t going to sprout teeth and snap shut on you before you can slip through to the other side.
You’re also not entirely sure you even want to go to the other side, the place where bats had nearly liberated Steve’s head from his body and where Barbara Holland had evidently been dragged screaming into an untimely, violent death – but what choice do you have?
You have to go, especially after the fuss you’d kicked up in the RV.
Before you can get very far down the line of trying to decide whether or not you’ve made a terrible mistake, Eddie is there, pressed to your side and snaking his hand down to link fingers with you.
You’re close enough that when you turn to look at him, your noses are nearly touching, and all your senses are flooded with him.
The rough pads of his scarred fingers brushing against your skin, the smell of his sweat intermingling with tobacco and something earthier. Some small part of you is worried it’s too intimate for the company you keep, but the way his presence soothes the fearful fluttering of your heart won’t let you protest the proximity.
He pacifies your worries with just a touch and suddenly you don’t care about the hole in the ceiling or the lapse in gravity or the monsters on the other side or anything else threatening to break your brain, all you think is Eddie, Eddie, Eddie.
“Come with me.” He says quietly and pulls you back through the kitchenette.
You follow, and for half a moment, you think he may be leading you back toward the bedroom.
Your numbers make for tight quarters in the trailer, especially with everyone trying to maneuver the mattress laid out in the middle of the floor, you imagine if Eddie needed a private moment with you, there isn’t a better place to find one than the bedroom.
Before you can make it too far down the hall, however, he pivots left and twists the handle of the side door leading to the porch.
An interesting development – you are suddenly gripped in the vice of curiosity and feel the gentle pattering of your heart as a hundred different possibilities race through you.
“Where are you going?” Dustin calls from where he’d been sulking somewhere behind you, and when Eddie ignores him, he raises his voice, “Eddie! Where are you going?”
He’s already halfway out the door when he pauses, hardly turning to acknowledge Dustin as he speaks.
“We’ll be right back,” Eddie says.
You’re almost relieved when Dustin’s eyes flit over to you, silently gesturing at you in the expectation that you’ll give him some sort of answer you don’t have.
All you can do is shrug as Eddie pulls you through the door with a gentle tug.
Your unexpected departure kicks up about as much fuss as you expect it would.
“Oh, you have got to be kidding me!” Steve grouses, nearly stumbling over the coffee table in his hurried attempt to follow you to the door. “What now?”
“We shouldn’t split up, you guys,” Nancy calls, following Steve, “Not when things are so close.”
Eddie pays them no mind as he heads for the rickety staircase, half rotten from disuse as much as years under the elements.
You’ve never known him to use it, opting always to leap down from the elevated porch instead, garnering many a twisted ankle in his day. You wonder if it’s only his insistence on playing follow the leader that has him taking the safer route for once.
“Don’t worry about it,” Eddie assures them.
“I am worried about it!” Steve snaps, “Eddie – you’re the most wanted person in Roane County and you guys are just gonna… what, you‘re gonna run off and find a quiet spot to … hash things out real quick?”
“What’s the problem, Steve?” You sigh, stopping short on the top step and holding Eddie firm to the spot below you.
You don’t have time for an argument, particularly out in the open air where any one of his neighbors could take a peek out the window and spy him standing there.
Steve is right, but you don’t have to let him know that. As always, he’s all too happy to spell his point out for you.
“The problem is they’re out there looking for him.” Steve drawls, aggressively stretching the words like he thinks you’re stupid or something. “What part of this seems like a good idea?”
Eddie levels him with a poisonous look.
“Hey Man, this is your stupid plan–” He bites, “You’re the one who said we need the goddamn bait, so we’re going out there and we’re gonna walk the route as many times as it takes for her to memorize it.”
If that’s true, it’s news to you and you can’t say you’re expressly pleased to hear it.
You’d always done your utmost to avoid the Creel House, considering its reputation for being haunted. That doesn’t mean you don’t know exactly where it is from anywhere you’ve spent a decent amount of time in the duration of your life in Hawkins, if only to make damn sure you steer as clear as you possibly can.
You don’t need Eddie to walk the route with you, but you’re also not going to contradict him when he’s in a mood like this.
Steve, unfortunately, is not clued in enough to pick up on the venom coursing through Eddie’s veins.
“It’s a straight shot through the woods from here to there, what’s to memorize?” His tone is oozing with sarcasm, but you refuse to let him ruffle your feathers.
Whatever this is is important enough to Eddie to risk exposure, so you’ll humor him, and in the meantime, you’ll play nice with Steve so that he’ll let you go without a fight.
