#a lot but in a doable way
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today i will:
teach myself lcsh & take notes on that week’s class slides
start & finish my html part ii project
read a chapter of my joanna book
endeavor to write, even just a little bit
continue to read & come close to finishing (or finish if possible) nefertiti
write out my thoughts (review, kind of?) on friendlyspaceninja’s the vampire diaries: an iconic mess
#whew#i know i have a bad habit of creating overly large expectations for myself and then self loathing for not finishing but this feels like#a lot but in a doable way#personal#housekeeping
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All right so I haven't been active in the Julie and the Phantoms fandom in a long time, and although I know there are definitely still people creating and reblogging in the fandom it tends to be a much smaller handful of people than it used to, which for me felt disheartening and was part of why I've backed off from it. I'd love to see new stuff more regularly and start recirculating older things just to remind myself and anyone else who needs it how much I love this silly little show.
All this to say, I am putting out feelers to see if anyone is interested in a blog that runs consistent, casual event-type things for the fandom to try and revitalize interest in jatp fanworks, like featured weeks for individual characters here, fic rec events, etc. I'm toying with ideas to inspire people to pick up their wips, spark new stories, and highlight older content that didn’t get much attention or would just be nice to see again. I’d like to create a community space to liven the fandom back up for people who miss the show or got into the fandom after the hype died down. Does that seem interesting to anyone?
#julie and the phantoms#jatp#I'm filled with both hubris and resolve and I feel like. with other people modding the blog as well. this would be doable#i already have a LOT of ideas about wip events to get stories written that have been sitting untouched i know i'm not the only one w/h thos#so i guess if that sounds good to you interact with this in some way? and if you're interested in being involved/have ideas#please share! if it's just me on a reblog spree it won't work but if we all pitch in to talk to each other#(and i know. if you know me you know i'm not always great at that. but having a Format for it makes me good at it so)
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Every so often I'm like hee hee hoo hoo i escaped the seasonal depression slump this year, and then I'll languish and languish until I abruptly do something objectively stupid, like deciding a week ago that i should actually do a full binderary or ill Die, and while i can tell that things aren't exactly working RIGHT, at least they're working at higher speed, and hello hi i just finished building 22 cases and casing in the associated books in one day
#also half built four more cases and sewed and glued four more text blocks#if i don't hit pretty round numbers i will also Die#lots of ways to Die in this bitch of a brainscape#should be a very doable finish tomorrow
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Wow- I slept 16 hours solid because of how badly the the fifth and sixth made me disoccociate. I think I can function today, but only time will tell. (Also- I really don't have much of a choice.)
Good news is it was payday and I'm now at $800/$2000 for my Leaving This Shithole Of A Job savings and if I do some work this weekend, maybe I'll cross that $1000 threshold. 🤞
#people who don't struggle with it really don't understand how exhausting dissociation can be#and i know I can make my plan work. i have a good chunk of stuff I can cut back on.#im just scared of taking a risk ig#(which is why im giving myself a safety net the way i am)#2K really isn't a lot but it's enough to give me enough time to see if I can do this?#and im planning on dropping down to the equivalent of part time so it SHOULD be doable
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Doing one of the scariest things an artist can do (draw a tree)
#i'm having like. war flashbacks. to a piece i just irrecoverably fucked up at least a year ago.#that just absolutely obliterated my confidence as an artist. like i feel like i did not recover from that for a long time#to be fair there were more complicated things going on in that one that were above my skill level i think#and that was when i was trying exclusively water colors too (which is. a choice. for a fuck around/find out artist)#but esp reffing heikala's work again like..... ah... it is taking me back. and i am so scared.#i feel like that piece is maybe two years old actually.#either way it was an incredibly significant deceptively personal piece and this one. is also very much that in a way.#it is going to be extremely devastating if i fuck this up.#to my credit. i do feel like i've grown a lot as an artist since then. a lot of things feel more.. doable?#like instead of being above my skill level it feels more like a challenge.#like i'm also gonna have to do some funky lighting in this piece too... it'll be interesting to see how i can do that#w how i've gotten used to using v specific pencils in a v specific way. it does feel doable. just challenging#mostly i'm just scared of trees.
