#a form of journaling for him.
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break me, break me, chasing the enemy got a deal with the devil, but i got the stamina ! higher than anything i've ever seen or been right now, everything, everything's empty starving, craving, chasing the remedy i got used to the torture, but no one deserves to be alone break me, break me, chasing the enemy and my soul is hurting, but i got the stamina !
#dj's pickings.#lyrics from: starvation by aurora.#guys i really fucking love this song for him yikes!!!#it's capturing all the thoughts and feelings i'm getting for his post-war arc so to speak#i think i might do this more often actually. hizashi is a huge music oriented muse#both for aesthetics and just for him in general. he also does write lyrics in his spare time#i'm thinking any of the lyric posts i might write in the future are like.. things that i think he'd write for his music#a form of journaling for him.#WOW HEALTHY COPING MECHANISMS ?
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BLOWS DUST OFF-HEY OKAGE BUDDIES WHATS YOUR OPINION ON A FAN SEQUEL? - SPECIFICALLY A COMIC?
Any way I’m working on a fan sequel that takes place 200 years after the original and I really wanted to go a female protag route because I felt like there’s something untapped in such a concept. And also a second legit over powered evil king as well
I’m hoping to get the soup and heart of the series, which it’s tongue and cheek pokes at jrpgs and the roles we play in such games and how I can we do a similar vibe when it comes to both sequels, how a new set of characters act when they have the pressures of the original cast on them and as well as how our new protag is with both our titular evil king and a new king as well. I’ll keep posting the process as I go on!!! Wish me luck!!!!
#okage#okage shadow king#fan art#fan sequel#if you been with me for a bit you know who that girl is#she’s my girl Celeste and yes her name is staying#evil king Stan#Stanley Hihat Trinidad XIV#MY GUY STAN WILL BE BACK AND NO THERE WILL BE NO FAKES TAKING HIS POWER#INSTEAD HE GETS A ANNOYING PROTEGE/LIL BROTHER FIGURE STUCK IN THE FORM OF LIL WHITE CAT#Bel the small lil king in the body of a cat with no memory who the heck he is#all you know is he has his own horrid powers equal to Stan but he also adorable and you have to give him a lil kissy on the forehead lmao#any way the main quests this time is Stan got stuck in a bottle again and you have to figure out why it took 200 years via Rosalyn’s journal#WHICH YOU GET VIA THE NEW HERO CHARACTER BUT PAGES ARE MISSING#AND FOR BEL IS TO HELP HIM WITH HIS MEMORY LOST AND LEARN WHO HE VIA BEATING THIS STORY’S new bosses: THE GREATER SPIRITS AS THEY CALL THEM#WOW IM RAMBLING IN THW TAGS HAHAHA#Galilel art#Celeste
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By the way LOOK at this commission I got from @beeholyshit 😭😭💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖 my first ever comm with Utonium and it's sooo beautiful!!!
#jane journals#self insert#self ship#🔬 starkissed scientist 🔬#I MEANT TO POST IT EARLIER BUT OUGH OTHER THINGS#BUT IM STILL SCREAMING ABOUT AND LOOKING AT IT FOR A THOUSAND YEARS 🥺🥺💖💖💖💖💖#i cant believe how fast and hard i fell for him and this comm JUST SHOWS HOW SWEET THEY ARE UGGHH#and i need to draw my s/i in her alien form more too ajfkf#ANYWAYS EVERYONE LOOK AT THIS! LOOK AT US!
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My brother recently got into Demon Slayer so I wanted to make a kny oc for him since I did it before with both me and my sister and never got around to my brother :)
But I started by refreshing my own design because wow?? It’s been 4 years since I first made my kny insert character and a lot of things are now outdated! Not to mention my art has improved a lot, I hope. More details under the cut!
Meet Ebisu Koharu: youngest of the Ebisu family and physically the weakest. They only barely passed Final Selection by hiding for the entire week and surviving off tips from their older siblings. Nonetheless, they still want to contribute, which is why they hold onto a thick, leather bound book that records every demon they’ve ever met in precise detail, with labeled diagrams and scribbled calculations in the margins of different strengths and weaknesses.
After spending a few years on the job, and properly seeing their data contribute to the successes of other demon slayers, they’ve come a bit more into their own as a competent researcher and fighter, though they still do tend to request paired missions with friends and family to act more as a support role rather than a fighter.
The Ebisu family is one of scholars. The eldest daughter Kaoru is a doctor, and the eldest son Shougen is a chemist. By nature, fighting is not necessarily their strong suit, which is why their family breathing style and techniques are all poison-assisted. Of the three, Koharu is the weakest and most averse to combat— they wield a short half-length blade, with more of a smooth ceremonial hilt and sheath than any practical weapon.