You shake your head and offer him a lopsided shrug.
“It’s like you said,” You say innocently, “It’s a straight shot, so that means we’ll be back in no time.”
Robin appears in the doorway beside him then and pokes her head out, looking curiously between the standoff.
Your eyes meet.
“How long did he say it would take him?” You ask, “Ten minutes tops?”
Ten minutes running, maybe, much closer to twenty-five at a walk, hurried as it is sure to be. Still, she snorts out a burst of undainty laughter.
“You did say that, Steve-o.” She hums, elbowing Steve in the side when he doesn’t respond.
A thought flashes briefly across your mind, and you make quick work of undoing your tattered watchband.
“Here,” you say, tossing it to him, “You can even time us if you want.”
Steve catches the watch with the ease of a lifelong athlete and turns the thing over in his hands, staring down at it and evidently weighing the pros and cons of letting the two of you slip off to God knows where – you could not have told him if your life depended on it.
For all you know, you’re on your way out of town, getting out of Dodge before the shit can well and truly hit the fan.
Yesterday, you might have jumped at the chance, but there are bigger things on the horizon now than the promise you’d made to Wayne out on the road between the trailer park and Benny’s.
Whether you like it or not, you’ve both suddenly got a big part to play in all this. The window of opportunity to just slip away has long since slammed shut.
After a moment of chewing the inside of his lip, Steve finally relents, heaving a long-suffering sigh and running a hand through those perfectly stunning bouncy tresses.
“Fine.” He says, “Whatever, but you two better come right back. We’re short on time as it is, we don’t need any unexpected variables —” which is to say they don’t need to stage a rescue mission in the event that someone catches you out in the open.
He snaps his fingers into a point and aims the unbelievably smooth gesture at Eddie, “One time out and back, no detours.”
His shoulders drop as a little bit of the tension brimming there visibly goes out of him, and he gives a curt nod.
When Steve turns his pointing on you, you give him an enthusiastic if not ever so slightly sarcastic thumbs up.
“10-4, Good Buddy.” You say.
Eddie wastes no time after that leading you down the steps and across the park into the nearest copse of woodland, stealing away from the prying eyes of the neighborhood like a couple of horny teenagers sneaking off to fool around.
Somehow you don’t think you’ll get that lucky.
The sun is nearly gone by now, and despite the way it still holds the park in the warm luminescence of golden hour, the woods are steeped in deep blue shadow.
Eddie doesn’t say a word as you walk, he just holds tight to your hand and pulls you along. You do your best to keep up, but his legs are longer than yours and he’s like a man on a mission, cutting through the trees at such a pace.
Had you been paying any kind of attention to where you were walking, you would have very quickly noticed that your route is not angled toward the Creel House as he’d suggested, but you’re not focused on anything but the silent walking wall that is Eddie.
Staring at the broad stretch of his back, you can’t help but feel shut out. You wonder if he’s mad at you, but you swallow the urge to ask him about it. You know you’d only sound pathetic and whiny if you did.
Still, he’s giving you extremely conflicting signals, speaking so softly to you the way he had back at the trailer, holding your hand with such a gentle reverence, but pulling you along behind him to wherever you’re going with no sense of tenderness, all the while actively ignoring you.
Of course he’s mad, you tell yourself.
He’d been under the impression that this saga would come to an end without you taking part in it, far removed from danger, but he should know better that you won’t be content to just sit on the couch and wait this out while everyone puts their lives on the line.
A misplaced twinge of annoyance bites at your insides at the thought that Eddie could actually be angry at you over this, that he would be pig-headed enough to think you wouldn’t put up a fight over being so summarily benched.
You know he knows you better than that, which means he’s sticking his head in the sand and being stubborn for stubbornness' sake.
You might have laid into him about gender roles in situations of peril, the same you would have had it been you and Dustin out here in the woods, but you’re tired of fighting, so you bite your tongue and trudge along in silence, doing your best to match his gait.
The further you go, the darker it gets as the sun disappears from the world and night sets in. You have no idea how long you’ve been walking before the trees part – much longer than ten minutes, you’re sure.
When you finally reach a break in the woods, you realize with a start that you are not standing in front of the Creel House.
It’s the highway.
A lonely stretch of road somewhere nearer to the fairgrounds than the spooky Victorian, if you had to guess.
It is abandoned, pitch black save for the cosmos wheeling overhead. Hawkins has always suffered from an inexplicable excess of backwood roads completely lacking in streetlights of any kind, making for a rare lack of light pollution in this modern world.
Good for stargazing, but bad for walking anywhere after dark.
