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plutoasteroids · 5 months ago
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PAC - What are the basics of your soul contract
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PILE 1 ^^ PILE 2 ^^ PILE 3 ^^
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PILE 4 ^^ PILE 5 ^^ PILE 6 ^^
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PILE 1
Your soul contract requires you to let your emotions out and embrace them for what they are because you are human and that is part and parcel of being human. You have been put into bad situations mainly from the people you loved and looked up to and that hurt caused you to in a way close your heart off Your soul contract needs you to look back at all of it learn from it and open up your feelings again instead of lying to yourself that you are this cold, unaffected person when in reality you are a sensitive soul and that is who you always will be. You need to learn to embrace that gentle nature of yours because it's not going anywhere, it's part of you in this life and the next.
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Your soul contract is in relation to work and career. For you it is more so you are forced to conform to a certain societal standard in relation to career, basically picking more traditional careers like being a doctor, lawyer, engineer etc and deep down you know that's not what you want. You may come from a more conservative family. Your soul contract requires you to find a career that actually makes you happy, that doesn't really on other people's feelings and approval towards it. Once you let go of this you will open up a door that will flip your life upside down, making you happier and opening you up to greater more exciting opportunities that most people won't get.
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You are the black sheep (most of you ended up becoming spiritual like tarot readers, astrologers, reiki healers in an attempt to heal and find your place) always have been always will be, you may have been bullied, treated badly by the people you care about or those closest to you (in proximity). You may have been left out in the cold which led to you developing a wall around you heart being this tough person when you really aren't deep down. Part of your soul contract is to make peace not with them but with yourself because once you do you are opening the door to building a happy, safe place for yourself. The basics of your soul contract is to heal family related wounds and build your own happy home, an environment that you never got to have or experience.
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The basics of your soul contract start off with a tough childhood, you may have been shackled to the expectations of your family. Regardless, you have been put through situations that left you frustrated, upset, stressed and feeling like there is no way out or that there is nothing better out there for you. The basics of your soul contract need you to heal from all this hurt and trauma and once you do you will open yourself up to greater opportunities, you can't be in two places at once so your choices are live in the hurt and pain or heal and let the universe open the door to bigger financial, living and relationship opportunities.
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PILE 5
For you there is a lot of karma in relation to relationships with other people in your life, you gave your all for and to other people just to be backstabbed and betrayed by the people closest to you to the point of maybe isolating yourself and believing that there is nothing good in terms of relationships for you. Your soul contract urges you to learn from those experiences. Not everyone is going to be your friend. You need to make peace with the fact that you are different and not everyone is going to appreciate it there is a negative and positive to everything you need to learn to sieve it out as well as the people in your life. Learn what you need and leave out what you don't especially in relationships. You are a people pleaser and that is not in your contract to be one.
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The basics of your soul contract is to nurture both your emotions and your divine feminine. In the past you may have felt like you don't have control over yourself that other people are shackling you which has toughened you out and, in the process, you neglected your feminine and emotions. Now the basics of your soul contract urges you to be gentler, more fluid, to find peace in the toughest situations and be able to make choices without compromising your own emotions, values and beliefs. Your soul contract wants you to learn how to balance the masculine and the feminine know which to use in what situation instead of one over the other.
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blackthornwren · 14 days ago
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Reiki
At first glance, Reiki seems harmless. The official term for it is pseudoscience, but I won’t take up issue with anyone that believes it works, it’s not for me to decide - after all, I practice magic and talk to spirits. What I do want to talk about is when it started, and where it's going.
Despite the common misconception that it’s an ancient Japanese practice, Reiki began with a man named Mikao Usui and it’s speculated that he came up with the concept sometime in the 1920’s when he spent 21 days fasting and praying on Mount Kurama. Reiki, as it began, is not harmful in and of itself - in fact, it goes hand-in-hand (lol, I’m so sorry for the bad joke) with many other religions and spiritualities that involve a “laying of hands” healing technique.
Mikao Usui passed the practice on to several students; but most importantly, it was Chujiro Hayashi who really began to monetize and create a movement out of Reiki - founding the first institute which offered energy healing sessions to paying customers. From there, Hayashi’s student Hawayo Takata carried the Reiki practice to Hawai'i where it gained ground and spread across the States, becoming quite the fad among the holistic new age crowd.
And really, therein lies the problem with Reiki - whatever Usui’s original intentions were, the Reiki that exists now functions on a similar level to MLMs. It begins with a session, which can range anywhere between $40.00 to $300.00 (and that was at last check when Washington Post wrote an article on it, around 2014).
One session leads to more sessions, as people become dependent upon it. But soon they’re encouraged to learn it themselves, and wouldn’t you just know it, there’s an awful lot of online classes out there to teach you how to practice Reiki…for a fee, of course.
Once you finish a class though, you can then sign up and pay for further attunements! Because Reiki is a lot like being an RPG character in that you need to fucking level up (a lot!) in order to get stronger in your online long distance energy healing.
Because Reiki and New Age have taken to each other like two peas in a pod, you now have Reiki practitioners who appropriate "incorporate" chakras, crystals, yoga, and law of attraction concepts into their sessions.
As you may be able to predict where I'm going with this (I'm still gonna say it), Reiki is naturally a very popular technique used in cults. And while I’m sure it’s great for clearing those negative blockages that prevent you from finding your soul-mate or becoming your higher self, it's important to be able to spot the lure when you see it.
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What are some placements someone may have that point to working in hospitality, travel, and tourism? I’m in this field so I’m very curious! Thank you ☺️
Cancer 10h, cancer moon—A lot of these natives gravitate towards traveling I’ve noticed. Their job may require lengthy times away from home! Someone I knew was a construction worker and traveled by the airport just to get work done. These natives feel comfortable working solo most of the time.
Libra rising/moon—Works with others and can be great at hospitality! Libras can be quite social as well and have a vast network of friends in their job. The type to travel and study abroad!
Taurus moon/Venus—May want to become a pharmacist, nurse, or doctor. Great at studying and teaching information to others. Takes their work seriously, and knows their field will pay off. They themselves may have had health issues and want to help others through theirs.
Saturn 6h, sun 6h, Venus 6h—Takes care of their health and motivates others to do the same. May become influential in social media for their food, gym progress. If not, their studies will take them far in hospitality and may go one to have a masters/PHD. Venus 6h is more likely to work with children. Venus 6h adores travel daily and wants to see different parts of their town/city. May drive around a lot! Sun 6h as well.
Saturn 6h may want to settle down in an area for a while to explore it rather than rushing. Known yo take their journeys slow and may even document it! Can become a vlogger and help to guide others around destinations because of their knowledge.
Moon-saturn asp— can make a native not settle down in one place for too long. Though this issue usually stems from trauma and not feeling safe at home most of the time. These natives can bounce around a lot. These aspects also make an individual adept at understanding patient needs, because they tap into patients instincts and their Saturn aspect can provide structure to patients who need it. More likely to become a social worker.
Sagittarius sun—These natives just have a natural curiosity for the world. They want to know what there is out there than what is around them currently. Thirst for adventure!
Jupiter 1h, moon 1h—Great emotional depth and empathy, able to connect with others with ease. Their ability to sense deeper energies helps them to connect to nature. Because of their need to be alone to recover, these natives can end up traveling a lot in their lifetime.
