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professor-abeloved · 7 years ago

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Back In the Closet [an original story]

Title: Back In the Closet

Summary: Between stolen glances behind shades and lenses and stolen moments behind closed doors, Bill didn’t quite know what he entered when he started seeing Tony… but he knew it that shouldn’t go past the closet door.

Or: In Which Tony and Bill’s relationship is basically the chorus of The All-American Rejects’ “Dirty Little Secret”.

Characters: Tony Ibarra-Amoroso [nerd / hss mc], Bill Abandontao [wallflower / hss oc]

Ships: Bill/Tony in a secret “friends-with-benefits-except-they’re-both-catching-Feelings” thing

Notes: I’m just. Having Nostalgic Feelings about my stupid insecure bi boys who could be happy if they could just… show Emotions. Let me live.

Warnings for a implied/referenced transphobic, homophobic environment as well as abusive guardians (specifically a father and grandfather).

He kept absolutely still as the footsteps got louder.

Bill barely dared to breathe as the footsteps stopped directly in front of the closet’s door. The musty smell of the janitor’s detergent and other cleaning supplies made his nose itch, but he was determined not to make a sound. He bit his lip, praying and hoping and pleading that the person would move on before he and his... companion were discovered inside.

Bill met his companion’s gaze in the semi-darkness of the closet. He gave the stoniest glare he could muster. Say something, and I will end you.

Tony rolled his eyes, but blessedly kept his mouth shut.

After a few particularly torturous moments, the footsteps passed.

Bill let out a sigh of relief.

“Come on, blondie. Let’s blow this popsicle stand,” said Tony. Without warning, he kicked the door of the closet open. Light flooded in, making Bill hiss as he scrambled to put on his shades to shield his eyes from the glaring brightness. Damn light-sensitive eyes. They were useful for seeing a bit more in the darkness, but not so much for… well, everything else. Like when your companion-slash-secret-fuckbuddy suddenly opens the door without warning. Christ, Tony.

“I can’t believe I’m finally coming out of the closet,” Tony mused as he sauntered out, Bill following closely at his heels.

Under normal circumstances, Bill would’ve met Tony’s quip with a snicker or small smirk. However, he was still on edge and constantly kept checking the hallways to see if anyone else had passed by - or worse, had caught them.

Bill didn’t know what would happen if anyone did, but god, he wasn’t eager to find out.

“What?” Tony crossed his arms as he gave Bill a look. “You wouldn’t wanna be caught fooling around with me, is that it, coolkid?”

Although the shorter boy’s voice was mocking in a playful way, Bill caught a glimpse of the conflicting sea of emotions in his gaze. Although stubborn and downright infuriating at times, Tony had a side of him that was softer and sweeter than the ‘cocky playboy’ persona he presented in public. It was a side of him that allowed Bill to sense how secretly insecure Tony was.

It was a side of him that Bill had slowly come to know… and come to care about.

It helped him see Tony as a kindred spirit; after all, both of them were had carefully crafted reputations to keep. If people, especially Tony’s billionaire executive CEO father, saw Tony as anything less than his picture-perfect ‘daughter’… if people, especially Bill’s old-fashioned homophobic grandfather, saw Bill as anything other than the reserved yet often-overlooked honors’ student…

There would be trouble.

Bill couldn’t risk that. He wouldn’t risk putting both of them in danger.

He sighed softly, shaking his head. He stepped in closer to Tony and slowly brought a hand to cup Tony’s cheek. Tony looked up in surprise, blue eyes wide and questioning behind his lenses.

“Honestly, there’s no one I’d rather get caught with,” Bill admitted, a rare smile on his lips. His smile grew as Tony’s face turned the slightest bit red. Feeling a surge of fondness, Bill let his thumb softly caress Tony’s flushed cheeks. Guess you weren’t as unaffected as you tried to make out.

Not that Bill was one to talk, the way his heartbeat had sped up at the way Tony had inched closer after he said that.

“But?” Tony prompted, hope and doubt waging war within in his eyes.

Ah, yes, there was always a ‘but’.

Bill masked his uneasiness with vague half-smile.

“But I really rather not get caught yet. The game isn’t fun if it ends too early. You know that as well as I do.” He gently patted Tony’s face once and let go. Without a backward glance, Bill turned to leave, shoving his hands into pockets.

