#WideAwakeNightmare

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Submitting to the Darkness Part 21 Wide Awake Nightmare

Written by @Vishous_SASBDB.

*I’m sitting in front of all the Toys watching my family go about their day’s routines, Beth and Wrath with LW, Rhage and Mary having a movie date. Watching the doggen go around dancing as they clean, so happy to do anything around the manse for us. Anything to serve our needs. I sit here waiting for the time to go by, I know she is here as I am feeling her. I know she’s close by in the training facilities medical ward. I know she’s safe. Why, then, am I feeling like she is far away? 

I scan the monitors. I hit the one for the training facility. I see her walking in the halls. I want to go to her, help her in any way I can, but I know she is afraid that he’s coming back. Drake. I should have taken him out when I could. I should have killed him and let the sun have him. As I watch her, I long to go to her. I need to contain myself. I see her going up and down the halls, Then I see her go into another room.* What is she up too? *I murmur as I continue to watch. I see two females come out and straight to the exit.* NO! No, no, no, no. Fuck me, what the hell are you thinking female! You cannot leave, you can’t leave the mhis. He can find you if you leave this property. *As I see both females going, I jump up and start to head down to the med center. I have to stop them, one is still hurt pretty bad and Drake cannot find her here. I start to fly down the halls, running like I’ve never run before, trying to get where I need to be to stop them and help them. 

Then everything goes black. With a shocked feeling my body starts to shake, then when I open my eyes I can see him. I see Drake and he has Sloahne. Her skin light, her dark hair.

She’s tied up against a bedpost with her back to him. I see the cat-o-nine tails ... he’s whipping her, red streaks going down her back with each lash her body shakes and tightens. It isn’t for foreplay, it’s for punishment. For her escape. Her blood starts to leak out and slowly runs down her back. As I look closer I see her tattoo ... I cannot tell if it’s not real or not, but I know Sloahne has one. I know she was just here, she still has to be here. As I concentrate harder on looking, I can see her as she writhes in pain. I strain and look harder, I can see her now, I see her through his eyes. He takes the punishing deeper,  taking  the handcuffs and pulling them up over her head and making her tiptoe, and if she rests her feet, the metal cuts into her skin and leaves red rings while she screams in pain. When she goes down again this time it cuts into her hands.

She had blood running slowly down her arms and down her back. She slowly turns her head to plead for mercy and as she looks I can see her eyes are an emerald green. It’s not her! Sloahne’s eyes are chocolate brown. She is still here, safe at the Brotherhood manse. My head jerks back and starts to pound. No, this needs to stop before she leaves. I run down to the medical center, racing as I make my way through the halls. Passing through doors as they slam shut behind me, I make my way to the parking garage, Looking everywhere I come to a quick stop and grab my head while it throbs.

I turn around and shake my head as I hear voices, I look and see Lass talking to them, Whew, they are heading back to the med center. They should be fine now. I need to talk to her, let her know what he will do to her if she leaves. She needs to stay. I have to talk to her and let her know his plans for her if she leaves. She. Has. To. Stay.

And for the future plans for the male. I need to bring this to someone’s attention that he needs to be stopped before any other females get hurt or killed by his sick addiction and his retribution.*

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gumitime replied to your post “I am sad to report that Violet just died in my hand. It was very...”

❤️❤️❤️ lots of love

rembrandtswife replied to your post “I am sad to report that Violet just died in my hand. It was very...”

I'm so sorry, honey. I will miss her too. Love to you.

bloomanddgrow replied to your post “I am sad to report that Violet just died in my hand. It was very...”

❤️❤️

hunterkat replied to your post “I am sad to report that Violet just died in my hand. It was very...”

Sweet baby, Rest In Peace.

allbecauseoftheboys replied to your post “I am sad to report that Violet just died in my hand. It was very...”

Oh honey I'm so sorry. She was lucky to be loved and cared for by you.

tzeentchs-secretary replied to your post “I am sad to report that Violet just died in my hand. It was very...”

Oh dear. Thank you for being there with her.

thehotgirlproject replied to your post “I am sad to report that Violet just died in my hand. It was very...”

Oh god I am sorry. Oh Violet ��

shrikestrike replied to your post “I am sad to report that Violet just died in my hand. It was very...”

