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NOT THE YOONCHAE vs MEGAN BEEF HAHAHAHAHA LMAO ITS PERFECT

HAHAHAHAHA GOTTA KEEP IT REAL

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oh how i love this smau ❤️ its literally perfect in every way

no YOURE perfect in every way. im glad ure enjoying it! hehe

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wow a double update, thank you!

heh no need to thank me, lovely! mwamwa chupchup <3

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TWO STEPS BEHIND ✧ 19. off vibes

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TWO STEPS BEHIND ✧ 18. no need

⤻ in which sophia laforteza, praised for her all-round skills and leadership, is tasked with guiding the new trainee to catch up with the others. but as y/n l/n struggles to keep up, sophia can't help but see the girl as a burden holding her back from her own success – and with each misstep, her resentment grows.

wc: 529 | not proofread, i apologise for any mistakes!

the only time sophia moved after you left was when she was called down for dinner. but she immediately went back to the spot you left her in, waiting for you.

she didn't know what she was expecting — for you to come back, smiling and teasing her like nothing happened? for her to be right and you actually went out partying?

it wasn't until yoonchae arrived a few hours later, dropping her things on the floor with a tired sigh, that her stomach twisted.

"y/n unnie is crazy," yoonchae muttered. "she has been practicing choreo for three hours."

sophia froze, "she actually went to practice?"

yoonchae blinked innocently at her, "yeah." and continued to unpack her things.

"so.. she's still there?" the filipina asked, earning a nod from the younger girl. "did she say when she'd come back?"

"nope, she was still dancing when i left."

sophia stayed silent, debating on whether she should text the girl or not.

but she didn't. she waited. she was sat up on her bed, switching between staring at her hands and staring at the door. she waited, and waited. until she couldn't anymore.

she didn't realise she had fallen asleep until yoonchae shook her awake. "sophia, breakfast is ready downstairs."

she looked around the room, but to her dismay - there was no sight of you. your bed was as neat as it was yesterday.

she rubbed her eyes and nodded silently. she groggily got up and followed yoonchae downstairs.

she halted when she saw you with daniela and marquise, giggling about something with a bowl in your hands. you looked up to the staircase when you heard footsteps and met eyes with the filipina girl. your smile slightly faltered, but you looked away when marquise made another joke about the tiktok you shared with her.

you avoided each other, despite the cameras pointing towards you. after finishing breakfast, you made your way upstairs to get ready for practice, unaware that sophia was trailing behind you. you entered your room and flinched when it closed behind you. you turned on your heel, hands flying to your chest.

"jesus, sophia. give a little warning next time–"

"you didn't come home last night." she stated. you awkwardly shifted from one foot to another, "uh, i did. i just crashed in dani's because i didn't want to wake you guys up."

sophia stayed silent before taking a hesitant step towards you. "y/n, can we... can we talk?"

"there's no need, sophia. i'll talk to missy about our arrangement so you can focus on yourself and your own practice."

"y/n–"

"no. there's no need for us to talk. you said what you said, i said what i said. that's all. i don't hold grudges and we don't have time to be worrying about things like this. so.. we can just pretend like nothing happened."

“i–” sophia began before you cut her off, “look, i gotta get ready. let’s just.. move past this, okay? i’ll talk to missy later, and we can continue to pretend to be ‘besties’ in front of the cameras.”

before she could get another word in, you walked into the bathroom and shut the door, leaving her in your shared room alone.

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a/n ; currently lazy so i'll make it look pretty and add taglist another time hehe

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hi new here, just wanted to say, am proud of you for noticing that you're in a bad place cause of tumblr (or wtv else) and pulling back. it shouldn't take over your life, your mental, physical & emotional health is more impt than updating (thougu will miss you & the stories which could've been).

(im sorry, did that sound too much? overstepping?)

anyways uh as someone who's dealing w burnout, just wanted to say you're doing gd for stopping & take the time you need. (can't speak for everyone, but I'll be here waiting) will hope for more, and can understand if life is (metaphorically) fucking you sidewards w a chainsaw

my sweet angel, whoever u may be: uve js become one of my favourite ppl by sending this to me.

ppl always talk abt how hard life is, but u never realise the reality behind those words until u get ur ass handed to u on a silver platter😭 im relaying the exact message ure giving me back to u! burnout is smth we all experience at one point, so i hope in these times ure trying to take time to take care of urself and ur wellbeing.

