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Maligayang Araw ng Kalayaan
#philippines#we don't really celebrate freedom from other colonizers huh#bakit friendship day#sabi ng guro ko noon ay baka daw hindimapansin ang bansa kung ipagdiriwang natin sa parehong araw ng kalayaan ng amerika#kaya daw araw ng pagkakaibigan ng pilipinas at amerika na lang siya?#friendship with former colonizers who wished to annex us because it was getting a touch too expensive and massively unpopular#but none of that matters because neocolonialism#anyway#happy independence day#from spain
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Found out about WeWork dahil sa isang sinusulat na article, and happy ako noong una since nandito rin sila sa Philippines. Pero of course. Nasa BGC. What did I expect.
I like the concept ng co-working spaces (without commitment) para clear 'yung delineation ng work at bahay. Actually napagalitan nanaman ako sa work kasi dapat 8 hours lang daw maggawa. Hahaha. Nag-e-extend ako palagi. Poor time management? Or nasanay lang na walang work-life boundaries?
Hindi ako masyadong fan ng mga coffee shop kasi andaming nagdadaldalan eh saka pag ako lang mag-isa, problema ko 'yung gamit ko. Also, magastos minsan. I mean, pag matagal kang mag-s-stay, may pressure na mas bumili.
Pero kung nasa BGC lang din 'yung pupuntahan ko, na mas malayo kaysa office, at kung magko-commute lang din ako, huwag na lang. Fan ako ng walking distance na mga lugar pero in reality, ang mga walking distance dito sa bahay na lugar eh:
Bahay ng ibang tao
Iba't ibang church
Factory ng metal, tape, etc.
Random offices at mga warehouse
Noong college ako, I think hindi naman strictly required ang laptop para sa most requirements, so pwede mong dalhin 'yung notes and stuff sa mga coffee shop. Pero ngayon, parang liability ko pa 'yung office laptop. In the end, it's my choice.
Daily gratitude reminder: Until around 5 years ago, sa dining table lang ako nakakagawa ng homework, at masikip 'yung bahay namin at isa lang ang bedroom. Ngayon, at least, may kwarto na ako and may sariling lamesa na rin, so okay na 'yun. Be grateful.
#ayaw ko talagang gumagawa ng homework sa bahay#sa school lang dapat nag-aaral#school-life balance#i wish
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me: di magastos na kasal
also me: tumitingin ng Amina Muadi pumps *dream wedding shoes ko mula last year* sa oras na ito
#kung sakali naman pag iipunan ko to! tska promise na hindi mahal wedding gown ko 😌#random#wishful thinking langs
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zayne isbso pretty i need to jump off a cliff
#i have to tell him he's pretty 10x a day#...looking for the most random excuse to wish on his banner rn FUCUCUCDJFI#idek what im saving up for actually...christmas xavier if that's a thing#....we will see#share ko lang 🙄
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#I am so fucking tired#I wish it was the kind I could sleep off but no#i'm tired of everything#gusto ko na lang maging jumbo hotdog para kayanin ko to
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NO ?? i didnt know that meme but tBF i couldnt even read it properly 🤕 was laughing for minutes at the rice ka ba kasi you got bigas 😭 i though the joke was funny because it made no sense and when i asked my irl what it mean 🤨 she was like it literally says big ass then boogsh boogsh OHHHH bigas = big ass HAJDHAJHDJS that took an embarassingly long time to process 😧😭😭😭
BESSSS ANO TO OMDF HWIHBIBUUDEBJ BRUH OLD YUNG PICK UP LINE NA YON AHHAH ITS OK
#tbh ayun lang rmbr ko na line#its sad so behind ako lol#༊*·˚ timtim#༊*·˚ koca has heard your wish#༊*·˚ a kiss of blessing#༊*·˚ a wish upon a goddess
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Frontline work kaya may pasok ako ng weekends kahit holidays 🥲 lmao. Ikaw?
Yea, @/losermangaka did an on the spot portrait commission and cute kinalabasan ng work niya!!!
I assumed na you always frequent those kinds of event dahil sa laman ng tumblr mo lol 😅 sorry naman. Sana makapunta ka ulit sa mga ganoon if you like it :>
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#omg frontliner ka? ty for working hard always ❤️#cook lang ako haha#ooohhhh i wish makakita din ako ng artist working on their art on the spot#parang ang amazing nun hehe#grabe lol mahilig lang din ako sa art dami din kasi magaling lol#kaso ang problem sakin di ko sila kilala lol although naappreciate ko works nila 😅#parang ewan lang noh? haha#well....i dont think i can go to events tbh...kahit ano pa yan lol medyo awkward din kasi ako sa mga ganun eh :(#pero anywayssss enjoy ka sa pupuntahan mo this weekend na ba yun?#pakita mo sakin mga bilhin mo ah hahaha#or share mo nalang experience mo nun :) i would be glad to hear your stories yeah? ^^
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roster | mikha lim.
part one of three.
summary ; excitement was something she was missing and you provided it for her. she thinks you're clueless, but she doesn't know that every move she's made has already been played by you.
pairing ; mikha lim x fem!reader
content ; mikha goes to admu, reader goes to up, mikha volleyball player, BABAERO CONYO MIKHA!!!, hookup culture, half smau...., suggestive, read to see ^-^ !!! taglish w eng translations!
genre ; fluff, angst
wc ; 3.8k
playlist here !!
a/n ; thank u @heybeautifulstranger for helping me translate hehe labyu
mikha loved volleyball. without it, she was nothing. at least, that's what she believes.
she put all her time and effort into the sport, disregarding everything else to improve herself. she was already the star player; every young person in the country was familiar with the name ‘mikha lim’. although the girl was incredible at her sport – that wasn’t the reason why she was so well known.
mikha was attractive. she knew that and apparently everyone in the country did, too. people came to her games to watch her play, but not watch her play. mikha wished people focused more on her performance as an athlete, but she wouldn’t lie and say she didn’t like the attention. support was still support.