❤

serotina replied to your post “I am sad to report that Violet just died in my hand. It was very...”

lots and lots of love to you both. thank you for being there with her ❤️

wideawakenightmare replied to your post “I am sad to report that Violet just died in my hand. It was very...”

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Thank you, everybody.  <3  I really appreciate all your support.  I’m actually glad that Violet was able to go peacefully at home with her flock instead of stressed out at the vet.  Oliver and Phin are confused (what else is new) but are resilient and have already started squabbling over who gets to flirt with Spencer, who is very happy to be the center of attention.  I am taking Violet in this afternoon to be cremated.  Thank you to everyone who watched her grow up and was here for her journey.  <3 

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gltchbtch replied to your photo “Violet is sick again.  :(  She went to the vet last night and got...”

Get well soon, little egg!

beetleboo replied to your photo “Violet is sick again.  :(  She went to the vet last night and got...”

A SAD MARSHMALLOW PUFF :( wishing her all the best!

spooniepumpkin replied to your photo “Violet is sick again.  :(  She went to the vet last night and got...”

aw poor baby.... at least she gets all the snacks she can wish for

Thank you for all the well-wishes!  She’s perked up a lot, but is still not 100%, so I’m going to call the vet to get another round of antibiotics (since I’m giving them via nebulizer, the course of treatment is a lot shorter than for oral antibiotics).

wideawakenightmare replied to your photo “Violet is sick again.  :(  She went to the vet last night and got...”

Will she have to be separated from the other budgies?

Fortunately, no!  She’s not contagious--the vet thinks that what is happening is whatever underlying metabolic issue she’s having is just making her react badly to the normal bacteria already present in budgies’ respiratory systems, so she’s no danger to the boys.  The vet even said it might be worse to separate them because it might make her more stressed, so she gets to stay with the boys for now!

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@sourdoughbirb replied to your photoset “Let me preface this by saying SPENCER IS OKAY. My current apartment...”

Ahhh I’m glad he’s ok!!! Please give that boy a cuddle!!!

Thank you!  Me too! I have been kissing him basically nonstop since it happened.  I think he got tired of it because he bit me in the lip last night, lol

wideawakenightmare replied to your photoset “Let me preface this by saying SPENCER IS OKAY. My current apartment...”

So thankful he is okay!!!!

Thank you; me too!  I couldn’t believe it when the vet told me he was just fine T_T  I’m so relieved

beetleboo replied to your photoset “Let me preface this by saying SPENCER IS OKAY. My current apartment...”

OHHH BUDDY.... that's so scary. I'm so so relieved that he's okay

Thank you!  It was a pretty terrifying drive to the vet, but it helped that he was climbing around the travel cage making noises, which gave me the hope that he might be okay.  I was just so worried he was going to develop a concussion or something, but he’s acting totally normal this morning.  I’M SO GLAD T_T

fourteen--steps replied to your photoset “Let me preface this by saying SPENCER IS OKAY. My current apartment...”

Oh no baby boy I'm so glad he's alright! That must've been so horrible. Please don't be too hard on yourself, he's ok now and that's what's important

Thank you!  It’s hard not to blame myself for being careless but the reality is that accidents happen, even when you try to be as careful as you can.  I’m just so glad he’s okay, I could have never forgiven myself if something really bad had happened!

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@wideawakenightmare replied to your photoset “I need to take more pictures of the budgies so instead here is a...”

Is it too late to donate?? I’ve been traveling all weekend and completely forgot!!

No, not at all!  Here’s the link again if you need it!  And thank you--please don’t donate if it’s a hardship!  <3 

https://www.gofundme.com/ffkpth-moving-to-minnesota&rcid=r01-153287868876-2bd8174d2c9c486f&pc=ot_co_campmgmt_w

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@wideawakenightmare replied to your photoset “Beatrix and this lamp were having a nice visit and then apparently the...”

I cannot tell you how much joy your little birbs bring me!!!

Awww, thank you for this!  I’m so glad people enjoy my little weirdos!  :D  They’re such little characters I really love sharing them with other people!

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Hi! Does Beatrix not mind if the budgies are in her cage?

She doesn’t mind, as long as she’s not in there!  If they get in her cage while she’s in there she acts like she’s trapped and I have to go rescue her.  -_-

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wideawakenightmare replied to your photo “HORATIO TIIIIIIIME”

Such a handsome birb boy ❤️❤️❤️

He is a charming young man! :D