#Why am I broken?

[brokendarkfairyempressforever]

I'm sorry for being sad

I'm sorry for being angry

I'm sorry for being anxious

I'm sorry for being depressing

I'm sorry for being confused

I'm sorry for having depression

I'm sorry for having PTSD and C-PTSD

I'm sorry for having anxiety

I'm sorry for having bpd

I'm sorry for not understanding social cues

I'm sorry for the lack of emotions

I'm sorry for forgetting myself

I'm sorry for not knowing myself

I'm sorry for having trouble focusing

I'm sorry having random interests that I randomly remember and sometimes spout but most of the time I forget I can speak and just keep it in my head

I'm sorry for feeling guilty for everything

I'm sorry that I'm spiraling

I'm sorry that I can't make it better

I'm sorry that I can't take away the pain

I'm sorry for forgetting but remembering stuff that doesn't matter

I'm sorry for feeling worthless

I'm sorry that my mind is trying to find order a figure out this puzzle even though everything is in chaos and my brain is overheating

I'm sorry for feeling like I'm gonna pass out

I'm sorry for my back hurting

I'm sorry for my mind breaking over the fact x means e because my brain is broken and stupid

I'm sorry for the constant headaches

I'm sorry for being really bad at math

I'm sorry for not understanding the first or few times

I'm sorry it's hard to understand me when I talk and my behavior

I'm sorry for turning things in late

I'm sorry for being too scared to do anything

I'm sorry for not being sane enough

I'm sorry for not being able to mask anymore

I'm sorry for not being a robot anymore

I'm sorry for combusting

I'm sorry for being empty

I'm sorry for being mentally unstable

I'm sorry for asking for help

I'm sorry for not asking for help

I'm sorry if I seem clingy

I'm sorry for zoning out all the time

I'm sorry if I seem I don't care enough

I'm sorry for being bad at conveying emotions

I'm sorry for having no filter

I'm sorry for having trouble controlling my emotions

I'm sorry if I seem dead

I'm sorry for having trouble with connecting with people

I'm sorry for being bad at socializing

I'm sorry for taking everyone's stress even though I don't have to and should focus on myself no matter how hard it is

I'm sorry for stressing over everything

I'm sorry for overthinking everything

I'm sorry for having trust issues

I'm sorry for talking too much

I'm sorry for not talking enough

I'm sorry for not fitting into any societies standards

I'm sorry for still not being enough

I'm sorry for being a bother

I'm sorry for being a burden

I'm sorry for stressing you out

I'm sorry for not being okay

I'm sorry for breaking

I'm sorry for everything

[shinesurge]

did yall know cricut put a metal strip in the back of their newer Maker 3 that doesn't do anything except pop out after like six months of regular use and force you to call customer service so they can tell you to replace the machine

well they did and instead of calling them and replacing an entire functional fucking machine you can just cut the bar out and put tape over what's left

fuck offfff,

[veilkeeper]

there's something interesting about emmrich's hangout being so... structured and composed. everyone else's hangout is under the guise of some sort of errand, yes, but they're very casual and free-form. whereas with emmrich, he's taking you on this tour of the memorial gardens in the necropolis. and it is a tour—when he shows you the undead tableaux, it feels like he's reading off a script with the way he describes it to rook, tour guide style. and later, when he opens up to rook, it is always him initiating with the distinct feeling of something being said on purpose, like he had prepared to discuss it.

the flirt at the end gives a romance-flavoured explanation: that he was specifically trying to impress rook, that this is an attempt to endear himself to them. and in a lot of ways, it does look like that: he takes rook to one of the most beautiful, peaceful places he knows, opens up to them about his past, and then he has tea set up at the end of it, like a good host. (he is also rather caught off guard when you flirt with him here, and it could be interpreted as him being embarrassed at being caught out, or trying to walk it back so he doesn't offend).

however.... i don't really think that was his intention? this is probably coloured by the fact that i feel like, comparatively, emmrich has had very few one on one interactions with rook to this point and he breezes by the only flirt before this, but i don't think he walked into the memorial gardens with any intention to charm or otherwise woo rook, here. i think his intention was to get them alone and get an honest read on how they felt about him. specifically, about his work as a necromancer.

if you've rotated different people through the party with him, and if you've paid attention to the conversations he's had with others in the lighthouse, it becomes abundantly clear basically immediately that everyone has opinions on necromancy, and they largely fall into the territory of distrusting, put off, or even outright disgusted by it. a lot of emmrich's early banter with several party members is him going about the pretty exhausting ordeal of defending his magic, the mourn watch, his fields of study, manfred's existence, etc. and because of the lack of one on one time with rook, i'd be surprised if he felt like he'd really had an opportunity to get a read on what his new colleague actually thinks about it all.

so i think he is trying to impress rook, just... not like that. i think he's trying to prove that the necropolis is beautiful, that it's laden in history and rituals that mean something. that the mourn watch is good (the sort of order that would take in an orphan, and give him purpose and structure), and that even necromancers can fear death. i think he's trying to prove that he's a person, under all the misconceptions about his work that seem to go around the lighthouse when he isn't looking.

and i think that's why he looks so taken aback and genuinely surprised when rook flirts with him at the end—because it really wasn't his intention, but he recovers fast enough to pivot with grace. i don't think he's uninterested, i just think he wasn't sure rook could be.