knowing someone'll be waiting is alr enough motivation to keep this acc alive :)))

so no, not overstepping hehe. much love to u, bb. thank u for taking the time to write this <333

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Manifesting 7th katseye member reader 🧙‍♀️🪄🔮

hmmmmmmmmmm🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

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the angst in two steps behind is great as a person who's kinda struggling with self hate i love how dani and adela don't make y/n feel left behind and useless i love it 💗😭

thank u so much for reading, it means a lot💗 i hope ure being gentle w urself lately. and i hope that u know ure not alone, even when it feels like it. sending u a biggggggg hug mwa🫀

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hehe, thank you, 'thor, pagpalain ka ng diyos☝🏻😓☝🏻😓☝🏻😓☝🏻

HAHAHAHA you too po❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏

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what abt yung roster fic ni mikha☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ sana ma-see, hehe

IM SORRY. ok ill work on it when i get home i promise😭😭

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NO PLS DONT EVER LEAVE US AGAIN

it depends on the moon baby😞

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THANK U USER ROSIEHRS FOR THE UPDATE RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅

URE WELCOME QT! RAHHHHHHHH 🦅🦅🦅🦅

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OH MY GOD TSB UPDATE HALLELUJAH

TSB UPDATE HALLELUJAH!❤️❤️❤️

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Sophia is now on my opp list 😒

shes on mine too😒 we ride at dawn

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WHAT YHE SHIT A GHOST

BRUH HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA sige ill disappear again

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TWO STEPS BEHIND ✧ 17. thanks

⤻ in which sophia laforteza, praised for her all-round skills and leadership, is tasked with guiding the new trainee to catch up with the others. but as y/n l/n struggles to keep up, sophia can't help but see the girl as a burden holding her back from her own success – and with each misstep, her resentment grows.

half-written. wc: 598

you started packing your bag after changing into your workout clothes, not knowing sophia’s eyes were digging holes into the back of your head.

“don’t you think you should take advantage of the one day we actually get to rest our bodies instead of going out to hang out with your friends?” sophia said sharply, surprised by the bite in her own voice.

“where do you think i’m going..?” you asked. “i don’t know, wherever you normally go. probably out with manon and you’ll be back after curfew and you won’t get reprimanded because for some reason, you’re exempted from everything. you get to do whatever the hell you want.”

you stared at her, stunned by the outburst. “e-excuse me?”

“yeah, you can break the rules and hey! no one says a word. but the moment anyone else does the same thing, it’s suddenly the end of the world–talks of kicking us out. you get to slack off and it’s fine because everyone else will just pick up after you. everyone else has to clean up your mess, and somehow we’re the ones blamed for it. it’s totally okay to do whatever you want, because you’re y/n! the favourite trainee! the inexperienced one who ‘doesn’t know any better’. it’s okay for you to suck because you’re y/n. and for whatever reason, you have whatever it is they’re looking for.”

you stared at her like she had just slapped you. “are you serious right now?”

sophia’s jaw clenched, crossing her arms and looking away. 

you let out a small laugh, but there was no humour behind it. “do you think i want this? do you think i want to be treated differently? like i don’t hear all the whispers or the pressure whenever i walk into a room?” 

she stayed silent, but you stood your ground. 

“do you know how it feels to be constantly reminded you’re not good enough? that the only reason you’re here is some undefined potential everyone keeps talking about? i practice just as hard–maybe even harder, because i know how many people don’t think i deserve to be here.”

sophia looked up, her eyes unreadable.

“i know you don’t see me practicing, sophia. i know you think when i come home at 3 am that i was out getting drunk, partying–but no. i come home past curfew almost every night because i am in that fucking practice room, torturing myself. i don’t ask for your help because i know how much you hate having to take care of me. i know you already have enough on your plate. so i try to help myself. i try to stay out of your way. so maybe–just maybe–you’ll have one less thing to worry about.”

you exhaled, breath shaky.

“so, no. i’m not going out with manon to party, i’m going to the studio to practice. because god forbid i continue to fall behind and continue to give reasons for everyone to hate me.”

the silence that followed was deafening. you grabbed your bag off the bed, quickly walking towards the door of your shared room. 

“but thanks, really. for confirming what everyone else is too polite to say to my face.”

you didn’t wait for a reply. just turned on your heel and walked out, the door clicking shut behind you.

sophia blinked slowly, the silence in the room starting to suffocate her.

she didn’t move. she couldn’t. the weight of her own words sat heavy on her chest, echoing louder now that y/n was gone.

“fuck.” was all she could breathe out.

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