Where normally you curse the powers that be for its shoddy infrastructure, you’re thankful for the oversight now as you step out onto the shoulder, confident that in the shadows, you will remain blissfully hidden from sight.
Eddie hangs back as you pad carefully to the road and take a good long look in both directions. No impending cars, so far so good.
Once you’re satisfied that you’re alone, you twist back around to look curiously at him.
“What is this?” you ask.
He’s fidgeting with his rings, twisting the burnished pig’s head back and forth over his middle finger, and you get the sense that he’s not as mad as you’d thought he was. Much more anxious than anything else.
Suddenly you feel rather foolish for being angry at him for nothing at all.
“Remember back in ‘83?” He begins quietly, sounding almost shy, “When you were driving me around ‘cause the van died and I couldn’t afford to get it fixed?”
You nod, because of course, you do. You cherish those days.
Those first few tentative weeks you spent driving around with Eddie Munson in your passenger seat, flipping through your cassettes, messing with your rearview mirror, trading a hundred and one inane questions in an attempt to get to know each other better — you remember the thrill of scandal, how anyone could have looked in and seen the two of you together, going along almost conspiratorially.
You know for certain that you would have been the talk of the town had anyone cared to notice, but the good thing about being more or less an invisible person was how you could get away with something like quietly falling into step with Eddie Munson without anyone batting an eye.
By the time someone thought to check in on you, the two of you were already attached at the hip, and there was nothing to be done about it.
You wouldn’t have it any other way.
Eddie gestures to the spot at the side of the road.
“Time’s stuck down there. It’s still November ‘83,”
You pull a face, wondering idly if he can even see you at this distance.
“Yeah, I’m still having trouble with that one.” You tease, skipping back across the gravel to close the gap between you and Eddie.
He remains unamused by the levity of your mood – contrary to what you’d almost fooled yourself into believing, this is, in fact, not a romantic jaunt in the moonlight, and Serious Eddie has come out to play.
“Pay attention,” He presses, “This is important.”
You can’t help but roll your eyes – where had you heard that before?
“Important like that story about the raccoon?” Your attempt at humor falls flat and Eddie gives you a stony look – Serious Eddie is no fun, but you relent and raise your hands defensively, “Okay, you’re right, I’m sorry… so, time’s stuck. What does that mean exactly?”
It’s a subtle change, but you watch his shoulders drop as a little bit more of that lingering tension from back in the RV eases out of him.
“It means,” He says, “That the van’s gonna be sitting right here,”
You follow the motion when he points you back to the shoulder of the road, and you stand trying to imagine the big-bodied vehicle sitting there like a crouching beast, the way you’ve seen hundreds of times before.
“…and?” You prompt, stretching the word lyrically as you turn on your heel to face him again, gently urging him to get to the point.
It’s nearly pitch black now, and the others will be expecting you back. The last thing you need is Steve getting his panties in a twist and sending out a search party.
“And… if something happens – if things go wrong and you can’t make it back, I want you to go for the van.” Eddie says solemnly, reaching down and taking your hand, “Shut the doors and barricade yourself inside. You’ll be safe there until I can come and get you.”
You feel your face pull into a frown.
“That’s not part of the plan.” You tell him, gently admonishing him for trying to change things in secret.
Eddie heaves another one of those world weary sighs and shakes his head, messy curls dancing silver in the moonlight across the broad stretch of his shoulders.
“Fuck the plan.” He bites. “It’s a stupid plan.”
You open your mouth to protest such a dismissal — it’s the only plan you’ve got — but he’s quick to continue before you can get a word in edgewise.
“Look, I’m not gonna sit here and try to convince you not to do this – you’re so goddamn stubborn, we’ll be here all night – but I am gonna do everything I can to make sure you’ll be safe when things go wrong.”
“None of us can afford that luxury…”
He shakes his head.
“I don’t want to fight about it. Steve’s right. We’ve gotta make sure we’ve got our bases covered, including but not limited to the worst-case scenario.”
Which is to say in the event that everything goes horribly wrong and the monsters eat you alive and Vecna destroys the world.
Or maybe just in case the inevitability that you realize you’re not a track star and this being an impossible thing you’re trying to accomplish catches up to you.
How fast can you run? More importantly, how long can you keep up a sprint like that?
The answer is not something you’re expressly sure you’re ready to consider, but of course Eddie has to consider those possibilities — he’s a cynic.
Bad news first, always. Lucky for the both of you, you’ve always been more of an optimist.
“It’s a little over a mile from the Creel place to home,” Eddie says, and you glance reflexively down at your watch, conveniently forgetting that you’d given it to Steve before you left.
