#YOU COULDVE COME IN TO CLEAN SOME GIRL!!!!

[skyllion-uwu]

🎶 Guess who's thinking of quitting? 🎶

[princessbrunette]

I need to see how deer!reader and rafe would interact with each other. Whether it be a failed talking stage kind of scenario where deer realized how scary or intense rafe is or rafe realizing deer was pretty but just not for him.

Idk😭 I know you said you couldn’t see rafe and deer together at all but I want some crumbs of what their relationship couldve been like. Only if you want/can of course, thanks x

so the thing is with deer!reader and rafe — i feel when rafe wants someone really badly, in order to get them he kinda morphs himself into what he thinks they want. not always, like with bunny!reader for example, she liked him for exactly who he was, so he stayed himself, maybe even became worse. but deer!reader is this old wise almost motherly soul sometimes, just in a shy and sensitive girls body. he craves that, real bad. he wants someone to bring him back to earth, to listen to him, validate him, need him just as much as he desperately needs them — and you’re the perfect candidate.

so for the first few weeks, he’s perfect. not only the perfect gentleman but sweet and sensitive, holding back on every snarky, classist comment, entertaining her weird and wacky ideas, standing by the pier talking about how many fish he thinks are in the ocean when she asks. it was kind of a facade, but he starts to realise how nice it feels to let down his guard for a while and just be happy.

but he’s still wrapped up in the wrong crowd. days that aren’t spent with her are spent wrapping up business, doing drug deals, pressing a pistol to the back of the guy that harassed her at the library and telling him if he talks to you again he’ll blow his fucking brains out.

it’s all a downwards spiral from there. deer is intuitive, always snooping about and hearing things — so naturally she finds out about rafe and his habits. she gives him the chance to come clean, and he lies to her face because he doesn’t want to lose her. deer doesn’t like being lied to, so her guard goes back up. rafe gets frustrated and starts to give her attitude before eventually exploding on her. he’d never hurt her, but in the moment she wasn’t sure. she’s terrified, flees, and blocks him.

he is devastated. he really liked her. he continuously tries to get her back, but the more he tries — the more people he confronts to get to her, the more he shows up at her front door, or parties she reluctantly attends, the more terrified she becomes. he just wants to explain that he wouldn’t ever hurt her, that he really likes her, hell— he’ll even just accept proper closure at this point. but she doesn’t want to be anywhere near him. he writes her a letter and leaves it on her doorstep, but pope finds it in the act of pursuing her and throws it in the trash.

rafe never gets over her.

[sixflame438]

Chasing Lightning

Synopsis - Your girlfriend’s in a mood and locks herself in your room causing you to sleep apart. It starts thunder storming in the middle of the night but Minjeong is scared of lightning

Pairing - Kim Minjeong X Reader

Tags - Fluff, light angst, mild astraphobia, established relationship, grammatical errors probably, another 3am post

A/N - A short fic i wrote in one go (yay me), will try to get the other drafts out of the basement after my last 2 exams :D

Wordcount - 1726

Minjeong was mad again and you dont have a clue why. All you did know was that you finished your dinner alone and that your apartment was lacking the usual lively energy of your girlfriend. It was like winter had frozen over with how silent and chilling being in the apartment felt, not even the sounds of a drama playing quietly in the background.

You missed your girlfriend despite her simply being a door apart. And of course you tried multiple times to get her out, whether that was sincerely asking her to or attempting to lure her out with snacks they were all to no avail. She just wouldn’t budge.

If it weren’t for the muffled noises coming from behind the door you probably wouldve assumed you were home alone but they were very real and they definitely came from your girlfriend. You deduced the sounds to be crying and sniffling and it hurt you to hear them, even more knowing you had no way to stop them.

You couldnt even begin to figure out why she was in such a mood. It was like this when you came back from work.

No hugs

No kisses

No Minjeong

No nothing

You couldve easily spent the entire night trying to coax her out but you were tired and sweaty from work and all you wanted to do was crash out while snuggling with your favorite person.

If Minjeong wasnt going to let you in, youd just have to give her some time and space. You had no choice anyway.

She had locked you out of your own bedroom and left you to fend for yourself alone. (it was practically both of yours with how often she was in there with you but the audacity of this girl)

And since most of your stuff was in there you had to make do with what was left scattered around the house. It really wasnt that hard though since you were quite the clumsy mess, always forgetting and leaving things in places they shouldnt be.

In your scavenger hunt you had found a spare set of clothes to change into, some makeup wipes to clean your face with and half of the products required in your night routine.

You took a quick shower to freshen up and rearranged the couch so that you would have an easier time trying to sleep. There was a spare blanket bundled in the corner from your movie night 2 days ago which you could use and some cushions and pillows you could stack to provide another layer of comfort.

Laying onto your makeshift bed, you struggled with finding a good position to sleep in. The couch wasnt ideal to sleep on and the cushions kept moving out of place everytime you turned. It wasnt much but it would have to do, youd just have to hope it was enough.

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It wasnt enough. You were certain just lying on that made you feel worse than you did before. The uneven feeling of the cushions didnt help either as different parts of your body were elevated while others were feeling the hard surface of the couch.

The weather didnt help much as a thunderstorm started as soon as you tried sleeping and no matter how hard you wanted to, you couldn’t will yourself into slumber either. The raging downpour of rain mixed with the thunderclaps created a painful symphony of pattering noises, uneven and aching to the ear, perfect to distract someone from falling asleep.

Lightning had also started coloring the dark skies with its striking flashes, loud and unpredictable. Since you couldn’t sleep you decided it would be fine to indulge in the lightning instead, pulling over a chair and opening the blinds so you could see the skies better.

The low dim light glowing from the moon and the dark midnight sky helped illuminate the lightning strikes and bright stars. If you were a photographer you wouldve definitely tried capturing the moment in physical form but keeping the scene in your head was alright too.

Other than the scene being quite stunningly beautiful (like your girlfriend) you found it quite funny as it kind of looked like the sky was trying (and failing) to play connect the dots with the stars. You dont know why but you were just so entertained by the sight.

It was rare but you had always enjoyed seeing the natural phenomenon nonetheless, finding it quite fascinating and inspiring.

Your girlfriend on the other hand?

Strong stoic Minjeong was never a fan of lightning, it was quite an experience the first time you both saw the flashing lights together. The high pitched squeals and screams could never leave your head and you didnt want them to. It was fun seeing that side of her and even more fun teasing her about it.

You remember bringing her close and spending the night in each others embrace, forgetting the world as it faded away. This time though you weren’t there for her, you couldn’t even if you wanted to all because of a stupid locked door.

You were really hoping Minjeong had already fallen into a peaceful slumber and hadnt heard the harsh sounds of the lightning. Considering you hadnt heard any noises from your girlfriend yet you took it as a good sign but the worrying feeling wouldnt leave so you remained unsettled.

That feeling was quickly sidelined though as another bolt of lightning hit. This one had a tint of red to it which you found absolutely amazing. You had learnt in a previous deep dive that lightning strikes could reflect any colour in the spectrum so seeing it in person was mind blowing.

You were so mesmerized by the colours and sounds of the lightning that you didnt hear the slight click of the bedroom lock or the soft padding of feet in your direction. It wasnt until you felt 2 tiny arms around your waist that you snapped out of your haze.

Part of you was still resentful of how quickly Minjeong shut you out (physically and mentally) but as soon as you registered the tears coming from your beloved you crumbled.

Even though Minjeong was stubborn and acting up all you wanted to do was wrap her up and cradle her in your arms. She was always there for you so the least you could do was be there for her as well.

As you turn around to properly to face your girlfriend a perfectly timed lightning strike allowed you to see her entire face in all of its glory. Minjeong mustve been crying for a while by the red eyes and flushed cheeks.

You physically soften at the sight, heart filling with sympathy and concern as you observe your girlfriend for any other signs.

There was nothing you wanted more than to pull her into your arms and spend the rest of the night comforting her. Even your ego tried to resist but you couldn’t stop yourself from reaching out and doing just that.

You pull her onto your lap and with one arm rubbing her back in circles and the other running down her hair in a soft delicate motion you coax Minjeong into finally letting out the remaining tears. The weight of your comfort too heavy to bear.

A croaky im sorry is all you hear as your girlfriend starts sobbing into your shoulder. You’re not sure what shes apologizing for. Maybe for crying? For being vulnerable? For locking you out of your room? Her fear of lightning? Probably all of the above.

Humming in acknowledgment you continue to console Minjeong, whispering soft reassurances in between sobs. As the storm eventually faded out, Minjeongs crying evened out too. Soft whimpers and hiccups could be heard amongst the sprinkling of rain.

You have a feeling that Minjeong would’ve succeeded in staying the entire night alone in your room if it weren’t for the lightning scaring her out.

“Hey lets get some rest now that the rains subsided. Im gonna take you back into the room okay?” You dont wait for a reply as you gently lifted Minjeong off your lap and guided her to stand and lean onto you.

Slowly and steadily you lead her back into the bedroom and notice the soaked pillow doused in her tears. Hell no were you going to let her sleep on that. Luckily you were a person who loved sleeping with multiple pillows so you had some spare hidden away.

(Minjeong found it impractical having pillows to hug when you could just cuddle with her instead and your bed was only so big so you moved them to make room)

You pull out the unused pillows from your storage closet and tuck Minjeong back into bed with little resistance, her already tired state fueled by the lack of energy from all the crying.

Ensuring she was comfortable and safe you place an affectionate kiss on her forehead.

You were hesitant on whether you were allowed to join her or not, as you still didnt know why she was upset and if you had played a part in her suffering. But your questions get answered with a simple

“Stay”

Quiet and low but you heard it. Not allowing yourself to linger any longer, you climb into bed and tuck yourself in too. Gently wrapping your arms around Minjeong as you did before, careful not to set her off again.

It takes a while for Minjeong to calm down fully but with your soothing touches she eventually drifts off. As soon as you registered her breathing falling into a stable state, you allowed yourself to relax for the first time that night. Basking in the closeness of her company, you lay another tender kiss on her forehead and temple.

It didnt matter what had happened, as long as you were still able to kiss her goodnight that’s all that mattered. Youre still skeptical about Minjeongs behavior, being kept in the dark about something as important as this was not something you enjoyed but you had a feeling that it would work out. Tomorrow was new day and you had plenty of time to decode her then.

Now that Minjeong was back in your arms you were never letting her go (unless she tried to lock herself in again that is)

[pascals-doll]

ELLIE WILLIAMS —gatúbela moodboard

✐; ellie moodboard analysis

⊹ * ˚ ellie wasn’t always into feminine things and it was clear to her at a young age, as she grew up she found herself liking wife-beaters. she started wearing them in highschool during her basketball team days. so within the years, she found herself wearing them outside, she had different colors, a couple complimented by band-names she loves, and along with some that had random little paintings.

⊹ * ˚ ellie’s outfits consisted of muscle tanks and to be honest, she prefers them cropped more than long. ever since ellie started going to the gym, she kinda just unconsciously found herself wearing cropped-top which revealed her beautiful toned mid-driff.

⊹ * ˚ she also liked regular tees/band-tees and baggy shirt-throwovers like flannels and simple button-ups. she thrifted almost all her clothing, she cared to clean up of course but she would let her wardrobe find her inna way. many of her outfits were a combination of a wife-beater/t-shirt along with a flannel paired with baggy 805s or levis.

