#XanTalks

[xannerz]

damn i miss my dog

Thank God he at least went peacefully, it was right on time. his condition was deteriorating rapidly within a day, so I’m glad we didn’t wait to bring him in. His meds just didn’t help anymore. I’m guessing it was a lack of oxygen that made him so spacey. He still wanted treats but that also started to fizzle by later in the day. I was with him, he wasn’t alone. His vet said it was time, I did all that I could. A vet tech told my cousin on the way out that I’m a good owner, she’d regularly see me with Vigo. It was sweet. My friends and family have been really supportive. Like everyone knows my #1 personality trait is loving my dog lmao we were obsessed w each other. I’m grateful for Vigo and the people around me honestly.

He had a new case of treats and food still arriving today but I got a refund. We’re gonna donate as many of his stuff as we can to a local shelter. Excedrin made a small dent in my headache yesterday and I’ll probably take more soon since I woke up feeling awful.

I woke up expecting him to trot over and say good morning but he didn’t. I think I’ll hear him following me around the house but it’s quiet. I look to where his big bed sat in my room and it’s an empty space now. I’ll be scattering Kona and Boona’s ashes with Vigo’s somewhere once his arrive. Mom says it’s time to let go, and I shouldn’t hang onto pet ashes any longer. I’m feeling numb to the idea, but willing to do it. I don’t think I’ll regret it. Maybe it will help.

My family and one of my friends said I should take this time to focus on myself but I don’t know how to do that LMAO I’ll figure it out. But for now, I’ll grieve!

Man this sucks. I miss him.

[vypridae]

i need to start making content that i actually wanna make HDJKSGHDKS i always make what others wanna see bc i feel bad otherwise tumblr do u have advice for me

also /unr i have just made the realisation that on computer u can move tags around and my entire world has turned upside down

[jimiin]

do u have a main blog??

what do you mean by main blog, babe ? if you mean a personal blog then i don’t, sorry !

[xans-cherub-things]

How to Properly Answer Your Partners Prompts

[xannerz]

not to sound like a 15 y/o who just discovered r/marxism or w/e but jesus capitalism is such rot. it's such rot. it's such soul-sucking destructive rot.

[xannerz]

i love my gf sm

[xannerz]

save me enya's entire discography save me

[xannerz]

we gotta live bitches we gotta live

[xannerz]

re lrb

[xannerz]

m0uthwashing spoilers/sa ment below

idk dude i still think this is considered 't0xic ya0i.' i dont ship the two, and frankly don't care, but you cant like use a term like 't0xic ya0i' and cut the spectrum off right where it gets problematic or uncomfortable for you. they're both good characters but bad people, and that's can be a valid point of fascination for some. 'it's gross' i mean yeah. we can have a separate conversation about how fandom tends to fixate on the men in any given story, for sure, but idk let people draw their artsy ship art of this Explicitly Bad Man and his Complicit Goldenboy Best Friend. you cant just re-define 't0xic ya0i' because something's gross to you. it's quite built-into the name. idk what to tell you!

'if you ship them, you're--' go drink water. go drink water!

[xannerz]

some moron's trying to put a trump flag up on the pier

[xannerz]

noo my coworker noticed how irritated i was getting by the end of an interview just like

[xannerz]

i just want to draw

[xannerz]

tumblr babe i’m not paying for that

[xannerz]

👵🐌 could i start and finish dai before veilguard comes out