#YAPPING !

[stiltmanday]

[serpentine-illusion]

Putting this out into the universe but what if i draw copia in these just a thought

[conquestgoddess]

My son, painted 💕

Based off the art by @orxinus which I’m obsessed with (obvi)

He will be joining my shelf and I’m hoping to make a few more baby bill figures for funsies cause I have a ton of paint and clay left over.

[holymotherofwmps-the-reblogging]

One of the moments I can see how much my childhood was not normal 😅 no outright abuse or bad stuff, I was just constantly deeply unhappy.

People kept forcing me to hang out with people (I don't like people) and do stuff I didn't care about. I was moved from one outside structure to the other and shamed for just wanting to do my own thing.

At school all everyone pushed me for was grades, I was so stressed that in high school, looking back, I developed the start of my future depression.

Then university and I finally could do what I wanted for once. Not what my parents wanted, not what it was expected of me (except study but I like it). I could make decisions and people would have to deal with it. It was so nice I realized there was something really off with myself and in the end figured out the depression.

Then work, and work doesn't give you homework. Still often sucks, but it's limited by the hours you have to be there. Once home, that time is really yours. No 'I should be studying' anymore. I should be home chilling. If I'm sick I can call the doctor, not fight with my parents always claiming I wasn't sick enough; I can tell on the work I have a fever and (as long as their organization is sound) nobody tries to convince me I'm not sick enough.

If I change my mind on a course of action I leave it, I am not forced to go through with it because I 'took a commitment'. I go on walks in the twilight and nobody tells me I shouldn't 'because it's dark out'. I eat later because I was busy and nobody forces me to leave stuff halfway because 'it's time to eat'. I wear colorful clothing and nobody tells me they are ugly. I read a lot because I can and nobody tells me I should be out there with people, or hide my books because 'I read too much'. I wake up at night and I listen to the birds at the windowsill and nobody chastizise me for being awake. I raise a tiny army of Aloe and nobody puts them out before it's season the moment I am distracted and they almost die in the cold.

I struggle to make friends, true, but this is still better. I write on a diary that it's hard and the diary doesn't tell me the only reason it's hard it's because I'm doing it wrong. Some times it's just hard and you need patience and perseverance.

I write of bleeding and suffering and it's beautiful text. I draw badly and there is no one to tell me it's useless because it doesn't pay. I sing out of tune and the kitties stop crying to listen to me, hypnotized.

Now I can.

Before I wasn't allowed, but now I can, I can, I can and I am doing it, what I dreamed about for a lifetime, everything I dreamt and I can dream of new things as I wait the long work-hours out.

I got a compliment and I almost cried.

To me, and I know I'm an outlier, the end of programmed 'fun' was the first time I felt serenity.

what they dont tell you about adulthood is that it’s startlingly easy to go long periods of time without having any fun at all not even a little bit. btw this causes ur brain to try to kill you with knives and hammers.

[scliffe]

I love the ending for the new anime season very much—it’s sweet and beautiful; and also terribly fitting for the Green Witch Arc.

Ciel’s mental state is constantly represented by the clothes he’s wearing; during his mental escape in GWA, he was wearing these clothes—the debut costume—pristine clean and unadulterated right before he was ripped out of them and defiled. Staying in these clothes forever means denying what he went through—time forever frozen in that moment before he fell from grace—it means denying his past and what has happened to him.

When he wears these; he turns almost childlike and cowardly, clinging to “his brother”, crying and sulking in bed, being terrified of adults, and hating Sebastian—the proof of his sin. But of course he’s unable to remain in escapism forever—and he gets jolted into the cold reality of being in that cage.

In the ending song; he starts the dance in the same clothes he was wearing the night of the ritual—the height of his misery and the night he lost everything he had left. These are the same clothes he is mentally stuck in whenever he gets a PTSD attack—torn, filthy, and miserable; these clothes brought with them the ghosts of his past.

Even the loving family he used to have only serves to make his current situation even more wretched in comparison. He looks at the ghosts of his parents, Madam Red, and Joker, and he slumps down in misery. For a moment he’s lost and adrift in the middle of nothing; missing his anchor. But then he gets up and grabs Sebastian’s hand.

Sebastian pulls him into motion. Ciel still wears these miserable clothes, but he no longer seems lost or haunted by the ghosts of his past. These are the very last clothes he was wearing before he decided to become the Earl of Phantomhive. Whoever our Ciel used to be—the child that he was before he chose to kill himself and took up the name of Ciel Phantomhive—was then “buried” forever in these clothes.