Leo sun—May love getting out and about. Roadtrips, and may love to take others for adventures too. I can also see Leos connecting with patients in need, specifically children to help them heal. May work in NICU departments with infants, become a pediatrician.
Virgo sun/moon—great with working with their health and may encourage others to do the same. May believe in healing with nature and is more likely to travel to decompress and relax. Tries to encourage holistic treatments! May become a doctor related to the bones, physical therapy. Might become a masseuse.
Moon 12h—can go one to become a doctor, more so in the psychology field but not limited! May be into acupuncture. Their work may require they work far away since the 12h rules distant lands. Learns to embrace solitude through their work.
Pisces—A lot of these natives become a doctor in the sense of spirituality. They may perform reiki to help others, be into astrology, tarot, the occult.
Gemini—Loves to travel and share their knowledge! Similar to 6h placements. They love to be open minded to learning new things including culture and history of the places they go. Their stories are fascinating.
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pastel-peach-writes · 11 months ago
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Attracted | KorrAsami x Reader
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╰┈➤ PLOT: After a close call of losing the two girls who mean the most to you, you decide it's time to cut the crap and face the music, your feelings.
╰┈➤ WARNINGS: Not Proofread, No Use of Y/N, 3500+ Words
Part One | Part Three
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Their stares dug into your soul and pulled out every sense of hiding and masking you've held in for the last few years. Their slight frowns, and disappointment in their colored eyes; it was too much for you to bear.
Were you so prideful in keeping your feelings secret that you'd risk losing Korra and Asami? Was it really that serious to let them think you didn't support their relationship?
You didn't know. You had no way to know.
Now the three of you were staring at each other in the courtyard of Air Temple Island. All parties eager for an answer from you.
However, just because they were eager to get an answer from you doesn't mean you had an answer ready for them.
Just now, in this very moment, you realized you had a crush on the two bisexuals. You just realized that going to bed thinking about kissing the both of them, holding their hands, and making them laugh wasn't as platonic as you thought.
You hated to admit it but Bolin was right. You hated when he was right, especially since you're often so stubborn. He was never going to let you live this down now.
But that's something to worry about in the future. Right now you needed to worry about the present. Korra and Asami are staring at you with hurt and almost distant eyes. The longer you let the silencer linger, the deeper you hurt them.
What could you even say or do in this moment? Make up some silly lie? Confess to them right on the spot? Make them think you're not accepting of their love? All three options were terrible. It was a lose-lose-lose situation.
"Uh," you nervously chuckled, scratching the back of your neck. The bright sun on Air Temple island shone into your eyes, nearly blinding you from the sight of the red-and-blue-coded girlfriends. You wondered what color you would be if you were added to the pair. "You know, I think I need to attend one of Tenzin's meditation classes. Learn how to ease up and become one with my chi."
"One with your chi?" Asami echoed.
"Yeah. If I'm so tense all the time and not noticing, obviously something is off. Maybe even wrong with me." You gave them another shrug. "I can't be one of the best members on the Krew and not be one with my chi."
Korra let out a chuckle. "'One of the best members'?" You nodded at her statement, a cocky smile growing on your lips. Korra shook her head, her smile from her chuckle staying on her face as she crossed her arms. "Who said you were one of the best?"
"Oh, isn't it obvious, Avatar?" You mimicked her stance and Asami did the same, matching the teasing smiles on your faces.
"Must not have been," Korra rebutted. "Sounds like you still got some work to do."
You could only laugh at her playful words. Although her statement was true, it was for the wrong situation. You did have some work to do. You had to work through and process your growing crushes on Asami and Korra in hopes you can get over them and have them never find out about your crush.
That should be easy. What's a little crush going to do to you?
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"You're right," Tenzin said as he waved his palms over your torso. You were serious about taking meditation classes from him. You were too tense, hyper-focused on the sapphic pair. You needed mental clarity and hopefully with mental clarity comes a way to get over them.
The Airbender was using reiki, some form of spiritual healing that used energy and intention to ease the human mind and body. He decided to use the technique on you when you came to him about your stress problem. He said he rarely used this technique but given that you're a new student of his, he decided why not?
The man had his eyes closed and waved his arms and body around as if he were airbending. The only difference is that he wasn't airbending at all and in fact was getting a feel of your stress and anxiety levels. "You are very tense," he continued. "The tension lies within your shoulders and sits in your gut. Your chest, too, is tight. If you were an Airbender, you'd be blocked from your ability entirely. It would take months, maybe even years to remove this type of stress."
You heaved a sigh as the monk opened his eyes and returned to his natural standing stance. "Months"? "Maybe even years"? By the time you mastered your chi or removed most of the stress in your body, Korra and Asami could very well be married. Or even worse, forgotten about you.
It was extreme to think of those two scenarios but it's what your mind went to. You're doing this to be better for them, not to risk losing your friendship. If it's going to take years to return to the person you were before you started having feelings for them, they were gone for good.
"Well," you said as another sigh escaped your body. "We better get started."
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Because of your circumstance, Tenzin decided to add airbender training to your "Stress Relief Regimen". Like he mentioned, you would be blocked if you were an Airbender but in addition to the spiritual and worldly connection, Airbenders also have a physical outlet. They use their body to navigate through the winds and courses of life. It acts as another way to release whatever your body is holding in.
It's been a few weeks since you started training with Tenzin and you can admit things are a lot better now. Well, physically. You're still blocked mentally and spiritually, but the airbending training traditions were getting easier for you. You ran into the equipment less and stayed on the balls of your feet more often. Even Jinora was impressed.
You practiced day and night while leaving space to meditate and to connect with nature in between. But the cause of your vigorous schedule to train and relax, you've pulled yourself away from the Krew. You rarely hung out with them outside of work and only said hello to them during meals. Day in and day out, you were training.
It was ironic though. You were training and practicing these techniques to become one with your emotions and get clarity on the KorrAsasmi situation but all the training seemed to be doing was making you avoid them.
You were actively running away and towards your emotions at the same time. How you mastered that skill, not even Tenzin knew.
He watched you prance and elegantly move around the spinning panels on the Airbending arena with your eyes closed and your arms in the offensive position he taught you. While you were physically correct, he could still feel a weight of heaviness and emotion rest on your shoulders and sink into your body.
Korra saw it too. That's why she was here standing next to Tenzin and monitoring your training. She knew Tenzin to be a good teacher so she didn't understand why his training kept you away from the Krew so long.
She already went through that teenage rebellion phase with him so she figured he eased up on allowing you to go out and such. Especially since you're not under his care and a grown adult. And as she watched your practice, she knew Tenzin's methods had changed for the better and the pressure lessened. So, if it wasn't Tenzin keeping you away from her. What was?
When practice was over, there was a meditation session immediately after. It wasn't a one-on-one session like you usually had with Tenzin, but actually an open session for the new Airbenders and anyone who wants to learn more about the art. In fact, it was taught by Jinora. Tenzin wasn't a part of it at all.
Korra assumed you kept your schedule busy with not only Tenzin's agenda but the other Airbenders too. To her it made sense. You're pretty much training to be an Airbender just without the bending. So to her surprise when she walked into the class and saw you weren't there, something was up.
