#YEAY. This is true

[cavarage]

DETECTIVE RUST COHLE, from TRUE DETECTIVE 1.04 “Who Goes There”

[lemonlightt]

@ferretwhomst

soul wears both & you cannot convince me otherwise

[kmfdmvrc]

all of you look the same. i could go to my local highschool and see 12 bitches copy and paste tccers

[daftpatience]

YEAH YEAY OKAY! here we go! welcome to i get to infodump about pens again, yay yippee!

what's the difference between ballpoints, rollerballs, and gel pens?

ballpoints, rollerballs, and gel pens all use a ball-socket mechanism that continuously coats itsself in ink as it rolls across a page. what makes them all different from each other is in the ink composition!!

ballpoint pens have an oil based ink paste. the ink is very thick & requires more pressure to write with, and can get kinda skippy as the tip gets dirty or clogged, but is able to stick to many more surfaces like receipts, plastic, really shitty paper, etc. it can be hard to wash out of things that you get it on, since it's more waterproof than other inks.

one of the neat things about this type of ink is that you're able to shade with it by varying pressure. lots of artists make great use of this!

hybrid or low viscosity ballpoint ink is often just ballpoint ink with an added lubricant to make it write smoother and flow better.

rollerball pens use water based inks. fountain pens, felt tip pens*, and dip pens all usually use water based inks. because of this, rollerballs are very free flowing and rarely clog, but paper choice is more important and some folks can find them to be leaky or overly wet. the writing experience is not as glidey as a gel/ballpoint since the ink is not thick, but it doesn't need a heavy hand. rollerballs enjoy more colour options than ballpoints and can have very dark blacks, but aren't waterproof unless the ink is pigment based instead of dye based. *felt tip pens feel very different than any of the other pens on this list cause of the soft point, they put out ink in a very even and somewhat dry way, and can also use alcohol inks, like copic markers. alcohol inks soak very deep into the page and dry very fast, and blend very differently. i'm not as familiar with them!

gel pens use inks that are made of pigment suspended in a water based gel. these inks tend to be very thick and put out a wet line that takes a longer time to dry. gel pens are most likely to clog and skip due to this, since the ball is not as evenly coated in a substance so thick. gel pens do have the widest colour options and can be fully opaque (ie. pastels, whites, etc) but are often very frustrating as they clog up and get old and dried out.

as a bonus, true technical pens are a whole different kind of beast and have very specific standardized nib sizes and colours. cad software has largely replaced the need for extremely precise technical drawing, but artists still like pens like the rapidograph! they're made differently everywhere but generally, instead of a ball, there is a small tube of a precise diameter with a little wire inside it that controls the ink flow. they can't be held at a lot of angles and aren't as versatile as other pens, but they put down incredibly crisp lines.

yippee yay pens!! wahoo!!

[jynzzn]

Why can't you be like her? cyj.

Pairing : boyf!yeonjun X fem!reader

Synopsys : when his ex name slips off his mouth ( wow wow )

Genre : angst.

Warning : swearing here and there. Happy ending ( yeay ).

wc : 1.1k

note: not proofread.

It was Saturday evening , you and Yeonjun have a dinner date together because it's your anniversary. Anniversary. He's waiting for you to be ready in the living room while scrolling through his phone. What he felt like eternity, he looked at the time.

" where is she? " He huffed , tapping his foot impatiently looking rather displeased and annoyed.

" yn! Hurry up! " He said , his tone is impatient. Why are you taking so long to get ready? It's just a dinner. He thinks to himself. Mina would never let him wait this long. She would always be ready in time.

Meanwhile , you're just making the final touch. Looking at yourself in the stand mirror in the room to make sure you look all good and ready. You look beautiful as ever with your hair down and the dress he claimed to be his favourite whenever you wear it until you heard yeonjun from the other room. You sighed and look at the time , still have an hour left plus the restaurant wasn't even that far from where you live. Why is he always in a rush?

" coming! " You finally said and take your purse. Walking over to the door and opened it , heading out as you see yeonjun's sitting on the couch with his eyes narrowed while looking at something in his phone. He didn't notice you at first until you finally come up to his vision , he look up.

" what are you wearing? is this what you'll be wearing? " He asks , maybe he just forgot that he said this is his favourite? You just wanted to wear it for him to make it special since it's your anniversary.