“huy, friday night na at nagpapractice ka pa? late na, mikhs. umuwi ka na. (it’s friday night and you’re still practicing? it’s late, mikhs. you should go home.)” her coach advised, putting equipment away. mikha laughed, gripping the ball she held. “not yet, coach. may energy pa ako. (i still have energy.)”
“baka namimiss ka na ng jowa mo. (your girlfriend might miss you already.)” she teased, earning another laugh from the star player. “i don’t have time for a relationship po.”
“oo nga, baka magalit ang mga fangirls and boys mo. (that's right, your fangirls and fanboys might get mad)” she joked, mikha rolling her eyes playfully. she threw the ball over to her coach, deciding to pack up for the night. “i can’t have a jowa when i’m supposed to be the nation’s girlfriend!” she grabbed her bag and water bottle, turning to her coach who was clearly amused by her answer. “i’ll go home na po, night, coach! see you next week.”
“bye, mikhs.”
she gets into her car, checking her phone for the first time in hours. dozens of notifications flooded her phone as soon as she changed her focus from do not disturb. ranging from message requests sent by ambitious and confident (delusional) fans to thirsty comments on her posts to getting tagged on edits, and so much more.
she ignored all of them and immediately checked her messages.
when she said she had no time for relationships, she meant it. but that didn’t mean no time for some fun. she drove home to freshen up and get ready to meet up with her friends.
the loud and busy atmosphere always amuses mikha. while some people enjoy quiet and intimate places, mikha enjoyed the club.
“lim! over here!” kyle, one of her friends, calls out. she made her way past the sea of dancing drunks and sat with her group. “get me a drink, kyle.” she said, making the group laugh. “wow, hello to you, too.” he sassed before getting up to get mikha’s go-to. “sinong target mo today, mikhs? (who's your target of the day, mikhs?)” evan asked with a smirk on his face. “kakarating ko lang, van. (i just got here, van.) let me drink first, then that question will be easy to answer.”
kyle shortly came back to the table with mikha’s drink, sliding it over to her excitedly. “thanks, kyle.” she dragged, taking a sip from the glass. “okay, you drank na. who’re you going after?” evan pushed, causing the group to laugh. “what if you just sit and relax, mikhs? it won’t hurt to go a night without sleeping with a random girl.” aiah suggested, foolishly, mikha thought. she scoffed, shaking her head. “ate aiah, where’s the fun in that? besides, i’m not in the mood to sleep with someone tonight.”
“then?”
“baka make out lang... (probably just make out...)”
and that’s exactly what she did.
as soon as she got a little tipsy, she moved to the dance floor and picked a girl up without even trying. she pushed the girl against the wall, her lips on hers and hands on her waist. mikha had no idea what her name was or where she came from. they made small talk before, but mikha didn’t bother listening. she knew where this was gonna lead and she didn’t want to waste time remembering details about someone she was never going to see again.
she pulled away from the girl, who’s eyes twinkled with excitement. “this was fun, thanks…?”
“jen! my name is jen! but it’s okay if you don’t remember! you wanna get out of here? we can get out of here!” she asked, eager to spend more time with mikha. she slowly let go of jen’s waist, squinting her eyes before shaking her head. “nah, i’m good. you have a good night, though.” and with that, she left the girl alone in the bathroom stunned and embarrassed.
she made her way back to her group’s table, all eyeing her with amusement in their eyes. “what?” she asked, grabbing a fry from the basket they were all sharing. “who was it?”
“i don’t know what you’re talking about.” she shrugs, grabbing another fry to try and end the conversation.
“maybe you should check your hair and makeup before you leave the bathroom, lim.” kyle teased, catching mikha off guard. “shit, is it bad?”
gwen laughed before passing her a wet wipe. “nakakatawa ka, mikhs. (you’re funny, mikhs)”
“i don’t even remember her name. it was like jane something..?”
“jen?! jen santos?! you made out with jen santos?!” evan yelped, letting out the biggest laugh. “what’s wrong..? she was pretty.”
“yeah, she’s pretty. but she’s like.. obsessed with you. i heard she’s been trying to catch you at one of these things so she’s gone to every club in the area.”
“are you being for real..? what if we’re talking about different jens?” mikha suggested. but evan was quick to whip his phone out and show her jen’s account. “is this her?”