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"And you're sure they weren't there?" Asami asked as she unmade the bed for the night. She and Korra were in their room, the midnight moon shone through the window and provided natural light for the girls. Korra, just slipping on her white tank, nodded.
"Yup. Now we know Tenzin isn't keeping them away from us. I think it's them who wants to stay away from us." Korra's feet shuffled across the wooden floor, her tush melting into the mattress after she plopped.
"Come on." Asami frowned. "They're not like that. I'm sure it's something else." The paler woman sat beside Korra and placed a well-manicured hand on her shoulder. Korra only sighed again with her head hung low. "They haven't even spoke to Mako and Bolin and they're like brothers to them."
Korra shrugged. What Asami was saying made sense but there was something deeper going on. There was something you weren't telling them and Korra was killing herself trying to find out. "Does it not bother you either?" Korra's sad blue eyes struck Asami's green. "Don't you miss them? Their laugh and how they used to look at us with those eyes? Like we were the world to them. Now we barely get a glance when we pass each other in the halls or in the street."
Asami sighed. Of course, she did. She missed all of it and how you used to compliment them or poke fun. She missed watching you interact with Mako and Bolin and playing with them like they were your blood kin. She missed so much and more. She only placed a kiss on Korra's cheek and moved some hair behind the Avatar's ear. "Come on. Let's get to bed." -
"Good, now breathe while you lift your leg. Your opposite arm follows." You followed Tenzin's notes, lifting your leg and doing a fan kick while your opposite arm follows. When your arm follows, the momentum carried you throughout the move and when your leg landed on the ground, you spun around and nearly womble to the floor.
"Good," Tenzin said walking through the plush grass. "When you use that move, your weight shifts between your standing leg and then the led that lands on the ground. Because of your arm and force of the air, you spin around and when mastered, it's a great move to switch the play on your opponent." Tenzin then cleared his throat, the tops of his ears going red. "You know. If you airbent."
You gave him a slight chuckle. Almost four months into training and Tenzin still forgets you're not an Airbender sometimes.
"Sorry, force of habit." You waved him off and repeated the move, still stumbling when your lifted leg hits the ground. Tenzin instructed ways to land and poses to land into but no matter the note or correction, you continued to wobble.
"Ugh, I don't get it. I'm doing everything right. I'm making sure I'm light on my toes and transferring my weight between my legs," you complained to Tenzin as you took a swig of water.
The Airbending master interlaced his fingers and held them near his diaphragm. "Well, are you emotionally light? Spirtually, mentally?" You nodded as you wipe excess water from the corner of your mouth.
"Yeah. I mean, I think so? I mediate in the morning, evenings, and join some classes at the other Air Temple. I don't know what I'm doing wrong." You walked over to the cemented benches which were really short walls of concrete painted beige. You took a seat, crossing your legs and placing your heels at the edge of the wall.
"Hm," pondered Tenzin as he followed you to the wall. While he can admit your dedication is impressive, he can't help but feel there's something else blocking you, stopping you from achieving your greatest.
It was similar to what he experienced when training with Korra or his failed attempts at connecting to the spirit world but heavier. Almost as if you were avoiding the emotions that kept you planted deep into the ground. If you were an Earthbender, he predicted you would be one of the best.
"Tell me, young one. Is it possible there's something else bothering you? Perhaps problems with family, friends, work even?" He took a seat by you as you contemplated your answer to him.
You've felt good. The feeling of jealousy or even anxiety changed to what some would call a rock. It was as if a flat rock sheet lay on your chest and stomach. Some had a heart of gold and steel, yours wore stone armor.
You gave him a shrug and sipped your water out of avoidance. Your lack of eye contact, expression, and words told Tenzin everything he needed to know.
You were stuck emotionally and he had a hunch it was about the Avatar and her girlfriend. And perhaps the fact that they weren't your girlfriends. Tenzin wouldn't have come to that conclusion if it wasn't for his older sister, Kya.
One day, Kya came to visit and Tenzin told her all about your training and dedication to the craft despite not being an Airbender. When Kya observed your practicing, she could tell immediately you were struck with something emotionally tolling. Something you took Airbending techniques to work through but ended up avoiding.
She did the same thing with Waterbending when it came to a crush of hers.
Also, Kya overheard the Krew express concern and longing for you. More specifically, she saw the faces of Asami and Korra and how their eyebrows knitted together in hurt and confusion. It was the same face she wore when she found out Lin liked Tenzin.
"You need to talk to them," Tenzin spoke. "Avoidance or whatever you call this dance of yours isn't going to better your ability to meditate or to perform such exercises. In fact, it'll stifle your chances and ruin whatever you have left of your friendships." With a deep sigh, Tenzin put a hand on your shoulder. "Take this from someone who focused so hard on training that he almost lost his family. Isolation is not the key to working through hard emotions. You have to work and realize it's not going to be easy."
When your eyes met Tenzin's, you could see his brows downturned as if he was frowning with them. His eyes glossy yet held this certain look in his eye, as if he saw you as his own. His family.
The look stirred a certain guilt in your stomach. It was the same guilt you felt when you watched the Krew interact while you purposely lingered in the shadows. In hopes of bettering yourself, you ended up self-sabotaging.
"Hey!" Bolin chirped as he strode over to you and Tenzin. You quickly blinked away tears and looked at him with a smile, responding with a greeting. "We're going out to dinner tonight. You coming?"
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Dinner was nearly normal. The five of you, the Krew and yourself, went to this fancy-ish restaurant where they served everything from Water Tribe food to Fire Nation goods. They also included the more modern dishes that Republic City had to offer.
It was like nothing had changed when you first ate. Everyone was chipper, happily munching on their meals, and cracking jokes like no time had passed between your group.
But then, just as you were almost done with your meal, the mood switched. A metaphorical cloud full of darkness and heavy rain washed over your booth and wind dared to blow you away from your seat.
Korra sighed, putting down her eating utensil and putting her hands on the table in an interlaced fist. "Okay, we have something we need to talk to you about." You barely looked at her to continue. "You've been kinda distant lately and we know it's not because of your training. Tenzin was adamant in easing the intensity of his training schedule, especially now with the new addition to the family and the new Airbenders."
You shrugged for what felt like the fiftieth time today. "I'm taking my craft really seriously. Is that a crime?"
"No," Asami said in a calmer tone that Korra could've given the sass you had in your sentence. "But it worries us. Especially now that you're not even attending Avatar duties anymore. We're a group and we need you. We're empty without you."
You threatened to scoff but instead shoved down the urge with another bite of your food. "I don't know what you want from me."
"Your training was supposed to help you ease up and not be as stressed but it looks like it's doing the opposite," Mako spoke. "You're distant, eat meals alone, and I've never seen someone train so hard for Airbending when you're not even an Airbender."
"Okay, so what? Look, it's my training, my schedule. You guys don't have a clue of what's going on with me so just drop it. Okay?"
Bolin glanced around his table of friends. Nervously picking at his pants, his eyes landed on you and gazed into your eyes. With a tone soft and gentle, he spoke. "So, something is going on."
You sat up a little straighter, eyes on the brown wooden table in front of you. You didn't realize you said that out loud. All that work of being alone and trying not to talk about your feelings nearly came undone with one measly slip-up. "No. Drop it."