#kny oc#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#it’s so much fun seeing my brother be so late to the party for kny lmao#I love him but his takes are kind of shit ngl.#his character will be absolutely hilarious to do as well#because you better believe I’m going to lean far into how much he simps for giyu#looking for names is so much more fun when I can read some kana and am not using google translate#I found out that the combination of me and my sister’s names form kanari which i will not stop thinking about for ages#four years of improvement and four years of character development! Better character design and research skills#it’s a lot of fun thinking more about details when designing now#I.e. brushes are wildly impractical tools for writing on the go so koharu’s main choice of stationery is an imported fountain pen that cost#a decent amount of their savings#and they wanted their records to last longer so they also invested in a proper leather bound journal (also imported) rather than#a normal string bound book like their normal daily journal. this is also why the books open in different directions#in the event that their fountain pen breaks they Will Cry but they will also commit the details to memory and write them in with a bruh#with a brush after the battle ends
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man. I've been reworking a lot of content involving Act II of Home Is Where You Are and like. ugh. it'd work so freaking well in novel form but I just Do Not have the dedication or the drive to start from scratch and rewrite everything that happens.
idk how else to share the updated version of that part of the story with y'all tho, considering that Khalan's journal is insanely outdated now and isn't entirely canon anymore, so I'll probably just have to accept that I likely won't ever be able to update the story for y'all in the way I wish I could. >n<;;
#spectre says#text post#delete later probably#tbh i'm so tired of being tired#i've had like. no energy to write or draw#even tho. the ideas are there. i've got so many concepts going through my head that i could work on and turn into some kind of tangible art#i tried writing out a new outline for act ii but i got overwhelmed with all the changes and plot holes that still need working out#so idk if i'll even continue with that#even tho it's just bullet points#fhgdjkfg#anyway#the idea of writing everything in novel form just sounds like. SO perfect for the story as it is now#i'd love. to establish both khalan and antony as main characters and focus on what happens to both of them while in Atria#eventually having their stories collide when antony's side of things merges with what's going on with khalan and aya#it'd feel less jarring than how it worked out in the journal#because this part of the story is just as much antony's story as it is khalan and aya's#and he's ultimately the one who fixes things and has 'main character energy' by the end of that act#so establishing him as one of the tertiary main characters early on makes sense i think#but yeah. there's just a lot i'd need to do and i know i wouldn't be able to keep up with it if i did try to start writing.#IM JUST RAMBLING NOW IM SORYO#it's just been on the brain i guess
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Which pose for an arctic fox 👀?
#got a special lad on the way#jackal's journal#really wanna life-size him when I get a chance and have to pick a form
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i think something moonage daydream was really good at doing was capturing a vibe
#sir.txt#the thing it was second best at was painting a picture... that movie is a watercolor rendition of a galaxy to me#i feel like the linear progression of bowie's life in the movie never being marked by any specific dates not even years... it gives it that#not cut and dry feeling. none of these events exist solely in one day of one year they are something that will span longer than ourselves#one day- a couple of hours- stretched into infinity simply by the fact that they were not confined within a date#i think that's something worthy of bowie. to be immortalized not through the medium itself but by how the medium refuses to cage him within#any set parameters that would be too extreme and unsatisfying for him would he be there to choose#instead letting him trespass all those barriers and just be and transcend#my boyfriend says the film is like bowies superstar cosmic journal well i say the film is like bowies watercolor rendition of a galaxy in#formation- and all the stars are still forming and the watercolor still hasn't dried as another layer is added so shades melt within-into-#each other#like how bowie refused to keep himself caged within one style one look one identity he surpassed all of those boundaries and transformed#into something else... it is only fair that the film capture it in a similar way... all of the flashy colors and editing is just a#projection of bowies spirit itself in all its vibrancy and extravagance without being supercilious#this movie was touching but also fun for the sake of fun and eccentric for the sake of eccentricity. it's a must watch for whoever loves#bowie at his most raw and unrestrained and undefined... i felt like falling through the screen to bw held by him at several moments#BECAUSE that's what the movie is it's the galaxy wrapping its arms around the unknowing astronaut#and welcoming them into itself because nobody in this reality is actually an outsider of life- nobody passively observes the universe-#that's something that i found very moving in the film was how bowie surpassed that feeling of all-encompassing loneliness that was#what propeled him to create art... and found acceptance and loving and understood he wasn't alien to all of it.#it's very moving again like i said. but specially movingfor someone like me who struggles so hard not to simply idly observe things and let#life reject me. I can't keep letting these things write themselves into existence over and over and maybe just maybe#that film helped me snap back into a higher sense of lucidity where i realise i have to take control of my life#but like. anyway.#bowies life is very mythologised but in part it is very much a self constructed myth which he himself took the time to skillfully architect#and its such that myth ceases to be only in suspension and untangible: bowie being extraterrestrial.#he.... he integrates so much into the planet he does become an energy traversing through earth. he becomes life itself but in the least self#important way this sentiment could be expressed.#there will never be another bowie- as there will never be another dylan or reed or lennon. there will never be circumstances which will come#but to quote the movie. his life hasnt ended. only changed. thats beautiful. anyways my tags are up
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Dear Ghost (not for long!) Journal,
I have been at the nearest to the castle source of ancient magic practically every night this past week: experimenting, timing how long I (or parts of my body) can stay in a solid state. One cannot be certain of anything when dealing with magic that hasn't really been used for centuries. But at least I know this: the more human I become, the faster I tire out. I do not think I can stay alive for more than a day without it seriously affecting me even in my ghost form. The most I can do consistently — have my hands (for writing letters) for half a way every day and then maaaybe being full Richard for almost a day once a week (but my body requires sleep as well so I will have to account for that).