" do you not like it ? "

" it looks bad on you. Do you want guys to hit on you? Why can't you just be like Mina and understand what I like and what I don't? "

The mentioned of Mina suddenly turns everything in your head 360. Why did he need to mention about his ex all the time?

" what's the need of mentioning her all the time? Mina here , Mina there. She fucking cheated on you for fuck sake." You snapped , it's true , Mina... cheated on him but that can't be the reason why he keeps on bringing her up. He doesn't move on yet? He said he did. " All the time we've been together you keep on mentioning her here and there. Wake up and fucking move on."

" I moved on alright?! It just slipped out from my mouth from time to time. It's not my fault you're not like her." He muttered.

" what the fuck yeonjun? Is that what you claim to move on from her? Not my fault I'm not her? are you hearing yourself? You sound crazy like a fucking pathetic ex who doesn't know how to move on. She fucking cheated with your own bestfriend. You caught them yourself in your bed that you used to share together , yet you keep bringing her up everytime. What? You love to get hurt by someone who doesn't deserve you? "

All the words you've been holding back all these times just come out from your mouth. He needs to know the truth and the things you've been bottling up to yourself , right? He deserves to know he's such an asshole who keeps on thinking about his ex.

He doesn't say anything because he know that you're right. Why did he keep on talking about his ex when she cheated on him? Why would he even talking about her when he got you? The one who deserves him right? He doesn't even know he answer. So he just stay silent and keep his head down.

" I'm not going anymore." You stated.

His head snapped back up when you said those words to look at you who's walking towards the bedroom looking rather disappointed by his actions. He needs to fix this.

" Wait- " He said as he goes after you but that's too late when you already close the door. " fuck , what have I done?" He muttered to himself , thinking of a way to fix all this. He needed to change and he needed you in his life. He can't let you walk away.

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It's been hours since and you haven't left the bedroom , yet , he keeps on knocking the door saying how ' sorry ' he is. Atleast he did say sorry to you right ?

" yn , baby , how long you're going to ignore me? I'm sorry , I really am. Please open the door and talk to me. " His tone pleading almost begging at this point. Safe to say he's actually begging to you to open the door and talk to him again.

What to be like eternity to him , you finally open the door and he immediately looks up seeing how puffy your eyes are probably from crying earlier which didn't go unnoticed by him even if he's outside the room. He sigh , knowing it's his fault and he hated the fact it's his fault.

Slowly and gently he walks closer to you , cupping for cheeks. " Baby , look at me. " You're uncertain at first but decide to just look at him and his heart feels hurt to see the sadness in your eyes. " I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said her name and all the things I've been saying to you earlier. You don't need to be like her , it's not your- " He paused , considering his next words before continuing.

" no fuck that , you're already perfect , baby. You don't need to be like her because you're never going to be her you're way much better than her. My pretty little angel. "

Your heart flattered at his words. His voice giving out the sincerity and he really mean what he said and you know it. How can you not anyway?

" I'm sorry , baby. It will never happen again if it did then you can hit me. Swear. "

" I might take up that chance you know." You replied along with a chuckles that left from your lips. He smile after seeing you laugh. He love it. He loves when he can make you smile again.

" I wouldn't mind one bit if you did, "

" but I really meant what I said. You're perfect , you're everything that I want. I don't want to let you go ever. I love you , baby."

" I love you too , jun "

Upon hearing your words , he doesn't miss a chance to leaned in , kissing your lips passionately. It's like the kiss is telling how sorry he is and how he loves you deeply. He wrapped his arms around your waist and pull you close to him until your body pressed against each other. Eventually , he pulled back after , resting his forehead against yours as he look at you. " do you know you look pretty when you cry? Make me wanna make you cry because of something else "

" jun , wh- hey! " Basically , you couldn't finish your words when he sweep you off your feet and laugh when you protest. " I'm just kidding , for the half of it. "

" oh fuck you "

" Bet. "

jynzzn note : my brain works better to write at night ( for the most of it ) it's supposed to be likes very short one but I guess that's not how it goes now 😭😭?? But I hope you enjoy this..I don't know what to call it.

030125

[kkukverse]

can we have a drabble or oneshot where the oc says 'i can't pay for anything* this time' or offers to split the budget 50/50 and jungkook literally😒😤😡🤬 gets mad like I'm your man I'm responsible for you etc🤭hehehhe make me a delululu, I don't have work tomorrow♥️😂

I'M SORRY I TOOK TOO LONG TO REPLY! T _ T

anyway, here, enjoy some almost tooth rotting sweet jk. hope you had an amazing rest.