"No, we don't want to drop it. What's going on? We can help you." Asami reached a hand out to you but you just snatched your hand away.
The Earthbender at the table sunk down in his seat. He knew what was going on now. He doesn't know why he forgot the last genuine conversation you had just a few months ago.
Your crush on Korra and Asami were eating you alive. What was supposed to be an outlet became a distraction. A distraction from the possibility of hurt, rejection, and loss. If he remembered this earlier, he wouldn't have suggested this confrontation dinner.
The only person who could help you in this situation is yourself and Bolin could see you didn't want that. Not anymore at least. You were perfectly fine losing your friends if it meant the protection of your relationship and feelings.
Although, it's a bit counteractive letting your friends slip away just to avoid a blowup over emotions you couldn't control. Bolin wasn't going to let that slide.
The Krew's been in messy romance drama before. What's a little more? They've prevailed over three times and they could do it again.
"I'm sorry," you took money from your pants and placed enough to cover your meal on the table, "but you can't help me with this. I'm sorry."
Following your departure, Bolin followed you out of the restaurant. Your friends exclaimed and called out for the both of you, but you were too far to hear and well Bolin, he was on a mission.
You stumbled behind yourself as Bolin took hold of your wrist and snatched you back. Your eyes met his, the orange-yellow lighting of the restaurant shining through the windows and making the sidewalk glow.
"You don't have to do this," Bolin spoke in a whisper. "You don't have to hide and pretend you're something you're not just to avoid rejection."
You pull your wrist out of his grip, your brows knitted defensively. "I don't know what you're talking about. I'm not avoiding anything."
"Please, I've seen it multiple times before. I lived it. The crushes you have on Korra and Asami won't change anything. They won't be weirded out or throw you out of the friendship if that's what you're worried about." The green in Bolin's eyes sought out to comfort you. As before, he kept his voice gentle and nurturing. "Crushes are scary and can leave you vulnerable but you shouldn't avoid your feelings because of it. You'll end up holding things in, the hurt turning into resentment, and the resentment turning into hate."
The Earthbender's palm found its place on top of your shoulder. Like his eyes, voice, and now touch, Bolin comforted you. His words, though similar to Tenzin's, had more meaning. You've seen Bolin get rejected before and heard horrific stories but he never let the embarrassment get to him. He learned, grew, and eventually got the partner of his dreams.
You patted his hand. "That means a lot. I'll try, okay? I can't promise it's going to be a good try, but I'll try and face my feelings instead of avoiding them and letting them turn into something ugly."
Bolin smiled, the joyous expression reaching his eyes. "Good. You won't regret it and you'll always have me to lean on. Don't forget that." Before you could say anything else, he pulled you in for a bear hug and lifted you off the ground.
Maybe Bolin was right. Facing your feelings head-on would make them less scary and who knows, maybe Korra and Asami would get a confession out of it.
To Be Continued. (Last part coming soon!) | Part One
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crystallilytarot · 1 year ago
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Choose a dino! Your life purpose.
Pile 1
You probably had some bad experiences but you are able to overcome it. And after that you will be even stronger, and smarter in a way too. It can be that you will help someone who will have the same struggles as you. Sometimes you can feel hopeless and like you don't know what to do. But you will be able to choose or make decisions more easily, and also you will learn how to stand up for yourself and have boundaries. One of your life lesson is to find balance and harmony within yourself. Be in peace with yourself and with the world. You are probably very creative and you should practice your creativity more, express yourself freely. If you want to have a family, it will definitely happen. I think children and animals are drown to you. If you don't want children, than you will have some significant pets in your life too. You will have a happy and abundant family life. Whatever you wish for, a partner, children, pets, a garden...
Pile 2
There will be some new beginnings in your life, and even if you wanted it, it still can be hard at first. But you have all the ability to succeed. You should have more faith in yourself. You are smart. You are good at manifestation, some of you can have some psychic abilities too. Maybe you are a wanderer, an explorer, but it's not a bad thing, one day you will see clearly what your real purpose is. You will probably move a few times, travel a lot. If you want to go to a foreign country, it will definitely happen. Some of you can have a long distance relationship too. You should embrace your romantic nature and focus more on your inner child too. Have fun, be free, the world needs sensitive, joyful people too! You can have some unique ideas, unique lifestyle, and it's beautiful. Some of you can be some kind of healers too, not neccesseraly doctors, maybe reiki or just you have a healing presence and it will help someone when they really need it.
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There will be some hard time in your life, and at that time you won't see that in the end of the day, it's better that it happened that way. Even if it's a betrayal, lie, loss of someone, everything will teach you something. And nothing last forever, hard times come to an end too. There's always a new day, a new beginning. You should accept changes. You will take time for soul searching, seeking answers, and you will have some inner wisdom. You are probably an old soul. You can overcome anything eventually, just have self-control, focus on what you want. You need to be open, be positive, don't give up hope. There's some divine timing and fate working in your life, but looking back you will see that actually you were lucky. You have a soulmate in this life, and that meeting will be something unexpected probably. Be confident, you will be a succesful person.
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moonsunmermaid · 11 months ago
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Heavenly guided messages ✨✨✨Pick a Pile
Disclaimer: Please remember, this is just a general reading from the collective, apply how it might resonate and take in consideration that tarot readings are not 100% real, you have the power to change your life anytime. Also please, regarding any kind of health issues this is no game, go to a doctor, I or spirit will never give you any advice regarding your health in this blog.
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Pile 1- Reiki Magic
In this moment and age, with all the things going on in this planet earth, heaven wants to assure you you are protected and safe. Angels and your spirit guides want you to know you can trust your intuition, they whisper the best advice possible and you can feel it if you connect to them and your heart.
If you have any practice that helps you connect to your guides, they want you to know they are with you all the time and encorauge to keep going with the practice. Sometimes even when we can't hear, feel or see, faith is imporant. Anyways, here's your message, keep trying connect with them.
Also there's a message from the moon, you can call her Selene, Diana, Artemis, Ix Chel, Khonsu, Hecate... or just the moon itself, however you like to call her, she whispers teachings that benefit you. I recomend you learning about the moon cycles and moon magic if you're into witchraft.
Pile 2- Glitter Wings
Energy sorrounds you and your aura, you are picking up on too much from others and you have to learn to let go of what is not yours. Your love for humanity is appreciated and venerated in heaven, yet you also have to love yourself. Angels don't want you depleted because of the efforts you put onto others!
Mother Kwan Yin, who always helps me , wants to tell you she's there for you too. Maybe this is too specific, but if you're suffering, you can call her and she will try help and allievate your pain.
Try be super soft with yourself and allow yourself to rest your mind as much as possible. Sometimes we need reset days when we don't talk with anyone, listen to anything and we just are. Maybe this is an extreme, and extremes are never ok, but try ligthen outside stimuli and kiet the mind. Do not force it, be kind to yourself, but try relax, please, also when I was reading the cards a huge amount of messages came to me, my ears started ringing and I almost had to stop the readings because it was too much stimuli for me. If this is how you are feeling in life, please, stop for a while and breathe!! (🙏🙏🙏 this is also a message from me )
Pile 3 - Angel Doves
For some reason, you got extra cards... also while I was shuffling the cards I felt a strong pain in my heart. I don't even know how to start, but I feel you, ok? I sense you are now healing from a very toxic situation, but you are determined to achive a goal or a dream, or maybe you only want to be free of this pain. One day at a time, progress takes you to the final goal, not perfection.
