#Zen Freeman

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Fred Falke, Zen Freeman, Ampersounds I'm In Love With You (Extended Mix)

[cardo-de-comer]

xen

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[janirah]

Applying bandages

"Three hours, Stanley! Three hours after the estimated time of your group's return! No communication, no emergency beacon signal! Can you imagine what I thought, how many scenarios to run in my head?!"

N yelled at the Zen portal operators, demanding to speed up its launch, until Dr. Freeman pulled him away and told not to disturb people.

[kaccvcate]

A friend of mine asked me about my time in Europe, decided to share here as well. For six months when I was 15 I lived in Almere-Stadt, which is near Amsterdam. I got to see the city a few times but I was too lonely to enjoy it. Some highlights I remember:

On my 16th birthday I just wanted to walk around Amsterdam, I knew from long experience to never ask for anything, and the old city is so beautiful it would make me happy in spite of it all. My mom screamed at me the entire time we walked around the city, all afternoon she lit into me, in front of strangers and everything, telling me how worthless I was, how I should die, how I was too stupid to be successful in school, all sorts of things, at top volume, without end. I was used to this so I took it completely zen, I just listened and never said a word or cried. Even my step dad who raped me said she was being excessive. She kept it up all day until I got home and went to bed. That's when I knew I would die there. After that my step dad began surreptitiously taking photos of me through the windows over the door to the bathroom and my bedroom while I was sleeping and when I would get out of the shower. I began sleeping with a knife beside me. In the street I found it impossible to connect with others. I would smile and wave and people would scowl or completely ignore me, even other people with mohawks. (Or to use the old saying, they wouldn't even speak to me.) Every day I saw trains and thought of jumping. I was very lucky that my dad had sued for custody of me, and very unlucky that the judgement was made in Miami, where the people observing were somehow too stupid to see that my parents were coercing me into acting in a certain way. My mom and step dad could not more obviously be unfit parents. I called the Dutch police on them for a fight once, and they were threatening to take us away after one single glance at the house. I couldn't say anything to the American social workers outright during the custody battle because my mom and step dad would beat me and take everything out of my room until it was empty for months on end when I was honest with people about how I was being treated. I tried to act out for attention. I told everyone I could what was happening for years. Simply my mom and step dad told them I was lying and they decided because I am who I am, and look how I look, I must be. My mom is redhaired and very fair skinned, and my step dad is damn near 100% German, so I have a feeling why people were so quick to believe them over me, a helpless child fighting any way I could. I was lucky by the time I lived in Amsterdam I was big enough to really hurt my step dad, when I was younger he would grope my chest in front of my mom while I screamed and cried and begged him to stop, I would bite and kick him as hard as I could and my mom would punish me for defending myself.

If you pussies can't hear about this shit then just block me, I don't care if it hurts to hear cause it hurt more when it happened to me. I'm sick of fucking cunts not listening to me because my words are unpleasant. I swear I'm writing down and recording every beautiful thing I can think of at all times.

And if you'd like to talk to these people, their names are:

Allison Leigh Fleming, born September 19, 1971

Rigel Cameron Freeman, born March 22 1986 (give or take a year or a couple days.)

And Rigel has custody of my youngest brother, Griffin, who is my mom's son but not his blood relative. I don't know that he's being sexually abused, but I have reason to suspect.

Rigel had helpfully shared his phone number and email for us here, I don't know if he changed it yet, but I did share it publicly with his full name on this blog when he sent it. I believe he still lives in the Netherlands.

