#a lil sad and angsty 😢😢😢😢

[zweiginator]

Imagine this for Stepbro Pat: His father is throwing a house party, like gathering, and has neighbors over. Some of those neighbors, who are adults and married, have kids- boys and those boys around your age. So during the party/gathering your talking to one of these boys, who's clearly interested in you. This boy starts whispering in your ear, making you smile, grazing your ass, but being careful to make sure no one's watching- but Patrick sees. And them some jealous over takes him or sum shit. But like then he takes you somewhere in the house where it isn't crowded, your room or his. He fucks you out of jealous but it's like sweet sex? Like he tells you sweetly how much he cares abt you and doesn't like seeing you with other guys, if you get the idea. Anyways just thoughts!

yes and he’s so confused with his emotions. because you’re his stepsister and no he clearly can’t be exclusive with you that’s fucking crazy. but the jealousy he feels in every bone of his body when he sees those boys flirting with you, touching you—it drives him crazy. makes him see red. and patrick is already easy to anger and pretty hotheaded so he has to physically restrain himself. removes himself from the situation.

patrick comes over to you, says some bullshit about his dad asking them to help him in the kitchen with something. you know it’s bullshit since the zweig family hired caterers for this party. and patrick knows you know it’s bullshit. i guess it’s more for show. to see if you’ll follow him.

so you do. and patrick is quiet. so weirdly quiet. takes you to his room and locks the door. and soon he’s rocking into you slowly. it’s more deep and sensual and intimate than it’s ever been before. his moans are shallow like his breaths and he repeats your name, how good you feel. and then he starts telling you how special you are, how beautiful, how nobody in the world is good enough for you.

it makes you shudder beneath him. makes you whimper and your cunt squeeze him tighter. you care about him too. way too much.

your mom and patrick’s dad have talked about it, hushed in the dining room at night when you’re asleep in each others rooms. it’s something nobody wants to bring up but everyone has their suspicions about.

[myownwholewildworld]

wherever you go (a joel miller’s ff) - chapter 9 snippet

chapter 8 | masterlist | read the full chapter here

pairing: outbreak!2003!joel x f!reader. (it's actually 2004 now)

out on: 30th august, ~7-8pm BST

a/n: the next chapter, "the grim reaper's lackey", is an angsty one, let me tell you 😢 hope you guys like this lil' snippet! i'm equally sad and excited for you to read the whole thing! anyways, thank you so much everyone for reading and putting up with my fictional drama! <3 x

snippet warnings: angst. discussions of death. reader is female, no other description given. reader is mid-late 20s, joel is 37. no use of y/n.  joel’s and reader’s pov.

tags aka the drama wagon (let me know if you want to be added/removed from the list pls!): @yesjazzywazzylove-blog @pedrospurplerain @missladym1981

@fancyyoouu @smolbeanzzz @guelyury @bishtrouille

When you woke up, your emotions were weirdly in check. Defeated, you understood there was nothing you could do. About Joyce, about Ava, about yourself. The dice had been cast and nothing could change the end result. So you had to accept your destiny and make the most of what little time you had left with Joel. You momentarily shut your eyes, feeling Joel’s fingertips rubbing your scalp. Swiping your tears, you turned your head ninety degrees to your left, looking up at Joel. He was blankly staring into the distance, lost in his own train of thought. He reminded you of when you two first met and that scared you. You didn’t need to read minds to know what was crossing his. The worst part about dying was not death itself, but the devastation it left on its wakening. Those left behind had to deal with the drowning grief of losing a loved one ― the sorrow, the regrets, the lost opportunities, the what if’s. You grabbed his hand to kiss his knuckles. His eyes slowly drifted down to you, stained with affliction and unspent tears. His thumb ghosted your lips, a caress that tugged at your heart. He bowed down to replace his thumb with his mouth, a light peck that tasted of goodbye.

[darke15]

so last week i found aftermath and since then i read through every thing on your ao3 account and all the extras on here and im foaming oat the mouth for more, absolutely obsessed! I wanted to ask if u have any long angsty fic recs or just recs in general? any fandom any pairing, I trust ur taste implicitly. i love ur work sm and can’t wait for more in the new year!