You give a lopsided shrug to try and mask the motion.
“Steve said ten minutes… I can totally do that.”
Eddie frowns.
“You think so?”
No, you really don’t, but you’re not about to let him know that because if you do you’ll never hear the end of it. So instead, you offer a vague gesture that you hope is at least half as casual as you mean for it to be. It doesn’t feel like a successful move.
“Yeah,” You say, your voice squeaks out an octave higher than normal, and you press your lips into a tight line against how scared you suddenly sound, “Sure, why not?”
Because you’re not a track star? Because you’d nearly killed yourself just jogging across town less than three days ago and now you’re out here pretending like you’re some kind of Olympic gold medalist preparing for the hundred-yard dash?
Eddie gives you a hard, indiscernible look that makes your insides squirm. Somehow you know he can see right through the bullshit coating to your gooey, terrified center.
You watch as he searches your face for the answer to an unknowable question, and you see a quick flash of the feeling you’d only just managed to suppress. It’s brief, but it’s clear as day, illuminating his features like a bolt of lightning in the distance.
Doubt.
You know he’d never say so, but he clearly doesn’t think you can do this. Usually that would have been enough to stir up some kind of violent indignation in you, but suddenly you’re not entirely sure you can do this either.
Sure, you’d done your fair share of sprints in gym class, but this isn’t jogging a twelve-minute mile just to scrape by with a passing grade, this isn’t even making a mad dash from the boat house to the woods to try and escape Jason and the others – which had failed miserably, as Eddie had so graciously pointed out to you.
This is running as hard and fast as you can until your body is pumping battery acid and your legs threaten to buckle beneath you. It’s running for your goddamn life and the lives of everyone else involved.
If you don’t make it, no one does, so no pressure, right?
“How far did you say it was?” You squeak, swallowing hard to try and conceal the tremble in your voice.
“A mile…” Eddie says, “Maybe closer to two.”
Well, shit.
Still, you scoff and dismiss the notion with a wave.
“Easy peasy–” You lie.
He shakes his head and chides your flippancy with a gravelly utterance of your name, which you candidly ignore.
“–lemon squeezy.”
Eddie says your name again, harsher this time, and grabs you by the arm in an effort to try and bring you back down to earth from the cloud of your delusions, but a sudden flash of lights stops your arguing before it can begin again.
Headlights on the road warn you of the car coming around the bend and send your heart rocketing up into your throat.
Eddie swears harshly under his breath and takes your hand as you scramble back toward the treeline.
He pulls you down into the underbrush and you don’t even mind the way your hip lights up in pain as you land awkwardly, holding your breath as you watch the pickup come into view.
It rolls down the road at a glacial pace, adorned with four angry floodlights that illuminate your little copse of woods and briefly blind you.
Through the spots and colors dancing across your vision, you can only just make out the handful of bodies stuffed into the cab, two more kneeling in the truck bed with roving flashlights in one hand and guns in the other.
Christ, they’ve got guns…
You sink a little lower and move instinctually closer to Eddie as if somehow you’ll be able to shield him from them if it comes to it. As if your fragile, fleshy visage would do anything to protect him if they came out guns blazing.
Smarter than trying to make a human shield out of yourself would be to run, but could either of you really outrun a truck if your lives depended on it?
Not likely.
It makes you wonder how you ever expect to outrun these supposed giant vampire bats…
You suddenly feel trapped, like a rabbit, crouched and shaking in the underbrush under the threat of baying hounds, watching with wide unblinking eyes until the truck has passed on and the crunch and pop of tires on pavement fades into the night.
When it’s finally gone, you do your best to breathe deep against the stinging adrenaline coursing through your veins like a swarm of angry hornets, but suddenly your chest feels impossibly tight.
Steve was right, this was not a very smart thing for you to do and it's well past time you ought to be getting back.
Before you can think to say something, you feel Eddie’s touch as he guides you to look at him with a kind pressure on your jaw. You let him turn you and as you stare back into those big, sad eyes of his, you can’t help but feel a cold wave of doubt bleed into you.
How the hell are you going to do this? How could you be stupid enough to volunteer in the first place and why’d you put up such a fight about it?
What’s going to happen when you let everyone down?
You’re all going to get yourselves killed, that’s what.
For a moment, it’s all you can do to keep yourself together as you surge forward without thinking, nestling into the crook of his neck and his welcoming embrace. You sigh under the press of his arms as he pulls you close.
You take a handful of deep, staccato breaths, breathing him in and filling your head with the heady musk of everything that is wholly Eddie — sweat and smoke and sandalwood.