“oh..”
evan let out another laugh, causing kyle to laugh with him. “she’s just gonna keep coming here now! we need to find another place!” they joked, earning an eye roll from her. “she’s probably not that bad, you’re just–”
“mikha!” a voice calls out, catching everyone’s attention. it was jen. she walked over to their table a little too excitedly, standing over mikha and placing her hand on her shoulder. “i think you should rethink your decision, malapit lang ang place ko! (my place is near!) we could dip right now.” she offered, trying to be seductive. “ah.. i’m good, jane.” mikha replied, removing her hand off of her shoulder. “it’s jen, pero okay lang! (but it’s okay!) you wanna sit with me? nakaupo lang ako doon. (i’m just sitting there)”
“i’m good.. i’m here with my friends. you have a good night, though.” she smiled politely, trying her best to send her away. “oh, okay! i’ll catch you mamaya (later)! i’ll get your number or something.”
mikha simply nodded as the girl walked away, extremely giddy from the interaction. “shit.. no wonder why it was so much easier.” they all laughed at her, echoes of various comments following. “this is why you should’ve listened to me and stayed still.” aiah joked, but meant it.
“next time, i won’t even look at a girl.” her friends snickered knowing that would never be possible.
you were a casual sports enjoyer, being in a sports enthusiastic school – you couldn’t escape it. everyone would go to all the games, basketball, volleyball. it was one of the few things that brought everyone together, but it never came above your academics.
it wasn’t like all you did was study, you liked to think you had a healthy school life balance, going out with your friends whenever they wanted to hang out, seeing some people here and there. you were able to maintain a good social life with good grades and that was more than some people could wish for.
and your unexpected ‘attention’ really did help you get through a lot. it all started when you helped your best friend, jay, out with his band, x:o’s set at a local event. they were starting to become popular, their songs being played across the country. they were heavily praised for their good music and well.. good looks.
x:o consisted of five members, jay, jake, stephen, ricky and evan. they were indeed a group of attractive young men and managed to put out really good music. after the gig, the group’s account dedicated a post thanking those who helped out and you managed to catch the eyes of a lot of fans.
after the post, your social media accounts started to gain traction, earning a few thousand followers in the time span of a week. you appreciated the attention, but with your focus on school, you were never really active on social media, only posting a few pictures and a few tweets here and there. the attention only grew from there as more and more people started to approach you, later sharing on social media how kind and down to earth you were or how pictures didn’t do you justice. jay teased you for it all the time, joking about how he should be your manager since he’s the reason why all of this started.
your entire friend group has never missed a gig of theirs, but people only ever pointed you out. you and jay started to gain attention as a pair, people getting suspicious by how close you were, eventually leading to them thinking that you were dating. both of you never made an effort to shut the rumours down as you simply didn’t care. (and it helped jay a little with the people who would flirt with him)
your group would laugh at the posts knowing that you looooved women. you were jealous of jay because of the girls that would approach him; some very attractive girls. ‘i should’ve joined a band’ you would joke whenever a girl would speak to him.
x:o landed a gig at the vault, a very popular club in the area. every weekend this place was crowded, which is why this gig is a big deal. jay was setting up with his band while the rest of you (except angelo) had started drinking. “thanks sa food, ate jho! (thanks for the food, jho!)” sheena shrieked, stuffing her face with the food jhoanna bought for her. “wala yun… dapat magpasalamat ka kay y/n kasi treat niya ‘to. (it’s nothing, you should actually be thanking y/n since this is her treat.)” she glared, causing you to laugh. “okay lang yun, jho! libre kita next time, bribe lang kasi ‘to. (that’s okay, jho! i’ll take care of it next time, this was only just a bribe.)”
“ang daming tao rito, mga walay batasan. (there are so many people here, people with no manners.)” colet commented, kissing her teeth and subtly glaring at everyone she saw. “yun oh, yung naka green, suntukin ko siya, beh– (that one, the one wearing green, i’m gonna punch her–)”
“nakarating pa lang natin, may suntukin ka agad? (we just arrived and you’ve already found someone to punch?)”
whilst your group started bickering about colet’s impulsive (and violent) thoughts, the nation’s girlfriend had arrived with her group of friends. “guys, we were just here last week.” mikha complained, getting dragged by kyle. “since when have you ever been against clubbing?” kyle asked, “besides, we’re here for evan. supportive friends tayo diba? (we’re supportive friends, right?) our little rockstar, performing at our favourite club. full circle moment na ‘to, guys. umiiyak na ako. (this is a full circle moment, guys. i'm crying now.) ” the girls rolled their eyes at his drama, hitting him with teasing comments about how lame he was.
your two groups were together more often than anyone realised. despite having friends in the same band; your friend groups never came in contact with each other. jay was familiar with evan’s friends and evan was familiar with jay’s friends, but their friends knowing each other wasn’t the case.
mikha slid over to the bar, smiling at the bartender as a non-verbal order. she was here all the time and was very familiar with all the staff. while waiting, she looked around to observe the crowd and her eyes landed on an unfamiliar face. she stared at you for a few seconds, growing more and more curious as she watched you from a distance. feeling someone’s gaze, you turned to the side and locked eyes with the particular redhead. the both of you held eye contact until a glass was placed in front of her. she turned away from you to thank him and immediately turned her head back to your direction, but to her disappointment; you were gone.
she brought her drink over to their booth, everyone curious about her expressions. “nangyare? (what happened?) you good?” gwen asked, concerned. “yeah, i just think i found my girl for the night.”