⊹ * ˚ ellie loved to wear boxers or boyshorts all the time! specifically because of the comfortable lining they provided. she also thought that the slight exposed lining that would reveal whe she’d wear her short tops, acting as an accessory of their own like a belt. ellie also liked to hold her jeans/cargos up with a shoelace if they were a tad bit looser than usual. speaking of accessories, ellie had a collection of rings, she loved the weird assortment of rings she would come across at flea markets and thrift-shops. ellies fingers always being complimented since she also loved to paint her nails. she would either go over them with just some clear polish or sometimes feeling like a baby blue, white, or black; sometimes she would even attempt to paint a little flower or small symbol onto her ring/middle finger.

⊹ * ˚ although ellie’s style wasn’t feminine, dont get my girl wronggg! ellie especially modern day!ellie likes to play around with her short hair, styling it in different ways whenever she feels like (you cant tell me otherwise, how else do u explain her cute little half up half down in seattle smh) . she also had all different types of bracelets of symbols, crystals, charms etc and when she got her tatts, she liked how it highlighted her tattoos more.

⊹ * ˚ ellie’s lean-back wardrobe never failed to made her look fine as hell. she couldve been waiting in line at 7-11 for her slurpee in just nike sweats and her muscle tank; she could still look she put it all together and didn’t just walk out. when she would dress up? thats a different story. ellie would be very tedious of every detail of her outfit, she would wear tight dress pants that flowed at the bottom with a proper black or brown belt that would match with the simple color palette of her button-up.

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ellie absolutely adored how your fashionista-like outfits completely contrasted her lazy style. it drove her insane matter of fact. the way you would pull stares by each step of your walk? fuck jealousy. ellie lived for that shit, becoming almost cocky while you walk with your hands interlocked. the only thoughts being ‘yeah stare thats all you can do motherfuckers’ ‘mhm my golden trophy right here’. ellie dissolved in your own force of naturaleza, seeing you as a divine feminine which caused her to loose and find herself completely entangled in the beauty and the terror of your life; finding each moment to be utterly perfect to her.

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ᝰ.ᐟ this analysis was more of a visual rundown on the way your relationship and how i envision ellie throughout this specific series! thank you so much for reading and appreciating the implemented representation in this fic! 🤎

[quettasecond]

LC PART 1 SUMMARY

the prologue is a hint towards eis existence! shes not mentioned at all in part one as she isnt actually. introduced yet and hasnt made her way to where everything is happening, but the prologue implies her existence! it follow an unnamed girl who "reawakened" and is covered in dirt (meant to imply she. you know. dug herself out of the ground)

in chapter one, aib and her soon-to-be-dead friend, ichimi, are hanging out in a bathroom together after aib was browsing her parents personal emails. ichimi mentioned knowing someone other than aib and she had to suppress her anger. also rereading this in some lines it feels ichimi has a hint of... innocence? is that the word? that you might associate with ei, and it reminds me of weird ei-ichimi paralells that probably arent actually paralells i just dont know what other word to use. ichimi was actually named after ei (i talked about it in a different post). aib is referring to this one barely mentioned side character via surname meanwhile ichimi is calling them their given name, interesting thing about aib being more distant about. everyone i guess. and ichimi being warm and friendly

still on chapter oen sorry just a new bullet point becayse thats a lot of words there. i almost didnt realise the car situation was gonna happen in this chapter. how could i forget. talking about her parents and her relationship, aibreann said "[we] seemed less like a family and more like roommates, if you could even call [us] that". then she ran across a busy street because she was impacient, and suddenly a strange guy knocked into her (to save her from a car that was going to hit her) and asked her what her problem is. his foot got run over and aib immediately went Omg awesome gorey foot... like there were two paragraphs dedicated to aib thinking about the gore. he then picked her up to carry her to her address, aibreanm thought "i shouldnt tell a stranger my address" then did exactly that. also i remember someone i showed like just this chapter to thought this man was aibs father LOL unfortunately not

chap 2. the man introduced himself as kane. he had to tell her that her knees got scraped and were kind of bloody cuz she didnt notice. shes so aggressive(? well not exactly aggressive shes just swearing internally and rolling her eyes and stuff) and sarcastic to him. he tucked aibreann in with a blanket and is leaving blood all over the floor from walking around. he made her tea and tended to her scrapes. then he started to realise Oh fuck my foot hurts and he left. she tried to mop all the blood kane left all over the floor before her dad gets home but she fails and kind of trips and falls into the blood and her dad comes home and she gets up and limps away

i just realised this is probably gonna be kind of long lol... well no read more for you my followers must be strong enough to handle one billion words of oc stuff at once

chap 3. were immediately hit by multiple paragraphs of exposition. maybe i couldve done that better instead of having aib internally monologue about her magic bs but whatever this was written like one a 2/3rds of a year ago. now shes starting to wonder if things would be better if she was dead. two new one time side characters that just exist to be talked about once mentioned. honestly if i ever went over part 1 and rewrote part of it i might just remove these two. which luckily means i just remove a few sentences in one chapter. their "existence" was fine before but now im starting to feel these random people being mentioned fucks with what i started to build up afterwards yk. she changes into a clean uniform and mentions she usually ditches the sweatervest with hers. now shes wanting to die again

i hear my nephew outside my door i might see whats up with him goodbye to this post for now

[cowboy-robooty]

Let me show you the world of my hell hole of a playlist

Obviously I need to share the good word of the Sonic Vocal Tracks like dude i will make you sit and listen to all of them if i have to but my personal favorites are “This Machine” from Sonic Heroes, “Find Your Flame” and “Im Here” from Sonic Frontiers, “Live & Learn” from Sonic Adventure 2 and “I Am… All of Me” from Shadow the Hedgehog. They are a little more metal/rock ish sorry if my music terms are off but yeah you will be screaming you will be so pumped

Also literally just any track from any Lupin III media is so fucking good omfg. So Jazzy and upbeat you will feel so radical. My favorite intros are from Part 2 and also “Superhero” is a transcending experience I lives in my head rent free. Yuhi Ohno’s work is honestly just so good just skip immediately to his entire discography

Ok im sorry im a hardcore MARINA and Girls Love Shoes fan its just who i am inside. I need to come clean. Girls Love Shoes’ “Supamedicine” is my godsend its my holy grail. MARINA always drops bangers the people know her not much to say than that.

Also some random out of pocket ones. Any minecraft parody ever, any pop song from the 2000’s, animation meme songs that haunt you for life, the living tombstone and specifically She Wolf but nightcore. Just night/daycore / slowed down/speed up just to get a little cray cray.

Alot of my own music taste is just a bunch of Punk Rock and other random artists scattered about, sorry if you already listen to these guys </3 My entire playlist is a tonal nightmare its older than most average playlists. Been going strong since like 7th grade

DONT WORRY LOL MY PLAYLIST IS AIDS TOO ive had it since i got my first phone in 6th grade because i like to put all the songs i like ever in one playlist and hit shuffle on that ^_^

SONIC SHIT: I LIKED THIS. ROBOOTY WAS A FAN OHHH YESSS... DONT WORRY IDK HOW MUSIC TERMS WORK EITHER LOL BUT THIS IS GOOD. **nods head** ITS LOUD ITS GOT A VERY FULL SOUND I LIKE IT A LOT YESS!!!

LUPIN SHIT: DUDEEE I FUCKING LOVE THE LUPIN SOUNDTRACKS TOO!!! I FUCKING LOVE JAZZY SHIT ITS SO GOOD ITS SO FIRE I LOVE IT I LOVEEE WHAT LUPIN IS IN I ALWAYS DO BE PLAYING THAT LUPIN OPENING ON TAIKO!!!! I need to check out yuhi ohnos discography properly.... i always am slacking ok

GIRLS LOVE SHOES: i listened to supamedicine and it was pretty good! it was pleasant i was like **nods head** if my buddy put it on i wouldnt go "well... if you wanted to go to teen sex cove you couldve just asked 😏" but id be like **nods head in approval** and then continue talking about how my soundcloud almost got deleted for reposting yaoi christmas carols. anyways secret.. im actually not really a marina fan. like primmadonna and oh no is okay theyre like 5/10 to me but idk i just aint into her shit

RANDOM SHIT: IM NGL I DIDNT LISTEN TO A LOT OF MINECRAFT PARODIES BECAUSE THEY WERE PARODIES OF POP MUSIC AT THE TIME AND I HATTTTTEEDD POP MUSIC LOL. i think some are ok like dont mine at night but i cant really think of any others i liked. i still am not really big on modern pop in fact i kind of hate like a lot of it lol im a hater by birth 💔 I ALSO... **says this on the cross** HAVE HATED ANIMATION MEMES FROM THE MOMENT I WAS BORN TOO. i used to get so mad id be like THATS NOT A MEME!!!! THATS A SHITTY LOOPED GIF THAT HAS NO JOKES AT ALL!!!!! idk i never was an animation meme kid.... i always looked up to newgrounds animation and like people who made full mv parodies of vocaloid mvs or cola shake dance yknow but i liked those because i think theyre different from animation memes. its a completely different vibe and i think that comparing shit like burihamachi or the pappara baby boy thing to animation memes is like comparing manga and comics. theyre the same thing in principal but COMPLETELY different vibe yknow? anyways yeah i was a hater and refused to watch them in my lifetime... 💔💔💔 I LIKE THE LIVING TOMBSTONE THOUGH I LOVEE THE SONG CATS OUGHHH THATS SO GOOD.... i never listened to them a lot i only know like 3 songs lol so erm i dont consider myself a living tombstone fanboy since i think id be considered a poser 💔 LOOK IVE ALWAYS LIVED UNDER A ROCK IM ALWAYS SEVENTEEN YEARS LATE TO EVERY PARTY EVER!!! I NEVER EVEN LIKED FNAF I WAS INTO THE NIGHTGUARDS BUT DIDNT CARE ABOUT THE GAME THE LORE THE ANIMATRONICS I LITERALLY DID NOT GIVE A FUCK I NEVER WATCHED A SINGLE MATPAT VIDEO OR LISTENING TO ANY FNAF SONGS!! i was an asdf movie and newgrounds + niconico douga kid ermmmmm anybody like danjo danjo? anyways i do like nightcore! i love listening to nightcore of 80s songs ohh yes... i only listen to out of touch nightcore 😏😏😏

sorry for long tangents but yknow how robooty empire is. THE KING LOVES TO SPEAK! THANK YOU FOR THESE RECS ESPECIALLY THE SONIC SHIT I BE LIKE OHHH ME LIKEY 😍

[respitelocklyre]

My first two days of school have been soooo wild like i almost died twice and three of my classmates DID die (one of them twice!!!) (they came back dw) but, like, is college supposed to be like this???

Anyways i got this cool work-study at the school cafe (i look supes cute in the little barista aprons! plus i got to take home some of the sweets after my shift!!), but on our very first day some janitor kept saying he was our boss?? idk tbh 😒 The cafe was a mess so we had to, like, clean the whole place and some coffee ghosts attacked us. My hair was a NIGHTMARE before the place even opened, but you know ya girl had extra hair ties and can work hair magic in a pinch, so it was totally fine.

Some of my coworkers r definitely cooler than others, but whatevs. It was nice to finally meet new people (well...mostly new) after going to school with the same, like, 100 people for the past 18 years of my life uuggghhhh This school is pretty cool overall- they even got THE Danny Breeze (and the boys!) to come play on campus and had a new student raffle for 6 VIP tickets!! Which i won ofc bc i'm the obvious choice 🎉

I ended up inviting my new coworkers bc it felt like a good way to bond with them, and also i haven't even had my first day of classes yet so idk who else i wouldve gone with. DEF not my roommate. There were like some ppl I probs wouldn't have invited but like idk it just felt rude to invite everyone BUT them so 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

But like the concert ended up being way crazier than i couldve imagined! The manager came to us practically begging on her knees for my help because she lost track of THE ENTIRE BAND. idk if i'm allowed to go suuuper into detail about it, but basically the band got kidnapped by some nasty industry folks who were trying to CLONE them! It felt like one of those scifi movies that Vol always makes me watch. We had to FIGHT the evil clones too! I almost died again! On my S E C O N D day at Strixhaven!! That's me at 2 near-deaths, Lulu and Muk at 1 full KO each, and Mettie at TWO. I cannot stress enough that orientation isn't even until TOMORROW.

