#Wilson finally burstinginto tears and instinctively seeking out physical touch and holding onto cuddy like letting go means he might die

[starjunkyard]

Finished the last two episodes of season 4 Every single one of youare going to Hell i genuinely . I had to lie down . I was distressed into a brief state of comatose I genuinely dont think im ever going to be the same again. Those were genuinely the two best season finale episodes ive ever seen in television and im not even kidding. Like breaking bad season finale good i feel lightheaded JHow am i supposed to do work rn dawg

i Justdont eeven know what to do with myself . ill probably be more coherent tomorrow once iv egotten all the screaming shitting crying throwing up out of my system and im abnle to formulate my hthoughts. Yeag. Or i might bury myself alive idk its on the table still

I dontknow dawg idc . I dont even care actually that house would rather tolerate a life of debilitating chronic pain just to be with wilson. his tearful confession to amber that he just wants it to stop hurting and he Does want to be happy but he cant because it just hurts so much And he has an out. he could die and it could stop hurting but he doesnt and he wakes up and he sees wilson standing over his bed and wilson doesnt even say anything whenhouse wakes up Wilson leaves and housedoesnt stop him Whatever Whateverwhatever What Ever

I've been putting off watching the last two eps of s4 aka wilsons heart houses head for Three days its so bad its so serious its not even funny Im so fucking afraid Pleasetell me its ok . Or give me some form of moral support . Or tell me to stop being a pussy .Or tell me to get a job Idk dawg PLELALSSW$%@%@%^876!!!!