There's angels surrounding you to help, they are guiding you through the dark waters of uncertainity and want you to know comparing yourself to others is what makes it harder. They want you to remain calm and look inside, your light is never ending and your heart holds the magic to heal thousand million pains and more.
When we come to earth (or any other planet to be honest) we separate from source and we become individuals. Ego makes us believe we are not in comunication with source, society makes us believe we are not good, we are not God, they tell us God is a separate entity from us. Even in spiritual circles sometimes I heard we are nothing and we are bad compared to angels!!! But what angels want to remind you here and now is you are them. We all are Achangel Michael, we all are Kwan Yin, we all are God. Their energy is within us, and in this case: the energy of a thousand suns is within you, to heal or to achieve any goal. Allow the voice of angels get to you because you are them, you have the power, never foget this, please.
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lullabyalikpoptarot · 4 months ago
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Min Yoongi Perspective Reading
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Disclaimer: No facts, all alleged. This is my interpretation of the cards and messages I get.
Finally getting to the last member of BTS. And that final member is Yoongi. I needed to put him last as his energy can be hard to work with at times, so it will be interesting to see what he shows me here. He kind of gives me that tortured soul vibe as some idols do, so let's take a look. The song choice he gives me is Sara Bareilles's Brave
You can be amazing You can turn a phrase into a weapon or a drug You can be the outcast Or be the backlash of somebody's lack of love Or you can start speaking up
Nothing's gonna hurt you the way that words do And they settle 'neath your skin Kept on the inside and no sunlight Sometimes a shadow wins But I wonder what would happen if you
Alright, just going to dive in here. The first thing I get is reconciling with himself. He is trying to learn who he really is. Looking at is this the path he should have taken. Is this who he is as a person. I am hearing, a state of paranoia. He may try to find the strength to fight back and speak his truth.
It seems he may want to wreak havoc and cause a stir and maybe problems. I think he may do this to bring light to things. He seems he kind of wants chaos in a sense. I just think back to that reading with Taehyung and how he wants to fight back and cause a stir, but Taehyung doesn't want a part of it. He may feel this is the only way for things to change.
He feels caged in, boxed in, he may be tired of fitting a mold and image. That may not be truly what he is. It is like has to fit this perfectly curated image and he may not like that. Through it all he tries to find peace with things, or he does things to find peace. He may find ways to numb himself out. Or he tries to show off a peaceful image through all the chaos around him.
He just seems to struggle with his identity and the sense of who he is as a whole. I heard splintered soul, so he may have two different identities, he can be kind and warm, but can also be ruthless and heartless as well. You won't know for sure which Yoongi you will get until you get it. But yeah, I can see him having a nasty side.
It seems like he is tied to some kind of past life karma I am getting. This may be affecting or is affecting his life now. There are lessons he needs to untangle and clear away. I am not sure he is aware of these lessons he needs to learn, but there are cycles he may need to break and things he may need to heal in this lifetime. I can also see his past follows him and what he done in the past follows him.
I feel he may have done some shit, and he may be paying that back with karma. He may also have some people after him to. I get that sense as well. Not sure he would do this, but it would behoove him to do a past life regression to see where this all ties in from his past.
So, I get the cards secret and memory, so there are memories from his past that he keeps hidden and secret. Somethings he will keep to himself. I hear keep to the grave; it reminds me of what I heard from Yeonjun's reading. Yeah, he is keeping that on lockdown. He isn't sharing that at all. He seems fearless on taking on opportunities or getting to where he needs to be.
He kind of gives me he doesn't have much of a moral compass or didn't in the past. And there isn't much that is sacred and valuable to him. He is someone who wants to be powerful and take on some sort of leadership role. He may charm his way to do this. I am seeing that he may do reiki, not sure why that is popping up, but he does help with anxiety, so that makes sense.
He's got a lot of different energies going on here. He is quite all over the place. He tries to explore new things and step outside the box with things. He is an intense individual, wanting to go to the depths and could be interested in taboo things. He is a curious individual, who engages and wants to learn about things in life. Making connections are pretty important to him. And back and forth communication is important to him.
He likes to shine and show his art to shine. This man does like being in the spotlight and having the center stage or being on stage. It boosts his ego to be in the spotlight. I see an energy of him being meticulous about things and if he works things have to be perfect and run smoothly. Having things in order or the details of things mean a lot to him. So, I can see him doing things over and over again.
So, he gets the Emperor, so yeah, just heard control freak. Umm, things really needing to be in order for him. He seems like a very meticulous person. He seems to struggle with his emotions and represses it a lot. He could deal with depression allegedly. Also, once again having secrets as well. Also, he has pretty low energy, so it could be hard for him to be upbeat. I also don't see him being as positive of a person, or struggles to be positive about things.
We end with Capricorn energy, this shows someone ambitious, about the money and his career and work. He can be a bit selfish about things. I can see a sensitive nature to him, but he can also be very honest and brash and very direct with his words. I just a lot of cold energy from him and very little emotions, which I don't like to see.
Umm yeah, this one was hard. I struggled with this energy. His energy isn't that great *sighs* I wanted to have more positive things here as I try to show all aspects, the light and the dark, but it was hard to find the good here unfortunately. He seems pretty broken and dark overall. So, here it is.
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milkandhoneywitchcraft · 6 months ago
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𓍊𓋼 Gassho Meditation: A Basic Overview 𓋼𓍊
What Is Gassho?
Literally translating to “two hands coming together,” Gassho is a form of meditation utilized in many spiritual practices & religions, including Buddhism, Hinduism, and Jainism.
Furthermore, Gassho is the first fundamental pillar of Reiki, and it also functions as a formal greeting!
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The Goals of Gassho
The practice of Gassho involves meditating while placing your palms together with your thumbs touching your heart chakra.
The goals of Gassho are to:
Tune out the outside world & clear your mind
Create space to cultivate awareness of and listen to your inner monologue
Awaken the chakras in your hands—that is, the energy centres in the palms of your hands :)
Help cultivate and hold an intention of gratitude
Open your heart
Strengthen your connection to Reiki (if you so choose! You do not have to learn / know Reiki to engage in Gassho 🙃)
The Practice
To engage in Gassho, you create a circuit between the chakras in your hands and your heart. To do Gassho, you…
Get comfortable (meditating is hard when you’re uncomfy!)
Close your eyes
Fold your hands into the prayer position with your thumbs touching your heart chakra
Focus on the space between the palm chakras (alternatively, you can focus on your middle fingers if that’s easier!)