I got like rlly angry at one of the clones, too. It ruined my vintage shirt from depop so i yelled at it, and then when it died i kinda like? Absorbed some of its life energy? I don't know, maybe i was just really relieved we weren't in danger any more, but i swear some of the nerve damage from the electrocution healed up. idk what that was all about.

Doesnt matter tho cuz we ended up being able to party on stage with the band once we saved them all (yeah, if you see videos of the concert from last night, you can totally see me on stage!! 🎤🌸) AND we got to go to the exclusive after-party. I can't talk about everything that happened, but let's just say i ended up with Coale's shirt to take home 😘 I have a TON of pics to share later!! You guys should seriously follow my insta or dinkdonk, i had soooo many lives and videos to post!! I'll keep posting life updates here but fr im wayyy more active over there. ttyl bestiesss

[another-dr-another]

“maybe what caused the burn was something on the cloth” gee. i wonder what suspicious substance maeda was using the cloth to clean up that likely caused the burn. gee. i wonder what couldve been on the cloth. i wonder

anyway. go follow otori and help him out, but make sure to let maki and hatano know about the coffee pot so that nobody else gets burned!! -iris

Maeda, narrating - …I don’t have pockets.

Maeda - I meant… to put the salve into my pockets.

Maeda - But I do not have any.

Maeda - …

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Ōtori - Hey, Maki. 

Ōtori - I’ll be right back.

Maki - What?

Maki - No- Ōtori, no, you can’t- don’t do this again- Ōtori!

//Ōtori has made it down half the length of the dining hall.

Maki - Maeda!

Maeda - Hi Maki- I’m sorry, Ōtori’s, uh-

Maki - What the fuck is happening?

Maeda - He’s just going to go ask people what they want in their oatmeal! He should be back soon.

Maki - …

Maki - What?

Ōtori - We made oatmeal, but it sucks if it’s plain. 

Ōtori - And I left earlier to get some burn ointment for Maeda.

Maki - …

Maki, giving up - Did you burn yourself cooking?

Maeda - Oh! 

Maeda - No- there was a full pot of coffee- which has to have been from last night-

Maeda - Ōtori was trying to dump it out, but some spilled on the floor, so I tried to clean it, but…

Maeda - Either something was wrong with the coffee, or there could’ve been something residual on the rag I was using?

Maeda - But I got… like, a chemical burn, on my hand.

Maeda - It’s fine now though!

//Ōtori has left the dining hall.

Maeda - The salve Ōtori got me is working really well.

Maki - …

Maki - Maeda, would you go stand at the door and watch Ōtori, to make sure he’s just going to Tsurugi’s dorm, and Uehara’s?

Maeda - How come?

Maki - He just ran out. He could have waited to explain to me, but he left. There’s no reason he should be off by himself right now-

Maki - …But, I don’t want to yell at him and try to make him listen to me. 

Maki - So, just watch him?

Maki - …Or, y’know. I can, if you don’t want to- I’m a bit worried he’ll get mad if he sees me, but…

Maki - Well, he’ll probably be mad either way.

Maeda - …I can go watch for him.

Maki - Great- thank you.

//Maeda goes towards the dining hall doors.

Maeda - I wonder if he’ll be able to find Taira…

Maeda - I wouldn’t expect him to go hunt her down-

Maeda - But, I really do wonder where she’s at.

Maeda - …Maybe the rec room? That’s the only place I could think of where we’ve all been recently…

Maeda - But I don’t think there’d be any evidence there.

//Maeda pushes open the dining hall door, and tries to look down the hallway. He just catches Ōtori turning into Tsurugi’s dorm- he thinks.

Maki - …

Maki - I’m going to be in the kitchen for a second, okay?

Maeda - Got it…

//Maeda turns, wanting to keep his eyes on Hatano, or Iranami… but he can’t stand to look at either girl.

Maeda - …

Maeda - Shit! Should I have let Maki be in there by herself?! What does she even want in there!

//Maeda tries to look for Maki- but she’s already left the kitchen, and seems to be heading straight for Maeda.

Maeda - …?

//Maki is carrying three bags of rice.

Maki - To prop the doors open.

Maeda - Oh!

//He steps away to let her set down the impromptu doorstops. Once she’s done, she moves, letting him go back to where he was- but she stays, leaning against the wall opposite Maeda, facing both him, and Hatano.

Maki - …You said you’re feeling better?

Maeda - Mhm!

//He raises his hand for her to see, before realizing she’s too far away to see any details. Maki simply moves over to him, reaching towards his hand.

Maki - -!

Maki - Can I look? Or is it too sensitive?

Maeda - …I burned the back of my hand. Just be careful if you actually touch that part.

//She nods, and grabs his fingers, pulling his hand closer.

Maki - …Huh.

Maki - You said… you were cleaning a coffee spill…

Maki - Maeda, actually, what happened? You gave me no detail.

Maeda - Okay. I was cleaning the spill, using a rag to wipe it up, then I let the dirty part of the rag touch the back of my hand, and it started to burn.

Maki - …

Maki - Bad decision, but-

Maeda - I’ve realized that?!

Maki - But, that doesn’t really matter right now. At least you’ve learned.

Maki - Do you know what chemical could’ve caused this?

Maeda - No, I’m really not familiar with that sort of thing…

Maki - Hm.

Maki - I doubt it was anything from the rag- residual, like you said.

Maki - Did you use any other rags?

Maeda - …Yeah, actually. I used a few more to pick up the one I had been using-

Maeda - Hell, I had one tied to my hand!

Maki - Well, there you go.

Maki - I mean, maybe something could have reacted poorly with the coffee, but if that were the case, I’d think the one you…

Maki - …The one you tied to your hand- for whatever reason- would have had the same response,

Maki - And even if the one you used was a fluke, something still has to have been fucked about the coffee to cause a chemical response.

Maeda - Mhm… that all makes sense, yeah…

Maki - Speaking of, what did you guys do with the coffee?

Maeda - Oh, Ōtori poured it out before we realized my hand was burned.

Maki - Well, shit…

Maki - I bet having some left would be really good for our ability to work out what it was…

Maki - But, nothing we can do about that. 

Maeda - …

Maki - …Oh, shit!

Maeda - What?!

Maki - We should ask Taira!

Maki - Think about it- if anyone here is going to know about chemical reactions, wouldn’t it be her?

Maki - And, for the same reasons, she’s the most likely to be familiar with the chemicals we have here.

Maeda - That’s right…

Maeda - Do you think it’s worth trying to find her?

Maki - If she stops by to investigate, I’ll ask her about it…

Maki - But, honestly? So much of the school is opened now… there’s so many places she could be…

Maki - I think we should work on getting as much information as we can, to present at the trial. If we have information to give Taira, that should- hopefully- be enough.

//Maeda hums, agreeing.

Maki - …

Maki - Have you been watching for Ōtori?

Maeda - Shit!

Maki - Don’t worry about it.

//She laughs, a bit- it sounds somewhat weak.

Maki - I’m probably just being paranoid…

Maki - …

Maki - Well, I want to downplay things… but something about this keeps… bothering me.

Maeda - What do you mean?

Maki - …

Maki - I don’t know. Things just feel odd, that’s all.

Maki - Maybe it’s because there’s two people dead…

Maki, quiet - …Or maybe it’s because of Hatano’s response- or even the fact Tsurugi isn’t here!

Maki - …

Maki - Something’s just… nagging at me. 

Maeda - …Hm…

Maeda - Whatever it is, I don’t think you’re wrong for not letting Ōtori go to the kitchen on his own.

Maki - Yeah?

Maki - …

Maki - I don’t… want any of us to be the blackened.

Maki - That may sound stupid? But I’m not…

Maki - I keep going over everyone who’s left, and… I don’t know. It’s hard to imagine our numbers getting even smaller.

Maeda - No, I get it…

Maeda - …

//The two pass the time in silence.

Ōtori - !?

Maeda - Oh, hey, Ōtori.

Ōtori - …What are you two doing?

//Maeda starts to walk away, giving Ōtori more room to come in.

Maki - We were waiting for you.

Ōtori - …

Maeda - Did you see Taira? Maki and I were thinking she could be helpful in working out what happened to me, since she’s used to working with the chemicals that would be in the kitchen.

Ōtori - Why do you want to work that out?

Maeda - …I mean, past making sure my hand is fine, I’m still thinking that that could’ve been what killed Iranami.

Maki - Oh…

Maeda - …Were you not thinking about that?

Maki - I was distracted.

Maeda - Mm.

Ōtori - …I still don’t think that’s what killed her.

Maeda - Really?

Ōtori - No… but, I still haven’t gotten the chance to really take a look at…

Ōtori - …At her…

Maki - …

Maki - I haven’t looked either.

Ōtori - …We’ll investigate together after I get everyones breakfast ready.

Ōtori - What do you want in your bowl, Maki? Do you know? Have you had oatmeal before?

Maki - Peanut butter and chocolate, if we have it?

Ōtori - That’s a bit of an odd combination- popular overseas though, right?

Maki - Mhm… my dad’s American.

Ōtori - Oh, that explains it… Maeda, what do you want?

Maeda - Ah! I forgot to think about that…

Maeda - Whatever you think, I suppose?

//Ōtori nods- then vanishes into the kitchen once more.

Maeda - Do you think he needs help?

Maki - Do you remember what happened last time you tried to help?

Maeda - That’s fair.

//The two sit down at a table- Maeda painfully aware of the two others in the room, each at their own table. In the back of his mind, he notes that he’s grateful there’s so many tables in the room.

Maeda - …Is your mom Japanese?

Maki - Mhm.

Maeda - …So you have her family name?

Maki - Mhm.

Maeda - …

Maki - …Oh, it isn’t for any bad reason. My parents are together, they’re both alive, all of that important stuff.

Maeda - Probably easier to have a Japanese name than an American one, yeah?

Maki - Yeah- that’s… actually exactly why I have my mom’s family name. Wow.

Maeda - …

Maki - …

Maeda - Do you ever wonder how Tsurugi got his family name?

Maeda - Sorry, I’m just thinking about that now. Uehara’s part-Japanese, so that explains things with him, but I don’t think the same is true for Tsurugi.

Maki - Aren’t there some Korean families with Japanese family names? Because of the war?

Maeda - Which… war…?

Maeda - Like! The Korean war, or…?

Maki - …God damnit Maeda, now you’re tripping me up…

Maki - Uhm… I swear I read about this once- god, if only I had my phone!

Maeda - Hm… ultimately, who knows what’s with Tsurugi in particular.

Maeda - We probably can’t ask him… I mean, especially not now, but generally it’s just…

//Maki hums.

Maki - What do you think the odds are that there’s something in the library?

Maeda - …Low?

Maki - Yeah, probably…

Ōtori - …Now what are you two talking about?

Maeda - Do you know anything about Korean history?

Ōtori - Shouldn’t you be asking Tsurugi?

Maki - These aren’t questions we think he’d be receptive to.

Maeda - Which sounds bad! It’s about family names, that’s all.

Ōtori - Huh… yeah, no- I can offer you your breakfast, but my remedial history knowledge doesn’t include any information on that.

//Ōtori sets down two bowls.

Maeda - …What did you end up putting in here?

Ōtori - Chocolate and strawberries for you. And, I had to go digging to find your stuff, Maki, but it should be all good.