It takes you half a minute to stop shaking, and half a minute more before you feel whole enough to emerge. You offer him a weak smile when you do.
Eddie tucks a loose strand of hair behind your ear and grips your shoulders firm enough that you’re half inclined to think you might bruise.
“Listen to me. Nobody needs you to be the hero here, okay?” he tells you, giving you a gentle shake for good measure. “You’ve already done enough, you don’t have to do this,”
You, in turn, reach up to bracket his face. He leans into it in a way you must think is instinctual at this point, and when your grip slides down to frame his neck, gracing the columns of his throat, you think for a moment you might kiss him, and if you don’t he’ll certainly kiss you.
Oh, how you wish he would.
Your eyes dart southward to regard the pillowy softness of his lips, cracked and chapped as they are, and you try to believe his words, despite how patently untrue they are — he still needs you.
“Everybody’s counting on me, Eds.” You hum, then tear your gaze up and away to meet his.
You watch as something flashes across his eyes, an indiscernible look that is tinged with an unmistakable sadness.
“Then promise me you’ll go for the van if you don’t think you’re gonna make it, okay?… Sweetheart, please… just do this one thing for me.”
You don’t answer, because you’re not entirely sure you can make that promise.
His expression softens and he breathes out a shaky, uneven breath, shoulders sagging as he tilts forward and presses his forehead to yours.
“What you said back at Rick’s goes both ways, you know?” He murmurs, “…I can’t lose you either… Not again.”
Your heart swells and thumps heavily against your ribs.
“What are you getting at, Munson?” You tease, because it’s all you can do to keep your emotions from bubbling up. “Spit it out.”
Eddie shakes his head, looking positively miserable as he speaks.
“I love you.” He says, “More than anything – more than everything, and I can’t … Jesus Christ, I’m so scared something’s going to happen and I won’t be there to save you…”
The sound tumbles out over your lips before you’re even aware of it bubbling up inside of you.
You giggle, and Eddie jerks back from you like the sound had jumped out and snapped at him.
You can’t help it, but it doesn’t make you feel any less guilty to see the hurt look he gives you, like a freshly kicked puppy.
You’re not laughing at him, per se, but you can understand how it might seem like you are. Nobody likes to be reminded of their shortcomings, so you’re quick to correct yourself.
“Oh, Eddie…” you sigh, smiling sweetly at him in the hopes it will ease the sting of what you’re about to say, “I love you, but this isn't the kind of thing you can save me from.”
It shouldn’t be startling, because it’s true. He'd said it himself, this is a suicide mission at its very best.
What is startling is the way Eddie reacts to hearing you say it, physically recoiling like you’d reached out with the sentiment and slapped him across the face.
“What did you just say?” Eddie gasps.
Suddenly he’s as serious as a heart attack and you’re worried you’ve misread the room. It leaves you reeling.
“...You can't save me?” You squeak out, half afraid of the hurt the statement is going to cause him if you ram it down his throat, despite how maddeningly true it is.
If things go as bad as he expects them to — which, to be quite honest, they very likely will — you don't expect Eddie is going to be able to pull you out of the frying pan, or the fire that follows, no matter how badly he wants to.
Still, his eyes grow bright and he shakes his head violently, sending his curls flying out in all directions.
His voice is tiny as he speaks.
“No ... before that." He says. "... you said you love me."
You blink back at him in a way you imagine must look owlish and quite stupid, and you watch as he grows strangely shy.
It only serves to deepen your confusion.
"...Did you mean that?" Eddie asks tentatively.
You don't answer right away, though not because you don't, only because the question is startling and you don't expressly know what to say.
The silence that hangs between you is charged and infinite, and suddenly you’ve left the question unanswered too long.
You watch as something akin to disappointment shadows his features. He sighs and pushes up from your hiding spot in the underbrush, and stalks away out toward the road.
It occurs to you much too late that a stunned silence was perhaps not the best way to answer that question, but it had been jarring at worst and deeply confusing at best.
Of course you love him. You feel it so fully with every particle of your being that at times you feel like it’s going to tear you apart, even now after all this time when things ought to have evened out between you.
You’ve certainly told him as much often enough that you’ve worried in the past that the words are losing meaning … how could he think that you don’t?
When was the last time you told him? Surely, out in the field? …No? Well, you definitely told him back in the clearing in the woods after he told you that stupid story and set your hand? Then again maybe not… Back at Rick’s place? No, that was him…
Your heart drops into your stomach as the truth dawns on you.
Oh shit... you haven’t told him.