I've made some interesting discoveries as well. At some point I accidentally got a paper cut from flipping the pages of my notebook, and guess what: when I turned into my ghostly form later on — the cut was still there! I have used my hands in their corporal state the most so it was rather surprising a few days later to see that my finger started healing! Does it mean that when I am human my body ages as well? Do I require food? Does it mean that there is a possibility of permanent death for me if I die in my human form? I am not sure I want to find this one out but I know some ghosts that would gladly prefer to die twice just to finally move on from this world.
Ah, and if you were curious, during the day I was mostly... Working, really. Answering letter — yes, that too. But I've been running little errands in Hogsmeade as well: I found a shopkeeper willing to lend me his broom for a few days in the middle of the week if I do some light work for him around the shop. It is a great opportunity since now I can try to be a real human being again every Thursday and not waste an entire day getting to the castle like I did last week...
Tomorrow I will try to turn fully corporal again and hang out with people! This is exciting! I didn't get a chance to eat last time so I've been craving some pumpkin pasties this whole week!
#Richard Jackdaw#Hogwarts Legacy rp#Hogwarts Legacy#Entry 3#Ghost Journal#The Real Boy Thursday#tw: death#[Ooc: once again I do not truly wish to bring Richard back from the dead]#[He is a tragic character]#[I create limitations for him on purpose]#[But he is comforting and I do want to roleplay different possibilities and universes and timelines with him]#[So it is just something fun for me]#[Feel free to talk to him in any way shape or form that you wish]#[I am in a bit of an rp burnout at the moment so things are going slow]#Real Boy Thursday
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i love gravity falls for the way it introduced the author of the journals, stans twin brother, and dippers idol in one character in a really good two episode plot that adds him to the main cast and launches the series into its end-game phase,,,,and then the next episode they end up making that guy into DnD,,its amazing
#i do love it because i think the series does a good job of setting up who stanford is as a person#despite the fact that the series is like 3/4ths through its episodes by that point#like hes kinda there in the form of the journals but you see him in person and the transition feels so natural#god i need to rewatch gravity falls again
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i know i said i needed to rewrites parts of his backstory because of a major change i might and i will. but i also don't feel like making any anticipation for this because honestly? it doesn't change too much about him...
basically, patrick is trans (ftm). he transitioned in secondary school and while out about his queerness, his gender is something he keeps more to himself.
#the professor's journal ( psa. )#honestly? this actually explains a LOT about some of the things he does#like how he insists on being a gentleman....well that's a form masculinity that he vibes#also the fact that like almost everything in his life isn't necessarily something he was born so much as he gained/created for himself#over time#i will have to at least rewrite the parts about his early childhood#buuuuut.....this is also does simplify a few things for me too <3#oh and his relationship status is still the same#i can now say though that patrick's tastes can boil basically: 'women and hyuk' JFKLSDJFLSJ#but really he's still demi so it's still: 'felicity and hyuk'#in no particular order <3#look i know he doesn't garter a ton of attention bc he's single ship old#not white and now not cis#but wtf not it's not like i'm looking for him to be popular anyways
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forcing myself into working on TSP today and so far all i've got is Mike's plant watering schedule and the world's most depressing to-do list.
he refuses to get himself down on a document so i gotta tackle him from the peripheries of his day to day life.
#texts.#apparently his theme song is painkillers by RKS.#s i g h#the annoyance of writing someone's story in the form of journal entries. like why is this so damn hard.#i DO like the idea of seeding him out via to-do lists. tells a lot about a person's psyche.#mike 'i may be queer but i have a job so i don't have time to think about that right now' delgado the man you are#... i forgot what my non-aesthetic tsp tag is
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#sappho durrell#journals and letters#I need to fall apart […] not to let him in but to get him out#release of the self; the self as formed by the father—‘he turned my own face against me’
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5, 11, 24 and 42 for Verian !
guess who forgor to answer these lmaooooo
5. What is your PC’s idle animation?
He cycles through several: 1. He shifts his weight, looks over his shoulder, and reaches reflexively for his Raven Queen amulet. 2. He removes a crossbow bolt from the pouch on his belt and spins it in his fingers, then replaces it. 3. He nudges at something on the ground with one of his crutches and frowns at what it does in response, then shakes his head so his ponytail settles across on his other shoulder.