Maki - …

Maki - It looks right… thanks.

//Ōtori hums, and sets down two spoons.

Ōtori - I’m going to go get everyone else’s food, then I’ll be back, okay?

Maki - …Yeah, sounds fine.

Ōtori - …

//Ōtori leaves once again.

Maeda - …

Maeda, quietly - Can I ask what it was like when you first came in here?

Maki - …In a second; once Ōtori’s gone.

//Maeda nods, and starts to eat.

Maeda - …It’s weird.

Maeda - Not bad, just… lacking in any flavor, really?

Maeda - The chocolate is nice, at least…

Maeda - Also, I keep trying the strawberries here, but they’re consistently pretty bland. Low expectations, but I always end up disappointed-

Maeda - …

Maeda - Do you think that’s how Tsurugi feels every trial?

Maeda - …Anyways, I’m just happy to be eating. Warm food is nice at a time like this.

//Ōtori walks by, balancing a few bowls in his arms.

Maeda - …

Maeda - I wonder what he’s planning when it comes to Hatano.

Maki - …

Maki - I heard her before I came into the dining hall.

Maeda - !

//She’s quiet- Maeda thinks she’d be louder if she tried whispering to him.

Maki - I didn’t really process what the noise was, I was just so focused on getting inside, I didn’t stop to think about it.

Maki - She…

Maki - …They were both on the floor, by… the table Iranami’s at.

Maki - H… Hatano was just beside herself. I mean, there’s no word you can use to describe it beyond wailing…

Maki - But, it was like…

Maki - …You have siblings right?

//Maeda nods.

Maki - …Have you ever heard… like, one of them fall out of a tree, break their arm, something like that? 

Maki - I mean, hell, even just falling off the couch, and hitting their head on the table-

Maki - That kinda sob that’s all open-mouthed, leaves ‘em shaking?

//Multiple such incidents flick through Maeda’s head.

Maki - It… it reminded me of that. 

Maki - Ōtori was there, it… it seemed like he was trying to hold her, I guess…

Maki - But she just kept wailing.

Maki - She seemed to be trying to move away from him, get closer to Iranami… but, watching her, I seriously thought all her limbs were just gonna give out.

Maki - …That’s pretty much what happened, actually.

Maki - I don’t… I don’t even remember what I said, I just remember them both turning to look at me…

Maki - …

Maki - Ōtori seemed… so distressed- almost frightened… and Hatano just… broke.

Maki - I think she tried to tell me what’d happened- like I couldn’t see it- but she just got bad.

Maki - Ōtori and I got her over to the table, obviously… but she just sat there, and she bawled. Stopped trying to move, stopped doing anything…

Maki - Really, it was mostly me dragging her along, arm over my shoulders, and Ōtori making sure she didn’t fall… it was about then that she stopped crying so hard, but…

Maki - We sat her down at the table, and since then, all she’s done is start to cry, then stop again.

Maeda - …

Maki - …

Maeda - …Jesus.

Maki - Yeah…

Maeda - …How are you holding up?

Maki - Hm?

Maeda - After seeing that, I mean.

Maeda - It can’t be easy to walk in on that, especially when you have to immediately start helping out.

Maki - Oh, uh…

Maki - …I mean, this whole situation is terrible. It’s not normal to be forced to look around and try to guess if anyone’s going to try to kill you or not.

Maki - We shouldn’t be having to sit here, work together to console each other, then debate one another on who committed murder, who it is we’re going to send to death so we don’t die.

Maki - I shouldn’t… be sitting here, worried that I’m hurting Hatano more by not saying anything, or thinking that I could’ve made things worse by getting her off the floor.

Maki - …

Maki - Which, that’s not really what you asked about, but…

//Maki has glanced at Maeda occasionally, more as punctuation for her words than anything else… but now, she stares at him, visibly needing to meet his eyes.

Maki - Have you thought about how much time last night we spent sleeping next to a dead body?

Maeda - …

Maki - …

Maki - God, I’m… so sorry…

Maeda - No, no…

Maeda - I just… it’s like what you said about Hatano.

Maeda - I don’t know what to say to make things better, and…

Maeda - I’m afraid if I speak, I’m going to say the wrong thing.

Maki - …

Maki - I think… its just nice to talk.

Maeda - Mhm…

Maeda - I like knowing what you’re thinking, even when it’s hearing that you’re worried, or upset.

Maki - …

Maki - …I like… all the parties and everything that we threw.

Maki - It was nice to spend time with everyone. I miss it, now.

//Maeda nods, as Maki picks up a spoonful of her food, only to let it slide right back into her bowl.

Maki - …Ōtori gave you a napkin, it’s under the bowl. Use it to wipe off your spoon, and you can try my food, see how it compares.

Maeda - …!

//Maeda takes her up on the offer.

Maeda - The peanut butter is weird… but it’s a nice combination, at least for oatmeal.

Maki - Thoughts?

Maeda - It’s nice. 

Maeda - Do you want to try mine? I won’t make you wipe off your spoon, because I’m nice.

//Maki scoffs- but she’s smiling.

Maki - I’m good…

Maki - The strawberries taste like shit here- sorry,

Maki - That’s my opinion, at least…

Maeda, overlapping - Oh my god, don’t they?!

Maki - …

//Maki laughs as Maeda grins. The two continue to eat their food.

Maeda - …I keep having them at breakfast, though. I want them to taste good…

Maki - I’d bet that’s why Ōtori gave you them, then.

Maeda - …Do you think so?

//Before she can respond, Ōtori returns.

Maeda - Ōtori, are you planning on eating now?

Ōtori - …In a moment.

Maeda - …?

//Ōtori stills for a moment, part way between Maki and Maeda’s table, and the door…

Ōtori - …

//Then, he turns, and heads towards Hatano.

Ōtori - …Hatano?

Hatano - …

//There’s a loud sniffle, and then-

Hatano, watery - Wha-t…

Ōtori - …I cooked some oatmeal for breakfast- there’s a bowl for you, if you’d like it.

Ōtori, gently - It isn’t all that good if it’s plain, but I’ve got fruits out I’ve been adding, and there’s brown sugar, and chocolate…

Hatano - …No?

//Though the distance is great enough it comforted Maeda earlier, Hatano is still close enough for him to see and hear her relatively well. Her eyes have started to puff, and they still seem wet, while she keeps rubbing at her nose- doing nothing to help the flush tinting it (along with her eyes and cheeks) to go away. She was listening, but… her expression quickly morphs to something more upset.

Hatano - I don’t… want it.

Ōtori - …

Maeda - …Hatano, it’s warm- didn’t you say you were cold earlier?

Hatano - …You think I care about that?!

Maeda - !

Ōtori - If you have something to eat, it’ll help your brain wake up, and you’ll be able to think more clearly-

Hatano - What the he-ll does that mean!

Hatano - I’m thinking fine! I- I’m the only person here who’s fine! 

Hatano - You’re- Irana-mi’s- …you’re all ju-st… sitting there!

Hatano - Everyone’s just sitting, fucking- eat-ing, like… like nothing hap-pened!

Ōtori - We won’t do well in the trial on an empty stomach, Hatano-

Hatano, wailing - Who cares about the STUPID TRIAL!?

Ōtori - …

Hatano - If- If you real-

//Every word seems to be torn between a shriek and a sob.

Hatano - If you rea-lly ca-red abouut-

Hatano - If you really ca-red about the trial, you’d be investigating already!

//Maki, Maeda, and Ōtori all fall silent, as Hatano continues to sob.

Hatano - …No one ca-aares…

Hatano - None of you cared about her… 

Hatano - Not like me… I’m the only one that ever- that ever cared for her…

Maki - …

Maeda - …

Ōtori - …

//Hatano rests her forehead against one of her hands- though she’s started to slump over again, she’s still visibly sobbing.

Maeda - …

//Maeda feels sick looking at her as she cries. Maeda wants to help. But he doesn’t know how. So, Maeda looks back at his oatmeal… and continues to eat.

Maki - …

//Maki turns back around, and continues to eat as well. Behind her, Maeda sees Ōtori turn away, and go back into the kitchen.

Maeda - …I wonder if Hatano will ever heal from this- I can’t even imagine how she feels right now.

//Ōtori silently slides into the seat next to him, and slowly begins to eat.

Maeda - …

Ōtori - …

Maki - …Lots of bowls, earlier.

Ōtori - …Hm?

Maki - When you left the dining hall.

Maki - Who did you make food for?

Ōtori - …Oh.

Ōtori - Four bowls. One for Kobashikawa, one for Tomori, one for Uehara, and one for Tsurugi.

Maeda - Did you see Tsurugi?

Ōtori - I didn’t…

Ōtori - I said I’d cooked more portions than we had people, so Uehara told me what he thought Tsurugi may eat-

Ōtori - Four bowls of oatmeal, and one smaller bowl, with blueberries and brown sugar-

Ōtori - I left the bowl for Tsurugi plain, in case it’d be easier to eat something tasteless.

Maeda - …

Maeda - Like eating plain food, when you feel sick.

//Ōtori nods.

Maki - …How did everyone seem?

Ōtori - Tomori and Kobashikawa seemed to be fine.

Ōtori - A bit pale, I suppose… but fine nonetheless.

Ōtori - Uehara seemed… nervous?

Ōtori - Stressed is probably a better way of wording it. He seemed really appreciative when I said I’d made breakfast for everyone-

Ōtori - It struck me as odd for a second, but, it’s probably one less thing he has to worry about handling.

Maki - …Really, I wonder what it was that happened to Tsurugi.

Maeda - Monokuma was so… evasive about every question we had.

Ōtori - …Monokuma?

Ōtori - Also, what exactly happened to Tsurugi?

Maki - Oh, right, I never finished explaining…

Maeda - It was just after we found Higa’s body. We were all standing there- Uehara, Tsurugi, and I, were by the doorframe, and everyone was just outside, in the hallway,

Maeda - Then, Tsurugi just fell to the ground, and started screaming-

Maeda - It didn’t seem like something mental, like he was all torn up over Higa’s death… it seemed like he was in pain, he kept thrashing around…

Maki - …

Ōtori - God, sounds horrible…

Maeda - Mhm…

//Maeda glances at Ōtoris bowl, and sees he’s already eaten nearly as much as Maeda- as he watches, Ōtori continues to eat quickly.

Maeda - …

Maeda - We’re… probably going to investigate after this…

Maeda - …I don’t know if I should try to eat, in case I lose my appetite for the rest of the investigation period… or if I should stop now, in case I get sick.

Maeda - …

//Maeda continues to eat, picking at his food between bites.

Maki - …When we’re all done eating, we should investigate.

Ōtori - Mhm…

Ōtori - …What does that even look like for you and I?

Ōtori - Like, is Maeda supposed to look at Iranami while you and I look at him?

Maki - I mean… I think as we’re both focused on Maeda and the body while he’s investigating, it’s fine…

Maki - It’s not, like… a thing with rules. It’s just making sure no one has the chance to, say… wipe away a dying message, or take their signature ring that they left at the crime scene back.

Ōtori - …Oddly specific?

//Maki shrugs, and they all continue to eat.

Maeda - …

Maeda - Did you two ever really investigate?

Maki - I did my fair share last time, but… I guess I’m generally more interested in the area around the body?

Maki - Actually, I think I mostly just looked around the room for clues both times.

Ōtori - …Last time, I was, uh… I was busy with Kobashikawa…

Ōtori - But before that, I spent my time in the entry hall too.

Maki - Oh, I remember that…

Ōtori - …It feels so long ago, right?

Maki - Mhm…

//Maki has been idly stirring around her food for some time now, and Ōtori seems to be finishing his bowl. Maeda starts to scrape together larger bites of oatmeal.