.......

It’s getting colder each day and all you ever wanted now is a hot and spicy soup. You want to sweat after spending a whole day working. Everyone looks gloomy and unmotivated. Perhaps it’s because tomorrow is the weekend. And the weather is not helping at all. 

You're listening to a podcast and it is said that it’s going to snow tonight. It instantly brings a smile to your face. Someone you love adores snow. 

Hours spent at work and your mind is full of that someone that keeps you warm the whole night before. And how he hugs you tightly, very reluctant to let you go to work. He is lucky he gets to work from home today. Knowing that there is someone waiting eagerly for you to come home is lucky too. 

You have about one hour before your office hour ends, and you cannot wait to enjoy the rest of the day outside of this boring chilly concrete. You miss him terribly.

As if being summoned, he called.

“Hello, Jungkook” wincing at your own raspy voice. An effect after  a whole day of not talking to anyone. 

“Ah, my heart. How I miss hearing your beautiful voice.” Jungkook sigh, 

He is always like this, even when your voice is as hoarse as sandpaper, Jungkook still thinks it’s the most beautiful melody he has ever heard, and it always makes you grin like a teenage girl.

“I crave hotpot,” you whine on the phone. Staying true to the teenage girl character. You only act this way for him. Only him. 

“Oh dear, let’s go get some, then. ” Jungkook chuckles. He loves it when you whine to him, requesting something from him, yapping and just being clingy with him. You make him  feel like a real man to you.

“Nevermind,” You suddenly said. You know Jungkook always agrees to your requests. But deep in your heart, you feel selfish. You just wanted to voice your cravings but he is taking it seriously.

“Why?” Now, he puts you on speaker as he shuts down his computer. He is frowning now at your sudden change of mood.

“I just don’t want it. I can cook something later,” you reasoned.

“Baby, we can get it. I’m done with my work. I’m picking you up, and let’s go to our usual hotpot place. Okay?” 

“Jungkook, I can-“

“What is it? What’s on your pretty little head?”

Your fingers are tapping on your desk.

Damn you, Jeon Jungkook. You always know what’s on my mind

“Okay, let’s go for a hotpot.” You agreed. Avoiding him to pry even deeper into your mind. 

“Yeay. That’s my girl, let me treat you,” Jungkook cheers. Your silly man.

“But, I’m paying.” You cut his celebration short.

“No.” he said sternly.

“Yes, Jungkook. I am paying this time.” You want to stand on your decision this time around. If it’s up to him, he is willing to go broke for the whole month just to treat you. 

“Baby, we’re gonna end this conversation and I’m buying you food.” Jungkook’s tone turned flat. It is a sign that he is very adamant on this matter.

“You just spent a lot on the car service, I don’t want to burden you.” You finally blurted out the real reason. 

“That’s it? That’s the reason why you don’t want me to pay?” Jungkook was shocked at first and now he just burst out laughing. “Oh baby, have some faith in me, I still have some money. What do you think I am? Even if my wallet becomes dry, I can eat cucumbers for days. I just can't let my baby’s craving go unsatisfied. My mom's gonna kill me if she finds out. ” Jungkook reassured you.

“Not funny,” you mumble. In truth, you’re about to laugh too, not because of what he said, but because Jungkook always finds a way to make you laugh.

“Plus, it’s not good for the baby if the mommy’s craving is not fulfilled. The baby will be born with drools coming out of their little mouth. Why? Because their father is incompetent. So, my dear, let’s have some hotpot, okay?” He adds. 

Inside the warm hotpot restaurant, your heart and belly are filled to the brim. Jungkook is a champion for spicy food, he keeps on requesting chilli oil as dipping sauce. Your heart flutters every time you look at his reddened cheeks. You just hope the baby comes out as an exact copy of Jeon Jungkook.

[nicomrade]

Sending this ask because I just checked my notes, it's kind of a honour to the person who who helped keep the uso tag alive interact with those posts lol

👋

omg anytime! i actually got kinda worried my protoporos pages dump was super annoying when i scrolled the uso tag recently cuz man its all meeeee in there all december lmfao. but yeay of course! i liked the posts also its true we r always in a dire need of more usoposting so thank u for doing ur part as well 🐝

[moonlitcanvas-xxv]

Selamat hari jadi untuk yang kedua kalinya, Alrick Axeleon, Kakak gantengku.

