#Yet he won't admit that
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#shortly#answered#Asking him about his family is hurtful#Yet he won't admit that#No emotions shown#Even tho inside it felt like being ripped into tiny pieces.
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hi I'm back with an epilogue
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#spideypool#deadpool#wade wilson#peter parker#spider-man#i don't remember how to draw them so consider this me attempting to warm up#wade's body looks like a lumpy mess but it's peter's lumpy mess#(even if he won't admit that to himself yet)#i think wade should pretend he and peter parker the photographer are fucking#i think he should try to make spidey jealous#mine
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Not So Smug Now, Are Ya?
If Lois Lane had a Nickel for everytime she outed a superhero working at the Daily Planet, she'd be getting her second nickel.
She had invited one Daniel Nightingale, a junior reporter with serious potential with a serious lack of self preservation to "a smoke break" and was prepared to do exactly what she did with Clark. If her gut was right when it told her Nightingale was a hero too, the mysterious Phantom, he'd save her before she'd jump. If not, then Clark would jump in to grab her if he didn't rise to her bait.
When he finally got up there with her, she sure as hell wasn't expecting him to tell her why he shouldn't smite her soul out of existence there and now. Her blood ran cold when he told her that Clark has been "compromised", a portal opening up with a snap lf his fingers dropping an unconscious mountain of a man facefirst on the ground.
"You were supposed to die that day you jumped off this building, Ms. Lane. Did you know that?" Danny growls as a scythe made of ice, niking her neck as he has an unhinged Cheshire grin on his face "Clark was never supposed to save you that day? So... what are we going to do about this now?"
#dc x dp#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc prompt#Probably kick her while she's down by telling her that loving Superman before Clark Kent was pathetic#Danny would probably drag her for outing Clark and using his good heart knowing he would save her#Not everyone has the luxury of jumping off a building knowing this won't be their end#Danny will show her the Shades that did the exact same thing as her to get the point across#Clark is not happy but Danny tells him that she can't spit in Death's face and expect to Girlboss her way out it#Danny's lying about Clark not saving her but he needs to set her straight#They found each other in different universes but he won't admit that yet
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the truth
#blue lock#blue lock fanart#alexis ness#ブルーロック#art#fanart#blue lock manga#my art#michael kaiser#in spirit#i think about scenarios where ness leaves kaiser#whether just to pass to isagi or for good#and i believe this is the key to kaiser's awakening#given that his “identity”/ego first appeared not out of malice but out of the desperation to protect the one thing he cared about (the ball#and of course his monologue in 260 about how he treats the ball explicitly parallels how he treats ness#which makes me believe losing ness or the risk of losing ness is instrumental in kaiser's reawakening#BUT.#kaiser is a deeply sad angry person and he cannot let the world know he's weak#so i fear that ness leaves him and instead of admitting oh maybe i do care kaiser snaps#because ness can't leave him if he pushes ness away harder right?#kaiser telling ness exactly what he was to him#exactly why he approached him in the first place#you're nothing but a dog#an experiment#because fury covers up the hurt (hurt that kaiser is even angrier that he *has*) and so the damage is done#so that's what this doodle is based on el oh el#and ness is left reevaluating every moment they've ever shared and wondering if it was real at all#(because even if kaiser did care he doesn't have the capacity to realize he did-- i do believe his behavior in 243 was genuine and proof he#-cares for ness in the only way he can he just does not understand that yet because he fundamentally does not understand kindness)#and he won't before it's almost too late
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I imagine Simon has chronic headaches and the occasional migraine. He's just perpetually tense, the neck and head pain are a side effect of that.
Omega, after Simon stops wearing the mask 24/7, catches him sucking on ice cubes one day. His right eye, the one that's always a little more narrow than the other in the games, is almost fully closed, the other half-lidded. She pesters him until he admits that he's got a headache that's somehow so bad that he can feel it in his teeth and roof of his mouth. Pain meds hadn't touched it.
Cue Omega begging Kyle to take her to the store after she alerts Johnny to go take care of his alpha in her absence. They end up at the nearest Asda and Kyle, once he gets the full plan from Omega, tells her to go wild and not pay attention to prices. She grabs a tiny gift basket and stuffs it with different pain medicines, a few large ice packs, menthol cough drops to make cold water feel even colder to soothe the mouth pain, a card with a pun that's on par with his dad jokes. It just so happens to be around Halloween when the migraine attack happens - the little Grim Reaper plush keychain at the register ends up in the basket too.
She finds the keychain hanging from a thumbtack on his bulletin board a week later.
(Can you tell my migraine is kicking my ass?)
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I'm so sorry you have a migraine 😭 that's awful. Hopefully it gets better soon
I could see Simon with chronic headaches. He's probably gotten his share of head injuries and gets some awful chronic pain from them.