This quiet moment where only the two of them are dancing with wisps of blue represents that moment of transformation—the last moments our Ciel exists as his past self before he dies and the Earl of Phantomhive was reborn. Sebastian holds him as he looks up for the last time and peacefully, with no resistance, closes his eyes.

The frame expands and then we see him dancing with the servants—in the same order that they were found: Finnian, Mei, and Bard. The lighting is warm and luxurious, the servants clap and cheer him on, and he’s wearing gorgeous, expensive clothes—as he always wears when he’s with Sebastian—as the Earl of Phantomhive. This is possibly the cutest footage I’ve ever seen in my life.

And finally; Sebastian holds him up (or more like he climbs Sebastian; which also speaks a lot of their relationship) as he reaches up and grabs the star. This is the role Sebastian has always held in Ciel’s heart—he is his support, his closest, most intimate companion, and perhaps the tool (literally being treated like a ladder) for Ciel to reach his goal; while Ciel also trusts Sebastian not to drop him or let him down.

I don’t think I’ll ever shut up about how Sebastian is the one who pulled Ciel out of that hell—it is my Roman Empire and I will write 999 posts about it. I love how; although Sebastian and Ciel’s relationship may be morally questionable; at the end of the day, Sebastian is still the one who allows Ciel to grow into who he is—to rise and grasp the star with his own hand.

This ending is terribly bittersweet as we watches Ciel’s journey—both his pain, his determination, and the companions he gains and achievement he grasps—as he dances through the waltz.

[squidcave]

and if I said Michael Jones winning YDYD? what then?

[cyb3rb0yy]

Friendly reminder that you don't have to explain your alterhumanity to ANYBODY!! You're just as valid as any other, no matter your feelings and experiences. Don't let anybody get you down :3

[choco-banane]

ang propesyon na kailangan talaga ng mas mahigpit na pagkukusa ng trabaho ay ang mga taong gumagawa o nagsasalin ng mga subtitle. aking kapatid hindi iyan ang isinabi.

one profession that does need better gatekeeping is people who write or translate subtitles. brother that is not what was said.

[calebsangelbby]

caleb is a TROOPER.

(got from here)

[apocalypseofgoodandevil]

Some concepts for BLOTS!

@fizzyboy thumbs up emoji

I think they deserve a society... so I'm working on something called a hive. Heres what ive got so far.

Usually a blot or two found a nest, and eventually evolve into a liege or highness.. and they begin building, initially it works much like an ant colony while they create a 'nest' a homr of sorts for blots to recover, rest and generate more (reproduction or mitosis idk)

As more blots evolve into greater forms, the more advanced their society evolves, and the most advanced so far would be to the equivalent of humans medieval times...

They go on scouting missions, raiding other survivors, hunting for their own food or resources. That whole spheal..

Im making more variants for this, theyll be called "the scavenger" "the elite" "the knight" and "the hound". But ill draw that later...

Now how do you get into a nest? Its not that easy. Hives are very territorial, attacking any non blot they come across- and even then they are very much aggressive to blots that arent a part of the hive... thats why there are outposts!

Outposts are made to warn the hive in afvance of intruders or visitors, protecting the nest from predators.

Toons are typically attacked on sight, but they can be traded with, having a sort of... reputation system... however, befriend one hive and you make enemies with other hives.

[rebluvsvodka]

Sobbing my eyes out over Dylan and Eric being dead in the school bathroom was NOT on my to do list today

[conquestgoddess]

I’m so in love with this, I can’t wait to paint him and put him on my shelf

this baby has been subjected to the misfortunes of mortality

[bubsmiraculousau]

Is it really Adrien and Nino's friendship if they're not just a little bit in love with each other

[th3-kuk1muki]

Color would go CRAZY on idol!killer y'all have NO idea.

[korn-dawg]

hey gysu here's a lil peek at what i've been working on while i've been gone so y'all don't think i'm lazy 🤩 (in order of completion so far)

-riding subtop!vi's face

-meeting mechanic!abby

-interrupting professor!sevika's grading

-breaking brat!sub!abby (I WAS LOWK EVIL W THIS ONE ..)

-sleepy scissoring w/ ellie (req)

-making it up to loser!abby (req)

-giving sevika boudoir photos during ur wedding (req)

-ellie x loser!reader (req)

-jealous!bsf!vi (req)

-car sex w/ chloe (new char!)

-teasing claire during a bike ride (new char!)

-date nights w/dina

-a shit ton of angst that i'll drop at random times i hope y'all are ready

-a lot more but they're nowhere near done hehehehe