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if i could choose a pokemiku to cosplay as without stopping to consider feasibility. probably steel miku tbh
#she just looks fun ok!!!!!!#fighter and ground miku are close behind but theyre more doable. theyre also my favorite ones#Whyd I Say Fighter. i meant fighting isndjcnfnc#most of the outfit is straightforward enough actually its mainly#the hat. and the hair#im supposing foam would be the easiest way to do the hat. or even cardboard lmao#but the hair....#the pigtails specifically#cos either u play it straight (a LOT of hair) and do whatever at the ends#or like. can u imagine balloons... cos thats literally the only other way i see it#but imagine the disaster of it popping while ur at a con 😭😭😭
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listen. i love pizza tower with my whole heart & mind. you know this. you Know. but first and foremost i am a character design bitch, and the pizzas are, frankly, very bland. this is not a critique or a complaint, because obviously That's Not The Point and more importantly i would be horrified if anyone tried doing that much animation with anything more complex than what's there. but also it means when i get a taste of some truly whack ass insane design work again it is like fuuuucking catnip
#ive been DEPRIVED......#pizza business is on hiatus i need to play lethal league for 50 hours and make a surely ill-fated cosplay about it#it really is unfortunate fake pep could have been a fun cosplay for the way i wanted to go about it#but for all the schematics i had sketched out it was never a thing i wanted to get up and actually try to Make#and then i wake up the next day after playing llb once and go like oh. ohhhhhh. i need to be doombox irl#and because of that realizing. oh that was misplaced idle thoughts before; i never actually wanted to do fp for real#i was just on that train bc 1. very passionate about the game obviously [and he was kind of my only option to rep pt] and 2.#i think it was a lot of leftover inertia from my PREVIOUS cosplay idea [baozhai from indivisible] that i also never pursued#lots of Makin Stuff drive still existing but not having a place to go.#fp was certainly more doable than baozhai so it was easy to latch on but#still not....really the kind of thing i actually Enjoy making#this one though. ohgghhgh i feel it. i feel the cosmos#i still dont think i'm actually going to complete it. the current projection is that i just make a shitty prototype and then#realize how impossible and unfun this is gonna be and then drop it. [but its fine bc i still got to make stuff and got the idea out]#however. that first pizza comic was also originally a single-image prototype to get the idea across bc#i didn't think i would actually draw out that whole thing either.#so i guess we'll just see what happens. now won't we.#poor fuckin noisette comic 2 man i put it off for so long and then finally get into it and then this happens#ill get back on it eventually this is just something i have to indulge while i have it and get it out of my system#its like evangelion. sometimes you have to write 8k words of analysis. and sometimes you gotta make a really stupid cosplay#anyway hey i should post the fp cosplay schematics huh. i meant to back when i first did them but then didnt. whoops#bweeeaaahh
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VITA 🥹🥹
#bless hyv for that free 10 pull#didnt need it i still have 10k but time to blow it on her equipment bc idgaf abt evolving battlesuits unless theyre farmable!!!!#also I DONT HAVE 30K XTALS FOR THELEMAS SPENDING EVENT FIT BUT HELLLOOOO?? WANT IT SO BAD..#oUGHH THERES ALSO HOF D-KEY AND NEW STIGS FUCK ME UHHHH.... vita first!!!#i literally thought i wouldnt get her in 30 tho so i was fast clicking to skip then i pause and see gold and im like WAIT? WHA-#but i alr clicked away ALKSDJS BUT AAAAA BAE <3#HUH? I GOT B STIG FROM FREE EUIPMENT CARDS AND NEXT 10 PULL WAS T AND M PIECE WHAT THE FUCK#HUH? vita do u love me be honest? 🥺 /no#next 10 was a dupe stig and a lot of torus.. oh no im getting another 3 dupe...#oh im out of xtals rn#MORE THAN HALF WAY TO THELEMAS OUTFIT THO!!!! this is doable#i dont even have thelema BUT I CANT MISS OUT ON THIS FIT!?#less than 20 to her wep.. im excited! 🥺 wont be able to full pri arm immediately though 😭#but im super happy shes here! and i have it all just need wep! ^^#honkai impact 3rd#vita#hi3 vita#gacha pulls#wait it was hofi d-key not hof... oopsies. im fucked LMAO#OH SHIT. I GOT VITAS WEP FROM MY LAST SINGLE PULL I HAVE 8 XTALS TO MY ANEM RN UHHHHHH
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finally got around to doing this! bambi's my mc for all yan games, but here's her design for @14dayswithyou specifically! more details under the cut (tw for burn scar) ♥
also rare jpeg of bambi when she finds out ren was just a persona and he's been lying to her the whole time:
#i like to think bambi's hairstyle is like.. haruko insp. bc she thinks his design is very gender#but in a way that's sneaky and appropriate for work#so when she sees ren for the first time she's like *spiderman pointing meme*#she also just recently picked up skateboarding since returning to corland bay and is NOT good at it#getting to an from work without embarrassing herself in someway is doable but nothing more complicated than that#mc: bambi#14dwy#14 days with you#my art#also her whole vibe is like.. she seems very put together#but it's mainly because her coping mechanisms#are things people associate with people who have their shit together#like she stress cleans#100% will show up at her friends' apartments#when she's had a bad day and clean everything#if she's already cleaned her own house#exercises A LOT but it can get to a point where#people are like#okay there's something a little wrong with u huh#like that calvin and hobbes strip where the dad is like#what could be better than a saturday 6 mile run at dawn in 20 degree weather followed by a big bowl of plain oatmeal and dry toast#or the one where he's out biking during a blizzard#when she lived in the city she also did wrestling and she LOVED being a heel#i def think she'd like to keep doing that but she's still settling into life back at corland bay and not sure if they have much of a#wrestling scene there#anyway all that to say she's very that meme that says fuck yoga i need to break a car with a hammer#very put together looking but one bad day away from throwing all of her dishware out the apartment window
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So yesterday I read "Slimed with Gravy, Ringed by Drink" by Camille Ralphs, an article from the Poetry Foundation on the publication of the First Folio in 1623, a major work without which most of Shakespeare's plays might very well have been lost today, possibly the most influential secular work of literature in the world, you know.
It's a good article overall on the history and mysteries of the Folio. Lots of interesting stuff in there including how Shakespeare has been adapted, the state of many surviving Folios, theories of its accuracy to the text, a really interesting identification of John Milton's own copy currently in the Free Library of Philadelphia, and the fascinating annotations that may have influenced Milton's own poetry!!! Do read it. It's not an atrociously long article but there's a lot of thought-provoking information in there.
There's one paragraph in particular I keep coming back to though, so I'm just gonna quote it down here:
...[T]he Play on Shakespeare series, published by ACMRS Press, the publications division of the Arizona Center for Medieval and Renaissance Studies at Arizona State University... grew out of the Oregon Shakespeare Festival’s plan to “translate” Shakespeare for the current century, bills itself “a new First Folio for a new era.” The 39 newly-commissioned versions of Shakespeare’s plays were written primarily by contemporary dramatists, who were asked to follow the reasonable principle laid out by series editor Lue Douthit: tamper in the name of clarification but submit to “do no harm.” The project was inspired by something the linguist John McWhorter wrote in 1998: “[the] irony today is that the Russians, the French, and other people in foreign countries possess Shakespeare to a much greater extent than we do … [because] they get to enjoy Shakespeare in the language they speak.”
Mainly it's the John McWhorter thing I keep coming back to. Side note: any of my non-native-English-speaking mutuals who have read Shakespeare, I would love to know your experiences. If you have read him in translation, or in the original English, or a mix of both. It's something I do wonder about! Even as an Anglophone reader, I find my experience varies so much just based on which edition of the text I'm reading and how it's presented. There's just so much variety in how to read literature and I would love to know what forces have shaped your own relationships to the stories. But anyway...
The article then goes on to talk about how the anachronistic language in Shakespeare will only fall more and more out of intelligibility for everyone because of how language evolves and yadda yadda yadda. I'm not going to say that that's wrong but I think it massively overlooks the history of the English language and how modern standard English became modern standard English.
First of all, is Shakespeare's language completely unintelligible to native English speakers today? No. Certain words and grammatical tenses have fallen out of use. Many words have shifted in meaning. But with context aiding a contemporary reader, there are very few lines in Shakespeare where the meaning can be said to be "unknown," and abundant lines that are perfectly comprehensible today. On the other hand, it's worth mentioning how many double entendres are well preserved in modern understanding. And additionally, things like archaic grammar and vocabulary are simply hurdles to get over. Once you get familiarized with your thees and thous, they're no longer likely to trip you up so much.
But it's also doubtful that 400 years from now, as the article suggests, our everyday language will be as hard to understand for twenty-fifth century English speakers to comprehend. The English language has significantly stabilized due to colonialism and the international adoption of English as a lingua franca. There are countless dialects within English, but what we consider to be standard international "correct" English will probably not change so radically, since it is so well and far established. The development and proliferation of modern English took a lot of blood and money from the rest of the world, the legacy of which can never be fully restored.
