#YES i think its stupid to stay in unequal relationships. YES im finding myself increasingly more alone | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

bbqhooligan · 8 months ago

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feel free to call me arrogant anytime but also any other arrogant bitches finding the logical conclusions and reasonable rules youve reached for yourself are sometimes hard to follow due to. emotions and discontent or is it just me

#mypost #YES i think its stupid to stay in unequal relationships. YES im finding myself increasingly more alone #on the account of. not just that one reasonable rule of course i have to imagine its my Personality in many ways too #I DONT KNOW. i honestly dont know. i wanna be like an alpha male podcast or a know it all twitter account and say #''people cant stand a self respecting bitch theyll do anything to tear them down. keep your head up king your crown slipping''#but thats so fucking stupid lmao. making the world your enemy about your pain. so childish. so heavy on copium.#but then what is it. when you put the criteria ''i want to put in time and effort for a friendship and i expect it returned''#what? does the whole world get eliminated in one swoop? is it that bad out there?#like does it make your chances drop so critically youre basically bound for a life of loneliness?#am i so above and beyond my peers or is that a comforting lie for lonely people.#am i sane and sound? or am i traumatized and scarred beyond return?#is that it? rationalizing trust issues? even when im aware of them? actively looking for and trying TO trust am i still in its clutch?#and how many rounds can i keep this up before i run out and close myself back up. i need divine intervention #hold up am i ruminating on my personal responsibility on a systematic issue. wait. thats stupid as fuck #try again later im tired

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