He tried to ignore the way his hands felt bereft of warmth, and the way Tony looked as he left him alone in the hall.

#el writes #tony ibarra amoroso #bill abandonato #bill x tony #original writing #look at my fab gay ocs

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terrordave1 · 7 years ago

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Would you believe something as simple as a friend’s Christmas list could help sweep away the holiday blues? It did for me, though not in a syrupy Hallmark Channel sort of way, but rather with a nostalgic boost of horror that was like reconnecting with an old pal; one you never should have lost touch with in the first place. It all started a few weeks back while doing some online shopping. I was looking over the other Terror Dave’s Amazon “Wish list” hoping to fill in a few gaps when one of his requests seized my attention. It was a new book (written about older ones) titled “Paperbacks from Hell” and written by Grady Hendrix. The adventure that followed would not only melt this Winter Warlock’s heart but likely impact his coming year as well. Before I explain, I’d like to clarify this is NOT a book review. Don’t get me wrong, it’s a phenomenal book; loaded with enough illustrations to merit your coffee table and absolutely worth buying. However, in keeping with the spirit of season, I’d rather spotlight its Sin-spirational subject matter instead.

Whether onscreen or in written form, I couldn’t get enough horror back in the mid/late ‘80s when I was in high school. This inspired constant trips to the local Homewood Video while frequenting our now extinct Crown Book Store in search of paperbacks. I remember bypassing all the best-selling hardcovers displayed in the center aisle and making a sharp left to the appropriate section marked “Horror.” There, I’d plant myself for the better part of an hour rifling through titles while deciding which ones to take home. Considering the abundant selection, this was no easy feat and often required breaking the universal rule of not judging books by their covers. And talk about eye candy! The art featured on these books were usually gruesome, unintentionally hilarious, and often successful in their goal of inspiring a purchase.

“Nightscape” Stephen R. George (1992)

“Evil Eye” Ehren M. Ehly (1989)

“Spawn” Shaun Hutson (1983)

“Toy Cemetery” William W. Johnstone (1987)

“Evilway” Ryan O. Moses (1990)

“Deadly Nature” V.M. Thompson (1988)

“Goblins” Vincent Courtney (1994)

Despite routinely passing its old location, I’d forgotten all about the store and its grisly offerings. Just one glance at “Paperbacks from Hell” brought it all back to me; wiping away my doldrums like a pulpy hit of Prozac. I quickly ordered TWO copies, one for David and one for myself, while contemplating a fun way to gift it. Then it hit me; why not embellish this book with a few of those old ones? Naturally, the first step was searching the Internet but this quickly evolved into visiting used book stores on foot. As a lifelong collector of everything from comic books to dinosaur models, I know full well that despite the ease of online shopping there’s still something to be said for the good, old-fashioned thrill of the hunt! Not to mention there were so many offerings during their golden age (early ‘70s through early ‘90s), I’d stand a much better chance of spotting something obscure on a store shelf anyway. The trick was finding the right shelf.

Pilson Community Books Chicago

My first stop was in Schererville, Indiana at a place called “The Cat’s Tale.” Figuring I couldn’t go wrong with a cozy little moniker like that, I walked inside full of anticipation. It looked so quaint from the outside I had visions of seeing a stone fireplace behind a wise, old sage blowing the dust off an ancient classic before guiding me to the treasures I sought . This fantasy quickly dissolved after walking inside and witnessing what can only be described as a tornado hitting a library. Books were strewn about pell-mell with many covering the floor and blocking the aisles. As for my “wise old sage,” she was in her mid-thirties and so focused on her laptop, she barely glanced when I triggered the welcome chimes. After an hour of tripping over books I was disappointed to discover there wasn’t much in the way of horror. I was about to leave when I spotted the familiar Zebra Books logo. In terms of ‘80s trash novels, Zebra and Leisure Books were pretty much at the top of the heap! Best of all, it was written by one of my favorite, forgotten authors.

