#Whole time ive been drawing I've kicking my feet and shit

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I'm supposed to be asleep but I'm seriously too happy... I think it's been forever since I've been able to enjoy something in such an. I don't know. like a childish way! The way you used to entertain yourself just looking at the inside of a glass and imagine that it's a tall fancy restaurant or look into a lantern and imagine what your house would look like if it were inside.

I usually get most of my enjoyment from fiction by intense speculation but nowadays just imagining a characters face makes me happy. Imagining them eating ice cream or a delicious sub. Or tripping down the stairs. I don't even need to try. Like I've uncovered an endless stream of joy despite it all! It almost feels sinfully indulgent with how much I'm enjoying myself heehee. I'm very very happy.