And this was just barely in sight by the time that Shakespeare died. This is why the language of the Elizabethans and Jacobeans is early-modern English. It forms the foundations of modern English, hence why it's mostly intelligible to speakers today, but there are still many antiquated figures within it. Early-modern English was more fluid and liberal. Spelling had not been standardized. Many regions of England still had slight variations in preferences for things like pronouns and verb conjugation. We see this even in works Shakespeare cowrote with the likes of Fletcher and Middleton, as the article points out. Shakespeare's vocabulary may not just reflect style and sentiment, but his Stratford background. His preferences could be deemed more "rustic" than many of his peers reared in London.
Features that make English more consistent now were not formalized yet. That's why Shakespeare sounds so "old." It's not just him being fancy. And there's also the fact that blank verse plays are an entirely neglected art nowadays. Regardless of the comprehensibility of the English, it's still strange for modern audiences uninitiated to Elizabethan literature to sit there and watch a King drop mad poetry about his feelings on stage by himself. The form and style of the entire genre is off.
But that, to me, is why we should read Shakespeare. We SHOULD be challenged. It very much IS within the grasp of a literate adult fluent in English to read one of his plays, in a modern edition with proper assistance and context. It is GOOD to be acquainted with something unfamiliar to us, but within our reach. I'm serious. I do not think I'm so much smarter than everyone else because I read Shakespeare. I don't just read the plain text as it was printed in the First Folio! The scholarship exists which has made Shakespeare accessible to me, and I take advantage of that access for my own pleasure.
This is to say that I disagree with the notion that Shakespeare is better suited to be enjoyed in foreign tongues. I think that's quite a complacent, modern American take. Not to say that the sentiment of McWhorter is wrong; I get what he's saying. And it's quite a beautiful thing that Shakespeare's plays are still so commonly staged, although arguably that comes from a false notion in our culture that Shakespeare is high literature worth preserving, at the expense of the rest of time and history. It is true that his body of work has such a high level of privilege in the so-called Western literary canon that either numerous other writers equally deserve, or no writer ever could possibly deserve.
The effort that goes into making Shakespeare's twenty-first century legacy, though, is a half-assed one. So much illustrious praise and deification of the individual and his works, and yet not as much to understanding the context of his time and place, of his influences, forms, and impacts on the eras which proceeded him. Shakespeare seems to exist in a vacuum with his archaic language, and we read it once or twice in high school when we're forced to, with prosaic translations on the adjoining page. This does not inspire a true appreciation in a culture for Shakespeare but it does reinforce a stereotype that he must be somehow important. It's this shallow stereotype that makes it seem in many minds today that it would be worth it to rip the precise language out of the text of a poet, and spit back out an equivalent "modern translation."
#this is just a stream-of-consciousness rambling. ignore me if im not making sense which im probably not#long post#text post#rant#shakespeare#also to clarify on that last point i am not shitting on the art of translation. AT all.#into other languages that is. nor am i knocking all modern adaptations of shakespeare's works#made with good intent. and also if you enjoy modern translated english shakespeare a la no fear shakespeare#genuinely good for you! that series has helped a lot of people and im glad for them to have that resource#HOWEVER. i WOULD like to challenge the idea that that is the best way to READ shakespeare#i think it's simply a shortcut.#and by all means take a shortcut if what you're reading shakespeare for is the plot. especially if youre new to him!#i DO on the other hand think it is entirely possible for any general reader to eventually be able to read shakespeare#in other types of editions. with the plain text and academic footnotes or annotations.#i do think enjoying the poetry of the works is as enriching as the characters or plot#in fact in the case of characters. the intricacies of the poetry of course enhance them!#you know. like i think the challenge is more doable than we ever really talk about in the mainstream#when you read him in high school you most likely had your english teacher holding your hand through every line#that's basically what the literal prose translations do too. in my opinion.#at least a la no fear shakespeare because those aren't meant to be performed like an equivalent art.#the translations are clarification.#again i think it's entirely possible to adapt the language of shakespeare and even a worthwhile project#but that's not. you know. the thing on the shelves to be read.#we can all still read shakespeare and we are all smart enough to do so.#if we think of early-modern english as another dialect rather than a whole different language#and there are so many mutually intelligible yet very distinct dialects of english around the world today#(the literature of which is also well worth reading) and if one seems approachable. well they all can be.