[bakudekublogblog]

the contrast between kacchan not caring about the irreversible damage to his body verses his entire life flashing before his eyes, his heart shattering, brokenly sobbing about the future he’d dreamed of sharing with Izuku after it’s revealed he’s quirkless is fucking STAGGERING

[eru-iru]

burn my dread

[mossy-aro]

i hate to be a Downer but no i don’t think making the tenth generic post abt how ‘true love’ is and always will be the most powerful force in the universe and that nothing else compares gives you a personality actually. sorry.

[nina-the-ninth]

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

Hello may 31th anon! Look at that, another year behind us and a new one to come. Have a nice day! ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡

[idontcaboose]

Haunted car Au part 18

Previous. Masterpost

It was a while before Hood and Duke got done mother henning him about his entire situation, and after their private phone call they seemed to be making a plan.

Turns out, the Red Hood was a pretty cool guy. If you ignore the cursing that would have all the grandmas back home fainting, finding a switch, or grabbing soap. Either way, they would also tell your mom and a grounding would be the kindest punishment. 

Wait…. Does that mean he can curse here? 

…….

“I AM TIRED OF THESE MOTHERFUCKING SNAKES ON THIS MOTHERFUCKING PLANE!”

This is now officially the best day of his life….

“LANGUAGE!” 

……...Hypocrites

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“So?”

“'So’ what Glowstick?”

“Do we have any plan other than ‘Wait for the magic guys’?” 

Hood snorted.  “Not really. Why, you got a plan?”

“Well, I don't know about you, but I dont think Danny knows how to drive, and I am willing to bet he would like to learn how to drive if they take their time getting here-” 

“Are you asking to take Danny for a joyride?” Hood asked incredulously.

“What do you say Danny?” Duke was smiling with mischief in his eyes.

“HELL YA!” 

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[noxassula]

I have not been keeping up to date with my tumblr but with Twitter on fire (once more) I will probably spend more time here. Also I fell down an entire flight of stairs two days ago so I am extremely sore and bruised, what better time to catch up on things over here than while I am pretty much bedridden? I see all your lovely comments and tags and there are some recurring people who keeps interacting with my posts. i'm super flattered y'all thank you so much 😭❤️

[such-a-daydreamer]

Finally finished the Stanley and Fiddleford comic!

Honestly have no idea what to call this series but Imma just go with Beaten and Broken

(haha I'm so creative guys✨️✌️😋 *screams of the damned*)

Full comic under the cut

Broken into two parts because I didn't realise Tumblr had a 10 image limit😔😭😤😫

Second part here

[zrllosyn-art]

I miss them lmao

[dykephan]

if phil said the december i mean october thing because he had a migraine and forgot his line i'm going to ceremonially kill myself as penance for talking about it so much. i'm so sick at the thought of him accidentally revealing personal information before he was ready. MANY SUCH CASES :(

[mishy-mashy]

Got my hands on a Ultra Analysis BNHA book from a library

Some points I liked (I focused more on 1B since they don't get a lot of attention)

1B once had a Tetsutetsu BBQ. They heated him up and cooked food on him. He proceeds to ruin it when he declares his sweat is the salt to their food

Yui is canonically the prettiest first-year

Mineta has no sex appeal at all, but he thinks being a hero will make him lucky

Class B does respect Monoma. He's sharp-minded, witty, and has a way with words

Monoma sometimes wanders into 1A's dorm just to throw down a mean speech, and heads back to 1B

Juzo probably isn't helping Monoma's confrontations with 1A, since he just always asks him why he can't say it to their faces whenever Monoma complains about them

Shiozaki tries to be polite even in a fight

Pony hosts anime parties, so 1B knows a lot about anime. Vice-versa, they teach her Japanese, and everything nasty is Monoma's fault

Tokage was a gyaru

Tsuburuaba, Kaibara, and Kuroiro get worked up whenever they talk about girls

Manga likes Kenranzaki

Awase's family runs a small factory. He also restrains Monoma whenever Kendo isn't available

1B likes hearing Rin say "Aiyah", so he does it for them

Kamakiri is obsessed with cutting into things

Class B's play was really successful

Tamaki is scared of Kirishima's energy

1C was planning a send-off party for Shinsou for his upcoming hero transfer. They didn't doubt he would make it, ever since the Sports Festival

Shishikura (meatball Shiketsu boy) might've chosen Shiketsu because he likes the uniform's hat

Nakagame and Yo are dating

Tsuyu's family gets to spend a lot of time together now, since their parents' busy jobs have calmed down

Tsubasa (devil wing kid in Midoriya's memories) suspiciously lost touch with Midoriya and Bakugo in middle school (his Wiki page confirms Garaki - his grandfather - turned him into a Nomu)

Torino likes goofy gags. This rubs off on All Might (ex. when Midoriya thought he died when Torino fell with ketchup. People don't know whether to laugh or be concerned)

Nighteye has yellow streaks in his hair as a homage to All Might

Nezu likes worming into tight, dark places, so he likes Aizawa's scarf. They went into detail, describing why Nezu likes it, such as material to crawling in, etc.

Recovery Girl has to travel around Japan regularly to help people with her Quirk (as in, she uses her Quirk to help them. Healing Quirks are SO rare)

Hojo, Tabe, and Sestuno are kept in the same jail, so at least they're not separated

[you--broke--all--your--promises]

I am such a burden to everyone around me.

[mischiefbuckley]

someone in that writers room is all up on ao3 tags because what do you mean we had alpha eddie, big titties buck, mpreg buck, eddie waits for buck at the hospital, injured buck/caretaker eddie, buck hands eddie lube (not in the bedroom on a call), eddie pays buck back from a bet, eddie sucks on a ring pop while staring at buck all happen in the same episode like so freaking crazy