#Zach knight
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I now have a hatred for insta posts and I really hate this but it took me 3 days so
#if this gets out#zach knight#jon braxton#angel phan#ruben montez#itgo#if this gets out headcannons#itgo headcannons#leaning into the hc about him defo dyeing his hair#but yeah#also idk why the thingy made him so pale he was not this pale when I was drawing him#anyway its 11pm so technically still today.
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Saturday beach episode headcanons cause why not:
Jon can't swim
Zach exclusicly burns and forgets to put on sunscreen all the time
"I will slap your sunburns" is a common threat in response to annoying behavior
Angel is obsessed with playing mermaids
Ruben is cracked at sand castles
Jon and Ruben play "dig a hole so deep you get told you have to fill it cause it's a safety hazard"
"Guys the waters kinda salty" "omg it's almost like it's the ocean good job bestie 👏👏👏👏👏" is a very common interaction
They have a bucket that is exclusivly dedicated to collecting shells and rocks
#idk this was kinda random but brain said so i did 🤷♂️#if this gets out#itgo#zach knight#ruben montez#angel phan#jon braxton
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zuben at the beginning 😭😭😭
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ruben's favourite disney/pixar movie is ratatouille
angel's favourite is inside out 1/2+
zach's favourite is wall-e
jon's favourite is the monsters uni/inc series
#if this gets out#itgo#zach knight#ruben montez#angel phan#jon braxton#saturday#if this gets out headcannons#movies#disney#pixar#disney pixar#pixar inside out#monsters inc#monsters university#wall e#ratatouille#watch me not post any original content for the next few months again#whoops
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Ruben's arc
I'll shut up soon, but I keep thinking about how Ruben is the quiet tragedy in If This Gets Out. There are so many comments about his life that are dropped in and left there.
Like, he was raised by an emotionally abusive narcissist and a father who never stood up for him against her. He went to music camp to please his mom, and makes friends with a guy (Jon) on her orders. Because of this, he ends up in the band formed by Jon's famous father, where he is forced to hide his sexuality when he doesn't want to, and limit his own talent in case he outshines the other band members. He dates a bunch of guys that abuse him the same way his mother did, treating him as something they can use for their own gains, and is (alluded to) SAd or close to it when he's forced to do things for them in order to keep them and their "love".
Then he finally finds something real with the guy he has feelings for (Zach) and Zach immediately freaks out and pulls away, leaving Ruben terrified he's going to lose his whole found family. He's incredibly anxious and afraid because he's spent his whole life being told he's not lovable if he isn't perfect and doing things for other people. Zach (accidentally) calls Ruben ugly in front of the world, while ignoring him (imagine kissing your crush, only to have him pull away, promise to talk then continually cancel your attempts to work through it, and then telling the world they can't see why people would find you attractive!) My heart broke at that part.
Then they finally work things out and he finally gets a moment of happiness, for probably the first time in his life, and abusive people in power (the story of his life) start interfering and separating him and Zach. To add to it, he's been begging to come out so he doesn't have to sneak around and lie and be afraid (which is another layer of trauma) every time he loves someone, and he finally discovers they're never going to let him come out, and he has to sacrifice his own happiness and wellbeing for the band. Then when the band rally around him and try to help him come out anyway, he's literally and figuratively silenced by his abusers, who then take him to court for 'defamation' when all he's doing is finally speaking out about the years of abuse he's endured.
I also found it very smart how the authors juxtapose Zach and Ruben, because most characters view Zach as the people-pleaser, but Ruben has that in common with Zach. The whole book, Ruben allows himself to be silenced and shoved into a corner for the band, allows his literal identity to be denied for the band, gives Zach plenty of grace to work through his bisexuality even when it crosses over into cruelty sometimes, allows his Mom to emotionally abuse him while still buying her property etc... Ruben's toxic trait of people pleasing is called out less than Zach's but it's as much at the heart of his arc as it is Zach's. In a way, two people-pleasers found each other and were so horrified at each other's insistence on neglecting themselves, they managed to convince each other to stand up for themselves. Thank you for coming to my TED talk.
#if this gets out#books#cale dietrich#sophie gonzales#young adult#itgo#ruben montez#zach knight#angel phan#jon braxton
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Finally drew the entire band, I think I died drawing Zach (and don't know how to feel about Ruben lol) 👍
#can you tell who's my favorite character ?#yes. It's Jon#itgo#if this gets out#jon braxton#zach knight#ruben montez#angel phan#fan art#my art#artwork#art#artists on tumblr
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sketchy-ish zuben fanart! not the most proud of this, but it wasn't going anywhere else so :)
pssst - I have a if this gets out blog @zaachknight ;3
#if this gets out#itgo#if this gets out fanart#my art#fanart#itgo fanart#zach knight#ruben montez#angel phan#jon braxton#my fanart
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Zach x Ruben aesthetic
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fav character in itgo is the loofa
#if this gets out#lgbt books#sophie gonzales#cale dietrich#zuben#zach knight#jon braxton#ruben montez#angel phan#saturday#saturday band#the loofa#“if you write your first song about a loofa#and not me#i swear to god“
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nah why did the fandom die out a little whered we go lmaooo
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what is a headcanon you have about the igto boys that you don't talk about?
optional: and why?
A lot of like 3-4 years+ into the future post canon type stuff. Mostly cause none of them are fleshed out enough to be coherent lol. Some more fleshed out things that I just never posted about tho in case you wanted specifics:
The boys decide to stop doing Saturday at the 23-24 range
Not cause they hate it but to do different things in their lives
After that Zach and Ruben move to New York and Ruben starts doing Broadway (and eats)
Zach goes solo (also eats)
Jon helps produce and write the songs (think Taylor Swift and Jack Atinof)
Angel goes big in on philanthropy and supports charities based around rehab ("if I can stop even one person from going through what I went through that's a major win")
That's about it. That's my cook ✨️
#i had to think super hard about this ngl#theres normally very little thought between the complete formation of the headcanon and being like ��guys omg new think just dropped”#theres def a couple that were just funnier in my head than written out that i forgot-#also idk if you can tell but i am like a d d i c t e d to the sparkles emoji#other also ty anon the ask is very much appeciated#if this gets out#itgo#zach knight#ruben montez#angel phan#jon braxton
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I love how there’s a maximum of 10-15 people in the Itgo fandom and we have collectively made enough headcannons to create another book, and there’s about 40 fanfics on Ao3 under the Itgo tag. I’m suprised the fandoms still alive but I’m living for it
#itgo#if this gets out#jon braxton#angle phan#zach knight#ruben Montez#I love ye all sm#Tbh I feel like I know ye#Even though it’s just tumblr#❤️❤️❤️❤️
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ughhfhghgh I have so many headcannons to do with the Saturday songs in the book i need my brain taken away from me
#if this gets out#itgo#zach knight#ruben montez#angel phan#jon braxton#saturday#if this gets out headcannons
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Another commission from Dan "Paladin Cecil" Twedt of his character, Zach, who loves to dive for sport!
Patreon / Etsy
#OCs#oc#original character#zach knight#commission#commissioned art#my art#digital art#digital illustration#small business
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If This Gets Out - FINALLY!
Well, that escalated quickly... Good for them!
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this is so zuben
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