Maki - …I wonder how Hatano’s going to react…

Ōtori - …

Ōtori - Hopefully she’s too exhausted from everything to get upset with us…

Maeda - …I think…

Maeda - I’m ready to start investigating, if you both are.

Maki - …

Maki - Yeah. Let’s go.

//Ōtori says nothing- only stands, and starts to walk over to the table where Iranami has been waiting.

Maeda - …

~*~

Maeda, narrating - I’m glad I got the chance to talk with Maki…

Maeda - I think it helped her to talk about what happened- hopefully, I was able to do the same with Ōtori earlier.

Maeda - …God, Iranami looks horrible…

Iranami is still on the table, same as when Maeda first saw her, same as she’s been in the corner of his eye, and same as she’ll be when he leaves for the trial. Up close, the {positioning of her body} sticks out to him a bit more than it did initially. Additionally, he can already tell that there’s {more blood} than he’d expected. {Maki} and {Ōtori} have both made their way over, but neither seems quite sure what to do. Maki is simply looking at Iranami, while Ōtori keeps glancing between her, and his E-Handbook. Finally, {Hatano} is sitting alone a few tables away... but Maeda isn't sure he wants to approach.

Maeda - Alright… where do I start?

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#yeah lol i fuckin hate okumura so much and i always say this its my hill to die on#that okumuras palace couldve been REALLY GOOD if the writers actually like. gave it attention#and if they you know. actually believed in something and took a stance#i think the only interpretation I like is one where haru isnt upset that her father died per some#shes upset that akechi stole that chance from her because she wanted to make the choice for herself how to deal with him#cuz it makes a lot of sense for her character she doesnt get to decide anything about her life#and the one time she finally gets to do something for herself and think about what she wants#another fucking man comes in and decides for her#plus like harus dad is ass and she knows this so i mean i dont think shes like too attached to him#seeing him die brutally though thats pretty traumatic lol#i think persona just struggles really bad with nuanced feelings towards an abusive parent (see how badly they handled yusukes abuse)

#also gotta also mention mitsurus dad who was just a massive douche god i hate the kirijo group#and she is pretty identical to haru in that shes an heiress who never gets to decide anything for herself and her dad dies and shes forced#to take over his company and like damn like i was so shocked and still am when the bad guys of p3 were strega and not the kirijo group#like. strega. the guys who were horrifically experimented on by the kirijos and have come up with a fucked up mentally to cope with their#trauma over the fact they were abused as kids and the only ones out of 100 who didnt die#theyre the bad guys. and we’re just okay with the kirijo group cuz teehee theyre good now!#even though mitsuru was forced to be a persona user when she was like 8 and never got a choice and was just a tool to them#and they covered up kens moms death and possibly also experimented on shinji and provided the suppressants that slowly killed him and Strega#and more! they suck and its so infuriating how mitsuru is written cuz yay misogyny#shes gotta take over the company because its not actually corrupt if a Good Person runs it even though shes not gonna do anything different#and she doesnt get to live her own life shes still being forced into this BUT DONT WORRY CUZ SHE WAAAANTS IT NOW#and they do the same with haru but like slightly different cuz my assumption is the writers realized how dirty they did mitsuru#so they were like ‘okay we wont revise p3 but we are aware big evil rich corporation is Bad Actually’#but hnn they barely do anything to change imo and they still hold that ‘the system is fine it just has bad apples’ mindset

#i can write so many essays god i LOVE both the empress girls but oooh i hate the way theyre written so bad lol#anyways akechi is based for killing okumura but not based for not letting haru get a few swings in first - @hecksupremechips

i love these tags - i haven't finished p3 but the haru stuff, yeah absolutely my personal interpretation is that the main reason why haru doesn't forgive akechi for killing her father is that she no longer got to deal with him on her own terms. like you said, this was about her asserting her autonomy her justice, freeing herself with her powers, only for her act of liberation to be co-opted by yet another man. moreover, now she never gets to see his change of heart, to see if he at least talks to her and apologizes for what he did to her - even if she couldn't fully accept it, even if she still begrudges him for all his terrible misdeeds, at least she'd get to choose what to do with that. it should've been HER active journey to navigate these complex feelings, but that opportunity is ripped away; now the only reality she can negotiate is a shitty dead dad. ALSO now the fallout of her father's actions all falls on her shoulders, since he's no longer around to face the consequences. he never gets to experience the theme of "fates worse than death", and instead haru has to clean up the mess...

also yeah the watching your dad die brutally part on live tv lmao... ouch.

i seriously wish persona handled the abusive dad stuff more gracefully, like between haru and yusuke it's such a shame more nuance and depth isn't wrought from those storylines - how you can be torn between the fact this person raised you and at times even cared for you, but still was a shit person overall. finding closure about that (if ever) is so complicated, and that journey could've been so emotionally engaging. it also just would've been more interesting for this theme to get fleshed out because of the parallels between these two and akechi, how their desire for validation from their dads was twisted and manipulated for other people's gains. my current take on haru and akechi's dynamic is like, haru is both firm about justice and kind about injustice - she'd feel the same anger towards shido as she feels towards her own dad, and she'd feel sympathy for akechi. not enough to just forgive him for the injustice he did to her by stealing her agency - but enough to recognize that he himself had a lot of agency stolen. being your dad's puppet hurts a lot and they both understand that pretty uniquely.

Persona 5 and to some extent the fandom tries to make us feel bad that Goro Akechi killed Haru's father but like that guy is basically the fast food equivalent of elon musk complete with space obsession, disrespecting his daughter, and workers abuse, and also his palace gave me a migraine so frankly im glad his ass is dead everyone say thank you akechi

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[levworship]

Okay but I just read what the other anon requested and that was so good?? I didn’t think I had a thing for receiving oral but wtf 😭🤚could I maybe request smth if you got time?? Could it be a reunion between volleyball teams from miyagi and tokyo? So nekoma, fukorodani, seijoh, Johzenji (terushima’s tongue piercing PLS), karasuno, itachiyama You were the old manager of nekoma and was friends with literally everyone, during the talk kuroo somehow mentioned that in the nekoma reunion like 2 years ago it somehow ended with the main guys all taking turns eating you out and that pisses off the rest of the guys because that was their fantasy?? This ends up with you (with consent ofc) being sat down on kuroo’s lap as the guys also take turns eating you out (inspired by the other anon because 😩) I understand if you obviously can’t mention everyone, but pls mention terurshima, sakusa (who would only let you make a mess on his face) and bokuto if you could <3 ALSO the idea of two people eating you out at the same time, maybe bokuto and terushima?? IM NASTY OKAY BUT PLS DO THAT

Ty in advanceeee

i’m usually pretty fast but this took me a whole two days to write smh i’m sorry anon. hope you enjoy tho <3 i wanted it to be a lil longer but i’m so tired and i rlly wanted to get this out for you.

cw: group sex (like.. big group), hella sub reader, also fem reader, anal lol, oral (fem reviving), kuroo is the ringleader, humiliation ig, reader kinda into it doe, dirty talk, degrading + praise, squirting, overstimulation

summary: basically everyone wants to eat out/fuck y/n. explicitly written in here is kuroo, oikawa, sakusa, bokuto, and terushima. the rest is implied.

word count: about 1.9k

your face was buried into kenma’s stiff shoulder, your whole body feeling hot as your group of friends continued to talk about you as if you weren’t even there. but clearly they hadn’t forgotten about you too much considering the way their eyes burned holes into you from all around so indiscreetly that you couldn’t even sit your ass still.

you weren’t quite sure how the previous conversation had shifted so suddenly, but kuroo seemed more than happy with the subject change as his signature asshole smirk never left his features. “- yeah, ‘bout two years ago i’d say. she was a good fuck too. poor thing was so eager to make us feel good that she passed out.” kuroo continued to drag his story as if to intentionally provoke the others, and the staring at you only got worse. your nerves were shot.

you looked and felt like a precious bunny being stared down by a bunch of wolves. and honestly? it was hot as fuck.

which is why you didn’t bother to argue when you were practically dragged into the locker room of the old gym, daichi hurriedly locking the door behind all of you. you couldn’t help but feel bad for just a second. ‘didnt some of these guys have girlfriends? couldve sworn i saw terushima enter with some girl.’ but how could you possibly focus on that when your clothes were being literally ripped off of you and disregarded to who knows where?

your legs felt weak, both out of shock and nervousness from being handled so roughly. “bring her here, bo. sit her down on my lap.” bokuto (for perhaps the first time in his life) was silent as he dragged you over to the other ex-captain, setting you down in his lap on his spot on the bench just as he’d requested. kuroo snickered and raised a hand to cup your cheeks, squeezing them together like you were a little baby before releasing.

“ease up, will ya? so damn tense i can feel it from here. you know we’ll take good care of you.” he spoke so lowly and reassuringly that you couldn’t help but to nod like a fool as he turned you around in his lap to fit the others. he tapped your thigh once, twice, and you quickly picked up on the hint and opened your legs for their viewing pleasure. you tried to put your face down as you were smothered in shame from just how quickly you got wet from their rough handling, but kuroo gripped onto your face once again and forced you to look up.

“look up, baby. so many big strong men dying to make you cum so fucking hard. be a little more thankful, yeah? say it.” “thank you.” he shook his head with a small laugh before releasing your face, but not before lightly tapping your face twice with soft slaps. still, you remained out of it even as oikawa settled himself between your legs, looking up at you with the same lazy smile you frequently saw him wearing around you.

“smells so damn good. finally gonna let me get a taste, cutie?” he spoke lowly as if he were to himself before diving in and holy shit. you figured he’d be pretty experienced. the guy was a literal chick magnet. but damn, this exceeded your expectations by far. your body threatened to curl over itself if it hadn’t been for kuroo’s sturdy grip on your twitching thighs. the way he sucked vigorously at your clit while swiping his tongue along your folds to capture more of your essence had you drawing nothing but blanks up there.

“haven’t even cum yet for us and already going dumb?” kuroo teased, planting a kiss just behind your ear, a shocking contrast to the way oikawa’s tongue worked against you just right.

the air around you was so thick you felt as if it could be cut with a knife. some of the guys surrounding you couldn’t figure out what to do with themselves, nervously shuffling their feet without taking your eyes off of you. others had clearly overcome any former shame, already slowly pumping their cocks in their hands as they hoped and prayed that they would get a turn soon. the whole scene made you feel so dirty— so wanted. the desire that leaked from their looks on you had your orgasm approaching faster than ever.

oikawa seemed to have noticed this, using his thumbs to spread your folds apart to make sure you felt him deep, muttering a quick “cum on my fucking mouth, princess.” the simple phrase alone made your orgasm crash down on you finally. your fingers tangled in his soft hair, which was now messy and tossed thanks to you.

you nearly passed out right there when he continued to lick you clean even as you violently shook in kuroo’s grasp, the black haired boy having to shove the other away forcefully just to separate his mouth from you. “that’s enough of that. did he make you feel good baby?” your eyes are still shut as you cling onto the leftover bliss, only offering a quiet “mhm.” “good girl. think you can give us another?” the question was clearly rhetorical, which should’ve been clear by the was he was already gesturing someone else forward. but still, you shook your little fucked out head ‘no’ and prayed upon some god that he’d have mercy on your poor quivering cunt.

but you knew better than to expect mercy from kuroo of all people. especially when it came to your body, when he kept whispering to you about how you were such a “perfect little toy,” and his “favorite doll to use.” before you knew it sakusa was diving into your pussy quickly without giving you time to do so much as muster up the energy to open your eyes again. his mouth was quick and desperate to get you off, moving with a sense of urgency as his hands busied themselves palming at his covered dick. he wasn’t nearly as precise or experienced as oikawa was, but his eagerness made up for it as he ate you out like a starved man.