“ayan ka na naman. (here you go again.)” aiah sneered, shaking her head. “sino ba? (who is it?)”
“i don’t know yet eh, but i’ll find out.”
you got back to your group with snacks in hand, sitting down next to sheena. “nakita ko yung atenean na volleyball player (i saw that atenean volleyball player). the redhead.”
“ah, mikha lim? nandito siya? (she’s here?)” jhoanna asked. “is that her name?”
“yeah, kaibigan ata siya ni evan. bakit? (i think she’s friends with evan. why?)” gelo replied, throwing a peanut into his mouth.
you shrugged and took a sip of your drink, “wala lang (nothing), she’s pretty.”
“her fans call her the nation’s girlfriend,” gelo added, making sheena giggle. “seryoso! (i’m serious!) babaero yan. (she’s a player)”
“ang corny, (how corny)” she added. you rolled your eyes at her, although you did agree. but you did see why they called her that. you only needed one glance to see that she was attractive.
as time went by, more drinks were bought. kyle was already failing to stand up straight and the band had yet to start. both groups made their way to the front of the stage, cheering as the much anticipated band started preparing for their entrance. “the vault, let’s make some noise!” cheers erupted as the five members walked onto the stage, all their faces laced with excitement and determination. “are we ready to have some fun tonight?” jake beckoned with his bass guitar in his hand. the cheers grew louder, all of you grinning at jay as you saw the excitement on his face, “this is ‘looking for somebody (to love)’, hope you enjoy!”
the familiar guitar melody started playing, jay and stephen immediately getting into it. everyone in the crowd started dancing along as jay started singing the first verse. mikha coolly bopped her head to the music, trying her best to avoid contact with random strangers. you were on the other side of the stage as she caught your eye, her red hair made it easy for her to stick out in a crowd. you admired how elegant her small movements managed to be, smiling briefly as you watched her dance with her friends. coincidentally, she looked up and locked eyes with you once again. a small smirk crawled across her face, pleased with the fact that she had your attention in this crowd. you sent a small smile her way before turning away to dance with jhoanna. she couldn't tear her eyes off of you. she needed to have you.
a few songs after, the crowd seemed to quiet down. “should we slow it down a little? gusto niyo ba? (would you guys like that?)” jay asked, playing with his earpiece.
“this is fallingforyou.”
What time you coming out?
We started losing light
mikha turned to find you, seeing you leaning on colet. you felt her gaze on you, tilting your head as your eyes met once again. she was amused, but she didn’t know why. there was something about you that was so alluring. she moved to face the band before turning back to look at you, but you were gone. again.
“uh, guys, i’ll be back.” she said, eyes searching through the crowd to find you. “yeah, yeah. have fun, mikhs.” they replied, knowing what she was leaving to do.
she pushed past dozens of people on the dance floor, relentlessly trying to find you. after getting past what felt like hundreds of people, she finally found you standing against a wall near the side exit with your arms crossed.
“eager, are we?” you asked as she walked towards you. “no.. not really. i mean, you must be though, right? leaving the crowd to wait for me here?” she grinned, standing over you. “who says i’m waiting for you?”
“your eyes are telling me everything i need to know.” she mumbled, hand travelling to your waist. “everything? really?”
And on this night and in this light
“am i wrong? do you have something else to say to me?”
you hummed, pretending to think, letting her pull you closer towards her. “bilisan mo na. (hurry up.) i’ve been thinking about you for almost an hour now. my patience is running out.” she complained, ducking her head into your hair, taking in the scent of your shampoo. your breath hitched as her face moved closer to yours, “can i?”
you replied by grabbing her neck and placing your lips eagerly onto hers. mikha let out a breath of content, pleased with the contact you two were finally making. she gripped onto your waist, soothing you with caresses every now and then.
I think I’m falling, I’m falling for you
your lips moved against each other with vigour, pouring out all of the lust and need you managed to have for each other in a short period of time. for the first time in forever, mikha was excited. she loved the feeling of your lips against hers, the faint scent of your shampoo, how you felt in her hands. she didn’t want to stop kissing you.
you pulled away briefly, placing your head on her shoulder, trying to catch your breath. “you.. i...” she began, unable to form words. you laughed and patted her cheek, not bothering to speak as you knew you’d go through the same struggle. “you wanna get out of here?” she managed, looking down at you with lidded eyes. “i’d love to, but i’m here with my friends.” you answered, the taller girl clearly not pleased with your answer. “please,” she whined, wrapping her arms around your waist to bring you into a hug. “i don’t even know your name, i can’t leave with you.” you laughed, hugging her back regardless. “my name’s mikha, can we go now?”
you laughed once again against her shoulder, shaking your head. “well, mikha. i still can’t leave with you.”
“thank you all so much! we’re x:o, we hope to perform for you guys again soon! mag ingat kayong lahat! (take care everyone)” you heard from the speakers, causing you to fix your posture. you slowly let go of mikha, getting an annoyed groan out of her. “i have to go, it was nice meeting you, though! mag ingat ka, ha? (take care of yourself, okay?)”
“wait, what?”
“i’ll see you, mikha.” you smiled, locking lips with her once more before you ran into the crowd to find your friends.