How could you have not told him?
You scramble to your feet and nearly topple over in your mad attempt to get through the underbrush to follow him.
“Eddie, wait–” You start, taking clumsy steps toward him before he staves off your progress with a wave of his hand.
“Look, it’s fine, okay? I know you don’t feel the same way, but I don’t want you to say it if it’s not true.” He says, "I don't need you placating me just so I won't have hurt feelings or something—"
“Who says I don’t?” You demand.
It stops him in his tracks.
"What's that mean?" Eddie asks moodily.
"Who says I don't feel the same way?" You say a little slower, putting precise diction into each word, and spelling it out for him on the off chance that there has been a sudden and rapid decrease in IQs out here on the road.
The effect misses its mark. He just stares back at you, bewilderment etching a mask into his features so deep, you wonder idly if you’re ever going to see him make another expression again.
A sticky silence bleeds between you as you both wait for the other to speak.
Finally, you throw up your hands in frustration as you realize that between the two of you, you're the one who has suddenly become exceedingly goddamn stupid.
How could you have let Eddie go on thinking you didn't love him? What were you thinking? Nothing at all, apparently. You are a mean and foolish girl, and you cannot believe how incredibly careless you've been.
“I love you, Eddie," You start, "I’ve always loved you, from the moment I met you. That didn’t stop just because you got in your head and decided you weren’t good enough for me or whatever it was… I loved you even when I hated you … I mean — God — I always thought we were gonna get out of Hawkins and get a little place somewhere together... I thought we were gonna…" You roll your eyes and suppress the urge to hide your face then, gesturing vaguely to try and cover the color creeping up your neck, “...you know… get married and stuff…”
You try to imagine how your old friends would have reacted to hear you admit that. How stunned they would have been to find you when you still belonged to them, already daydreaming about wedding bells and little chapels, secretly scrawling your name sandwiched between Mrs. Munson all over your notebooks.
It’s embarrassing, but it doesn’t make it any less true.
It’s part of what had made the breakup so goddamn hard — you hadn’t seen it coming, you’d fully expected to spend the rest of your lives together.
Eddie makes a choked sound that is somewhere caught halfway between a scoff and something harsher. He blinks back the wetness suddenly brimming in his eyes as he reaches up to rub a calloused hand at the back of his neck.
“Guess I really went and fucked that up for you, huh?” He sniffs.
You shrug.
“Who says?” You ask, and when Eddie rolls his eyes, you double down, “Nothing’s changed, Eds—”
“Everything’s changed.” He stresses, stalking back across the clearing to close the gap between you, "How can you say that after all the shit I said ... everything I did? Everything is changed."
Suddenly you’re standing toe to toe, just like you had all those months back in front of the trailer, last summer.
Somehow the roles feel reversed now as you meet his watery gaze and feel the looming threat of the same choice hanging above your head like a guillotine.
He's right. Everything has changed, but who says you have to accept that? You know he would take it back if he could — the terrible choice he’d made — so who says you have to make the same mistake here and now?
You know better.
You shake your head and watch something akin to terror flash briefly across Eddie’s face at the prospective rejection.
How pleased you are to be able to prove him wrong.
“Not for me,” You say matter-of-factly, “I still love you.”
Like breaking the surface, he breathes out harshly through his nose and his shoulders sag under the effort of it.
“...You do?” Eddie asks, painfully hopeful, boyish even.
You can’t help the way your face begins to split into a slow, delighted grin. Finally, you get to mend something that is broken rather than being the one who broke it in the first place.
You nod.
“I do.”
“...Say it again.” He pleads, eyes flashing with strange and wild desperation, despite the way he’s begun to mirror your smile even before you say it.
You love him and he knows it, he has to know it.
“I love you,” You repeat, reaching up to curl your fingers around his biceps and giving him a gentle shake for good measure, “Even though you’re a big stupid jerk.”
He breathes out a wet, shaky laugh and suddenly he looks so fragile you can’t help but pull him a little closer.
Before you can admonish him for being so foolish as to think anything otherwise, his hands come up to frame your face, and he presses a searing kiss to your lips. It steals your breath and your eyes roll shut without your prompting.
You barely have time to process that you really ought not to be doing this so exposed, as chaste as the little kisses he’s begun peppering your face with are. He kisses you again and again, like he physically could not stop himself from kissing you if he tried.
You don’t think he’s trying very hard.
You’re in danger of being seen, standing so close to the road like this. Still, each gentle press of his lips is punctuated with a shaky utterance of his gratitude, blessing you for the reciprocation of the feeling, like he’s been holding his breath just waiting to hear you say it.