Hello, love!

I'mma be completely honest, it has been years since I've read anyone else's fanfiction 😢 which is kinda sad and a lil embarassing, I just haven't had any time to ready anything between working and writing chapters for Aftermath, TS&TS, and Origins 😭

I wish I had better answers for you but I don't 😭

I'm sorry 🖤

[evelxtus]

Okay! Sooo, I remember before I fall asleep back then, I was listening to this song [Endless Love] by Jackie Chan! And i remember how much I associate this song to Zhongli and possible reincarnated!lover reader sksksu the lyrics was so romantic and heartbreaking at the same time like:

"Undo the most mysterious wait of mine. The stars are falling, wind is blowing. Finally, once again you are in the embrace of my arms. Our two hearts tremble. Believe in my unwavering sincerity. A thousand years of wait, you have my promise. No matter how much winter has passed. I will never let you go."

Zhongli waiting for his reincarnated lover bc he promised he would wait no matter what 😭😭😭 Idk i just imagine reader maybe dying during the archon war or smth and he promised that he will wait for her no matter how long like shsksgsih noooo 😭😭😭

"Every night is pierced through by heartbreaks. There is no end to my longing. I've gotten used to lonely meetings a long time ago I face it with a smile. Believe me, you chose to wait. No matter how painful it is, there is no running away. Only your warmth can save me from the endless cold."

AND THIS VERSE IS SO PERFECT LIKE SHSJSHSJSJ old schongli was reminiscing his time with you while waiting patiently for your return sjsksja he was undoubtfully lonely, but he was still holding onto your promise bc he wants to see you again 💦😭 like no matter how painful it was for him waiting without any assurance, he will do it just for you :33

"Now tightly hold my hands, and close your eyes. Please think about the times when we were deeply in love. We loved each other too much. That is why we have been in such pain. We cannot even say the words "I love you " to each other"

THE CHORUS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL TOO SJSJSJ it was sung by the girl. and i was thinking maybe they werent really lovers back then xD but just honestly pining bc they were idiots at war and its not clever to have your lover there sjska and even tho they know that they loved each other immensely, silently, they cant say it directly bc...well, not the right time.

AND IMAGINE SCHONGLI PROMISING TO YOU THAT HE WILL TELL U THOSE THREE WORDS ONCE THE WAR IS OVER AND U HELD ONTO IT BUT...BUT...yeah..😢😢

"Love is the only beautiful legend that never changes in our hearts."

Also, this is the last line of the song and this whole song is what makes me fall in love with the Chinese language honestly ehsh it sounds so poetic 😭😭 idk what would be the end of that brainrot really lmao. You could chose if it will be angsty ending where reader did get reborn but...they loved someone else lmao (childeー) or a happy end where schongli and reader united :3

anyway, this song is really lit. It was about true love that stays strong beyond the test of time. About longing and hope :3 i think zhongli had long realized that love is so beautiful as it was painful. yet it cannot be separates by time and space as true love has no distance and time. Maybe all he could do in the end is to let love as...love itself. Accept all of its sides, no matter what the outcome will be :3

Zhongli of the past: "When we meet again, I promised I'll be the one to say those three words to you first...Isn't it something to look forward to?"

HELP THIS IS SO LONG WHWJW

- 🐦 birb anon // raven

THIS IS.... THIS IS.... 😭😭😭💕💕💕

I'll write an end for this brainrot of yours but before I think of that I wanna share it because this is so good!!!

This is sad yet so lovely... I can't imagine how hurt must be zhongli, waiting incessantly for his lover to come back to his arms to never let her go ever again. <333

spoiler but i dont think im gonna give this an angsty ending... maybe a lil bit but not a lot <3333 neither of us deserve it.

[moonbcrry]

the fave in question is dick grayson I literally just wanna spend all day reading angsty hurtful sad grayson fics that will make me cry 💙😢

ohhh i see!! dick grayson angst, it is indeed very common in the fandom. i suggest you to go see a ther - no im kidding. i love dick(i made a lil game here it has two meanings ehehehe) and angst so much its not even a joke anymore...

i also love reading nightwing comics but i didn't have much time recently to read :(( do you like the nightwing comics??