11. How does your PC show affection?
Quality tiiiiiiiime. he's so big on like. parallel play and co-vibing. he's also a gift giver, but he doesn't like the attention that can come with giving gifts? so he like.... leaves gifts for people. huh he's a cat lol
24. If your PC found a book that detailed their whole life, from birth to whatever death they’ll have, would they read it and why?
no. there would be a bit of temptation, maybe, to skip to the end and see if... see what it was like, and how much longer he has to go. he might want to revisit the memories of his childhood that have faded now, but in the end, he wouldn't. too much he doesn't want to relive, and too much he doesn't feel he would be able to know about the future without giving up, one way or the other.
42. Who is your PC’s favorite NPC(s) and why?
maggie maggie maggie maggie maggie uhhhhh i mean.... he feels safe and understood by maggie (i am still not over her calling him "v" like a cool guy) and also, of any of the people he's traveling with or adjacent to, he feels confident that, well....... everyone else will be safe too, from one (potential) threat in particular :) :')
#he trusts that maggie would put him down if his raven form Wins is what i mean#(this is in progress. there's a questioning beliefs quest in the journal.)#verian magri#weird eyes and pronouns
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Ok its fucking. 7am and I've been up since 5 (gotta love early shifts when u need to take the bus) so no one's gonna see this sooo....
I've been thinking about a Pikmin OC for a particular character. I've seen a lot of rly cool wraith OCs and we've seen a couple different types so I thought it might be cool to give it a try! I was thinking some kind of Honeywraith that's honeycomb-themed and kinda attracts/controls bugs and bug-like enemies.
#jane journals#self insert talk#...not rly tho#i think itd be pretty neat!!#i mean i love that one persons wraith au with pom!! shes so cute!!#and her wraith form is GORGEOUS#im not saying mine would be quite that level of good but i wanna give it a try#and idk bees are kinda my thing#so honey/bee/bug theme makes sense...right?#not just cause certain characters are associated with bugs#god im such a fuckin mess lately 😂😂 i got too much goin on#i need a break#but yeah ougghhh idk this is kinda weird#like...olimar had the plasmwraith be obsessed with him!!#doesnt someone else deserve that.#well no he doesnt but still
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no but actually the horror of bill's physical form. no more possession, no more flitting around dreamworlds. trapped!!!!! crushed by awful flesh & crystal & stone!!!! forever!!!! forever
#in weirdmageddon 3 he does change form but it's unclear what the mechanics of this are#also i got the impression from w3 that shaking ford's/stan's hand & being admitted to his mind is different to possession#which is again different to him entering ford's dreamscape in tlmc#actually is it ever explained how he managed to do that despite ford's cranial plate ???? does the plate only stop possession then???#it's probably in journal 3 & i just haven't checked & i'm about to look very very silly lmao
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hc that the reason ford is so terrible with earth computers despite almost certainly having encountered more recent technology + technology based on current era technology while in the multiverse is that he's gotten way too familiar with alien computers and keeps trying to make normal computers work that way
#☢️.txt#ik canon is likely that he is just Bad at comp sci since he cant use fiddlefords laptop#but like. hes presumably a high energy physicist in the 70s#he likely wouldve encountered C by that point!#SQL came out in 78! and as far as we know he was reading journals even in gravity falls#hell even a lot of his pre-fiddleford tech seems to have relied on some form of computing#my personal hc is somewhere between 'ford is doing learned incompetence on everyone bc he thinks the idea of pcs is Silly and Pointless'#and 'ford was running everything entirely by hand until fiddleford showed up and forced him to use computers because no stanford you cannot#do this by hand actually. please for the love of something just use a calculator'#but i DO think the core issue is that ford is really bad at logic (the math subfield) and thats some of the basis of his animosity#hes really good at the type of math needed in physics and hes even pretty decent at working in different bases#but he struggles with stuff like logic gates bc he. does not think like most people. smth smth ford isnt just an anomaly due to his hands#his thought processes are different enough from other people that he struggles to make sense of coding languages#i think he also (and id argue this canon) makes massive leaps in logic that are hard to translate into code#if youre always making massive connections between things and seeing patterns but you dont always realize other people didnt pick up on the#then its really hard to write code for it bc you have to tell the computer Absolutely Everything#and ford isnt exactly known for his documentation lmao#ford pines
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