#a sense of wonder will genuinely make this life the most bearable ot can be so please please dont ever let others dim it for you

[thebluesthour]

Hi again! I am the anon with my joyful moments recently of gloaming, the poetic twilight. Thank you for your kind answer… it’s probably quite pathetic to say but never had I heard from anyone what I said made them so happy and wanted to keep it close to their heart. (Ppl always tell me when i say such trivial things that I talk weird or take things too seriously. So I was worried that if you’d also feel it’s a weird comment).

It’s such a nice feeling and i read your words so many times so i keep it with me. i will tell ppl loud and clear in the future when their words made me happy and joyful, now I know what it might bring them.

Wish you a nice spring :)

it's not pathetic at all--i think it's difficult, sometimes, to be so openly and unabashedly sincere in your varying delights and wonders; people treat it with suspicion, or embarassment--i'm still not sure why; maybe it has something to do with the discomfort on seeing such an open display of emotions you haven't allowed yourself to express or feel for a long time, as though acknowleding all the little wonders is the unnatural thing as opposed to letting yourself become dismissive or numbed to them. in any case, i'm sorry it hasn't been easy for you to share your joy with others, but i'm glad you felt happy in doing so with me and i meant every word i said. i hope you're able to keep doing so and i also hope that as time goes on you find people who are as receptive and enthusiastic about these things as you are and are willing to share their moments as openly with you as you do with them. i hope you have the most beautiful spring also, anon, with countless more blue-lit and enchanting moments within it 💙