your hips threatened to buck against his face wildly, cries of “please, please, please” falling from your mouth even though you didn’t even know what you were begging for. all you knew was that you needed more than what he was giving you right now. the man above you seemed to have read you like an open book once again as he released one of your thoughts to reach a hand around to your sensitive bud, pressing down on it softly. “see this?” he murmured, only receiving a small “hm.” in acknowledgement as omi continued his assault on your little hole. greedy fuck. “try touching her here. she loves that shit.” you cried out for more again, clenching tightly at the way he spoke of your body as if you weren’t even there.

the second sakusa tore himself away from your folds to wrap his lips around your clit, you were a goner for sure. there was a distant scream that you didn’t even recognize as your own until kuroo muffled them with his hand, body twitching and jerking more than it had the previous time. the room fell to a sudden silence even as you came down from your high, causing you to let out a confused hum.

kuroo’s chuckle broke the quietness, his large hand slapping your wet overstimulated mound and making you yelp. “didn’t know you were a squirter, baby. how come you didn’t do this for us the first time hm?” another rhetorical question. his hand trailed down lower, collecting some of your juices before he began to prod a finger at your other hole. “fuck- gonna let me bury myself in here again? want both of your holes fucked out?” and you couldn’t help but cry out because fuck yes! you couldn’t think of anything you’d want more. you nodded your head and panted like a sex craved mutt, and perhaps you would’ve been as humiliated as you were before if you weren’t so damn thirsty for it. every inch of you was begging to be ravished and destroyed, and you couldn’t help but grow more and more impatient as the time passed.

kuroo didn’t take his eyes off of you as he nodded towards the crowd once again, sakusa taking the hint and reluctantly scurrying off to palm at himself through his sweatpants just as he previously had. kuroo’s command must’ve been unclear though, as both of you were pulled away from your eye contact at the sound of a comical bonk followed by two grunts of “ow.” perhaps you would’ve laughed if the two aforementioned fools weren’t kneeling in front of your drenched pussy, ready to service you eagerly just as the other two had.

a chill ran up your spine as you surveyed each of their features. while both of them shared the same underlying expressions of lust and desperation, you couldn’t help but note how bokuto’s face resembled one of an excited puppy dog that perhaps would’ve been adorable in another circumstance while terushima’s was much more primal. “look at that” kuroo’s voice in your ear dragged you back out of your own head as he slowly sunk another finger into your tight ass. just because he was going to treat you like a whore didn’t mean you didn’t deserve prep. “making a fool out of themselves, all because they’re so desperate to get a taste of that perfect pussy. doesn’t that make you feel filthy?”

kuroo couldn’t do anything but shake his head at your lack of response, finally releasing your thighs for a moment to grab at both of their napes, silently demanding for you to hold them open yourself. “well? since you’re both so impatient, think you two can work together as a team? if i hear her complain even one time, i’m not letting either of you touch again.”

the two of them nodded obediently, and your eyes nearly rolled back at how demanding kuroo was being right now. it was clear that everyone knew who was truly holding the ropes here, and yet no one was complaining about the arrangement. seemingly satisfied with their responses, kuroo released their necks and his hands smacked yours away so he could replace them and hold up your thighs himself once again. “think you’re ready to take my cock now in here, y/n?” he smirked as he lined himself up. “gonna let me fuck this ass while you let both of them eat that slutty pussy? such a dirty girl. so fuckin’ good for us” he continued to spew filth at you as he lined himself up at your entrance, allowing you to sink down slowly.

you hissed at the stretch, but of course didn’t have much time to focus on the sensation because bokuto and terushima had finally decided that they’d been waiting for long enough. they worked diligently, the cool metal of teru’s tongue piercing flicking against your bud while bokuto slurped on your juices so loudly that the sound filled the room in the most embarrassing way possible.

yeah. you were in for it tonight.

sorry for mistakes or inconsistencie. requests for bnha and haikyuu are open.

[rintarous]

fwb!suna

hottie alert wee woo wee woo fbi arrest him also if you’ve read the timeskip in the manga and it briefly shows suna can i just fucking tell u like holy shit hes fucking h+t + p.s implied sex <3

you two probably met at a random party thrown by terushima 

and he was kinda popular with the girls so he had girls beside him the entire time you first noticed suna

but little did you know he had eyes on you the moment you walked in

he’s definitely going to thank terushima for throwing this sick party my dude

as the night gets deeper the more you got yourself wasted

like duh? its a college party 

same goes to suna but lucky for him, his alcohol tolerance is spot on

so a few shots of vodka and any more of that shit wouldn’t hurt him

and now you’re kinda wasted and shit just walking around the place, greeting people here and there

when your eyes landed on suna,, again for the 2nd time tonight

homeboy was kinda looking for you too the whole night

cs u were hot shit just like he was

and so you approached him

he’s kinda surprised that you were the first one who made a move on him

so a little chit chat here and there later he finally asks you the question

“wanna get out of here for a bit?” he whispers in your ear a bit seductively

and thats how you found yourself entangled with him under the sheets if ya know what im saying ;))) 

but the entire time you guys were doing the deed, you two cracked jokes here and there

and this weird ass friendship was born

so you two both agreed to be friends with benefits whenever theres a party or u just need a good release 

you didnt mind it cs you know for a fact after this party is over, you’ll never see him again cs you never saw him on campus anyway

so after how many rounds later you two are finished and you two go back downstairs to the party

like nothing happened

except for the fact your lips are swollen and theres a bunch of hickies on suna’s neck 

ngl he really looks,,, hot 

so tbh u were kinda lowkey bummed out that you might never see him again

what you didn’t know was he slipped his number on a piece of paper when he slid his hands on the back of your jeans

but u dont text him

CS UR SCARED BAHAHAHAHA

so fast forward a week later after that party

you were kinda lonely and u wanted to see him again cs duh friendship

you had this project for this one class you have and you and kita ended up being partners

but your project was about some theory about computers and such and you’re just like what the fuck??

luckily for kita, he knows someone who’s taking a computer related course or something related to your said project and guess who it is ladies

thats right it was suna fucking rintarou

“i know someone who can help us” kita says, grabbing his phone and scrolling through his contacts

“cool. what course does he take” you ask as you took a peek 

“electrical engineering” - kita

boi u were shookt when suna comes rolling in the cafeteria where he was going to meet his friend 

“hey kita-san” suna greets and when he turns to you he just had this biggest smile on his face

“holy shit it’s you” suna beams, glad he FINALLY got to see you again

and like right off the bat you were red again like how the fuck did you not notice him before

he was hot AND an intellectual

anyway

the three of you spent majority of your time working on your project at your apartment

cs it was closer to school and kita still has to go home to take care of his granny and shit so he leaves p early but he gets shit done so its okay

so you alr know what happens next

when u’re feeling stressed over this goddamn project of yours,,,

suna graciously gives you a quick fuck to let out your frustrations

and thats like every other day

man you were starting to be head over heels over that bitch at this point

he just knows where to hit it you know??

kinda hard not to fall for someone that attentive 👀

so gradually, those quick sessions of yours turned more affectionate?? if you say so yourself

like it isn’t as rough like it used to be anymore?? like he’s scared of hurting u or some shit

and u couldve sworn he gave you heart eyes when you two made eye contact during sex

which never fucken happens??

oh boi this dude got you wrapped around his finger

but what you didnt know is that its the exact same thing to him, you got HIM wrapped around your finger

so for the first time ever you ask him to stay over

“can you stay?” you mumbled, hiding your face away from him after your session

suna GIGGLES

“thought you’d never ask”

lowkey tho y’all spooned the entire night after cleaning each other up

and after that you two started avoiding each other

you were crushed dude

but you didn’t want to catch feelings cs thats against the unspoken rule you had with him when you two agreed to become friends with benefits

kita notices this and asks you what’s wrong

and you basically asked him his opinion abt your situation rn

and hes just like: “well if you like him that much, why won’t you just admit it to him? cause it seems like he feels the same way” 

and u were like contemplating about it

so on the final day of working on your project,,, you decide to confront suna about your feelings for him

after kita leaves ofc

when he does leave, it turned awkward inside your apartment

like dead silence

as he was packing his shit back to his bag and you were like standing in front of your front door staring at him, hands shaking

“uhh suna?” you squeaked as he basically towered over you, “can i tell you something?” 

suna flashes you his signature smile, “sure! what’s up?” 

your mouth went dry and suddenly you don’t know basic words

you looked like a fish out of water just opening and closing your mouth a bunch of times

you just couldn’t find the right words nor express yourself so you did something you knew you did best,, you kissed him

you cupped his cheeks and kissed him like there was no tomorrow

and now suna was obviously caught off guard 

he dropped his bag and his hands immediately went flying to your hips

he kinda pushed you against the door as you slid your tongue into his mouth, tugging his hair slightly 

you pulled away first, putting your forehead against his, staring at his eyes

“i really like you” you mumbled, cheeks turning pink 

suna has never felt this ecstatic

“fucking finally” he huffs out, kissing your nose. “i thought i was the only one getting attached” he smiles

and after this you two continued your previous actions and obviously ended up getting hot and steamy in bed ;)

the end <3     

[dotnscal]

 ignore this please. its the madness. shield thine eyes. its just fun for me to write these things down.

this is about to be so scary. all of my mental illness has been poured out

romangerri absent from much of this bc i dont have the mental capacity to think about them without boom. my head explodes.

the complexity of this is that kenstewy exists in a multiverse for me. like. there are 60 kenstewy universes existing in my head and i make no effort to differentiate them

anyways. selections from...

fearless (tv)

PEOPLE WILL HATE. PEOPLE WILL HATE FOR THIS........ but i had 1/3 of a celsius the other day and positively lost my mind listening to you belong with me imagining. the cheesiest kenstewy predicament. you know the one. it was insane. but wonderful

speak now (tv)

back to december..... yea its gonna be another kenstewy bullshit im sorry... im sorry.... just the hows life / tell me hows your family.... it feels like them.... then ithink about summer all the beautiful times / i watched you laughing from the passenger side / and realized i loved you in the faaaaall.... yea. yea

ours ... honorable kenstewy mention.... i lose it after the first verse but the first verse is like. lowkey them. sorry.

foolish one.......... i know its cheesy but... kenstewy pining.... 

you are not... the exception... you will never LEARN YOUR LESSON!!!!!!

you know how to keep me waiting / i know how to act like i’m fine / don’t know what to call this situation / but i know i can’t call you mine

cause when my head is on your shoulder / it starts thinking you’ll come around

cause you got her on your arm / and me in the wings / i’ll get your longing glances / BUT SHE’LL GET YOUR RING (!)

i can see you. honestly in my heart this is solidly a romangerri song.but i also think its sexy slay office romance business sex vibe. so it can really be utilized anywhere and everywhere <3 versatile queen

castles crumbling. if i think about this song too mcuh re: succession i will genuinely make myself sick and vomit. 

power went to my head and i couldnt stop / ones i loved tried to help so i ran them offffff / and here i sit alone behind walls of regret / falling down like promises that i never kept

my foes and friends watch my reign end i dont know how it couldve ended this way..........

now theyre screaming at the palace front gates used to chant my name now they’re screaming that they hate... me......... never wanted you to hate me....

red (tv)

state of grace ACOUSTIC. VERSION. i have no fucking evidence for this and no clear reasons but the ambience. the feel of it. is very...... kenstewy.

girls with daddy issues know that better man is not about a romantic relationship its actually about daddy issues when you see it with the daddy issues third eye. so.

on that note. the moment i knew can also be applied to daddy issues imo. i do this activity on a regular basis. and one day i thought about shiv bday or some fancy thing that logan did not attend (only one instance of this tho bc she is pinky <3) and it made me want to vomit and also die. 

red kenstewy ill die on this hill

1989

I KNOW PLACES. insanely kenstewy song idk man cant elaborate

sometimes i listen to clean and its like slay kendall bc obviously. when i was drowning thats when i could finally breathe. but also everything other than that line is far too fucking positive to be a kendall song in my heart

you are in love. stfu kenstewy it physically hurts me to listen to it. 