“wait! i don’t even know your name!”
mikha groaned, throwing her head into her hands. who cares if you were with your friends? she could take care of you (in more ways than one). she stayed there for a few minutes, trying to fight off the warm feeling you left her with. she made her way back to her friends shortly after, evan finally joining them. “mikhs! i was wondering if you were gonna come back. you okay?” aiah asked as she sat down next to her. mikha defeatedly dropped her head onto aiah’s shoulder and sighed, “yeah..” was all she let out.
she felt frustrated, you brought her so much excitement and even if she wanted to do it again (which she did); she wouldn’t be able to. this was the first time she wished she made some sort of small talk before, because other than the taste of your lips and the scent of your shampoo – she knew nothing about you.
you rushed back to your friends, blindly trying to fix your appearance before reaching them. you saw colet waiting besides the door that led backstage. “well, well, well.” colet began, “nakakatawa ka talaga, beh. (you’re really funny.)” she laughed before dragging you inside. “look who i found. bumalik siya, guys. (she came back, guys.)” you rolled your eyes at her before hugging jay, “good job, jayboy! you did great tonight.”
“eh, pano mo malalaman? nawala ka bigla. (how would you know? you just disappeared.)” sheena joked, sticking her tongue out at you. “i heard the entire set! ano ka ba? (what are you saying) i was just doing something.” "right.. right.. you should fix your makeup, y/n. that something didn't really hold back."
“what?!” you asked, grabbing the mirror jhoanna was holding out for you and immediately turned around in embarrassment. you quickly tried rubbing the lipstick marks off your face as your friends laughed at you.
“whatever, guys. basta (anyway), good job, jay.”
he laughed but was thankful for the support. "it's okay, y/n. it's a club! i encourage this behaviour, in fact - i endorse it." you rolled your eyes at him as he slung his arm around your shoulders. "let's go na? back to mine? we can get food and drinks on the way." he suggested, wanting a more intimate celebration. "paano ang mga bandmates mo? celebration niyo? (how about your bandmates? your celebration?)" angelo asked. "we had our little moment na after the show. bukas yung celebration namin. okay lang. ready na ba tayo? (we'll have our celebration tomorrow. it's okay. are we ready?)" you all agreed and hurriedly made your way out of the venue.
mikha spent the rest of the night trying to find you, not knowing you left from the back exit.
“god, mikhs. who the hell did you hook up with? you’ve been so out of it since you came back.” kyle commented, evidently noticing her friend’s odd behaviour. “i wish i knew, i literally don’t know what her name is. i feel like an idiot, i begged her, for fuck’s sake. i don’t beg.” she complained, taking another sip of her drinking, causing aiah to take it away. “okay, that’s enough for tonight. lasing ka na, uminom ka na ng tubig. (you’re already drunk, you should drink water now.)” mikha groaned at her but listened anyway.
“can you describe her?”
“ganda. pretty. cute. ganda. hot. pretty. gwapa. i don’t know,” she slurred, slamming her head down on the table dramatically. “whatever, i don’t even care.” she continued.
mikha got over you the next day, but slowly, a week went by and you still occasionally managed to cross her mind. she still wondered about who you were and unfortunately still wanted to see you again, but there were plenty of fish in the sea and you know, it wasn’t that serious.
– hope u enjoy..... @yumtooki :3
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mahal kita | izana kurokawa
notes: you and izana normally speak english, inspired by the movie “past lives” , might be ooc
disclaimer: i used google translate, i apologize if there’s any mistakes or mistranslations
edit: i dont rly like this but its been sitting in my drafts for too long now ヽ(°〇°)ノ
izana has trouble sleeping at night, so you tend to stay up with him until he falls asleep. but, you often fall asleep before he does. one night, he was finally able to fall asleep. however, you somehow couldn’t fall asleep that night.
you admire izana while he is sleeping soundly. it’s been a long time since he got proper sleep. you on the other hand were still wide awake. you don’t mind, it was nice to watch izana finally getting some rest. since you usually fall asleep before him, you never knew how izana slept like. until tonight, you found out izana was a sleep talker.
“mahal ko…pakiusap huwag mo akong iwan.” izana softly spoke while sleeping.
“izana?” you say quietly.
“Sa totoo lang hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko kung wala ka. pakiusap, wag mo akong iwan at manatili sa tabi ko habang buhay. Pangako mamahalin kita magpakailanman.” izana continues.
realizing that izana was a sleep talker, you wonder what he was saying. you didn’t understand tagalong at all. even if you woke izana up, he wouldn’t even remember what he was saying. so, you didn’t dare to wake him up.
“kung malungkot ka, andito lang ako para sayo. Kung masaya ka, ako ang magiging dahilan kung bakit ka masaya. at kung galit ka, maiintindihan ko kung bakit ka.” he mutters.
that was the last of what izana said while asleep. you wished you knew what izana was dreaming about. whatever he was having a dream of, he was at ease. you never seen him so at peace with himself.
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you managed to wake up before izana did. he had slept in. he walks into the living room and finds you sitting on the couch watching television. you notice him and paused your show.
“how’d you sleep last night?” you ask izana. izana rubs his eyes, still trying to fully wake himself up. “i slept good…actually.” he remarks. you hum in responses.
“that’s good to hear.” you comment. izana feels as though you want to say something more, but he feels as though you’re holding back from saying anything.