Meditate as long as you can. The goal is to do Gassho for up to 30 minutes, but any time spent is a gift, even if it’s just 3-5 minutes :)
If you find your mind wandering, remember to:
Observe
Gently refocus yourself and remember that it’s normal to get distracted
If it helps, you can press your middle fingers together
Don’t worry or focus on the fact that you’re distracted. It’s normal, and worrying about it will create a spiral. Just gently refocus yourself :)
Remember
Don’t worry about doing it perfectly. You don’t need perfect posture or complete, unbroken focus. Like all meditation, Gassho is a tool you may use to help bring peace of mind and gratitude :)
Happy meditating, my loves! May you all find nothing but balance, healing, and radiance in life 🥰
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musingmelsuinesmelancholy · 8 months ago
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Would you say your spiritual beliefs have changed significantly since you first began exploring spirituality? Do you feel your core beliefs have changed or remain the same?
ooooooh hell yea! how horrified my 14yr old self would be at the shit I get up to now xD
I started out as a neo wiccan, super-duper new age. I'm talkin crystals, reiki, "smudging", rede thumping, love and light and pixie farts. There was some animism, I think I've always been one to an extent. I have very distinct memories of being angry at kids for "hurting" the plants outside the church at school and being absolutely horrified to hear that only humans had an immortal soul. Firmly rebuked that idea in my lil ginger gremlin heart, much to the priest's annoyance. Once I found wicca it validated those feelings of mine and allowed me room to explore them, though not to the extent I later would. Given that I was very fluffy when I began, around 2014, I was very much into (for lack of a better word) toxic positivity and I struggled to accept/acknowledge the darker parts of myself, nature, magic, occult/pagan history and spirits. While there was some animism there it was lacking nuance. It made me uncomfortable to try and reconcile this nature-based religion with the violent colonialist history of the country. So I ignored it.
I found, or rather was led to, traditional witchcraft in late 2017. This led to me fully embracing animism as the focus of my craft/spirituality and accepting all those dark things I had shunned. I moved completely away from deity worship. Tho, tbh, I don't think I ever really did believe in The God/Goddess. (I was one of those all gods are The God/dess types) I think it was more that I liked the sound of it, and I agreed that the divine feminine was sorely underappreciated rather than having actual belief/devotion. I was able to reconnect with my Maliseet relatives which was so instrumental in my developing a more nuanced approach to and understanding of animism.
Rather than craft being a religion it was a spiritual practice. A way to connect with the spirits and make things happen. I yearned for power, for witchcraft. It was how I survived living with my father, how I survived my ex's abuse and how I escaped. I was spite, hate and venom. Cursing, binding, dominating, sweetening and twisting.
My local lore as well as the lore of my ancestors' cultures informed my craft. I balked at the idea of worship. A witch makes magic, we do not bow. Why rely on a god when ours is the weaving of fate? What God would want such a cruel and twisted witch anyways... We have our devil(s), land spirits, the dead... our "little gods". I Didn't need or want a Zeus. After all, there was none of that in the lore. Coming from a catholic background I saw people begging God to fix their problems. Issues which, for the most part, could probably be handled pretty easily. I learned to see seeking solace and strength in religion as a kind of weakness.
Once I was free a vacuum was created. I had my relationships with spirit but I felt rather aimless.. I have reverence for my witch father, after all, it was He who opened the door, yet I felt a certain emptiness. There was no need for all this malefica I had been used to.
Eventually She appeared to me; all those hidden parts of myself were brought to light. I felt like a granite pebble. Hard and unyielding, to be worn smooth ever so slowly by the ocean. Try as I may to remain jagged the waves will win; I will be softened/polished... She opened me to love, not philia but rather something rather like agape. If you'll forgive my catholic terminology haha. I still don't understand. As I'm writing this, I'm in disbelief that I actually said that... that I actually truly feel this way now... This is new and not at all where I thought I was headed. I'm embarrassed that I ignored her for SO long and all because I couldn't find mention of what I was seeing/experiencing in folklore. Yet she was there, from the start.
I'm not sure where this will lead nor how it'll shape my craft. I'm exploring (and adoring) gaulpol. I'll have to, like my animism, learn how to practice it in stolen land. I'm unsure of how syncretic my craft will remain, as a large portion of it was informed by new England lore. My ancestors faith has always played a large role in my veneration of them.. then again they sent me messages/omens when I asked for guidance in identifying Her.. so perhaps neither of them will mind haha.
My craft began very terrestrial, and it will continue to be so, but it has become much more focused on water and stars than I would've thought. I always thought of the heavens as more the purview of ceremonial magic. One thing that's stayed 100% consistent is the imposter syndrome and fears/feelings of inadequacy xD
Good lord I fuckin rambled huh? TLDR yea shits changed, always been a dirty soil lovin animist from the sticks. THank you for the ask bud! Sorry about the novel that shit is wicked long
(I hate that when I'm tired the fuckin Mainer comes out)
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thecolorblockcurator · 3 months ago
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oh you’re a medium too?? what drew you to the work, what do u do, what’s ur specialty/how has ur specialty evolved over ur journey 🫶🏽
Hi! Yes - I'm just so amazed by it every day! It's kind of a long story - I've just started a substack where I'm in the process of sharing my story in more detail. But it started out with a general interest in esoteric things & having really significant dreams as a kid. And then moving to a very haunted house as a teen. From there I learned all that I could find about mediumship, astral travel, ghosts, spirit guides & then I pushed it all away in my 20s to figure out my own life. And more recently in my 30s I've come right back to it! I started out giving tarot readings for a couple of years but I found that I wouldn't even need to shuffle the deck or pull cards to have an answer. So I started practicing! & it was so amazing - before I would occasionally get spontaneous channeled messages from loved ones or my sprit guide- or have really significant dreams. So it's been really great learning how to do it intentionally. Like I said - I'm just so amazed by it constantly. How honestly effortless it is when you just let go. Past life regression is something that I've always been interested in, So I also got my certification in hypnotherapy & I use that with Reiki to help others experience and heal from things they might be holding onto from past lives! It's really becoming my favorite thing. I have a new instagram too if you're interested in following along!
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cupidastrology · 2 years ago
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𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 12 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐬 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐬 ︎ ♀︎ 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐢𝐨 ♏︎ 𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐞 december 2023
associate with your big 3 in scorpio ♏︎ or any natal scorpio ♏︎ placement you have in your birth chart.
aries ♈︎ - a desire for risky romance, letting go of impulsive ideas, or a rush for needing new experiences in life.
taurus ♉︎ - focus on what you're consuming, a change or release in clothing style, food intake, money fluctuates and may rise.
gemini ♊︎ - monitoring social interaction, mainly online. a desire to dive deep into new forms of knowledge, discussions will increase.
cancer ♋︎ - caretaking makes a shift, releasing what you once thought was stable or security, finding new forms of care and understanding for emotions or self.
leo ♌︎ - confidence rises with letting go of what was once a problem with the self, finding new ways to attract through a new image or makeup style, gut health is important.
virgo ♍︎ - cleaning out old messages, old ways of thinking, releasing any concerns that seemed long term, letting go through words or mindset.
libra ♎︎ - risks involving love and connections, you may have to let go of an ongoing connection with another person due to emotional negativity, toxicity, and feeling drained.
scorpio ♏︎ - feeling in touch with letting go of emotional entanglement more often than ever, risks in romance, attraction towards the "bad boy" is more felt around this time.
sagittarius ♐︎ - privacy around traveling and associations are highlighted, interest increases in occult and taboo matters, you may want to learn an outdoors or private course that is not known to many.
capricorn ♑︎ - control over assets, money may become an issue, a desire to make even more money, controlling any inner emotions surrounding being possessive towards a loved one or connection.
aquarius ♒︎ - focusing on boundaries, do not allow anyone else to cross boundaries because this may disturb your mind more than usual, do not fall under any forms of emotional manipulation by peers.
pisces ♓︎ - acknowledging what you're lacking, especially with what you have carried with you emotionally. a perfect time to release what bothers you long term, even if it hurts. focusing on anything that can be seen as a release (fasting, egg cleansing, reiki, or meditation).
all readings (birth chart, asteroid, and card readings) are open if you wish to gift a loved one a reading this holiday season <;3
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dagdasgoddess · 6 months ago
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Many Updates, Where To Begin?
