#Xavier Williams drugged raped and kidnapped me and I barely got away. I just want to know more. anything at all.

[suchsaccharine]

Tw: SA

I couldn’t move. And when i had thought the realization that my legs weren’t listening to my brain, I tried again. And when I couldn’t get them to moved, I knew I was at the mercy of the body currently dominating mine. And then my view goes areal and I see us from above and I see how I’m laying half on my side facing away from him. And the room has a blue hue. And he’s on my right side. And i wasn’t scared. It was like physical fear wasn’t a chemical possibility. I knew I was being raped and that I had been drugged and that I couldn’t move at all but I was awake. For a moment. That’s all I remember until we pull up to the abandoned house. To be continued lol

If you froze, you’re valid. You aren’t a failure for not doing more. It doesn’t mean you wanted it. It just means that your brain decided that freezing was the safest option, and that’s valid. You aren’t wrong.