“how’d you sleep? did i keep you up all night?” he questioned. you look away from him for a moment to collect your thoughts. “i didn’t get much sleep. you were sleep talking all night long and i was curious about what you were dreaming about.” you pause for a long moment.
“did you know that you dream in tagalong?”
izana looks at you with a surprised look. “no, i didn’t know that.”
“i didn’t either, i guess because i never stayed up long enough for me to know.”
there was a brief moment of silence. izana was a bit confused because you seemed to be upset about it. he just didn’t understand what you would be upset about. he didn’t know what to say, considering that he didn’t even know what he said last night.
“are you- upset? i don’t know why you’re upset and i’m just…confused.” he confesses.
“i’m not upset at you, i’m upset with myself.” you tell him.
“but, why?” izana gives you a sympathetic and confused expression on his face.
“i just feel like when you speak tagalong, i feel like you have more emotion. i could learn the langauge and know what you are saying, but i think i will never truly understand how you are feeling. you speak from the heart when you speak tagalong. something you never do when you speak english.” you explain.
“i guess that i feel like i won’t be able to understand that side of you. it feels like there’s a whole part of you that i don’t even know of. i know it’s stupid and confusing, but i just think you speak whole heartily when you speak your language. it makes me wonder what you dream about. i wonder if you slept talked in tagalong before.” you continue.
“i think i understand what you are trying to say. i don’t know what i said last night and what i was dreaming of. but, i hope you know that whether i speak tagalong or english, i will always speak highly about you. that’s something you can always be sure of.” izana says reassuringly
“mahal kita. i love you, okay?” izana says.
“i love you too.”
translations
kung malungkot ka, andito lang ako para sayo. Kung masaya ka, ako ang magiging dahilan kung bakit ka masaya. at kung galit ka, maiintindihan ko kung bakit ka - (if you're sad, I will be here for you. If you are happy, I will be the reason why you are happy. and if you are angry, i will understand why you are)
Sa totoo lang hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko kung wala ka. pakiusap, wag mo akong iwan at manatili sa tabi ko habang buhay. Pangako mamahalin kita magpakailanman. - (I honestly don't know what I would do without you. please, don't leave me and stay by my side forever. I promise to love you forever.)
mahal ko…pakiusap huwag mo akong iwan - (“my love…please don't leave me”)
mahal kita - (i love you)
#izana kurokawa#tokyo revengers izana#tokyo rev#tokyo rev angst#tokyo rev x reader#tokyo revengers#anime#izana x reader#izana x you#kurokawa izana#tokyo rev headcanons#angst
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me n my walking green forest
🌱 sinundo namin sya sa kanila and then his parents gave us champagne hahaha. usap pa sina ate ko pati parents nya, super okay talaga sa families.
🌱 we rented an atv. dalawa lang yung gumagana so in demand sila dami nakapila, nag isa nalang kami. he was driving at first and i was just there drinking wine and enjoying the ride tapos bigla ako pinagdrive nya. buti nalang kase mas nagenjoy ako :)))) hanggang matapos time ako na pinagdrive nya kase tuwang tuwa daw ako hahhaa
🌱 after atv, nagswimming kami. super bitin, i wish we had more time. pero kase by this time i finished my bottle of wine na sa pool and baka need na namin mag grill kase nauna na minutes ago pa sina ate ko baka gutom na sila. eh si jerrel mag ggrill
🌱 nag grill siyaaaa!!! andun lang ako hintay hintay. inom inom ng beer. paypay ng charcoal ganon. nagbonfire din kame and then nagsmores kami hehehehe. super funnnnn🥹
🌱 tabi kami natulog hehehehe. kinuha ko lahat ng kumot apparently. super comfy magsleep together. pero siguro dahil na din sa tent na may beds na naka aircon pa hahahah
🌱 morning nag eat kami tapos nuod kami bridgerton ni jerrel sa bed, kumakain ng cup noodles hahaha. aaaaaaaah gusto ko ganito everydayyyy
🌱 pauwi si ate kona nagdrive tapos sleep lang ako sa lap ni jerrel. yun lang. bow
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Happy birthday akin 🤭
Tho mamaya pa talagang 9pm haha
Regalo nyo na lang sana sa akin yung boop kaso hanggang kahapon lang pala yun? 🤭
Since busy ang lahat sa cemetery, ako na lang muna mag-celebrate dito. Naalala ko dati bawal daw lumabas kasi baka maaksidente or ano pero Buti na lang naka-uwi na ko bago umulan ng malakas. Hirap pa naman ako mag-drive haha 😂
Ayan lang nabili ko 🤭 hulaan nyo na lang ilan yan
Now playing:
Mamaya ko na lang sagutin yung mga nag-TA nakaraan 🍊
Galuto pa ko eh haha
Wish ko? 🤭
Ayun lang mamaya na lang ulit
Isipin ko muna ako gagawin ko today or matulog na lang ulit 😂
Ingat kayo today 🍊
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Run To You
Chapter One
January 2023.
Last semester in college.
Elle’s seniors say it is the most pivotal semester for an accounting student.
Make it or break it.
It doesn’t help that her mother has been vocal about her being a graduating student. She knows she cannot claim it yet. Elle’s far from being a graduating student.