[fineanywaymp3]

top songs - september 2024

Tarha Tadagh // Imarhan

Позови меня с собой // Palina

Dromale // Niaz Diasamidze, 33A

Tamara // Bajaga & Instruktori

Pueblo // makko

Anyone Who Knows What Love Is (Will Understand) // Irma Thomas

Haiyu // Mariem Hassan

Ms. Jackson // Outkast

Így szólt hozzám a dédapám // Skorpio

Mam Dosc // Kryzys

Rano Ranila // Trio Mopmu

Saayndhu Saayndhu // Sanah Moidutty

Eden // Arekta Rock Band

Верю я // Bravo

Porteghale Man // Marjan Farsad

Cija Si // Toše Proeski

Can I Call You Rose? // Thee Sacred Souls

Cave // Muse

Keren Chave // Ando Drom

Земля // Alexey Krivdin

Yjeek Youm // Bahjat

Ana // Romeo

Lobanja // Kobrica

Raindrops Cleansing It All // Zen Life Relax

Erojaisryyppy // mammantytöt!

Damiskhi, Damalevine // Mgzavrebi

Лирическая // СОЮЗ

Kothbiro // Ayub Ogada

everything i wanted // Billie Eilish

Voik // Noid

Gloomy Love - Falake - Xinjiang Tajik Folk Songs // Aizimu, Huxi Dili, Guli Naer, Ahong Jiang

Nwe Iet Met Htee // Linn Linn

Age Of Man // Greta Van Fleet

Яд // Erika Lundmoen

Odoje Pasleptas // Flash Voyage

Siarad // Parisa Fouladi

Mmmh // KAI

Don't Go Insane // DPR IAN

Nothing Feels Better // Pink Sweat$

但願人長久 // Teresa Teng

Csillag Vagy Fecske // Kispál és a Borz

NASUPETI // Olivia Komahcheet

Скрипка-лиса // Igor Sarukhanov

Ready // Rida Radar, Captayn Freeman

Purple Haze // Jimi Hendrix

Я їду додому - 2023 Version // Okean Elzy

Mborayhu Asy // Tekove

La Belle De Jour // Alceu Valença

undankbar // makko

Juanita la Chismosa // El Caribefunk

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New Zen - Michael Freeman

[fsbd-rockford-il]

10 Savvy Apartment Bathrooms

Don't let a small bathroom put you in a design dilemma. These small apartment bathrooms incorporate smart and stylish storage solutions with an effective layout to make up for the lack of square footage.

Floating Shelves The narrow floating shelves take up little room while providing ample storage space. Plus, it leaves floor space available under the shelves for other storage solutions, like these baskets.

Extended Countertop Instead of extending the full countertop across the wall, conserve space by creating a small ledge. This is a perfect home for smaller pieces. Design by Andreas Charalambous.

Up the Wall Designer Erica Islas takes full advantage of wall space in this modern Zen bathroom with a floating vanity, miniature mirror and wall shelves above the toilet for a spa-like atmosphere.

Built-In Shelves Built-in shelves in the bathroom provide an opportunity for creativity, while still offering a practical storage solution. Only place a few items on each shelf for a clean, uncluttered look.

Vanity Cabinets These built-in units offer hidden storage without stealing bathroom space. Design by Susan Fredman.

Light Palette To make a space appear larger, always use a lighter color palette. Designer Lori Dennis uses crisp white walls and flooring with a light wood vanity to amplify this simple, modern bathroom.

Space Conservation When space is a concern, opt for a standup shower instead of a bathtub. It will conserve space and allow for more design creativity around the room.

Room Reflection Designer Joseph Pubillones incorporates a floating vanity in this contemporary bathroom. Surrounding mirrors give the illusion of a much larger space.

Simple Decor For smaller spaces, simplicity is key. A crisp stainless steel bathroom is given a splash of color with a simple flower arrangement and minimal decor. Design by Belont Freeman.

Sized to Fit A miniature vanity with a small storage shelf and matching mirror are a perfect fit for this contemporary bathroom. A sheer white curtain and white-tiled walls visually expand the space.