“The Uninvited” William W. Johnstone (1988)

At an age when everyone was talking about King and Koontz, the far more ambiguous William W. Johnstone was no less active. He’d pen over two-hundred books, mostly westerns, along with twenty-five horror titles including this one, “The Uninvited” (1988). It’s about an army of mutant cockroaches terrorizing a small Louisiana town and I remember thinking at the time, “David, ole ‘bug guy,’ ole buddy, ole pal…I’m sorry but this one stays with me!” And in the blink of an eye, my new horror paperback collection was born.

As soon as I got home I opened the cover and was inundated by that glorious “old book” smell. I do love those musty fumes despite their denoting chemical breakdown and the novel’s decay. Regardless of its fragility, this one was in fairly good shape with relatively few creases. I’ve always been gentle with my paperbacks and never understood folks opening theirs so widely they crack the hell out of the spines. Unfortunately, this would prove more the rule than the exception.

My next purchase was via eBay and featured another popular Zebra Book author, Ruby Jean Jensen. I haven’t read this one yet, but what made the transaction so memorable was its seller.

“Jump Rope” Ruby Jean Jensen (1988)

She sent me a message thanking me for my purchase along with a Wiccan blessing. I told her I appreciated it, as I could use all the White Magic I could get these days. Later, after the book arrived, I discovered she’d added a small bag of charms, a personal prayer, and medallion featuring a figure eight (symbol for overcoming obstacles). Once again, those old paperbacks inadvertently brought joy.

I finished reading “The Uninvited” in less than 24 hours and decided my next one would be “Incubus” by Ray Russell. This was another online purchase and caught my attention due to my familiarity with the 1982 film. Though the movie is pretty dull, the same can’t be said for it’s source. “Incubus” would be the second novel I’d finish inside a day, and to think I’d been having trouble finishing books this past year on account of getting too sleepy. Who knew the answer to my short attention span was simply finding material with a lot more sex and violence? And this tale, featuring a medieval demon murdering women with his enormous penis while leaving gallons of semen in his wake, had plenty of both! (Hey, I warned you this wasn’t gonna be like the Hallmark Channel)

“Incubus” Ray Russell (1976)

Now that my new horror paperback collection was underway, I needed to get back to my original mission of David’s gift. Unfortunately, after visiting several bookstores and thrift shops, I’d consistently come up empty. This would all change with the discovery of “Bucket O’ Blood Books and Records” which would not only be a random find (and with Christmas just over a week away), but prove a one-stop-shop! This Chicago store specifically caters to horror and sci-fi and had a large large selection of used books! Talk about a holiday miracle!

Thankfully, they were affordable enough for me to send multiples with David’s gifts as planned. I may not have been able to bring him with me on this adventure, but was determined to send him a bit of my own Used Bookstore instead.

For around $50 I got a large brown bag full; plenty for both of us Daves. Most weren’t in collectible condition but fine for reading purposes. When I’m done, I figure I can always go back and trade them in for more!

I asked the owner how often they replenish their stock and he suggested I visit every couple months or so. He also admitted it’s been a challenge keeping used horror books on the shelves these days .

“Why is that?” I asked.

The man rolled his eyes. “There’s this book that came out called ‘Paperbacks from Hell,” he said. “Now everyone’s out looking for these damn things. Drives me crazy how impressionable people are.”

“Really?” I said blankly. “Never heard of it.”

Dave Fuentes~

“Paperbacks from Hell” Conjures Pulpy Pleasure! Would you believe something as simple as a friend's Christmas list could help sweep away the holiday blues?

#"Deadly Nature" V.M. Thompson (1988)#"Goblins" Vincent Courtney (1994)#"Incubus" Ray Russell (1976)#Evil Eye Ehren M. Ehly #Evilway Ryon O. Moses #Grady Hendrix #Horror Paperbooks #Incubus #Nightscape Stephen R George #Paperbacks from Hell #Ray Russell #Ruby Jean Jensen #Spawn Shaun Hutson #The Uninvited Johnstone #Toy Cemetery William W. Johnstone #William W. Johnstone

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tragicbooks · 8 years ago

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For anyone who doesn't get why old book smell is special, meet these two scientists.

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Cecilia Bembibre and Matija Strlič remember how it smells to enter the library of Dean and Chapter.

