#a breather in between. this is ridiculous. im clinging to every little bit of free time i can wiggle in between things to try and do thing | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

saccharrine · 11 months ago

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on a new, third hand, I wanna QUITTTTTTTTTTTTTT

on one hand i really appreciate my boss prioritizing me when extra shifts open up on the other im going to become the joker if i have to spend too much time in that damn shop

#no more shifts!!! no more!!!!#if my boss doesn't agree to keep my schedule regular from now on and not overload me with hours i am putting in my 2 weeks #i cant!!! im a full time student!!! i cant be doing all these hours i need to do homework and study and exist!!!!!!#god cost of living here is so expensive my financial aid does not cover that shit god i cant just quit #<- desperate to not take loans #fuck america man. why does education have to be so so expensive here #fuck this area specifically why does my rent have to be so so expensive too!!!#im having days where i'm waking up at 8 am. doing homework. going to class. going to work. studying at home. passing out at 2 am all withou #a breather in between. this is ridiculous. im clinging to every little bit of free time i can wiggle in between things to try and do thing #that make me happy but its still so hard #i got a nice moment over the winter break where i had no class and just work but now that classes are back i can already tell i cant do it #its also annoying that im stupidly social because if i go a day without talking to a friend or something i get all depressed and mopey #it is sosososo embarrassing to have to always go in my friends dms and be like “call? 🥺” i feel so pathetic when i do so #basically all of my friends are introverts so im almost always the person to initiate contact and while they say they dont mind i would #really appreciate it if people reached out to me first sometimes because i end up worrying that im cornering them into talking with me #anyways yeah im probably quitting

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