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a lesson in knowing your rights and knowing to stand your grounds is that i got to convince my landlord to reduce the 650£ fee they tried to deduct from my deposit for 5 chips in the walls to 150£ (which honestly is still far more than it should be, but showing good will made it more likely that I wouldn't have to go through an annoying dispute that I don't have the energy for). lol. im really hot and sexy btw
#if anyone ever needs to scold people in a very professional and corporate way lmk i am SO good at it#the clovis ring#thank u SO much to the people who sent me kofis <3 it helped a LOT during this move#and getting half of my deposit back rather than none of it will help sm . its gonna be paying for the moving truck#so now i just have to worry over the deposit for new place and getting a fridge/washing machine etc#SO much more doable. oh my god. lol
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wait i forgot to complain about something. it sucks supremely that once again just like with ancients they didn't bother giving hatchlings separate cheaper blueprints WHY does the ONLY form of customization for these things have to be so heavily paywalled that's fucking stupidddddd
#dont come at me with the oh well staff needs to make money I Know. That Doesn't Change This#you can't change around an accent the way you can an actual outfit#you're forced to stick with one static in-the-lines-only can't-change-the-lineart singular inferior method of 'dressup'#and it costs a whole thousand gems minimum to do that.#i hate undressable dragons so much its unreal this shit sucks man#at the very least it's helpful that they get their own separate fest skin slots + you can do them as a 3rd entry#so them getting lots of fest skins will actually be doable and good and not fucking ruining fests...#ancient and hatchling blueprints should be half the price of regular ones but now it's too late for both of them. ugh
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What do you think of korvira ?
Hell yeah they could both throw each other around and then team up to come murder me and I’d thank them for it
#ships need to have some kind of canonic plausibility for me to go for them tbh but that’s doable#I like this for s3 kuvira a lot!#also there are a few other ways it could work too#quesTian#tlok
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why is having a social life so expensiveeee
#my biggest expenses apart from rent and health care because germany has an insurance provider system and not a tax-based state system#(i feel bamboozled' how is this 'free' healthcare)#so anyway my biggest expenses apart from those are food and going out#but i can save a lot of money on food if i plan and budget really well#it's not a nice way to live but it's doabel#doable#but a social life however
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this is your sign to read through one of your forgotten cookbooks !!
#read through one today and was like oh. oh wait these all sound good and doable and healthy once i get the ingredience hold on#and was able to figure out dinner for tonight with what we already have with the cookbook as inspiration!!!#everyone drop your cookbook recs here !!#ill go first i was looking through carla lalli music's that sounds so good#and while i have mixed feelings on carla her cookbook is so good and each recipe has a list of potential substitutions for each ingredient#also i do like her way of cooking a lot of the time bc its very different than my current style and i need to mix things up now and again!
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beat undertale yellow!!
#undertale yellow#jfc am i grateful for easy mode. there's no way i would have been able to beat ceroba without it jfCHRIST#the newly implemented dodging mechanic....bruh i know it was in mew mew love blaster and i played the shit out of mew mew love blaster#but i never beat the final boss. + i barely moved and definitely never dodged#yeah even with easy mode i nearly fucking died. so.#it was very good i understand the hype. good music. fun characters#the ANIMATIONS. those were incredible#but yeah i do think the bullet patterns. especially for bosses. were a weaker point#the retry battle option and later the easy mode carried the game through for me#but i think that a lot of the fights in the original game had more patterns that#once you learned the right movement to do. they were avoidable basically 100% of the time#and there definitely were difficult fights that still had that recognition. the gardener is one that comes to mind as being challenging#but doable!#i also think the implementation of new mechanics was a little clumsy occasionally. the wet floor for the mop bot comes to mind#especially in duo fights where the wet floor will stay even when the enemy is spared#(though that may be a bug because the sign doesn't display)#but things like dodging and the shield weren't telegraphed enough within their fights.#and in my opinion were added as mechanical changes too late before two very difficult fights#(pacifist axis and ceroba)#one mechanic i really enjoyed was the lasso. the patterns felt more crafted in line with movement on the lasso. good design#i suppose the audience of undertale yellow is expected to be familiar with undertale but also i felt like blue and orange attacks were#maybe sometimes overused in boss fights. again especially the last 2 in pacifist. to be fair i didn't notice them as much in cerobas#because i didn't notice anything because it was crazy in there#honestly though compared to many many many undertale fangames i've seen. the bullet patterns were very good. some undertale fangames....#anyway i'm glad i played undertale yellow and honestly it made me want more peeks at the underground further in the past#i liked how it made the underground seem a lot bigger#now i want undertale orange-#i've been wanting to replay undertale but its too fresh in my mind still imo. but this helped whet my hunger for undertale/deltarune content
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