He pulls back a moment to stare reverently at you, searching your features like he's trying to commit them to memory.
You don't let him go very far, clinging to him like you're afraid you'll lose him if you let him go.
"You love me?" he says breathlessly, less a question than a statement of fact.
He nods slowly to prompt you to do the same, and you obey, but he hardly lets you.
Any need to hear you say it again is evidently superseded by the need to keep kissing you, this time it is a hard, wet thing pressed so forcefully to your lips you can hardly move against it.
A peal of joyful laughter bubbles up out of you and you love, love, love.
You feel the curl of his mouth as Eddie kisses you again, muffling the sound with his lips and pulling you that much tighter against him, tight enough that you finally feel him slip back into place to fill the hole he’d left in you last summer, and for the first time in almost a year, everything is right. It fills you with joy.
Blinding, unadulterated, stupefying joy.
It’s almost enough to make you forget the danger looming, and how once you turn around and head back to rejoin the others, you’ll very likely be going to your deaths…
#cruel summer fic#eddie munson#eddie munson imagine#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x you#stranger things fic#eddie munson fanfic#joseph quinn eddie munson#joseph quinn fic
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Been ranting for half of the day, but I’m finishing off the day with a simple truth: thank you, God, for giving me a loving family 🥹🥰
#my birthday has been redeemed#thank you for my family#NEVER WORKING ON MY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!!#have a good night#i can have a good one now#taurus#my birthday#a BETTER very merry unbirthday to me!#im buying an alice in wonderland unbirthday shirt for next year
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Sorry, I don't have an unbirthday gift, but have a very merry unbirthday today!
Why just the thought is the best gift ever!! AND A VERY MERRY UNBIRTHDAY TO YOU AS WELL!!
Everyone whoever finds this, wish you friends and family a very merry unbirthday too. For you can show much more love to them than just on one particular specific day. ❤️
#a very merry un birthday to you#a very merry unbirthday to me#let’s all congratulate each other with another cup of tea!#for it’s a ver merry unbirthday#TOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH UUUUUUSSSSS!!!#cake 🎂#the amazing digital circus#tadc#digital wonderland#tadc au#alice in wonderland#the mad tea party
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I did a bad job of launching this yesterday so I'm GOING AGAIN.
WHAT'S AN UNBIRTHDAY REQUEST?
Is today NOT your birthday? You deserve an unbirthday present! I used to do these giveaways on DA a few times a year, and they were always really fun. Basically you send me a request and I use it for art warm ups. I'm on vacation this week and I want to play with my paints, markers, pens and pencils.
Your request can be anything! Your OCs, my OCs, fandom, vibes based, pet portrait, landscapes, whatever you like!
Because this is a request based thing, if I don't want to draw something I just won't. But I usually draw most if not all of the requests I get.
You don't have to be following me to make a request but I tend to favor familiar faces first.
This is: a chance for a free small drawings of an item of your choice
This is not: a commission, a large detailed request, a promise
If that sounds neat to you, fill out my google form! I'll be working on these on and off all week between other things.
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Peter Parker's Birthday Masterlist
a gift so sweet (ao3) - aceofjapan, OliOcelot G, 1k
Summary: When a girl calls for Spider-Man on patrol, Peter did not expect it to be so she could give him a gift.
Even less did he expect her to wish him a happy birthday.
A Safehouse Birthday (ao3) - friendofspiderman mj/peter G, 1k
Summary: MJ and Ned plan a party for Peter's 17th birthday.
August 10th (ao3) - honestchick N/R, 1k
Summary: Peter expects him and May would do the usual for his birthday, but does he really??
a very, merry unbirthday (ao3) - ciaconnaa G, 4k
Summary: “What’s all this, huh?” Peter asks. His eyes don’t leave the table as he wanders over to stand by where Tony is sitting, wrapping him in a gentle hug and pushing his head into his chest. Tony smiles before he tugs gently on the sleeve. Peter gets the message and leans down, allowing Tony to kiss his temple in greeting.
“You threw me a birthday party,” Peter accuses, smile going all dopey.
“An unbirthday party,” Morgan corrects. “Like in Alice in Wonderland. For all the ones you missed!”
Birthday Bash (ao3) - The_Mishamigo N/R, 2k
Summary: It’s Peter Parker’s birthday. And of course, that means Tony Stark has to plan the celebrations.
Birthday Breakout (ao3) - Sara (ctrsara) pepper/tony T, 3k
Summary: Tony Stark eyed the enthusiastic teenager skeptically.