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Огляд нового альбому Cinematic Youth. Автор пісень/вокаліст/продюсер Waves_On_Waves (Голлівуд) у співпраці з Grum (Шотландія), Zen Freeman (Лос-Анджелес), Ten Words (Мілан), Castles Made Of Sky (Сіетл), Headstrong (Йоркшир) Тім Ченс (Нешвілл), Метт Ленг (Манхеттен), Андре Собота (Сан-Паулу), Pastel Arcade (Бруклін), Еко (Манхеттен), Сілі Майрус (Париж), Crimewave (Бейзілдон, Ессекс), Керрі Скіппер (Йоркшир), Соник Shades Of Blue (Стокгольм), Death By Algorithm (Abingdon), Birds Of Paradise (Квебек) і Darin Epsilon (Берлін) представляють похмурий емоційний електронний шедевр під назвою «Cinematic Youth».

[hawaii5ho]

Ben Watts shoots Soccer Girls for Treats! Issue 6 from TREATS! Media on Vimeo.

Photographer: Ben Watts Models: Audra Marie, Ayla Parker, Heidi Edwards, Lindsay Byard, Marie-Charlotte Mahul Video: Jim Dziura / Mike Brillantes Video Production: Mike Welch Fashion Stylist: Zoe Costello / Artmix Beauty Makeup: Adrienne Herbert for Tom Ford Hair: David Cox for Kevin Murphy / Celestine Agency Props: Abraham Latham Music: Zen Freeman featuring Paul McKenna - The Hypnotist Available at: itunes.apple.com/us/album/hypnotist-feat.-paul-mckenna/id735191629

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Rick stood, leaning on one side as he rubbed at his face.. Nodding slowly to Martin's news.. Gas masks.. They'd be able to get into the cave now, eradicate whatever was inside and keep the town safe.. That was all well and good, before.. Well..

"The- Freeman?.. Well.. I s'pose he'd be a help.. I hadn't dealt with nothin' like it before.. Never met the guy m'self..jus.. heard about em.."

He gave a slight huff, rubbing at the stubble on his chin that never seemed to really grow.. Rick couldn't help trying once more to convince Martin..

"Y' really can jus' send two.. Y'know.. I'm sure he's acquainted with the zen stuff an.. I'm.. experienced enough with it-"

It had probably been a bad time. It had been way too early in the morning, a time when everyone, even those two kids, were probably all asleep. Through those doors came the large hulking farmhand, trying to keep his steps quiet on the flooring as Martin approached Rick's bunk.

He was hesitant seeing the three sleeping peacefully away all curled up to eachother- he didnt want to disturb a peaceful moment. However this was... Important. Too important to wait, even for their town hero. So Martin bends down and tries to shake Rick awake.

"Rick... Rick get up. Y' gotta get up now, im real sorry. Its important."

@thefactualsphere

Rick's eyes opened quickly, glowing Green in the early darkness. They dimmed quickly though, almost enough to dismiss as a trick of the light as he sat up. His hat dangled on his back, looped around his neck before he shoved it up onto his head.

He couldn't remember what he'd been dreaming about.. Nothing good. Perhaps some kind of stress within his mind, again. It was always something. Though he never quite remembered it... Not that it mattered with Martin staring down at him, he registered the tone immediately, sobering up from his sleep.

"Mm- What's th' matter-?"

[lostinthehubbub]

Fred Falke, Zen Freeman & Ten Ven - So Good (Picard Brothers Remix) [feat. Kelli-Leigh]

[mulberryroad]

“Deep Listening/ I practice listening carefully at my art table to what the materials want to do, what ideas emerge through the creative process and what my next step is without worrying about the final outcome-an ongoing, daily practice. “

Emma Freeman, Buddhist philosopher, poet and artist on her guiding principles. Read and refresh yourselves.

I’ve reviewed the URL which referred to this quotation - Emma Freeman has removed it from her website. Here is a link to her newsletter subscription page, if you are interested. April 2023, G.

[chillaryclinton3]

Big day ahead of us !

[johndecodes]

Half-Life: Alyx, Announcement Trailer (2019) - Zen Life