Yeay, selamat bertemu tanggal 25 kembali, Kakak ganteng! Sudah dua bulan berlalu sejak Kakak ganteng memintaku untuk menjadi rumahmu, menjadi tempat untukmu pulang dan berbagi keluh kesah bersama. Dan juga, awal mula perjalanan cinta kita yang penuh warna.

Dari pertama kali kita berbincang, entah itu perbincangan ringan sampai ke berat dan serius sekalipun, hingga kini, setiap detik bersamamu adalah berkat yang tiada tara bagiku dan tentu saja selalu aku syukuri.

Together, we've navigated through the highs and lows, always holding each other's hands through thick and thin. Bersama-sama, kita telah menemukan kebahagiaan dalam hal-hal sederhana dan keindahan dalam setiap percakapan yang kita bagi.

You've brought so much joy and love into my life, and for that, I am eternally grateful.

With you, every moment feels like a dream come true. Dalam pelukanmu, aku merasa aman dan dicintai sepenuh hati. You're not just my lover, but also my best friend, my soulmate, and my everything.

Bersamamu, aku merasa lengkap.

Bersamamu, aku merasa sempurna dan tak tergantikan.

Terima kasih, Kakak ganteng, karena telah mengerti aku selama ini. Terima kasih karena selalu sabar mendengarkan ceritaku, mendukungku, dan menguatkan aku saat aku rapuh. Dan terima kasih untuk semua hal yang sudah kakak ganteng lakukan untuk aku.

Let's cherish every moment we've shared and look forward to the countless adventures that await us. Bersama-sama, kita bisa melalui segala hal.

Happy mensive, Kak Alrick.

I adore you beyond measure.

I love you more than words can explain.

Here's to an eternity together!

Aku janji mau kasih satu lagu baru buat Kakak ganteng, kan? Ini! Aku mau tambahin sedikit dari aku, hehe.

Aku harap Kakak ganteng enggak pernah merasa sendirian di dunia ini. Walau ada jarak yang memisahkan kita, tetapi, jiwa dan perasaan kita selalu berdampingan. Kemanapun Kakak ganteng pergi, Kakak ganteng harus ingat, kalau Kakak ganteng punya aku dan dengan adanya aku yang selalu memikirkan Kakak ganteng bisa menjadi bukti bahwa kehadiran Kakak ganteng di dunia ini tidak sendiri. Iya, ada aku, ada aku di samping Kakak ganteng.

[ Tambahan : Maaf karena aku belum bisa menjadi sosok pacar yang baik, tetapi, aku selalu mencobanya, mencoba menjadi jauh lebih baik dari sebelumnya, agar tujuanku di awal bisa tercapai. Terima kasih karena sudah sabar dan selalu mengajakku berbicara dengan baik dan pelan-pelan saat kita sedang ada masalah. ]

Original translate, apabila ingin membaca. :D

[liberty1776]

I decided to try my hand at online dating again. Im a 76 yeay old widower. First tried the site that is bing advertised all over YouTube, called Once, the biggest scam site I have yet to encounter, makes you buy gems to text with other members, then has you text with robots that keep you talking so you need to keep buying more gems. Got off that one quick. Then decided to try a "Christian" dating site. Found it is also full of scammers, the photos above are of a lady I met on the Christian site, if they are even really her. I thought she lived near me, but she is on the oppsite side of my state. She sent me these photos and said she wanted to come visit me but needed $100 for gas. An obvious scam tactic. I told her how much I liked her pictures, I am one of thoes guys that can not lie, she has what I like, I did also appreciate that she got right to the point of asking for money, So I didnt need to hear a long pretend talk about how she really cared for me before asking for the cash. There do seem to be some real people on the site too. Some actual good Christian women, but you still need to be cautious and beware of things that are too good to be true. Don't ever send money to someone you don't really know personally, even if you meet on a so called legitimate "Christian" site. This woman's beautiful photos led me to comit adultry in my heart, but at least I was wise enough not to send her any money.