The library is nestled above the main floor of St. Paul’s Cathedral in London, tucked away behind the southwest tower. Coming through the long stone corridors of the cathedral, a visitor is met with a tall wooden door, usually kept closed. The outside world might be full of the smell of fumes from central London’s busy roads or the incense that wafts through the church, but once you open that door, a different smell envelops you. It’s woody, musty, and a little bit familiar.

“It is a combination of paper, leather, wood ... and time,” said the pair.

Photograph by Graham Lacdao/Chapter of St. Paul's Cathedral.

Bembibre and Strlič are scientists from the University College London’s Institute for Sustainable Heritage. Many people might find the aroma of an old, yellowing book nostalgic, but for Bembibre and Strlič, it can be so much more.

For them, what we smell is just as much a part of our heritage as what we see or hear — and they’re on a mission to preserve it.

Matija Strlič smelling a 17th-century archival document at the National Archives of The Netherlands. Photo via Bembibre and Strlič, used with permission.

Though the first thing to come to mind when imagining a "historic odor" might be something like London’s Great Stink, odors don’t just need to be exceedingly unpleasant to be historically relevant. Anyone born after 1960 might get a whiff of childhood nostalgia when smelling Play-Doh’s sweet, yet pungent aroma, for example. Bembibre and Strlič want to create a scientific way to describe those kinds of smells.

For their latest work, the pair used both high-tech chemistry and an old-fashioned human nose to document the smell of books.

Volunteers were asked to describe either the aroma of the cathedral library (woody, smoky, vanilla) or antique books (chocolate, burnt, mothballs). Bembibre and Strlič then combined these descriptors with analyses of the faint, airborne scent-laden chemicals (known as VOCs) that the items or locations were giving off.

The pair then synthesized these findings into the Historic Book Odour Wheel, which pairs the chemical signatures and human descriptors together. Using it, you can see that a book with a rich caramel smell might be impregnated with the chemical furfural or one with an old-clothing funk might be giving off the chemical hexanal.

This wheel is a step toward creating a more standardized scientific vocabulary around aromas, which could be useful for many areas, not just books. Museums, for instance, could use this kind of chemical analysis to build scent profiles of modern cultural attractions or reverse engineer the smell of some long-gone food, event, or time.

"By documenting the words used by the visitors to describe a heritage smell, our study opens a discussion about developing a vocabulary to identify aromas that have cultural meaning and significance,” said Bembibre in a press release.

Museums and organizations are already embracing scent as a part of our heritage.

The Jorvik Viking Centre in York, England, for example, used scents to recreate the authentic aroma of 1,000-year old Vikings. On the sweeter-smelling side of things, the town of Grasse, located in the hills of the French riviera, is pushing UNESCO to officially recognize their centuries-old perfumeries.

A worker sits up to her neck in rose petals at the Molinard perfume factory in Grasse. Photo from 1955. Photo by George W. Hales/Fox Photos/Getty Images

In 2001, Japan’s Environmental Ministry created a list of 100 natural and cultural sites with especially beautiful or poignant scents, such as the smell of sulfurous hot springs, lavender blossoms, or grilled eel.

“We hope that this will raise awareness of people at the local level and lead to a rediscovery of fragrant areas and their preservation,” said ministry official Tetsuo Ishii at the time.

“Our knowledge of the past is odourless,” the authors write in their paper. But our lives aren’t.

Extracting the smell of a 18th-century bible in the Spangle Bedroom at Knole House. Photo via National Trust/James Dobson.

Perhaps it’s fitting for us to finally consider odors as part of our historical heritage, given their special relationship with memory. Unlike sight, sound, or touch, our olfactory bulbs have direct connections to the parts of the brain that control emotion and memory. This could be why research has shown that odor memories are often unusually vivid and emotional.

“Every day we encounter hundreds of smells, and they have an impact on how we think, feel and behave," said the authors in an email. Though we tend to ignore them, we can all conjure up personal, emotional memories through smells, whether it's the scent of cherry blossoms, your dad's cologne, or even opening up a special book.

The authors are now inviting other scientists, philosophers, and researchers to talk about what a heritage smell archive would look like. Perhaps it’d be made up of physical samples or detailed chemical signatures or stories of human life. Perhaps all of the above.

Their work was published in the journal Heritage Science.

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socialviralnews · 8 years ago