“Five Guys and an Escape Room?”
“Yeah… what’s wrong with that?”
“Nothing, kid, I just thought when I said, ‘You only turn sixteen once, the sky’s the limit,’ that you would have aimed a little higher.” Peter's plans for his sixteenth birthday are underwhelming, but gathering all the people he loves into one place for the night is what's highest on his list. Plus, he's hoping to break a record for his first attempt at an Escape Room. Who better to have on your team than Tony Stark? How can his mentor refuse?
Birthday Shadows (ao3) - owl_lover013 mj/peter G, 4k
Summary: On Peter's eighteenth birthday, he reflects on the people not present for it, grieving for the people not there to celebrate it with him. --- A birthday story written for Peter Parker.
Birthday Suit (ao3) - happyaspie, ObsessionOfTheDay G, 1k
Summary: Peter isn't entirely sure he wants to have a birthday party. Tony is. And apparently, Tony gets to decide these things. So, Peter reluctantly agrees. But not before asking the man not to embarrass him. He probably should have been a little more persistent about that. Especially when his father figure's response was that he would keep that in mind.
Convenient Panic Baking (ao3) - Err_REDACTED T, 902
Summary: From Ned Leeds: Hey MJ and I are debating the best cupcake flavor, wanna chime in?
From Peter Parker: I am Suspicious
Or
Peter's birthday is coming up and Ned is bad at lying. Maybe. Peter's not actually that sure.
Could You Watch Over Them For Me? (ao3) - losingmymindtonight G, 1k
Summary: Pepper doesn’t ask about the third drink, but Peter can see in her eyes that she knows who it’s for. -- It's Peter's 21st birthday, and while he has to face the milestone without Tony, he doesn't have to face it alone.
Or, Rhodey gives Peter his first legal drink.
Growing Pains (ao3) - Jinx_Frost G, 1k
Summary: Peter grows anxious as he notices Tony becoming more distant, oblivious to what the man has planned for him.
HBD Loser (ao3) - forensicleaf G, 4k
Summary: “Up and at ‘em, champ! Otherwise you’re not gonna have time to open your presents before school.” May wiggles her eyebrows.
Presents?
Peter feels a smile creep across his face, and May’s own widens in response. He’d almost forgotten.
“Happy birthday, honey,” May says, pressing a kiss to the top of his head. Then she ruffles his hair, laughing as Peter rolls his eyes and pushes her away. “Now come on. I made breakfast.”
Feels weird to cry with a smile (ao3) - joyful_soul_collector G, 2k
Summary: Peter spends his 17th birthday in quarantine, so Tony decides to make it a bit more special.
messy chocolate frosting (ao3) - ImBadWithWords G, 2k
Summary: Swing by the Tower after work, I’ve got some gear for you, the text reads. The phone buzzes again a second later. Happy b-day, squirt :). Peter smirks and stuffs it into his bag before his boss notices.
R E D (ao3) - Movie_Riggs (orphan_account) mj/peter G, 1k
Summary: "What's your favorite color?" she asks him randomly at lunch.
"Uh...red?" he replies uncertainly. He never really had a favorite color.
But she just shrugs and says, "Okay," and then doesn't bring it up again.
softly (ao3) - DlBELLA pre peter/flash G, 922
Summary: It’s Peter’s birthday and even though he bullies him a bit, Flash gives him a gift anyway.
Surprises (ao3) - xxx_cat_xxx G, 1k
Summary: “What happened, kid?” Tony asks, stunned. Peter is pressing a rag against a wound on his ribcage, which seems to be the main source for the blood, but it’s all over his body, some drops have even made it to his hair. “I thought you went to sleep, not crime fighting!”
-or-
All Tony wanted was a peaceful night to work on Peter's birthday gift. But his kids make sure that this doesn't happen.
The Cake Thing (ao3) - CheyanneChika G, 907
Summary: Tony attempts to bake because he can totally bake for Peter...right? No. Well, he can make a bot that can bake.
when you're feeling empty keep me in your memory (ao3) - JkWriter pepper/tonyN/R, 1k
Summary: after everything with thanos he forgets it's his birthday. he just assumed everyone else did too.
wishful thinking (ao3) - pocketfuloflove T, 857
Summary: Peter Parker is 16 now, but no wiser than before.
or
Peter Parker can be pretty dumb for a genius.
#themculibrary#masterlists#marvel#mcu#peter parker#peter parker masterlist#peter parker's birthday#peter parker's birthday masterlist
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celebrating [REDACTED] years today
a very merry unbirthday to me!
@glitch-1983 @cindersnows
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