(I never noticed that about his eyes I'm about to make a deep dive staring at photos of him now)
Oh she absolutely would do that. It would be so sweet, her making a little care package for him. She'd throw in all kinds of things and make it super special. I love the grim reaper key chain so much. He'd secretly love it all and be so touched by it. Definitely hangs the key chain up and keeps the basket where he can see it so he can be reminded of what she did for him 🥺
It's too cute I just can't take it
#'mega really is the sweetest#I love her so much#like Simon#he just won't admit it yet#answered#crcb lore
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So what traits would Regal find himself falling for? Maybe he doesn't even admit it to himself, but what catches his eye?
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Interesting!! I've been thinking hard about who would have caught his eye; But ultimately...
For someone like Regal, he needs someone patient enough to bare through his own trauma's and anger issues. Give him a helpful hand and yet bull headed enough to stand their own ground when he's in the wrong.
Someone who has either;
Strong sense of Justice, Integrity, or Self Perseverance.
Absolutely kind to those who deserve it; But likes to see someone who stands up for themselves, too. That balance he doesn't have. (He's rude to everyone, no matter who it is besides those higher above him.)
Someone who is as blunt as he is; He'll say whats on his mind and not worry about the trigger it'll cause the other.
A type of being who can take him on; Either verbally or physically. Bonus if it's both, he enjoys to debate and see someones way of thinking by bringing up hard topics. And a battle buddy? Even better. (Though he much prefers mental strength over physical- If he likes someone and they aren't strong like that, he'll still enjoy to playfully wrestle just out of fun.)
Someone gentle enough to come and help him talk through his issues, even if it's like pulling teeth getting him to talk. He has always refused to talk about what is bugging him, mainly because it never got him anywhere and the vulnerability makes him physically & mentally sick.
These are all the traits I've given Ribba the Rabbit; His second in command. Though, she doesn't argue with him due to their status and her being below him; But if they weren't work mates? I'm more than sure it wouldn't be a slow burn between the two ♥
So long as someone's bubbly but doesn't take someone's shit; Someone shows their loved ones both tough and gentle love where it counts; You're going to be on his radar, even if he isn't going to admit it.
#Swapfell Red Sans#Swapfell Red Regal#Regal#Personal Headcanons#Might change later but it's pretty much how I see him right now#It's why Ribba is a sweetheart but yet a kickass type.#If you asked Regal to watch an anime with a chick as the main character#He would refuse--#Until he would see the main chick being all he ticks off in a lover#Badass AND sweet?#God yes please ♥#He won't ever admit anything though for no one#He's fighting with admiting anything due to it would always be ruined somehow.#Anything Regal loved; It got ruined.#He's trying to protect himself AND the other by not being 'interested'
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Ah, has Padme noticed that Obi-Wan is assigned to Senate duty and that's why she's making assumptions about why Anakin is worried?
this chapter and the last chapter take place within like...an hour or so of each other -- so no one knows yet about obi-wan's new assignment cause he's been given it only a little bit ago!
i think padmé really is trying in this chapter, trying to speak anakin's language and understand him - and i think she really does, as much as she can. she's relating her experiences of being worried about anakin to anakin's experiences being worried about obi-wan (which baby, honey. are you really not going to notice that you're talking to anakin as if he's obi-wan's wife).
in my opinion, she's not really making assumptions about why anakin is worried here. anakin flat out tells her that he was worrried that obi-wan was injured, that that's why he stayed.
she's really just trying to get him to realize that he shouldn't go running off to be by obi-wan's side every time he gets an intrusive thought that obi-wan could be hurt when logically there's a very slim chance that he has been been and a very big chance that he could get help IF he ever was. because the war is over. obi-wan has amazing access to the best healthcare on coruscant. he would be FINE if he felt a sudden twinge in his chest or whatever.