ONE NIGHT. HE WAKES. STRANGE LOOK. ON HIS FACE. PAUSES. THEN SAYS. YOURE MY. BEST FRIEND. AND YOU KNEW. WHAT IT WAS. HE IS. IN LOVE. 

reputation

look what you made me do this is. this is silly talk. but its so kendall. the drama of it. MY FATHER IS A MALIGNANT PRESENCE ERA. the old kendall cant come to the phone right now. 

i dont like your kingdom keys / they once belonged to me / you asked me for a place to sleep / locked me out. then threw a feast WHAT?!!? (thinking about it... this is also giving tomshiv a little hehe... shivorce....he did lock her out and throw a feast kinda)....

READY FOR IT IS ALSO KENDALL REP ERA. PLEASE IF YOU HAVE SEEN THE READY FOR IT KENDALL ROY EDIT WHERE IT OPENS W READY FOR IT AND WHEN SHE SINGS ‘KNEW HE WAS A KILLER’ IT FLASHES WITH K L R. PLEASE. PLEASE. IVE LOST IT AND I NEED IT. BADLY.

dont blame me kenstewy no i wont speak on it just the aura and vibes. my drug is my baby but also cocaine :o

dancing with our hands tied is simultaneously tomshiv (early tho. pre shivorce era) and kenstewy (i’m a mess but i’m the mess that you wanted).... i. I LOVED YOU IN SECRET

you said there was nothing in the world that could stop it / i had a bad feeling.

dress. you know. you know who this one is about. (let siobhan roy be horny). actually looking at thelyrics right now im also feeling some. shall we say. kenstewy mental illness seeping in (i dont want you like a best friend.... WHAT THA FREAK???)

getaway car honestly any fucking relationship in this show bc theyre always fucking around on each other!!!! theyre always up to shady shit!!! DONT PRETEND ITS SUCH A MYSTERY THINK ABOUT THE PLACE WHERE YOU FIRST MET ME (waystar royco)

so it goes... yea i cant comment it just fits everyone and everything but to me it will always be early tomshiv

lover

the man...... like cringe obviously ew cringe cringe. one time i said this to my sister and she said ‘thats because you havent experienced sexism.’ well now i have and im sorry but if i like to listen to the man and feel strongly about shiv roy i can do what i want and fuck you!!

false god cough cough kenstewy. no elaboration at this time.

unfortunately they are all the archer to me. all of them every last one. it oscillates depending on the line sometimes.

i cut off my nose just to spite my face / and i hate my reflection / for years and years.......

cause all of my enemies started out friends... coughcough romangerri coughcough shivorce....

WHO COULD EVER LEAVE ME DARLING... BUT WHO COULD STAY....

folklore

august. AUGUST. its kenstewy 20 year situationship to the fucking max.... early days... harvard days....... stfu i know they were summering in the hamptons and LIVING THIS SONG

whispers / of “are you sure?” / “never have i ever before” ..... stfu

wanting was enough / for me it was enough / to live for the hope of it all / cancel plans just in case you’d call

SO MUCH FOR SUMMER LOVE AND SAYING US CAUSE YOU WERENT MIIIIIINE TO LOOOSE

illicit affairs.... im not saying it im not saying it im not saying it NO! NO! GOD NO! (kenstewy affair era) NOOOO NOBODY SAID THAT

hoax........... another daddy issues song to me......... but also shivorce..... it contains multitudes....

peace. to me peace is like. tomshiv before they had very obvious and insurmountable issues and when they maybe liked each other. i feel that shiv has a very (repressed) desire to love and be loved and just kind of cant do it but like.... in her heart she wanted them to work but also.... they did not <3 oh baby they did not <3

exile.... yea its gonna be the shivorce yea yea yea who was shocked. who was surprised.

seven you already know where its going. 

i’ve been meaning to tell you / i think your house is haunted / your dad is always mad and that must be why / and i think you should come live with me / and we can be pirates / then you won’t have to cry / or hide in the closet

knife to my fucking gut aside.... oh baby is he (kendall) hiding in the closet :P (im so silly)

my tears ricochet giving daddy issues sorry. 

i didnt have it in myself to go with grace / ‘cause when i’d fight you used to tell me i was brave

you had to kill me but it killed you just the same / cursing my name / wishing i stayed / you turned into your worst fears

not even gonna take a crack at this is me trying. figure it out for yourselves i cant open that can of worms. 

the 1 i wont say it (kenstewy)

mad woman... shivvy. honey. were gonna get you out of here. ITS OBVIOUS THAT WANTING ME DEAD HAS REALLY BROUGHT YOU TWO TOGETHER. 

evermore

many people have said to me (no people have said this) olivia. if illicit affairs is giving kenstewy affair for you. what about ivy. i cant really speak on it but it just doesnt give the same effect. it doesnt fit them to me. idk. 

coney island SHIVORCE. ANTHEM. 

did i close my fist around something delicate? / did i shatter you? yup. yup. 

champagne problems i do not feel particularly strongly about actually in relation to succession ( i feel very strongly about it in my every day life ) but. she wouldve made such a lovely bride what a shame shes fucked in the head. 

now the daddy issues sufferers will once again recognize that tolerate it is also a song about daddy issues. 

“i notice everything you do or dont do / youre so much older and wiser and i / wait by the door like im just a kid / use my best colors for your portrait” yea yea

“i made you my temple my mural my sky / now im begging for footnotes in the story of your life / drawing hearts in the by line / always taking up too much space or time”

midnights

one time i was listening to anti hero and was like haha its kind of kendall bc its so dramatic and shit but then i was like. there are very few circumstances where he would admit to being the problem.

ok sorry. sorry i know i said coney island shivorce anthem but MIDNIGHT RAIN. SHIVORCE ANTHEM. 

i broke his heart cause he was nice (STFU) / HE WAS SUNSHINE I WAS MIDNIGHT RAIN / HE WANTED IT COMFORTABLE I WANTED THAT PAIN / HE WANTED A BRIDE I WAS MAKING MY OWN NAME (!!!!!) / CHASING THAT FAME

havent thought in depth about this one but. maroon. tomshiv. boom

labyrinth is SO early tomshiv that it hurts. shiv liking tom and being like. fuck what the fuck what the fuck. no. 

great war everybody because everybody fucks each other up in multiple ways. they are all always having great wars. 

mastermind is also astronomically tomshiv. they are both mastermind and mastermind is them but particularly shiv.

no one wanted to play with me as a little kid / so ive been scheming like a criminal ever since / to make them love me and make it seem effortless / this is the first time i felt the need to confess

hits different so fucking embarrassingly kenstewy its EMBARRASSING. how kenstewy it is to my heart. 

i pictured you with other girls / in looooove / then threw up on the street. (tell me that is not young kenstewy)

MOVING ON WAS ALWAYS EASY FOR ME TO DO. IT HITS DIFFERENT. IT HITS DIFFERENT CAUSE ITS YOU.

wouldve. couldve. shouldve. need i say.... shivorce. and it goes BOTH WAYS. particularly first verse and the bridge

if you tasted poison you couldve / spit me out at the first chance

living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts / give me back my girlhood it was mine first

ok so sorry about this. i think im done now ( for now evil laugh). i think this was good for me. i do not have many fellow succession enjoyers in real life and do not wish to floor those who i am acquainted with. so i needed to write this down and throw it out here to drift away in the waters of oblivion.

cant believe taylor swift wrote so many songs about succession....

[yjwonz]

hi r/aita am i the a hole uwu fuck this

right so my dad recently had a surgery, when i say recently i mean literally yesterday. i took the day off n everything to drive him there get him back and ive been taking care of him while still managing to care for my younger sisters, cook for them, clean the house, etc... right? so when i asked my now 15 y/o sister (turned 15 last week idk if i posted abt it) to go out and buy some medicine like painkillers and shit to help my dad sleep faster (thats it) she couldve done it right? there a pharmacy literally like 4 blocks away idk its like a less then 10 minute walk. she was there anyway because she went to the gym around there to work out. i call her up and i go 'hey can you pick up this medicine blah blah blah like right now please' and she agrees to do it right. 20 mins past i dont think anything bc it might take her a while to find the stuff and walk back i call her 'hey can you maybe hurry up ?? sorry its just he really needs them yk' and she goes 'yeah whatever i know calm down' and im like ...what??

anyways 15 more minutes past, she should be home. i call her, 'where are you ??' she says shes otw. okay. 15 more minutes, where tf is she? the gym isnt far from the pharmacy btw, literally less than 5 mins. also painkillers n shit are like right by the door and its never busy either. im abt to call her and she sends me a text telling me to open the door. i tell one of my sisters to go open it and she goes outside to see where said sister is. i walk over to the door and ask where sister is and little sister says 'shes here but her friends are here' ..what? what. i see sister walking up the steps a huge fucking bag in her hand and shes laughing w her friends. she steps in her friends still outside. im staring hella hard at her and i close the door and im like where the fuck have you been? i asked you for 2 things. why are your friends here what the fuck? and shes like oh my god i got the stuff calm down. and i say thats not the point you cant take a single day of not hanging out w friends?? (she hangs out w them like 8 times every week deadass)

and shes getting mad at ME?? she tells me they were at the gym with her and i tell her then why are they here?? 'they were at the gym with me' 'okay that still doesnt explain why r they here???' and she take the medicine out of the back and goes 'it doesnt matter oh my god just go give this to YOUR dad'

EXCUSE ME???? MY DAD???? i say 'what do you mean your dad, you mean our dad !!?!' i leave to give dad his medicine and shes in the garage w her friends, i tell her they need to leave and she says theyre abt to but shes just waiting for her friends mom to pick them up. im done w it atp so im like okay fine whatever. its like 3 oclock now and i serve the other girls lunch and i wait for my sister to come in. 30 minutes and her friends mom isnt here and she said 'were not hanging out just waiting' LIKE A FUCKING LIAR.

anyways yeah yall im not bitchy right im in the right for yelling at her right. CAUSE SHES GOING ALL "BLAH BLAH UR SO THIS AND THAT" LIKE SHTU UP OUR DAD IS LITERALLY IN PAIN AND YOU CANT BE AGOD PERSON FOR ONCE??@?!?@#$U^

tldr ; i send sister out for medicine for our sickly father, she doesnt get back for like 45 mins and when she does she says it doesnt matter it took her so long and tells me to just give the medicine to 'your' dad as if he's not her father ??? i get mad and yell @ her blah blah she also brings her friends over when i told her not to n shit idk

[darkherolovercroissant]

Never thought

Pairing: Bucky x 40’s reader

Warnings:Fluff and angst

Summary:Bucky goes back in time on a mission with Sam to fix a mistake and ends up running into the woman he loved before Hydra found him.

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“So let me get this straight, Strange fucked this up, but you’re asking us to fix it?” Sam asked heavily confused

“Well Bucky comes from that time period and you two have been joined at the hip since Steve left,so yeah! You’ll be fixing it.” Doctor Strange said

“Typical. Cleaning up after everyone once again” Sam growled, but Bucky had been quiet the whole time.

Something happened two weeks ago, a memory had resurfaced and Bucky was in complete heartbreak when it had happened. He remembered a young woman back home in Brooklyn, New York. She was gorgeous and Bucky had left her behind with the intention on marrying her when he got back. However, Bucky never came back.