[andrearadya]

you’re right, i’m bitter

Unfair. It always is. The way I kept my sleepless nights and lifeless soul for you? Oh well, I guess you don’t know yet, or perhaps you’ll never know though. At this point, it’s just a luck competition. My fate versus someone else’s fate. I know you’re not blind enough to be able to see what I gave you. My time, my effort, my energy, my strength and weakness- Even the result itself. And now? It’s going down to me getting another rejection, the thing I achieved from you multiple times, and another appreciative applause given to somebody we knew didn’t fight that hard yeay! You might not know the worst thing lmao. The fact that I set aside my ego to celebrate the moment for the prize winner and seemed like I’d rather be gone- dead, because they don’t even cherish my existence and can’t be thankful for that. Oh well. That’s interesting. The fact that you can just give everything to someone and they’ll thank another person instead- and now you’re just paid dust. Definitely laughing and crying ‘bout it right now. Just funny. Everything, everything I did, in this life, whatever I fought for just for YOU- JUST FOR YOU- HOW DARE YOU. HOW CAN YOU EVEN. HOW DO YOU EVEN SEE ME AT THIS MOMENT? IS IT TRUE THAT ALL THIS TIME I’VE ALWAYS JUST BEEN A WORTHLESS FIGURE, TRYING TO RAISE YOU UP, BEING A PART OF YOUR SUCCESS, DESERVING TO SWALLOW MY BLEEDING TEARS EACH TIME?! If only you knew, every time I’m reminded, there’s always a door and a room for me to go back to punishing myself again. Guess what? Because I couldn’t make it up for you, I couldn’t love you enough, couldn’t be special enough for you, and YES THERE AIN’T NO SINGLE ACKNOWLEDGMENT FROM YOU THAT COULD JUST TELL ME I’VE ALWAYS BEEN ENOUGH. However, duh, I guess my torn skin and breaking bones are just not worth you- I’m not cutting just for you. I’m not tearing my skull only for you- only to REGRET YOU. ONLY TO SHOW YOU HOW HURT IT IS. HOW PAINFUL YOU ALWAYS MADE ME. The fact that I love you more makes me scarred more- I wish I didn’t do that much. You don’t deserve it. Neither do I. 

[trans-gay-arospec-mike-wheeler]

yeay another trans mike warrior keep up the good work brother 🫡 my hcs for mike fluctuate a lot but i support your transmasc mike trutherism and i’ll pray on the downfall of the anons in your inbox right now who want to be boring haters… theyll never understand true fun. boo. also hell yea another bi mike truther…. shaking your hand and nodding so hard rn…… me too hello. 🤝. & rip theres some truly profoundly boring ppl in your inbox woah

Yeeee nice to meet a fellow trans Mike warrior!!!!

I also have fluctuating hcs for Mike but I don’t think that anon was ready to hear about them so I stuck with trans masc Mike.

Also Bi Mike is so precious and dear to me

[tiarasalim]

180423

I just want to write this and hopefully one day when the dreams come true I can come back here to see what I write.

Before I write my so-called dream, I want to share this “manifestation” that I’ve done. I used to imagine what if I work as a trader or in the trading room — wondering how cool it’d be. Perhaps, I did it cuz I liked to watch movies about banker or trader, such as Wolfs of Wallstreet and I Don’t Know How She Does It. Then, in 2019 it happened! I worked in the trading room with the help from my former colleague — he referred me to his boss. If you read this, you know who you are, dude.

Let’s take few steps backward to college life. Whenever I had free time from studying, I used to go to city center with my friends to hang out and I really enjoyed looking at those skyscrapers and imagined if I could work at one of those tall buildings. It seemed super cool to me. Some of those buildings were the offices of Prud*ntial and HSB*.

You know what? In 2014, after randomly applied for an internship at Prudent*al on Jobstreet site, I got accepted! Yeay, dream comes true! I said to myself. I worked exactly inside the building I dreamt of HAHA. The manifestation didn’t stop there. Two years later, I got accepted to work for HS*C in that building with the big logo that I saw!! I was so excited and felt that God was too kind to me.

The obsession to work in a nice office was fulfilled. The next manifestation was about company’s name that I saw on transactions that I monitored (yeah sounds so weird) HAHA. When I saw Bank of Murica name on the transaction receipt, I started wondering how it’d feel to work in such a bank. Exactly a year later, I was reached by a head hunter to work there! Can you believe it? **When I wrote this, the song from Taylor Swift-Mine was playing and the lyrics was exactly “can you believe it”.

Then, another dream was to work for a German bank cuz I studied German Studies in the university and didn’t want to waste such skill. When I passed by Deuts*he Ba*k building, I wondered how to apply for the job vacancy there. As soon as I reached home, I looked up the website and applied for the available jobs there. No luck.