It's been ages, so happy new year to start. I felt like posting this on my blog to let you all know I've been well.
So I felt like I had to make this post because I've been taking a spiritual class on how to hone my abilities more and.. apparently I'm a Draconian Star Seed.
Recently I enrolled in a reiki class and the Guru aligned my chakras and helped me cut cords to all my current and past ties. It was... very much needed.
Because I met someone, who told me I am in fact, a Draconian Star Seed.
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And with my recent on -going diagnosis I won't mention here ---
It suddenly makes sense.
My spiritual experiences
My past life astral projections.
My learning disabilities, reptiles aren't exactly good at math XP
The fact that I NEVER could get along with or understand humans. I always felt a deeper connection to the 2D realms, cartoons, beings of ink and paint.. but I had no idea my destiny was something MUCH deeper.
It all makes sense, the reason I can't do "normal" human things like getting a PhD by I'm 12, is because I'M NOT human. I'm SOMETHING BETTER.
I began to do research on star seeds.. And it makes sense. I found out I am a Draconian because
I have no empathy whatsoever, I'm more self serving and that's okay
I've been told many times that I am 'intense' and fight to get what I want, and I'm relentless when I'm angry
I've always had a connection to the "wishing star" aka the North Star
In real life, on my father's side. There are many military people. Draconians are said to be militaristic.
I have green eyes for crying out loud, I've been told my eyes change color from green to yellow.
I'm not good at healing (When we were learning how to heal, I simply could not do it, and my Guru just smiled and said "there's room for all kinds here"
I honestly don't know why I came to earth? I don't know what resources I could possibly need here-- OH WAIT! GEMSTONES! IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW.
My connection with Dagda
Dagda is very much green themed but he opened a portal for me, that I was ready to activate my star seed powers, and I proved it to him.
I feel like he was the "gateway" to this stuff . Dagda always taught me to look beyond what I saw, and stand up for myself. And Challenge myself.
I enjoy physical activities, even if I'm chronically ill
Growing up, I always loved stars, wishing on stars... I wonder if that's why I loved Cinderella so much, because we wish on stars.
And.. my very first love , Steven Stone: I love collecting gems, he does too, I wonder if he's also a star seed. He's from Ruby Sapphire and Emerald. And.. who's the mythical there? Yep. Jirachi. a star.
It all makes sense now. I'm both hurt, angry and .. so happy I learned who I truly am.
I asked how come that I'm not really interested in dragons? I prefer unicorns, etc. But you seldom get to choose in these matters, and I refuse to question this.
I'm still 2Devoted, that's not changing anytime. But it delights me that other starseeds like myself have been through what I did. I can get through life now. I feel like a part of me has been put to rest.
That "yearning" of wanting to be somewhere else, it makes sense now. My God. It all makes sense now.
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I have done a lot of research, and this is my last reincarnation, after I leave earth I won't ever have to come back again. This makes me so happy! Thank you Dagda, and thank you person who told me I am a star seed <3
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aropride · 8 months ago
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thinking about therapy again bc i knowww i need to be in it. but i think one of my inarguable needs in a therapist is that they see me as an equal? i guess is the best way to put it. and thats not really something you can Ask it's more of a vibes based thing. but like. i hate playing stupid with doctors psychiatrists therapists etc i want to be like This is what im experiencing These are the resources ive looked into This is what i think is going on. where do we go from here. and like i know a fair amount about psychology and i dont want to have to pretend i dont. or for them to assume i dont. and like id look into peer support and stuff but i feel like thats more short term and less intensive than id need to unpack my childhood stuff. Oh i completely forgot to post and also finish typing this. anyway idk like what are even the chances of finding a provider in my area, who takes my insurance and is willing to work with me abt the copay, whose main modality isnt cbt, whos experienced in cptsd/dissociative disorders, and also who i click with as a person. idk. it feels completely hopeless lol and i know its not but like. maybe im fine rn like maybe i dont even need therapy really (least fine guy youve ever met voice)
but the other problem is i also need like, a social worker who isnt school-related and extremely overworked (god bless her tho omg) bc i need a lot of help getting like, case management and applying for disability etc. and just normal therapy isnt gonna help me when i also need those things. but i feel like most long term therapists arent also social workers and vice versa
and i dont even know what modality would be helpful for me. i know dbt WAS when i was younger, but now i know like. the basics, ive learned the coping skills etc. so idk if it would still be helpful? and i know like, somatic focused therapy or whatever would probably be helpful, because actually understanding what my body was doing and why and how that effects my mental health has been really helpful in the past. but also i feel like a lot of somatic therapists are... whats a nice way to say this. like a lot of the ppl ive seen either on like psychologytoday etc or on instagram reels are. the type of guy to buy dreamcatchers on shein and use cherrypicked parts of other cultures without understanding their cultural context. and, like, try to cure my dissociative disorder with reiki or something. Sorry im thinking abt the therapist i had in early 2020 now
idk i just dont really know what to look into even. bc ive heard good stuff from a friend abt emdr but im skeptical of emdr like, casually. like i havent tried it and i dont know a huge amount about it, but on the surface it kinda sounds like bullshit- yeah just look between these lights and think about stuff and thatll fix you. but i also understand how repetitive movement can be calming (#autism) and it makes sense that being exposed to those memories and also in a safe place would be helpful? and i like that u dont have to talk abt the traumas in depth out loud. but i also feel like thats more for single-event traumas or at least trauma that u like, remember
and i feel like being able to talk out loud abt stuff would help me. like having another person to bounce my thoughts off of whos not like. a friend. and is able to deal w that kind of thing. and is also paid to do so. And can also help me like. recognize when im being insane. but also Wont assume im being insane and that all my thoughts are fucking cognitive distortions
idk its just exhausting trying to figure out What i even want from therapy other than to Feel Better and stop losing entire months of my life sometimes and to be able to like. make phone calls and talk to people and not feel evil and insane all the time. and to be able to live away from my parents and have a life, whether that involves Employment or not. one of my short-term goals in therapy w a long term therapist would explicitly be to decide my long term goals and how i'll know i met them. bc i think talking abt the therapeutic relationship w my therapist up front is something that would benefit me. due to the avoidance.
idk. wgat everrrr.
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quiet-curiosity · 2 months ago
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Pick a card tarot & crystal reading below the break: from me, Westley, a psychic medium, reiki master & past life regression hypnotherapist!
I also offer paid readings - both 1:1 mediumship readings (connecting you to your loved ones & spirit guides) mini tarot & channeled readings. And past life regression hypnosis!
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Card 1: The magician reversed & malachite.
What an interesting combination. Malachite has the energy of a stubborn and loyal best friend who reminds you - you don’t need your old self destructive patterns. It encourages you to trust yourself & believe in your inner strength.
