#a lot seems to happen to her all the time i feel really bad uawghhh GIRL TALK ABT WHAT HAPPEBED I NEED TO KNOW WHATS UP‼️ | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

jesskasb · 1 year ago

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yknow i figured thered be different endings depending on who you hung out with in nitw but im not ready to find out what they are. i also didnt know for sure if there WERE different endings but i just googled and like ive been having out with bea more bc mae seemed to have more baggage with her and i wanted to solve it but i didnt know that meant i wouldnt be on the gregg route or whayever. oh well theres always next time i guess

#nitw lb #i mean i uhh #went to the mall and then grocery shopping with bea #but then i chose to investigate the park with angus first bc i was curious abt him and i hadnt seen much of him #i dont regret my choices but i feel like i fucked something up LMAO #and now that party with bea was so xD #im college pilled i wont like so i completely understand beas dreams of leaving her responsabilities and shitty town and #everything wrong in her life to go study some books man... college is nothing compared to supporting a family #well i dont know im EXTREMELY biased #i hate my hometown and i hated highschool and i dont have any nostalgia for the good ol days like mae does #i live my life aiming to get away and live truthfully in a way that makes me feel normal #and college is the best way of getting there... for me #but im really privileged and lucky that i get to study something i enjoy (A LOT!) with the certainty i can market myself well enough to #make it even if the major itself is regarded as. not as job focused as Business or whatever #i dont have to worry abt finding a job bc my scholarships cover costs 😭 i saw a bit of myself in that dude at jackie's party and i was like #oh ok i see ok . yeah. man. still dont get mae though like whay happened #a lot seems to happen to her all the time i feel really bad uawghhh GIRL TALK ABT WHAT HAPPEBED I NEED TO KNOW WHATS UP‼️#ok . wrm #capitalism and nihilism are the evils of this world #what angus said really resonated with me #the universe may not care about us so we should care about each other a lot #yeah thats what life is #god i need to go to sleep

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