it's just that anakin doesn't want to hear that. anakin doesn't want to live in a world where he can't drop everything to get to obi-wan's side. anakin doesn't want space between him and his master. he doesn't get why he should. if that's because of the war, like he sorta implies in the chapter, or if it's always been like that for him--for them, i don't think matters as much right now as the fact that anakin and anakin's wife are on solidly opposite ends of this debate
and it's really only going to get more rocky from here as we move away from the end of the war and both of them have different expectations of what comes next
#asks#couples counseling au#obikin#it's not been mentioned yet because obi-wan and padme haven't started working in the senate together yet#but i think one of the aspects of the fic im looking forward to the most#is moments where obi-wan and padme talk and obi-wan gets an outsiders pov into anakin and padmes relationship#but it also sort of feels still like padme is the outsider#aka she tells him in a cold and cutting argument they have#that anakin woke up from nightmares screaming obi-wan's name for three weeks post the end of the war#like im just excited to get obi-wan's pov of anidala where its very obvious to the readers that anakin is not as obsessed with his wife#as he is with his master#and yet obi-wan doesn't quite notice#and padme won't quite admit it#and anakin isn't actually involved in teh conversation at all#but so anyway i think when she's speaking in this chapter she's speaking from her own experiences watching and trying to comfort anakin#post end of war#and her own experiences missing anakin during the war#it's just anakin doesn't have room in his dialogue/his head to really give that the weight it deserves#because he's obi-wan all the time
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i need to print this and hang it on any flat surface i see in a day, maybe even get it tattooed
#petra.txt#almost 100 ppl telling me to get a grip is fucking hilarious gonna admit it#i turned off reblogs so i have to take a screenshot bc i cannot by the life of me edit posts on tumblr mobile it just won't let me#also btw i have not texted him yet but i have unblocked him in hopes he calls me and asks me to marry him#but he called me pathetic for coming back to him last time so i'm not gonna do it :( that really hurt
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Moping at a bar over pictures of you and your ex friend-with-benefits, whom you absolutely never loved, all by yourself, handsome?
#likeeee hold up#looks like mr i-never-loved-you-you-just-cant-get-enough-of-me cant get enough either#this is the first time hes shown genuine signs of being in love with nick#but ofc he won't admit it just yet#but we are soooo back#as a bostonnick truther i will be holding on to this moment for the next 7 days#ofts boston#neo trai#boston only friends#ofts nick#nick only friends#only friends the series#only friends#ofts
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#if i'm quiet it's bc i'm still processing#i haven't reached the acceptance point pointvand i can't be glib or funny about it#i keep just starting to full-on sob#like a lot of it is selfish - comparatively i'm better off than many and not much will change right away#but i'm old. i'm not super sure i'll make it another 4 years like i just have this feeling i won't#and i'm crying for the loss of what we could have had as much as for all of those who will die#it's almost worse that there was a clear way forward that we took in a better timeline#i'm crying because there's proof that so much of this country is evil and stupid and arrogant and apathetic#huge swathes of it are not but we have to admit that there are a lot of the others#it really is grief for the united states of america that existed and it's selfish and not helpful and i can't stop it yet#today someone i work with really ssid to me 'y'all really think trump is gonna send people to your house and take you away'#and i said he told us he would - he said he would specifically target immigrants and received the reply#'well yeah of course - the illegals ...'#so many folks are already setting their sights on the next fight and ready to roll up their sleeves and keep pushing#and i just can't stop crying#palestine is gone. the supreme court is locked for the rest of my life. who knows if there will ever even be another election#maybe that was the last one. maybe that was the last one women will be able to vote in. who knows.#i remember this feeling from when my parents died but i'm not any better dealing with it now than i was then
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the worst struggle of mine atm is
I am falling in love with JJANGYOU and his pretty fucking smile aah. 😳
#hi can we have platonic marriage#PLEASE need to go to one of his concerts if he won't hip trust in my face 🥰 I don't wanna die of fanboying lol#okay some of you already knew this was the road taken I'll admit#but listen. i haven't even heard a single song yet. i've just heard his work with hypnosis therapy. his laugh in ^_^ lives in my mind.#and he's so fucking pretty like I said. not conventionally attractive I'd argue but something about him is so intriguing#anyway enough I'm gonna go to work 😭#1st jjangyou lovepost hehe
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Geez, Pietro, with the way you're trying to set your old man up for some semblance of happiness, someone might almost think you care about the guy.
A slight scowl forms on the speedster's face for a moment. Yes, Pietro was a family man at heart, but he'd be damned if he ever admitted to caring about the old fucker. Wanda was his family. His nephews were his family. He even had his own daughter, Luna. Hell, he'd even started considering Lorna family too. But Magnus? He still wasn't sure about that. His pride and stubbornness holding him back from truly creating a bond with the man.
"Don't for one second think that me trying to protect my own peace has anything to do with his happiness. If he's bunking with the Professor, then that means he's out of my hair and leaving us out of his stupid drama. And if he's going to hook up with anyone, I'd rather it be the Professor than someone half his age."