Later in 2017, when my manager in that American bank couldn’t continue my contract, he referred me to his friend in another bank. Then, I was so surprised! It was for De*tsche B*nk. OMG!!! God loves me so much? I got accepted and worked there for 2.5 years. I always believe in dreams! Dreaming and working for it to happen.

Lately, after finishing my master’s degree I am more motivated to get a significant role in the job market so that I can have an important role in a company. I don’t know exactly what I’m aiming for right now, but I often look at myself in the mirror and posing like those CEOs and Board of Director’s members. This may sound ridiculous, but I would like to manifest this dream. One day I’ll make it ��

[kxgumi]

In my perfect little world, I'm able to forgive Satoru/Kento and they stay true to their words, so now we're married yeay!

I felt a little bad for Choso but I don't think Reader will forgive him. She seems so done with him :/

The distance between us P.T 4

Is this the end?

ft. Satoru, Nanami, Choso

CW: Angst, men being men and idiots (as always)

A/N: Hi besties! This is the last part, I gave a few “good endings” and to the people I thought deserved it and a few "bad endings" that I feel have no turning point. I got too many screenshots so its going to be two posts, sorry besties! Thank you for following this story and I hope you guys enjoy it. Also if I missed you in the tag list I'm soooo sorry, this list got too big!

Part 3 Part 4.5

Taglist

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[dear-my-bunny]

My 11.11 wish came true, I got you.

My 11.11 wish totally came true, and I'm just over the moon! Having you in my life feels like the best dream ever.

Haha ini waktu dua bulan sama sayangku. Hehe waktu itu aku seneng banget masih kayak unreal aku punya pacar secantik kamu. Waktu itu ngide ngucapin jam 11.11 soalnya sesuai judul wish ku terkabul soalnya kamu pacarku yeay! ♡ Selalu bahagia sama kamu apapun yang terjadi, tiap hari isi nya haha hihi kayak orang kasmaran berat stadium 4. I really love how what we have just keeps growing and thriving even now. It's amazing to me! Honestly, every single day, I find myself falling for you a little more, and I can't get enough of that feeling.. and I love that feeling so much.

[inloveakosayooo]

ACHIEVED.

Its been awhile. As usual, many things happened. But from all of those moments, I would say.. I am still good.

Another blessings and achievement to have another baby, a second baby if I haven't mentioned him. Yes, another lil boy. Well, he is one this year. Life is still good.

We had struggles financially but God never fails. He always provides.

Then things happened. Good things actually.

Hubby have reached his dream to have a stable job. He bought a new motorcycle, we bought a car. And now, I bought my laptop which I am now using (yeay me!) Actually, I am very thankful and always grateful for having theses now.

All I can say is little by little we will make our dreams come true, just have faith and always trust God.

PS My eldest will be in school this year, now we need to prepare for the better future of our kids.

[itsmylifenotes]

About everything in life.

I know this may be your hardest time, this time that you may feel difficult is normal, you're only human, you have feeling and you don't know everything. The good news is you're strong! (yeay!) Thanks for always being strong and still productive until now. Life is so unpredictable, you meet people that you never think he's gonna your dream man. You cherish every moment with him, you're happy and that's good. However your episode of happiness can come to end. Maybe God knows there is something not good on this person so if you still continue with him, it won't let you go anywhere. I think you should be aware and grateful that, this is part of God's to protect you. You always trust God's timing right? I know you've survive this far because you're strong. So don't give up on God's mercy and blessing. You're in the right path. If right now, you're unsure about life, you feel like you've achieved everything in life but still you have some emptiness in your heart because you don't have family. That's your homework to ask it to God you know that, in the past, you always skip if everything went bad about relationship part, you never give your time to thinking about it. I hope now, you're aware that you need to fixed it and as for your payment you need to use your time to pray to God and sacrifice your bedtime so you could be focus in asking to God. Another thing, just focus on what should you do. Don't worry about what will happen next. DON'T LOOKING BACK! you know you went through everything, you can finished everything you've started. Remember, "God never let me down with no reason, God must be have purpose. You're nice and you're talented. You can going through this, you can nail it!" I believe you can...... Someday you will married and have you're little family. Until that day coming, you just don't give up. Always stay true to your self. God is always besides you. ALWAYS. Best,

your self (LA, 26 May'24)