The magician reversed tells you - you already have it. You have all the skills you need, all the experience, the passion and drive to achieve your wildest dreams. You have the ability to make anything you want happen- but for some reason you’re not believing that right now. Maybe it’s those old self destructive patterns. Listen to malachite’s advice. Take the leap, trust yourself, say yes to new opportunities.
Card 2: Three of swords & amethyst
Amethyst is such a gentle crystal. Full of soothing & calming energy. Relieving anxiety, fear of the unknown & indecision. I think it goes so well with the card.
Three of swords is heartbreak. It’s loss and the sting of rejection. Whenever I see the Three of sword I’m always reminded of the wheel of fortune in the major arcana. Nothing in life last in the same way, forever. Things change , new things are born from loss. It’s a cycle. But the Three of swords is reminding you that it’s ok if it hurts- somethings do hurt. Feel it. But don’t wallow in it. Don’t let it defeat you. Because that wheel is always turning.
Amethyst goes so well with this card - A sort of loving reminder from the universe that you’re supported. & even if it hurts right now, it won’t always hurt.
Card 3: Queen of cups selenite
Selenite is such a refreshing crystal. It clears negative & stale energy. It’s gently protective
Queen of cups represents a kind and compassionate listener. Someone who is tapped into their intuition and this nurturing emotional intelligence. Because of that people can cling to that energy. They take too much because they cant access it within themselves yet.
The queen of cups with selenite reminds you to take care of yourself - build boundaries, be aware of the energy you’re giving others. And protect yourself from those emotionally exhaustive relationships and interactions.
You can trust your intuition not your people pleasing. If your heart is telling you-all the emotional labor you’re giving is wearing you down. Listen to it, honor it. Show yourself love and compassion by not letting others take more than your kindness can give.
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To Know Her is to Love Her
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        It’s 10:08 pm and what I really want to do is meditate and read my book before turning in, but I cannot resist the nudge from within to journal about a strong feeling I have right now instead. What is this feeling? It is one of love.
        Usually, on this journey and for whatever reason, love is not something I really mention a whole lot. I’m not sure if that’s because I already feel like I have an abundance of love in my life and don’t need to highly focus my attention on it, or if it’s become I’m sub-consciously trying to ignore it because I am still wishy-washy on the idea of love as being an integral part of this process.
        Either way, love is what I feel at this moment and it’s toward something so unexpected, something so previously inconceivable or unnoticed. It’s toward myself. I love myself. I really do. I don’t know if it’s all the learning material sinking in or if it’s from the Reiki session I had today, but since late afternoon I have had a beautiful, overwhelming sense of love toward myself. I love spending time with myself. It’s not that I’m tired of other people and want to be alone or need space. It’s not that I’m overwhelmed with life and just need room to breathe. It’s that I genuinely just love myself so much that I enjoy being in the presence of myself, learning from and about myself, journaling to myself, that I want to do it more and more and more. I do love and am passionate about the topics under study through the program- without a doubt this is true and was the initial push factor in me wanting to spend time alone. I wanted to learn and absorb, and I felt enjoyment learning the material. However, as we have moved along, it’s no longer just about me wanting to spend time learning more about those topics… it’s about me wanting to spend more time learning about myself!
        What a peculiar, but so obvious thought that one could actually enjoy the company of one’s self! A previous version of me never could have believed that statement to be true, let alone a possible reality. I used to dread being alone. There, I was stuck with my thoughts and my musings about life, love, and uncomfortable emotions. So, I would constantly surround myself with other people, particularly my sister. These times were beautiful moments with lasting memories made with her, so I do not regret a single moment of this time, but I also can readily bid adieu to that girl with an open heart as this current version of me is way more expansive and involved. This very current version of me Is more in tune with herself and what she loves and wants in her life, building more and more clarity with each passing day.
        To my beautiful self: you are an exquisite creature with a beautiful mind, a caring soul, and an intellect far superior then you’ve ever previously given yourself credit for.  I am enjoying getting to know you and grow excited to get to know you further- all parts of you- the good, the bad, the ugly, and the powerful.
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Why Reiki Could Be Your Next Step in Personal Growth
Ever wondered why some people seem to radiate wellbeing? They have this glow about them, this sense of being grounded and at peace, even when life gets hectic.
More often than not, these people have discovered something that most of us miss: the power of working with energy.
Now, you might think this sounds a bit strange. Energy work? Really? But stay with me, because understanding how energy affects us might just change your life.
What Makes Reiki Different?
Reiki isn't like other healing methods. There's no physical manipulation of the body, no complex techniques to master. It works simply by channeling energy through light touch or hands hovering above the body.
But don't let this simplicity fool you.
Think of it like breathing. Breathing is simple, yet it's essential for life. Reiki is similar - it's straightforward but remarkably effective.
How Reiki Actually Works
When you receive Reiki, something interesting happens. The practitioner becomes like a conduit for universal life force energy. This energy then flows to where your body needs it most.
Your body is incredibly intelligent. It knows exactly what it needs - we just need to give it the right resources.
That's what makes Reiki special. You don't need to diagnose problems or figure out what needs fixing. The energy goes where it's needed, doing what needs to be done.
Beyond the Basics
Here's something most people don't realize about Reiki: it's not just about healing specific issues. It's about creating balance in your entire system.
When your energy system is balanced:
You're naturally more resilient to stress
Your body can heal more efficiently
You think more clearly
You sleep better
You have more energy throughout the day
The Learning Path
Learning Reiki happens in three stages:
Reiki Level 1 is where it all begins. You learn to connect with Reiki energy and use it for self-healing and helping others. This level alone can transform your life.
Reiki Level 2 takes things deeper. You learn sacred symbols that enhance your connection to Reiki energy. You also learn distance healing - yes, you can send healing energy to someone on the other side of the world!
Reiki Master Level is where you master advanced techniques and, if you choose, learn to teach others.
The Less Known Benefits
Here's something interesting that most people don't know about Reiki: it can actually help improve your intuition. When you work with energy regularly, you become more attuned to subtle information around you.
You might find yourself:
Knowing who's about to call before the phone rings
Sensing when someone needs help before they ask
Making better decisions because you're more in tune with your gut feelings
A Natural Part of Life
One of the beautiful things about Reiki is how naturally it fits into daily life. You don't need special equipment. You don't need to set aside hours each day.
Got a headache? Give yourself some Reiki while watching TV. Can't sleep? Use Reiki as you lie in bed. Stressed at work? Take a few minutes to run energy while sitting at your desk.
Moving Forward
If you're interested in learning more about Reiki, there are several ways to start:
Book a session with a qualified practitioner
Read about others' experiences with Reiki
Consider taking a Level 1 course
The key is finding a teacher who maintains the integrity of traditional Japanese Reiki while making it accessible and practical for modern life.
Remember: Reiki isn't about becoming someone different - it's about becoming more fully yourself. It's about tapping into abilities you already have but might not know how to access.
Are you ready to discover what Reiki could do for you?
Looking to learn Reiki in Melbourne? Our courses offer comprehensive training in traditional Japanese Reiki, with extensive support before, during, and after your learning experience. Find out more about our upcoming courses and start your Reiki journey.
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