Whenever her mother says that her breath hitches a little, maybe it’s because she needs to finish this degree this June. She has no choice. She’s at the mercy of her aunt, who’s residing overseas and funding her college education. It’s a fact she has to remember over and over again to force herself to study.
As the youngest among her cousins, she has heard the great tales of her parents’ wealth in the 90s.
Alam mo, Elle, dati, ang mama at papa mo ang naggagala sa amin sa Greenbelt noon tapos they would take us to restaurants to eat out.
Mama mo ang nagpaaral sa amin dati.
The best talaga sila mama at papa mo.
She could only listen to those stories and wished that her parents did better at handling their finances.
Hindi naman namin alam na dadating ka sa buhay namin, anak.
They were trying for a baby for a long time and had her years later. Her late father and mother often say she’s an answered prayer, but it makes her wonder. Why did they not think too far ahead about the life their kid will have if she’s a prayer they have recited maybe a million times?
Despite growing remorse for her parents’ past decisions, she keeps pushing forward.
Ano nga naman magagawa ko? Nangyari naman na ang lahat. Wala na akong magagawa. Pagbubutihin ko na lang. Ako na ang bubuhay kay Mama pagtapos nito.
It has been ingrained in her mind that she will be the family’s breadwinner once she completes her degree.
Si Elle ang pag-asa mo.
Her relatives would say it to her mother as she gloats that her daughter, Elle, has been the responsible and intelligent kid she has always wanted. Her mother would say she was able to raise her well by making sure she had the best study habits and demeanor as a kid. It has been that way since she was a kid, and it’s why her aunt has supported her studies since she was a kid. She was the wonder kid of the most influential maternal figure of the family after her grandmother.
“Napaano ka, Elle?” Jun asks as he settles beside the lady drowning in her thoughts.
“Ah, may naiisip lang,” she replies with a slight smile.
“Oh, ito. I got us some coffee,” he says.
“Nag-abala ka pa, huy,” she hastily replies.
“Wala ‘yan. Break ka muna sa pagkakape sa Lawson. Tikman mo ‘yan. Bagong bukas ‘yan sa Dapitan,” he tells her as he places the cup of coffee on her armrest.
Elle thanks him. On the cup’s lid is a carefully folded note. She opens it.
Kaya mo ‘yan, Elle. Ikaw pa! Andito lang ako. - Jun <3
“Thank you, Jun. Effort mo talaga,” she says, lips curling slightly.
She’s been hesitant to think about what Jun has been doing for her. Elle knows she cannot handle being responsible for another person’s feelings when she can’t even contain her own. Elle still cannot sleep at night alone with the lights off. She would feel suffocated by her thoughts. That alone proves that she will only hurt Jun if she lets herself fall for him.
Kapag hindi kami nagtagal at napamahal na ako sa kanya, mawawala ako sa huwisyo. Hindi ko kaya ‘yon. May hinahabol pa akong pangarap.
Elle knows her limits. She has to be focused on one goal. All eyes are on her. A lot is expected from her. She knows she has no right to be sidetracked. Being an only child means carrying out the family’s responsibilities because it’s her role.
“Saan ka nga pala after class, Elle? Gusto mo ba aral tayo kasama sila Denise at Coleen?” Jun asks.
“Cafe ba? If yes, pass muna. Gusto ko muna umuwi agad. Masakit likod ko eh,” Elle responds.
“Discord na lang?” Jun asks.
She nods.
That is not just the reason why she declined Jun’s offer. Elle doesn’t tell her friends that she’s trying to budget the allowance that she gets from her mother to have her indulgences. She has committed to joining her friends outside the university in a drag show next month. For a student who commutes from her hometown to Manila every class day, Elle gets to save a little money that she spends on sudden school-related expenses and her hobbies. Because of this, she would put herself on strict financial planning to ensure she saves money.
Purgang purga na ako sa siomai rice at rice meals ng Lawson.
She eats a lot of food at home to minimize the need to buy food around the university. It doesn’t help that lately, her friends would drag her with them to study in cafes or co-working spaces. Elle can only sigh at how tight her finances are. Unlike the pandemic's peak when she could do some business and work to support herself and contribute to their household while studying, she cannot do part-time jobs anymore as she has to focus on her courses.
“Kakasimula palang ng sem na ‘to parang mamamatay na ako sa bigat ng subjects,” Coleen retorts as she picks up her bag from the plastic chair.
“Discord na lang diba, Jun, Elle?” Denise asks.
Elle nods.
“Okay. Kitakits. Mga eight na tayo magsimula para makahinga-hinga lahat pagtapos bumiyahe,” Jun says, looking at Elle.
The three nod in agreement.
“Una na ako, guys. Maghahabol pa ako ng jeep,” Elle says.
“Gesi. Ingat, Mama Elle,” Denise replies.
“Ikaw rin. Coleen, Jun, kayo rin,” Elle adds.
“Bye, Elle. Text me when you get home?” Jun says.
Elle nods.
After some hugs and a little chitchat, Elle steps out of the room as she places earphones on her ears. If one thing could silence her raging thoughts, it would be music. She momentarily forgets her worries over the upcoming first comprehensive exams for each of her subjects this semester. She doesn’t think of the many things she has to catch up on at home and her internship that’s about to end. She doesn’t think about the upcoming research defense initially scheduled last month. Aside from that, she has some org work to accomplish.