#twelve minutes older: pietro maximoff#/he cares#/he just won't admit it#/cause in his mind#/dear old dad hasn't truly earned it yet#/and idk if he ever will tbh#anonymous
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Song of the Day: March 15
“Over Yet" by Hayley Williams
#song of the day#very exciting to have one of my brothers tell me entirely unprompted that he's enjoying the current playlist#a very big win#I spent most of my work day today doing what I've been thinking of as 'evil rubber-ducking'#where the IT guys throw me the especially Difficult faculty members--the ones who can't be helped because they won't listen--#and I trick them into actually talking me through what they're doing so we can find the problem and fix it#(eternally amazed by people who request help and then refuse it. you called me bud. you submitted a service request ticket on purpose.#oh you can't do your job without connecting to the vpn? that's great we can't fix it until you tell us what's fucking stopping you)#mostly this 'tricking' takes the form of me being a sweet young butter-wouldn't-melt Southern girl in over my head with mean IT guys#bless them (derogatory) these folks who won't let IT even attempt to start working through the 'have you tried' scripts#because they know they're getting something wrong but are too angry-embarrassed to admit they don't know what#are still delighted to mansplain the idea of a remote connection to me#--that's not fair. I shouldn't mischaracterize them it's mostly not mansplaining.#the two today were yankee-splaining me. city-splaining maybe.#what would a hick like me (y'all is one person. all y'all or some'a y'all for multiple people) possibly know about enterprise networks--#anyway they were using the wrong login credentials and were so sure of themselves they'd never even tried the other set just to see#bless. their. hearts.#(IT owes me so many little favors like this now. the latest database tweak I asked for got done live while I described it to them)#anyway anyway! love the chorus on this song#'to get out of your head yes break a sweat / baby tell yourself it ain't over yet'#makes me move my head every time
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Listen. I love a good romance. I regularly squeal and kick my stupid little legs while watching Dramas. I read ship fanfiction as much as any other person on this website. But give me a non romantic relationship story and I go absolutely FERAL. It consumes my entire being. Gimme that human connection I crave it
#And the confirmation that I won't die of loneliness just cause I'm ace#mob and reigen#Reigen is a pathetic sweaty little man but he is regularly rdy to die for Shigeo#They're so awkward and yet so soft#Natsume and Madara#You'd never catch Nyanko Sensei admit to being fond of Natsume#He'd probably rather die#But touch Natsume and you're dead#Bartimaeus and Nathaniel#They fucking hate each other but also kinda not#Merry and Pippin#Frodo and Sam
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Every once in a while I'll despair a little at finding so little Hina and/or Rui or Koorime content in general and then I'll recall how in a post asking "whatever character you're drawing their fate is yours now", a description of mine of Hina (I think I said "had illegal sex and will die in illegal childbirth (allegedly, in the manga, but yes does die) or by suicide after having said illegal childbirth (allegedly, in the anime)") picqued someone's interest and they wondered what that character was from. I told them and then they never asked me any further abt that (fair, it's a heavy description to hear on the Internet from a stranger and the yyh fandom is terrifying and Hina's presence in the story as "tragic female character willing to die in childbirth" and it being not left to much speculation Why She Was Willing To Do That aside from the expectant "well she's a female character and she was written by a man so it must've been the ye old ideal and self-sacrificing mother trope" are all fine reasons that come to mind) but I'm carrying that affirmation in my heart! I know that if a character's story is just told in an interesting way, they can in fact become interesting through that interpretation, even if at first they were expected to be boring.
#I think another couple of factors was Togashi's exhaustion with the series#and also bc his initial thought to “deconstruct the characters” was dissuaded from#but also bc a lot of intrigue for Hiei lies in him being a mysterious gremlin with no home#the only reason for giving him a home is to give him a home that will reject him#to give him a family is to give him a background where suddenly his behaviour is much less nature#and nurture in a way that a given fan might not like for him#hes no longer “gremlin” or “little jackass” he becomes a “person (character)”#hes no longer a badass he's a tragic character with the sort of backstory that in no way Leaves him a badass#this view I have of yyh fans might be incorrect but from my experience the biggest circle#fall for the very things the dt antagonists belive that there's nothing worse#than being a human being who has an impact on the world and that the world can see them#this combined w the lack of time and the lack of energy to continue it any more than he had to#is what resulted in “dead mum; she was dead bf u got here” thing & Rui feeling so guilty shed rather b killed#&Yukina being so “respectful” of Hieis decision not to reveal himself even tho she must know#who he is - never allowed to confront him & yet Hieis development is given form through *Mukuro*#another “badass character” but who needs saving she won't admit to & is in no way tied to him familially#I think Mukuros “catharsis” was meant 2b Hieis & Hieis role in that chapter was supposed 2b Yukinas Ill die on this hill!!#yyh things#Hina#Yukina#Rui#Mukuro
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Any of the 2023 fans (or those who somehow missed the years span of DB hating that was going on for a while): Who hurt you?
DB: I lost count ages ago, why?
#out of the studio (ooc)#appeeling show host (dancing banana)#peanut butter jelly sandwich time (crack)#((he won't hecking admit it to the current fans because he wants to keep the 'cool yet morally ambiguous' independent sona))#((as much as he wants sympathy and pity he doesn't believe it'll either happen or that he deserves any so he won't directly ask for any))
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