Bucky couldn’t help but think about what would of happened if Steve reached out farther earlier on or what would of happened if he wasn’t standing so close to the edge of the train car. Maybe he would’ve returned with Steve and watched him marry Peggy. Bucky couldve had a life and married his little lady with eyes that sparkled like the Diamond he had been thinking of giving her.

They joined Scott on the standing pad with Strange aswell. Apparently they were going just a bit past the fourties, they were heading to the fifties to fix a glitch that Strange had caused. They safely transferred between now and then and came out looking at the old school look of New York.

“Man! You grew up here?” Sam asked

“I miss it so much.” Bucky mumbled

The duo had just came across to the pinpointed location when a familiar head of hair caught his eye. She was just as gorgeous as he remembered, how he wished to stay here with her.

“Whos the girl?” Sam asked with pure concern

“The woman I wanted to marry. Y/n” he whispered

“I’m sorry man.” Sam said sadly as he watched his friend with pure empathy. It wasn’t easy having everything took from you and Sam tried his hardest to see him through.

Only now watching his friend pine over a girl he always wanted was breaking his heart.

“Why don’t you go talk to her?” Sam asked

Bucky shook his head as he looked down.

“She won’t ever remember me.” Bucky sighed

“Hey man, this is probably going to be the only time you’ll be able to do this. As soon as this mission is done, they’re bringing us back so go talk to her. You owe her that much.” Sam says

Bucky just looks up in time to see you look at the two with pure confusion until you see those familiar crystal blue eyes and the next thing the two know, you’re running towards them.

“Bucky?” You ask as you are two feet in front of him.

“Hey, doll.” He smiled

Sam gently backs up giving you two some space, sitting on the curb and watching as his friend is reunited with his long lost love.

“Is that really you? You look a lot older than you left.” She giggled

“It’s me, doll. However you wouldn’t believe me if I told you what I had been through.” He smiled

“Oh you must think I’m such a cold lady. My name is y/n” she said as she stuck a hand out towards Sam.

“Nice to meet you, Y/n. My name is Sam.”

“I never thought I’d see you again.” Y/n says to Bucky making his heart flutter.

“I’m here now, doll.” He smiled

“Do you still intend to keep your promise?” She asked without a clear idea on why the two were there in the first place.

Sam saw Bucky stiffen and he took it as a time to step in.

“Now as much as I’d love to see Bucky here get married,I’m afraid he won’t be able to.” Sam sighed

Bucky’s heart broke as he watched y/n become saddened and less cheerful.

“Oh. I understand.” She fake smiled

Bucky felt his heart shatter as she refused to look at them.

“Well I’m terribly busy, so I’ll just let you two get back to work then. Good evening, gentlemen.” And just like that, y/n was gone and Bucky released a broken sigh. His voice wavered and he began to shake. His eyes were now red and his cheeks were now wet.

“Please comeback” he whispered at your retreating form.

Sam felt horrible seeing his broken friend. He didn’t think she’d be that upset and that quick. However when Bucky continued on with their tasks, Sam could see the odd tear fall down onto his hand. As soon as they pulled away, Sam saw the pure heartbreak on his face.

“Look man, I don’t know how to say this, but maybe you should go find her. I’ll finish this and I’ll send the signal after and we can go home.” Bucky took a deep breath and started down the streets towards your apartment and came up the stairs to where you lived.

When you opened the door, you saw the broken man you loved. The poor man has been through so much and all he wanted was you, but he knew he couldn’t have you.

“Bucky?”

“Can we talk?” He asked quietly

You nod and allow him entry and he immediately spills everything.

“Look. I went off to war, I was taken prisoner by Hydra and experimented on and was saved by Steve. We then took out any Hydra members we could find and when we received word that a certain someone was on a train, we looked to capture him. Only I ended up falling off towards what I thought was my death. However with whatever Hydra had put in me, I survived. The next thing I know is that I was taken hostage again and gave a new arm to replace my left one from the fall off the train. I then spent over 70 years with Hydra, or at least that’s what they keep telling me. I did a lot of bad things, y/n and I’m not proud of it. Then I became an avenger and I stood up to a monster called Thanos who took over planets and wiped out half the population and I ended up dying and then coming back five years later, but it only felt like five minutes for me. I’m one hundred and seven now, doll. I missed out on everything I ever wanted. Including you. We came back in time to fix something that had happened and now I’m heading back home.” Bucky says

“I honestly can’t understand a thing you just said.” Y/n felt insulted. It was like the world was playing twisted tricks on her.

“Remember how I said I lost my arm?” He removed his jacket and glove and a shiny black and gold metal arm stood in place for where his arm should’ve been.

You fall into a chair as everything became clear. This was really Bucky and what he had said was true.

“Believe me doll. I don’t wish to be anywhere but at a church marrying you, but I can’t stay” Bucky says

“I understand.” You whisper

“I’m sorry.” He sniffled

“Don’t worry about it, Bucky. Just go back to Sam and worry about your future.” You say as you get up and head to the bedroom.

Bucky frowns as turns to head back. His eyes catch a glimpse of a picture sitting in a frame. A simpler time to be exact.

A picture of you and Bucky.

“You can keep it, if you want.” You say

Immediately,Bucky takes the picture and shoved it into his inside pocket and smiled

“Thank you for everything, Bucky” you say as you hug him.

“I’m sorry it can’t be the way we wanted it” he says

“Go and take care of the future, Barnes.”

He looked down at you and smiled before kissing you for what felt like years and pulling back before leaving the apartment.

When he approached Sam, he smiled weakly and then the two were brought back to normal times and Bruce, Strange,Peter and Carol were there to welcome the two back.

“Nice work, boys” Carol says

Bucky opens his jacket and pulls the picture out as he walks back to his room smiling down and the photo.

His lovely little lady. The woman he couldn’t have, but still loved. Never thought that life would be this cruel

[brelione]

The Only Acception (Kiara Carrera x Reader)

Shes so cute in this gif :) im a simp for Kiara and I am proud

Kiara Carrera wasnt a kook.She was just a pogue who had the home of a kook.She had never liked or fit in with the other kooks,always choosing to be friends with kids from The Cut.That’s how she had joined her close knit friend group.She had listened to them complain about kooks,how stuck up they were and how they were all assholes and she couldnt help but agree.Every kook she had gotten close to,or thought she had gotten close to,had betrayed her and cut things off.That left her with three annoying boys that lived off of beer,weed and poor life choices.They were stupid and weird but she loved them none the less,laughing with them and supplying them beer.And now she sat on the HMS pogue with them,scrolling through her playlist with an earbud in as she listened to the boys’ conversations.A much larger boat came by,Sarah Cameron and her family glaring down at them as they drove by. “Look at them with their thousand dollar outfits and million dollar boat...they’ve never worked a day in their lives and they get to live like that.Its not fair.”Pope grumbled.

JJ nodded in agreement,taking a sip of beer. “Fucking bitch.”Kiara mumbled,watching as the boat disappeared in the distance.She hated Sarah Cameron and her brother,they were pure evil like venomous snakes.Sarah was manipulative while Rafe was just a flat out asshole.When John.B had dropped her off at the dock outside The Wreck Kiara had said goodbye to her friends like any other day,waving to them as the boat moved quickly.She sighed,going inside the restaurant.It closed in around ten minutes so she decided to help clean off the tables.Five minutes left until the restaurant closed when you walked in.Her parents were in the back,putting food away in the refrigerator while Kiara had been fixing the straws.She looked up when she heard the bell ring,looking you up and down.Your sandals were old and a bit worn out because you were too lazy to buy a new pair,your dark shorts still had some sand sticking to them and your cropped hoodie was damp from your wet hair.

You wore four bracelets on each of your wrists,all of which having words on them that she could make out from where she was standing.A locket hung from your neck as you panted like you had run here. (Y/N) (Y/L/N).She had heard your name before.She had heard your name from Sarah,talking about how lovely you were.Sarah had mentioned how you would go around to fishermen,asking if you could free some of their bait when they were done with the day.She had heard your name from a group of kids,talking about how you had bought them candy when they didnt have enough money to buy some themselves.She had heard your name at the Wreck before,talking about how you had rescued turtles trapped in nets.She had heard people talking about how pretty you were.She had never actually seen you but from the descriptions she had heard she was positive the girl she was looking at now was you.The (Y/H/C) hair that was wet and messy,the pretty (Y/E/C) eyes that were reflecting the light off of them,the absurd amount of bracelets clinging to your wrists.No one else looked like that.

She would know if someone had.She didnt understand how someone like you could come from such wealth.Your parents were filthy rich.They could probably buy all of the Camerons property and all of their organs twice if they wanted too. “Uh...we’re closing in five minutes.”Kiara had said after clearing her throat.You didnt say anything for a moment.The silence was extremely loud and she was positive she could hear the lights. “Do you have any paper cups that you could put water in?Im so sorry,I just ran three blocks and I currently cant breath.”You smiled,your cheeks flushed from the lack of oxygen.She nodded,reaching under  the counter and grabbing a paper cup,filling it with ice and water.She turned around,placing it on the counter.You stumbled forward,holding onto the counter and nodding like you were trying to thank her before sipping the water. “Thank you.”You nodded,taking another sip.She grinned. “No problem,(Y/N).”She bit her lip.You raised your eyebrows.

 “How do you know-my name?”You asked,sipping the water again.She blushed. “You’re kind of famous for saving turtles,so.”She tried to explain herself but all that came out was stupidity.You smiled,finishing the water and gaining back your ability to breathe. “Oh,oh cool.So um...whats your name?”You asked. “Kiara,Kiara Carrera.”She tucked her hair behind her ear.You grinned. “Well its great meeting you,Kiara Carrera.”You held out your hand for her to shake.She took the opportunity to read your bracelets.BLM,LGBT,FLOWER,(Y/N),VIBE,SAVE TURTLES,GOLD,FISH.She shook your hand,your bracelets shaking a bit as you did so. “Nice bracelets.”She complimented,looking at your wrists. “Do you want me to make you one?”You asked.She was stunned by the offer. “I dont wanna wear plastic,thanks though.”She smiled.You bit your lip. “Glass and clay beads,I dont wanna add to the fact that my parents use single use utensils every night.You’d think with all that money they’d buy some metals spoons.”You sighed.She had meant the whole plastic thing as a light hearted joke but damn.Not only did you use your bracelets to spread a positive message but they were made with none harmful materials.

She nodded. “Good thing you’re not like you’re parents,they seem like okay people no offense.”She twirled a piece of her hair without realizing.You smiled. “No offense taken.Kiara is spelt K-I-A-R-A?”You asked.She nodded.You grinned. “Cool.Will you be here tomorrow?”You asked.She chewed her lip. “Tomorrow at this time,why?”She asked.You played with one of your bracelets. “How else am I supposed to give you your bracelet?You did kind of just save my life with that water so I think I owe you.Would you prefer I come to your house?”You asked.She blushed. “I’d love that.Ill text you my address?”She suggested.You laughed quietly. “You need my number first.”You pointed out.She nodded,pulling her phone out of her back pocket. “That’s true.”She agreed,handing you her phone once she opened it to create a new contact.You typed your number and your name before handing it back to her. “Text me when you feel like it.I’ll see you later,Kiara Carrera.”You grinned,taking your water cup and leaving the restaurant.She couldve screamed.That was the most exciting thing to happen in a while. “Who was that?”Her dad asked,coming out of the back.She exhaled,blinking quickly to calm down before turning around. “I think I just made a new friend.”She smiled.She wasnt quite sure if she was telling her parents or herself but either way it sounded nice to say.All kooks were stuck up and rude.Except you.You were her only acception.