She walks along the pathways in front of Albertus and Ruaño, music blasting in her ears. The wind is cooling her sweaty skin as she looks around her surroundings—a temporary solace.
A man laughing with his friends blocks the path as she trudges on the sidewalk.
“Excuse me po,” she retorts.
“Ay, sensya po,” the man mutters.
Elle stops herself from rolling her eyes. Engineering students block the pathway every day she’s in the university. They would talk in the middle of the sidewalk while walking slowly—her pet peeve. She continues to walk, focusing on the music she’s listening to.
If not for the slow traffic along España, she would stay on the campus for a bit. She would let the cold wind of the late afternoon kiss her skin as her eyes wandered to the greenery from Plaza Mayor to Lovers’ Lane. The turmoil caused by the classes in her building is silenced by the solace brought upon by the campus once she goes out of Albertus. It has been that way since 2019, even when the college was still in the university’s carpark.
Having those thoughts, Elle realized how far she had come. She was far from the girl who was discouraged by the guy she took care of when she was a freshman and he was a sophomore.
Hindi mo kaya ‘tong course na ‘to.
Kung ako sa’yo, umalis ka na habang maaga pa.
Shift ka na.
It was three years ago when it all happened, but his voice is still in Elle’s head whenever a semester starts.
Will she be able to survive it? Is he right all along?
It’s no secret that Accounting, in general, is never her dream career path. It didn’t help that she transferred from BS Accountancy to BS Management Accounting in her second year in college. Elle has always felt doubt and uncertainty about her decisions and path in life as an accounting student because she was never sure of it, and she had someone doubt her from the start.
She sighs heavily as she exits the campus to cross the street through the footbridge. She looks at the heavy traffic flow caused by the rush hour. Surviving a three-hour lecture is one thing, but the commute home is another story.
Her daily demise as a student could have been prevented if her parents planned her college education well, but she knows there is no point in thinking about it already. She can only live in the moment and work with what she is provided. She has no chance to voice out these feelings without upsetting her mother.
As she reaches the sidewalk after going down from the footbridge, she waves her hand to signal an approaching jeepney she wants to ride. The vehicle stops, allowing her to get in and find a seat just in time before the light goes green again.
It’s going to be a two-hour commute going home.
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apparently there's still tickets left for day6's concert but the remaining ones range from PHP12k-PHP16k like man....did not save genad for me lol 😭
#i wish im doing something else on the day of the concert so i could forget they're just like a 20 min walk away from me#share ko lang 🙄
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so my dad prevailed and gave my nephews an suv they both could use.
well, i was against it. i mean if they need to teach these boys to be resilient and independent, they should let them learn how to live the hard way and not spoon-fed all the time.
of course, i felt slighted. i grew up without a car and commuted most of my life to school and doing errands. and yes, i was earning my own money at age sixteen. but kids nowadays are a totally different breed.
but then it is unfair to compare each other's upbringing. gets ko naman. but how i wish my parents gave me more attention and yes, materials gifts like what they did to the rest of my kuyas.
ayan, nag self pity na naman ako.
i once asked my mom how come my elder brothers had more concessions than I did? their allowances were hefty, even their rice meal baons had more tocino than what i have. they are good-looking, tall, and are adored by relatives...
mom: "galit ka ba sa amin ng daddy mo kasi mas paborito ang mga kuya mo?"
me: "nagtatampo, oo"
mom: "hindi ko naman ma deny na me favoritism and totoo naman na they had more and I am sorry, anak"
at this point, tears started to roll as I was confronted with the truth.
mom: "pero sa lahat ng anak ko, ikaw lang ang pinaka masipag at madiskarte sa buhay. kami ng daddy mo puedeng mamatay na hindi mag-alala kasi alam namin kaya mong mabuhay magisa unlike ng mga kuya mo"
i was expecting ang mom to validate my feelings or at least make up for lost opportunities but she did not give me any of these. Instead, she told me the truth that things won't change nor can we go back to rehabilitate; but made me realize that what i lacked in affection and material blessings, made a strong person out of me.
totoo naman, kasi to this day I can do things/errands on my own, make decisions (although sumasablay din) and buy things out of my hard-earned money.
and I am thankful really that i don't have to depend on others. But then there is that small feeling inside me that yearns, na sana i got to experience what my brothers had.
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NAURRRR GSJXHSKHXKE I HATE U that made me think i had to ask my mom and my dad and my friends what it means
kept thinking what anong bigas KOCA wala na no more angas 😞
WAIT TIM HINDI MO ALAM YUNG ICONIC FILO MEME OWUFIND HANAPIN KO OMG THIS WAS SO POPULAR NO’ON
#I messed it up but like audience#NO WORRIED LOL#kakagising ko lang omg at#3:30 pm na HAHHAHA#༊*·˚ a wish upon a goddess#༊*·˚ koca has heard your wish#༊*·˚ a kiss of blessing#༊*·˚ tim
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Every time na tinatanong ako about sa reason and kung sino ang nagkulang sa break up namin ng ex ko wala talaga ako maisagot. Wala akong maibato o masabi hindi maganda about sa ex ko kasi napakabuti nyang tao. And napaka maayos ng break up namin dalawa. Sadyang hindi lang kami para sa isa't isa. And I wish the best for my ex.
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